END OF AN ERA

WELL...AFTER 400 POSTS AND COUNTLESS TIMES TALKING ABOUT ENDING THIS BLOG OR CHANGING OVER TO SOMETHING ELSE... GUESS WHAT... ITS FINALLY HAPPENING. THIS WILL OFFICIALLY BE THE VERY LAST POST THAT I WILL EVER WRITE. I CANT BELIEVE I KEPT THIS THING GOING FOR MORE THAN 7.5 YEARS... ITS BEEN QUITE A RUN... THIS THING STARTED OFF STRONG AND WITH SO MUCH POTENTIAL, AND THEN IT JUST GOT KILLED BY TIME. OH THERES GEMS HERE AND THERE BUT SOMETIMES THE POSTS ARE JUST SAD... LITERALLY SAYING NOTHING, YOU KNOW THAT AND I KNOW THAT TOO. SO MANY POSTS WERE FORCED JUST SO I CAN KEEP THAT ONE A WEEK POST GOING. I HAVE SO MANY TOPICS THAT I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT EITHER ITS HARD TO WRITE, TOO LONG TO WRITE, JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE IT, TIRED, OR WHATEVER THE REASON WAS AT THAT MOMENT. I REALLY DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY KEPT UP AND READ ALL THESE POSTS. I KNOW THERES A HANDFUL OF YOU, AND AFTER THE LAST POST I REALIZED THERES A FEW MORE. HOWEVER... THERE WOULD BE MORE READERS IF I DIDNT TYPE IN ALL CAPS FOR THE WHOLE DAM THING LOL. SOMETHING ABOUT ME SCREAMING AT EVERYONE OR IT BEING HARD TO READ... WHO KNOWS LOL. EVERYONE THAT I KNOW WHO BLOGGED AND EVEN JUST RANDOM PAGES THAT YOU GO TO MOST OF THEM HAVE STOPPED AS WELL. ITS HARD TO WRITE, ITS EASY BUT AT THE SAME TIME ITS HARD. IVE FLOATED THE IDEA OF A YOUTUBE CHANNEL BUT THAT TAKES EVEN MORE TIME AND EFFORT AND WOULD BE A BIGGER PRODUCTION, AND I ALREADY DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE THE BLOG, SO HOW WOULD I MAKE VIDEOS... LOL... IVE LEARNED A LOT OVER THE PAST YEARS BLOGGING AND ITS FINALLY TIME TO MOVE ON, TIME FOR A CHANGE. EVEN WITH ALL THAT SAID IL NOW BE STARTING UP A PODCAST!!! SO NO MORE READING POSTS AND IMAGINING MY VOICE INSIDE YOUR HEAD, NOW YOU CAN LITERALLY LISTEN TO ME TALK AT ANYTIME YOU WANT!!! NOT MANY PEOPLE READ ANYMORE BUT LOTS OF PEOPLE LISTEN TO PODCASTS, SO I FIGURED YOU KNOW WHAT... LETS SEE HOW THIS GOES. THE PODCAST OFFICIALLY START NEXT WEEK... LETS SEE HOW LONG THAT LASTS... COULD IT GO FOR ANOTHER 7.5 YEARS... WITH WEEKLY EPISODES... THAT WOULD BE QUITE IMPRESSIVE LOL. I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND YOU, AND THATS TO GO AND LISTEN!!! THE LINK IS BELOW, SO GO AND BOOKMARK IT NOW!!! LOL

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AND WITH THAT, I THANK ALL MY READERS FOR KEEPING UP AND PUTTING UP WITH THIS. IT SURE HAS BEEN A TRIP. IVE CERTAINLY ENJOYED IT... MOST OF IT... SORTA... LOL... BUT I GUESS ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END. THIS MARKS THE END OF AN ERA. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR THIS JOURNEY.



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AFTER 30

YOU KNOW... THERE REALLY IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING IN YOUR 20S AND YOUR 30S... I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT IT FROM TIME TO TIME AND LOOK BACK AT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. JUST THE WAY I USE TO BE COMPARED TO NOW IS SO DIFFERENT. THE WAY YOU THINK, THE WAY YOU ACT, THE WAY YOU JUST ARE. YOU KNOW YOURE GOING TO GROW UP SOONER OR LATER, BUT YOU DONT REALLY NOTICE IT, MAYBE YOU DO, BUT WHEN A SIMILAR SITUATION COMES UP FROM WHEN YOURE YOUNGER AND NOW YOU REACT DIFFERENTLY YOU REALLY NOTICE IT. YOURE MORE GROWN UP NOW, AND MORE MATURE. YOU MIGHT WANT TO REACT THE SAME WAY BUT YOU REALIZE WHY WOULD YOU. LIKE SITUATION THAT I WOULD USE TO REACT TO OR WOULD TEST MY PATIENCE, NOW I JUST DONT BOTHER ANYMORE. I TEND TO JUST LET IT GO NOW, WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND ENERGY ON SOMETHING SO STUPID. HOW ABOUT GOING OUT... I USE TO GO OUT ALL THE TIME, PARTIES WERE NOTHING. I HAVENT GONE PARTYING IN A WHILE, BUT EVEN JUST THINKING ABOUT IT SOMETIMES MAKES ME TIRED. USE TO HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY, NOW I JUST WANT TO NAP LOL. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I USE TO BE LOUD. IVE TOLD YOU ALL BEFORE, THAT BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL I WAS VOTED THE LOUDEST PERSON IN SCHOOL. THESE DAYS SURE I CAN BE LOUD IF I HAVE TO, BUT GENERALLY IM PRETTY QUIET. IT JUST TAKES TOO MUCH TO BE LOUD. BEFORE I WOULD JUST SAY WHATS ON MY MIND, NEVER CARED WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT. I STILL DO NOT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK, BUT NOW I FILTER WHAT I SAY MORE. ITS JUST TOO MUCH WORK TO DEAL WITH THE SITUATION SOMETIMES AND THEN THERES JUST NOT CARING AND YOU JUST WANT THE CONVERSATION TO END. THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE BETWEEN 20S AND 30S. JUST LOOK HOW YOU USE TO DRESS AND NOW. IF I REALLY WANTED TO THIS WOULD BE A LONG LIST BUT YOU GET MY POINT. 20S YOU CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND AFTER 30 YOU JUST DONT CARE OR GIVE A F ANYMORE.

HOLY CRAP!!! THIS IS POST #400!!! THATS A POST A WEEK FOR OVER 7.5 YEARS!!! CONGRATS TO ME AND TO MANY MORE... MAYBE... LOL

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BACK AT IT

OH MAN... WELL IM BACK AT IT AGAIN... THIS IS A POST ABOUT NOTHING. YES, ONCE AGAIN IT IS A POST ABOUT NOTHING BECAUSE IM TIRED AND ITS BEEN A LONGGGGGG DAY. YOUVE HEARD IT BEFORE, A POST JUST TO GET A POST OUT AND ITS A WASTE OF A POST. HEY! YOU HAVE TO AGREE THAT THE POSTS HAVE BEEN OF A HIGHER CALIBRE LATELY... EXCEPT THIS ONE... THIS ONE DOESNT COUNT. SO HOW HAVE YOU ALL BEEN? NOW IM JUST TRYING TO SAVE IT... YOU KNOW WHAT... EVERYONE HAS AN OFF DAY OK! THIS WILL JUST BE THE ONE OFF DAY IN A LONG LINE OF PRODUCTIVE POSTS LOL. DONT WORRY, MEANINGFUL, QUALITY POSTS WILL BE BACK NEXT WEEK. SO UNTIL THEN, ENJOY YOURSELVES EVERYONE.

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FREE TIME

SO SIMILARLY TO THE POST ABOUT WHAT DO YOU DO, I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU DO IN YOUR FREE TIME WHEN YOURE NOT WORKING. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN FREE TIME, BUT HOW YOU SPEND IT IS THE INTERESTING PART. SOME PEOPLE GO OUT, SOME READ, AND SOME HAVE A HOBBY. THERE ARE COUNTLESS WAYS TO SPEND YOUR FREE TIME, SO WHY DO YOU DO WHAT YOU DO... IN YOUR FREE TIME? PERSONALLY I THINK IT SAYS A LOT ABOUT A PERSON. I LIKE TO WATCH TV/MOVIES, HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS, AND DO MY OWN THING. BY THAT I JUST MEAN THINGS TO LEARN, ADDING TO MY RANDOMNESS, AND THIS BLOG. FOR ME I JUST WANT TO DO THINGS THAT ARE RELAXING, ESPECIALLY AFTER WORK. IM TOO TIRED AND LAZY TO DO ANYTHING ELSE OR AFTERWARDS. I CAN ESCAPE INTO A SHOW OR A MOVIE AND JUST RELAX. THERE IS A TON OF OTHER THINGS I DO IN MY FREE TIME BUT THIS IS BASICALLY WHAT I DO IN MY FREE TIME. SO WHAT DO YOU DO IN YOUR FREE TIME AND WHY? LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS BELOW.

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CAPTAIN MARVEL

IF YOU HAVENT NOTICED, THE POST QUALITY HAS SUBSTANTIALLY INCREASED THE PAST FEW POSTS. HOWEVER WE NEED A BALANCE, AND YOU DIDNT REALLY THINK I WAS GOING TO TAKE AWAY MOVIE REVIEWS DID YOU? LOL. TIME TO REVIEW ONE OF THE MOST ANTICIPATED MOVIE OF THE YEAR. ITS NOT THEEEEE MOST ANTICIPATED, SINCE WE ALL KNOW WHAT THAT IS LOL. I SAY THIS BECAUSE MARVEL HAD TO PUT THIS OUT SO THEY COULD HAVE AVENGERS: ENDGAME. ITS NO SPOILER THAT EVERYONE KNOWS CAPTAIN MARVEL IS IN THE LAST AVENGER MOVIE COMING OUT NEXT MONTH, AND IF YOU ACTUALLY DIDNT KNOW THEN YOU LIVE UNDER A ROCK. ANYWAYS LETS GET STARTED. THE MOVIE STARS BRIE LARSON, SAMUEL J JACKSON, JUDE LAW, BEN MENDELSOHN, GEMMA CHAN, DJIMON HOUNSOU, LEE PACE, AND A COUPLE OF OTHERS. THIS IS STRAIGHT UP A ORIGIN MOVIE. MARVEL NEEDED TO CATCH EVERYONE UP SO THEY WOULD BE PREPARED FOR AVENGERS. THE MOVIE WAS PRETTY GOOD. WAY BETTER THAN A TON OF THE OTHER ORIGINS. THE MOVIE WAS SET IN THE MID 90S AND ITS FUN TO SEE EVERYONE THAT WE KNOW NOW, BACK THEN. THE COMPARISON IS FUNNY. THE ACTION WAS GOOD BUT COULD HAVE USED MORE, THE STORY WAS ALRIGHT, AND PARTS WERE COMPLETELY PREDICTABLE. ONCE AGAIN THEY USE A LOT OF JOKES JUST TO SIDELINE WHAT WAS HAPPENING. NOW THE QUESTION IS... WAS BRIE THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR THIS MOVIE? I DO LIKE HER AS CAPTAIN MARVEL BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETHING ABOUT IT DOESNT REALLY SIT RIGHT WITH ME. ITS LIKE SHE DOES HAVE THE LOOK FOR IT WHEN SHES IN COSTUME AND IN THE MOVIE FIGHTING, BUT WHEN SHES JUST NORMAL OR WHEN SHES TRYING TO FIGHT AND BE BADASS, IT SEEMS A BIT OFF. I DONT WANT TO SAY TOO MUCH ABOUT THE MOVIE AND SPOIL IT FOR ANYONE, BUT I WILL TELL YOU ALL TO PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THE MOVIE BECAUSE IT ANSWERS A LOT OF QUESTIONS FROM THE MARVEL UNIVERSE AND ALL OF THE OTHER MOVIES. THERE IS SO MUCH IN THE MOVIE THAT TIES INTO EVERYTHING ELSE AND THIS EXPLAINS IT ALL. AFTER THE MOVIE WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT HOW IT FINALLY ANSWERED THIS AND THAT AND SO THATS WHY THIS AND THAT HAPPENED. ALSO... SO... WHATS UP WITH THE WHOLE MISS MARVEL AND CAPTAIN MARVEL... I WAS NEVER BIG INTO THIS SERIES BUT WHY DID THEY CHANGE IT TO GO ONE WAY? GUESS IT HAS TO DO WITH THE WHOLE FEMININE MOVEMENT AND EQUALITY. THEY ALSO WENT WITH THE OTHER COSTUME AS WELL. THEY ARE THE SAME PERSON BUT THEY CHOSE ONE THAT WOULD BE STRONGER FOR CULTURAL SENSES I SUPPOSE. EITHER WAY THE MOVIE WAS PRETTY GOOD. MOST DEFINITELY ENJOYED IT. I GIVE IT A 7.8-8.1/10.

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UPDATE

SO... ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE UPDATED EVERYONE ON EVERYTHING. I KNOW SOMETIMES THERE MIGHT BE A LINE OR TWO ABOUT WHATS GOING ON BUT HAVENT REALLY SAID MUCH MORE THAN THAT. MAIN REASON FOR THAT IS BECAUSE IM TIRED AND LAZY LOL. ALSO BECAUSE THERES NOT MUCH MORE TO TELL THAN THAT... HONESTLY... JUST BEEN BUSY WORKING AND GETTING REST. I COME HOME AND IM TIRED AND THEN SOMETIMES WHEN I DO THIS ITS LATE. THATS WHY THE POST SOUNDS LIKE THE WAY IT SOUNDS. SOMETIMES I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NAP LOL. I KNOW I COULD POST THIS EARLIER BUT ITS JUST SO HARD SOMETIMES. YES YES THERES A TWSS RIGHT THERE. THE OTHER REASON IS BECAUSE I DONT HAVE MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT. I SAID IT BEFORE, THAT THERES ACTUALLY QUITE A FEW TOPICS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT, BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME OR ENGERY TO DO IT. THATS WHY I END UP WRITING MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS QUICK AND EASY. IF I ONLY WROTE POSTS ABOUT THE MEANINGFUL TOPICS, THEN THE POSTS WOULD NOT BE WEEKLY AND I WOULD RUN OUT OF MATERIAL QUICKLY. THE ODDS ARE THAT THE POST WOULD HAVE MORE DEPTH AND QUALITY COMPARED TO WHAT IM PUMPING OUT RIGHT NOW LOL. I MEAN THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH WHAT IM POSTING RIGHT NOW, ITS JUST THAT YOU CAN SEE THE QUALITY DROPPING THESE FEW YEARS COMPARED TO THE EARLY DAYS AKA THE FIRST FEW YEARS LOL. THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU WRITE EVERY WEEK FOR THE PAST 7+ YEARS... IVE ALSO SAID THAT IM NOT SURE IF IM GOING TO KEEP THIS BLOG GOING AND THAT IM WORKING ON SOMETHING THAT WOULD BE BETTER. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE I AM WITH THAT. I LOOKED INTO IT BUT IT WOULD EITHER TAKE MORE TIME OR I WOULD HAVE TO POST LESS. THERES A LOT TO CONSIDER... I WOULD BASICALLY HAVE TO RESTART FROM THE BEGINNING IF I END UP DOING IT THIS CERTAIN WAY. IT WOULD BE A LOT OF REBUILDING. IT WOULD BE A CHALLENGE BUT IT WOULD BE FUN TO DO LOL. SO I GUESS IN THE MEANTIME YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU GET UNTIL I FIGURE THIS OUT LOL. ANY SUGGESTIONS? LOL.

SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO THEN? WELL... BEEN WORKING, CATCHING UP ON SHOWS AND MOVIES, PLAYING MJ, HANGING OUT WITH FAMILY AND THE NEPHEW, HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS, AND WORKING ON RANDOM THINGS. ITS QUIET THESE DAYS. NOT MUCH REALLY TO DO AND NOT MUCH I REALLY WANT TO DO. MAN... I NEED A VACATION... I NEED A PERMANENT VACATION LOL. UNTIL THEN... BACK TO THE GRIND.

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PARTY PLANNING COMMITTEE

ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN WHERE IM IN CHARGE OF MY WORKS CHRISTMAS PARTY FESTIVITIES. I PLAN THE GAMES AND ENTERTAINMENT FOR THE NIGHT AS WELL AS THE GIFTS AND PRIZES. I AM THE ENTIRE PARTY PLANNING COMMITTEE AND THE SOCIAL COORDINATOR AS WELL LOL. THIS WILL BE MY 5TH YEAR DOING THIS AND MAN... IT DOES NOT GET ANY EASIER... MAINLY BECAUSE IM RUNNING OUT OF GAMES. EACH YEAR I TRY TO PLAN NEW GAMES TO PLAY AND THINGS TO DO. EVERY YEAR I ASK PEOPLE TO GIVE ME IDEAS... AND NO ONE EVER DOES. DONT ANYONE DARE THINK ITS EASY!!! THE GAMES HAVE TO BE FAIR FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYONE HAS TO BE ABLE TO PLAY IT. I GOT IN CRAP ONE YEAR FOR MAKING A GAME THAT WOULD BE EASIER FOR MORE WESTERNIZED PEOPLE, WHICH IT WASNT. EITHER WAY, IVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY GAMES THAT I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE COULD BE PLAYED. IVE HAD TO RECYCLE A GAME OR TWO OVER THE YEARS JUST TO FILL IN TIME LOL. THE ISSUE IS IF I DONT DO IT, THEN NO ONE WILL, AND THEN THE DINNER WILL BE JUST THAT, A DINNER. THIS WAY IT GETS EVERYONE INVOLVED AND RELAXED A LITTLE. SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO ENJOY MYSELF, BUT IM SUCH A GOOD PLANNER THAT I HAVE TO DO IT EACH YEAR. I ENJOY DOING THIS BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WOULDNT MIND SITTING BACK AND JUST ENJOYING MYSELF TOO. I CANT SAY MUCH ABOUT THE PARTY ON HERE RIGHT NOW, JUST IN CASE MY COWORKERS COME ON AND SEE THIS. HOWEVER, I WILL SAY, THAT THIS WILL BE THE BEST PARTY IN THE HISTORY OF THE COMPANY!!! THIS IS ALL GOING DOWN ON FRIDAY, SO I WILL UPDATE YOU ALL NEXT WEEK AS TO HOW IT WENT. ITS GOING TO GO GREAT! NO DOUBT ABOUT IT!

HMMM THATS WEIRD... USUALLY EACH POST GETS A FEW HUNDRED VIEWS BUT RECENTLY THE POSTS ARE ONLY SHOWING A COUPLE OF DOZEN VIEWS. WHATS GOING ON WITH THAT? OH GREAT... NOW I FORGOT WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO SAY... OOPS LOL

THE NEXT POST WILL BE AFTER CHRISTMAS, SO FROM EVERYONE HERE AT RICKYS RANDOMNESS, WE WISH YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. 

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MY MINDS A BLANK

SO... I DONT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC TO WRITE ABOUT THIS WEEK. I CANT EVEN THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT... I LOOKED AT THAT LIST OF LEGIT TOPICS AND REALIZE THAT ITS GOING TAKE TOO LONG TO WRITE ABOUT IT AND THAT I CANT REALLY THINK STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW. I MIGHT BE LAZY TOO, BUT THAT CANT BE IT LOL.

IM SITTING HERE LISTENING TO THE RAIN HIT THE WINDOW AND MY MINDS BLANK... I CANT EVEN REALLY THINK OF STATEMENTS TO WRITE, AND THIS IS AFTER ME SAYING THAT IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW. ITS DAYS LIKE THESE THAT I WONDER WHY IM STILL WRITING, AND NOW WE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. YOU NOW ALL GET A POST ABOUT NOTHING.

OK, SO I TYPE UP A PARAGRAPH AND IT WAS GOING SOMEWHERE BUT THEN I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE IT WAS GOING SO I JUST DELETED IT.

ANYWAYS, SO I WENT OVER TO MY BROTHERS PLACE TO WATCH MY NEPHEW FOR A BIG AND PICK UP MY PARENTS THE OTHER DAY. NEPHEW WAS FINE, I PUT HIM TO SLEEP AND ALL. HE WOKE UP WHEN MY BROTHER GOT BACK SO NEPHEW WOKE UP. IT WAS BASICALLY TIME FOR THE NIGHT FEEDING. HE WAS BEING ESPECIALLY NAGGY AND JUST WOULDNT EAT. THEN... FOR THE FIRST TIME... I HEARD HIM REALLY CRY. HES 4 AND A HALF MONTH  OLD NOW AND HE DOESNT REALLY CRY MUCH BUT THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM REALLY BALL OUT. OMG CAN HE CRY. HE GETS SO LOUD AND AT SUCH A HIGH PITCH THAT IM ACTUALLY IMPRESSED LOL. HE MOST DEFINITELY HAS MY SET OF LUNGS LOL. HIS SCREAM ARE LONG TOO WHICH IS SURPRISING. HE WAS ABLE TO GO ON FOR A SOLID 15 20 MINUTES I THINK AND THEN STOPPED FOR A MINUTE, I GUESS TO CATCH HIS BREATH AND THEN HE WENT BACK AT IT. APPARENTLY HE KEPT GOING FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTES AFTER WE LEFT AND THEN HE WAS FINE, BUT WOW A SOLID HALF AN HOUR OF ALL OUT CRY SCREAMING. I MEAN HOW CAN SOMETHING SO TINY MAKE SUCH IMPRESSIVE NOISE. WELL NOW I GOT SOME GOOD VIDEOS OF THIS AND WILL SHOW HIM WHEN HES OLDER LOL. ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT HES FUN TO PLAY WITH. STILL A LITTLE YOUNG AND DOESNT DO MUCH BUT YOU KNOW, STILL FUN.

THIS POST IS A FILLER POST I GUESS. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND WE WILL SEE IF YOU READERS GET A REAL POST OR NOT LOL. WHO KNOWS, I CERTAINLY DONT, HAHA.

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LOST AND FOUND - PART 2

OK, IM WIDE AWAKE RIGHT NOW SO LETS DO THIS!

THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT DIDNT END UP SAYING BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE IT TOO LONG. ITS FUNNY HOW SOMETHING I USE TO LIKE SORT OF DIED OFF AND THEN RECENTLY I STARTED LIKING IT AGAIN AND STARTED GETTING BACK INTO IT. WHAT YOU LIKE REALLY COMES AND GOES IN WAVES. I LIKED THIS THING A LOT AND IM NOT REALLY SURE HOW I SORTA JUST GOT AWAY FROM IT... THE OTHER PART IS IM NOT SURE WHAT REALLY DREW ME BACK TO IT EITHER... JUST LIKE WRITING THIS BLOG, I SOMEHOW GOT MOTIVATED INTO LOOKING BACK INTO THIS. IN A WAY I AM MORE INTERESTED IN IT NOW THAN I WAS BEFORE. THIS WAS SOMETHING I WORKED ON BEFORE AND NOW I WANT TO SEE IF I CAN REALLY DO IT. I WANT TO DO BETTER THAN I DID BEFORE. ITS JUST LIKE THE BLOG WHERE I WANT TO KEEP WRITING, I TOO WANT TO KEEP GOING.

IN A WAY THIS IS JUST LIKE THE SHOWS IM BEHIND IN. I USE TO FOLLOW WEEK TO WEEK... AND THEN JUST OUT OF NOWHERE, I LOST INTEREST. NOW I WANT TO CATCH BACK UP. THE GOOD THING IS NOW I CAN WATCH A BUNCH OF EPISODES ONE AFTER ANOTHER, AND NOT GETTING WORKED UP OVER WHAT HAPPENS ON THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS GOOD HAVING SEASONS OF SHOWS TO BURN THROUGH, BUT IT TAKE SO LONG BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME. NOW THERES JUST TOO MANY EPISODES LOL.

YA... AFTER SEEING WHAT I WROTE I REALLY COULD HAVE DONE THIS IN ON POST LOL. BASICALLY, IM MOTIVATED AGAIN ABOUT SOMETHING AND IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW.

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IN BETWEEN

WELL IM BACK, BACK TO REALITY. IT WAS A TIRING TRIP. IT WAS NICE SEEING FAMILY AND HANGING OUT BUT IT WAS NONSTOP. I ACTUALLY GOT BACK MONDAY MORNING, THEN I WENT HOME, CHANGED, AND WENT STRAIGHT TO WORK LOL. ENDED UP STAYING UP SOMEWHERE AROUND 35... 40... HOURS? I WOULD HAVE TO CALCULATE WITH THE TIME DIFFERENCE AND ALL. THIS POST IS IN BETWEEN 2 POSTS... TECHNICALLY ALL POSTS ARE IN BETWEEN 2 POSTS LOL BUT I MEAN THIS POST IS BETWEEN LAST POST AND NEXT WEEKS POST. THERE IS SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT IT. CAME BACK AND HAVE TO CATCH UP WITH WORK AND YOU KNOW HOW THERES THAT LULL AFTER A VACA WHERE YOU JUST WISH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING? WELL THATS WHERE I AM AT AGAIN LOL. JUST PUSHING THROUGH TIL THE NEXT THING. THEN AGAIN WHO KNOWS... MAYBE THIS LULL IS ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE... HMM...

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RUNNING LOW ON MATERIAL

SOOOO THIS WEEK THE POST IS LITERALLY ABOUT A POST TO HAVE A POST. I DIDNT WATCH A MOVIE, I WATCHED THE NEPHEW, I HUNG OUT, I WORKED AND I DIDNT DO MUCH ELSE... IT WAS A PRETTY QUIET WEEK. EARLIER TODAY I WAS THINKING I AM GOING TO FINALLY WRITE A MORE MEANINGFUL POST TONIGHT! THEN ALL THE MOTIVATION AND WILL TO WRITE JUST FADED AWAY LOL. TOO TIRED AND TOO LAZY... BUT I NEEDED A POST SO YOU ALL GET A HALF-ASS POST. NOTHING REALLY GOING ON IN HERE AND NOW IM JUST ADDING MORE WORDS IN TO FILL UP THE PAGE. SAY I WASNT TIRED AND WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO WRITE SOMETHING... IM SORT OF NOT SURE WHAT I WOULD WRITE ABOUT LOL. I HAVE A LIST BUT A LOT OF THE TOPICS OR ISSUES I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT SHOULDNT REALLY BE WRITTEN LATE AT NIGHT WHILE IM PASSING OUT. THIS BLOG HAS BEEN AROUND FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS... YES... THATS RIGHT... 7 YEARS! I HAVE WRITTEN WEEKLY FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS. OF COURSE THERE WERE A FEW POSTS THAT I HAD TO FUDGE BUT THAT WAS BECAUSE I WASNT AROUND OR WHATNOT. LOOKING AT SOME OF THE POSTS IVE WRITTEN YOU CAN TELL THAT I LITERALLY WROTE IT JUST TO GET SOMETHING OUT... JUST LIKE THIS ONE... THE TOP PART WAS JUST THAT... BUT NOW IM REALLY QUESTIONING IF I SHOULD CONTINUE... ITS GOOD TO HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE A CHORE... BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WANT TO WRITE SOMETHING. RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS LIKE THAT SPARK IS GONE... I USE TO REALLY GET INTO MY TOPICS, GET INTO ARGUING WHATEVER, THINKING DEEPLY AND HOPEFULLY GIVING EVERYONE SOME INSIGHT INTO MY THOUGHTS AND MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT IT TOO. NOW THE REVIEWS ARE JUST LIKE FILLERS... ITS JUST THERE TO TAKE UP SPACE UNTIL THE REAL POSTS COME BACK. THERE ARE THOSE REVIEWS THAT I REALLY WANT TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I STILL DONT REALLY WANT TO SPOIL THE MOVIE FOR PEOPLE. IM NOT A SPOILER AND I DONT REALLY REVIEW IT PROPERLY. THE LEVEL OF EFFORT I PUT INTO THOSE REVIEWS IS MEDIOCRE. MAYBE IL JUST STOP WRITING THIS BLOG... MAYBE IL JUST WRITE ONCE IN A WHILE... WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK I SHOULD DO? ITS NOT LIKE I HAVENT DISCUSSED THIS BEFORE... BUT I ALWAYS END UP JUST KEEPING ON... I REALLY THINK THIS TIME SOMETHING IS GOING TO CHANGE... SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE... YOU KNOW WHAT... SOMETHING IS CHANGING! IVE MADE MY DECISION, MOVING FORWARD THE NEW POSTS WILL BE SHORTER AND ABOUT WHATEVER. I MIGHT DO A REVIEW BUT IL ACTUALLY DO A HELPFUL ONE... MAYBE... OK. THATS MY DECISION. LETS SEE HOW THIS WORKS OUT... THEN AGAIN I MIGHT JUST CHANGE MY MIND NEXT WEEK AND THEN WE WILL BE BACK TO SQUARE ONE AGAIN... IN THE MEANTIME... IM GOING TO SLEEP. THINK ABOUT THIS NEXT WEEK LOL. OH AND HAPPY BDAY FRED! LOL LETS SEE IF YOU SEE THIS HAHA.

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NO REVIEWS!!!

SO THERES NO GOOD MOVIES OUT RIGHT NOW... OR AT LEAST ANY MOVIE I WANT TO WATCH... I WOULDNT MIND WATCHING LOGAN AGAIN BUT THE GF SAID NO LOL. IT WAS A NICE WEEK, HUNG OUT AND CAUGHT UP WITH AN OLD FRIEND, WATCHED THE BABY, BUDDIES BDAY DINNER, AND HAD A NICE DATE LAST NIGHT WITH THE GF. WENT TO EAT AND THEN PLAYED EACH OTHER IN BASKETBALL. I MEAN ARCADE BASKETBALL LOL YOU KNOW THE ONE WHERE YOU STAND THERE AND SHOOT AT THE NET. WE ARE COMPETITIVE AS HELL AND LETS JUST SAY IT GOT INTENSE. WE HAVE GOOD DAYS, AND WE HAVE BAD... AND YESTERDAY IT WAS A GOOD DAY FOR ME, WASNT TOO GOOD FOR HER THOUGH... THERES ALWAYS NEXT TIME.

SO IVE BEEN MEANING TO WRITE MORE REAL POSTS, BUT ONCE AGAIN THE QUESTION ON WHEN POPS UP... WHEN WILL I WRITE IT... WHEN WILL I POST IT... WHAT SHOULD I WRITE ON... I DO HAVE A LIST OF REAL THOUGHT PROVOKING TOPICS TO WRITE ON... ITS NOT ALWAYS REVIEWS... LOL. WHEN I WRITE IT, I DONT WANT IT TO BE HALF ASSED... I WANT TO GET EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT TOPIC OUT! THESE ARE SERIOUS TOPICS AND ISSUES I THINK ABOUT AND IT WOULD JUST BE A WASTE TO THROW IT OUT THERE WITHOUT FULLY EXPRESSING WHAT I WANT TO GET ACROSS. I THINK I WILL NEED TO WRITE IT AHEAD OF TIME OR TAKE A WHILE AND JUST WRITE IT OUT. OR MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STOP WRITING FOR NOW AND WHEN I DO POST NEXT, IT WILL BE A REAL POST... I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I CANT TELL YOU WHAT THE TOPIC WILL BE, BUT THESE ARE PROBABLY SOMETHING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT SOMETIME THROUGH YOUR LIFE... I REALLY GOTTA THINK ABOUT THIS... IVE MENTIONED THIS BEFORE... SO ANYONE??? ANY SUGGESTIONS???

SO IM FINALLY ABLE TO CATCH UP ON SOME OF MY SHOWS!!! ITS JUST BEEN TOO BUSY THE PAST LITTLE WHILE. HAD SOMETIME TO DO MY OWN THING AS WELL, BUT HONESTLY THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY. I WISH THERE WAS MORE TIME OFF... LIKE 30 HOURS IN A DAY WOULD BE NICE... AND WE ONLY WORKED LIKE 5 HOURS A DAY THAT WOULD BE GOOD TOO HAHA. OR JUST KEEP THE 24 AND ONLY NEED TO WORK LIKE 3 HOURS A DAY. I GUESS THAT WOULD BE POSSIBLE... WITH EVERYTHING IM SETTING UP... BEEN DOING MY OWN THING AGAIN AND LETS SEE WHERE THAT LEADS. REMEMBER THAT 1  YEAR DEADLINE I GAVE MYSELF? YA... LETS JUST SAY A LOTTTTTTT OF THINGS HAPPENED AND THAT DEADLINE JUST GOT DESTROYED LOL. NOT EVEN CLOSE ANYMORE... BUT I DO HAVE A NEW DEADLINE :) NOT GOING TO TELL YOU ALL, BUT YOU WILL SEE. YOU ALL WILL SEE SHORTLY!!!

WOW I HAVENT REALLY HAD A POST JUST TO UPDATE STUFF... USUALLY IT WOULD JUST BE A SMALL LITTLE BLURB AT THE BOTTOM BUT THIS FEELS JUST LIKE THE OLD DAYS... BEFORE THE SERIOUS POSTS AND ALL THE MOVIE REVIEWS... I DO MISS IT... JUST PUTTING ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING OUT AND NOT CARING WHAT YOU GUYS THINK. I STILL WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE ACTUALLY READ THIS... I KNOW THERES A FEW THAT READ ITS EVERY WEEK AND THOSE THAT JUST COME AROUND ONCE IN A WHILE. WELL EITHER WAY THANK YOU ALL FOR KEEPING UP WITH IT. ALL YOU SILENT READERS :)

ALRIGHT WITH THAT I BID YOU ALL A FAIR NIGHT.

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BUSY AS USUAL

WELL LETS JUST SAY THAT THIS POST WAS ON TIME ;) LOL. ITS BEEN A BUSY WEEK AND ITS JUST GOING TO GET BUSIER... BETWEEN WORK, MEETINGS, PHYSIO, OTHER TREATMENTS, CLIENT STUFF, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS, I DIDNT HAVE MUCH TIME TO MY OWN STUFF. WAS AT A CLIENT THING LAST NIGHT AND THAT RAN REALLY REALLY LATE. ITS GOING TO STAY BUSY FOR A WHILE... I DID HAVE LIKE HALF A DAY TO DO WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO DOING SOMETHING I PUT OFF. SO THATS MOVING ALONG NOW, ITS ALL JUST A MATTER OF TIME NOW!!! IM TIRED, SO HERES ANOTHER POST THAT REALLY WAS POSTED BECAUSE A POST NEEDED TO BE POSTED BUT IS POSTED BECAUSE I COULDNT POST WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO POST BECAUSE OF LIFE SMACKING YOU IN THE FACE.

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CATCHING UP

WELL... ITS GOING TO BE ANOTHER SHORT POST SINCE IVE BEEN BUSY CATCHING UP ON EVERYTHING... FAMILY... FRIENDS... WORK... LIFE... TV... AND SLEEP. THERES NEVER AN END TO THE AMOUNT OF THINGS TO CATCH UP ON. ITS REALLY GOOD TO JUST CATCH UP AND HAVE EVERYTHING CURRENT. ITS WEIRD BUT I DONT REALLY LIKE TO BE BEHIND... IN ANYTHING. WITH THAT BEING SAID... THIS BLOG IS BEHIND... THIS IS REALLY THE ONLY THING IM BEHIND IN. IVE BEEN PUSHING THIS FURTHER AND FURTHER AND STILL TRYING TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO WITH THIS. THERES JUST TOO MUCH IN LIFE TO FIGURE OUT BEFORE I CAN FIGURE OUT ON THIS. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT AND SO LITTLE TIME... I REALLY THINK THAT VLOG I WAS PLANNING TO DO WOULD BE MUCH SIMPLER... BUT THAT HAS ITS OWN WORK IN AND OF IT SELF. EVERYTHING NEEDS WORK... OH LIFE... HOW YOU SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF EVERYTHING... THEN AGAIN... THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW... AND IT WILL HAVE TO BE TOMORROW WHEN I WILL THINK ABOUT ALL THIS AGAIN... SOOOO IM GOING TO SLEEP, JUST SLEEP THE PROBLEMS AND EVERYTHING AWAY... FOR NOW.

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TUNE IN NEXT WEEK...

IM TIRED, IM LAZY, AND I HAVE THIS TOPIC I WANT TO WRITE BUT I REALLY JUST DONT WANT TO HALF ASS IT. I THOUGHT I COULD WRITE ABOUT IT TODAY BUT BY THE TIME I GOT HOME AND WAS GOING TO WRITE IT, I JUST CANT DO IT... I THINK FOR THIS TOPIC I SHOULD REALLY START WRITING IT EARLIER AND KEEP ADDING TO IT UNTIL NEXT WEEK AND THEN POST IT :) THERE WILL DEFINITIVELY BE SOMETHING MISSED IF I WRITE TODAY. IT WILL ALSO NOT MAKE SENSE AND WOULD BE A WASTE TO ACTUALLY TRY AND WRITE IT NOW. CAUSE WE ALL KNOW IM ALL ABOUT THE QUALITY WRITING... HAHA. WITH THAT SAID, THIS IS ANOTHER POST TO LET YOU KNOW WHY I DIDNT WRITE A REAL POST. THERES BEEN A FEW OF THESE IN THE PAST, BUT FOR THE SAKE OF WRITING SOMETHING EVERY WEEK, I WILL WRITE SOMETHING, EVEN IF ITS ABOUT NOTHING. YOU REALLY CAN WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT NOTHING BUT THAT NOTHING, IN AND OF ITSELF IS ALREADY SOMETHING. SO YOU CANT TRUELY WRITE ABOUT NOTHING. THE ONLY WAY TO WRITE ABOUT NOTHING IS TO ACTUALLY WRITING NOTHING AT ALL...

REST OF IT ALL? SAME AS USUAL, WORK AND LIFE CONTINUES. GOODNIGHT.

EDIT: SO APPARENTLY THIS IS POST NUMBER #250 :) WHAT A POST EH!!!

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CHANGE OF VENUE

SO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD WHETHER OR NOT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG... WELL... I THINK IVE FINALLY COME TO A CONCLUSION. IN ONE SENSE I REALLY DO WANT TO KEEP WRITING, THIS IS JUST AN OUTLET AND I REALLY JUST WRITE WHAT I WANT. I HAVE NO FILTER ON THIS AND THIS IS PURELY WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND AND MY OPINIONS. I HAVE TOPICS HERE AND THERE BUT THE ISSUE IS TRYING TO KEEP UP WEEK AFTER WEEK AFTER WEEK. I AM LAZY... LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT... LIKE THIS POST I AM LITERALLY WRITING IT ABOUT HALF AN HOUR BEFORE MIDNIGHT BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING VIDEOS INSTEAD LOL. I THOUGHT ABOUT ONLY UPDATING ONCE IN A WHILE, PERHAPS ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH OR WHENEVER I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, BUT THEN THAT JUST SORT OF DESTROYS THE POINT OF HAVING SOMETHING WEEKLY. SO IVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT FOR A WHILE. I WANT TO GET BACK ON YOUTUBE. YA... YOU HEARD RIGHT... BACK ON YOUTUBE, NOT GET ON YOUTUBE, BUT BACK ON YOUTUBE. FOR A BRIEF MOMENT IN TIME NNNNNNNNNN YEARS AGO I HAD A YOUTUBE PAGE. IF YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH IN CREEPING PERHAPS YOU WILL FIND IT LOL. I WANT TO START DOING VIDS AGAIN OF JUST RANDOM STUFF AND EVERYTHING. VIDS IN A WAY IS MUCH EASIER THAN TYPING AND FIGURING OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND ITS ALSO MUCH QUICKER FOR ME TO ACTUALLY SAY EVERYTHING... BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO A LOT MORE WORK SINCE I HAVE TO FILM IT, EDIT IT, UPLOAD IT, AND DO A BUNCH MORE STUFF TO IT. I THINK I WILL HAVE TO DO A MIX OF YOUTUBE VIDS AND BLOG POSTS. WHEN IM ACTUALLY CREATIVE AND HAVE STUFF TO DO THEN IL VID IT AND WHEN IM LAZY AND WANT TO JUST GET SOMETHING OUT, IL JUST DO A QUICK POST. NOW HERE COMES THE PROBLEM... LIKE I JUST MENTIONED, I USE TO HAVE A YOUTUBE PAGE... THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS BOUGHT OUT BY GOOGLE... AND I KNOW MY USERNAME... BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT MY PASSWORD IS... WORST OF ALL, ITS PART OF A RECOVER LEGACY THING AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED BACK THEN IS EITHER NO LONGER IN SERVICE OR I ALSO FORGOT THE PASSWORD FOR THAT TOO... IM PRETTY SURE IT IS WITH AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO... SO IVE BEEN LOOKING INTO IT FOR A WHILE AND BASICALLY THERE IS NO WAY TO GET IT BACK... IVE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER THE PASSWORD OR THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED. IVE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM THAT PERIOD OF TIME AND EVEN ONES FROM BEFORE AND AFTER. THAT USERNAME ISNT THE GREATEST ANYWAYS SOOOOOOO AS IT STANDS I AM LOOKING AT MAKING A NEW PAGE AND GOING TO HAVE ALL NEW CONTENT. AS FOR MY OLD PAGE... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THERE ARE A FEW VIDS UP THERE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FORGET ABOUT OR HAVE REMOVED LOLOL. THOSE WILL BE UP FOREVER AND ONE DAY IL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH... ACTUALLY ALREADY DID LAUGH... BECAUSE ITS SORTA SAD... *SIGH... NOW I HAVE TO THINK IF IM ACTUALLY GOING TO GET NEW EQUIPMENT FOR THIS OR USE SOMETHING I CURRENTLY HAVE... OHHHHH THE DEBATE OF HAVING TO DECIDE THINGS... THE BLOG I CAN JUST KEEP ON DOING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL I NEED IS MY LAPTOP, BUT VIDS WELL... I HAVE A CAMERA THAT I CAN USE BUT LIGHTING AND MICROPHONES AND THE REST WELL... HMM... I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT ACTUALLY READ THIS BECAUSE IT IS JUST A BIG WALL OF CAPSLOCK AND A LOT OF PEOPLE CANT STAND IT... VIDS HOWEVER YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. ALSO YOUTUBE I WOULD REACH MORE OF A GLOBAL AUDIENCE COMPARED TO THIS PAGE WHERE ITS LIMITED TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY COME HERE AND OR SEARCH OF THIS. SO THE FINAL DECISION IS IM GOING TO ACTUALLY START DOING VIDS :) I REALLY DO FEEL THAT THE CONTENT THERE WILL BE OF A MUCH HIGHER QUALITY THAN MY WRITING HERE.

REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)

OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!

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