END OF AN ERA

WELL...AFTER 400 POSTS AND COUNTLESS TIMES TALKING ABOUT ENDING THIS BLOG OR CHANGING OVER TO SOMETHING ELSE... GUESS WHAT... ITS FINALLY HAPPENING. THIS WILL OFFICIALLY BE THE VERY LAST POST THAT I WILL EVER WRITE. I CANT BELIEVE I KEPT THIS THING GOING FOR MORE THAN 7.5 YEARS... ITS BEEN QUITE A RUN... THIS THING STARTED OFF STRONG AND WITH SO MUCH POTENTIAL, AND THEN IT JUST GOT KILLED BY TIME. OH THERES GEMS HERE AND THERE BUT SOMETIMES THE POSTS ARE JUST SAD... LITERALLY SAYING NOTHING, YOU KNOW THAT AND I KNOW THAT TOO. SO MANY POSTS WERE FORCED JUST SO I CAN KEEP THAT ONE A WEEK POST GOING. I HAVE SO MANY TOPICS THAT I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT EITHER ITS HARD TO WRITE, TOO LONG TO WRITE, JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE IT, TIRED, OR WHATEVER THE REASON WAS AT THAT MOMENT. I REALLY DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY KEPT UP AND READ ALL THESE POSTS. I KNOW THERES A HANDFUL OF YOU, AND AFTER THE LAST POST I REALIZED THERES A FEW MORE. HOWEVER... THERE WOULD BE MORE READERS IF I DIDNT TYPE IN ALL CAPS FOR THE WHOLE DAM THING LOL. SOMETHING ABOUT ME SCREAMING AT EVERYONE OR IT BEING HARD TO READ... WHO KNOWS LOL. EVERYONE THAT I KNOW WHO BLOGGED AND EVEN JUST RANDOM PAGES THAT YOU GO TO MOST OF THEM HAVE STOPPED AS WELL. ITS HARD TO WRITE, ITS EASY BUT AT THE SAME TIME ITS HARD. IVE FLOATED THE IDEA OF A YOUTUBE CHANNEL BUT THAT TAKES EVEN MORE TIME AND EFFORT AND WOULD BE A BIGGER PRODUCTION, AND I ALREADY DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE THE BLOG, SO HOW WOULD I MAKE VIDEOS... LOL... IVE LEARNED A LOT OVER THE PAST YEARS BLOGGING AND ITS FINALLY TIME TO MOVE ON, TIME FOR A CHANGE. EVEN WITH ALL THAT SAID IL NOW BE STARTING UP A PODCAST!!! SO NO MORE READING POSTS AND IMAGINING MY VOICE INSIDE YOUR HEAD, NOW YOU CAN LITERALLY LISTEN TO ME TALK AT ANYTIME YOU WANT!!! NOT MANY PEOPLE READ ANYMORE BUT LOTS OF PEOPLE LISTEN TO PODCASTS, SO I FIGURED YOU KNOW WHAT... LETS SEE HOW THIS GOES. THE PODCAST OFFICIALLY START NEXT WEEK... LETS SEE HOW LONG THAT LASTS... COULD IT GO FOR ANOTHER 7.5 YEARS... WITH WEEKLY EPISODES... THAT WOULD BE QUITE IMPRESSIVE LOL. I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND YOU, AND THATS TO GO AND LISTEN!!! THE LINK IS BELOW, SO GO AND BOOKMARK IT NOW!!! LOL

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AND WITH THAT, I THANK ALL MY READERS FOR KEEPING UP AND PUTTING UP WITH THIS. IT SURE HAS BEEN A TRIP. IVE CERTAINLY ENJOYED IT... MOST OF IT... SORTA... LOL... BUT I GUESS ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END. THIS MARKS THE END OF AN ERA. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR THIS JOURNEY.



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FREE TIME

SO SIMILARLY TO THE POST ABOUT WHAT DO YOU DO, I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU DO IN YOUR FREE TIME WHEN YOURE NOT WORKING. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN FREE TIME, BUT HOW YOU SPEND IT IS THE INTERESTING PART. SOME PEOPLE GO OUT, SOME READ, AND SOME HAVE A HOBBY. THERE ARE COUNTLESS WAYS TO SPEND YOUR FREE TIME, SO WHY DO YOU DO WHAT YOU DO... IN YOUR FREE TIME? PERSONALLY I THINK IT SAYS A LOT ABOUT A PERSON. I LIKE TO WATCH TV/MOVIES, HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS, AND DO MY OWN THING. BY THAT I JUST MEAN THINGS TO LEARN, ADDING TO MY RANDOMNESS, AND THIS BLOG. FOR ME I JUST WANT TO DO THINGS THAT ARE RELAXING, ESPECIALLY AFTER WORK. IM TOO TIRED AND LAZY TO DO ANYTHING ELSE OR AFTERWARDS. I CAN ESCAPE INTO A SHOW OR A MOVIE AND JUST RELAX. THERE IS A TON OF OTHER THINGS I DO IN MY FREE TIME BUT THIS IS BASICALLY WHAT I DO IN MY FREE TIME. SO WHAT DO YOU DO IN YOUR FREE TIME AND WHY? LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS BELOW.

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UPDATE

SO... ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE UPDATED EVERYONE ON EVERYTHING. I KNOW SOMETIMES THERE MIGHT BE A LINE OR TWO ABOUT WHATS GOING ON BUT HAVENT REALLY SAID MUCH MORE THAN THAT. MAIN REASON FOR THAT IS BECAUSE IM TIRED AND LAZY LOL. ALSO BECAUSE THERES NOT MUCH MORE TO TELL THAN THAT... HONESTLY... JUST BEEN BUSY WORKING AND GETTING REST. I COME HOME AND IM TIRED AND THEN SOMETIMES WHEN I DO THIS ITS LATE. THATS WHY THE POST SOUNDS LIKE THE WAY IT SOUNDS. SOMETIMES I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NAP LOL. I KNOW I COULD POST THIS EARLIER BUT ITS JUST SO HARD SOMETIMES. YES YES THERES A TWSS RIGHT THERE. THE OTHER REASON IS BECAUSE I DONT HAVE MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT. I SAID IT BEFORE, THAT THERES ACTUALLY QUITE A FEW TOPICS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT, BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME OR ENGERY TO DO IT. THATS WHY I END UP WRITING MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS QUICK AND EASY. IF I ONLY WROTE POSTS ABOUT THE MEANINGFUL TOPICS, THEN THE POSTS WOULD NOT BE WEEKLY AND I WOULD RUN OUT OF MATERIAL QUICKLY. THE ODDS ARE THAT THE POST WOULD HAVE MORE DEPTH AND QUALITY COMPARED TO WHAT IM PUMPING OUT RIGHT NOW LOL. I MEAN THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH WHAT IM POSTING RIGHT NOW, ITS JUST THAT YOU CAN SEE THE QUALITY DROPPING THESE FEW YEARS COMPARED TO THE EARLY DAYS AKA THE FIRST FEW YEARS LOL. THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU WRITE EVERY WEEK FOR THE PAST 7+ YEARS... IVE ALSO SAID THAT IM NOT SURE IF IM GOING TO KEEP THIS BLOG GOING AND THAT IM WORKING ON SOMETHING THAT WOULD BE BETTER. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE I AM WITH THAT. I LOOKED INTO IT BUT IT WOULD EITHER TAKE MORE TIME OR I WOULD HAVE TO POST LESS. THERES A LOT TO CONSIDER... I WOULD BASICALLY HAVE TO RESTART FROM THE BEGINNING IF I END UP DOING IT THIS CERTAIN WAY. IT WOULD BE A LOT OF REBUILDING. IT WOULD BE A CHALLENGE BUT IT WOULD BE FUN TO DO LOL. SO I GUESS IN THE MEANTIME YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU GET UNTIL I FIGURE THIS OUT LOL. ANY SUGGESTIONS? LOL.

SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO THEN? WELL... BEEN WORKING, CATCHING UP ON SHOWS AND MOVIES, PLAYING MJ, HANGING OUT WITH FAMILY AND THE NEPHEW, HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS, AND WORKING ON RANDOM THINGS. ITS QUIET THESE DAYS. NOT MUCH REALLY TO DO AND NOT MUCH I REALLY WANT TO DO. MAN... I NEED A VACATION... I NEED A PERMANENT VACATION LOL. UNTIL THEN... BACK TO THE GRIND.

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ANOTHER NEW YEAR

WELL FIRST OFF I WISH YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE READING THIS. ANOTHER YEAR HAS COME AND GONE AND ANOTHER YEAR HAS STARTED AGAIN. IN THE PAST IVE GIVEN SUMMARIES OF THE YEAR OR THINGS IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS YEAR, BUT HONESTLY I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT ANYMORE LOL. I THINK IVE SAID THIS BEFORE... NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS STRAIGHT UP BULLSHIT. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, YOU CAN REALLY START ANYTHING ANY TIME YOU WANT, YOU DONT NEED TO WAIT UNTIL THE NEW  YEAR TO BEGIN SOMETHING. ITS JUST AN EXCUSE, YA YA, IT MIGHT GIVE YOU TIME TO PREPARE OR JUST HAVE A "CLEAN SLATE" KIND OF GO AT IT. I SAY IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING OR CHANGE SOMETHING THEN JUST DO IT. WHO CARES IF ITS THE MIDDLE OF MARCH OR THE END OF JUNE? THE MAIN THING IS THAT YOU START. WITH THAT BEING SAID I DO HAVE SOME PLANS FOR THIS YEAR LOL. I GOT SOME BIG PLANS AND I WORKING ON IT. IT JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE NOW SO I GUESS IL START IN THE NEW YEAR LOL... OH DONT GET ME STARTED ABOUT NEW YEARS PARTIES. ITS JUST FOR EVERYONE TO MAKE MONEY. EVERYTHINGS BEEN QUIETING DOWN OVER THE YEARS AND HONESTLY THERES NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT NEW YEARS. ITS REALLY THE SAME AS BEFORE. WELL IVE BEEN WORKING ON SOME THINGS FOR THE PAST BIT AND IT JUST HASNT REALLY GOTTEN TO THE POINT OF IT WORKING YET BUT I THINK THIS IS THE YEAR TO MAKE IT ALL HAPPEN. EVERYTHING JUST TAKES TIME, YOU CANT RUSH THESE THINGS. I HAVE A GOOD FEELING ABOUT THIS YEAR, EVEN THOUGH EVERY YEAR IS A NEW YEAR AND I SAY THE SAME THING LOL. LETS ALL CRUSH IT!!! SPEAKING OF WHICH... ITS ONLY JANUARY 2... THE SECOND DAY IN... AND ITS ALREADY BEEN A HELL OF A NEW YEAR. SO HONESTLY NOTHING FAZES ME. SO LETS GO GET IT AND JUST DO IT! DO IT!!! DO IT!!!

THERE ARE PLANS FOR A CHANGE TO THIS BLOG. WHEN... WHO KNOWS. WHAT... I HAVE AN IDEA BUT HAVE TO SEE IF IT WILL WORK AS WELL. GUESS YOU ALL WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.

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PARTY PLANNING COMMITTEE

ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN WHERE IM IN CHARGE OF MY WORKS CHRISTMAS PARTY FESTIVITIES. I PLAN THE GAMES AND ENTERTAINMENT FOR THE NIGHT AS WELL AS THE GIFTS AND PRIZES. I AM THE ENTIRE PARTY PLANNING COMMITTEE AND THE SOCIAL COORDINATOR AS WELL LOL. THIS WILL BE MY 5TH YEAR DOING THIS AND MAN... IT DOES NOT GET ANY EASIER... MAINLY BECAUSE IM RUNNING OUT OF GAMES. EACH YEAR I TRY TO PLAN NEW GAMES TO PLAY AND THINGS TO DO. EVERY YEAR I ASK PEOPLE TO GIVE ME IDEAS... AND NO ONE EVER DOES. DONT ANYONE DARE THINK ITS EASY!!! THE GAMES HAVE TO BE FAIR FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYONE HAS TO BE ABLE TO PLAY IT. I GOT IN CRAP ONE YEAR FOR MAKING A GAME THAT WOULD BE EASIER FOR MORE WESTERNIZED PEOPLE, WHICH IT WASNT. EITHER WAY, IVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY GAMES THAT I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE COULD BE PLAYED. IVE HAD TO RECYCLE A GAME OR TWO OVER THE YEARS JUST TO FILL IN TIME LOL. THE ISSUE IS IF I DONT DO IT, THEN NO ONE WILL, AND THEN THE DINNER WILL BE JUST THAT, A DINNER. THIS WAY IT GETS EVERYONE INVOLVED AND RELAXED A LITTLE. SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO ENJOY MYSELF, BUT IM SUCH A GOOD PLANNER THAT I HAVE TO DO IT EACH YEAR. I ENJOY DOING THIS BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WOULDNT MIND SITTING BACK AND JUST ENJOYING MYSELF TOO. I CANT SAY MUCH ABOUT THE PARTY ON HERE RIGHT NOW, JUST IN CASE MY COWORKERS COME ON AND SEE THIS. HOWEVER, I WILL SAY, THAT THIS WILL BE THE BEST PARTY IN THE HISTORY OF THE COMPANY!!! THIS IS ALL GOING DOWN ON FRIDAY, SO I WILL UPDATE YOU ALL NEXT WEEK AS TO HOW IT WENT. ITS GOING TO GO GREAT! NO DOUBT ABOUT IT!

HMMM THATS WEIRD... USUALLY EACH POST GETS A FEW HUNDRED VIEWS BUT RECENTLY THE POSTS ARE ONLY SHOWING A COUPLE OF DOZEN VIEWS. WHATS GOING ON WITH THAT? OH GREAT... NOW I FORGOT WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO SAY... OOPS LOL

THE NEXT POST WILL BE AFTER CHRISTMAS, SO FROM EVERYONE HERE AT RICKYS RANDOMNESS, WE WISH YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. 

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MY MINDS A BLANK

SO... I DONT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC TO WRITE ABOUT THIS WEEK. I CANT EVEN THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT... I LOOKED AT THAT LIST OF LEGIT TOPICS AND REALIZE THAT ITS GOING TAKE TOO LONG TO WRITE ABOUT IT AND THAT I CANT REALLY THINK STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW. I MIGHT BE LAZY TOO, BUT THAT CANT BE IT LOL.

IM SITTING HERE LISTENING TO THE RAIN HIT THE WINDOW AND MY MINDS BLANK... I CANT EVEN REALLY THINK OF STATEMENTS TO WRITE, AND THIS IS AFTER ME SAYING THAT IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW. ITS DAYS LIKE THESE THAT I WONDER WHY IM STILL WRITING, AND NOW WE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. YOU NOW ALL GET A POST ABOUT NOTHING.

OK, SO I TYPE UP A PARAGRAPH AND IT WAS GOING SOMEWHERE BUT THEN I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE IT WAS GOING SO I JUST DELETED IT.

ANYWAYS, SO I WENT OVER TO MY BROTHERS PLACE TO WATCH MY NEPHEW FOR A BIG AND PICK UP MY PARENTS THE OTHER DAY. NEPHEW WAS FINE, I PUT HIM TO SLEEP AND ALL. HE WOKE UP WHEN MY BROTHER GOT BACK SO NEPHEW WOKE UP. IT WAS BASICALLY TIME FOR THE NIGHT FEEDING. HE WAS BEING ESPECIALLY NAGGY AND JUST WOULDNT EAT. THEN... FOR THE FIRST TIME... I HEARD HIM REALLY CRY. HES 4 AND A HALF MONTH  OLD NOW AND HE DOESNT REALLY CRY MUCH BUT THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM REALLY BALL OUT. OMG CAN HE CRY. HE GETS SO LOUD AND AT SUCH A HIGH PITCH THAT IM ACTUALLY IMPRESSED LOL. HE MOST DEFINITELY HAS MY SET OF LUNGS LOL. HIS SCREAM ARE LONG TOO WHICH IS SURPRISING. HE WAS ABLE TO GO ON FOR A SOLID 15 20 MINUTES I THINK AND THEN STOPPED FOR A MINUTE, I GUESS TO CATCH HIS BREATH AND THEN HE WENT BACK AT IT. APPARENTLY HE KEPT GOING FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTES AFTER WE LEFT AND THEN HE WAS FINE, BUT WOW A SOLID HALF AN HOUR OF ALL OUT CRY SCREAMING. I MEAN HOW CAN SOMETHING SO TINY MAKE SUCH IMPRESSIVE NOISE. WELL NOW I GOT SOME GOOD VIDEOS OF THIS AND WILL SHOW HIM WHEN HES OLDER LOL. ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT HES FUN TO PLAY WITH. STILL A LITTLE YOUNG AND DOESNT DO MUCH BUT YOU KNOW, STILL FUN.

THIS POST IS A FILLER POST I GUESS. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND WE WILL SEE IF YOU READERS GET A REAL POST OR NOT LOL. WHO KNOWS, I CERTAINLY DONT, HAHA.

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LOST AND FOUND - PART 2

OK, IM WIDE AWAKE RIGHT NOW SO LETS DO THIS!

THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT DIDNT END UP SAYING BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE IT TOO LONG. ITS FUNNY HOW SOMETHING I USE TO LIKE SORT OF DIED OFF AND THEN RECENTLY I STARTED LIKING IT AGAIN AND STARTED GETTING BACK INTO IT. WHAT YOU LIKE REALLY COMES AND GOES IN WAVES. I LIKED THIS THING A LOT AND IM NOT REALLY SURE HOW I SORTA JUST GOT AWAY FROM IT... THE OTHER PART IS IM NOT SURE WHAT REALLY DREW ME BACK TO IT EITHER... JUST LIKE WRITING THIS BLOG, I SOMEHOW GOT MOTIVATED INTO LOOKING BACK INTO THIS. IN A WAY I AM MORE INTERESTED IN IT NOW THAN I WAS BEFORE. THIS WAS SOMETHING I WORKED ON BEFORE AND NOW I WANT TO SEE IF I CAN REALLY DO IT. I WANT TO DO BETTER THAN I DID BEFORE. ITS JUST LIKE THE BLOG WHERE I WANT TO KEEP WRITING, I TOO WANT TO KEEP GOING.

IN A WAY THIS IS JUST LIKE THE SHOWS IM BEHIND IN. I USE TO FOLLOW WEEK TO WEEK... AND THEN JUST OUT OF NOWHERE, I LOST INTEREST. NOW I WANT TO CATCH BACK UP. THE GOOD THING IS NOW I CAN WATCH A BUNCH OF EPISODES ONE AFTER ANOTHER, AND NOT GETTING WORKED UP OVER WHAT HAPPENS ON THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS GOOD HAVING SEASONS OF SHOWS TO BURN THROUGH, BUT IT TAKE SO LONG BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME. NOW THERES JUST TOO MANY EPISODES LOL.

YA... AFTER SEEING WHAT I WROTE I REALLY COULD HAVE DONE THIS IN ON POST LOL. BASICALLY, IM MOTIVATED AGAIN ABOUT SOMETHING AND IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW.

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LOST & FOUND

OK... SO THAT WAS WEIRD... I THOUGHT I WAS TYPING AND HAD WORDS ON THIS PAGE... WHAT I REALLY THINK HAPPENED WAS THAT I PASSED OUT AND STARTED IMAGINING THINGS LOL. ANYWAYS, TIME FOR THIS WEEKS POST!

NOW I DONT MEAN THE REGULAR LOST AND FOUND, WHERE YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU MISPLACED AND LEFT BEHIND. WHAT I MEAN IS WHAT DID YOU LOSE THAT WAS YOURS? OK... LET ME TRY THAT AGAIN. I MEAN PERSONALLY, DEEPLY, INTRINSICALLY, PRIVATE, OR PERSONALITY. TAKE THIS BLOG FOR EXAMPLE. I USE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS EXCITING AND I WANTED TO SEE HOW MANY VIEWS I CAN GET, WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS PEOPLE WILL POST, HOW WILL PEOPLE REACT. I USE TO ENJOY IT AND IT WAS FUN AND IT WAS MEANINGFUL. NOW, SOMETIMES, A LOT OF THE TIME, I DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE... IM JUST SO TIRED AND LAZY, AND I DONT WANT TO WRITE IT ANYMORE. I EVEN PASSED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES WRITING THIS, HELL I PASSED OUT BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING LOL. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS BLOG, I USE TO THINK ABOUT THE TOPICS, POST A TON OF PICTURE, ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, AND WRITE A LOT! THESE DAYS I CANT EVEN GET A DECENT TOPIC OUT AND I RESORT TO MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS EASY. WHAT I LOST IS MY MOTIVATION, MY WILL, MY DRIVE FOR THIS. THEN RECENTLY I FORGOT WHEN, BUT WHEN I WAS WRITING I FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. IT MADE ME HAPPY AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN I STILL ENJOYED IT. THEN I FOUND MY MOTIVATION BACK TO CONTINUE ON WRITING... SOMETIMES. I STARTED WRITING ABOUT REAL TOPICS AGAIN, TOPICS THAT I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO IT. I GUESS SINCE IM STILL WRITING IL HAVE A CHANCE TO WRITE THEM, BUT IF I STOP, THEN IT WILL NEVER BE POSTED. OK... I HAVE A FEELING THIS ISNT REALLY MAKING SENSE ANYMORE. I HOPE YOU GET MY POINT...

SEE IM SO LAZY THAT IM GOING TO MAKE THIS INTO A 2 PARTER LOL. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND SEE IF YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING... CAUSE I DONT LOL. GOODNIGHT.

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN

BOO~!!! LOL ITS HALLOWEEN!!! DIDNT REALLY GO OUT TO GET CANDY OR ANYTHING. I WAS SUPPOSE TO GO WITH MY BUDDY AND HIS KIDS TO GO TRICK OR TREATING BUT I WAS CATCHING UP WITH ALL THE WORK THAT I MISSED WHILE I WAS AWAY. WHEN I WAS FINALLY LEAVING WORK, IT WAS LATE AND DARK AND NO ONE WAS OUT ANYMORE, AND IT WAS RAINING. THE WORST PART OF A VACATION IS THE RUSH TO GET EVERYTHING PREPARED AND THE RUSH TRYING TO CATCH UP. HONESTLY SOMETIMES IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE ITS WORTH IT... YOURE SO BUSY BEFORE AND AFTER AND IT GIVES YOU A HEADACHE... BUT YOU NEED A BREAK FROM THAT HEADACHE... BUT THE BREAK CAUSES EVEN MORE HEADACHES... ITS A NEVER ENDING CIRCLE.

HAWAII WAS FUN. THE GF LOVES HAWAII AND HAS BEEN THERE LIKE 4 TIMES BEFORE. THIS WAS MY FIRST TIME SO SHE SHOWED ME AROUND. IT WAS FOR OUR ANNIVERSARY. WE CHECKED OUT THE AREAS, BEACHES, TURTLES, SNORKELLING, DOLE PLANTATION, JURASSIC RANCH, MORE BEACHES, SWIMMING, PEARL HARBOR, DIAMOND HEAD CRATER, MORE POOL AND LOUNGING AROUND, EATING, AND MORE RANDOM PLACES. IT WAS NICE AND RELAXING COMPARED TO HONG KONG WHERE IT WAS MORE RUSHED. HAWAII WAS SO MUCH MORE LAID BACK. PEOPLE WERE MORE CHILL AND EVEN THE ROADS WERE LIKE... WHY IS EVERYONE DRIVING LIKE THAT LOL. HONG KONG IS JUST GO GO GO, PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE. SURPRISINGLY HAWAII WAS ONLY HOT A FEW DAYS AND THE REST OF THE TIME IT WAS A BIT COOLER. THE RAIN IN HAWAII IS WEIRD TOO... ITS LIKE SUNNY THEN IT RAINS FOR LIKE 10... 15 MINUTES AND ITS SUNNY AGAIN LOL. YOU CAN LITERALLY SEE THE CLOUD MOVING AND THE RAIN GOING. THE RAIN IS DIFFERENT TOO... ITS A LIGHT SHOWER. SPEAKING OF WHICH... YOU DO SHOWER LIKE HONG KONG... MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY LOL. IT WAS NICE AND RELAXING TRIP, AND EXACTLY WHAT I/WE NEEDED.

ANY OF YOU WATCH THE MAGICIANS? I STARTED IT RECENTLY AND HAVE BEEN BURNING THROUGH IT LIKE CRAZY... I ALSO STARTED MY HERO ACADEMIA... WHICH I HAVE ALSO BEEN BURNING THROUGH. ANIME IS EASIER SINCE ITS 22 MINUTES BUT THE 42 MINUTE SHOWS GETS TIRING LOL. BOTH GOOD SHOWS. I SAW PROMOS FOR THE MAGICIANS BACK IN THE DAY WHEN IT WAS FIRST OUT AND WAS THINKING IT MIGHT BE A GOOD WATCH, AND 3 YEARS LATER I ENDED UP JUST BURNING THROUGH THEM CAUSE I NEVER STARTED HAHA. WHICH IS A GOOD THING AND BAD THING... THEN AGAIN THERE ARE SO MANY STUPID PEOPLE IN THAT SHOW AND BAD DECISIONS MADE THAT IT PISSES YOU OFF SO BAD!!! ITS ACTUALLY A PRETTY INTENSE SHOW. YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH IT. MY HERO ACADEMIA FEELS AND SOUNDS LIKE OTHER HERO ORIGIN STORY, WHICH IT BASICALLY IS. IM NOT REALLY SURE HOW I ENDED UP WATCHING THAT BUT I THINK I SAW A CLIP OF IT SOMEWHERE AND A WHILE BACK AND WAS LIKE YA I SHOULD WATCH IT... NOT SURE HOW BUT MEH.

STILL LAZY, STILL NOT SURE WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH THIS BLOG... I THOUGHT I MADE A DECISION BUT I ENDED UP POSTING WHILE I WAS AWAY ANYWAYS SOOO I GUESS IL KEEP THIS GOING FOR A LITTLE BIT LONGER. MANY OTHER OPTIONS HAVE BEEN DISCUSSED AND LOOKED INTO AND I THINK ANOTHER ONE MIGHT BE MORE SUITED, BUT HARD TO SAY... THEN AGAIN REAL TOPICS COULD AND WOULD BE MORE LIKELY DISCUSSED. I GUESS WE WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE. WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK?

OH SO EVERYONE KNOWS THAT FINALLY SOMEONE WON THE $1.5 BILLION DOLLARS MEGA MILLIONS... YA... $1.5 BILLION... BILLION... BILLION!!! JEZZ!!! MURICA YOU CRAY!!! THAT WAS THE LARGEST MEGA MILLIONS AND 2ND LARGEST LOTTERY EVER!!! $1.5 BILLION YOU MIGHT THINK IS A LOT BUT YOU FORGET THAT THE STATES YOU HAVE TO BE TAXED... SO FROM THE $1.5 BILLION IF YOU TAKE THE LUMP SUM, WHICH IS WHAT A SMART PERSON WOULD DO, YOU WOULD GET $877 MILLION... AND FROM THAT YOU STILL HAVE TO BE TAXED WITH YOU WOULD WALK AWAY WITH $491 MILLION... SO TO GO FROM $1.5 BILLION TO $500 MILLION OR HALF A BILLION DOLLARS IS QUITE INSANE... YOU LOSE A BILLION RIGHT THERE LOL. NO ONE IN THE RIGHT MIND WILL TAKE THE ANNUAL PAYMENTS... THATS JUST DUMB. AND THE TAXES JUST MAKES IT WORSE. I MEAN I WOULD STILL BE HAPPY TO WALK AWAY WITH HALF A BILLION DOLLARS BUT THE FACT THAT I KNOW A BILLION IS GONE HURTS A BIT. SEE FOR US, THE AMOUNT THAT THEY ANNOUNCE IS THE AMOUNT WE WIN. THEY SAY $50 MILLION, WE GET $50 MILLION BECAUSE ITS ALREADY TAXED. ITS A TRUE NUMBER AND NOT SKEWED. REPORTING THE WHOLE NUMBER LIKE THE STATES DOES IS FALSE ADVERTISEMENT I SAY. IT JUST GETS EVERYONE INTO A FRENZY TO BUY MORE WHICH PUMPS IT UP AND THE LOTTERY MAKES MORE MONEY. EVEN THOUGH OUR LOTTERY IS NATIONAL THE LARGEST JACKPOT WAS ABOUT $65 MILLION... THE STATES HAVE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS AND EVEN BILLIONS... THERES MULTI STATE ONES AND OTHER CROSS STATE ONES AS WELL. I GUESS IT SORT OF MAKES SENSE SINCE THEY HAVE LIKE 10 TIMES THE POPULATION OF US... SO AFTER TAXES ITS SORT OF THE SAME... IT WOULD JUST BE COOL IF IT HAPPENED HERE. ALSO THEIR JACKPOT IS ACTUALLY HARDER TO WIN THAN OURS. OURS IS LIKE 1 IN 14 MILLION OR SO AND THEIRS IS 1 IN OVER 302 MILLION... THAT LAST NUMBER REALLY SCREWS YOU OVER... THAT ONE NUMBER ADDS MORE ODDS ON TO THE ODDS THERE ALREADY ARE. OURS HAS 49 NUMBERS AND THEIRS HAS LIKE 70 PLUS THE MEGABALL OF 25 NUMBERS SOOO YA ITS HARDER TO WIN BUT THEN AGAIN SOMEONE EVENTUALLY WINS LOL. LONG STORY SHORT... YOU ARE SET FOREVER... YOUR FAMILY IS SET, YOUR FAMILIES FAMILY IS SET AND GENERATIONS ARE SET... UNLESS YOU DO SOMETHING CRAZY STUPID AND BLOW IT ALL ON A A $200 MILLION YACHT LOL.

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7 YEARS...

FIRST THING FIRST. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY GF :)

NOW ON TO THE NEXT THING. 7 YEARS... THATS RIGHT... MY BLOG TURNS 7 THIS WEEK. I CANT BELIEVE IT... I HAVE POSTED EVERY WEEK FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS!!! WITHOUT FAIL!!! WELL... EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE TIME I WAS IN CHINA AND EVERYTHING WAS BLOCKED... BUT THAT DOESNT REALLY COUNT LOL. 7 LONG LONG YEARS... WEEK IN AND WEEK OUT I BRING YOU ALL QUALITY POSTS ABOUT THE TOPICS THAT YOU ALL CRAVE FOR... SACRIFICING MY BLOOD, SWEAT, AND TEARS TO BRING YOU THESE GEMS. NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH I HAVE GIVEN TO THIS BLOG! IVE LOST SLEEP OVER THIS AND IVE STRUGGLE TO WRITE A POST WHEN IM HALF ASLEEP... WHICH IS EVERY WEEK LOL. I HONESTLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU STILL READ THIS... SO IF YOU READ THIS, COMMENT BELOW TELLING ME HOW OFTEN YOU ACTUALLY READ THIS. I WILL PICK A WINNER AND THAT WINNER WILL GET SOMETHING, I DONT KNOW WHAT YET, BUT IT WILL BE AWESOME LOL.

I STARTED THIS BLOG WITH A DIFFERENT GOAL IN MIND. IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN AND INFORMATIVE. I WAS GOING TO GIVE EVERYONE A LOOK INTO MY MIND AND HOW I SAW THINGS. THEN IT SLOWLY BECAME WHAT I DID AND JUST UPDATING PEOPLE. EVENTUALLY I STARTED GETTING REALLY LAZY AND ENDED UP DOING MOVIE REVIEW... HALF ASS REVIEWS. IT WAS BASICALLY POSTING FOR THE SAKE OF POSTING... FOR A TIME I WAS ABLE TO PULL IT ALL BACK TOGETHER AND ACTUALLY POST A FEW REAL POSTS. COME TO THINK OF IT... THERE WAS A TIME THAT IT WAS ALL REAL POSTS!!! AHHH THOSE WERE GOOD TIMES, BUT THOSE POSTS TAKE A LONG TIME TO WRITE, THERES SO MUCH IN THEM.

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD I JUST PASSED OUT LOL. SEE... THIS IS HARD WORK LOL. IVE WRITTEN ABOUT STOPPING OR CHANGING THE FREQUENCY OF THE POSTS. IVE TALKED ABOUT IT A LOT. THIS TIME IT MIGHT ACTUALLY REALLY POSSIBLY BE THE TIME. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW OR WHEN THIS MIGHT HAPPEN... AND IM NOT SURE IF IM GOING TO DO SOMETHING ELSE... HOWEVER I WAS TALKING TO A SOME OLD FRIENDS AND THEY THINK I SHOULD DO A VLOG OR PODCAST OR SOMETHING ELSE. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT SOME THING LIKE THAT BEFORE, BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME FOR IT OR I WOULD NEED TO CHANGE HOW I DO IT, THERE IS JUST A LOT OF QUESTIONS, BUT WHATS STOPPING ME... NOTHING REALLY... I COULD SWITCH OR DO SOMETHING ELSE... I WOULD NEED TO LOOK MORE INTO IT.

I GUESS AT THE END OF THE DAY, IM QUITE HAPPY THAT I MADE IT TO 7 YEARS. THAT I WAS ABLE TO KEEP THIS UP AND WAS COMMITTED TO IT ENOUGH... EVEN THOUGHT THE POST QUALITY WAS... WELL... LETS JUST BE HONEST... AMAZING!!! LOL. EVENTUALLY WHEN I FINALLY MAKE A DECISION, YOU ALL WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW. CONGRATS TO ME ON 7 YEARS OF BLOGGING. HAPPY 7 YEARS, AND HERES TO THE NEXT 7... MAYBE... NOT... WHO KNOWS...

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RUNNING LOW ON MATERIAL

SOOOO THIS WEEK THE POST IS LITERALLY ABOUT A POST TO HAVE A POST. I DIDNT WATCH A MOVIE, I WATCHED THE NEPHEW, I HUNG OUT, I WORKED AND I DIDNT DO MUCH ELSE... IT WAS A PRETTY QUIET WEEK. EARLIER TODAY I WAS THINKING I AM GOING TO FINALLY WRITE A MORE MEANINGFUL POST TONIGHT! THEN ALL THE MOTIVATION AND WILL TO WRITE JUST FADED AWAY LOL. TOO TIRED AND TOO LAZY... BUT I NEEDED A POST SO YOU ALL GET A HALF-ASS POST. NOTHING REALLY GOING ON IN HERE AND NOW IM JUST ADDING MORE WORDS IN TO FILL UP THE PAGE. SAY I WASNT TIRED AND WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO WRITE SOMETHING... IM SORT OF NOT SURE WHAT I WOULD WRITE ABOUT LOL. I HAVE A LIST BUT A LOT OF THE TOPICS OR ISSUES I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT SHOULDNT REALLY BE WRITTEN LATE AT NIGHT WHILE IM PASSING OUT. THIS BLOG HAS BEEN AROUND FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS... YES... THATS RIGHT... 7 YEARS! I HAVE WRITTEN WEEKLY FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS. OF COURSE THERE WERE A FEW POSTS THAT I HAD TO FUDGE BUT THAT WAS BECAUSE I WASNT AROUND OR WHATNOT. LOOKING AT SOME OF THE POSTS IVE WRITTEN YOU CAN TELL THAT I LITERALLY WROTE IT JUST TO GET SOMETHING OUT... JUST LIKE THIS ONE... THE TOP PART WAS JUST THAT... BUT NOW IM REALLY QUESTIONING IF I SHOULD CONTINUE... ITS GOOD TO HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE A CHORE... BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WANT TO WRITE SOMETHING. RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS LIKE THAT SPARK IS GONE... I USE TO REALLY GET INTO MY TOPICS, GET INTO ARGUING WHATEVER, THINKING DEEPLY AND HOPEFULLY GIVING EVERYONE SOME INSIGHT INTO MY THOUGHTS AND MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT IT TOO. NOW THE REVIEWS ARE JUST LIKE FILLERS... ITS JUST THERE TO TAKE UP SPACE UNTIL THE REAL POSTS COME BACK. THERE ARE THOSE REVIEWS THAT I REALLY WANT TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I STILL DONT REALLY WANT TO SPOIL THE MOVIE FOR PEOPLE. IM NOT A SPOILER AND I DONT REALLY REVIEW IT PROPERLY. THE LEVEL OF EFFORT I PUT INTO THOSE REVIEWS IS MEDIOCRE. MAYBE IL JUST STOP WRITING THIS BLOG... MAYBE IL JUST WRITE ONCE IN A WHILE... WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK I SHOULD DO? ITS NOT LIKE I HAVENT DISCUSSED THIS BEFORE... BUT I ALWAYS END UP JUST KEEPING ON... I REALLY THINK THIS TIME SOMETHING IS GOING TO CHANGE... SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE... YOU KNOW WHAT... SOMETHING IS CHANGING! IVE MADE MY DECISION, MOVING FORWARD THE NEW POSTS WILL BE SHORTER AND ABOUT WHATEVER. I MIGHT DO A REVIEW BUT IL ACTUALLY DO A HELPFUL ONE... MAYBE... OK. THATS MY DECISION. LETS SEE HOW THIS WORKS OUT... THEN AGAIN I MIGHT JUST CHANGE MY MIND NEXT WEEK AND THEN WE WILL BE BACK TO SQUARE ONE AGAIN... IN THE MEANTIME... IM GOING TO SLEEP. THINK ABOUT THIS NEXT WEEK LOL. OH AND HAPPY BDAY FRED! LOL LETS SEE IF YOU SEE THIS HAHA.

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6 YEARS OF BLOGGING...

I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE IT... IT DIDNT EVEN COME TO MIND... BUT... TURNS OUT THIS BLOG TURNED 6 YEARS OLD!!! WOW... ITS REALLY BEEN THAT LONG... I CANT BELIEVE IT... NEITHER CAN MOST OF YOU I BET LOL. THAT 6 LONG YEARS OF RANDOMNESS... 6 LONG YEARS OF CAPSLOCK... 6 LONG YEARS OF SEEING UPDATES THAT YOU MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT CARE ABOUT... 6 FREAKING LONG ASS YEARS!!! HELL... LOTS OF TV SHOWS DONT EVEN LAST 6 YEARS... IVE HAD 312 POSTS... THAT WOULD BE 312 EPISODES... THEN AGAIN SHOWS DONT RUN ALL YEAR ROUND... SO IN A WAY... THIS BLOG IS EVEN BETTER THAN TV :) THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL READERS HAVE SEEN MY UPS AND DOWNS AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. I SEE PEOPLE WHO HAVE COME AND GONE AND THOSE WHO STILL STUCK AROUND... AND IM TALKING ABOUT THOSE WHO ACTUALLY READ THIS HAHA. HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY FOLLOWED SINCE THE BEGINNING?  HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY READ EACH AND EVERY SINGLE POST? HOW MANY OF YOU WANT TO SEE ME CONTINUE? AND HOW MANY OF YOU WANT TO SEE ME STOP? I GUESS THAT REALLY IS THE QUESTION... I DO HAVE TOPICS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT BUT IM NOT SURE IF I SHOULD... ITS BECAUSE THERES SO MUCH GOING ON THAT I HAVENT REALLY HAD TIME TO SIT DOWN AND WRITE IT ALL OUT... SHOULD I JUST LEAVE IT FOR ANOTHER TIME? SHOULD I POST LESS OFTEN BUT HIGHER QUALITY? OR SHOULD I JUST STOP... MAYBE EVEN CREATE A NEW PAGE THAT NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT AND WRITE ABOUT EVERYTHING I WANT TO THERE. A COMPLETELY SECRET PAGE WHERE IF YOU STUMBLED ON TO IT, YOU WONT KNOW ITS ACTUALLY ME AND MY PAGE... WHAT SHOULD I DO... DECISIONS DECISIONS... WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK??? IF YOU ACTUALLY READ ALL THE WAY DONE HERE, THEN YOU REALLY SHOULD LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK I SHOULD DO... ITS BEEN 6 LONG YEARS. ITS BEEN A CRAZY JOURNEY. ITS BEEN UNBELIEVABLE... I GUESS EVERYONE IS GOING TO HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT I DECIDE TO DO... DONT BOTHER ASKING ME SINCE I DONT EVEN KNOW EITHER...

THE PAST WEEKEND WAS ACTUALLY OUR THANKSGIVING WEEKEND. JUST SPENT SOME TIME WITH THE GF AND SOME FRIENDS. HUNG OUT, PLAYED SOME GAMES, WENT TO THE NIGHT MARKET, AND ATE WAY WAY WAYYYYYYYYY TOO MUCH LOL. IT WAS JUST A NICE RELAXING WEEKEND. NOW TIME TO GO PASS OUT.

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POST #300!!!

WOW!!! I CANT BELIEVE THAT THIS IS POST #300!!! ALMOST 6 YEARS OF POSTS, ONCE A WEEK, EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL. THIS IS REALLY THE ONLY THING THAT I HAVE KEPT UPDATED. EVERYONE THAT I KNEW WHO BLOGGED HAS LONG LEFT BLOGGING, BUT I STAYED AND KEPT THIS GOING. I WANTED TO THANK ALL YOU READERS OUT THERE. ITS KNOWING SOMEONE OUT THERE WILL READ IT AND MAYBE YOU MADE THEM THINK. ITS ALSO JUST SOMETHING THAT I DECIDED TO KEEP GOING, JUST HAVE SOMETHING PUT ON PAPER AND SAY THAT I KEPT WITH AND DIDNT QUIT. IM ACTUALLY PASSING OUT RIGHT NOW BUT I NEED TO DO THIS!!! IVE MENTIONED IT BEFORE, I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER THAT I WILL KEEP BLOGGING. ITS HONESTLY AN OUTLET FOR ME. YOU CAN ALL SEE THAT I USE TO POST MEANINGFUL POSTS OR UPDATE ABOUT MY LIFE, BUT NOW ITS MOSTLY ABOUT MOVIE REVIEWS. I REALLY WANT TO GET BACK TO THOSE DAYS, BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME OR ENERGY TO DO THAT. WHO KNOWS, MAYBE IL CHANGE THE WAY I BLOG OR JUST BLOG LESS OFTEN. ONLY TIME WILL TELL WHAT I DO, BUT DONT WORRY GUYS AND GALS, YOU ALL WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW!!! :)

SMALL QUICK MOVIE REVIEW ON "THE HOUSE" THAT I WATCHED LAST NIGHT WITH THE GF. THERES SO MANY MOVIES OUT RIGHT NOW... HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO WATCH IT ALL!?!?! ANYWAYS THIS STARS WILL FERRELL, AMY POEHLER, AND JASON MANTZOUKAS. BASICALLY WILL AND AMY'S DAUGHTER WHOS PLAYED BY RYAN SIMPKINS, GOT INTO UNIVERSITY BUT THEY DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY FOR IT, SO THEY DECIDE TO MAKE THEIR OWN UNDERGROUND CASINO. THEN A LOT OF SHENANIGANS HAPPEN THROUGHOUT. IN THE MOVIE RYAN SIMPKINS LOOKS AND SOUNDS LIKE NINA DOBREV. I SWEAR THE WHOLE TIME I THOUGHT IT WAS NINA BUT IT COULDNT BE... AND IT WASNT LOL. IF ANY OF YOU ARE GOING TO WATCH IT, JUST CHECK IT OUT. IT SOUNDS AND LOOKS LIKE NINA. THE MOVIE IS A BIT RANDOM, AND IT HAS ITS FUNNY POINTS. IT DOESNT REALLY TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED AFTER AND SOME OF THE STORY POINTS JUST WASNT THOUGHT OUT PROPERLY. IF YOU WANT A MOVIE THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO THINK AND JUST ENJOY, THEN I WOULD SAY WATCH THIS MOVIE. I MEAN ITS FUNNY, BUT SOME OF WILL FERRELL'S OTHER MOVIES IS BETTER. I GIVE THIS A 7.18/10.

SO THE PAST WEEKEND I WON TICKETS TO THE COMEDY MIX. LETS JUST SAY THAT THIS TIME WAS MUCH MUCH FUNNIER THAN THE FIRST TIME I WENT. THIS TIME THEY HAD DAN QUINN, SOMEONE IVE HEARD OF AND SEEN ON TV BEFORE. NOT JUST HE WAS FUNNY, BUT MOST OF THE COMEDIANS THAT NIGHT WERE PRETTY GOOD. OH I ALSO HAD TO GET A NEW TIRE AGAIN... YUP... AGAIN... ANYWAYS THIS TIME ITS A PROBLEM WITH THE TIRE ITSELF. THERES A PLACE WHERE A BUBBLE HAS FORMED AND IT JUST DOESNT LOOK RIGHT. SO EITHER WAY I BROUGHT THE CAR IN AND GOT A NEW TIRE... CATCH IS THAT THEY DONT HAVE IT IN STOCK AND HAD TO ORDER IT... SO BASICALLY I WAS ON A DONUT FOR 4 DAYS BEFORE I GOT THE NEW TIRE TODAY. SINCE THEN, ITS BEEN PRETTY GOOD. OH OH OH ALSO TODAY I HAD DINNER WITH A GOOD FRIEND I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE. IT WAS NICE CATCHING UP AND TALKING ABOUT RANDOMNESS AND JUST ADULTING LOL. NOW SLEEP AND BACK TO THE GRIND.

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CATCHING UP

WELL... ITS GOING TO BE ANOTHER SHORT POST SINCE IVE BEEN BUSY CATCHING UP ON EVERYTHING... FAMILY... FRIENDS... WORK... LIFE... TV... AND SLEEP. THERES NEVER AN END TO THE AMOUNT OF THINGS TO CATCH UP ON. ITS REALLY GOOD TO JUST CATCH UP AND HAVE EVERYTHING CURRENT. ITS WEIRD BUT I DONT REALLY LIKE TO BE BEHIND... IN ANYTHING. WITH THAT BEING SAID... THIS BLOG IS BEHIND... THIS IS REALLY THE ONLY THING IM BEHIND IN. IVE BEEN PUSHING THIS FURTHER AND FURTHER AND STILL TRYING TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO WITH THIS. THERES JUST TOO MUCH IN LIFE TO FIGURE OUT BEFORE I CAN FIGURE OUT ON THIS. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT AND SO LITTLE TIME... I REALLY THINK THAT VLOG I WAS PLANNING TO DO WOULD BE MUCH SIMPLER... BUT THAT HAS ITS OWN WORK IN AND OF IT SELF. EVERYTHING NEEDS WORK... OH LIFE... HOW YOU SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF EVERYTHING... THEN AGAIN... THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW... AND IT WILL HAVE TO BE TOMORROW WHEN I WILL THINK ABOUT ALL THIS AGAIN... SOOOO IM GOING TO SLEEP, JUST SLEEP THE PROBLEMS AND EVERYTHING AWAY... FOR NOW.

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5 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

HOLY CRAP!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS POST MARKS MY 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THIS BLOG!!! THIS IS THE EXACT DATE 5 YEARS AGO THAT I STARTED. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED THIS LONG... TO BE ABLE TO WRITE A POST EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL... BECAUSE I TOTALLY DIDNT THINK I WAS GOING TO KEEP THIS GOING OR KEEP THIS UP THIS LONG... IT REALLY HAS SURPRISED ME... I STILL CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN 5 YEARS ALREADY. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST 5 YEARS... BUT SOMEHOW IVE BEEN ABLE TO KEEP THIS UP. EVEN WHEN I WAS OUT OF THE COUNTRY I WAS STILL ABLE TO POST SOMETHING JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT IT REALLY IS WEEKLY. SO MUCH HAS CHANGED... FAMILY, FRIENDS, CAREER, RELATIONSHIP, AND THE BIGGEST OF ALL MYSELF. LOOKING BACK AT MY POSTS I REALLY CAN SEE HOW IVE GROWN AND CHANGED. I DID KEEP MY WORD OF KEEPING THIS BLOG JUST LIKE ME... AND JUST LIKE THE TITLE SAYS... RANDOM!!! IVE GIVEN YOU ALL A VIEW INTO MY SUBCONSCIOUSNESS AND HOW MY MIND WORKS. I DONT KNOW HOW MANY STILL READ THIS, BUT ITS ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT SOME OF YOU DO. IT HASNT BEEN EASY... I KNOW AT TIMES THE POSTS ARE LACKING IN SUBSTANCE OR NOT EVEN THERE AT ALL... BUT THERES TIMES THAT JUST MAKES YOU TAKE A MOMENT TO THINK. IVE HAD MY UPS AND DOWNS WITH THIS BLOG. IVE THOUGHT ABOUT STOPPING, IVE THOUGHT ABOUT POSTING LESS, IVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT ALL. AFTER EVERYTHING WAS SAID AND DONE, I DECIDED TO KEEP GOING. LIKE I SAID... I DONT REALLY CARE HOW MANY OF YOU READ THIS OR ENJOY THIS, ITS MORE FOR MYSELF. ITS A RELEASE, ITS AN OUTLET FOR ME TO JUST DO AND SAY WHATEVER I WANT. THIS IS COMPLETELY UNFILTERED AND IS RAW. IF YOU EVER WANTED TO MEET THE REAL ME... WELL HERE I AM AND THIS IS IT. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW IM GOING TO PROCEED IN THE FUTURE. IVE REALLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT CUTTING DOWN THE POSTS. BUT THEN AGAIN I HAVE A LOT OF POSTS THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT... SO AT LEAST IN THE NEAR FORESEEABLE FUTURE IL STILL BE POSTING WEEK AFTER WEEK.

I WONDER WHAT THE NEXT 5 YEARS IS GOING TO LOOK LIKE... I WONDER WHAT THE POSTS ARE GOING TO BE ABOUT... I HAVE SOME POSTS THAT I KNOW IL WRITE BUT WILL I REALLY BE ABLE TO WRITE FOR ANOTHER 5 YEARS.... WELL... THEN AGAIN I ALREADY WROTE 5 SO WHO KNOWS... LOL. I GUESS FOR NOW IL JUST KEEP DOING WHAT IM DOING AND IF SOMETHING CHANGES, YOU ALL WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW :) HERES TO 5 GLORIOUS YEARS OF BLOGGING!!! :)

WELL WORKS REALLY BUSY ESPECIALLY SINCE IM LEAVING FOR VACA NEXT WEEK!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO FINALLY. AFTER EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED THIS YEAR I REALLY NEED TO JUST GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND RECHARGE. I NEED TO CHANGE MY VIEW ON THINGS. I NEED TO JUST RELAX AND ENJOY MYSELF A LITTLE. ITS GOING TO BE GREAT. SO MY NEXT POST WILL BE FROM GOOD OLD CHINA LOL... IF I CAN GET IT TO WORK... LOL. SEE YOU ALL WHEN I COME BACK.

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ONCE AGAIN...

GOT YOUR ATTENTION NOW EHHHH!!! :) WELL THIS ISNT WHAT YOU THOUGHT... IF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE A MEANINGFUL AND THOUGHT PROVOKING POST WELL... YOURE WRONG!!! INSTEAD ITS A SHORT AND MINDLESS POST THAT IS MUCH ABOUT NOTHING. IN OTHER WORDS... THIS IS A TROLL POST. IM TIRED AND I HAVE AN EARLY MEETING TOMORROW PLUS A BUNCH OF DEADLINES SOOOOOOO HERE I AM WRITING ANOTHER LATE POST TELLING YOU THAT IM TIRED AND THIS ISNT GOING TO BE MUCH OF A POST :) HAHA.

A FRIEND DID COME BACK TO VISIT AND WE CAUGHT UP WITH EACH OTHER OVER LUNCH. I REALLY ENVY HER FOR BEING ABLE TO JUST DO WHAT SHE WANTS AND JUST GO ALL OVER THE WORLD. SHE HAS ALL THESE PLANS TO GO PLACES AND JUST GET AWAY FROM IT ALL. UNFORTUNATELY I DONT REALLY HAVE THAT LUXURY. I HAVE TO ADULT... BILLS NEED TO BE PAID AND WORK NEEDS TO BE DONE. I REALLY WISH I COULD JUST PICK UP AND GO, BUT RESPONSIBILITIES GOT ME ALL LIKE NO!!! DO THIS AND DO THAT. EVENTUALLY, HOPEFULLY, EVERYTHING THAT I AM WORKING TOWARDS WILL ALLOW ME TO DO THE THINGS I WANT TO SOON ENOUGH. WE TALKED ABOUT LIFE AND JUST EVERYTHING. WE ALSO TALKED ABOUT BLOGGING AND IT REALLY DOES TAKE A LOT OF TIME. QUALITY IS SUCH A HARD THING TO KEEP UP, ESPECIALLY SINCE MINES EVERY WEEK AND SOMETIMES IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM PUMPING THEM OUT FOR THE SAKE OF IT. HERS IS A LOT OF WORK TO POST HIGH QUALITY POSTS. I WANT TO GET BACK TO QUALITY POSTS TOO BUT LIFE JUST TAKES TOO MUCH OUT OF EVERYTHING FOR ME TO DO IT. WORK TIRES YOU OUT AND AT THE END OF THE DAY YOU JUST WANT TO RELAX AND NOT HAVE TO THINK MORE. IM REALLY CONTEMPLATING CHANGING MY FORMAT OF THIS BLOG AND MAYBE CHANGING IT TO A POST EVERY 2 WEEKS OR A POST WHENEVER I WANT OR EVEN JUST QUITTING COMPLETELY... I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU STILL READ THIS... I THINK ABOUT 10... YOU SHOULD REALLY COMMENT ON THIS POST SO I CAN REALLY KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE READ IT. IF YOU DO COMMENT IL BUY YOU ICE CREAM EVEN :) IL JUST LEAVE THIS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE POST, SO IL KNOW THAT YOU ACTUALLY READ IT HAHA. IN THE MEANWHILE I THINK IL JUST KEEP THIS THE WAY IT IS UNTIL I SEE OTHERWISE... I STILL HAVE A LIST OF THE TOPICS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT AND LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I DONT WANT TO JUST RUSH THEM OR JUST HALF ASS THEM... SOOO... YOURE ALL GOING TO HAVE TO KEEP COMING BACK TO SEE IF MEANINGFUL POSTS ARE BACK LOL. SO KEEP READING :)

OH I WENT TO PNE ON THE WEEKEND JUST TO PIG OUT ON BBQ STUFF AND WIN TOYS THAT I DONT NEED LOL. FOR THE 2ND YEAR IN A ROW, I BEAT THE POOL GAME :) IF YOU ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH IT, IT IS THE ONE WHERE THERE ARE 4 BALLS IN A DIAMOND SHAPE AND AFTER THE BREAK YOU HAVE TO POCKET EACH BALL WITH 1 SHOT. YOU ALSO HAVE TO CALL YOUR SHOTS. SO IM A PRETTY DECENT POOL PLAYER AND IL LET YOU KNOW NOW THAT I HAVE ONLY WON 2 TIMES OUT OF ALL THE YEARS I HAVE GONE. THE ISSUE IS THAT THE BALLS ARE THE STANDARD SIZE, BUT THE POCKETS ARE SMALLER. NORMAL POCKETS ARE WIDER UP FRONT SO IT IS LIKE A GIANT "V" BUT THESE ONES ARE MORE PARALLEL LIKE A "U" AND STRAIGHT. SO YOUR SHOTS HAVE TO BE STRAIGHT ON OR THE BALL WILL NOT SINK. ALSO BECAUSE OF THE POCKETS PRO PLAYERS WILL NOT BREAK THE BALLS HARD. THE LONGER THE SHOT THE HARDER IT IS TO GET IN. A SOFTER BREAK LEAVING ALL THE BALLS IN THE TOP HALF OF THE TABLE IS THE BEST. AIM TO HAVE THEM ALL GO INTO THE TOP CORNER POCKETS. SO ITS $5 FOR A LARGE PRIZE IF YOU WIN AND $10 FOR ANY CHOICE WHICH IS LARGE OR JUMBO. THE FUNNY THING IS THAT THE 2 GUYS PLAYING AHEAD OF ME BOTH WON AND JUST FROM THEIR STANCE AND LINING UP OF SHOTS AND STICK CONTROL, YOU CAN TELL FOR SURE THAT THEY PLAY. SO I WAS UP AND DID WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO DO AND I WON. YOU HAVE TO FOCUS HARD TOO BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS A CROWD AROUND SO YOU CANT HAVE THE NERVES GET TO YOU. WON THAT AND SOME OTHER GAMES AND THEN ATE SOME MORE AND LEFT.

WHAT ELSE DID I DO... HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND THE BABY. EAT. WATCHED A WHITECAPS GAME WHICH WE LOST AGAIN. CAUGHT UP ON SOME SHOWS. KILLJOYS SEASON FINALE WAS INTENSE. IF YOU WATCH IT YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. DARK MATTER IS STILL GOING SO I STILL GOT THAT. OH OH OH I SPENT A BUNCH OF TIME CALLING TELUS, SHAW, AND FIDO JUST TO CHANGE ACCOUNTS AND DEAL WITH SERVICES AND PRICING AND STUFF. WHATEVER, IN THE END I GOT WHAT I WANT LOL

I SUPPOSE IL DO A QUICK REVIEW OF "DONT BREATHE" WHICH I SAW LAST NIGHT. ITS WAS PRETTY GOOD. I LIKED IT. IT WASNT A SCARY MOVIE, BUT MORE OF A SUSPENSE ONE. I WILL JUST SAY THAT THERE WERE SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS OF HANDLING THAT SITUATION THAT YOU WOULD HAVE JUST BEEN ABLE TO GET OUT OF THERE, BUT THEN AGAIN IF THEY DIDNT DO IT THAT WAY THERE WOULD BASICALLY BE NO MOVIE LOL. THEY FILMED PART OF IT IN THE DARK SO THAT WAS COOL TOO. OVERALL IT WAS AN ENJOYABLE MOVIE AND IL GIVE IT A 7.83/10.

SEE YA NEXT WEEK... I HOPE... LOL :P

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SO I JUST SAW SOMETHING...

NO ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK... WHATEVER YOURE THINKING THATS NOT IT LOL. ANYWAYS I JUST SAW SOME INSPIRATIONAL PICTURE AND THE CAPTION WAS: "SELF DISCIPLINE BETTER PREDICTS SUCCESS THAN IQ." I THOUGHT ABOUT IT A TOTAL OF 2 SECONDS AND I TOTALLY AGREE WITH IT. I TALKED ABOUT THIS HERE AND THERE BEFORE BUT ITS REALLY PERTINENT TO ME RIGHT NOW. IF YOU ARE REALLY SMART OR HAVE A HIGH IQ BUT YOU DONT DO ANYTHING WITH IT THEN YOURE NOT SUCCEEDING NOW ARE YOU? YOURE WASTING ALL THAT POTENTIAL. ON THE OTHER HAND, IF YOU HAVE GREAT SELF DISCIPLINE THEN ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. YOUR SELF DISCIPLINE KEEPS YOU WORKING HARD, MAKES YOU STUDY MORE, CONTROLS HOW MUCH YOU PUT IN, AND PUSHES YOU FARTHER. THATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HAVING SELF DISCIPLINE AND NOT HAVING IT. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE PEOPLE WHO DO SOMETHING THAT MAKES A CHANGE AND THOSE WHO DONT OR JUST SAYS THEY WILL BUT NEVER DOES. GRANTED THERE ARE A LOT OF REASONS THAT CAN STOP YOU FROM TAKING THAT FIRST STEP AND MOVING FORWARD TOWARDS WHAT YOU WANT, BUT IN THE END ITS ALL JUST EXCUSES. IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING JUST DO IT. ONES OWN SELF DISCIPLINE DECIDES WHERE YOU GO AND WHAT YOU DO. YOU CAN DO IT, BUT ITS ALL UP TO YOU TO SEE IF YOU HAVE THE CONTROL TO ACTUALLY GO AHEAD WITH IT. WHEN YOU FINALLY ACTUALLY HAVE THE SELF DISCIPLINE OR THE DETERMINATION TO DO SOMETHING OR KEEP ON DOING SOMETHING, THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN FAIL. EVEN IF YOU DO FAIL THE FIRST TIME, YOU DONT QUIT, YOU JUST KEEP GOING UNTIL YOU SUCCEED, AND THATS WHAT THE DIFFERENCE IS BETWEEN THOSE WHO DO AND CAN TO THOSE WHO DONT AND CANT. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT SELF DISCIPLINE, SELF CONTROL, DETERMINATION, AND MOTIVATION. IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING OR MAKE A CHANGE JUST DO IT ALREADY!!! THERES NO POINT IN PUTTING IT OFF OR SAYING YOU CANT, THERES ONLY ONE PERSON IN THE WORLD THAT CAN STOP YOU FROM ATTAINING WHAT YOU WANT, AND THATS YOU, THE PERSON LOOKING BACK IN THE MIRROR. LIKE RIGHT NOW, AFTER 4 YEARS IM STILL WRITING THIS BLOG, WEEK IN AND WEEK OUT, 4 YEARS STRAIGHT WITHOUT FAIL. EVEN ON VACATION I STILL FOUND A WAY TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. ITS ALL ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU WANT IT. YOU HAVE TO FORCE YOURSELF TO DO IT. EVEN THOUGH A LOT OF TIME I RATHER JUST SIT THERE AND WATCH TV OR PLAY GAMES, I TELL MYSELF NO! I HAVE TO DO IT! TURN OFF THE TV AND GO WRITE THE POST!!! ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK SITTING HERE AND DOING THIS EVERY WEEK. YOU GUYS OUT THERE HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I WAS DEBATING AND THINKING ABOUT STOPPING THIS OR SLOWING DOWN. YOU HEARD IT ALL BEFORE, BUT IN THE END YOU STILL SEE ME POSTING EVERY SINGLE WEEK. THIS ISNT ALL I DO YOU KNOW... BESIDES WORK FULL TIME YOU ALL KNOW IM WORKING TOWARDS SOMETHING AND THAT WAS WHAT THE 1 YEAR DEADLINE WAS FOR, FOR MYSELF. THAT WAS ME FORCING MYSELF, MOTIVATING MYSELF, DISCIPLINING MYSELF TO GET THAT DONE. NOW RECENTLY IM THINKING AND RESEARCHING ABOUT SETTING BACK UP A YOUTUBE CHANNEL, ALL THE MEANWHILE A NEW POST IS STILL BEING WRITTEN EVERY WEEK. THATS 4 THINGS THAT IM MAKING MYSELF DO, KEEPING THAT DISCIPLINE AND NOT LETTING ANYTHING MAKE ME WAIVER IN MY PURSUIT OF EVERYTHING. THERES LOTS OF WAYS TO MEASURE SUCCESS, AND EVERYONES DEFINITION OF SUCCESS IS DIFFERENT. THERES TOO MANY EXAMPLES I COULD GIVE AND THERE WOULD BE NO WAY TO POSSIBLY COVER THEM ALL EITHER. SO IN WHATEVER YOUR QUEST IS, DONT FRET THAT YOU ARENT THE SMARTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, BECAUSE HARD WORK DOES PAY OFF AND THE SELF DISCIPLINE YOU HAVE TO CONTINUE WILL ALLOW YOU TO SUCCEED IN THE FUTURE. THEY SAY IT TAKES ROUGHLY 10,000 HOURS TO BECOME A MASTER AT SOMETHING OR A SKILL. THATS ABOUT A YEAR AND A BIT STRAIGHT. IF ALL IT TAKES IS A YEAR THEN WHY NOT GO FOR IT. A YEAR IS REALLY SHORT AND A YEAR FROM NOW YOU WILL LOOK BACK AND REALIZE THAT IT WAS THE BEST DECISION OF YOUR LIFE, AND THAT DISCIPLINE WILL TAKE YOU ACROSS THE FINISH LINE.

AS FOR THE USUAL UPDATES...WORKS GETTING BUSY AGAIN DUE TO STUFF THAT NEEDS TO GET DONE AND ALL THE MEETINGS THAT I HAVE TO HAVE. SLOWLY GETTING BETTER FROM THE ACCIDENT, IM ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY!!! LOL. WORKING ON ALL THE THINGS IM WORKING ON. OH I DID GO WATCH THE BOY OVER THE WEEKEND AND IT WAS A BAD BAD MOVIE... LOL IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE SCARY BUT MEH... ONLY SMALL PARTS HERE AND THERE AND ENDING WAS HMM... WELL... THATS ANOTHER WEEK FOR YOU. SO WISH YOU ALL A GREAT WEEK.

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CHANGE OF VENUE

SO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD WHETHER OR NOT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG... WELL... I THINK IVE FINALLY COME TO A CONCLUSION. IN ONE SENSE I REALLY DO WANT TO KEEP WRITING, THIS IS JUST AN OUTLET AND I REALLY JUST WRITE WHAT I WANT. I HAVE NO FILTER ON THIS AND THIS IS PURELY WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND AND MY OPINIONS. I HAVE TOPICS HERE AND THERE BUT THE ISSUE IS TRYING TO KEEP UP WEEK AFTER WEEK AFTER WEEK. I AM LAZY... LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT... LIKE THIS POST I AM LITERALLY WRITING IT ABOUT HALF AN HOUR BEFORE MIDNIGHT BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING VIDEOS INSTEAD LOL. I THOUGHT ABOUT ONLY UPDATING ONCE IN A WHILE, PERHAPS ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH OR WHENEVER I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, BUT THEN THAT JUST SORT OF DESTROYS THE POINT OF HAVING SOMETHING WEEKLY. SO IVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT FOR A WHILE. I WANT TO GET BACK ON YOUTUBE. YA... YOU HEARD RIGHT... BACK ON YOUTUBE, NOT GET ON YOUTUBE, BUT BACK ON YOUTUBE. FOR A BRIEF MOMENT IN TIME NNNNNNNNNN YEARS AGO I HAD A YOUTUBE PAGE. IF YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH IN CREEPING PERHAPS YOU WILL FIND IT LOL. I WANT TO START DOING VIDS AGAIN OF JUST RANDOM STUFF AND EVERYTHING. VIDS IN A WAY IS MUCH EASIER THAN TYPING AND FIGURING OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND ITS ALSO MUCH QUICKER FOR ME TO ACTUALLY SAY EVERYTHING... BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO A LOT MORE WORK SINCE I HAVE TO FILM IT, EDIT IT, UPLOAD IT, AND DO A BUNCH MORE STUFF TO IT. I THINK I WILL HAVE TO DO A MIX OF YOUTUBE VIDS AND BLOG POSTS. WHEN IM ACTUALLY CREATIVE AND HAVE STUFF TO DO THEN IL VID IT AND WHEN IM LAZY AND WANT TO JUST GET SOMETHING OUT, IL JUST DO A QUICK POST. NOW HERE COMES THE PROBLEM... LIKE I JUST MENTIONED, I USE TO HAVE A YOUTUBE PAGE... THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS BOUGHT OUT BY GOOGLE... AND I KNOW MY USERNAME... BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT MY PASSWORD IS... WORST OF ALL, ITS PART OF A RECOVER LEGACY THING AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED BACK THEN IS EITHER NO LONGER IN SERVICE OR I ALSO FORGOT THE PASSWORD FOR THAT TOO... IM PRETTY SURE IT IS WITH AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO... SO IVE BEEN LOOKING INTO IT FOR A WHILE AND BASICALLY THERE IS NO WAY TO GET IT BACK... IVE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER THE PASSWORD OR THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED. IVE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM THAT PERIOD OF TIME AND EVEN ONES FROM BEFORE AND AFTER. THAT USERNAME ISNT THE GREATEST ANYWAYS SOOOOOOO AS IT STANDS I AM LOOKING AT MAKING A NEW PAGE AND GOING TO HAVE ALL NEW CONTENT. AS FOR MY OLD PAGE... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THERE ARE A FEW VIDS UP THERE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FORGET ABOUT OR HAVE REMOVED LOLOL. THOSE WILL BE UP FOREVER AND ONE DAY IL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH... ACTUALLY ALREADY DID LAUGH... BECAUSE ITS SORTA SAD... *SIGH... NOW I HAVE TO THINK IF IM ACTUALLY GOING TO GET NEW EQUIPMENT FOR THIS OR USE SOMETHING I CURRENTLY HAVE... OHHHHH THE DEBATE OF HAVING TO DECIDE THINGS... THE BLOG I CAN JUST KEEP ON DOING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL I NEED IS MY LAPTOP, BUT VIDS WELL... I HAVE A CAMERA THAT I CAN USE BUT LIGHTING AND MICROPHONES AND THE REST WELL... HMM... I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT ACTUALLY READ THIS BECAUSE IT IS JUST A BIG WALL OF CAPSLOCK AND A LOT OF PEOPLE CANT STAND IT... VIDS HOWEVER YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. ALSO YOUTUBE I WOULD REACH MORE OF A GLOBAL AUDIENCE COMPARED TO THIS PAGE WHERE ITS LIMITED TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY COME HERE AND OR SEARCH OF THIS. SO THE FINAL DECISION IS IM GOING TO ACTUALLY START DOING VIDS :) I REALLY DO FEEL THAT THE CONTENT THERE WILL BE OF A MUCH HIGHER QUALITY THAN MY WRITING HERE.

REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)

OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!

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HERES TO ANOTHER NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS OUT THERE. HOPE YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL END TO 2015 AND A GREAT START OF 2016. MYSELF... WELL STILL DEALING WITH THE AFTERMATH AND HASSLE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT. TALKING TO LAWYERS, ICBC, DOCTORS, POLICE, ALL SO MUCH FUN... AND NOW ITS CONFIRMED THAT MY CAR IS TOTALLED... WHICH I ALREADY KNEW... SO IM TRYING TO LOOK FOR A NEW CAR RIGHT NOW AND ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK... THERES ACTUALLY NO CARS I LIKE RIGHT NOW AND THE CARS THAT I DO LIKE ARE OUT OF MY PRICE RANGE... I NEED TO HAVE A CAR FOR WORK AND AT THE SAME TIME I NEED IT TO BE PRESENTABLE YET REASONABLE AND FITS MY LIFESTYLE. THERE ARE NOT THAT MANY VEHICLES THAT FIT THIS CATEGORY... EXCEPT THE ONES THAT I CANT AFFORD LOL. SO NOW I HAVE FINALLY NARROWED IT DOWN TO 3 VEHICLES WHICH I WILL GO TAKE A LOOK AT AND SEE WHICH ONE I WILL END UP WITH. BESIDES THAT BEEN DEALING WITH PAIN ALL OVER STILL AND ACTUALLY GONNA GO SEE THE DOCTOR TOMORROW CAUSE THIS AINT FUN!!! SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE BIGGEST HASSLE EVER!!! I DONT CARE WHOS RIGHT OR WHATNOT ITS ALL THE PEOPLE I HAVE TO CONTACT AND DEAL WITH THAT ANNOYS ME. I SERIOUSLY WISH THIS NEVER HAPPENED BUT LIKE I ALWAYS SAY... EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. HEY LOOK AT IT THIS WAY... THE YEAR STARTED OFF LIKE THIS SO IT CANT POSSIBLY GET ANY WORSE... *KNOCKS ON WOOD* LOL AND THATS ANOTHER THING I DONT GET... WHAT DOES KNOCK ON WOOD HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING... I REMEMBER SOMEONE TOLD ME BEFORE IT HAS TO DO WITH NATURE AND THAT ITS NATURAL... SO IT VOIDS THE JINX... ACTUALLY HOLD ON... IM GONNA GO CHECK. OK IM BACK... NOTHING IS REALLY CLEAR BUT SOME SAY OLD FOLKLORE SAYS KNOCKING ON WOOD WARDS OFF EVIL SPIRITS... AND IN OTHERS KNOCKING ON WOOD BECAUSE TREE SPIRITS/ELVES/NYMPH LIVES IN THEM AND YOU ARE CALLING THEM TO INVOKE PROTECTION. WELL... YOU LEARN SOMETHING EVERYDAY :) THE MORE YOU KNOW... RIGHT :) ANYWAYS THIS FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR. THEN AGAIN... DONT THEY ALL FEEL LIKE A GOOD YEAR UNTIL SOMETHING COMES ALONG AND JUST SCREWS IT UP? WELL... ONE CAN ONLY HOPE ITS A GOOD YEAR, SO FAR SO GOOD... SORTA... IN A WAY... ISH... MEH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN HAHA

ON ANOTHER NOTE... MY BATTLE WITH FB IS OVER :) THEY COULDNT BLOCK ME FOR LONG!!! I AM BACK LOL. AFTER SENDING THEM MORE COMPLAINTS AND STUFF THEY APOLOGIZED AND GAVE ME BACK MY ACCOUNT. PSH!!! THATS RIGHT I AM ACTUALLY THAT COOL SO SCREW YOU AND TIME TO START CREEPING AGAIN. ACTUALLY I WAS OFF FACEBOOK FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AND AFTER THE FIRST WEEK I DIDNT REALLY NOTICE IT ANYMORE... THE ONLY THING I REALLY DO WITH FB IS LINK THIS BLOG AND MY IG PICS TO IT.

CURRENTLY JUST TAKING TIME TO RECOVER FROM THE ACCIDENT SO IVE BEEN DOING A FEW THINGS THAT I HAD ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO. ITS BEEN PRETTY PRODUCTIVE I WOULD SAY. OH OH OH AND THIS IS MY POST #222. YUP ITS STILL GOING STRONG... 222 POSTS LATER... 222 WEEKS LATER... OVER 4 YEARS OF WRITING WEEK AFTER WEEK. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP THIS GOING. I DO HAVE TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM. RIGHT NOW THERE IS QUANTITY WEEKLY BUT THERE ARE A FEW POSTS OF QUALITY THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT. I GUESS WHEN I HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME I WILL DO THOSE. WELL, ENJOY YOURSELVES EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK.

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THE FUTURE'S NOT OURS TO SEE

IVE BEEN LOOKING AT THE PAST AND THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE QUITE A BIT RECENTLY... ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS ON MY TRIP A FEW WEEKS AGO. ONCE AGAIN IVE REACHED THE AGE WHERE ITS TIME TO SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND WHERE I AM. IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY POSTS THAT IVE WRITTEN OVER THE PAST 4 YEARS AND YES, SOME ARE RANDOM AND DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING WHILE BUT THERE ARE THOSE THAT MAKE ONE THINK MORE DEEPLY. IVE WRITTEN ABOUT A LOT OF DIFFERENT TOPICS BUT THE SAME THOUGHTS KEEP COMING BACK UP OVER AND OVER. I DONT REGRET ANYTHING IVE DONE IN THE PAST BUT THERE IS THE THOUGHT OF ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT IF... WHAT IF I DID THIS INSTEAD, WHERE WOULD I HAVE ENDED UP THEN? WOULD I STILL BE HERE DOING THE SAME THING? WOULD I BE BETTER OFF OR WORSE OFF? THESE QUESTIONS WILL NEVER BE ANSWERED. THE SAME NOW GOES THROUGH MY HEAD BUT MORE OF WHATS NEXT AND WHERE WILL I BE? I THINK IT JUST HAS TO DO WITH MANY OF MY FRIENDS GETTING OLDER AND EITHER GETTING MARRIED OR HAVING KIDS. THINGS WERE SO MUCH SIMPLER BACK THEN... LESS WORRIES AND RESPONSIBILITIES, BUT NOW IT SEEMS THAT IM ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING. THATS JUST PART OF LIFE I SUPPOSE. WHATS NEXT FOR ME? DONT GET ME WRONG, IM HAPPY WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WISH THERE WAS A CRYSTAL BALL TO SEE WHERE I END UP. I HAVE A PLANS AND GOALS FOR MYSELF, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO FIND OUT IF EVERYTHING THAT I WANT AND AM WORKING TOWARDS REALLY DO COME TO FRUITION. I GUESS ITS JUST THE WANT... NO, THE NEED TO KNOW IF I AM GOING TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS OR IF IM ACTUALLY JUST WASTING TIME. I REALLY HATE WASTING TIME THESE DAYS, I REALIZE THAT THERES NEVER ENOUGH OF IT... I GUESS THIS IS REALLY SHOWING MY AGE NOW... I REALLY HAVE TO START ON MY PLAN TO GET THE FUTURE I HAVE PLANNED AND ENVISIONED. THEN AGAIN... WHO KNOWS... THE FUTURES NOT OURS TO SEE...

WORK, TV, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND THE REST IS THE SAME OLD. WE DID HOWEVER START A VOLLEYBALL TEAM :) LOL THE LAST TIME I PLAYED VOLLEYBALL WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL GYM CLASS... DECIDED TO MAKE A TEAM SO WE CAN KEEP ACTIVE UNTIL FOOTBALL STARTS BACK UP AGAIN. VOLLEYBALL IS THE ONE SPORT THAT WILL HURT ME THE MOST... MY SHOULDER IS SO SCREWED UP THAT SPIKING THE BALL WILL BE INTERESTING. YOU ALL KNOW THAT IVE DISLOCATED MY SHOULDER MORE THAN I CAN EVEN REMEMBER AND ANYTHING THAT REQUIRES ME TO THROW OR HIT A BALL IN THAT MOTION IS JUST ASKING FOR TROUBLE HAHA. JUST GOTTA BE MORE CAREFUL THAN NORMAL. THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN SINCE THERES ONLY A FEW PEOPLE THAT HAVE ACTUALLY PLAYED BEFORE. OH WELL LOL.

ITS STARTING TO GET DARK PRETTY EARLY THESE DAYS AND ITS ALSO GETTING COLDER TOO... STARTING TO FEEL LIKE DOING LESS AND LESS AND EVERYTHING SEEMS QUIETER AS WELL... EVERY YEAR THERES LESS GOING ON AND PEOPLE JUST DONT WANT THE HASSLE ANYMORE, OH WELL. LIFE GOES ON... C'EST LA VIE

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