THINKING BACK

... TO AN EASIER TIME... LIFE SURE WAS SIMPLER. FUNNY HOW THINGS CHANGE, HOW YOU CHANGE, HOW LIFE CHANGES. SO MUCH TO SAY, SO LITTLE I ACTUALLY WANT TO WRITE... MAYBE SOMEDAY... UNTIL THAT DAY... 

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WHY?

ITS SUCH A SIMPLE QUESTION... BUT THE ANSWER IS ALWAYS SO COMPLICATED. IT IS ALWAYS THE QUESTION, AND NEVER THE ANSWER. PEOPLE HAVE SPENT THEIR LIFETIME TRYING TO UNDERSTAND IT AND TO ANSWER THAT QUESTION. ITS ALSO THE QUESTION WE ALWAYS ASK OURSELVES... WHY? IT IS THE BIGGEST MYSTERY IN THE UNIVERSE. IT KNOWS NO BOUNDS, IS NOT RESTRICTED BY ANYTHING, AND CROSSES ALL PLAINS. HOW CAN SUCH A SIMPLE QUESTION CAUSE SO MUCH HEADACHE? SO MUCH TROUBLE? SO MUCH... EVERYTHING! TO UNDERSTAND IT, IS TO UNDERSTAND YOURSELF, AND ITS NOT A SIMPLE TASK. SOMEHOW IT DICTATES EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING WE DO... SOMETIMES THERE JUST ISNT AN ANSWER, SOMETIMES ITS JUST THAT, ITS JUST WHAT IT IS, BUT WHY? AND TO THAT I ANSWER:

WHY NOT?

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EQUALIZER 2

IF YOU THOUGHT THE FIRST ONE WAS BAD ASS YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT THE SECOND ONE. WATCHED EQUALIZER 2 WITH THE GF AND IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. STARS DENZEL WASHINGTON, MELISSA LEO, PEDRO PASCAL, ORSON BEAN, AND BILL PULLMAN! HOWEVER I SWEAR THAT PERSON IN THE CAR WAS KEVIN CHAPMAN... BUT HE WASNT CREDITED AND I THINK IT SHOWED A DIFFERENT NAME... UNLESS ITS HIS TWIN... WITH A DIFFERENT NAME LOL. ANYWAYS SO THIS MOVIE PICKS UP AFTER THE FIRST ONE AND DENZEL CONTINUES TO HELP PEOPLE. THE FIRST MOVIE WAS GOOD FOR THE BEGINNING AND MADE YOU WONDER ABOUT HIS BACKGROUND, AND THIS ONE WAS GOOD FOR MORE HISTORY AND SHOWS ABOUT HIM. IM NOT SURE WHICH I LIKE MORE... THE ORIGIN MOVIE OR THE SEQUEL LOL. THIS MOVIE SEEMED A BIT LONG THOUGH. THE FIRST FELT LIKE IT HAD MORE ACTION, AND THIS ONE THE ACTION WAS A BIT TOO SHAKY. THE WHOLE MOVIE WAS IN THE TRAILER TOO SOOOOOO... ALSO THERE WAS ONLY ONE MAIN STORY LINE IN THE FIRST ONE AND THERE WERE A FEW MORE IN THIS SEQUEL. HOWEVER THIS ONE THERE WERE A LOT OF PREDICTABLE SCENES AND TOTALLY SAW IT COMING AND KNEW IT MOMENTS. SORT OF ALREADY FIGURED OUT THE STORY LINE AND FIGURED OUT WHAT WOULD HAPPEN LIKE HALFWAY THROUGH THE MOVIE LOL. NONETHELESS IT WAS STILL PRETTY GOOD. I GIVE THIS A 7.1/10 AND THE GF GIVES IT A 7 LOL.

SO I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT THIS ANOTHER TIME BUT MIGHT AS WELL WRITE IT NOW... I WAS THROWING A POP CAN AWAY AND I SEE SOMETHING ON THE GROUND FLUTTERING AROUND. IT TURNS OUT THAT ITS A GIANT MOTH THING, AND IM WONDERING WHY IT WASNT FLYING. I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST DYING BUT THEN I SEE SOMETHING ELSE ON IT... THERE WAS A BEE ON ITS BACK! IT LOOKED LIKE THE BEE WAS STINGING IT AND JUST RIDING THE MOTH WHILE IT BUCKED LIKE MAD, JUST LIKE BRONC RIDING AT THE RODEO. SO I ENDED UP JUST WATCHING THEM DUKE IT OUT. WELL ITS SORT OF NOT FAIR SINCE THE MOTH DOESNT REALLY HAVE ANY WEAPONS AND THE BEE HAS A STINGER. AFTER WATCHING IT FOR A WHILE THE BEE FLIES UP TOWARDS ME AND THEN FLIES TO THE WALL AND LANDS THERE FOR A SECOND. I SEE IT CARRYING SOMETHING AND WAS WONDERING WTF IS THAT... I GET CLOSER AND LOOK AGAIN AND ITS ACTUALLY THE ABDOMEN OF THE MOTH!!! IT BIT THE BODY OFF AT THE NECK AREA!!! HOLY CRAP!!! THE BEE BIT THE MOTH IN HALF AND THEN CARRIED IT OFF, ATE PART OF IT AND THEN TOOK IT HOME FOR EVERYONE!!! I LOOK BACK AT THE MOTH ITS ONLY A HEAD WITH FLAPPING WINGS, STILL FLAPPING MADLY. SOMEHOW A BEE LANDED ON IT AND THEN BEGAN TEARING IT APART... IMAGINE BEING THAT MOTH WHILE THAT BITCH OF A BEE BIT YOU IN HALF AND ATE YOU!?!>@?# THEN THE FLAPPING SLOWED DOWN... AND IT STOPPED... THE MOTH WAS DEAD... MURDERED... CANNIBALISED... WELL... THATS NOT SOMETHING YOU SEE EVERY DAY... IMAGINE BEING EATEN BY LIKE AN ALIEN OR A SHARK... TORN IN HALF AND EATEN ALIVE... SURE PUTS EVERYTHING IN PERSPECTIVE DOESNT IT... I DID SEE A DRAGONFLY EAT ANOTHER FLYING INSECT BEFORE AND THAT WAS SAVAGE TOO... THATS STRAIGHT UP BRUTAL... IF YOURE GOING TO DIE, MIGHT AS WELL DIE QUICKLY... WHO WANTS TO BE RIPPED APART AND TOYED WITH, AM I RIGHT? ANYWAYS... THATS LIFE FOR YOU. YOU EITHER DO THE EATING OR GET EATEN.

THAT WAS A PRETTY GOOD POST. FELT GOOD ABOUT IT TOO. I COULD WRITE MORE ABOUT BUT... YOU KNOW... OH OH OH WENT NIGHT MARKET ON THE WEEKEND, LOTS OF PEOPLE, LOTS OF FOOD. FOODS REALLY THE ONLY THING THERE TO DO, AND THE COST ADDS UP QUITE QUICKLY... THE ITEMS ARENT THAT BIG AND EVERYTHING IS LIKE $7-$15 SO IT REALLY ADDS UP. ALSO THE FACT THAT YOU WANT TO EAT EVERYTHING LOL.

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WHERE ARE THEY NOW?

SO IVE BEEN THINKING OF WRITING THIS FOR A WHILE BUT IVE ALWAYS BEEN TOO TIRED AND THERES ALWAYS A MOVIE REVIEW TO WRITE ABOUT SO I HAVENT. ANYWAYS SINCE I DIDNT WATCH A MOVIE THIS WEEK, I GUESS IL FINALLY WRITE A REAL POST.

YOU KNOW HOW PEOPLE ALWAYS DO A CELEBRITY WHERE ARE THEY NOW UPDATE? YOU KNOW WHERE THEY TAKE CHILD ACTORS/ACTRESSES OR CELEBRITY AND SHOW WHERE THEY ARE NOW LIKE 5, 10, 20 YEARS LATER. SOME OF THEM ARE STILL IN THE INDUSTRY DOING WELL OR BARELY MAKING IT, SOME ARE DOING OTHER THINGS COMPLETELY UNRELATED, AND SOME COMPLETELY FELL APART AND OR IS DEAD. ITS ALWAYS INTERESTING TO SEE WHERE THEY END UP AND HOW THEY ENDED UP LIKE THAT. DID FAME AND FORTUNE REALLY CHANGE THEM SO MUCH TO THE POINT OF WHERE IT ALL GOES DOWNHILL? I GUESS IT DOES CHANGE WHO THEY ARE AND HOW THEY RESPOND TO EVERYTHING. YOU ALWAYS THINK ITS GREAT TO BE THEM BUT TO ACTUALLY BE THEM WHO KNOWS IF IT IS OR NOT. ANYWAYS THIS WAS NOT WHAT I WAS ACTUALLY WRITE ABOUT SO ENOUGH OF THIS, BACK TO IT.

FOR MY WHERE ARE THEY NOW, IM TALKING ABOUT AND THINKING ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN LIFE OR YOUR OLD FRIENDS THAT MOVED AWAY. TAKE FOR EXAMPLE MY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL FRIEND. WE USE TO HANG OUT ALL THE TIME AND THEN I THINK IN GRADE 4 HE MOVED AWAY. I SAW HIM ONCE OR TWICE AFTER BUT THEN NOTHING. I WOULDNT EVEN RECOGNIZE HIM IF HE WAS STANDING NEXT TO ME. I WONDER WHAT HE ENDED UP DOING... HE WAS SMART AND SHORT, THATS BASICALLY ALL I REALLY REMEMBER. I WONDER WHAT KIND OF LIFE HE ENDED UP HAVING. THEN TAKE MY OTHER FRIEND WHO HAD LIKE 4 SIBLINGS AND BASICALLY TAUGHT ME HOW TO RIDE A BIKE BY TRYING TO SELL ME HIS SISTERS BIKE FOR $50 HAHA. I BUMPED INTO HIM ONCE YEARS LATER I THINK IN HIGH SCHOOL, BUT NOTHING SINCE. AGAIN I WONDER WHAT THEY ENDED UP DOING, WHERE THEY ENDED UP, HOW THEIR LIFE WENT. THEN THERE ARE ALL THE PEOPLE YOU JUST MEET, FRIENDS, ACQUAINTANCES, RANDOM DISTANT FAMILY MEMBERS... WHO DID THEY BECOME, WHERE ARE THEY NOW, WHAT DO THEY DO. I GUESS YOU ALWAYS WONDER WHAT IF WE WERE STILL FRIENDS AND THEY DIDNT MOVE AWAY OR WHATEVER. ITS A BIT DIFFERENT WITH PEOPLE YOU GREW UP WITH LATER SINCE THERE WAS FACEBOOK AND SOCIAL MEDIA. YOU CAN SEE THOSE HIGH SCHOOL AND UNIVERSITY PEOPLE ON IT SO YOU IN A WAY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE UP TO AND WHERE THEY WENT AND WHO THEY BECOME, BUT IM STILL TALKING ABOUT THOSE WHO YOU HAD TO WAIT TIL THE NEXT DAY TO TELL THEM SOMETHING BECAUSE YOU DIDNT HAVE EACH OTHERS PHONE NUMBER LOL. YES THIS IS HOW LONG AGO IM TALKING ABOUT. IN A WAY ITS THE SAME FOR THEM I WONDER IF THEY EVER THINK ABOUT ME? LOL. OH OH OH AND THOSE FRIENDS YOU MEET AT SUMMER CAMP AND AT THE END OF THE WHOLE THING YOU EXCHANGE NUMBERS TO KEEP IN TOUCH AND HANG OUT. HOW MANY OF THEM DO YOU ACTUALLY STILL TALK TO... OR HANG OUT WITH... THE ONLY ONE I CAN SAY IS MY BEST FRIEND. WE MET IN SUMMER CAMP AND BEEN FRIENDS EVER SINCE, HES EVEN MARRIED NOW AND HAS A DAUGHTER WHOS MY GODDAUGHTER LOL. YA SURE I HAVE SOME OLD FRIENDS THAT WE USE TO SEE EACH OTHER EVERY WEEK SO THEN WE JUST STAYED FRIENDS, BUT THERES MORE THAT YOU STOPPED TALKING TO THEN THE ONES YOU ACTUALLY TALK TO. HONESTLY FROM WHEN YOUR YOUNG ITS REALLY ONLY A HANDFUL. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE THIS POST SORTA STARTED TURNING AND SPLIT OFF INTO RANDOMNESS BUT YOU GET THE POINT. SOOOO... DO ANY OF YOU WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THOSE OLD FRIENDS OR PEOPLE YOU ONCE KNEW? WHO ARE THEY? WHERE ARE THEY NOW?

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NEW SEASON, NEW SHOWS, NEW REVIEWS

WOOO WOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOO FINALLY THE NEW SEASON OF SHOWS HAS BEGUN. WITH THE NEW SEASON IT BRINGS BACK ALL THE SHOWS I HAVE BEEN CURRENTLY WATCHING AND NEW SHOWS THAT I WILL SEE IF THEY ARE WORTH ADDING TO THE ROSTER. ALL THE RETURNING SHOWS ARE GREAT CAUSE THEY ALREADY HAVE A BASE AND BACKSTORY AND HISTORY. NEW SHOWS... WHO KNOWS HOW THEY WILL DO... MAYBE THEY GET CHOPPED A WEEK OR 2 IN. WE SHALL SEE. WELL LETS SEE WHAT WE GOT SO FAR FOR NEW SHOWS. ALSO 1 MOVIE REVIEW TOO LOL. DONT WORRY IF YOU HAVENT SEEN THE OTHER NEW SHOWS LISTED YET... THERES TOO MANY AND TOO LITTLE TIME RIGHT NOW TO WATCH IT ALL. MORE NEW SHOWS TO COME, SO DONT WORRY IF YOU DONT SEE IT NOW YOU IMPATIENT PEOPLE!!! LOL.

MY, MYSELF, AND I

SHOW STARS BOBBY MOYNIHAN, JACK DYLAN GRAZER, AND JOHN LARROQUETTE. I RECOGNIZE BOBBY AND JOHN BUT THE KID IS NEW I THINK... ANYWAYS... THIS IS A SHOW ABOUT THE LIFE OF ONE PERSON TOLD AT 3 DIFFERENT STAGES OF HIS LIFE AND AT 3 POINTS IN TIME AT 3 DIFFERENT AGES. ITS PRETTY INTERESTING AND ITS A COMEDY SHOW. INSTEAD OF ONLY KNOWING ONE POINT IN TIME, YOU CAN SEE WHAT HAPPENED PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE. YOU WONDER WHAT THE KID ENDS UP DOING AND IF THE FUTURE SELF AND EVERYTHING PANS OUT. ITS NOT TOLD IN THE STYLE OF FLASHBACKS WHICH I LIKE. ITS ACTUALLY SET SO ITS A BIT BETTER. ITS A 30 MIN SHOW AND SO FAR ITS INTERESTING. THIS HAS MADE THE LIST FOR NOW AND I GIVE IT A 7.3/10, WHICH IS NOT BAD.

THE GOOD DOCTOR

THIS STARS FREDDIE HIGHMORE, RICHARD SCHIFF, HILL HARPER AND SOME OTHERS. FREDDIE I DONT KNOW, RICHARD IS IN BALLERS AND PLAYS ANDERSON, HILL WAS CALDER ON COVERT AFFAIRS (I LIKED THIS SERIES). ITS ABOUT AN AUTISTIC/SAVANT WHOS ALSO A DOCTOR AND A SURGEON AND HOW THEY NAVIGATE THE WORLD. ITS CREATED BY THE CREATORS OF HOUSE AND IT ACTUALLY HAS A HOUSE FEEL TO THE SHOW AS WELL. PREMISE IS THAT THE KID SEES THINGS DIFFERENTLY AND HELPS SAVE LIVES... WHICH IS EXACTLY LIKE HOUSE LOL. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT BOTH THE KID AND HOUSE ARE SAVANTS IN A SENSE... AND IN A WAY BOTH AUTISTIC TOO... THE KID PLAYS UP THE WHOLE THING AND HOUSE IS JUST A DOUCHE LOL. THE KID RUBS PEOPLE THE WRONG WAY JUST LIKE HOUSE TOO. ALL THE WHILE THEY SEE THINGS NO ONE ELSE CAN AND HELP SAVE LIVES. IN ANOTHER WAY THE SHOW IS ACTUALLY TACKLING REAL LIFE ISSUES. I LIKE THE SHOW JUST SO I CAN SEE HOW HE OUT THINKS ALL THOSE OTHER DOCTORS... JUST LIKE HOUSE... LOL. IT IS ON THE LIST FOR NOW. I GIVE THIS A 7.68/10, AND STILL NOT BAD.

AMERICAN ASSASSIN

MOVIE OF THE WEEK WITH THE GF IS AMERICAN ASSASSIN. THIS MOVIE LEADS WITH DYLAN OBRIEN, MICHAEL KEATON, AND TAYLOR KITSCH. DYLAN WAS AN ALRIGHT CAST, MICHAEL KEATON WAS A BAD CAST, AND TAYLOR... WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT GUY AFTER JOHN CARTER AND BATTLESHIP...??? LOL ANYWAYS THE MOVIES ABOUT DYLAN WHO LOSES HIS FIANCE RIGHT AFTER HE PROPOSES TO HER WHEN TERRORISTS SHOOT UP THE RESORT. THEN HE GOES ON A CRAZY BINGE TO FIND THE TERRORISTS TO GET REVENGE. LITTLE DOES HE KNOW, THE CIA HAVE BEEN MONITORING HIM AND THEN AFTER THEY KILL THE TERRORIST THEY RECRUIT HIM TO BE AN ASSASSIN FOR THE GOVERNMENT. OH HE ALSO MISSES THE CHANCE TO KILL THE GUY RESPONSIBLE FOR KILLING HIS FIANCE. HE TRAINS AND THEN HAS TO HELP STOP A NUCLEAR THREAT WHICH SO HAPPENS IS LEAD BY SOMEONE THAT KEATON FORMERLY TRAINED LOL. THE MOVIE STARTED OFF FAST PACED THEN SLOWED AND WAS ALRIGHT REST OF THE WAY. I LIKED THE STORY BUT ITS TOO PREDICTABLE. BASICALLY HES NOT A NEW BREED OF ASSASSIN BUT AN AMERICAN ASSASSIN LOL. APPARENTLY THERES LIKE 7 BOOKS IN THIS SERIES... BUT I DOUBT A SEQUEL WILL BE MADE. THIS COULD BE A TV SHOW THOUGH... EVERY WEEK A DIFFERENT TARGET, BUT THEY HAVE HAD SIMILAR SHOWS ALREADY. I LIKED IT AND IL GIVE IT A 7/10, WHICH IS MUCH HIGHER THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT IT WAS ALRIGHT.

THATS ALL FOR NOW, I SEE THAT MY PVR HAS A FEW NEW SHOWS AND SOME SEASON PREMIERES READY FOR ME SO I HAVE TO NOW FIND TIME TO WATCH THEM ALL... LOL

WHAT ELSE IS THERE... JUST WORKING, ALWAYS BUSY, TIRED, AND TRYING TO DO MY OWN THING. OH IT WAS A BUDDIES BDAY DINNER THE PAST WEEK SO THAT WAS NICE SEEING SOME PEOPLE I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE. WE ALL TOO BUSY THESE DAYS WITH OUR OWN LIVES THAT ITS HARD TO GET TOGETHER... SIGH... ADULTING...

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BACK TO ANOTHER REVIEW

WELL WELL WELL... ITS BEEN A WHILE. I HAVENT WATCHED A MOVIE FOR A FEW WEEKS NOW. IVE JUST BEEN SO BUSY WITH WORK AND MEETINGS THAT I COULDNT WATCH A MOVIE. LUCKILY I WAS ABLE TO CATCH A MOVIE WITH THE GF LAST NIGHT. WE WATCHED LIFE. SPOILERS AHEAD!!! THE MOVIE STARTS REBECCA FERGUSON, RYAN REYNOLDS, AND JAKE GYLLENHAAL. I WAS WONDERING WHY RYAN REYNOLDS WAS IN IT AND WHAT DO YOU KNOW... HE DIES OFF EARLY LOL. THAT MAKES SENSE. THE IDEA OF THE MOVIE IS GOOD AS WELL. WE FINALLY DISCOVER THAT WE ARE NOT ALONE IN THE UNIVERSE, ONLY TO ENCOUNTER A CREATURE THAT DOESNT DIE, LIVES IN SPACE, AND TOTALLY CAN DESTROY US. THAT IS DEFINITELY A  LIFE FORM THAT DOMINATED MARS BACK THEN. THINK ABOUT HOW MANY MILLIONS OF YEARS FOR IT TO HAVE EVOLVED TO THIS STAGE... THINK ABOUT THE CREATURE... IT CAN SURVIVE THIS LONG. JUST ONE LITTLE CELL AND EVERYONE IS SCREWED. THAT CREATURE WHEN IT WAS FULL SIZED AND HAS WINGS... THATS FREAKY... AND THE FACE AND EYES OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT... ITS CREEPY. I ALSO KNEW THAT THE ENDING WAS GOING TO END THAT WAY!!! TOTALLY CALLED IT CAUSE THE OTHER WAY WOULD BE JUST LAME. I GUESS FLOATING INTO DEEP SPACE UNTIL YOU DIE IS PRETTY BAD... IF SHE WOULD LIVE FOREVER, WHO KNOWS WHERE SHE WOULD HAVE ENDED UP. ALSO, ALIENS WHO DISCOVER HER IN THE FUTURE I WONDER WHAT THEY WOULD THINK... APPARENTLY ITS JUST A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING OUT THERE IN DEEP SPACE... NOT LIKE WE CAN GET TO THE NEXT CLOSEST GALAXY. OH OH OH SO I HAD A THEORY... THIS COULD ALSO WORK AS A SET UP FOR MOTHERA!!! THAT WOULD BE COOL... MOVIE OVER ALL WAS ALRIGHT. NOTHING REALLY CRAZY, JUST A LOT OF STUPID MOVES THAT COSTED EVERYONE THEIR LIVES HAHA. SO IL GIVE THIS A 7.252/10 :)

OMG IM PASSING OUT HARD RIGHT NOW... ANYWAYS I WENT TO THE WHITECAPS GAME THE OTHER DAY AND THAT WAS NICE. GOT TO BE ON THE PITCH IN THE VIP SECTION. I ATE A LOT AND WAS BUSY SOCIALIZING. ITS JUST LIKE WHEN IM IN A SUITE FOR CANUCKS, YOU TEND TO DO MORE TALKING THE WATCHING THE GAME. IT WAS A SLOW GAME BUT IT WAS PRETTY INTENSE AND WE ACTUALLY WON 4-2 VS THE GALAXY!!! THEN SUNDAY I CHECKED OUT THE CARNIVAL AND IT SUCKED LOL. ITS LIKE TINY AND LAME. STILL SPENT SOME MONEY ON STUPID GAMES THOUGH HAHA. ALSO PLAYED SOME ARCADE GAMES AND LETS JUST SAY I WAS A WINNER THAT NIGHT :)  HAHA. AIGHT IM TIRED AND GONNA SLEEP. GOT GYM RECOVERY IN THE MORNING AND ANOTHER LONG DAY AT WORK TOMORROW. SO MUCH TO DO... SO LITTLE TIME... SIGH... WHAT IS LIFE... LOL

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BUSY AS USUAL

WELL LETS JUST SAY THAT THIS POST WAS ON TIME ;) LOL. ITS BEEN A BUSY WEEK AND ITS JUST GOING TO GET BUSIER... BETWEEN WORK, MEETINGS, PHYSIO, OTHER TREATMENTS, CLIENT STUFF, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS, I DIDNT HAVE MUCH TIME TO MY OWN STUFF. WAS AT A CLIENT THING LAST NIGHT AND THAT RAN REALLY REALLY LATE. ITS GOING TO STAY BUSY FOR A WHILE... I DID HAVE LIKE HALF A DAY TO DO WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO DOING SOMETHING I PUT OFF. SO THATS MOVING ALONG NOW, ITS ALL JUST A MATTER OF TIME NOW!!! IM TIRED, SO HERES ANOTHER POST THAT REALLY WAS POSTED BECAUSE A POST NEEDED TO BE POSTED BUT IS POSTED BECAUSE I COULDNT POST WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO POST BECAUSE OF LIFE SMACKING YOU IN THE FACE.

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CATCHING UP

WELL... ITS GOING TO BE ANOTHER SHORT POST SINCE IVE BEEN BUSY CATCHING UP ON EVERYTHING... FAMILY... FRIENDS... WORK... LIFE... TV... AND SLEEP. THERES NEVER AN END TO THE AMOUNT OF THINGS TO CATCH UP ON. ITS REALLY GOOD TO JUST CATCH UP AND HAVE EVERYTHING CURRENT. ITS WEIRD BUT I DONT REALLY LIKE TO BE BEHIND... IN ANYTHING. WITH THAT BEING SAID... THIS BLOG IS BEHIND... THIS IS REALLY THE ONLY THING IM BEHIND IN. IVE BEEN PUSHING THIS FURTHER AND FURTHER AND STILL TRYING TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO WITH THIS. THERES JUST TOO MUCH IN LIFE TO FIGURE OUT BEFORE I CAN FIGURE OUT ON THIS. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT AND SO LITTLE TIME... I REALLY THINK THAT VLOG I WAS PLANNING TO DO WOULD BE MUCH SIMPLER... BUT THAT HAS ITS OWN WORK IN AND OF IT SELF. EVERYTHING NEEDS WORK... OH LIFE... HOW YOU SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF EVERYTHING... THEN AGAIN... THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW... AND IT WILL HAVE TO BE TOMORROW WHEN I WILL THINK ABOUT ALL THIS AGAIN... SOOOO IM GOING TO SLEEP, JUST SLEEP THE PROBLEMS AND EVERYTHING AWAY... FOR NOW.

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ONCE AGAIN...

GOT YOUR ATTENTION NOW EHHHH!!! :) WELL THIS ISNT WHAT YOU THOUGHT... IF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE A MEANINGFUL AND THOUGHT PROVOKING POST WELL... YOURE WRONG!!! INSTEAD ITS A SHORT AND MINDLESS POST THAT IS MUCH ABOUT NOTHING. IN OTHER WORDS... THIS IS A TROLL POST. IM TIRED AND I HAVE AN EARLY MEETING TOMORROW PLUS A BUNCH OF DEADLINES SOOOOOOO HERE I AM WRITING ANOTHER LATE POST TELLING YOU THAT IM TIRED AND THIS ISNT GOING TO BE MUCH OF A POST :) HAHA.

A FRIEND DID COME BACK TO VISIT AND WE CAUGHT UP WITH EACH OTHER OVER LUNCH. I REALLY ENVY HER FOR BEING ABLE TO JUST DO WHAT SHE WANTS AND JUST GO ALL OVER THE WORLD. SHE HAS ALL THESE PLANS TO GO PLACES AND JUST GET AWAY FROM IT ALL. UNFORTUNATELY I DONT REALLY HAVE THAT LUXURY. I HAVE TO ADULT... BILLS NEED TO BE PAID AND WORK NEEDS TO BE DONE. I REALLY WISH I COULD JUST PICK UP AND GO, BUT RESPONSIBILITIES GOT ME ALL LIKE NO!!! DO THIS AND DO THAT. EVENTUALLY, HOPEFULLY, EVERYTHING THAT I AM WORKING TOWARDS WILL ALLOW ME TO DO THE THINGS I WANT TO SOON ENOUGH. WE TALKED ABOUT LIFE AND JUST EVERYTHING. WE ALSO TALKED ABOUT BLOGGING AND IT REALLY DOES TAKE A LOT OF TIME. QUALITY IS SUCH A HARD THING TO KEEP UP, ESPECIALLY SINCE MINES EVERY WEEK AND SOMETIMES IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM PUMPING THEM OUT FOR THE SAKE OF IT. HERS IS A LOT OF WORK TO POST HIGH QUALITY POSTS. I WANT TO GET BACK TO QUALITY POSTS TOO BUT LIFE JUST TAKES TOO MUCH OUT OF EVERYTHING FOR ME TO DO IT. WORK TIRES YOU OUT AND AT THE END OF THE DAY YOU JUST WANT TO RELAX AND NOT HAVE TO THINK MORE. IM REALLY CONTEMPLATING CHANGING MY FORMAT OF THIS BLOG AND MAYBE CHANGING IT TO A POST EVERY 2 WEEKS OR A POST WHENEVER I WANT OR EVEN JUST QUITTING COMPLETELY... I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU STILL READ THIS... I THINK ABOUT 10... YOU SHOULD REALLY COMMENT ON THIS POST SO I CAN REALLY KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE READ IT. IF YOU DO COMMENT IL BUY YOU ICE CREAM EVEN :) IL JUST LEAVE THIS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE POST, SO IL KNOW THAT YOU ACTUALLY READ IT HAHA. IN THE MEANWHILE I THINK IL JUST KEEP THIS THE WAY IT IS UNTIL I SEE OTHERWISE... I STILL HAVE A LIST OF THE TOPICS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT AND LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I DONT WANT TO JUST RUSH THEM OR JUST HALF ASS THEM... SOOO... YOURE ALL GOING TO HAVE TO KEEP COMING BACK TO SEE IF MEANINGFUL POSTS ARE BACK LOL. SO KEEP READING :)

OH I WENT TO PNE ON THE WEEKEND JUST TO PIG OUT ON BBQ STUFF AND WIN TOYS THAT I DONT NEED LOL. FOR THE 2ND YEAR IN A ROW, I BEAT THE POOL GAME :) IF YOU ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH IT, IT IS THE ONE WHERE THERE ARE 4 BALLS IN A DIAMOND SHAPE AND AFTER THE BREAK YOU HAVE TO POCKET EACH BALL WITH 1 SHOT. YOU ALSO HAVE TO CALL YOUR SHOTS. SO IM A PRETTY DECENT POOL PLAYER AND IL LET YOU KNOW NOW THAT I HAVE ONLY WON 2 TIMES OUT OF ALL THE YEARS I HAVE GONE. THE ISSUE IS THAT THE BALLS ARE THE STANDARD SIZE, BUT THE POCKETS ARE SMALLER. NORMAL POCKETS ARE WIDER UP FRONT SO IT IS LIKE A GIANT "V" BUT THESE ONES ARE MORE PARALLEL LIKE A "U" AND STRAIGHT. SO YOUR SHOTS HAVE TO BE STRAIGHT ON OR THE BALL WILL NOT SINK. ALSO BECAUSE OF THE POCKETS PRO PLAYERS WILL NOT BREAK THE BALLS HARD. THE LONGER THE SHOT THE HARDER IT IS TO GET IN. A SOFTER BREAK LEAVING ALL THE BALLS IN THE TOP HALF OF THE TABLE IS THE BEST. AIM TO HAVE THEM ALL GO INTO THE TOP CORNER POCKETS. SO ITS $5 FOR A LARGE PRIZE IF YOU WIN AND $10 FOR ANY CHOICE WHICH IS LARGE OR JUMBO. THE FUNNY THING IS THAT THE 2 GUYS PLAYING AHEAD OF ME BOTH WON AND JUST FROM THEIR STANCE AND LINING UP OF SHOTS AND STICK CONTROL, YOU CAN TELL FOR SURE THAT THEY PLAY. SO I WAS UP AND DID WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO DO AND I WON. YOU HAVE TO FOCUS HARD TOO BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS A CROWD AROUND SO YOU CANT HAVE THE NERVES GET TO YOU. WON THAT AND SOME OTHER GAMES AND THEN ATE SOME MORE AND LEFT.

WHAT ELSE DID I DO... HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND THE BABY. EAT. WATCHED A WHITECAPS GAME WHICH WE LOST AGAIN. CAUGHT UP ON SOME SHOWS. KILLJOYS SEASON FINALE WAS INTENSE. IF YOU WATCH IT YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. DARK MATTER IS STILL GOING SO I STILL GOT THAT. OH OH OH I SPENT A BUNCH OF TIME CALLING TELUS, SHAW, AND FIDO JUST TO CHANGE ACCOUNTS AND DEAL WITH SERVICES AND PRICING AND STUFF. WHATEVER, IN THE END I GOT WHAT I WANT LOL

I SUPPOSE IL DO A QUICK REVIEW OF "DONT BREATHE" WHICH I SAW LAST NIGHT. ITS WAS PRETTY GOOD. I LIKED IT. IT WASNT A SCARY MOVIE, BUT MORE OF A SUSPENSE ONE. I WILL JUST SAY THAT THERE WERE SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS OF HANDLING THAT SITUATION THAT YOU WOULD HAVE JUST BEEN ABLE TO GET OUT OF THERE, BUT THEN AGAIN IF THEY DIDNT DO IT THAT WAY THERE WOULD BASICALLY BE NO MOVIE LOL. THEY FILMED PART OF IT IN THE DARK SO THAT WAS COOL TOO. OVERALL IT WAS AN ENJOYABLE MOVIE AND IL GIVE IT A 7.83/10.

SEE YA NEXT WEEK... I HOPE... LOL :P

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THE LAST POST OF MY 20'S

WOW... JUST WOW... CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS IS REALLY GOING TO BE THE VERY LAST POST OF MY 20'S... IM TURNING 30 IN A MATTER OF DAYS AND AND ONCE I HIT THAT MARK, ITS GOING TO BE A WHOLE NEW BALL GAME... I CANT BELIEVE ANOTHER DECADE HAS PASSED BY AND IM GOING TO ENTER A NEW CATEGORY... IT STILL REALLY HASNT HIT ME YET, OR MAYBE IT HASNT SUNK IN YET, BUT I DONT THINK IT WOULD AFFECT ME THAT MUCH. I MEAN, EVERYTHING IS THE SAME BUT THE MAJOR THING NOW IS, WHEN I SAY MY AGE THERES NO "TWENTY" INFRONT OF IT. NOW ITS A "THIRTY." TO ME IT FEELS JUST LIKE ANY OTHER DAY, BUT EVERYONE WILL MAKE A BIG DEAL OF IT. THERS SO MUCH I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS BUT IM TIRED... LETS SEE HOW FAR I GET BEFORE I PASS OUT LOL. LOOKING BACK, THE PAST 10 YEARS REALLY WENT BY QUITE FAST. IT REALLY DID SEEM LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WAS STILL IN CLASS AT LANGARA AND SFU. OR IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I STARTED A REAL JOB... EVERYTHING SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY AT THIS POINT, PARTIALLY BECAUSE IT IS... BUT JUST BECAUSE IM FEELING NOSTALGIC. FORGET ABOUT TURNING 30... THIS BLOG ITSELF IS ALMOST 5 YEARS OLD... THINKING ABOUT, IVE BEEN BLOGGING FOR ALMOST HALF A DECADE... TIME REALLY DOES FLY. LOOKING BACK, IM REALLY NOT THAT SAME PERSON I WAS 10 YEARS AGO. IVE GROWN (OBVIOUSLY) AND CHANGED IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, AND IVE LEARNED A LOT IN MY 30 YEARS ON EARTH, MUCH IVE LEARNED IN THE PAST 10 YEARS. FORGET ABOUT THE THINGS YOU LEARN IN ELEMENTARY AND HIGH SCHOOL. THAT STUFF IS CHILDS PLAY AND EVERYONE GOES THROUGH IT. IM TALKING ABOUT LIFE LESSONS AND EVERYTHING ELSE. INSTEAD OF JUST TELLING YOU WHAT IVE DONE, WHICH I ALREADY DO ON THIS BLOG, IM GOING TO TELL YOU SOME OF THE THINGS IVE LEARNED THE PAST 10 YEARS. I TRULY BELIEVE IN THEM AND IVE WRITTEN ABOUT SOME OF THEM IN THE PAST, BUT HERE IT IS, MY LIFE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED THE PAST 10 YEARS (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER):

1. PATIENCE / GIVING A FUCK

LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME THAT SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO BE PATIENT AND GIVE A FUCK, WHILE AT OTHER TIMES PATIENCE DOESNT EXIST AND YOU REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK. I THINK BECAUSE OF LIFE AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DEAL WITH, IM A MORE PATIENT MAN, BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM LESS PATIENT WHEN IT COMES TO BULLSHIT. YOU JUST HAVE TO READ THE SITUATION, AND WHEN YOU NEED TO, CARE ABOUT IT. WHEN YOU DONT, THEN DONT EVEN BOTHER. A LOT OF TIME ITS JUST A BIG WASTE OF EFFORT AND ENERGY, SO JUST DONT EVEN BOTHER. YOU WILL BE HAPPIER FOR HAVING DONE SO. TIME IS MONEY!!!

2. NOT ENOUGH TIME

FUNNY HOW THAT LEAD INTO THIS. ITS TRUE, YOU REALLY NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME. I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO DO, BUT NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR IT. BY THE TIME I WANT TO DO IT, EITHER ITS TOO LATE OR IT JUST DOESNT WORK. BETWEEN SLEEPING, EATING, WORKING, AND WHATEVER ELSE, THERE REALLY ISNT ENOUGH HOURS IN A DAY TO DO WHAT ELSE YOU WANT TO DO. SO USE YOUR TIME WISELY. 

3. ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN / GOAL

I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A PLAN... SORTA... I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND PLANNED FOR IT. WE ALL KNOW THAT PLANS RARELY WORK OUT THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO. YOU ALWAYS NEED A PLAN, IF YOUR PLAN DOESNT SUCCEED THE FIRST TIME, THEN TRY TRY TRY AGAIN. ITS SIMILAR TO THE ROADS POST, WHERE LIFE HAS MANY PATHS FOR YOU TO TAKE. JUST BECAUSE ONE PATH DOESNT WORK OTU, DOESNT MEAN YOU SHOULD GIVE UP. ALWAYS HAVE A BACK UP PLAN. ALWAYS HAVE SOME SORT OF GOAL, SOMETHING LIKE A FINISH LINE. NEVER STOP GROWING AND IMPROVING. HAVING THAT GOAL MOTIVATES YOU, MAKES YOU DETERMINED TO KEEP GOING, IT PUSHES YOU TO DO BETTER AND BE BETTER. ALWAYS STRIVE FOR MORE, NEVER SETTLE.

4. LOVE / RELATIONSHIP

YOU CANT FORCE THESE THINGS, WHEN ITS RIGHT AND WORKS, IT WORKS. WHEN ITS WRONG, THEN IT JUST WONT WORK NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WANT IT TO. PEOPLE DO STUPID THINGS IN THEM... JUST DO YOUR PART AND IF IT DOESNT WORK OUT, AT LEAST YOU KNOW THAT YOU DID ALL YOU CAN AND IT JUST WASNT MEANT TO BE. YOU REALLY GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. NEVER DESTROY OR BURN BRIDGES, BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHO AND WHEN YOU WILL NEED THEIR HELP.

5. DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY

DO WHAT MAKE YOU HAPPY. IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING THEN DO IT, WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE MIGHT THINK, ITS YOUR LIFE SO LIVE IT THE WAY YOU WANT. DO THE THINGS YOU WANT. BE THE WAY YOU WANT. YOU WILL NEVER MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY, SO HONESTLY WHY BOTHER... MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, BECAUSE IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOURSELF ANYWAYS.

6. IT WILL ALL WORK OUT... SOMEHOW

STOP WORRYING!!! WHATEVER YOUR PROBLEM IS, IN THE END, SOMEHOW... EVENTUALLY... INEVITABLY... IT WILL ALL WORK OUT. THE UNIVERSE SOMEHOW ALWAYS DOES. JUST LOOK AT ME!!! EVERYTHING SOMEHOW ENDED UP ALRIGHT. IT MIGHT SEEM TOUGH RIGHT NOW, AND THERES NO LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL, BUT JUST KEEP GOING, NEVER GIVE UP, I MADE IT AND SO WILL YOU.

7. MOTTOS - "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" "LIVE WITH NO REGRETS" "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"

THESE ARE WHAT I LIVE BY. SOME TIE INTO OTHERS BUT STILL HAVE TO SAY IT. NOTHING EVER WORTH DOING WAS EASY... IF IT WAS THEN EVERYONE WOULD BE DOING IT AND THEN WHAT WOULD THE POINT BE... THATS WHY IF ITS WORTH IT, THEN DO IT. PAIN IS ONLY TEMPORARY. LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR REGRETS, SO JUST GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT AND DO IT. SURE I PROBABLY HAVE A FEW, BUT MOSTLY I DONT HAVE ANY. IVE DONE WHAT I WANTED, WHEN I WANTED. IN LIFE YOU REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN, OR WHY SOMETHING HAPPENS. IN THE WHOLE SCHEME OF THINGS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. YOU MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND IT, OR WANT IT, OR EVEN AGREE WITH IT, BUT IT ALL HAPPENS FOR A REASON. IT WILL BECOME CLEAR SOONER OR LATER. 

THERE IS A TON OF OTHER THINGS I COULD WRITE ABOUT BUT I HONESTLY THINK THESE ARE THE TOP ONES. IVE LEARNED A LOT AND CHANGED A LOT IN THE PAST 10 YEARS. NOW THINKING ABOUT IT, I WONDER WHAT THE NEXT 10 WILL BE LIKE. IT SEEMS LIKE A FAR AWAY DREAM RIGHT NOW, BUT WHEN I WAS 20... SO WAS 30... AND THAT CAME IN A BLINK OF AN EYE. 

MY ORIGINAL DUE DATE THAT I GAVE MYSELF OF 1 YEAR IS BASICALLY UP. I DID A LOT TO ACHIEVE THAT GOAL, BUT IT JUST WASNT ENOUGH AT THIS TIME. I HAD A FEW SET BACKS BUT THESE ARENT EXCUSE. IM STILL PLANNING TO CONTINUE THAT GOAL, BUT INSTEAD OF A YEAR ITS LOOKING MORE LIKE 2 OR 3 YEARS TO ACHIEVE. 

COME TO THINK OF IT... A LARGE PORTION OF MY 20'S I WAS STILL IN SOME KIND OF SCHOOL. IT WAS ONLY THE LATER HALF OF MY 20'S THAT I STARTED WORKING. MY 20'S I MET PEOPLE, I LOST PEOPLE, I GAINED PEOPLE, AND I FORGOT ABOUT PEOPLE. I TRAVELLED, I PLAYED, I ATE, AND I ENJOYED. I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MYSELF, ABOUT WHAT IM MADE OF, WHAT IM CAPABLE OF, AND WHAT I TRULY THOUGHT AND FELT. IF I COULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN WOULD IT? I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE CHANGED A FEW THINGS, BUT FOR THE MOST PART... I AM THE WAY I AM NOW, AND I AM WHO I AM BECAUSE OF IT ALL, SO IM GOING TO SAY NO. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I AM SUPPOSE TO BE. 

I REALLY WONDER WHATS IN STORE FOR ME IN MY 30'S... THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO BE DIFFERENT. I GUESS IL LET YOU ALL KNOW HOW IT FEELS NEXT WEEK. 

GOODBYE TO MY 20'S. SEE YOU ALL IN MY 30'S

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REVIEW: INDEPENDENCE DAY - RESURGENCE

SPOILERS!!! BE WARNED!!!

SO I HAD A TOPIC THIS WEEK AND I WAS GOING TO WRITE IT EARLIER SINCE I KNEW I WOULD COME HOME LATE TODAY... WELL... I SORTA JUST GOT HOME NOW HAHA. IT DOESNT MATTER CAUSE ITS STILL WEDNESDAY SINCE I HAVENT SLEPT YET, BUT TECHNICALLY IM WRITING THIS AT 1:48AM... OH WELL... ANYWAYS... YOU GUESSED IT. TODAYS POST IS ABOUT INDEPENDENCE DAY: RESURGENCE. THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO THE 1996 BLOCKBUSTER HIT INDEPENDENCE DAY. I LOVED THE ORIGINAL!!! WILL SMITH WAS THE BEST IN THAT AND A GREAT LINE UP AS WELL. SO THE MOVIE PICKS UP 20 YEAR AFTER WHERE THE ORIGINAL LEFT OFF. THERE IS GLOBAL PEACE AND THE EARTH BASICALLY REVERSED ENGINEERED ALL THE ALIEN TECHNOLOGY TO BETTER HUMANITY. NEW WEAPONS, SPACE STATION, MANIPULATION OF GRAVITY, AND FLIGHT. TRAVELLING ANYWHERE IS A SNAP AND GOING TO THE MOON IS NOTHING. THE MOVIE WAS ABLE TO BRING BACK TOGETHER MOST OF THE CAST, WITH THE NOTED EXCEPTION OF WILL SMITH, WHO SAID HE DIDNT WANT TO DO A SEQUEL WHICH WAS STUPID... IT REALLY WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE TO SEE HIM IN IT. THE STORYLINE FOLLOWS HIS SON AND THE FORMER PRESIDENTS DAUGHTER AND ANOTHER DUDE LOL. THE ALIENS EVENTUALLY RECEIVE A DISTRESS CALL AND THEN BAM!!! YOU GO GONE SCREWED UP NOW... A QUEEN IS COMING FOR YOU!!! THEN THERES ANOTHER LIFEFORM THAT TRIES TO HELP AND LOTS AND LOTS OF ACTION PURSUE. THE GIANT ALIEN HARVESTING SHIP LANDS AND TOTALLY DESTROYS LIKE HALF THE PLANET HAHA. THIS REALLY SHOWS HOW TINY WE ARE... THAT SHIP WAS INSANE!!! IT WAS HUGE!!! SO JEFF GOLDBLUM IS BACK AND MAN HE GOT OLD... BILL PULLMAN GOT OLD TOO... VIVICA A FOX DIDNT DO MUCH... JUST SORTA DIED... BRENT SPINER LOOKS HELLA OLD... JUDD HIRSCH LOOKS THE SAME... ITS GOOD TO SEE THEM AGAIN AND THEY DID GOOD ON THEIR PARTS BUT THE NEW KIDS IS THE MAIN THING FOR THIS I SUPPOSE... LIAM HEMSWORTH IM NOT SURE IF HE WAS A GOOD CAST OR NOT... HE SEEMED FINE... MAIKA MONROE DIDNT SEEM TO HAVE DONE MUCH... JESSIE USHER FOCUSED MORE ON HIM CAUSE HES WILL SMITHS KID IN THE MOVIE THAT GREW UP... ANGELABABY DIDNT DO SHIT... SHE JUST LOOKED PRETTY AND THATS ALL... AND SHE DIDNT REALLY LOOK THAT CRAZY GOOD EITHER... WILLIAM FICHTNER I DONT KNOW... I LIKE THE GUY BUT I DIDNT WANT HIM IN CHARGE... DEOBIA OPAREI WAS COOL... AND THE REST OF THEM WAS OK I GUESS. THE OLD GENERAL WAS THERE THOUGH SO THAT WAS ALSO COOL. HONESTLY I WAS WAITING FOR THIS MOVIE FOR SOOOOOOOOOOO LONG!!! EVER SINCE THEY ANNOUNCED IT, I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. LOTS OF PEOPLE DIDNT LIKE IT, THE REVIEWS WERE MEH, BUT HONESTLY ITS MORE OF A MOVIE FOR THE FANS. THEY SORTA MILK IT BUT I DONT THINK ALL THE BAD REVIEW IS WORTH IT. I MEAN THE WAY THEY ENDED THE ORIGINAL COULD HAVE BEEN THE END BUT I ALWAYS THOUGHT WHAT IF THERES MORE... THERE HAS TO BE OTHERS... AND THIS GOES RIGHT INTO THAT. I PERSONALLY LIKED THE MOVIE, I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH IT. ALSO CAUSE THE MOVIE JUST HAD A TON OF ACTION IN IT SO THAT WAS AWESOME TOO. I GUESS I JUST LIKE THE ORIGINAL AND I WANTED ANY EXCUSE FOR A SEQUEL. STORYLINES NOT BAD, JUST THE SAME THING HAPPENING BUT THIS TIME MORE ADVANCED. ONE ISSUE I SEE THOUGH IS WHEN THE QUEEN WAS KILLED THE HARVESTER SHIP LEFT... WHATS STOPPING ANOTHER FROM COMING IN ITS PLACE... SHOULDNT IT ALL BE LINKED TO THE MAIN HIVE? IF THATS THE CASE THEN THERES A TON OF QUEENS... CONSIDERING HOW THEY SAY THEY CAN TAKE THE FIGHT TO THE ALIENS, THERE COULD BE 3RD MOVIE!!! BUT I HIGHLY DOUBT THAT WILL HAPPEN. IF ITS ANOTHER 20 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD... I DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF THE ORIGINAL CAST WILL STILL BE THERE... HOW THEY GOING TO FIGHT WHEN THEY 80 LOL. THERE WERE A FEW LAUGHS IN THE MOVIE TOO. THIS MOVIE CAME OUT 20 YEARS AGO... AND IT REALLY MAKES YOU THINK HOW FAR WE HAVE COME IN THAT 20 YEARS... EXCEPT ITS NOT WHERE AS CLOSE AS WHAT THE MOVIE HAS ACCOMPLISHED. TO REALLY THINK ABOUT IT, WE REALLY ARE WEAK... ANY ALIENS CAN COME DOWN AND JUST TAKE US ALL OUT... WE DONT HAVE DEFENCES AND WE STILL BUSY FIGHTING EACH OTHER. HALF THE PLANET JUST CRUSHED AND DESTROYED LIKE NOTHING. THIS MAKES ME THINK, WHERE WILL WE BE IN ANOTHER 20 YEARS... WHATS LIFE GOING TO BE LIKE? WILL WE BE ANY CLOSER TO ANY OF THE THINGS WE HAVE SEEN OR WANT OR PROMISED? HONESTLY I CANT EVEN IMAGINE 20 YEARS FROM NOW WHAT I WILL BE DOING OR WHERE WE WILL ALL BE... ITS SO FAR AWAY... YET LOOKING BACK ITS ALREADY BEEN 20 YEARS AND WHERE HAVE WE BEEN... WE JUST HAVENT ADVANCED FAR ENOUGH AS A SPECIES TO HAVE THE THINGS THAT WE WANT... FORGET ABOUT THE COOL STUFF THAT THE FUTURE HAS... WHAT ABOUT EVOLUTION... THATS A WHOLE OTHER TOPIC I CAN WRITE ABOUT... WHICH I WILL... SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE LOL. ANYWAYS... WAY TOO MUCH YOU CAN SAY ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE... SOOOOO BACK ON TOPIC. I GIVE THE MOVIE A SOLID 7.8/10!!! I DONT CARE WHAT YOU ALL SAY, THATS WHAT I SAY IT IS. JUST ENJOY THE MOVIE FOR THE MOVIE ITSELF AND WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE SAY. I ENJOYED IT AND THATS ALL THE MATTERS :)

REST OF LIFE CONSISTS OF WORK AND POKEMON GO... LOL STILL PLAYING BUT NOT JUST FARMING OR HUNTING... NOW WE GO TARGETED HUNTING HAHA. EVER SINCE POKEMON VISION CAME OUT OMG!!! JUST GO AND HUNT FOR WHAT I NEED AND WANT HAHA. THIS IS AWESOME BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT MAKES EVERYONE STUPID!!! PEOPLE JUST RUNNING ALL OVER THE PLACE, THROUGH TRAFFIC AND OTHERS DRIVING LIKE IDIOTS. IVE SEEN COPS KICK PEOPLE OUT ALREADY AND THEN PEOPLE YELLING AND SCREAMING LATE AT NIGHT AND PEOPLE COMPLAINING, WHICH LEAD TO MORE COPS COMING HAHA. WELL 1 THING THAT DID PISS ME OFF IS THAT I GOT A CRAPPY DRAGONITE AND AERODACTYL... I WENT HUNTING WITH FRIENDS AND THERE WERE A FEW OTHER DRAGONITES BUT COULDNT REACH IT IN TIME. FINALLY WAS ABOUT TO GO GET ANOTHER ONE AND IT WAS A ??? MARKED CP!!! OMG!!! IN THE END I SPENT 50 GREAT BALLS, 20 REG BALLS, AND LIKE 30 BERRIES... ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IT RAN AWAY... THAT FUCKER!!! I WAS LEVEL 19 SO I DIDNT HAVE ULTRA BALLS YET AND JUST SO PISSED... I ONLY HOPE THAT IT WAS A 1200 CP... THAT I WOULDNT CARE ABOUT... BUT MOST LIKELY A 1600 OR 1800 ONE... :( SIGH... ANYWAYS I WAS LIKE SCREW IT IL EVOLVE WITHOUT EGG SINCE I ONLY NEEDED 4000 MORE TO LEVEL TO 20... WHICH I DID AND THEN THE NEXT NIGHT I CAUGHT 2 SNORLAX!!! 1700 AND 800ISH. THAT MADE UP FOR IT ALONG WITH A BUNCH OF RANDOMS. SIGH... THIS GAME REALLY PISSES ME OFF SOMETIMES LOL. GOTTA KEEP HUNTING. AHHHHHH :) STILL HAVE ONES I WANT TO GET OR EVOLVE SO IL KEEP ON PLAYING HAHA.

OH YA SO I CAME BACK LATE TODAY SINCE I WAS AT A CLIENT EVENT :) POKER TOURNAMENT. I ENDED UP COMING IN 2ND PLACE SO IT WAS AIGHT. WAS ALSO INVITED BACK TO THE FINALS WHICH THE PRIZE IS INSANE!!! THE PRIZE FOR WINNING IT ALL IS ENTRY INTO THE WSOP MAIN EVENT!!! OMFG!!! THAT WOULD BE NUTS!!! AND ALSO THEY PUT YOU UP TOO!!!!!!!!!!!! I LIKE THIS HAHA. JUST HAD A NICE NIGHT, MET SOME PEOPLE, ATE A BUNCH, AND JUST CHILLED OUT.

OK... TIME TO SLEEP... GOODNIGHT :)

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BABIES EVERYWHERE!!!

PEOPLE GOT TO STOP HAVING BABIES!!! HOLY JEZZ!!! ITS LIKE MY FB, IG, AND EVERYTHING ELSE... ALL I SEE IS MY FRIENDS PREGO OR HAVING KIDS... ON A SIDENOTE... CONGRATS TO MY BEST FRIEND WHO JUST HAD HIS DAUGHTER TODAY AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER TOMORROW :) BUT JUST RECENTLY ANOTHER ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS HAD A KID, MY TEAM MATE HAD A KID, OLD CLASSMATE HAD A KID, SOME OTHER PEOPLE HAD A KID, AND A WHOLE BUNCH PREGNANT. WELL... I GUESS I AM AT THE AGE WHERE IM LOOKING AT SETTLING DOWN AND HAVING A FAMILY... I DO WANT KIDS. I WANT 2 OF THEM, A SON FIRST, THEN A DAUGHTER. THE BROTHER HAS TO WATCH OUT FOR HIS LITTLE SISTER. YA, I SORTA HAVE THIS ALL PLANNED OUT, THE ONLY THING MISSING IS THE MRS RIGHT NOW. THEN AGAIN REALLY THINKING ABOUT IT IM A FEW YEARS FROM BEING READY TO HAVE A KID, BUT I WANT A KID. ITS JUST EVERYONE AROUND IS HAVING THEM AND I WANT OUR KIDS TO BE THE SAME AGE OR ROUGHLY THE SAME AGE. MY GROUPS PLANS IS THAT ALL OUR KIDS WILL BE FRIENDS AND BEST FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER WHETHER THEY LIKE IT OR NOT!!! THEY HAVE NO CHOICE IN THE MATTER LOL. ITS SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY WITH BABIES FOR THAT HOUR OR WHATEVER BUT HAVING TO DEAL WITH THEM ALL THE TIME WOULD BE A LOT. WELL OBVIOUSLY YOU HAVE TO 24/7 BECAUSE THEY A BABY BUT JEZZ!!! BABY JUST GO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ALREADY!!! LOL. THEN YOU HAVE TO RAISE THEM FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG BEFORE THEY FINALLY LEAVE HOME AND MAKE ME RICH!!! YES, MY KIDS WILL MAKE ME RICH!!! THEN AGAIN IL BE RICH WHEN SOON SOOOOOO TECHNICALLY ITS THE OTHER WAY AROUND HAHA. THINKING ABOUT IT IS JUST CRAZY THAT WHEN MY KID IS 10 OR 20 IL BE... MUCH MUCH OLDER AND ALL MY FRIENDS WILL BE THAT AGE TOO... SO MUCH WILL HAPPEN BETWEEN NOW AND THEN IT JUST BOGGLES THE MIND. BUT... WHO KNOWS WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN OR WHEN ITS GOING TO HAPPEN... EVERYTHING IS ALL UP IN THE AIR UNTIL THAT STUFF HAPPENS ANYWAY. SOOOOOO IN THE MEANTIME IL JUST ENJOY BEING THE AWESOME GODFATHER THAT I AM AND PLAY WITH OTHER PEOPLES BABIES :)

WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THE REST OF EVERYTHING? WHAT CAN I SAY... JUST SAME OLD DAY IN AND DAY OUT... FOR NOW. LIKE ALWAYS IM BUSY, IM HERE AND THERE, DOING THIS AND THAT. ITS EITHER GOING TO STAY THE SAME OR GET EVEN WORSE... WHO KNOWS. STILL WORKING ON WHAT I WANT, BUT EVERYTHING TAKES TIME... AS USUAL. PATIENCE REALLY IS A VIRTUE... SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT A GLIMPSE OF THE FUTURE, JUST TO SEE IF THE ROAD YOU ARE ON, IS THE ROAD THAT YOU ARE MEANT TO BE ON, OR THE ROAD YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE ON. JUST EVEN SEEING A SECOND OF IT WOULD HELP SHAPE AND CHANGE YOUR DECISIONS YOU MAKE THIS MINUTE, TODAY, TOMORROW AND FOREVER. THEN AGAIN I GUESS THATS THE MYSTERY WHICH IS LIFE AND NEVER KNOWING. THE CONSTANT SURPRISE LIFE BRINGS YOU, BOTH THE UPS AND DOWNS. WHO KNOWS WHATS TO COME... GUESS IL FIND OUT WHEN I WAKE UP... :P

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WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT?

OKAY... SO I HAD LIKE 3 IDEAS FOR TOPIC THIS WEEK BUT THEN I SORTA FORGOT ABOUT THEM AND I DONT REALLY FEEL LIKE WRITING ABOUT WHAT I HAVE ON MY MIND SO THATS SAVED FOR ANOTHER DAY... UNTIL I FORGET ABOUT IT AGAIN HAHA. ANYWAYS... THIS HAS BEEN TOUCHED UPON IN THE PAST BUT LATELY ITS BEEN COMING BACK INTO MY HEAD AND IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT QUITE A BIT. SO WHAT DO YOU WANT? I MEAN WHAT DO I WANT? THATS THE HARDEST QUESTION TO ANSWER. IVE HAD AN IDEA OF WHAT I WANT FOR THE LONGEST TIME BUT THINGS KEEP HAPPENING AND CHANGING THAT WHAT I WANT KEEPS CHANGING ALONG WITH IT. RIGHT NOW, WHAT IS IT THAT I REALLY WANT? I DONT THINK THERES REALLY ANYTHING I REALLY WANT EXCEPT WHERE I REALLY WANT TO GET TO. EVERYTHING I WANT IS MORE OF THE MATERIALISTIC THING BUT DONT EVERYONE WANT MATERIALISTIC THINGS? THATS REALLY WANT WE WANT, BUT WHAT DO WE REALLY NEED? SOME PEOPLE WANT NICE CARS AND A BIG HOUSE BUT DO WE REALLY NEED IT? WHAT I REALLY WANT IS TO BE IN THE POSITION I WANT, DOING WHAT I WANT, AND NOT ANSWERING TO ANYONE. IM WORKING ON THAT BUT LATELY IT JUST SEEMS LIKE ITS BEEN GETTING PUSHED FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY. THE MOTIVATION AND DETERMINATION IS STILL THERE, JUST THAT THE TIME AND ENERGY IS NOT. BETWEEN WORK, LIFE, FAMILY, AND ALL THE RANDOM STUFF I DO IN BETWEEN, I DONT HAVE TIME TO PUT MYSELF IN THE PLACE WHERE I CAN MOVE FORWARD. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS LIKE AN EXCUSE AND IF I REALLY WANTED IT, I WOULD MAKE TIME FOR IT. I REALLY NEED TO GET BACK INTO THAT HEADSPACE TO GO AND GET WHAT I WANT. SOME OF YOU WILL REMEMBER THAT I GAVE MYSELF 1 YEAR FROM MY BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR TO GET TO WHERE I WANT TO BE, BUT THAT IS LOOKING FARTHER AWAY AND LESS LIKELY I WILL BE THERE BY MY BIRTHDAY. EVERYONE HAS DREAMS OF SOMETHING. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DREAMING AND MAKING IT A REALITY, IS ACTION. RIGHT NOW THERE IS A LACK OF ACTION...I REALLY JUST NEED TO GET BACK TO IT. ANOTHER THING IS WHAT YOU WANT CHANGES WITH TIME, WHAT I WANTED BEFORE IS NOT WHAT I WANT NOW AND SOMETIMES ONCE ITS PAST THAT TIME, WHAT I WANT I CANT HAVE... YA YA I KNOW THIS POST IS ALL OVER THE PLACE BUT IM REALLY JUST DUMPING EVERYTHING ON TO THIS RIGHT NOW. WHEN DO WE STOP WANTING WHAT WE WANT??? WHEN WE CANT HAVE IT? WHEN ITS GONE? WHEN YOU KNOW IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE? SOMETIMES THAT MAKES YOU JUST WANT IT MORE AND SOMETIMES IT JUST MAKES YOU REALIZE YOU JUST HAVE TO MOVE ON. I THINK THOSE WHO LET GO OF WHAT THEY WANT ARE ALL THOSE WHO GET STUCK IN WHERE THEY ARE. YOU CANT LET GO OF WHAT YOU WANT. I DONT KNOW... I JUST REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT ANYMORE. LIFE IS ALREADY CONFUSING ENOUGH, THEN THROW IN EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT JUST MAKES IT EVEN WORSE. I REALLY JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I WANT AND WHERE I WANT TO BE. NO ONE CAN TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT, NO ONE CAN DECIDE ANYTHING FOR YOU. I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHAT I WANT. WELL... I WISH YOU ALL FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU WANT, WHAT YOU REALLY WANT. SO, WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT?

REST OF LIFE IS WHAT YOU EXPECT. NOTHING REALLY NEW, KEEPING BUSY, KEEPING DISTRACTED. OH I WENT TO NIGHT MARKET :) THAT WAS NICE. BIG LINE UP TO GET IN AND THEY RAISED THE PRICE OF ENTRY AGAIN... IT WAS $3.25... THEN BOUGHT A BUNCH OF FOOD AND PLAYED THOSE CARNEY GAMES LOL. THAT QUARTER TOSSING ONTO A PLATE AND MAKE IT STAY IS THE EASIEST GAME EVER HAHA. WELL... AS LONG AS YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING HAHA. 1 ON PLATE WINS SMALL AND 4 WINS A LARGE. WELL I GOT 6 IN ABOUT 40 TRIES SOOOOO WINNER!!! ANYWAYS NOW IM OUT OF HERE. GOT PLACES TO GO, PEOPLE TO SEE, STUFF TO DO. THIS IS ALSO WHY THIS WEEKS POST IS SO EARLY. PEACE.

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THE FIRST STEP IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST

JUST LIKE EVERYTHING IN LIFE, IT ALL STARTS WITH THAT FIRST STEP. THINK ABOUT IT... WAKING UP IN THE MORNING YOU CAN DECIDE TO SNOOZE IT OR WAKE UP AND GO BRUSH UP. DECIDING WHETHER TO EAT SOMETHING EASY LIKE CEREAL OR MAKE SOME BACON AND EGGS. DECIDING TO START READING A BOOK, LEARNING A NEW LANGUAGE, OR TRYING SOMETHING NEW FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT FIRST STEP IS THE ACT OF ACTUALLY GOING FORWARD AND DOING SOMETHING. EVERYTHING STARTS OFF LIKE THAT AND IT JUST CONTINUES ON UNTIL ITS SECOND NATURE. A BABYS FIRST STEP IS PHYSICALLY THE HARDEST FIRST STEP WE WILL TAKE. LATER IN LIFE DECIDING TO GO TO SCHOOL OR GO BACK TO SCHOOL. FINALLY BUYING A CAR, MOVING OUT. DECIDING TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP, GETTING MARRIED, BUYING A HOUSE, HAVING KIDS, ALL THESE ARE STEPS AND NONE OF WHICH COME EASY. WHAT MOTIVATES YOU ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU TAKE THAT FIRST STEP? THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A JOB? PERHAPS YOU HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES TO TAKE CARE OF AND ONLY YOU CAN DO IT. WHATEVER IT IS, YOU MADE THE DECISION TO TAKE THAT STEP TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. FOR ME, PERSONALLY, THE REASON IS CHANGE. I WANT A CHANGE IN SOMETHING, I CANT JUST KEEP DOING WHAT IM DOING. I CONSCIOUSLY KNOW THAT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE BEFORE OTHER CHANGES CAN OCCUR. EVERYTHING HAPPENS IN STEPS. AFTER I FINISHED SCHOOL I REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO GO, I MEAN I GOT A JOB BUT IT WASNT WHERE I WANTED TO END UP. I STARTED LOOKING AT SCHOOL AGAIN AND IT WAS HARD TO ACTUALLY TAKE THAT STEP. ESPECIALLY AFTER BEING IN SCHOOL SO LONG, HAVING STUDENT LOANS, AND BASICALLY NOT LIVING MY LIFE THE WAY I WANTED. DEBATED A LOT, AND TOOK A WHILE LOOKING AT WHAT I WANTED TO GO INTO. EVENTUALLY FOUND SOMETHING I LIKED AND KNEW COULD MAKE A LIVING AND JUST WENT FOR IT. TOOK THAT STEP AND REGISTERED AND WENT THROUGH WITH THE PROGRAM. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT THAT FIRST STEP, IF YOU NEVER TRY, HOW WILL YOU EVER KNOW? PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARE JUST TOO COMFORTABLE AND DONT WANT TO LEAVE THEIR COMFORT ZONE. NOTHING EVER WORTH DOING WAS EASY... IF IT WAS THEN EVERYONE WOULD HAVE DONE IT ALREADY. THEN AGAIN A LOT OF PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARE JUST AFRAID TO TRY ANYTHING, NOT KNOWING IF THEY COULD DO IT OR MAKE IT. THEY ARE JUST AFRAID OF WHAT THEY DONT KNOW, SO TO NOT BE AFRAID THEY JUST STAY WHERE THEY ARE AND NEVER TAKING THAT STEP. FEAR OF FAILURE, FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN, FEAR OF DISAPPOINTMENT... NONE OF THESE FEARS ARE REAL... THEY ARE ALL IN YOUR HEAD AND IF YOU CAN GET PAST THAT FEAR, THEN YOU WILL TRULY BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING YOU WANT. IF YOU ALL REMEMBER A FEW MONTHS BACK FOR MY BDAY POST I MENTIONED THAT I GAVE MYSELF A DEADLINE OF 1 YEAR. NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW WHAT IT IS AND IVE ONLY TOLD A FEW PEOPLE. ITS A HEFTY GOAL THAT I SET FOR MYSELF, AND ODDS ARE THAT IT CANT BE DONE IN JUST 1 YEAR, BUT LIKE I SAID... IF I NEVER TRY, HOW WILL I EVER KNOW? RIGHT??? THE ENTIRE TIME IVE BEEN WANTING TO START AND I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT IM GOING TO START... AND A DAY GOES BY... WEEKS... MONTHS... I KEEP SAYING IM TIRED FROM WORK, OR IM GOING OUT, OR AFTER THIS TV SHOW, OR IM JUST LAZY... AND UP TO A FEW DAYS AGO I STILL HAVENT STARTED... THATS ABOUT 100 DAYS GONE... BUT NOW I CAN ACTUALLY SAY THAT I TOOK THAT FIRST STEP, I TOOK THAT HARDEST STEP AND MOVED FORWARD. NOW THAT I HAVE STARTED, ITS NOT THAT HARD TO CONTINUE, JUST HAVE TO KEEP ON GOING, AND KEEP AT IT. WHO KNOWS... MAYBE IF I KEEP THIS UP THAT 1 YEAR DEADLINE MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN LOL. HAVING SPENT THIS MUCH TIME, MONEY, AND ENERGY ON THIS ALREADY MY ONLY CHOICE IS TO STICK THIS OUT AND SEE WHERE IT LEADS TO. IF IT WORKS OUT THEN GREAT, IF IT DOESNT THEN AT LEAST I CAN SAY I TRIED AND I KNOW. IN THE END NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR YOU. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE FOR YOURSELF IF YOU WANT TO TAKE THAT STEP. ITS GOING TO BE HARD, ITS GOING TO BE SLOW, AT TIMES YOU MIGHT FEEL LIKE GIVING UP, BUT IN THE END JUST REMEMBER, HARD WORK ALWAYS PAYS OFF. SO NO MATTER HOW HARD THAT FIRST STEP MIGHT BE... WHATEVER YOUR SITUATION MAY BE... DO IT FOR YOURSELF AND TAKE IT.

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THE FUTURE'S NOT OURS TO SEE

IVE BEEN LOOKING AT THE PAST AND THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE QUITE A BIT RECENTLY... ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS ON MY TRIP A FEW WEEKS AGO. ONCE AGAIN IVE REACHED THE AGE WHERE ITS TIME TO SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND WHERE I AM. IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY POSTS THAT IVE WRITTEN OVER THE PAST 4 YEARS AND YES, SOME ARE RANDOM AND DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING WHILE BUT THERE ARE THOSE THAT MAKE ONE THINK MORE DEEPLY. IVE WRITTEN ABOUT A LOT OF DIFFERENT TOPICS BUT THE SAME THOUGHTS KEEP COMING BACK UP OVER AND OVER. I DONT REGRET ANYTHING IVE DONE IN THE PAST BUT THERE IS THE THOUGHT OF ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT IF... WHAT IF I DID THIS INSTEAD, WHERE WOULD I HAVE ENDED UP THEN? WOULD I STILL BE HERE DOING THE SAME THING? WOULD I BE BETTER OFF OR WORSE OFF? THESE QUESTIONS WILL NEVER BE ANSWERED. THE SAME NOW GOES THROUGH MY HEAD BUT MORE OF WHATS NEXT AND WHERE WILL I BE? I THINK IT JUST HAS TO DO WITH MANY OF MY FRIENDS GETTING OLDER AND EITHER GETTING MARRIED OR HAVING KIDS. THINGS WERE SO MUCH SIMPLER BACK THEN... LESS WORRIES AND RESPONSIBILITIES, BUT NOW IT SEEMS THAT IM ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING. THATS JUST PART OF LIFE I SUPPOSE. WHATS NEXT FOR ME? DONT GET ME WRONG, IM HAPPY WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WISH THERE WAS A CRYSTAL BALL TO SEE WHERE I END UP. I HAVE A PLANS AND GOALS FOR MYSELF, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO FIND OUT IF EVERYTHING THAT I WANT AND AM WORKING TOWARDS REALLY DO COME TO FRUITION. I GUESS ITS JUST THE WANT... NO, THE NEED TO KNOW IF I AM GOING TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS OR IF IM ACTUALLY JUST WASTING TIME. I REALLY HATE WASTING TIME THESE DAYS, I REALIZE THAT THERES NEVER ENOUGH OF IT... I GUESS THIS IS REALLY SHOWING MY AGE NOW... I REALLY HAVE TO START ON MY PLAN TO GET THE FUTURE I HAVE PLANNED AND ENVISIONED. THEN AGAIN... WHO KNOWS... THE FUTURES NOT OURS TO SEE...

WORK, TV, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND THE REST IS THE SAME OLD. WE DID HOWEVER START A VOLLEYBALL TEAM :) LOL THE LAST TIME I PLAYED VOLLEYBALL WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL GYM CLASS... DECIDED TO MAKE A TEAM SO WE CAN KEEP ACTIVE UNTIL FOOTBALL STARTS BACK UP AGAIN. VOLLEYBALL IS THE ONE SPORT THAT WILL HURT ME THE MOST... MY SHOULDER IS SO SCREWED UP THAT SPIKING THE BALL WILL BE INTERESTING. YOU ALL KNOW THAT IVE DISLOCATED MY SHOULDER MORE THAN I CAN EVEN REMEMBER AND ANYTHING THAT REQUIRES ME TO THROW OR HIT A BALL IN THAT MOTION IS JUST ASKING FOR TROUBLE HAHA. JUST GOTTA BE MORE CAREFUL THAN NORMAL. THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN SINCE THERES ONLY A FEW PEOPLE THAT HAVE ACTUALLY PLAYED BEFORE. OH WELL LOL.

ITS STARTING TO GET DARK PRETTY EARLY THESE DAYS AND ITS ALSO GETTING COLDER TOO... STARTING TO FEEL LIKE DOING LESS AND LESS AND EVERYTHING SEEMS QUIETER AS WELL... EVERY YEAR THERES LESS GOING ON AND PEOPLE JUST DONT WANT THE HASSLE ANYMORE, OH WELL. LIFE GOES ON... C'EST LA VIE

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VALUES & PRIORITIES

SO WHAT DO YOU VALUE??? EVERYONE VALUES SOMETHING, AND IM NOT TALKING ABOUT JUST MONEY OR OBJECTS. IM TALKING ABOUT PERSONAL VALUES AND HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE. IM TALKING ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIPS YOU FORM. IM TALKING ABOUT FAMILY. IM TALKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS THAT MONEY CANT BUY. ITS THE VALUES THAT EACH ONE OF US HAS THAT DETERMINE HOW WE LIVE OUR LIVES AND WHAT WE HOLD DEAR. THE PROBLEM THESE DAYS IS WHAT DO WE DO WHEN OUR VALUES CONFLICT AGAINST WHAT OR WHERE WE WANT TO GO? HOW DO WE GET OVER IT? CAN MONEY REALLY BUY EVERYTHING? EVERYONE HAS A PRICE AND ITS TRUE... EVEN THOUGH MONEY CANT BUY EVERYTHING IT REALLY CAN... VALUES ARE WHAT MAKES US WHO WE ARE. CAN YOU REALLY GIVE UP OR BREAK YOUR VALUES TO GET WHAT YOU WANT? ARE WE REALLY STILL US IF WE GIVE THAT ALL UP? YA... JUST BEEN THINKING LATELY AS YOU CAN TELL. SORTA JUST RAMBLING... I HAD THIS THOUGHT OUT ACTUALLY BUT NOW IT JUST BLURRED INTO ONE BIG CLUSTER OF WORDS... I THINK IT THE REASON THIS TOPIC CAME UP IS ONE OF MY CLOSE BUDDY JUST HAD A KID AND WHAT HE VALUES NOW REALLY SHOWS. HE VALUES EVERY MOMENT HE HAS WITH HIS NEW KID. I PERSONALLY VALUE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, IT IS THEM WHO HAVE MADE ME WHO I AM. I ALSO VALUE THE RELATIONSHIPS AND OPPORTUNITIES THAT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN, BOTH THE GOOD AND THE BAD. HAVING SOMETHING TO HOLD ON TO GIVES US PURPOSE, GIVES US DIRECTION, GIVES US MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE ON AND KEEP ON MOVING FORWARD.

WHAT ABOUT PRIORITIES??? VALUES AND PRIORITIES TIE INTO EACH OTHER. THEY DEFINE EACH OTHER. WHAT YOU VALUE DETERMINES HOW MUCH OF A PRIORITY THEY ARE TO YOU. EVERYONES PRIORITIES ARE DIFFERENT, AND THEY WILL BE DIFFERENT DEPENDING ON WHERE IN LIFE YOU ARE. GROWING UP YOUR PRIORITIES REALLY DO CHANGE. SOMEHOW WITHOUT KNOWING IT... SLOWLY YET SURELY YOUR PRIORITIES WILL CHANGE. PERHAPS SOMEONE OR SOMETHING MADE YOU REALIZE THAT THINGS NEED TO CHANGE. ITS THEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOU CANT KEEP GOING THE WAY YOU ARE GOING AND MAKE A CHANGE HOPEFULLY FOR THE BETTER. SAME THING AS BEFORE... I WENT AND SAW MY BUDDIES KID AND BASICALLY HIS WHOLE WORLD WAS FLIPPED UPSIDE DOWN... EVERYTHING THAT WAS A PRIORITY FOR HIM CHANGED AND NOW THE KID IS HIS FIRST PRIORITY. WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER IT WAS SCHOOL, WHEN YOU GET OLDER ITS WORK AND MONEY AND FRIENDS. WHEN YOU GET EVEN OLDER ITS YOUR OWN FAMILY. ITS WEIRD JUST WATCHING EVERYONE YOU HAVE KNOWN FOR SO LONG GROW UP AND MOVE ON TO DIFFERENT PRIORITIES. THEN AGAIN WITHOUT PRIORITIES HOW DO YOU KNOW WHATS REALLY IMPORTANT. I GUESS... UNTIL YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT YOUR PRIORITIES ARE YOU REALLY DONT KNOW YOURSELF. ONCE AGAIN... KNOWING YOUR PRIORITIES TAKES TIME... AS USUAL EVERYTHING COMES BACK DOWN TO TIMING... SIGH...

WORKS BEEN BUSY BUT WORKS WORK AND ITS FUN :) JUST BEEN IN MEETINGS AND WORKING ON PAPERWORK BUT I MUST SAY CHRISTMAS SURE DOES HAVE ITS PERKS LOL. PEOPLE ARE BRINGING IN ALL SORTS OF GOODIES. BESIDES THE CARDS WE GOT CANDY AND CANDY AND CANDY AND CUPCAKES AND COOKIES AND CHOCOLATES AND SUCH AND SUCH HAHA. FRIDAY IS THE COMPANIES CHRISTMAS DINNER PARTY AND LIKE I SAID IM IN CHARGE OF THE SOCIAL ACTIVITIES... DID YOU KNOW ITS REALLY HARD TO COME UP WITH GAMES THAT ARE AGE APPROPRIATE AND WORK APPROPRIATE??? AND THAT IT HAS TO BE FUN!??!?!?!?! ITS ACTUALLY A LOT HARDER THAN YOU THINK... BUT I DID IT!!! I CAME UP WITH 3 GAMES :) BUT THEN I FORGOT THE 2ND ONE... SO I CREATED A 3RD ONE LOL AND THEN I REMEMBERED SO THEN I HAD 4 GAMES BUT NOW I WAS TOLD THERES A 5TH PRIZE BUT THAT 5 GAME IM JUST GONNA CRAP OUT AND BE LIKE HERE LETS JUST PICK AN WINNER HAHA. I DONT HAVE MUCH SHOPPING TO DO... USUALLY ITS JUST SECRET SANTA BUT THATS NOT THAT HARD HAHA. MY FAMILY DONT REALLY DO CHRISTMAS GIFTS... ITS REALLY HARD TO BUY THINGS FOR EACH OTHER SO WE SORTA... JUST... DONT... LOL. WE JUST HANG OUT WITH FAMILY AND WE HAVE A GOOD TIME AND THAT MAKES EVERYTHING GRAVY LOL. NEXT WEEKS POST IS GOING TO BE CHRISTMAS EVE BUT HEY I GOTTA KEEP UP WITH THE WEEKLY POST EH. WELL ANOTHER WEEK ANOTHER POST. THERE AND THERE.

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RIDE OX FIND HORSE

NO I HAVENT GONE CRAZY... OR AT LEAST NO MORE THAN NORMAL... LOL. TO SOME I SUPPOSE THE TITLE IS A LITTLE ODD SOUNDING BUT IF YOUR ARE CHINESE OR MORE SPECIFICALLY CANTONESE THEN DO A STRAIGHT TRANSLATION AND YOU WILL GET IT. FOR EVERYONE ELSE LET ME CLARIFY THIS A BIT BETTER... RIDE OX FIND HORSE SHOULD BE WRITTEN MORE LIKE TO RIDE AN OX LOOKING FOR A HORSE WHICH IS A CHINESE PROVERB WHICH MEANS WORK THE JOB YOU HAVE WHILE LOOKING FOR A BETTER ONE. MUCH CLEARER EH? HAHA. I GUESS THIS POST ALSO TIES INTO A FEW OTHERS... MOSTLY THE PART ABOUT DREAMS AND ALWAYS TRYING TO DO BETTER AND GET BETTER AND TO GO TO BETTER PLACES. 

BEEN THINKING LATELY AND THERES SO MUCH I WANT TO DO AND JUST SO LITTLE TIME. IVE BEEN SAYING THAT THERES A BUNCH OF STUFF THAT I WANT TO DO AND THAT I WAS GOING TO SHARE SOME OF THE LIST WITH YOU ALL... I GUESS THIS IS AS GOOD AS TIME AS ANY... AT 3:45AM... LOL. SO HERES A LITTLE LIST OF THE STUFF I WANT TO GET DONE:

• LEARN DUTCH
• LEARN RUSSIAN
• LEARN GERMAN
• LEARN TO SURF
• TRAVEL THE WORLD
• CLIMB UP A MOUNTAIN (NO NOT THOSE EASY ONES OR THE ONES YOU SNOWBOARD)
• DIVE DEEP INTO AN OCEAN (SCUBA DIVE AND SNORKEL TOO)
• GO ON A SAFARI
• LEARN TO PLAY THE VIOLIN
• JUST DISAPPEAR FOR A WHILE

SO THIS IS JUST A LIST OF STUFF THAT I WANT TO DO NOW... THESE ARE THE REALISTIC ONES LOL. OF COURSE THERES TONS MORE THAT I COULD SHARE... BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IT HAHA. I MEAN THOSE "WHAT I WANT TO DO" IS MORE OF THE WHERE I WANT TO GO AND WHAT I WANT TO BE... IN LIFE "TO DO" LIST. 

ANYWAYS... WHAT WAS I TALKING ABOUT... OH YES... JOB. WELL WHAT CAN I SAY. JUST RIDING AN OX LOOKING FOR A HORSE, WAITING FOR THAT BETTER THING TO COME. TRYING TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN BUT SOMETIMES ITS JUST OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL. ANOTHER PROBLEM IS DONT WE ALL BELIEVE WE DESERVE BETTER? WE DO DONT WE? I MEAN THATS WHAT WE ALL WANT. NONE OF US JUST EVER WANT TO SETTLE... BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE WHATS GIVEN TO YOU... UNTIL THE DAY COMES WHEN YOU FINALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT. AS ALWAYS THE COMPANIES THAT YOU WANT TO WORK FOR OR THE JOB YOU WANT... THEY MIGHT NOT WANT YOU... YOU KNOW YOU WILL DO GREAT IN THAT POSITION BUT THEY NEVER GIVE YOU THE CHANCE, THEY NEVER CALL YOU FOR THE INTERVIEW AND THEY NEVER WILL KNOW HOW AWESOME YOU COULD BE. I DONT KNOW... I MEAN SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE... SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE... WE ALL CANT JUST GO DAY IN AND DAY OUT... THIS ISNT LIFE... THIS ISNT WHAT ITS SUPPOSE TO BE ABOUT... IS IT??? CAN IT??? SHOULD IT??? WELL... I GUESS ITS BACK TO THE PART I HATE MOST... WAITING... NO CHOICE BUT TO WAIT AND SEE.

MMMM SUSHI :)

YA... STUDYING AND EATING PIZZA AND CHEESE BREAD LOL

WINGS ROUND 1

WINGS ROUND 2

NOW THATSSSSSSSS LOADED WITH SALT LOL

INCEPTION YO!!! OF A COOKIE 

MY ASIAN PLATES LOL AND LUNCH...

PIZZA WITH CHOPSTICKS!!! THATS HOW I ROLL LOL

OH I HAD AN ONLINE MT... WE HAD 2 DAYS TO DO IT... HONESTLY I RATHER DO IT IN CLASS... I WOULD PROBABLY WRITE LESS AND GET A BETTER GRADE LOL. I MEAN THE TEACHER KNOWS THAT YOU ARE PRESSED FOR TIME SO THE QUALITY MIGHT BE A LITTLE LOWER... BUTTTTTTTT WITH MORE TIME SHE EXPECTS IT TO BE OF A HIGHER QUALITY... ALSO LONGER LOL. OH WELL. I HAVE MY OTHER PART OF MY MT TOMORROW AND INSTEAD OF STUDYING I WATCHED SOME TV AND WROTE THIS HAHA. IL BE OK CAUSE ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST LOOK OVER A FEW THINGS AND IM GOOD.

SO THIS POST WAS MORE OF THE REGULAR RAMBLINGS OF ME... BACK TO THE OLD STYLE IN A WAY... MOSTLY CAUSE IVE BEEN THINKING LATELY... THINKING ABOUT LIFE AND THE CHOICES I MADE... NOT EVEN GOING TO START ON WRITING ABOUT THAT CAUSE THERES NEVER GOING TO BE ENOUGH CAPS LOCK FOR THAT HAHA. YA... SO LETS JUST LEAVE THAT TOPIC FOR SAY... NEVER!!! HAHA. SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I COULD DO WHAT I LIKE... BUT THAT DOESNT PAY THE BILLS... OH WELL... BACK TO THE GRIND... BACK TO THE OX UNTIL I FIND THAT FREAKING HORSE LOL :)

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LIFE & DEATH

SOOOOOOOO EVEN MORE OF A GRIMMER POST TODAY... LOL BUT IT TIES INTO MY PREVIOUS POST ABOUT "WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND." LIFE AND DEATH IS ALL AROUND US EVERYDAY WHETHER WE SEE IT OR NOT. ITS A FACT OF LIFE AND IT WILL NOT CHANGE. PEOPLE ARE BORN, AND PEOPLE DIE, CIRCLE OF LIFE WILL CONTINUE. THEY SAY WHEN YOU ARE BORN IT IS THE ONE TRUE MOMENT WHEN YOU ARE PURE/PERFECT... UNTIL THE NATURE AND NURTURE COMES INTO PLAY. THEN YOU GROW UP AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS SHAPES YOU INTO WHO YOU ARE. THAT STUFF IVE ALREADY TALKED ABOUT OR PROBABLY WILL TALK ABOUT AGAIN SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE... BUT BACK TO IT HAHA. THEN YOU GROW OLD AND EVENTUALLY POSITIVELY... DIE...

LOOKING AT MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE KIDS NOW OR IS GONNA HAVE KIDS I THINK TO MYSELF, WHAT IF I WAS BORN NOW... I WOULD HAVE SO MUCH TIME IN FRONT OF ME. I WOULD GROW UP WITH EVEN MORE AMAZING TECHNOLOGY AND WILL SEE EVEN MORE SPECTACULAR THINGS IN MY LIFE. PLUS I WOULD LIVE PAST THE YEAR 2100, WELL... I PLAN ON DOING THAT ANYWAYS SO NO BIGGIE THERE LOL. BUT HONESTLY I WOULD NOT WANT TO BE BORN NOW. I LOVE THE GENERATION I WAS BORN INTO, IT WAS AWESOME AND LETS BE HONEST... I REALLY DIDNT HAVE MUCH OF A CHOICE OF WHEN I WAS BORN LOL. ANOTHER THING IS EVEN IF I WAS BORN JUST A YEAR EARLIER OR A YEAR LATER, WOULD EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE END UP THE SAME WAY? MOST LIKELY NOT, EVERYTHING WOULD BE DIFFERENT AND I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE DIFFERENT FRIENDS, BUT WHO KNOWS, THAT WAS ALWAYS A QUESTION I WONDERED.

LOOKING A DEATH... WHEN IM GONE WILL ANYONE CARE? BESIDES THE OBVIOUS, BUT I MEAN WHAT IF I PASSED ON NOW? WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO EVERYONE? HOW WOULD THINGS PLAY OUT? TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE SO LIFE GOES ON WITH OR WITHOUT ME. DOES IT EVEN MATTER IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS THEN? I MEAN OUR LIVES GOES BY IN A BLINK OF AN EYE, AND IN THE UNIVERSE OUR LIVES DONT EVEN REGISTER... WE ARE A SPEC OF A SPEC OF A SPEC IN TIME... SO DOES IT EVEN MATTER??? DOES ANY OF IT REALLY MATTER? ONLY REASON WE LIVE IS TO DIE AND HOPEFULLY HAVE DONE ENOUGH IN OUR LIFETIME THAT IT MIGHT MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEONE. ALSO TO PROLONG OUR FAMILY AND ENSURE THE SURVIVAL OF OUR LINEAGE.

NOW I CANT SAY ALL THIS WITHOUT MENTIONING WHAT ABOUT THE AFTERLIFE. IS THERE ANY OR ARE WE ALL DESTINED TO BE WORM FOOD? I WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE THAT THERES SOMETHING, I MEAN ITS GOTTA SUCK JUST NOT SURVIVING... I MEAN THAT, THATS IT. THERES NOTHING, BUT WHEN YOU DIE I GUESS YOU WOULDNT KNOW... YOU WOULD KNOW YOURE DYING OR ABOUT TO DIE OR PROBABLY DIDNT EVEN KNOW YOURE DEAD... JUST EMPTINESS AND BLACKNESS... ONLY PEOPLE THAT WOULD KNOW THAT YOURE DEAD WOULD BE THE PEOPLE ON THE OUTSIDE. SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT THE AFTERLIFE THAT WE COULD OR MIGHT EXPERIENCE IS THE FINAL NEURONS FIRING, SINCE THE BRAIN IS STILL ACTIVE FOR 12 MINUTES AFTER YOU DIE, AND THAT ITS LIKE A DREAM. WE ALL KNOW THAT DREAMS CAN LAST FOREVER. I MEAN DREAM TIME AND REALITY ARENT REALLY THE SAME... YOU CAN DREAM FOR 5 MINS AND IT TURNS OUT TO BE HOURS OR DREAM FOR DAYS AND YEARS AND ITS ONLY BEEN A MINUTE. SO THATS WHAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE SAID. TAKE FALLING ASLEEP FOR EXAMPLE, DO YOU KNOW YOUVE FALLEN ASLEEP??? NO, I GUESS IN A WAY DEATH IS LIKE THAT... ONLY DIFFERENCE IS THAT YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING... THERE REALLY CANT BE NOTHING CAUSE THAT WOULD SUCK... BUT WHO KNOWS... THERES SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT LOL.

SO WHAT BROUGHT ON THIS POST??? I DUNT KNOW... IVE ALWAYS BEEN FASCINATED BY LIFE AND DEATH AND HOW ITS ALL OVER. SO MANY QUESTIONS ABOUT IT AND ALMOST NO ANSWERS TO THEM.

THATS RIGHT :P CHICKEN WITH CHOPSTICKS LOL THATS HOW PRO I AM LOL

AWWW YEAH LEFT OVER CHICKEN NUGGET FRIED RICE FROM BBT FOR LUNCH HEHE

SMOKED SALMON SALAD :) YAYA

I SPY YOU POPO!!! I SEE YOU THERE LOL

SO ONCE AGAIN ANOTHER POST FROM THE MIND OF WHICH IS MINE LOL. SHOWS YOU WHAT I THINK ABOUT EH LOL. REST OF THE LIFE IS BORING... WORK DAY IN AND DAY OUT, STUDY, SCHOOL, HW... FRIENDS... FAMILY... NOTHINGS REALLY NEW. WAITING FOR SOME OTHER THINGS TO HAPPEN BUT EVERYTHING TAKES TIME AND ONCE AGAIN JUST LIKE IVE SAID... I HATE PLAYING THE WAITING GAME... BUTTTTTT WHAT CAN I DO... NOTHING... SOOOO MUST WAIT.

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WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND???

SO CONTINUING ON WITH SOME DEEP THOUGHTS OF MINE IS THIS WEEKS TOPIC OF "WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND" AND I MEAN AT THE END OF YOUR LIFE... WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR OR WANT TO HAVE ACCOMPLISHED IN THE END. WHATS YOUR LEGACY BASICALLY. IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT THIS, ITS ACTUALLY REALLY HARD TO ANSWER... I MEAN IM IN MY MID 20'S AND I HAVE THE REST OF MY LIFE AHEAD OF ME STILL TO DECIDE WHERE TO GO AND WHAT TO DO... ITS HARD TO THINK WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE NEXT 50-75 YEARS, I PERSONALLY PLAN TO LIVE FOREVER CAUSE I WANT TO SEE THEM FLYING CARS AND SPACESHIPS LOL. SO MAYBE A LITTLE BIT MORE DOWN TO EARTH OF WHATS ACTUALLY GOING TO HAPPEN. HONESTLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE OR WHAT IM GOING TO DO BUT I THINK ITS GOING TO BE SOMETHING LIKE THIS:

• MARRIED WITH 2 KIDS - A SON THATS THE OLDER ONE, AND A DAUGHTER FOR THE YOUNGER
• LIVE IN A HOUSE IN WHO KNOWS WHERE
• DOING SOMETHING I LIKE AND NOT JUST A JOB THAT I HAVE TO
• STILL HAVE THE SAME FRIENDS I HAVE NOW BUT HAVE EVEN MORE FUN CAUSE OUR KIDS WOULD PLAY TOGETHER AND BE BEST FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER
• HAVE VACATIONS TO AWESOME PLACES AROUND THE WORLD

THATS ABOUT HOW FAR IT GOES... EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN I HAVE NO CLUE. SO THATS THE PART OF WHAT IM LEAVING BEHIND, BUT WHAT ABOUT HOW IM GOING TO BE REMEMBERED? SOME PEOPLE ARE CONTENT WITH WHAT THEY HAVE OR WHERE THEY ARE. SOME PEOPLE WANT THE WORLD AND HAVE THEIR NAMES IN THE STARS. SOME PEOPLE WANT TO BE FAMOUS AND HISTORY WILL REMEMBER THEM. WHERE DO I FALL UNDER? I DONT KNOW... I GUESS I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR... BEING AWESOME :) LOL. I DONT KNOW... WHAT WILL PEOPLE SAY ABOUT ME AFTER IM GONE... I MEAN I DONT WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR ANYTHING BAD OF COURSE, BUT I KNOW I WONT DO SOMETHING LIKE CREATING A CURE FOR SOME DISEASE... OR BE THE 1ST PERSON TO DO SOMETHING NEVER DONE BEFORE... ACTUALLY... NOW COME TO THINK OF IT, I KNOW I CAN BREAK SOME OF THOSE GUINNESS WORLD RECORDS... SOOOOOOO TIME TO GO READ THE BOOK AND BREAK A BUNCH OF RECORDS SO AT LEAST MY NAME WILL BE IN THERE :) YA!!! THATS WHAT IM GOING TO DO LOL. MY NAME WILL BE THERE AND OF COURSE THIS BLOG WILL STILL BE UP SOMEWHERE ON THE INTERNET SO I GUESS IN A WAY THIS IS WHAT IM LEAVING BEHIND... ME SCREAMING AND YELLING AT EVERYONE HAHA. 

MMMMM BEANS AND CHOPS :) CEPT RICE WAS MEH LOL

CLAN FOOD!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO LOVE THIS STUFF HEHE

YA... SO THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED... I HAVE A LACK OF PHOTOS... JUST BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND SCHOOL AND SOMETIMES I WISH THERE WAS MORE TIME IN THE DAY FOR EVERYTHING I NEED TO GET DONE...

SO THERE YOU GO, A SHORT POST :) BUT BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS THESE DAYS. WHICH HAS BROUGHT US TO THIS POST, LIFES HARD AND IT SUCKS A LOT OF THE TIMES. I JUST SEE PEOPLE GOING DAY IN AND DAY OUT GRINDING AWAY... THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING BETTER AND THERE IS!!! PROBLEM IS THAT EVERYTHING REQUIRES MONEY... ISNT IT FUNNY HOW IT ALWAYS ENDS UP BEING ABOUT MONEY? GUESS WE CAN ONLY WAIT TO SEE WHERE IT ALL LEADS TO EH...

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DREAMING DREAMER'S DREAM

I FIND IT FUNNY HOW OVER TIME ONES DREAM CHANGES... RIGHT NOW IM TALKING ABOUT YOUR DREAMS AS IN ASPIRATIONS AND GOALS. WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG WHAT DID YOU DREAM OF BECOMING??? AN ASTRONAUT? A PRO SPORTS PLAYER? A MOVIE STAR? WELL I ACTUALLY WANTED TO BE A FARMER... A LAWYER... A PILOT. SINCE WHEN DO OUR DREAMS DIE? AND WE HAVE TO MOVE ON TO REALITY? WHY DO WE HAVE TO GROW UP AND REALIZE THAT WE CAN NEVER LIVE OUR DREAM OUT? KIDS HAVE AN ENDLESS IMAGINATION THAT CANT BE COMPARED TO, AND ITS TRUE... THE OLDER YOU GET THE LESS IMAGINATIVE YOU GET. FORGET ABOUT ALL THE DREAMS ABOUT HAVING MAGICAL POWERS OR A PET DRAGON OR POKEMON OR SOMETHING... BUT MORE ATTAINABLE DREAMS. LIFES ABOUT POSSIBILITIES AND DREAMS... THEN WHY IS IT IMPOSSIBLE TO GET IT? EVERYONE HAS THE DREAM OF WINNING THE LOTTO AND BEING ABLE TO ACTUALLY LIVE OUT THEIR DREAMS BUT CAN YOU REALLY BUY YOUR DREAM WITH MONEY??? WELL... THE OBVIOUS ANSWERS YES!!! LOL. BUT LETS BE REAL, HOW MANY OF US WILL ACTUALLY WIN THE LOTTO IN OUR LIFETIME? PROBABLY NONE OF US, THATS WHY DREAMS ARE SO HARD TO OBTAIN. YOU CAN WORK ALL YOUR LIFE FOR YOUR DREAM BUT IN THE END CAN YOU REALLY SAY YOUVE FINALLY REACHED YOUR DREAM? THEN THE PROBLEM IS IF YOU FINALLY DO REACH YOUR DREAM IS IT THE DREAM YOU HAD OR HAVE YOUR DREAM CHANGED ONCE AGAIN AND THAT IS NO LONGER YOUR DREAM... IVE BEEN TOLD BEFORE THAT IM A DREAMER... AND THAT I HAVE TO BE PULLED DOWN TO REALITY CAUSE LOTS OF THE THINGS I WANT ARENT ATTAINABLE... WELL... NOT THAT ITS UNATTAINABLE BUT THAT EVEN WITH HARD WORK AND DEDICATION IT IS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE. SO THEN... WHY DO WE DREAM? IS IT ALWAYS THE THOUGHT OF WHAT COULD BE, WHAT SHOULD BE, AND WHAT WOULD BE? DREAMS I CAN SAY ARE WHAT KEEPS US GOING, WHAT WE STRIVE FOR, WORK FOR AND IS MOTIVATED FOR. SOMETIMES IT TAKES TIME TO REALIZE ONES DREAM AND TO REALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT, UNTIL THEN... JUST KEEP ON DREAMING TIL YOU GET THERE. SO, THIS IS FOR ALL YOU DREAMERS OUT THERE!!! NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM, DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET YOURSELF THERE :)

AND NOW ONTO DREAMS THAT YOU DREAM WHEN YOU SLEEP. LATELY IVE BEEN REMEMBERING MY DREAM A LOT MORE AND ITS INTERESTING WHAT YOU DREAM ABOUT. SO FAR ITS BEEN A MIX OF ZOMBIES, RANDOM CARS, HANGING OUT, PARTYING, AND THINGS THAT DONT MAKE SENSE. THERE ARE HOWEVER PEOPLE I KNOW IN MY DREAM, AND THEN THERE ARE THE FACELESS/I DONT REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE PEOPLE IN THE DREAM. ITS BEEN SAID THAT EVERYONE YOU SEE IN YOUR DREAM IS AN ACTUAL PERSON YOU HAVE MET OR SEEN IN REAL LIFE BUT WHEN YOU TRY TO REALLY REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE CAN YOU? I CAN SAY I DONT RECALL WHERE OR WHEN IVE SEEN THEM, AND THATS KINDA FREAKY... LOL. WHY CANT OUR DREAMS BE OUR REAL DREAMS IN REAL LIFE? LIKE... WHY CANT OUR DREAMS BE REALITY? MOST DREAMS ARE GREAT AND YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD, AND EVERYTHING IS JUST THE WAY YOU WANT IT. JUST WHEN YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER WANTED BEEP BEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEP YOUR DAM ALARM GOES OFF AND YOU SNAP BACK TO REALITY... WAKE UP AND REALIZE YOU ARE BACK IN THIS RAT RACE YOU CALL LIFE. I GUESS THAT ONLY MAKES SENSE SINCE YOUR DREAMS ARE YOUR DREAMS AND THOSE ARE DREAMS YOU CAN ONLY DREAM ABOUT. SOMETIMES I JUST WISH WE CAN DREAM FOREVER AND JUST BE HAPPY.

WELL... THIS IS A DEEPER POST THAN NORMAL EH... THINGS YOU THINK ABOUT...

THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW... LOL

TOO HUNGRY TO TAKE PICS LOL

HAPPY BDAY BUDDY :) AND YES HES KOREAN LOL

JUST PHO LOL

SPRING ROLLS... OK I GUESS... BUT SHRIMP ROLL... WTF HAPPENED... SO SMALL...

FUEL DOOR NOT WORKING??? 

NO WORRIES :) I GOT THIS!!! LOL FIX IT YOURSELF :) AND YES I BRUISED MY THUMB FIXING THE DAM THING... FEELS FUNNY ACTUALLY HAHA

OK ANOTHER THING ABOUT DREAMS... HOW MANY OF YOU ARE ACTUALLY WHERE YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE TODAY??? I CAN SAY IM NOT WHERE I THOUGHT I WOULD BE AT ALL... LOTS HAVE HAPPENED TO CHANGE MY COURSE AND I HAVE NOT YET REACHED WHERE I WANT TO BE... AND YET I STILL KEEP DREAMING. SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST FINE WITH WHERE THEY ARE AND SOME DREAM OF BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS. SO, DREAM THE DREAM EVERYONE, DREAM THE DREAM.

ALSO, LUCID DREAMS ARE SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! IN THOSE DREAMS YOU REALLY DO GET TOO DREAM WHAT YOU WANT TO DREAM :) LOL.

AS FOR THE REALITY OF MY LIFE??? WELL... WORKS WORK AND THE REST IS JUST LIFE. NOTHING NEW, NOTHING TO SAY.

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