ANOTHER NEW YEAR

WELL FIRST OFF I WISH YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE READING THIS. ANOTHER YEAR HAS COME AND GONE AND ANOTHER YEAR HAS STARTED AGAIN. IN THE PAST IVE GIVEN SUMMARIES OF THE YEAR OR THINGS IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS YEAR, BUT HONESTLY I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT ANYMORE LOL. I THINK IVE SAID THIS BEFORE... NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS STRAIGHT UP BULLSHIT. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, YOU CAN REALLY START ANYTHING ANY TIME YOU WANT, YOU DONT NEED TO WAIT UNTIL THE NEW  YEAR TO BEGIN SOMETHING. ITS JUST AN EXCUSE, YA YA, IT MIGHT GIVE YOU TIME TO PREPARE OR JUST HAVE A "CLEAN SLATE" KIND OF GO AT IT. I SAY IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING OR CHANGE SOMETHING THEN JUST DO IT. WHO CARES IF ITS THE MIDDLE OF MARCH OR THE END OF JUNE? THE MAIN THING IS THAT YOU START. WITH THAT BEING SAID I DO HAVE SOME PLANS FOR THIS YEAR LOL. I GOT SOME BIG PLANS AND I WORKING ON IT. IT JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE NOW SO I GUESS IL START IN THE NEW YEAR LOL... OH DONT GET ME STARTED ABOUT NEW YEARS PARTIES. ITS JUST FOR EVERYONE TO MAKE MONEY. EVERYTHINGS BEEN QUIETING DOWN OVER THE YEARS AND HONESTLY THERES NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT NEW YEARS. ITS REALLY THE SAME AS BEFORE. WELL IVE BEEN WORKING ON SOME THINGS FOR THE PAST BIT AND IT JUST HASNT REALLY GOTTEN TO THE POINT OF IT WORKING YET BUT I THINK THIS IS THE YEAR TO MAKE IT ALL HAPPEN. EVERYTHING JUST TAKES TIME, YOU CANT RUSH THESE THINGS. I HAVE A GOOD FEELING ABOUT THIS YEAR, EVEN THOUGH EVERY YEAR IS A NEW YEAR AND I SAY THE SAME THING LOL. LETS ALL CRUSH IT!!! SPEAKING OF WHICH... ITS ONLY JANUARY 2... THE SECOND DAY IN... AND ITS ALREADY BEEN A HELL OF A NEW YEAR. SO HONESTLY NOTHING FAZES ME. SO LETS GO GET IT AND JUST DO IT! DO IT!!! DO IT!!!

THERE ARE PLANS FOR A CHANGE TO THIS BLOG. WHEN... WHO KNOWS. WHAT... I HAVE AN IDEA BUT HAVE TO SEE IF IT WILL WORK AS WELL. GUESS YOU ALL WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.

RT

NEW ADVENTURES

HELLO ALL!!! WELCOME BACK. SO THIS IS MY FIRST POST OF BEING 30 YEARS OLD... HOW DO I FEEL, YOU ASK? NOT REALLY THAT MUCH DIFFERENT... PART OF ME FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING JUST KEPT ON GOING AND NOTHING CHANGED, WHILE THE OTHER PART OF ME FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED... I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY NOW. I JUST HAVE TO GROW MORE. JUST LIKE THAT 30 YEARS HAVE COME AND GONE. NOW MOVING FORWARD TO THE NEXT 5 OR 10 OR 30. DUE TO THIS, I REALIZE THAT I HAVE TO DO MORE... MORE I HAVE TO DO IN THE SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT AND GOALS. THERE SO MUCH I WANT TO DO, AND IM FINALLY STARTING TO DO THEM. THERES GOALS FOR FAMILY AND FRIENDS, GOALS FOR WORK, GOALS FOR LIFE, AND JUST GENERAL GOALS FOR MYSELF. SOME YOU COULD SAY IS MORE OF A BUCKET LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO DO. SINCE I AM 30 NOW... ITS A GOOD OF TIME AS ANY TO START CROSSING THINGS OFF. WHATS THE POINT IN WAITING ANY LONGER? JUST START DOING IT!!! IF AN OPPORTUNITY PRESENTS ITSELF, TAKE IT. IF IT DOESNT, MAKE IT HAPPEN. ITS THE START OF A NEW AGE FOR ME, AND IM GOING TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT. ITS ONLY BEEN A DAY OR 2 SINCE TURNING 30 BUT LOTS HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED, AND I ONLY SEE MORE TO COME. SO IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND IL SAY IT AGAIN... NO PAIN, NO GAIN. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS, AND EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

HOW WAS MY BDAY YOU ASK? WELL, MY FRIENDS PLANNED DINNER FOR ME AND I DIDNT KNOW WHERE OR WHEN OR WHO WAS GOING TO BE THERE. BASICALLY I SHOWED UP AND THEY TOOK ME TO JOE FORTES AND IT WAS MY CLOSE GROUP OF FRIENDS. ITS WAS A NICE SURPRISE. ATE AND THEN SOME GOT ME SOME PRESENTS THAT I REALLY DIDNT EXPECT!!! IF YOU KNOW ME, YOU WILL KNOW THAT I LIKE GUNDAM, AND MY FAVOURITE GUNDAM SERIES IS GUNDAM WING, AND THE FAVOURITE GUNDAM IS WING ZERO!!! SO THE ONE MODEL THAT IS LIKE THE HOLY GRAIL, IS THE WING GUNDAM ZERO CUSTOM - PERFECT GRADE. ITS HUGE AND ITS AWESOME AND MY FRIEND ACTUALLY GOT ME IT!!! I ALSO GOT A SHIRT. DID I MENTION SOME OF MY FRIENDS ENDED UP GETTING ME A SAMSUNG GALAXY S7!?!?!?!?! HOLY CRAP!!! TOTALLY SURPISED ABOUT THAT ONE. ESPECIALLY SINCE I DIDNT REALLY MENTION I NEEDED A NEW PHONE. IT WAS MOST DEFINTIVELY A SURPRISE. THEY ARE PRETTY AWESOME :) I ALSO GOT A GOKU SAIYAN GOD SUPER SAIYAN FIGURE FROM MY COUSIN. OH AND I GOT SOME SOCCER TICKETS AS WELL FROM OTHERS. LETS JUST SAY IT WAS QUITE SPECTACULAR :) THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!

OH ALSO DID HAVE FAMILY DIM SUM AND DINNER, IT WAS NICE JUST CATCHING UP AND BASICALLY EVERYONE ASKING HOW I FEEL... THEN LOTS OF TALK ABOUT HOW LIFE IS AND THEN LOTS OF REMINISCING OF THE OLD DAYS. AHHH THE GOOD OLD DAYS HAHA.

I ACTUALLY WATCHED STAR TREK BEYOND LAST WEEK AND IT WAS OK... I FELT THERE WASNT ENOUGH FIGHTING. THE MOVIE WAS ALRIGHT BUT I JUST DONT KNOW. I JUST THINK THEY SHOULD HAVE DONE MORE. IT WAS MISSING SOMETHING AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT IT WAS. OVERALL AN OK MOVIE, DIDNT THINK MUCH OF IT, SO I WOULD GIVE IT A 6.67/10.

I JUST WATCHED SUICIDE SQUAD LAST NIGHT AND I PERSONALLY LIKED IT VERY MUCH. LOTS OF ACTION, JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF BACKSTORY, SOME TIE INS TO OTHER SERIES, AND ACTORS WERE PRETTY GOOD. IM ALSO A FAN OF WILL SMITH SO THAT HELPS, AND THE MOVIE LARGELY CIRCLED HIM I WOULD SAY. THE OTHER ACTORS WERE GOOD TOO. MARGOT ROBBIE WAS HOT, JARED LETO WAS INTERESTING, I THOUGHT HE WOULD HAVE HAD A BIGGER ROLE BUT IT WASNT REALLY ABOUT HIM. THE REST  WAS PRETTY GOOD TOO. DONT REALLY KNOW WHY THEY HAD CAPTAIN BOOMERANG IN THERE... THEY REALLY COULD HAVE HAD ANYONE ELSE BUT WHATEVER. ALL IN ALL... I WOULD GIVE IT A SOLID 7.98-8.32/10. YA ITS A RANGE CAUSE I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT. ITS GOOD BUT PARTS MEH AND ITS FUNNY BUT PARTS MEH HAHA.

WELL, ITS BEEN GOOD SO FAR. FEELING GOOD AND JUST GOING TO HAVE TO SEE WHATS NEXT. ITS GONNA BE A GOOD ONE. SO STAYED TUNED!!!

RT

THE FIRST STEP IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST

JUST LIKE EVERYTHING IN LIFE, IT ALL STARTS WITH THAT FIRST STEP. THINK ABOUT IT... WAKING UP IN THE MORNING YOU CAN DECIDE TO SNOOZE IT OR WAKE UP AND GO BRUSH UP. DECIDING WHETHER TO EAT SOMETHING EASY LIKE CEREAL OR MAKE SOME BACON AND EGGS. DECIDING TO START READING A BOOK, LEARNING A NEW LANGUAGE, OR TRYING SOMETHING NEW FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT FIRST STEP IS THE ACT OF ACTUALLY GOING FORWARD AND DOING SOMETHING. EVERYTHING STARTS OFF LIKE THAT AND IT JUST CONTINUES ON UNTIL ITS SECOND NATURE. A BABYS FIRST STEP IS PHYSICALLY THE HARDEST FIRST STEP WE WILL TAKE. LATER IN LIFE DECIDING TO GO TO SCHOOL OR GO BACK TO SCHOOL. FINALLY BUYING A CAR, MOVING OUT. DECIDING TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP, GETTING MARRIED, BUYING A HOUSE, HAVING KIDS, ALL THESE ARE STEPS AND NONE OF WHICH COME EASY. WHAT MOTIVATES YOU ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU TAKE THAT FIRST STEP? THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A JOB? PERHAPS YOU HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES TO TAKE CARE OF AND ONLY YOU CAN DO IT. WHATEVER IT IS, YOU MADE THE DECISION TO TAKE THAT STEP TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. FOR ME, PERSONALLY, THE REASON IS CHANGE. I WANT A CHANGE IN SOMETHING, I CANT JUST KEEP DOING WHAT IM DOING. I CONSCIOUSLY KNOW THAT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE BEFORE OTHER CHANGES CAN OCCUR. EVERYTHING HAPPENS IN STEPS. AFTER I FINISHED SCHOOL I REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO GO, I MEAN I GOT A JOB BUT IT WASNT WHERE I WANTED TO END UP. I STARTED LOOKING AT SCHOOL AGAIN AND IT WAS HARD TO ACTUALLY TAKE THAT STEP. ESPECIALLY AFTER BEING IN SCHOOL SO LONG, HAVING STUDENT LOANS, AND BASICALLY NOT LIVING MY LIFE THE WAY I WANTED. DEBATED A LOT, AND TOOK A WHILE LOOKING AT WHAT I WANTED TO GO INTO. EVENTUALLY FOUND SOMETHING I LIKED AND KNEW COULD MAKE A LIVING AND JUST WENT FOR IT. TOOK THAT STEP AND REGISTERED AND WENT THROUGH WITH THE PROGRAM. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT THAT FIRST STEP, IF YOU NEVER TRY, HOW WILL YOU EVER KNOW? PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARE JUST TOO COMFORTABLE AND DONT WANT TO LEAVE THEIR COMFORT ZONE. NOTHING EVER WORTH DOING WAS EASY... IF IT WAS THEN EVERYONE WOULD HAVE DONE IT ALREADY. THEN AGAIN A LOT OF PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARE JUST AFRAID TO TRY ANYTHING, NOT KNOWING IF THEY COULD DO IT OR MAKE IT. THEY ARE JUST AFRAID OF WHAT THEY DONT KNOW, SO TO NOT BE AFRAID THEY JUST STAY WHERE THEY ARE AND NEVER TAKING THAT STEP. FEAR OF FAILURE, FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN, FEAR OF DISAPPOINTMENT... NONE OF THESE FEARS ARE REAL... THEY ARE ALL IN YOUR HEAD AND IF YOU CAN GET PAST THAT FEAR, THEN YOU WILL TRULY BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING YOU WANT. IF YOU ALL REMEMBER A FEW MONTHS BACK FOR MY BDAY POST I MENTIONED THAT I GAVE MYSELF A DEADLINE OF 1 YEAR. NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW WHAT IT IS AND IVE ONLY TOLD A FEW PEOPLE. ITS A HEFTY GOAL THAT I SET FOR MYSELF, AND ODDS ARE THAT IT CANT BE DONE IN JUST 1 YEAR, BUT LIKE I SAID... IF I NEVER TRY, HOW WILL I EVER KNOW? RIGHT??? THE ENTIRE TIME IVE BEEN WANTING TO START AND I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT IM GOING TO START... AND A DAY GOES BY... WEEKS... MONTHS... I KEEP SAYING IM TIRED FROM WORK, OR IM GOING OUT, OR AFTER THIS TV SHOW, OR IM JUST LAZY... AND UP TO A FEW DAYS AGO I STILL HAVENT STARTED... THATS ABOUT 100 DAYS GONE... BUT NOW I CAN ACTUALLY SAY THAT I TOOK THAT FIRST STEP, I TOOK THAT HARDEST STEP AND MOVED FORWARD. NOW THAT I HAVE STARTED, ITS NOT THAT HARD TO CONTINUE, JUST HAVE TO KEEP ON GOING, AND KEEP AT IT. WHO KNOWS... MAYBE IF I KEEP THIS UP THAT 1 YEAR DEADLINE MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN LOL. HAVING SPENT THIS MUCH TIME, MONEY, AND ENERGY ON THIS ALREADY MY ONLY CHOICE IS TO STICK THIS OUT AND SEE WHERE IT LEADS TO. IF IT WORKS OUT THEN GREAT, IF IT DOESNT THEN AT LEAST I CAN SAY I TRIED AND I KNOW. IN THE END NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR YOU. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE FOR YOURSELF IF YOU WANT TO TAKE THAT STEP. ITS GOING TO BE HARD, ITS GOING TO BE SLOW, AT TIMES YOU MIGHT FEEL LIKE GIVING UP, BUT IN THE END JUST REMEMBER, HARD WORK ALWAYS PAYS OFF. SO NO MATTER HOW HARD THAT FIRST STEP MIGHT BE... WHATEVER YOUR SITUATION MAY BE... DO IT FOR YOURSELF AND TAKE IT.

RT