CHANGE OF VENUE

SO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD WHETHER OR NOT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG... WELL... I THINK IVE FINALLY COME TO A CONCLUSION. IN ONE SENSE I REALLY DO WANT TO KEEP WRITING, THIS IS JUST AN OUTLET AND I REALLY JUST WRITE WHAT I WANT. I HAVE NO FILTER ON THIS AND THIS IS PURELY WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND AND MY OPINIONS. I HAVE TOPICS HERE AND THERE BUT THE ISSUE IS TRYING TO KEEP UP WEEK AFTER WEEK AFTER WEEK. I AM LAZY... LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT... LIKE THIS POST I AM LITERALLY WRITING IT ABOUT HALF AN HOUR BEFORE MIDNIGHT BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING VIDEOS INSTEAD LOL. I THOUGHT ABOUT ONLY UPDATING ONCE IN A WHILE, PERHAPS ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH OR WHENEVER I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, BUT THEN THAT JUST SORT OF DESTROYS THE POINT OF HAVING SOMETHING WEEKLY. SO IVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT FOR A WHILE. I WANT TO GET BACK ON YOUTUBE. YA... YOU HEARD RIGHT... BACK ON YOUTUBE, NOT GET ON YOUTUBE, BUT BACK ON YOUTUBE. FOR A BRIEF MOMENT IN TIME NNNNNNNNNN YEARS AGO I HAD A YOUTUBE PAGE. IF YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH IN CREEPING PERHAPS YOU WILL FIND IT LOL. I WANT TO START DOING VIDS AGAIN OF JUST RANDOM STUFF AND EVERYTHING. VIDS IN A WAY IS MUCH EASIER THAN TYPING AND FIGURING OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND ITS ALSO MUCH QUICKER FOR ME TO ACTUALLY SAY EVERYTHING... BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO A LOT MORE WORK SINCE I HAVE TO FILM IT, EDIT IT, UPLOAD IT, AND DO A BUNCH MORE STUFF TO IT. I THINK I WILL HAVE TO DO A MIX OF YOUTUBE VIDS AND BLOG POSTS. WHEN IM ACTUALLY CREATIVE AND HAVE STUFF TO DO THEN IL VID IT AND WHEN IM LAZY AND WANT TO JUST GET SOMETHING OUT, IL JUST DO A QUICK POST. NOW HERE COMES THE PROBLEM... LIKE I JUST MENTIONED, I USE TO HAVE A YOUTUBE PAGE... THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS BOUGHT OUT BY GOOGLE... AND I KNOW MY USERNAME... BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT MY PASSWORD IS... WORST OF ALL, ITS PART OF A RECOVER LEGACY THING AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED BACK THEN IS EITHER NO LONGER IN SERVICE OR I ALSO FORGOT THE PASSWORD FOR THAT TOO... IM PRETTY SURE IT IS WITH AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO... SO IVE BEEN LOOKING INTO IT FOR A WHILE AND BASICALLY THERE IS NO WAY TO GET IT BACK... IVE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER THE PASSWORD OR THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED. IVE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM THAT PERIOD OF TIME AND EVEN ONES FROM BEFORE AND AFTER. THAT USERNAME ISNT THE GREATEST ANYWAYS SOOOOOOO AS IT STANDS I AM LOOKING AT MAKING A NEW PAGE AND GOING TO HAVE ALL NEW CONTENT. AS FOR MY OLD PAGE... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THERE ARE A FEW VIDS UP THERE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FORGET ABOUT OR HAVE REMOVED LOLOL. THOSE WILL BE UP FOREVER AND ONE DAY IL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH... ACTUALLY ALREADY DID LAUGH... BECAUSE ITS SORTA SAD... *SIGH... NOW I HAVE TO THINK IF IM ACTUALLY GOING TO GET NEW EQUIPMENT FOR THIS OR USE SOMETHING I CURRENTLY HAVE... OHHHHH THE DEBATE OF HAVING TO DECIDE THINGS... THE BLOG I CAN JUST KEEP ON DOING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL I NEED IS MY LAPTOP, BUT VIDS WELL... I HAVE A CAMERA THAT I CAN USE BUT LIGHTING AND MICROPHONES AND THE REST WELL... HMM... I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT ACTUALLY READ THIS BECAUSE IT IS JUST A BIG WALL OF CAPSLOCK AND A LOT OF PEOPLE CANT STAND IT... VIDS HOWEVER YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. ALSO YOUTUBE I WOULD REACH MORE OF A GLOBAL AUDIENCE COMPARED TO THIS PAGE WHERE ITS LIMITED TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY COME HERE AND OR SEARCH OF THIS. SO THE FINAL DECISION IS IM GOING TO ACTUALLY START DOING VIDS :) I REALLY DO FEEL THAT THE CONTENT THERE WILL BE OF A MUCH HIGHER QUALITY THAN MY WRITING HERE.

REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)

OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!

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WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND???

SO CONTINUING ON WITH SOME DEEP THOUGHTS OF MINE IS THIS WEEKS TOPIC OF "WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND" AND I MEAN AT THE END OF YOUR LIFE... WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR OR WANT TO HAVE ACCOMPLISHED IN THE END. WHATS YOUR LEGACY BASICALLY. IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT THIS, ITS ACTUALLY REALLY HARD TO ANSWER... I MEAN IM IN MY MID 20'S AND I HAVE THE REST OF MY LIFE AHEAD OF ME STILL TO DECIDE WHERE TO GO AND WHAT TO DO... ITS HARD TO THINK WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE NEXT 50-75 YEARS, I PERSONALLY PLAN TO LIVE FOREVER CAUSE I WANT TO SEE THEM FLYING CARS AND SPACESHIPS LOL. SO MAYBE A LITTLE BIT MORE DOWN TO EARTH OF WHATS ACTUALLY GOING TO HAPPEN. HONESTLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE OR WHAT IM GOING TO DO BUT I THINK ITS GOING TO BE SOMETHING LIKE THIS:

• MARRIED WITH 2 KIDS - A SON THATS THE OLDER ONE, AND A DAUGHTER FOR THE YOUNGER
• LIVE IN A HOUSE IN WHO KNOWS WHERE
• DOING SOMETHING I LIKE AND NOT JUST A JOB THAT I HAVE TO
• STILL HAVE THE SAME FRIENDS I HAVE NOW BUT HAVE EVEN MORE FUN CAUSE OUR KIDS WOULD PLAY TOGETHER AND BE BEST FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER
• HAVE VACATIONS TO AWESOME PLACES AROUND THE WORLD

THATS ABOUT HOW FAR IT GOES... EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN I HAVE NO CLUE. SO THATS THE PART OF WHAT IM LEAVING BEHIND, BUT WHAT ABOUT HOW IM GOING TO BE REMEMBERED? SOME PEOPLE ARE CONTENT WITH WHAT THEY HAVE OR WHERE THEY ARE. SOME PEOPLE WANT THE WORLD AND HAVE THEIR NAMES IN THE STARS. SOME PEOPLE WANT TO BE FAMOUS AND HISTORY WILL REMEMBER THEM. WHERE DO I FALL UNDER? I DONT KNOW... I GUESS I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR... BEING AWESOME :) LOL. I DONT KNOW... WHAT WILL PEOPLE SAY ABOUT ME AFTER IM GONE... I MEAN I DONT WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR ANYTHING BAD OF COURSE, BUT I KNOW I WONT DO SOMETHING LIKE CREATING A CURE FOR SOME DISEASE... OR BE THE 1ST PERSON TO DO SOMETHING NEVER DONE BEFORE... ACTUALLY... NOW COME TO THINK OF IT, I KNOW I CAN BREAK SOME OF THOSE GUINNESS WORLD RECORDS... SOOOOOOO TIME TO GO READ THE BOOK AND BREAK A BUNCH OF RECORDS SO AT LEAST MY NAME WILL BE IN THERE :) YA!!! THATS WHAT IM GOING TO DO LOL. MY NAME WILL BE THERE AND OF COURSE THIS BLOG WILL STILL BE UP SOMEWHERE ON THE INTERNET SO I GUESS IN A WAY THIS IS WHAT IM LEAVING BEHIND... ME SCREAMING AND YELLING AT EVERYONE HAHA. 

MMMMM BEANS AND CHOPS :) CEPT RICE WAS MEH LOL

CLAN FOOD!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO LOVE THIS STUFF HEHE

YA... SO THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED... I HAVE A LACK OF PHOTOS... JUST BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND SCHOOL AND SOMETIMES I WISH THERE WAS MORE TIME IN THE DAY FOR EVERYTHING I NEED TO GET DONE...

SO THERE YOU GO, A SHORT POST :) BUT BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS THESE DAYS. WHICH HAS BROUGHT US TO THIS POST, LIFES HARD AND IT SUCKS A LOT OF THE TIMES. I JUST SEE PEOPLE GOING DAY IN AND DAY OUT GRINDING AWAY... THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING BETTER AND THERE IS!!! PROBLEM IS THAT EVERYTHING REQUIRES MONEY... ISNT IT FUNNY HOW IT ALWAYS ENDS UP BEING ABOUT MONEY? GUESS WE CAN ONLY WAIT TO SEE WHERE IT ALL LEADS TO EH...

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