MORE REVIEWS. NO REST FOR THE WICKED. IM TIRED BUT I NEED TO GET THIS OUT LOL. SPOILERS AHEAD AS USUAL SO DONT BLAME ME FOR ANYTHING. THE REVIEWS ARE PROBABLY GOING TO BE RAMBLINGS... IM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW...
GET OUT
YOU ALL KNOW THE STORY... BASICALLY A WHITE GIRL BRINGS HER BLACK BOYFRIEND TO MEET HER PARENTS. THE TOWN THEY ARE IN IS MOSTLY WHITE PEOPLE AND IS FREAKY... THEN THE BLACK GUY GETS KIDNAPPED. THE MOVIE WAS NOT WHAT I THOUGHT. I TOTALLY DID NOT SEE THE PART WHERE THEY WERE ACTUALLY TRANSPLANTING THE BRAIN. I DONT HAVE ANY ISSUES WITH THAT, BUT THAT WOULD NOT REAL IN REAL LIFE. WE ARE STILL SO FAR AWAY FROM BRAIN TRANSPLANT. ALSO IF THAT THE GROUNDSKEEPER AND MAID IS ACTUALLY THE GRANDPARENTS, THEN WHY WOULD THEY WORK... THE SUSPENSE WAS GOOD, THE ACTING WAS PRETTY GOO TOO. JORDON PEELE MOST DEFINITELY MADE A LOT OF NOISE FOR THIS HIS DEBUT. PEOPLE GOING TO NOTICE HIM MORE, IF THEY HAVENT ALREADY. HES THE FIRST BLACK DIRECTOR WHOS MOVIE HAS EARNED OVER $100 MILLION DOLLARS. OH OH OH AND ALSO I KNEW THAT THE GF WAS TOTALLY IN ON IT, AND I WAS RIGHT!!! LOL. SO WHAT HAPPENS NOW... ALL THAT KNOWLEDGE AND GOD HAS THATS OFFICIAL HALF OF GREAT AND TILL <--- I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WAS SAYING THERE.. BUT IL LEAVE IT. ANYWAYS I THINK I WAS SAYING DO WE WENT IS SPICY AND IF DOES DO SOMETHING IL TAKE YOU. <--- HOLY CRAP IM PASSING OUT AGAIN... LOL ANYWAYS THE MOVIE WAS ENJOYABLE SO 8.25/10.
KONG: SKULL ISLAND
KING KONG. THIS IS THE 2ND REMAKE OF THE ORIGINAL AND THE 8TH IN THE FRANCHISE... IVE SEEN A TOTAL OF... LIKE A BUNCH OF PARTS FROM MANY OF THEM HAHA. TOM HIDDLESTON, SAMUEL L JACKSON, BRIE LARSON, JOHN C REILLY, JOHN GOODMAN, TIAN JING. PRETTY DECENT CAST. I THOUGHT IT WOULDNT BE THAT GOOD WITH JOHN REILLY BUT HE WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD IN IT. FUNNY AT TIMES TOO. REST OF THE GROUP WAS FINE. WHAT I LIKED ABOUT THIS MOVIE WAS THAT THEY DIDNT BRING KING KONG BACK TO THE CITY. IT ALSO GIVES SOME IDEA OF WHAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST. THEN AGAIN ITS PRETTY UNLIKELY THAT THIS COULD HAPPEN SINCE EVERYTHING HAS BEEN MAPPED AND THERES NO WAY A HOLLOW EARTH COULD HAPPEN... THAT BIG OF A CREATURE WOULD NEED SO MUCH FOOD... THAT ISLAND COULD NOT SUPPORT IT, EVEN THOUGHT THERES A SQUID HERE AND THERE. IF KONG WAS SHOT WITH THAT MANY BULLETS, THEY SHOULD STILL BE IN HIM... HOWS HE GETTING THOSE OUT? IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE THERES A GENDER OF KONG... I MEAN... THERES NOTHING THERE HAHA. IF THOSE PEOPLE HAVE PROOF OF EVERYTHING ON THE ISLAND ARE YOU REALLY NOT GOING TO TRY TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND MAKE A TON OF MONEY? ITS A TOUGH CALL... WELL NOW EVERYTHING SETS UP FOR GOZILLA VS KING KONG. IN THE AFTER CREDIT SCENE, IT SHOWS MOTHERA AND OTHER GIANT SPECIES... AND ONE THAT LOOKED LIKE CTHULHU... WHO KNOWS, THIS WILL TAKE A WHILE BEFORE THOSE COME A LONG. OH YA... SAMUEL JACKSON... STUPID GUY FUCKING SHIT UP IN THE MOVIE HAHA. THIS WAS AN OK MOVIE... IL GIVE IT 7.82/10.
TIRED SO GOOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT.
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Wednesday, 15 March 2017
Wednesday, 25 March 2015
DONT COMPARE
I DIDNT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC FOR TODAY AND ANY IDEAS I HAD WAS GOING TO BE SHORT AND I FELT LIKE I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING MORE... SO I REACHED OUT AND MESSAGED 2 PEOPLE AND 1 REPLIED RIGHT AWAY WITH THIS TOPIC FOR ME :)
DONT COMPARE YOUR LIFE WITH OTHERS.
ITS AS SIMPLE AS IT GETS. EVERYONES LIFE IS DIFFERENT AND NO TWO ARE ALIKE. WHO AND WHAT THEY HAVE NOW IS A RESULT OF WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN. THERE IS NO COMPARING HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH THAT OF ANOTHER PERSON. IT JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE... BUT EVERYONE DOES IT... YOU ONLY SEE THE WHATS ON THE OUTSIDE AND YOU MIGHT LIKE IT OR YOU MIGHT HATE IT, WHO KNOWS... BUT WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER WHAT YOU GET. YOU DONT KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON ENDED UP WHERE THEY ARE WITH WHAT THEY HAVE. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THEY HAD TO DO... OR WHAT THEY HAD TO GIVE UP... EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. WHATS THE POINT IN COMPARING ANYWAYS??? WILL YOU BE HAPPY THAT YOU ARE BETTER THAN SOMEONE??? WILL IT MAKE YOU JEALOUS THAT YOU ARE WORSE THAN SOMEONE??? WHATS THE POINT??? SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER THAN YOU AND SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS BE WORSE THAN YOU. YOU WILL JUST END UP WASTING MORE TIME AND ENERGY TRYING TO COMPARE YOURSELF WITH OTHER PEOPLE. JUST BE HAPPY FOR YOURSELF AND THE THINGS YOU HAVE. IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOU ANYWAYS, YOURE THE ONE LIVING YOUR LIFE AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE. AS LONG AS YOURE HAPPY WHO CARES WHO HAS WHAT OR WHATNOT. ITS EXACTLY THE SAME WHEN YOU THINK OF THE SAYING: "THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE SIDE." WELL... IS IT??? ONCE AGAIN IT COMES BACK TO ONLY SEEING THE SURFACE. JUST LIKE THE ICEBERG PICTURE THAT IS ALWAYS USED IN PSYCHOLOGY WHERE FREUD EXPLAINS THE CONCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS MIND. THE TIP THAT IS ABOVE WATER IS WHAT WE SEE ON THE OUTSIDE LIKE THE MATERIALISTIC THINGS, AND EVERYTHING BENEATH IS WHAT GOT US THERE LIKE ALL THE BLOOD, SWEAT, TEARS, AND EVERYTHING INVISIBLE THAT WENT IN TO GET US TO WHERE WE ARE. ITS EASY TO LOOK AT THE SURFACE AND TRY TO MAKE A COMPARISON BETWEEN HOW GOOD OR HOW BAD YOUR LIFE IS WITH ANOTHER, BECAUSE YOU JUST DONT KNOW WHATS UNDER IT ALL. UNDER DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES YOU MIGHT BE ON THE ONE ON THE OTHER SIDE... YOUR LIFE NOW IS A RESULT OF EVERY MOVE AND EVERY DECISION YOU HAVE EVER MADE. YOU HAVE DECIDED TO COME TO THIS ONE POINT IN TIME, YOU WEIGHED EVERYTHING AND AND CAME TO THE THIS CONCLUSION. EVERYTHING IS A TRADE-OFF BETWEEN ONE CHOICE AND THE NEXT AND FROM THERE EXPANDS AN INFINITE POSSIBILITIES AND SO IN A WAY SOMEWHERE SOMEHOW YOU COULD HAVE ENDED UP AT THAT SPOT AND IS ACTUALLY THERE NOW. SOME PEOPLE ARE HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY HAVE AND WHERE THERE ARE, WHILE OTHERS ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING ELSE... SOMETHING BETTER. SO STOP COMPARING AND LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT AND LET PEOPLE BE JEALOUS AND COMPARE THEIR LIFE TO YOURS :)
WOW... THIS TOPIC TIED INTO A LOT OF TOPICS THAT I HAVE TALKED ABOUT IN THE PAST, BUT THIS TIME IT REALLY CAME TOGETHER. TO SOME IT MIGHT MAKE SENSE AND TO OTHERS IT MIGHT JUST LOOK LIKE THE RAMBLINGS OF A CRAZY GUY LOL BUT IM HAPPY THE WAY IT TURNED OUT.
AND THE REST OF LIFE YOU SAY??? WELL... WORK WAS FINALLY SLOWING DOWN AND I HAD TIME TO CATCH UP ON ALL THE OTHER WORK I NEED TO GET DONE BUT NOPES... I THOUGHT WRONG... ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IM CRAZY BUSY AGAIN... FOOTBALL TEAM IS GOING WELL AND SO IS SOCCER. BESIDES WORK AND TEAMS AND TV I REALLY DONT HAVE THAT MUCH TIME LEFTOVER... AND SINCE I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR WORK IL LEAVE IT AT THAT :) AND BID YOU GOODNIGHT.
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DONT COMPARE YOUR LIFE WITH OTHERS.
ITS AS SIMPLE AS IT GETS. EVERYONES LIFE IS DIFFERENT AND NO TWO ARE ALIKE. WHO AND WHAT THEY HAVE NOW IS A RESULT OF WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN. THERE IS NO COMPARING HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH THAT OF ANOTHER PERSON. IT JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE... BUT EVERYONE DOES IT... YOU ONLY SEE THE WHATS ON THE OUTSIDE AND YOU MIGHT LIKE IT OR YOU MIGHT HATE IT, WHO KNOWS... BUT WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER WHAT YOU GET. YOU DONT KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON ENDED UP WHERE THEY ARE WITH WHAT THEY HAVE. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THEY HAD TO DO... OR WHAT THEY HAD TO GIVE UP... EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. WHATS THE POINT IN COMPARING ANYWAYS??? WILL YOU BE HAPPY THAT YOU ARE BETTER THAN SOMEONE??? WILL IT MAKE YOU JEALOUS THAT YOU ARE WORSE THAN SOMEONE??? WHATS THE POINT??? SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER THAN YOU AND SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS BE WORSE THAN YOU. YOU WILL JUST END UP WASTING MORE TIME AND ENERGY TRYING TO COMPARE YOURSELF WITH OTHER PEOPLE. JUST BE HAPPY FOR YOURSELF AND THE THINGS YOU HAVE. IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOU ANYWAYS, YOURE THE ONE LIVING YOUR LIFE AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE. AS LONG AS YOURE HAPPY WHO CARES WHO HAS WHAT OR WHATNOT. ITS EXACTLY THE SAME WHEN YOU THINK OF THE SAYING: "THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE SIDE." WELL... IS IT??? ONCE AGAIN IT COMES BACK TO ONLY SEEING THE SURFACE. JUST LIKE THE ICEBERG PICTURE THAT IS ALWAYS USED IN PSYCHOLOGY WHERE FREUD EXPLAINS THE CONCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS MIND. THE TIP THAT IS ABOVE WATER IS WHAT WE SEE ON THE OUTSIDE LIKE THE MATERIALISTIC THINGS, AND EVERYTHING BENEATH IS WHAT GOT US THERE LIKE ALL THE BLOOD, SWEAT, TEARS, AND EVERYTHING INVISIBLE THAT WENT IN TO GET US TO WHERE WE ARE. ITS EASY TO LOOK AT THE SURFACE AND TRY TO MAKE A COMPARISON BETWEEN HOW GOOD OR HOW BAD YOUR LIFE IS WITH ANOTHER, BECAUSE YOU JUST DONT KNOW WHATS UNDER IT ALL. UNDER DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES YOU MIGHT BE ON THE ONE ON THE OTHER SIDE... YOUR LIFE NOW IS A RESULT OF EVERY MOVE AND EVERY DECISION YOU HAVE EVER MADE. YOU HAVE DECIDED TO COME TO THIS ONE POINT IN TIME, YOU WEIGHED EVERYTHING AND AND CAME TO THE THIS CONCLUSION. EVERYTHING IS A TRADE-OFF BETWEEN ONE CHOICE AND THE NEXT AND FROM THERE EXPANDS AN INFINITE POSSIBILITIES AND SO IN A WAY SOMEWHERE SOMEHOW YOU COULD HAVE ENDED UP AT THAT SPOT AND IS ACTUALLY THERE NOW. SOME PEOPLE ARE HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY HAVE AND WHERE THERE ARE, WHILE OTHERS ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING ELSE... SOMETHING BETTER. SO STOP COMPARING AND LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT AND LET PEOPLE BE JEALOUS AND COMPARE THEIR LIFE TO YOURS :)
WOW... THIS TOPIC TIED INTO A LOT OF TOPICS THAT I HAVE TALKED ABOUT IN THE PAST, BUT THIS TIME IT REALLY CAME TOGETHER. TO SOME IT MIGHT MAKE SENSE AND TO OTHERS IT MIGHT JUST LOOK LIKE THE RAMBLINGS OF A CRAZY GUY LOL BUT IM HAPPY THE WAY IT TURNED OUT.
AND THE REST OF LIFE YOU SAY??? WELL... WORK WAS FINALLY SLOWING DOWN AND I HAD TIME TO CATCH UP ON ALL THE OTHER WORK I NEED TO GET DONE BUT NOPES... I THOUGHT WRONG... ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IM CRAZY BUSY AGAIN... FOOTBALL TEAM IS GOING WELL AND SO IS SOCCER. BESIDES WORK AND TEAMS AND TV I REALLY DONT HAVE THAT MUCH TIME LEFTOVER... AND SINCE I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR WORK IL LEAVE IT AT THAT :) AND BID YOU GOODNIGHT.
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Wednesday, 4 March 2015
TOO MANY IDEAS...
WELL HERES A SURPRISE... QUITE IRONIC ACTUALLY... LAST WEEK I WAS OUT OF IDEAS, THIS WEEK I HAVE TOO MANY... NOW I DONT KNOW TO WRITE ABOUT... I GUESS IL JUST WRITE A BIT ABOUT A FEW... SOME TOPICS WILL PROBABLY OVERLAP WITH ALL THE OTHER STUFF THAT I HAVE WRITTEN IN THE PAST BUT MEH... ITS MY BLOG AND IL WRITE ABOUT WHATEVER I FEEL LIKE WRITING ABOUT :)
ASPECTS OF LIFE
FOR ME THIS IS THE WEIRD THING... IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS... ONE ASPECT OF MY LIFE WILL BE GOING WELL AND ANOTHER WILL ALWAYS BE GOING POORLY. THATS JUST THE BALANCE OF LIFE... CANT FORCE AND CANT DO MUCH ABOUT IT. KARMA IS BIG ON THIS. THERE HAS TO BE A BALANCE. THEN WHILE TRYING TO TIP THE BALANCE TO ANOTHER ASPECT OF MY LIFE, A DIFFERENT PART OF LIFE WILL ALWAYS SURELY FALL... ITS JUST THE NATURAL ORDER OF THINGS. YOU CANT HAVE IT GOING WELL IN ALL ASPECTS BUT YOU CAN MOST DEFINITIVELY HAVE ALL ASPECTS GOING BADLY. MURPHYS LAW ALL THE WAY. WHILE SEEKING TO MAKE ONE ASPECT BETTER, YOU LOSE SIGHT OF WHAT WAS REALLY IN FRONT OF YOU, WHAT REALLY MATTERED, AND WHEN YOU REALIZE IT... ITS TOO LATE. THEN WHEN YOU TRY TO GO BACK TO IT... THE DAMAGE IS DONE OR EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED SO MUCH THAT THE ASPECT NO LONGER EXIST. I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO GET TO THAT BETTER SPOT, AND I FINALLY THERE, FINALLY IN A PLACE WHERE ONE ASPECT IS GOING WELL, BUT LOOKING BACK I REALIZE SOMETHING IS DIFFERENT, SOMETHING CHANGED, SOMETHING LOST. AT LEAST NOW KNOWING THAT I CAN TRY TO GET THAT OTHER ASPECT BACK AND BALANCE IT BACK OUT. THIS TIES INTO MY THOUGHTS ON TRADE-OFFS, YOU ALL KNOW HOW I FEEL AND ITS TRUE. EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A TRADE-OFF, EVERYTHING YOU DO IS A TRADE-OFF. ITS JUST A MATTER OF WHAT YOU ARE TRADING OFF.
REALIST
TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE AS WELL... OR MAYBE NOT BUT WHO KNOWS THESE DAYS... A LOT OF POSTS WILL OVERLAP AND THAT CANT BE HELPED. I USE TO BE A DREAMER, THEN A OPTIMIST, AND NOW A REALIST. I KNOW WHATS POSSIBLE AND WHATS NOT EVEN FEASIBLE. IM NOT JADED... WELL SORTA... BUT IM MORE OF A GUY THAT HAS SEEN ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT IN THE END EVERYONE IS LOOKING OUT FOR #1... YOURSELF. ITS TRUE AND DONT EVEN TRY TO ARGUE WITH ME ON THIS BECAUSE YOU WILL LOSE. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO THEN TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS IN REAL LIFE BECAUSE IT CAN GO ON FOREVER. I DONT SEE A POINT IN CARING ANYMORE... NOT TO SAY THAT I DONT CARE BUT MORE THAT IF IT DOESNT AFFECT ME THEN IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER. THINGS ARE THE WAY THEY ARE. THERES NOTHING MORE TO IT. AFTER THEY ARE DONE, THERES NO POINT IN ANYTHING AFTER IT.
LETTING GO / MOVING ON
EVERYONE AT ONE POINT IN THEIR LIVES HAS COME TO THE CONCLUSION OF HAVING TO LET GO OF SOMETHING OR SOMEONE, TO MOVE ON AND MOVE PAST WHAT HAS HAPPENED. THE QUESTION IS HOW DO YOU... EVERYONE HAS A DIFFERENT WAY OF DOING THAT OR COPING WITH IT. SOME PEOPLE GET DRUNK, SOME PEOPLE EXERCISE, SOME PEOPLE WORK, AND OTHERS JUST DO WHATEVER THEY CAN TO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT OR DWELLING ON IT. THE ONLY CONSTANT THAT DETERMINES HOW LONG IT TAKES IS TIME... TIME DETERMINES EVERYTHING. THERES ALSO STAGES... THAT EVERYONE GOES THROUGH BEFORE BEING ABLE TO LET GO AND MOVE ON. IT JUST HAPPENS OVER TIME... THE PAIN GOES AWAY... THE MEMORIES FADE... THE FEELINGS CHANGE... EVENTUALLY SLOWLY YET SURELY YOU WILL LOOK BACK ONE DAY AND REALIZE THAT YOURE NO LONGER WHERE YOU WERE BEFORE, AND THAT YOURE AT A BETTER PLACE NOW, AND WONDER HOW YOU WERE EVER AT THAT POINT. AS USUAL... EVERYTHING TAKES TIME...
WHY... WHY NOT...
IM ALWAYS ASKED THIS QUESTION... WHY... WHY THIS... WHY THAT... WHY... WHY... WHY AND THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE... WHY NOT. YOU NEVER HAVE TO HAVE REASON TO DO ANYTHING. NO ONE CAN TELL YOU WHAT TO DO. WHO CARES IN THE END ANYWAYS. THE ONLY PERSON THAT WOULD CARE IS YOURSELF. SO DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY AND DONT CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY OR DO. IN THE END ITS YOU LIVING YOUR LIFE AND NOT THEM.
FOCUS / GOALS
EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE A GOAL OR SOMETHING TO FOCUS ON. A FINISH LINE OF WHERE YOU WANT TO BE OR SOMETHING YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH. IT GIVES YOU SOMETHING TO DIRECT YOUR ENERGY INTO. YOU DONT WANT TO JUST STAY STAGNANT... YOU ALWAYS WANT TO STRIVE FOR SOMETHING BETTER, SOMETHING THAT GIVES YOU THAT MEANING YOU ARE SEARCHING FOR. SOMETHING TO SHOW THAT ALL THAT TIME AND ENERGY SPENT WAS NOT WORTH NOTHING AND THAT IT ALL MEANT SOMETHING.
SO THERES A FEW THOUGHTS THATS BEEN ON MY MIND THE PAST WEEK. WORKS BEEN BUSY WITH MEETINGS AND REPORTS AND WHAT NOT. BESIDES THAT WE ALSO MADE A FOOTBALL TEAM :) SO NOW IM GOING TO BE PLAYING AMERICAN FOOTBALL OR AS I LIKE TO CALL IT "HAND EGG" AND EUROPEAN FOOTBALL OR AS MANY PEOPLE CALL IT "SOCCER" LOL. ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE A FOOTBALL TEAM BUT NEVER FOUND ENOUGH PLAYER OR GIRLS TO PLAY. SO ME AND A FEW COWORKERS JOINED UP A MENS LEAGUE AND AFTER LOOKING AROUND IT TURNS OUT THERES ENOUGH INTEREST IN PLAYING SO WE MADE OUR OWN TEAM :) ITS GOING TO BE GREAT. ITS ALSO GOING TO BE TIRING... PLAYING BOTH FOOTBALLS IN ONE DAY... YAY... BESIDES ALL THAT NOT MUCH ELSE HAS BEEN GOING ON. WELL TIME TO CALL IT A NIGHT. GOT MORE WORK TO DO TOMORROW... SEEMS LIKE THE WORK NEVER ENDS EH... LOL
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ASPECTS OF LIFE
FOR ME THIS IS THE WEIRD THING... IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS... ONE ASPECT OF MY LIFE WILL BE GOING WELL AND ANOTHER WILL ALWAYS BE GOING POORLY. THATS JUST THE BALANCE OF LIFE... CANT FORCE AND CANT DO MUCH ABOUT IT. KARMA IS BIG ON THIS. THERE HAS TO BE A BALANCE. THEN WHILE TRYING TO TIP THE BALANCE TO ANOTHER ASPECT OF MY LIFE, A DIFFERENT PART OF LIFE WILL ALWAYS SURELY FALL... ITS JUST THE NATURAL ORDER OF THINGS. YOU CANT HAVE IT GOING WELL IN ALL ASPECTS BUT YOU CAN MOST DEFINITIVELY HAVE ALL ASPECTS GOING BADLY. MURPHYS LAW ALL THE WAY. WHILE SEEKING TO MAKE ONE ASPECT BETTER, YOU LOSE SIGHT OF WHAT WAS REALLY IN FRONT OF YOU, WHAT REALLY MATTERED, AND WHEN YOU REALIZE IT... ITS TOO LATE. THEN WHEN YOU TRY TO GO BACK TO IT... THE DAMAGE IS DONE OR EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED SO MUCH THAT THE ASPECT NO LONGER EXIST. I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO GET TO THAT BETTER SPOT, AND I FINALLY THERE, FINALLY IN A PLACE WHERE ONE ASPECT IS GOING WELL, BUT LOOKING BACK I REALIZE SOMETHING IS DIFFERENT, SOMETHING CHANGED, SOMETHING LOST. AT LEAST NOW KNOWING THAT I CAN TRY TO GET THAT OTHER ASPECT BACK AND BALANCE IT BACK OUT. THIS TIES INTO MY THOUGHTS ON TRADE-OFFS, YOU ALL KNOW HOW I FEEL AND ITS TRUE. EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A TRADE-OFF, EVERYTHING YOU DO IS A TRADE-OFF. ITS JUST A MATTER OF WHAT YOU ARE TRADING OFF.
REALIST
TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE AS WELL... OR MAYBE NOT BUT WHO KNOWS THESE DAYS... A LOT OF POSTS WILL OVERLAP AND THAT CANT BE HELPED. I USE TO BE A DREAMER, THEN A OPTIMIST, AND NOW A REALIST. I KNOW WHATS POSSIBLE AND WHATS NOT EVEN FEASIBLE. IM NOT JADED... WELL SORTA... BUT IM MORE OF A GUY THAT HAS SEEN ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT IN THE END EVERYONE IS LOOKING OUT FOR #1... YOURSELF. ITS TRUE AND DONT EVEN TRY TO ARGUE WITH ME ON THIS BECAUSE YOU WILL LOSE. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO THEN TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS IN REAL LIFE BECAUSE IT CAN GO ON FOREVER. I DONT SEE A POINT IN CARING ANYMORE... NOT TO SAY THAT I DONT CARE BUT MORE THAT IF IT DOESNT AFFECT ME THEN IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER. THINGS ARE THE WAY THEY ARE. THERES NOTHING MORE TO IT. AFTER THEY ARE DONE, THERES NO POINT IN ANYTHING AFTER IT.
LETTING GO / MOVING ON
EVERYONE AT ONE POINT IN THEIR LIVES HAS COME TO THE CONCLUSION OF HAVING TO LET GO OF SOMETHING OR SOMEONE, TO MOVE ON AND MOVE PAST WHAT HAS HAPPENED. THE QUESTION IS HOW DO YOU... EVERYONE HAS A DIFFERENT WAY OF DOING THAT OR COPING WITH IT. SOME PEOPLE GET DRUNK, SOME PEOPLE EXERCISE, SOME PEOPLE WORK, AND OTHERS JUST DO WHATEVER THEY CAN TO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT OR DWELLING ON IT. THE ONLY CONSTANT THAT DETERMINES HOW LONG IT TAKES IS TIME... TIME DETERMINES EVERYTHING. THERES ALSO STAGES... THAT EVERYONE GOES THROUGH BEFORE BEING ABLE TO LET GO AND MOVE ON. IT JUST HAPPENS OVER TIME... THE PAIN GOES AWAY... THE MEMORIES FADE... THE FEELINGS CHANGE... EVENTUALLY SLOWLY YET SURELY YOU WILL LOOK BACK ONE DAY AND REALIZE THAT YOURE NO LONGER WHERE YOU WERE BEFORE, AND THAT YOURE AT A BETTER PLACE NOW, AND WONDER HOW YOU WERE EVER AT THAT POINT. AS USUAL... EVERYTHING TAKES TIME...
WHY... WHY NOT...
IM ALWAYS ASKED THIS QUESTION... WHY... WHY THIS... WHY THAT... WHY... WHY... WHY AND THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE... WHY NOT. YOU NEVER HAVE TO HAVE REASON TO DO ANYTHING. NO ONE CAN TELL YOU WHAT TO DO. WHO CARES IN THE END ANYWAYS. THE ONLY PERSON THAT WOULD CARE IS YOURSELF. SO DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY AND DONT CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY OR DO. IN THE END ITS YOU LIVING YOUR LIFE AND NOT THEM.
FOCUS / GOALS
EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE A GOAL OR SOMETHING TO FOCUS ON. A FINISH LINE OF WHERE YOU WANT TO BE OR SOMETHING YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH. IT GIVES YOU SOMETHING TO DIRECT YOUR ENERGY INTO. YOU DONT WANT TO JUST STAY STAGNANT... YOU ALWAYS WANT TO STRIVE FOR SOMETHING BETTER, SOMETHING THAT GIVES YOU THAT MEANING YOU ARE SEARCHING FOR. SOMETHING TO SHOW THAT ALL THAT TIME AND ENERGY SPENT WAS NOT WORTH NOTHING AND THAT IT ALL MEANT SOMETHING.
SO THERES A FEW THOUGHTS THATS BEEN ON MY MIND THE PAST WEEK. WORKS BEEN BUSY WITH MEETINGS AND REPORTS AND WHAT NOT. BESIDES THAT WE ALSO MADE A FOOTBALL TEAM :) SO NOW IM GOING TO BE PLAYING AMERICAN FOOTBALL OR AS I LIKE TO CALL IT "HAND EGG" AND EUROPEAN FOOTBALL OR AS MANY PEOPLE CALL IT "SOCCER" LOL. ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE A FOOTBALL TEAM BUT NEVER FOUND ENOUGH PLAYER OR GIRLS TO PLAY. SO ME AND A FEW COWORKERS JOINED UP A MENS LEAGUE AND AFTER LOOKING AROUND IT TURNS OUT THERES ENOUGH INTEREST IN PLAYING SO WE MADE OUR OWN TEAM :) ITS GOING TO BE GREAT. ITS ALSO GOING TO BE TIRING... PLAYING BOTH FOOTBALLS IN ONE DAY... YAY... BESIDES ALL THAT NOT MUCH ELSE HAS BEEN GOING ON. WELL TIME TO CALL IT A NIGHT. GOT MORE WORK TO DO TOMORROW... SEEMS LIKE THE WORK NEVER ENDS EH... LOL
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Wednesday, 5 March 2014
RIDE OX FIND HORSE
NO I HAVENT GONE CRAZY... OR AT LEAST NO MORE THAN NORMAL... LOL. TO SOME I SUPPOSE THE TITLE IS A LITTLE ODD SOUNDING BUT IF YOUR ARE CHINESE OR MORE SPECIFICALLY CANTONESE THEN DO A STRAIGHT TRANSLATION AND YOU WILL GET IT. FOR EVERYONE ELSE LET ME CLARIFY THIS A BIT BETTER... RIDE OX FIND HORSE SHOULD BE WRITTEN MORE LIKE TO RIDE AN OX LOOKING FOR A HORSE WHICH IS A CHINESE PROVERB WHICH MEANS WORK THE JOB YOU HAVE WHILE LOOKING FOR A BETTER ONE. MUCH CLEARER EH? HAHA. I GUESS THIS POST ALSO TIES INTO A FEW OTHERS... MOSTLY THE PART ABOUT DREAMS AND ALWAYS TRYING TO DO BETTER AND GET BETTER AND TO GO TO BETTER PLACES.
BEEN THINKING LATELY AND THERES SO MUCH I WANT TO DO AND JUST SO LITTLE TIME. IVE BEEN SAYING THAT THERES A BUNCH OF STUFF THAT I WANT TO DO AND THAT I WAS GOING TO SHARE SOME OF THE LIST WITH YOU ALL... I GUESS THIS IS AS GOOD AS TIME AS ANY... AT 3:45AM... LOL. SO HERES A LITTLE LIST OF THE STUFF I WANT TO GET DONE:
- LEARN DUTCH
- LEARN RUSSIAN
- LEARN GERMAN
- LEARN TO SURF
- TRAVEL THE WORLD
- CLIMB UP A MOUNTAIN (NO NOT THOSE EASY ONES OR THE ONES YOU SNOWBOARD)
- DIVE DEEP INTO AN OCEAN (SCUBA DIVE AND SNORKEL TOO)
- GO ON A SAFARI
- LEARN TO PLAY THE VIOLIN
- JUST DISAPPEAR FOR A WHILE
SO THIS IS JUST A LIST OF STUFF THAT I WANT TO DO NOW... THESE ARE THE REALISTIC ONES LOL. OF COURSE THERES TONS MORE THAT I COULD SHARE... BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IT HAHA. I MEAN THOSE "WHAT I WANT TO DO" IS MORE OF THE WHERE I WANT TO GO AND WHAT I WANT TO BE... IN LIFE "TO DO" LIST.
ANYWAYS... WHAT WAS I TALKING ABOUT... OH YES... JOB. WELL WHAT CAN I SAY. JUST RIDING AN OX LOOKING FOR A HORSE, WAITING FOR THAT BETTER THING TO COME. TRYING TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN BUT SOMETIMES ITS JUST OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL. ANOTHER PROBLEM IS DONT WE ALL BELIEVE WE DESERVE BETTER? WE DO DONT WE? I MEAN THATS WHAT WE ALL WANT. NONE OF US JUST EVER WANT TO SETTLE... BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE WHATS GIVEN TO YOU... UNTIL THE DAY COMES WHEN YOU FINALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT. AS ALWAYS THE COMPANIES THAT YOU WANT TO WORK FOR OR THE JOB YOU WANT... THEY MIGHT NOT WANT YOU... YOU KNOW YOU WILL DO GREAT IN THAT POSITION BUT THEY NEVER GIVE YOU THE CHANCE, THEY NEVER CALL YOU FOR THE INTERVIEW AND THEY NEVER WILL KNOW HOW AWESOME YOU COULD BE. I DONT KNOW... I MEAN SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE... SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE... WE ALL CANT JUST GO DAY IN AND DAY OUT... THIS ISNT LIFE... THIS ISNT WHAT ITS SUPPOSE TO BE ABOUT... IS IT??? CAN IT??? SHOULD IT??? WELL... I GUESS ITS BACK TO THE PART I HATE MOST... WAITING... NO CHOICE BUT TO WAIT AND SEE.
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| MMMM SUSHI :) |
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| YA... STUDYING AND EATING PIZZA AND CHEESE BREAD LOL |
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| WINGS ROUND 1 |
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| WINGS ROUND 2 |
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| NOW THATSSSSSSSS LOADED WITH SALT LOL |
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| INCEPTION YO!!! OF A COOKIE |
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| MY ASIAN PLATES LOL AND LUNCH... |
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| PIZZA WITH CHOPSTICKS!!! THATS HOW I ROLL LOL |
OH I HAD AN ONLINE MT... WE HAD 2 DAYS TO DO IT... HONESTLY I RATHER DO IT IN CLASS... I WOULD PROBABLY WRITE LESS AND GET A BETTER GRADE LOL. I MEAN THE TEACHER KNOWS THAT YOU ARE PRESSED FOR TIME SO THE QUALITY MIGHT BE A LITTLE LOWER... BUTTTTTTTT WITH MORE TIME SHE EXPECTS IT TO BE OF A HIGHER QUALITY... ALSO LONGER LOL. OH WELL. I HAVE MY OTHER PART OF MY MT TOMORROW AND INSTEAD OF STUDYING I WATCHED SOME TV AND WROTE THIS HAHA. IL BE OK CAUSE ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST LOOK OVER A FEW THINGS AND IM GOOD.
SO THIS POST WAS MORE OF THE REGULAR RAMBLINGS OF ME... BACK TO THE OLD STYLE IN A WAY... MOSTLY CAUSE IVE BEEN THINKING LATELY... THINKING ABOUT LIFE AND THE CHOICES I MADE... NOT EVEN GOING TO START ON WRITING ABOUT THAT CAUSE THERES NEVER GOING TO BE ENOUGH CAPS LOCK FOR THAT HAHA. YA... SO LETS JUST LEAVE THAT TOPIC FOR SAY... NEVER!!! HAHA. SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I COULD DO WHAT I LIKE... BUT THAT DOESNT PAY THE BILLS... OH WELL... BACK TO THE GRIND... BACK TO THE OX UNTIL I FIND THAT FREAKING HORSE LOL :)
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