SUPERFLY

ALRIGHT! SO THERES A COUPLE OF MOVIES OUT RIGHT NOW I WANT TO WATCH AND SUPERFLY IS ONE OF THEM. WATCHED IT WITH GF LAST NIGHT AND I DID NOT KNOW IT WAS A REMAKE OF THE 1972 VERSION. ANYWAYS THE MOVIE STARS TREVOR JACKSON, JASON MITCHELL, RICK ROSS, JENNIFER MORRISON, LEX DAVIS, ANDREA LONDO, JACOB TRENT, MICHAEL WILLIAMS, ALLEN MALDONADO, ESAI MORALES, AND DIRECTED BY DIRECTOR X. MOVIES ABOUT A SMART DRUG DEALER THAT IS PLANNING TO GET OUT OF THE GAME BY DOING ONE BIG LAST SCORE, AND OF COURSE EVERYTHING GOES WRONG AND HIM TRYING TO SURVIVE. HONESTLY ITS ALL BECAUSE OF ONE INCIDENT THAT THEN SNOWBALLS AND THING AFTER ANOTHER GOES WRONG. HONESTLY I LIKED IT :) IT HAS GANGSTERS, HUSTLE, GUNS, DRUGS, KILLING, MONEY, AND SMARTS. TREVOR PLAYS PRIEST AND AND HES A SMART GUY. HES ABLE TO PLAY THE GAME RIGHT AND BEEN ABLE TO STAY OUT OF THE PUBLIC, UNLIKE THE OTHER CREW. ALSO HIS HAIR FOR THIS MOVIE WAS INSANE! HE HAD A TOTAL GANGSTER SWAG GOING ON. EVEN THE THREADS AND STYLE WAS ON POINT. THE OTHER CREW WAS JUST STRAIGHT UP FUNNY. THERE WERE A FEW ISSUES BUT THE BIGGEST ONE WAS HOW DID THEY SURVIVE OPENING THE AIRPLANE DOOR HATCH WITHOUT DEPRESSURISING THE CABIN THAT EASY AND NOT GETTING SUCKED OUT... THAT PART WAS UNREALISTIC LOL. THERE WERE SOME OTHER ISSUES BUT MEH THAT WAS THE MAIN THING. THE WHOLE MOVIE WAS MADE TO BE MORE SLICK AND HAD A CERTAIN FEEL ABOUT IT. JENNIFER MORRISON AS A BAD GUY WAS PRETTY INTERESTING, SHE PLAYED A CROOKED COP. SHE EVEN LOOKED A BIT SKETCH FOR THE PART, IT WORKED. PRIEST WAS ABLE TO HOLD HIS OWN WITH ALL THE INFO HE HAD. HE PLANNED THINGS AND RAN THINGS CAREFULLY. THEN AGAIN IT DOESNT MATTER HOW GOOD THINGS ARE THERES ALWAYS SOMEONE TO FUCK IT UP. YOU CANT DO EVERYTHING YOURSELF EITHER... IF YOURE DOING STUFF LIKE THIS YOU GOTTA HAVE PEOPLE TO KNOW THEIR PLACE AND KNOWS THEIR ROLE. THATS THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE. PEOPLE GETTING IDEAS CAUSED ALL THESE PROBLEMS. ALL THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE JUST WANT THE MONEY AND THE FLASH... THE TRAILER HOWEVER MAKE IT SEEM LIKE CRYPTO WAS A BIG THING IN THE MOVIE, BUT IN FACT IT WAS ONLY IN THERE FOR A FEW SECONDS... AND IT WAS ALL IN THE TRAILER LOL. THE TRAILER ALSO MADE IT LOOK LIKE A NEW CREW WAS ROLLING IN ON THEM BUT THAT WASNT THE CASE. THE TRAILER TOTALLY CATFISHED US, BUT WE STILL LIKED IT. I LIKED IT MORE THAN THE GF. I SORT OF WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS AFTER... I WONT SPOIL THE ENDING AT LEAST HAHA. WHAT A WAY TO SET UP EVERYTHING, I WONDER IT IT WAS ALL PART OF HIS PLAN... EITHER WAY IF YOUR PLAYING THESE GAMES, YOU GOTTA PLAY THE LONG GAME. ITS ALWAYS ABOUT THE LONG CON. WITH THAT BEING SAID, I GIVE THIS A 8.25/10! YES IT IS MUCH HIGHER THAN YOU EXPECT AND WHAT THE OTHER REVIEWS GAVE IT BUT I LIKE HOW EVERYTHING WAS PUT TOGETHER. THE TRANSITIONS BETWEEN EVERYTHING AND THE NEW TRACKS FROM FUTURE WAS COOL TOO. I CHECKED THE TRAILER OUT FOR THE ORIGINAL MOVIE AND I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SIT THROUGH THAT... JUST TOTALLY DIFF AND THE STYLE WAS... INTERESTING... LOL. THEY TRY TO PLAY IT SLEEK BUT I SAY THE NEW ONE IS MUCH CLEANER AND BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL. GO WATCH IT, SEE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK. LET ME KNOW. AIGHT IM OUT. PEACE.

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MOVIE REVIEW - GEOSTORM

LOL SO I WANTED TO WATCH GEOSTORM BUT THE GF WANTED TO WATCH SUBURBICON. SO WE ROCK PAPER SCISSORED FOR IT AND I LOST... BUT SHE WAS SNEAKY AND BOUGHT GEOSTORM TICKETS... GRRR BUT TOTALLY AWESOME HAHA. ANYWAYS NOW ON TO THE MOVIE. IT STARS GERARD BUTLER, ABBIE CORNISH, ED HARRIS, ANDY GARCIA, AND DANIEL WU!!! I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS IN IT ACTUALLY LOL. OH AND OF COURSE HE WAS IN HONG KONG... AND THEY MADE HIM LOOK SUPER NERDY... HAHA OH AND THEY DESTROYED PART OF HK TOO... SO THE MOVIES ABOUT THE EARTH AND HOW NATURAL DISASTERS ARE GETTING WORSE AND WORSE SO THEY CREATED A SHIELD AROUND THE PLANET AND CAN MANIPULATE THE WEATHER... ANDDDDDDDDDD OF COURSE IT GETS TURNED INTO A WEAPON AND PEOPLE HAVE TO STOP IT. GERARD PLAYS THE GUY THAT BUILT THE THING AND ACTS ALL BIG SHOT LOOK AT ME CHARACTER. ED HARRIS PLAYS THE SAME CHARACTER IN EVERY SINGLE MOVIE... THE BADASS BAD GUY. I LIKE HIM IN ALL MOVIES BUT ONE OF THE BEST IS STILL THE ROCK, WHICH IS 1 OF MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE MOVIES HAHA. ANDY GARCIA... I DONT KNOW ABOUT... HE DIDNT HAVE MUCH TO DO BUT PLAYED THE PRESIDENT SO MEH WHATEVER. SO THEY TRY TO FIND OUT WHO IS USING THE DUTCHBOY, WHICH IS WHAT THEY CALLED THE SHIELD SYSTEM TO STOP THEM AND FIX THE WORLD. LONG STORY SHORT, THEY FIND OUT WHO DID IT, STOPPED IT, AND REBUILT. IT WAS A PRETTY GOOD MOVIE AND THE THEATRE WAS PACKED... I ENJOYED IT AND THE GF ENJOYED IT MORE THAN SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD. JUST A COUPLE OF PROBLEMS IN THE MOVIE... HOW ARE THEY ABLE TO TRAVEL ON EARTH SO FAST FROM THE WHITE HOUSE TO WHEREVER GERARD WAS AND TO KENNDY SPACE CENTER AND ALL? HOW DID THEY BUILD ALL THOSE SHUTTLES SO FAST? IS IT REALLY COST EFFECTIVE TO SEND JUST 1 PERSON UP... HOW DID THEY BUILD THE SPACE STATION UP SO FAST... IT IS BIG ENOUGH TO HOLD 600 PEOPLE... AND HAVE HOT SHOWERS AND BRING TONS OF STUFF UP. THEY HAD A ROBOTIC SATELLITE SHOP THAT BUILT TONS OF THE MODULES AT THE SAME TIME... THEY HAD THE WHOLE SHIELD SYSTEM UP, ALL THE SATELLITES, ALL THE WEAPON STUFF, ALL AROUND THE PLANET... HOWWWWW... AND LASTLY... HOW MUCH DID IT ALL COST...!?!?!?! AINT ENOUGH MONEY ON THE PLANET TO PAY FOR WHAT WAS IN THERE. IF THEY COULD BUILD ALL THAT STUFF LIKE THAT THEN WE SHOULD HAVE CRAZY TECH. WELL... SORTA I GUESS. I MEAN THE HOLOGRAPHIC PALM PHONE THING WAS COOL. THATS SORT OF ON THE WAY I SUPPOSE... THEN A TON OF STUFF IS DESTROYED... HOW THE HELL ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO REPAIR... OR REBUILD... BESIDES A TON OF RANDOM QUESTIONS AND THINKING INTO THE MOVIE TOO MUCH... LETS LEAVE IT THERE. I ALSO DIDNT EVEN BOTHER ABOUT THE WHOLE WEATHER AND GEO STORM THING... TECHNICALLY THAT DESTROYED A TON OF PEOPLE AND BUILDINGS... LETS SEE HOW YOU REBUILD ALL THAT STUFF... GONNA BE IMPOSSIBLE LOL. ALRIGHT!!! WELL I GIVE THIS A 7.78/10. PART OF THE REASON IT WASNT HIGHER WAS BECAUSE IT WAS PREDICTABLE. OF COURSE THE GOOD GUYS WIN... IN THE NICK OF TIME OF COURSE, THE BAD GUYS LOSE, AND A TON OF STUFF IS DESTROYED. HOW WILL THEY EVEN REBUILD IT. LASTLY... WHAT ABOUT ALL THAT DEBRIS FROM THE EXPLOSION??? OK... ENOUGH OF THIS... JUST ENJOY IT AND STOP THINKING SO DEEPLY INTO THE MOVIE...

ALRIGHT NOW BACK TO SLEEP... LOL

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5 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

HOLY CRAP!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS POST MARKS MY 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THIS BLOG!!! THIS IS THE EXACT DATE 5 YEARS AGO THAT I STARTED. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED THIS LONG... TO BE ABLE TO WRITE A POST EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL... BECAUSE I TOTALLY DIDNT THINK I WAS GOING TO KEEP THIS GOING OR KEEP THIS UP THIS LONG... IT REALLY HAS SURPRISED ME... I STILL CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN 5 YEARS ALREADY. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST 5 YEARS... BUT SOMEHOW IVE BEEN ABLE TO KEEP THIS UP. EVEN WHEN I WAS OUT OF THE COUNTRY I WAS STILL ABLE TO POST SOMETHING JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT IT REALLY IS WEEKLY. SO MUCH HAS CHANGED... FAMILY, FRIENDS, CAREER, RELATIONSHIP, AND THE BIGGEST OF ALL MYSELF. LOOKING BACK AT MY POSTS I REALLY CAN SEE HOW IVE GROWN AND CHANGED. I DID KEEP MY WORD OF KEEPING THIS BLOG JUST LIKE ME... AND JUST LIKE THE TITLE SAYS... RANDOM!!! IVE GIVEN YOU ALL A VIEW INTO MY SUBCONSCIOUSNESS AND HOW MY MIND WORKS. I DONT KNOW HOW MANY STILL READ THIS, BUT ITS ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT SOME OF YOU DO. IT HASNT BEEN EASY... I KNOW AT TIMES THE POSTS ARE LACKING IN SUBSTANCE OR NOT EVEN THERE AT ALL... BUT THERES TIMES THAT JUST MAKES YOU TAKE A MOMENT TO THINK. IVE HAD MY UPS AND DOWNS WITH THIS BLOG. IVE THOUGHT ABOUT STOPPING, IVE THOUGHT ABOUT POSTING LESS, IVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT ALL. AFTER EVERYTHING WAS SAID AND DONE, I DECIDED TO KEEP GOING. LIKE I SAID... I DONT REALLY CARE HOW MANY OF YOU READ THIS OR ENJOY THIS, ITS MORE FOR MYSELF. ITS A RELEASE, ITS AN OUTLET FOR ME TO JUST DO AND SAY WHATEVER I WANT. THIS IS COMPLETELY UNFILTERED AND IS RAW. IF YOU EVER WANTED TO MEET THE REAL ME... WELL HERE I AM AND THIS IS IT. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW IM GOING TO PROCEED IN THE FUTURE. IVE REALLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT CUTTING DOWN THE POSTS. BUT THEN AGAIN I HAVE A LOT OF POSTS THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT... SO AT LEAST IN THE NEAR FORESEEABLE FUTURE IL STILL BE POSTING WEEK AFTER WEEK.

I WONDER WHAT THE NEXT 5 YEARS IS GOING TO LOOK LIKE... I WONDER WHAT THE POSTS ARE GOING TO BE ABOUT... I HAVE SOME POSTS THAT I KNOW IL WRITE BUT WILL I REALLY BE ABLE TO WRITE FOR ANOTHER 5 YEARS.... WELL... THEN AGAIN I ALREADY WROTE 5 SO WHO KNOWS... LOL. I GUESS FOR NOW IL JUST KEEP DOING WHAT IM DOING AND IF SOMETHING CHANGES, YOU ALL WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW :) HERES TO 5 GLORIOUS YEARS OF BLOGGING!!! :)

WELL WORKS REALLY BUSY ESPECIALLY SINCE IM LEAVING FOR VACA NEXT WEEK!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO FINALLY. AFTER EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED THIS YEAR I REALLY NEED TO JUST GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND RECHARGE. I NEED TO CHANGE MY VIEW ON THINGS. I NEED TO JUST RELAX AND ENJOY MYSELF A LITTLE. ITS GOING TO BE GREAT. SO MY NEXT POST WILL BE FROM GOOD OLD CHINA LOL... IF I CAN GET IT TO WORK... LOL. SEE YOU ALL WHEN I COME BACK.

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BABIES EVERYWHERE!!!

PEOPLE GOT TO STOP HAVING BABIES!!! HOLY JEZZ!!! ITS LIKE MY FB, IG, AND EVERYTHING ELSE... ALL I SEE IS MY FRIENDS PREGO OR HAVING KIDS... ON A SIDENOTE... CONGRATS TO MY BEST FRIEND WHO JUST HAD HIS DAUGHTER TODAY AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER TOMORROW :) BUT JUST RECENTLY ANOTHER ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS HAD A KID, MY TEAM MATE HAD A KID, OLD CLASSMATE HAD A KID, SOME OTHER PEOPLE HAD A KID, AND A WHOLE BUNCH PREGNANT. WELL... I GUESS I AM AT THE AGE WHERE IM LOOKING AT SETTLING DOWN AND HAVING A FAMILY... I DO WANT KIDS. I WANT 2 OF THEM, A SON FIRST, THEN A DAUGHTER. THE BROTHER HAS TO WATCH OUT FOR HIS LITTLE SISTER. YA, I SORTA HAVE THIS ALL PLANNED OUT, THE ONLY THING MISSING IS THE MRS RIGHT NOW. THEN AGAIN REALLY THINKING ABOUT IT IM A FEW YEARS FROM BEING READY TO HAVE A KID, BUT I WANT A KID. ITS JUST EVERYONE AROUND IS HAVING THEM AND I WANT OUR KIDS TO BE THE SAME AGE OR ROUGHLY THE SAME AGE. MY GROUPS PLANS IS THAT ALL OUR KIDS WILL BE FRIENDS AND BEST FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER WHETHER THEY LIKE IT OR NOT!!! THEY HAVE NO CHOICE IN THE MATTER LOL. ITS SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY WITH BABIES FOR THAT HOUR OR WHATEVER BUT HAVING TO DEAL WITH THEM ALL THE TIME WOULD BE A LOT. WELL OBVIOUSLY YOU HAVE TO 24/7 BECAUSE THEY A BABY BUT JEZZ!!! BABY JUST GO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ALREADY!!! LOL. THEN YOU HAVE TO RAISE THEM FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG BEFORE THEY FINALLY LEAVE HOME AND MAKE ME RICH!!! YES, MY KIDS WILL MAKE ME RICH!!! THEN AGAIN IL BE RICH WHEN SOON SOOOOOO TECHNICALLY ITS THE OTHER WAY AROUND HAHA. THINKING ABOUT IT IS JUST CRAZY THAT WHEN MY KID IS 10 OR 20 IL BE... MUCH MUCH OLDER AND ALL MY FRIENDS WILL BE THAT AGE TOO... SO MUCH WILL HAPPEN BETWEEN NOW AND THEN IT JUST BOGGLES THE MIND. BUT... WHO KNOWS WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN OR WHEN ITS GOING TO HAPPEN... EVERYTHING IS ALL UP IN THE AIR UNTIL THAT STUFF HAPPENS ANYWAY. SOOOOOO IN THE MEANTIME IL JUST ENJOY BEING THE AWESOME GODFATHER THAT I AM AND PLAY WITH OTHER PEOPLES BABIES :)

WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THE REST OF EVERYTHING? WHAT CAN I SAY... JUST SAME OLD DAY IN AND DAY OUT... FOR NOW. LIKE ALWAYS IM BUSY, IM HERE AND THERE, DOING THIS AND THAT. ITS EITHER GOING TO STAY THE SAME OR GET EVEN WORSE... WHO KNOWS. STILL WORKING ON WHAT I WANT, BUT EVERYTHING TAKES TIME... AS USUAL. PATIENCE REALLY IS A VIRTUE... SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT A GLIMPSE OF THE FUTURE, JUST TO SEE IF THE ROAD YOU ARE ON, IS THE ROAD THAT YOU ARE MEANT TO BE ON, OR THE ROAD YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE ON. JUST EVEN SEEING A SECOND OF IT WOULD HELP SHAPE AND CHANGE YOUR DECISIONS YOU MAKE THIS MINUTE, TODAY, TOMORROW AND FOREVER. THEN AGAIN I GUESS THATS THE MYSTERY WHICH IS LIFE AND NEVER KNOWING. THE CONSTANT SURPRISE LIFE BRINGS YOU, BOTH THE UPS AND DOWNS. WHO KNOWS WHATS TO COME... GUESS IL FIND OUT WHEN I WAKE UP... :P

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TIME MAKES ONE THINK...

SO IVE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE IN SOME FORM OR ANOTHER BUT DUE TO ME BEING ON INJURY LEAVE FROM WORK CAUSE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT THE TOPIC IS MORE PREVALENT. WHEN IM LAYING THERE, YOUR MIND JUST LIKES TO WORK OVERTIME AND A FLOOD OF QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT CREEPS IN... QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT OF WHERE I AM, WHERE IVE BEEN, WHERE IM GOING, WHAT IM DOING, WHY..., AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE OF ALL... WHAT IF... TIME JUST MAKES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU DONT WANT TO... I RATHER BE BUSY AND HAVE OTHER THINGS ON MY MIND THAN TO HAVE ME QUESTIONING MYSELF. THE WORST PART IS THAT ITS NOT JUST ONE THING... IT ALWAYS STARTS OFF WITH SOMETHING SMALL WHICH CONNECTS TO SOMETHING BIGGER AND THEN YOU JUMP ISSUES AND SOMEHOW END UP LOOKING BACK AT EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE. IT JUST SNOWBALLS AND SPIRALS OUT OF CONTROL... AND IN THE END YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW YOU ENDED UP WHERE YOU WERE WHEN ALL YOU WANTED TO KNOW WAS SOMETHING SIMPLE. YOUR BRAIN REALLY IS AN ASSHOLE... IT CONNECTS THINGS IN THE DUMBEST OF WAYS TO MAKE YOU FEEL THE SHITTIEST OF WAYS... BUT THEN... C'EST LA VIE... 

IM CURRENTLY HAPPY WITH WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETHINGS JUST MISSING. I HONESTLY THINK ITS JUST THAT THIS WILL BE A BIG YEAR. IT STARTED OFF IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY ALREADY AND MY OWN PERSONAL DEADLINE IS COMING UP. NOT TO MENTION THE BDAY THIS YEAR IS ALSO A BIG ONE... EVERYTHING CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM THIS POINT AM I RIGHT? EVERYTHING IS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE WHATS THE POINT AGAIN. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, SO MANY GOALS NOT MET, AND TIME JUST KEEPS ON TICKING. WHO KNOWS WHATS CAUSING THIS... THE TIME OFF, THE MEDS, THE AGE, THE SURROUNDING... WHO KNOWS!!! JUST NEED THAT PUSH AGAIN TO GET MYSELF ON TRACK AGAIN. NEED TO KNOW WHATS IT ALL MEAN OR WHATS THE POINT. THE QUESTIONS THATS BEEN ASKED FOR SO LONG AND THE ANSWER ALWAYS ALLUDES US. SIGH... MAYBE IL BE ABLE TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT... SOONER OR LATER... MAYBE...

HONESTLY THERES SOME THINGS I WANT TO WRITE BUT I DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM... DOES THAT MAKE SENSE... MAYBE ONE DAY WHEN I FINALLY DECIDE TO WRITE ABOUT IT YOU WILL ALL UNDERSTAND.

STILL BEEN BUSY DEALING WITH THE CAR ACCIDENT AND ALL BUT IVE FINALLY BEEN ABLE TO GET A CAR. AFTER SOME SEARCHING AND SOME CONNECTIONS I SHOULD BE PICKING UP THE CAR SOMETIME THIS WEEK.

IM TIRED, IM SORE, I DONT KNOW ANYMORE... JUST... BLA... JUST... BLA... THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT... SO... UNTIL TO NEXT TIME...

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THE FUTURE'S NOT OURS TO SEE

IVE BEEN LOOKING AT THE PAST AND THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE QUITE A BIT RECENTLY... ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS ON MY TRIP A FEW WEEKS AGO. ONCE AGAIN IVE REACHED THE AGE WHERE ITS TIME TO SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND WHERE I AM. IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY POSTS THAT IVE WRITTEN OVER THE PAST 4 YEARS AND YES, SOME ARE RANDOM AND DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING WHILE BUT THERE ARE THOSE THAT MAKE ONE THINK MORE DEEPLY. IVE WRITTEN ABOUT A LOT OF DIFFERENT TOPICS BUT THE SAME THOUGHTS KEEP COMING BACK UP OVER AND OVER. I DONT REGRET ANYTHING IVE DONE IN THE PAST BUT THERE IS THE THOUGHT OF ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT IF... WHAT IF I DID THIS INSTEAD, WHERE WOULD I HAVE ENDED UP THEN? WOULD I STILL BE HERE DOING THE SAME THING? WOULD I BE BETTER OFF OR WORSE OFF? THESE QUESTIONS WILL NEVER BE ANSWERED. THE SAME NOW GOES THROUGH MY HEAD BUT MORE OF WHATS NEXT AND WHERE WILL I BE? I THINK IT JUST HAS TO DO WITH MANY OF MY FRIENDS GETTING OLDER AND EITHER GETTING MARRIED OR HAVING KIDS. THINGS WERE SO MUCH SIMPLER BACK THEN... LESS WORRIES AND RESPONSIBILITIES, BUT NOW IT SEEMS THAT IM ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING. THATS JUST PART OF LIFE I SUPPOSE. WHATS NEXT FOR ME? DONT GET ME WRONG, IM HAPPY WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WISH THERE WAS A CRYSTAL BALL TO SEE WHERE I END UP. I HAVE A PLANS AND GOALS FOR MYSELF, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO FIND OUT IF EVERYTHING THAT I WANT AND AM WORKING TOWARDS REALLY DO COME TO FRUITION. I GUESS ITS JUST THE WANT... NO, THE NEED TO KNOW IF I AM GOING TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS OR IF IM ACTUALLY JUST WASTING TIME. I REALLY HATE WASTING TIME THESE DAYS, I REALIZE THAT THERES NEVER ENOUGH OF IT... I GUESS THIS IS REALLY SHOWING MY AGE NOW... I REALLY HAVE TO START ON MY PLAN TO GET THE FUTURE I HAVE PLANNED AND ENVISIONED. THEN AGAIN... WHO KNOWS... THE FUTURES NOT OURS TO SEE...

WORK, TV, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND THE REST IS THE SAME OLD. WE DID HOWEVER START A VOLLEYBALL TEAM :) LOL THE LAST TIME I PLAYED VOLLEYBALL WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL GYM CLASS... DECIDED TO MAKE A TEAM SO WE CAN KEEP ACTIVE UNTIL FOOTBALL STARTS BACK UP AGAIN. VOLLEYBALL IS THE ONE SPORT THAT WILL HURT ME THE MOST... MY SHOULDER IS SO SCREWED UP THAT SPIKING THE BALL WILL BE INTERESTING. YOU ALL KNOW THAT IVE DISLOCATED MY SHOULDER MORE THAN I CAN EVEN REMEMBER AND ANYTHING THAT REQUIRES ME TO THROW OR HIT A BALL IN THAT MOTION IS JUST ASKING FOR TROUBLE HAHA. JUST GOTTA BE MORE CAREFUL THAN NORMAL. THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN SINCE THERES ONLY A FEW PEOPLE THAT HAVE ACTUALLY PLAYED BEFORE. OH WELL LOL.

ITS STARTING TO GET DARK PRETTY EARLY THESE DAYS AND ITS ALSO GETTING COLDER TOO... STARTING TO FEEL LIKE DOING LESS AND LESS AND EVERYTHING SEEMS QUIETER AS WELL... EVERY YEAR THERES LESS GOING ON AND PEOPLE JUST DONT WANT THE HASSLE ANYMORE, OH WELL. LIFE GOES ON... C'EST LA VIE

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A LITTLE LOST...

LATELY IVE BEEN FEELING LOST... NOT IN THE SENSE OF WHERE I AM BUT MORE OF THE WHERE I AM GOING. LIKE WHATS MY DIRECTION? EVERYONE FEELS IT SOMETIME, JUST THE FEELING OF NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU ARE DOING ANY MORE. LOOKING BACK IM THINKING HOW DID I GET TO THIS POINT... AND ITS ALL GOOD BECAUSE EVERYTHING HAPPENED THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSE TO, TO BRING ME TO WHERE I AM, BUT WHERE AM I GOING...??? I CANT REALLY SEE THAT FAR AHEAD RIGHT NOW. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE IN 5 YEARS, OR SEE WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO... I KNOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS TAKING ME. IM TOO BUSY RIGHT NOW WITH WORK AND FOOTBALL AND SOCCER TO REALLY CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE... I CANT EVEN GUESS WHERE THIS IS ALL LEADING ME TO... MAYBE ALL THIS IS JUST BUILDING UP TO SOMETHING ELSE, BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT THAT IS... IM HAPPY WITH MY JOB, AND WE JUST WON OUR 1ST GAME IN FOOTBALL, AND WE HAVING THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME FOR SOCCER, FRIENDS AND FAMILY IS DOING WELL AND EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER... FOR NOW... I ONLY KNOW THAT IN THE IMMEDIATE FUTURE THAT EVERYTHING IS SORTA SET BUT HOW ABOUT FARTHER DOWN THE ROAD??? I CANT SEE WHERE ALL OF THIS IS LEADING TO... THERES LOTS I WANT TO DO BUT HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO GET THERE??? SO MANY QUESTIONS... THE FUTURES A LITTLE BLURRY AND IM A LITTLE LOST... BUT I GUESS THATS THE FUN PART OF LIFE... NOT KNOWING WHATS COMING AND THE ADVENTURE THAT IT WILL BRING... THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS BE PREPARED FOR WHATS TO COME AND JUST TAKE IT ON HEAD FIRST... I MEAN... AFTERALL... THE BEST HAS YET TO COME, RIGHT?!?!?! :) 

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ANOTHER YEAR WISER

CAN YOU BELIEVE ANOTHER YEARS GONE BY ALREADY??? IT JUST SEEMED LIKED YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS TELLING YOU ALL ABOUT GRADUATING SCHOOL AND STARTING THE NEW JOB OR GOING ON VACATION TO EUROPE OR EDC OR THE BEST PART IS TELLING YOU ALL ABOUT THE FOOD I EAT LOL. NOW, A YEAR LATER AND A YEAR OLDER IM STILL SHOWING YOU PICTURES OF MY FOOD HAHA. HOW MUCH HAS CHANGED THIS YEAR??? BELIEVE IT OR NOT... IT ACTUALLY CHANGED QUITE A BIT... I GOT A JOB... THEN LAID OFF THAT JOB... STARTED CERTIFICATE PROGRAM... WENT ON VACA AND NOW DOING MY OWN THING. BETWEEN THAT PEOPLE CAME AND GONE, THINGS WERE SAID AND DONE, AND A LOT AND I MEAN A LOTTTTTT OF PARTYING ALL YEAR LOL.

WELL I PARTIED HARD THIS WEEKEND... NOT TO MENTION THE USUAL TUESDAY... SOOO YA... ALSO WENT TO SING K TWICE THE PAST WEEK... THATS 2X MORE THAN THE PAST YEAR I THINK... I LIKE SINGING K BUT JUST NOT MANY PPL WANT TO GO. JUST A LOT OF LATE NIGHTS... IM GETTING OLD... I SHOULD REALLY SLEEP EARLIER LOL PARTY TIL 3... EAT GO HOME AND SLEEP AROUND 5 IF ITS EARLY HAHA.

WELL I GUESS I HAVE TO MAKE A LITTLE BIT OF A SHOUTOUT TO EMI SINCE SHE WAS SUPER SNEAKY AND BAKED ME SOMETHING THAT I WANTED FOR A LONG TIME... RAINBOW CUPCAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!! IVE WAITED A LONG LONG TIME AND AFTER NAGGING HER FOR IT SHE FINALLY DID IT!!! WOOOOOO... IM ACTUALLY PRETTY SURE SHE DIDNT DO IT JUST FOR ME BUTTTTTT SHES GONNA BE SMART ENOUGH AND SAY SHE MADE IT JUST FOR ME RIGHT RIGHT NYA??? HAHA. SO I THOUGHT IT WAS ACTUALLY JUST RED VELVET CUPCAKES AND WHEN I PEELED THE PAPER OFF IM LIKE OMG!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! AND I JUST HAD TO POST SOME PICTURES OF IT LOL. WELL PLAYED EMI, YOU SHOULD UPDATE YOUR BLOG TOO. MAKE IT INTO A FOOD BLOG AND IL TASTE TEST ALL YOUR CREATIONS :)

WOOO 1.5 LEMONS IN MY PHO :) HEHE

TRIPPY KARAOKE CEILING

GETTING MORE DEMOLISHED EVERYDAY

MIDNIGHT SNACK MY ASS... 3AM... THIS WAS MORE LIKE A MEAL LOL 9 DISHES FOR 6 PPL... 3 GIRLS AND 3 GUYS LOL HALF THE STUFF WAS DEEP FRIED LOL

I THINK THIS WAS MY 1ST TRIPLE-OS LOL

AWESOME SURPRISE FROM AN AWESOME FRIEND :) WOOO RED VELVET HEHE

OH WAIT IT WASNT RED VELVET!>>!>!>!?!?!?!? ITS A RAINBOW CUPCAKE!!! YAAAAAA WOOOOOOO EVEN BETTER LOLOLOL

AFTER TELLING HER TO MAKE IT FOR A REALLY REALLY LONG TIME SHE FINALLY MADE IT HEHE AWESOME :)

MANGO SALMON SALMON ROLL HAHA

ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FENCE HEHE

SIDENOTE... CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS IS GOING TO BE POST #97... ALMOST 100 POSTS... ITS ALMOST BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE IVE STARTED THIS THING AND THE PEOPLE WHO GOT ME INTO IT STOPPED UPDATING AND DOING THINGS TO THEIRS. EVERY WEEK YOU ALL GET A SNEAK PEEK INTO THE MIND THAT IS I, I SUPPOSE THIS IS MORE OF AN OUTLET... OR MAYBE ITS A VANITY THING HAHA. IVE ACTUALLY THOUGHT OF STOPPING AT 100 AND JUST DOING IT WHENEVER... OR JUST SLOWING DOWN... WELL WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN. YOU ALL GET A FEW MORE POSTS BEFORE THAT HAPPENS AND WHEN IT DOES YOU WILL SEE AND SO WILL I.

SPEAKING OF VANITY... ITS WEIRD CAUSE FOR ME... BDAY ITS HONESTLY JUST ANOTHER DAY... IT JUST MAKES YOU THINK  MORE ABOUT WHAT YOU DID THE PAST YEAR... WHERE YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE... AND YOU GETTING ANOTHER YEAR OLDER... THATS THE SAME WITH MY "PARTY" I REALLY ONLY HAVE DINNER WITH THE FEW CLOSE FRIENDS. I NEVER REALLY LIKED BIG PARTIES... MEH. WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO THIS COMING YEAR??? WHO KNOWS... GUESS WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE HAHA.

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WHATS NEXT...???

1 WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT... CANT WAIT!!! FINALLY AFTER HOW MANY YEARS??? NO... REALLY TELL ME... IVE LOST COUNT AND ITS BEEN TOO LONG. END OF ANOTHER CHAPTER :) I GUESS I REALLY SHOULD START ON MY FINAL PROJECT... BUT THEN AGAIN IM TOO LAZY RIGHT NOW :) DOESNT SEEM LIKE ANYONE IS FEELING THE PUSH YET... BUT OHHHHH WE WILL. CRUNCH TIME IS COMING SOON AND WELL... LETS JUST SAY IM NOT REALLY GOING TO HAVE MUCH OF A XMAS THIS YEAR AHEAHEHAH.

ANOTHER ERA IS COMING TO AN END I GUESS SHOULD LOOK TO THE FUTURE... AND THIS WHAT THIS POST IS ABOUT... WHATS NEXT??? OR SHOULD I REALLY SAY ARE YOU WHERE YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE RIGHT NOW??? PLANS RARELY EVER GO THE WAY YOU PLAN. I WOULD KNOW... IF ALL WENT ACCORDING TO PLAN I WOULD HAVE GRADUATED FROM UNIVERSITY, JOINED THE AIR FORCE AND NOW BE FLYING FIGHTER FOR MY COUNTRY :) WELL... LETS JUST SAY THINGS HAPPEN AND PLANS CHANGE... NOW MORE INTERESTED IN MONEY/BUSINESS AND FINISHING UP AN AIRPORT OPERATIONS PROGRAM. 

THIS LEAVES ME WITH 1 VERY VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION... 1 QUESTION THAT PLAGUES PEOPLE ALL THE TIME AND IS A QUESTION THAT PEOPLE HATE TO ANSWER... WHERE DO I SEE MYSELF IN THE FUTURE (5 YEARS)??? DO I REALLY WANT TO WORK IN THE FIELD THAT STUDYING IN? DO I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR MORE STUFF? DO I WANT TO WORK FOR MYSELF? SO MANY QUESTIONS SO LITTLE TIME... WHAT SHOULD I DO... *SIGH

WELL I REALLY GUESS ONLY TIME CAN TELL EH... MEANWHILE... JUST ENJOY THE RIDE AND SEE WHERE IT TAKES ME I SUPPOSE. 

RANDOM PIC OF YOUR DAY: BLACK POOL... BLUE POOL... IM QUITE CONFUSED... MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!

SOME OF YOU MIGHT WONDER WHERE I GET THESE AWESOME PICTURES FROM. WELL THEY ARE ALL COPYRIGHT OF ME!!! THEY ARE ALL FROM MY OWN COLLECTION AND I TOOK THE PICTURE MYSELF :)

TIME TO GET SOME REST AND REALLY START WORKING ON THAT FINAL PROJECT... CLUTCH TIME!!! LETS FRACKING DO IT!!!