AFTER 30

YOU KNOW... THERE REALLY IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING IN YOUR 20S AND YOUR 30S... I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT IT FROM TIME TO TIME AND LOOK BACK AT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. JUST THE WAY I USE TO BE COMPARED TO NOW IS SO DIFFERENT. THE WAY YOU THINK, THE WAY YOU ACT, THE WAY YOU JUST ARE. YOU KNOW YOURE GOING TO GROW UP SOONER OR LATER, BUT YOU DONT REALLY NOTICE IT, MAYBE YOU DO, BUT WHEN A SIMILAR SITUATION COMES UP FROM WHEN YOURE YOUNGER AND NOW YOU REACT DIFFERENTLY YOU REALLY NOTICE IT. YOURE MORE GROWN UP NOW, AND MORE MATURE. YOU MIGHT WANT TO REACT THE SAME WAY BUT YOU REALIZE WHY WOULD YOU. LIKE SITUATION THAT I WOULD USE TO REACT TO OR WOULD TEST MY PATIENCE, NOW I JUST DONT BOTHER ANYMORE. I TEND TO JUST LET IT GO NOW, WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND ENERGY ON SOMETHING SO STUPID. HOW ABOUT GOING OUT... I USE TO GO OUT ALL THE TIME, PARTIES WERE NOTHING. I HAVENT GONE PARTYING IN A WHILE, BUT EVEN JUST THINKING ABOUT IT SOMETIMES MAKES ME TIRED. USE TO HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY, NOW I JUST WANT TO NAP LOL. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I USE TO BE LOUD. IVE TOLD YOU ALL BEFORE, THAT BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL I WAS VOTED THE LOUDEST PERSON IN SCHOOL. THESE DAYS SURE I CAN BE LOUD IF I HAVE TO, BUT GENERALLY IM PRETTY QUIET. IT JUST TAKES TOO MUCH TO BE LOUD. BEFORE I WOULD JUST SAY WHATS ON MY MIND, NEVER CARED WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT. I STILL DO NOT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK, BUT NOW I FILTER WHAT I SAY MORE. ITS JUST TOO MUCH WORK TO DEAL WITH THE SITUATION SOMETIMES AND THEN THERES JUST NOT CARING AND YOU JUST WANT THE CONVERSATION TO END. THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE BETWEEN 20S AND 30S. JUST LOOK HOW YOU USE TO DRESS AND NOW. IF I REALLY WANTED TO THIS WOULD BE A LONG LIST BUT YOU GET MY POINT. 20S YOU CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND AFTER 30 YOU JUST DONT CARE OR GIVE A F ANYMORE.

HOLY CRAP!!! THIS IS POST #400!!! THATS A POST A WEEK FOR OVER 7.5 YEARS!!! CONGRATS TO ME AND TO MANY MORE... MAYBE... LOL

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THE LAST POST OF MY 20'S

WOW... JUST WOW... CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS IS REALLY GOING TO BE THE VERY LAST POST OF MY 20'S... IM TURNING 30 IN A MATTER OF DAYS AND AND ONCE I HIT THAT MARK, ITS GOING TO BE A WHOLE NEW BALL GAME... I CANT BELIEVE ANOTHER DECADE HAS PASSED BY AND IM GOING TO ENTER A NEW CATEGORY... IT STILL REALLY HASNT HIT ME YET, OR MAYBE IT HASNT SUNK IN YET, BUT I DONT THINK IT WOULD AFFECT ME THAT MUCH. I MEAN, EVERYTHING IS THE SAME BUT THE MAJOR THING NOW IS, WHEN I SAY MY AGE THERES NO "TWENTY" INFRONT OF IT. NOW ITS A "THIRTY." TO ME IT FEELS JUST LIKE ANY OTHER DAY, BUT EVERYONE WILL MAKE A BIG DEAL OF IT. THERS SO MUCH I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS BUT IM TIRED... LETS SEE HOW FAR I GET BEFORE I PASS OUT LOL. LOOKING BACK, THE PAST 10 YEARS REALLY WENT BY QUITE FAST. IT REALLY DID SEEM LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WAS STILL IN CLASS AT LANGARA AND SFU. OR IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I STARTED A REAL JOB... EVERYTHING SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY AT THIS POINT, PARTIALLY BECAUSE IT IS... BUT JUST BECAUSE IM FEELING NOSTALGIC. FORGET ABOUT TURNING 30... THIS BLOG ITSELF IS ALMOST 5 YEARS OLD... THINKING ABOUT, IVE BEEN BLOGGING FOR ALMOST HALF A DECADE... TIME REALLY DOES FLY. LOOKING BACK, IM REALLY NOT THAT SAME PERSON I WAS 10 YEARS AGO. IVE GROWN (OBVIOUSLY) AND CHANGED IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, AND IVE LEARNED A LOT IN MY 30 YEARS ON EARTH, MUCH IVE LEARNED IN THE PAST 10 YEARS. FORGET ABOUT THE THINGS YOU LEARN IN ELEMENTARY AND HIGH SCHOOL. THAT STUFF IS CHILDS PLAY AND EVERYONE GOES THROUGH IT. IM TALKING ABOUT LIFE LESSONS AND EVERYTHING ELSE. INSTEAD OF JUST TELLING YOU WHAT IVE DONE, WHICH I ALREADY DO ON THIS BLOG, IM GOING TO TELL YOU SOME OF THE THINGS IVE LEARNED THE PAST 10 YEARS. I TRULY BELIEVE IN THEM AND IVE WRITTEN ABOUT SOME OF THEM IN THE PAST, BUT HERE IT IS, MY LIFE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED THE PAST 10 YEARS (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER):

1. PATIENCE / GIVING A FUCK

LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME THAT SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO BE PATIENT AND GIVE A FUCK, WHILE AT OTHER TIMES PATIENCE DOESNT EXIST AND YOU REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK. I THINK BECAUSE OF LIFE AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DEAL WITH, IM A MORE PATIENT MAN, BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM LESS PATIENT WHEN IT COMES TO BULLSHIT. YOU JUST HAVE TO READ THE SITUATION, AND WHEN YOU NEED TO, CARE ABOUT IT. WHEN YOU DONT, THEN DONT EVEN BOTHER. A LOT OF TIME ITS JUST A BIG WASTE OF EFFORT AND ENERGY, SO JUST DONT EVEN BOTHER. YOU WILL BE HAPPIER FOR HAVING DONE SO. TIME IS MONEY!!!

2. NOT ENOUGH TIME

FUNNY HOW THAT LEAD INTO THIS. ITS TRUE, YOU REALLY NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME. I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO DO, BUT NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR IT. BY THE TIME I WANT TO DO IT, EITHER ITS TOO LATE OR IT JUST DOESNT WORK. BETWEEN SLEEPING, EATING, WORKING, AND WHATEVER ELSE, THERE REALLY ISNT ENOUGH HOURS IN A DAY TO DO WHAT ELSE YOU WANT TO DO. SO USE YOUR TIME WISELY. 

3. ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN / GOAL

I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A PLAN... SORTA... I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND PLANNED FOR IT. WE ALL KNOW THAT PLANS RARELY WORK OUT THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO. YOU ALWAYS NEED A PLAN, IF YOUR PLAN DOESNT SUCCEED THE FIRST TIME, THEN TRY TRY TRY AGAIN. ITS SIMILAR TO THE ROADS POST, WHERE LIFE HAS MANY PATHS FOR YOU TO TAKE. JUST BECAUSE ONE PATH DOESNT WORK OTU, DOESNT MEAN YOU SHOULD GIVE UP. ALWAYS HAVE A BACK UP PLAN. ALWAYS HAVE SOME SORT OF GOAL, SOMETHING LIKE A FINISH LINE. NEVER STOP GROWING AND IMPROVING. HAVING THAT GOAL MOTIVATES YOU, MAKES YOU DETERMINED TO KEEP GOING, IT PUSHES YOU TO DO BETTER AND BE BETTER. ALWAYS STRIVE FOR MORE, NEVER SETTLE.

4. LOVE / RELATIONSHIP

YOU CANT FORCE THESE THINGS, WHEN ITS RIGHT AND WORKS, IT WORKS. WHEN ITS WRONG, THEN IT JUST WONT WORK NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WANT IT TO. PEOPLE DO STUPID THINGS IN THEM... JUST DO YOUR PART AND IF IT DOESNT WORK OUT, AT LEAST YOU KNOW THAT YOU DID ALL YOU CAN AND IT JUST WASNT MEANT TO BE. YOU REALLY GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. NEVER DESTROY OR BURN BRIDGES, BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHO AND WHEN YOU WILL NEED THEIR HELP.

5. DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY

DO WHAT MAKE YOU HAPPY. IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING THEN DO IT, WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE MIGHT THINK, ITS YOUR LIFE SO LIVE IT THE WAY YOU WANT. DO THE THINGS YOU WANT. BE THE WAY YOU WANT. YOU WILL NEVER MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY, SO HONESTLY WHY BOTHER... MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, BECAUSE IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOURSELF ANYWAYS.

6. IT WILL ALL WORK OUT... SOMEHOW

STOP WORRYING!!! WHATEVER YOUR PROBLEM IS, IN THE END, SOMEHOW... EVENTUALLY... INEVITABLY... IT WILL ALL WORK OUT. THE UNIVERSE SOMEHOW ALWAYS DOES. JUST LOOK AT ME!!! EVERYTHING SOMEHOW ENDED UP ALRIGHT. IT MIGHT SEEM TOUGH RIGHT NOW, AND THERES NO LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL, BUT JUST KEEP GOING, NEVER GIVE UP, I MADE IT AND SO WILL YOU.

7. MOTTOS - "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" "LIVE WITH NO REGRETS" "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"

THESE ARE WHAT I LIVE BY. SOME TIE INTO OTHERS BUT STILL HAVE TO SAY IT. NOTHING EVER WORTH DOING WAS EASY... IF IT WAS THEN EVERYONE WOULD BE DOING IT AND THEN WHAT WOULD THE POINT BE... THATS WHY IF ITS WORTH IT, THEN DO IT. PAIN IS ONLY TEMPORARY. LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR REGRETS, SO JUST GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT AND DO IT. SURE I PROBABLY HAVE A FEW, BUT MOSTLY I DONT HAVE ANY. IVE DONE WHAT I WANTED, WHEN I WANTED. IN LIFE YOU REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN, OR WHY SOMETHING HAPPENS. IN THE WHOLE SCHEME OF THINGS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. YOU MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND IT, OR WANT IT, OR EVEN AGREE WITH IT, BUT IT ALL HAPPENS FOR A REASON. IT WILL BECOME CLEAR SOONER OR LATER. 

THERE IS A TON OF OTHER THINGS I COULD WRITE ABOUT BUT I HONESTLY THINK THESE ARE THE TOP ONES. IVE LEARNED A LOT AND CHANGED A LOT IN THE PAST 10 YEARS. NOW THINKING ABOUT IT, I WONDER WHAT THE NEXT 10 WILL BE LIKE. IT SEEMS LIKE A FAR AWAY DREAM RIGHT NOW, BUT WHEN I WAS 20... SO WAS 30... AND THAT CAME IN A BLINK OF AN EYE. 

MY ORIGINAL DUE DATE THAT I GAVE MYSELF OF 1 YEAR IS BASICALLY UP. I DID A LOT TO ACHIEVE THAT GOAL, BUT IT JUST WASNT ENOUGH AT THIS TIME. I HAD A FEW SET BACKS BUT THESE ARENT EXCUSE. IM STILL PLANNING TO CONTINUE THAT GOAL, BUT INSTEAD OF A YEAR ITS LOOKING MORE LIKE 2 OR 3 YEARS TO ACHIEVE. 

COME TO THINK OF IT... A LARGE PORTION OF MY 20'S I WAS STILL IN SOME KIND OF SCHOOL. IT WAS ONLY THE LATER HALF OF MY 20'S THAT I STARTED WORKING. MY 20'S I MET PEOPLE, I LOST PEOPLE, I GAINED PEOPLE, AND I FORGOT ABOUT PEOPLE. I TRAVELLED, I PLAYED, I ATE, AND I ENJOYED. I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MYSELF, ABOUT WHAT IM MADE OF, WHAT IM CAPABLE OF, AND WHAT I TRULY THOUGHT AND FELT. IF I COULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN WOULD IT? I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE CHANGED A FEW THINGS, BUT FOR THE MOST PART... I AM THE WAY I AM NOW, AND I AM WHO I AM BECAUSE OF IT ALL, SO IM GOING TO SAY NO. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I AM SUPPOSE TO BE. 

I REALLY WONDER WHATS IN STORE FOR ME IN MY 30'S... THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO BE DIFFERENT. I GUESS IL LET YOU ALL KNOW HOW IT FEELS NEXT WEEK. 

GOODBYE TO MY 20'S. SEE YOU ALL IN MY 30'S

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BABIES EVERYWHERE!!!

PEOPLE GOT TO STOP HAVING BABIES!!! HOLY JEZZ!!! ITS LIKE MY FB, IG, AND EVERYTHING ELSE... ALL I SEE IS MY FRIENDS PREGO OR HAVING KIDS... ON A SIDENOTE... CONGRATS TO MY BEST FRIEND WHO JUST HAD HIS DAUGHTER TODAY AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER TOMORROW :) BUT JUST RECENTLY ANOTHER ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS HAD A KID, MY TEAM MATE HAD A KID, OLD CLASSMATE HAD A KID, SOME OTHER PEOPLE HAD A KID, AND A WHOLE BUNCH PREGNANT. WELL... I GUESS I AM AT THE AGE WHERE IM LOOKING AT SETTLING DOWN AND HAVING A FAMILY... I DO WANT KIDS. I WANT 2 OF THEM, A SON FIRST, THEN A DAUGHTER. THE BROTHER HAS TO WATCH OUT FOR HIS LITTLE SISTER. YA, I SORTA HAVE THIS ALL PLANNED OUT, THE ONLY THING MISSING IS THE MRS RIGHT NOW. THEN AGAIN REALLY THINKING ABOUT IT IM A FEW YEARS FROM BEING READY TO HAVE A KID, BUT I WANT A KID. ITS JUST EVERYONE AROUND IS HAVING THEM AND I WANT OUR KIDS TO BE THE SAME AGE OR ROUGHLY THE SAME AGE. MY GROUPS PLANS IS THAT ALL OUR KIDS WILL BE FRIENDS AND BEST FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER WHETHER THEY LIKE IT OR NOT!!! THEY HAVE NO CHOICE IN THE MATTER LOL. ITS SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY WITH BABIES FOR THAT HOUR OR WHATEVER BUT HAVING TO DEAL WITH THEM ALL THE TIME WOULD BE A LOT. WELL OBVIOUSLY YOU HAVE TO 24/7 BECAUSE THEY A BABY BUT JEZZ!!! BABY JUST GO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ALREADY!!! LOL. THEN YOU HAVE TO RAISE THEM FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG BEFORE THEY FINALLY LEAVE HOME AND MAKE ME RICH!!! YES, MY KIDS WILL MAKE ME RICH!!! THEN AGAIN IL BE RICH WHEN SOON SOOOOOO TECHNICALLY ITS THE OTHER WAY AROUND HAHA. THINKING ABOUT IT IS JUST CRAZY THAT WHEN MY KID IS 10 OR 20 IL BE... MUCH MUCH OLDER AND ALL MY FRIENDS WILL BE THAT AGE TOO... SO MUCH WILL HAPPEN BETWEEN NOW AND THEN IT JUST BOGGLES THE MIND. BUT... WHO KNOWS WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN OR WHEN ITS GOING TO HAPPEN... EVERYTHING IS ALL UP IN THE AIR UNTIL THAT STUFF HAPPENS ANYWAY. SOOOOOO IN THE MEANTIME IL JUST ENJOY BEING THE AWESOME GODFATHER THAT I AM AND PLAY WITH OTHER PEOPLES BABIES :)

WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THE REST OF EVERYTHING? WHAT CAN I SAY... JUST SAME OLD DAY IN AND DAY OUT... FOR NOW. LIKE ALWAYS IM BUSY, IM HERE AND THERE, DOING THIS AND THAT. ITS EITHER GOING TO STAY THE SAME OR GET EVEN WORSE... WHO KNOWS. STILL WORKING ON WHAT I WANT, BUT EVERYTHING TAKES TIME... AS USUAL. PATIENCE REALLY IS A VIRTUE... SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT A GLIMPSE OF THE FUTURE, JUST TO SEE IF THE ROAD YOU ARE ON, IS THE ROAD THAT YOU ARE MEANT TO BE ON, OR THE ROAD YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE ON. JUST EVEN SEEING A SECOND OF IT WOULD HELP SHAPE AND CHANGE YOUR DECISIONS YOU MAKE THIS MINUTE, TODAY, TOMORROW AND FOREVER. THEN AGAIN I GUESS THATS THE MYSTERY WHICH IS LIFE AND NEVER KNOWING. THE CONSTANT SURPRISE LIFE BRINGS YOU, BOTH THE UPS AND DOWNS. WHO KNOWS WHATS TO COME... GUESS IL FIND OUT WHEN I WAKE UP... :P

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CONNECTIONS / FINALLY MOVING UP

SO THE TIME IS FINALLY HERE!!! AFTER WAITING SOOOOO LONG I FINALLY GOT TO WHERE I WANT TO BE :) THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT I ACCEPTED A JOB OFFER LAST WEEK AND I START THE NEW JOB NEXT WEEK :) ALL THAT WAITING HAS FINALLY PAID OFF!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! PATIENCE!!! SO ANYWAYS I WENT TO AN INTERVIEW LAST THURSDAY AND DID IT MOSTLY IN CHINESE... THEN GET CALLED ON FRIDAY AND ACCEPTED THE NEXT DAY. WOW THAT WAS FAST EH. SO UNFORTUNATELY THAT MEANS THAT I HAD TO LET MY CURRENT JOB KNOW... FUNNY THING IS I WALKED IN AND I HEAR MY COLLEAGUE SAYING THAT SHES GIVING HER 2 WEEKS NOTICE... AND IM THINKING AHHHH CRAP... I HAVE TO LET THEM KNOW IM LEAVING TOO HAHA. SOOOO I WAITED A WHILE THEN TOLD THEM... LETS JUST SAY THEY WERE HAPPY FOR ME AND AT THE SAME TIME THEY WERE SAD THAT IM LEAVING. SEE THE PROBLEM IS THAT I WAS UNABLE TO GIVE THEM THE 2 WEEKS NOTICE... I SORTA GAVE THEM 2 DAYS NOTICE... SORTA NOT MY FAULT... CAUSE THEY JUST WANT ME IN THAT QUICK. I REALLY HATE DOING IT LIKE THIS BUT IT JUST HAPPENED. THIS IS AN OPPORTUNITY THAT I CANT PASS UP AND IT CAN LEAD TO SOMETHING REALLY GREAT :) I REALLY WILL MISS EVERYONE THERE CAUSE WE HAD LOTS OF FUN, AND I REALLY DID LEARN A LOTTTT FROM THAT POSITION... BUT IVE WAITED A LONG TIME FOR THIS. NOW I CAN FINALLY SAY IVE MADE IT. ALL I GOTTA DO NOW IS WORK IT TIL I CAN MOVE ON UP AND IT WILL BE EVEN BETTER HEHE. THINGS ARE FINALLY LOOKING UP :)

IN THIS AGE IT HONESTLY IS ABOUT YOUR CONNECTIONS AND WHO YOU KNOW. THE FACT THAT YOU KNOW SOMEONE OR KNOW SOMEONE WHO KNOWS SOMEONE CAN HELP YOU OUT THAT MUCH. ALSO, YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER VANCOUVER IS SMALL SO YOU NEVER KNOW WHO KNOWS WHO... THAT IS WHY IN EVERY RELATIONSHIP BOTH PERSONAL AND PROFESSIONAL I TRY TO KEEP EVERYTHING GOOD, EVEN IF IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN BAD AT THE END OR WHATNOT. I WOULD LIKE TO END THINGS ON A GOOD NOTE BECAUSE YOU REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHO KNOWS WHO AND WHETHER OR NOT THE PERSON WOULD OR COULD HELP YOU IN THE FUTURE. SO AN ADVICE I WOULD GIVE TO YOU ALL IS TO NEVER BURN THE BRIDGE!!! JOBS THESE DAYS LOTS MOST OF THEM ARE WORD OF MOUTH AND NOT EVEN POSTED... SO HOW DO YOU HEAR ABOUT THEM? FROM PEOPLE YOU KNOW. WHAT HAPPENS IF YOU DONT GET ALONG WITH SOMEONE AND THEY HAVE SOMETHING THAT IS PERFECT FOR YOU? WELL GUESS WHAT? THEY WONT BE TELLING YOU LOL. REFERENCES SAME THING, YOU NEED A REFERENCE? WELL GUESS WHAT THEY GONNA SAY IF YOU WERE HORRIBLE TO THE OTHER PERSON OR BAD MOUTHED THEM? YOU DONT KNOW WHO IN THE FUTURE CAN HELP YOU OR WHO YOU MIGHT NEED.

LASAGNA WITH EXTRA CHEESE HEHE

AWWWW YEAHHHH IM READY HEHE

HAHA GIFTS FOR MY CO-WORKERS :)

BACK ON THE FIELD :) WOOO

SAKURAAAAAAAAAAA CHERRY BLOSSOMS :)

AWESOME LEFTOVER DIM SUM HEHE

MY 1ST REGULAR MILK TEA WITH PEARLS IN YEARSSSSSSSSSSS

STILL A FEW REMAINING LOL

SO HAD MY FINAL EXAM FOR MY COURSE TODAY :) IT WAS HARD... LAST THING LEFT IS THE PAPER THAT I GOTTA DO THATS DUE ON FRIDAY... PROF SAID YOU WONT BE ABLE TO WRITE THIS PAPER IN 2 DAYS... OHHHHH I ACCEPT THAT CHALLENGE!!! LOL. WELL ALSO CAUSE I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM GOING TO WRITE SO ITS GONNA BE ALL GOOD HEHE.

SOCCER IS BACK AND ENDURANCE IS STARTING TO COME BACK :) STARTING TO LAST LONGER ON THE FIELD AND GETTING THAT SPEED BACK. HAVENT SCORED A GOAL YET BUT ITS EARLY IN THE SEASON AND WE JUST GOT BACK AFTER THE SUMMER BREAK SO GIVE IT A BIT OF TIME.

SO HERES SOMETHING THAT PISSES ME OFF!!! I BOUGHT MY SEASONS TICKET AND EVERYONE WAS GOING... NOW CAUSE 1 OF THE DJS ARENT COMING IT NOW TURNED LAME SO PEOPLE ARE NOT GOING AND SELLING THEIR TICKET. FUNNY PART IS THAT THEY ARE STILL SELLING IT AT TWICE THE PRICE... WHICH PEOPLE ARE STILL GOING TO PAY TO GO... SO SAY I GOT IT AT $75... NOW ONLINE PEOPLE SELLING AT $150... O.O'' YOU KIDDING ME... AND THEN ARMIN WHICH WAS $100-$120 NOW PEOPLE SELLING AT $250... TOMMY TRASH $35 IS GOING FOR $90-$100... ADVENTURE CLUB $35 GOING FOR $80-$100... AND THE REST IS LIKE THAT TOO... WOW... BUT SINCE MY FRIENDS ARENT GOING SEASONS AND IM SELLING MY TICKET, WITH THE PROFIT I CAN GO TO TOMMY TRASH SINCE I FOUND A CHEAP TICKET LOL. IF THE PRICES STAYED THE SAME MY 1 TICKET COULD HAVE GOTTEN ME LIKE 3 SHOWS AND STILL HAD SOME EXTRA MONEY LEFTOVER LOL. THE PROBLEM IS THAT WE ALL QUIT PARTYING AND WHEN THE TICKETS CAME OUT WE DIDNT BOTHER GETTING ANY OF THEM... BUT NOW SOMEHOW... WE ALL STARTED PARTYING MORE AGAIN AND DECIDED LAST MIN TO GO TO SHOWS THAT ARE SOLD OUT AND COST AN ARM AND A LEG... ARGGGG. BLA!!! WELL... TIME TO GO HUNTING FOR CHEAP TICKETS LOL.

BE HAPPY EVERYONE :) THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT. IF IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE THERE IS CURRENTLY, JUST WAIT. IN TIME EVERYTHING WILL WORK ITSELF OUT. EVENTUALLY... POSITIVELY... WILL WORK OUT. 

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I HAVE A PAPER TO WRITE... I SHOULD GO DO IT...

SOO... YA... I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT TO DO THATS DUE TOMORROW AND IM HERE WRITING INSTEAD OF DOING THAT HAHA. I KNOW WHAT IM GONNA WRITE SO ITS GONNA BE EASY HEHE. THIS WEEK WAS A QUIET WEEK. WENT TO SCHOOL AND JUST BEEN APPLYING TO SOME JOBS. I SWEAR IM PERFECT FOR THOSE JOBS JUST FREAKING CALL ME AND INTERVIEW ME JEZZ!!! IM PRO IN INTERVIEWS!!! I GET ALMOST ALL THE JOBS I GO INTERVIEW FOR HAHA. LIFES BEEN QUIET BESIDES THAT CAUSE ITS DARK AND BORING THESE DAYS. DONT REALLY FEEL LIKE DOING MUCH EITHER HONESTLY... GOTTA SAVE MONEY HAHA. OH OH OH ESPECIALLY SINCE EDC TICKETS ARE COMING OUT ON MONDAY... SOOO ROUND 3 HERE WE GO :) WOOOO, BUT FIRST... BACK TO MY ASSIGNMENT LOL

CARAMEL MACCHIATO WITH EXTRA CARAMEL AND A CRANBERRY SCONE CAUSE IM HUNGRY!!!

LOL CHURCHES FOR SOME JALAPENO BOMBERS HEHE

HAHA MY COMPUTER IS SAD

WTF... TINY ASS ICE CREAM SANDWICHES :@ GRR

CHIPS, SALSA, AND PARMESAN CHEESE AEHAHEAH :)

FINDING MYSELF ONCE AGAIN IN THAT BLANK OF A PLACE STARING OUT THE WINDOW OR AT THE FIRE AND REALIZING WHAT THIS REALLY IS... AND WHEN... WHEN WILL IT ALL COME TOGETHER... PATIENCE I SUPPOSE... SOONER OR LATER... BUT IT BETTER BE SOONER THAN LATER...

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