MIGHT HAVE MISCOUNTED

SO I HAD MY BDAY DINNER THE PAST WEEKEND AND FROM ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WAS INVITED... EVERYONE SHOWED UP!!! THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE... EVERYONE AND I MEAN EVERYONE THAT WAS INVITED SHOWED UP... IM PRETTY SURPRISED LOL. USUALLY THERES A FEW THAT CANT MAKE IT DUE TO WORK OR OTHER PRIORITIES OR COMMITMENTS BUT EVERYONE SHOWED. IT WAS NICE OF THEM ALL BEING ABLE TO MAKE IT. WHICH LED TO THE TABLE BEING QUITE PACKED... WE MIGHT HAVE MISCOUNTED THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE... SO 17 PEOPLE INCLUDING US SHOWED UP AND THE ROOM COULD FIT 12... 14... COMFORTABLY LOL WE ALREADY HAD THE BIGGEST TABLE THEY HAD... OPPS... WELL ANYWAYS WE MADE IT WORK. KOREAN BBQ WOOOOOOO. I WANT TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO THE GF WHO BASICALLY PLANNED THE WHOLE DINNER SINCE I DIDNT PLAN IT. I WAS GOING TO PLAN IT BUT THEN SHE BEAT ME TO IT LOL. SHE ALSO GOT THE CAKE AND EVERYTHING TOO. LASTLY NOT TO MENTION THE AWESOME BIRTHDAY PRESENT :) A PAIR OF SALVATORE FERRAGAMO DRESS SHOES AND BOY DO THEY LOOK, SMELL, AND FEEL NICE. THEY SO NICE THAT I DONT WANT TO WEAR THEM... I JUST WANT TO PUT THEM IN A SEE THROUGH CASE AND PUT THEM ON DISPLAY LOL.

OH YA WENT TO THE LIONS FOOTBALL GAME WITH THE GF THE OTHER DAY TOO. THAT WAS COOL. SURPRISINGLY THAT WAS ACTUALLY MY FIRST LIVE GAME... IVE WATCHED A FEW CFL GAMES HERE AND THERE BUT WHEN YOU GET TO WATCH IT LIVE ITS DIFF... AND IN A SUITE HEHE. FOOD WAS GOOD AND ROOM WAS NICE AND COOL BUT THE OUTSIDE SEATS WERE WAY TOO HOT... NO IDEA WHY IT WAS SO HOT THAT NIGHT... I THINK WE WATCHED OVER HALF THE GAME INSIDE THE ROOM LOOKING OUT ONTO THE FIELD LOL. IT WAS EVEN BETTER SINCE WE WON! ALRIGHT TIME TO PEACE IT. GOTTA WAKE EARLY TOMORROW.

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HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JUVIA!!!

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JUVIA!!! YOU GET YOUR OWN POST!!! WHEN YOUR OLD ENOUGH YOU CAN READ THIS. AHHHHH SHES 1 NOW!!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT. MY GODDAUGHTER JUBI IS GROWING UP SO FAST. I REMEMBER HOLDING HER THE DAY SHE WAS BORN AND NOW SHES WALKING... CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN A YEAR ALREADY. I LITERALLY WATCHED YOU GROW UP. I WONDER WHAT YOURE GOING TO BE LIKE WHEN YOU GROW UP. I GUESS IL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE. YOURE NOT GOING TO REMEMBER THIS, BUT YOU HAD YOUR BDAY PARTY THE PAST WEEKEND AS WELL. THERE WERE LOTS OF PEOPLE AND LOTS OF FOOD TOO. THERE WERE ALSO LIKE 15 OTHER KIDS AND BABIES... IT WAS ALMOST LIKE EVERYONE HAD A KID THERE... I GUESS WE REALLY ARE AT THAT AGE... IT WAS LIKE A SMALL REUNION OF ALL THE OTHER FRIENDS AS WELL. LOTS OF PEOPLE I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE SO THAT WAS NICE. YOU KNOW YOURE ALL GROWN UP NOW WHEN YOURE NOT TALKING ABOUT WHERE WE GOING TO PARTY THIS WEEKEND... INSTEAD... YOURE TALKING ABOUT MORTGAGES AND INVESTMENTS... YA... THAT HAPPENED HAHA. ITS DIFFERENT, BUT THATS LIFE, DIFFERENT STAGES OF IT. OH AND YOUR GODMOTHER AND ME GOT YOU THE BIGGEST BADDEST GIFT OF ALL. ITS ACTUALLY BIGGER THAN YOU ARE. HOPE YOU HAVE FUN WITH IT HAHA. HAPPY BDAY JUBI, WISH YOU ALL HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD 💓

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THE FUTURE'S NOT OURS TO SEE

IVE BEEN LOOKING AT THE PAST AND THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE QUITE A BIT RECENTLY... ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS ON MY TRIP A FEW WEEKS AGO. ONCE AGAIN IVE REACHED THE AGE WHERE ITS TIME TO SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND WHERE I AM. IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY POSTS THAT IVE WRITTEN OVER THE PAST 4 YEARS AND YES, SOME ARE RANDOM AND DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING WHILE BUT THERE ARE THOSE THAT MAKE ONE THINK MORE DEEPLY. IVE WRITTEN ABOUT A LOT OF DIFFERENT TOPICS BUT THE SAME THOUGHTS KEEP COMING BACK UP OVER AND OVER. I DONT REGRET ANYTHING IVE DONE IN THE PAST BUT THERE IS THE THOUGHT OF ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT IF... WHAT IF I DID THIS INSTEAD, WHERE WOULD I HAVE ENDED UP THEN? WOULD I STILL BE HERE DOING THE SAME THING? WOULD I BE BETTER OFF OR WORSE OFF? THESE QUESTIONS WILL NEVER BE ANSWERED. THE SAME NOW GOES THROUGH MY HEAD BUT MORE OF WHATS NEXT AND WHERE WILL I BE? I THINK IT JUST HAS TO DO WITH MANY OF MY FRIENDS GETTING OLDER AND EITHER GETTING MARRIED OR HAVING KIDS. THINGS WERE SO MUCH SIMPLER BACK THEN... LESS WORRIES AND RESPONSIBILITIES, BUT NOW IT SEEMS THAT IM ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING. THATS JUST PART OF LIFE I SUPPOSE. WHATS NEXT FOR ME? DONT GET ME WRONG, IM HAPPY WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WISH THERE WAS A CRYSTAL BALL TO SEE WHERE I END UP. I HAVE A PLANS AND GOALS FOR MYSELF, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO FIND OUT IF EVERYTHING THAT I WANT AND AM WORKING TOWARDS REALLY DO COME TO FRUITION. I GUESS ITS JUST THE WANT... NO, THE NEED TO KNOW IF I AM GOING TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS OR IF IM ACTUALLY JUST WASTING TIME. I REALLY HATE WASTING TIME THESE DAYS, I REALIZE THAT THERES NEVER ENOUGH OF IT... I GUESS THIS IS REALLY SHOWING MY AGE NOW... I REALLY HAVE TO START ON MY PLAN TO GET THE FUTURE I HAVE PLANNED AND ENVISIONED. THEN AGAIN... WHO KNOWS... THE FUTURES NOT OURS TO SEE...

WORK, TV, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND THE REST IS THE SAME OLD. WE DID HOWEVER START A VOLLEYBALL TEAM :) LOL THE LAST TIME I PLAYED VOLLEYBALL WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL GYM CLASS... DECIDED TO MAKE A TEAM SO WE CAN KEEP ACTIVE UNTIL FOOTBALL STARTS BACK UP AGAIN. VOLLEYBALL IS THE ONE SPORT THAT WILL HURT ME THE MOST... MY SHOULDER IS SO SCREWED UP THAT SPIKING THE BALL WILL BE INTERESTING. YOU ALL KNOW THAT IVE DISLOCATED MY SHOULDER MORE THAN I CAN EVEN REMEMBER AND ANYTHING THAT REQUIRES ME TO THROW OR HIT A BALL IN THAT MOTION IS JUST ASKING FOR TROUBLE HAHA. JUST GOTTA BE MORE CAREFUL THAN NORMAL. THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN SINCE THERES ONLY A FEW PEOPLE THAT HAVE ACTUALLY PLAYED BEFORE. OH WELL LOL.

ITS STARTING TO GET DARK PRETTY EARLY THESE DAYS AND ITS ALSO GETTING COLDER TOO... STARTING TO FEEL LIKE DOING LESS AND LESS AND EVERYTHING SEEMS QUIETER AS WELL... EVERY YEAR THERES LESS GOING ON AND PEOPLE JUST DONT WANT THE HASSLE ANYMORE, OH WELL. LIFE GOES ON... C'EST LA VIE

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