ANOTHER NEW YEAR

WELL FIRST OFF I WISH YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE READING THIS. ANOTHER YEAR HAS COME AND GONE AND ANOTHER YEAR HAS STARTED AGAIN. IN THE PAST IVE GIVEN SUMMARIES OF THE YEAR OR THINGS IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS YEAR, BUT HONESTLY I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT ANYMORE LOL. I THINK IVE SAID THIS BEFORE... NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS STRAIGHT UP BULLSHIT. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, YOU CAN REALLY START ANYTHING ANY TIME YOU WANT, YOU DONT NEED TO WAIT UNTIL THE NEW  YEAR TO BEGIN SOMETHING. ITS JUST AN EXCUSE, YA YA, IT MIGHT GIVE YOU TIME TO PREPARE OR JUST HAVE A "CLEAN SLATE" KIND OF GO AT IT. I SAY IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING OR CHANGE SOMETHING THEN JUST DO IT. WHO CARES IF ITS THE MIDDLE OF MARCH OR THE END OF JUNE? THE MAIN THING IS THAT YOU START. WITH THAT BEING SAID I DO HAVE SOME PLANS FOR THIS YEAR LOL. I GOT SOME BIG PLANS AND I WORKING ON IT. IT JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE NOW SO I GUESS IL START IN THE NEW YEAR LOL... OH DONT GET ME STARTED ABOUT NEW YEARS PARTIES. ITS JUST FOR EVERYONE TO MAKE MONEY. EVERYTHINGS BEEN QUIETING DOWN OVER THE YEARS AND HONESTLY THERES NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT NEW YEARS. ITS REALLY THE SAME AS BEFORE. WELL IVE BEEN WORKING ON SOME THINGS FOR THE PAST BIT AND IT JUST HASNT REALLY GOTTEN TO THE POINT OF IT WORKING YET BUT I THINK THIS IS THE YEAR TO MAKE IT ALL HAPPEN. EVERYTHING JUST TAKES TIME, YOU CANT RUSH THESE THINGS. I HAVE A GOOD FEELING ABOUT THIS YEAR, EVEN THOUGH EVERY YEAR IS A NEW YEAR AND I SAY THE SAME THING LOL. LETS ALL CRUSH IT!!! SPEAKING OF WHICH... ITS ONLY JANUARY 2... THE SECOND DAY IN... AND ITS ALREADY BEEN A HELL OF A NEW YEAR. SO HONESTLY NOTHING FAZES ME. SO LETS GO GET IT AND JUST DO IT! DO IT!!! DO IT!!!

THERE ARE PLANS FOR A CHANGE TO THIS BLOG. WHEN... WHO KNOWS. WHAT... I HAVE AN IDEA BUT HAVE TO SEE IF IT WILL WORK AS WELL. GUESS YOU ALL WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

WOOOO!!! YUP YUP ITS MY BDAY !!! CANT BELIEVE ANOTHER YEAR HAS COME AND GONE JUST LIKE THAT... IT REALLY SEEMED LIKE THIS YEAR WENT BY REALLY FAST. WITH THAT BEING SAID, THAT MEANS THAT MY ORIGINAL PLAN STILL HAS NOT BEEN COMPLETED... I THOUGHT 31 WOULD BE GOOD AND I COULD MAKE IT... GUESS NOT... WELL I GUESS IL JUST KEEP ON WORKING ON IT. NEW DEADLINE, 35 LOL. GONNA GIVE MYSELF MORE TIME TO COMPLETE THAT TASK I SET FOR MYSELF. QUITE A LOT HAS HAPPENED THE PAST YEAR, AND IM GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED. I DIDNT REALLY DO MUCH FOR BDAY, JUST A SMALL DINNER WITH SOME FRIENDS LIKE I USUALLY DO, WENT TO TEMPLE, HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY, AND HAD FAMILY DINNER. MY GF GOT ME AN AWESOME LINKIN PARK CAKE AND ITS AMAZING!!! GO CHECK MY IG IF YOU HAVE ME OR KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! SHE ALSO GOT ME A FREAKING SALATORE FERRAGAMO BELT!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES!!! APPARENTLY SHE REMEMBERED ME MENTIONING IT ONCE A WHILE BACK AND BAM!!! BELT!!! LOL. ITS SO PRETTY AND SMELLS SO NICE HAHA. I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS THIS YEAR AND I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MYSELF AS WELL. I HAVE A GREAT FEELING ABOUT THIS YEAR AND CANT WAIT TO TAKE IT ON!!! I HAVE BIGGER AND BETTER GOALS FOR THIS YEAR AS WELL AND I JUST CANT WAIT!!! ITS GOING TO BE AWESOME!!! ALSO THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY MESSAGES. IN THE IMMORTAL WORDS OF KEVIN SORBO AKA CAPTAIN DYLAN HUNT: LETS BRING IT!!!

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2016 YEAR END REVIEW

WOW!!! I CANT BELIEVE 2016 FINALLY ENDED. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :) 2017 WILL BE YOUR YEAR, YOU WILL ATTAIN WHATEVER YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO. I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHATS IN STORE THIS YEAR :) I JUST SPENT THE NEW YEARS WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS. IT WAS NICE AND RELAXING.

WELL LETS LOOK BACK AT LAST YEAR. 2016 WAS JUST A BAD YEAR FOR ME... AND IM GLAD ITS OVER AND DONE WITH. THE CAR ACCIDENT ACTUALLY HAPPENED THE LAST WEEK OF DECEMBER, BUT BASICALLY THE WHOLE THING WAS IN THE NEW YEAR. SO TO KEEP WITH TRADITION... SEE BELOW FOR THE HIGHLIGHTS OF THE PAST YEAR.

• GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT... AND ANOTHER... AND TECHNICALLY ANOTHER... NOT MY FUALTS!!! BEEN IN RECOVERY EVER SINCE... TOTALLY NOT FUN.... ITS BEEN SUCH A HEADACHE... JUST DEALING WITH EVERYTHING WHILE EVERYTHING HURTS
• MY BEST FRIEND HAD THEIR KID!!! ITS A BABY GIRL AND IM A GODFATHER NOW :) 
• VISITED GRANDMA AGAIN IN HK
• KEPT THIS BLOG GOING FOR ANOTHER YEAR, SOME POSTS MIGHT HAVE BEEN SUB PAR... BUT I HOPE ON CHANGING THAT. LOTS OF REVIEWS LAST YEAR TOO ESPECIALLY SINCE I WAS TIRED LOL
• LEARNED EVEN MORE ABOUT MYSELF
• KEPT THAT JOURNAL THING GOING
• LAST BUT NOT LEAST... I HAVE A NEW GIRLFRIEND :) YUP, IT HAS HAPPENED HAHA. SHES PROBABLY READING THIS RIGHT NOW. SOOOO... HELLO THERE :P 

MOST OF THE TIME IM JUST BUSY WITH WORK, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS. HOWEVER MY 1 YEARS DEADLINE HAS PAST. I WAS NOT ABLE TO COMPLETE WHAT I WANTED. I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE A HARD TASK, I DID TRY BUT IT WAS JUST TOO RUSHED I THINK. WELL... I GUESS THAT IS BACK ON THE LIST OF WHAT I WANTED TO ACCOMPLISH THIS YEAR. 

FOR THOSE WHO THINK ITS A NEW  YEAR, SO THERES GOING TO BE NEAR YOU THING... YOU CAN REALLY DO THAT ANYTIME YOU WANT... YOU JUST NEED TO WANT WHATEVER YOU WANT  ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. THEN AGAIN IT IS A NEW YEAR SO WHO KNOWS, ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN. THERES A BIT MORE TO SAY BUT THIS IS BASICALLY IT. SO WELCOME TO THE NEW YEAR AND WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST IN IT. LETS CRUSH IT THIS YEAR :)

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THE LAST POST OF MY 20'S

WOW... JUST WOW... CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS IS REALLY GOING TO BE THE VERY LAST POST OF MY 20'S... IM TURNING 30 IN A MATTER OF DAYS AND AND ONCE I HIT THAT MARK, ITS GOING TO BE A WHOLE NEW BALL GAME... I CANT BELIEVE ANOTHER DECADE HAS PASSED BY AND IM GOING TO ENTER A NEW CATEGORY... IT STILL REALLY HASNT HIT ME YET, OR MAYBE IT HASNT SUNK IN YET, BUT I DONT THINK IT WOULD AFFECT ME THAT MUCH. I MEAN, EVERYTHING IS THE SAME BUT THE MAJOR THING NOW IS, WHEN I SAY MY AGE THERES NO "TWENTY" INFRONT OF IT. NOW ITS A "THIRTY." TO ME IT FEELS JUST LIKE ANY OTHER DAY, BUT EVERYONE WILL MAKE A BIG DEAL OF IT. THERS SO MUCH I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS BUT IM TIRED... LETS SEE HOW FAR I GET BEFORE I PASS OUT LOL. LOOKING BACK, THE PAST 10 YEARS REALLY WENT BY QUITE FAST. IT REALLY DID SEEM LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WAS STILL IN CLASS AT LANGARA AND SFU. OR IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I STARTED A REAL JOB... EVERYTHING SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY AT THIS POINT, PARTIALLY BECAUSE IT IS... BUT JUST BECAUSE IM FEELING NOSTALGIC. FORGET ABOUT TURNING 30... THIS BLOG ITSELF IS ALMOST 5 YEARS OLD... THINKING ABOUT, IVE BEEN BLOGGING FOR ALMOST HALF A DECADE... TIME REALLY DOES FLY. LOOKING BACK, IM REALLY NOT THAT SAME PERSON I WAS 10 YEARS AGO. IVE GROWN (OBVIOUSLY) AND CHANGED IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, AND IVE LEARNED A LOT IN MY 30 YEARS ON EARTH, MUCH IVE LEARNED IN THE PAST 10 YEARS. FORGET ABOUT THE THINGS YOU LEARN IN ELEMENTARY AND HIGH SCHOOL. THAT STUFF IS CHILDS PLAY AND EVERYONE GOES THROUGH IT. IM TALKING ABOUT LIFE LESSONS AND EVERYTHING ELSE. INSTEAD OF JUST TELLING YOU WHAT IVE DONE, WHICH I ALREADY DO ON THIS BLOG, IM GOING TO TELL YOU SOME OF THE THINGS IVE LEARNED THE PAST 10 YEARS. I TRULY BELIEVE IN THEM AND IVE WRITTEN ABOUT SOME OF THEM IN THE PAST, BUT HERE IT IS, MY LIFE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED THE PAST 10 YEARS (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER):

1. PATIENCE / GIVING A FUCK

LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME THAT SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO BE PATIENT AND GIVE A FUCK, WHILE AT OTHER TIMES PATIENCE DOESNT EXIST AND YOU REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK. I THINK BECAUSE OF LIFE AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DEAL WITH, IM A MORE PATIENT MAN, BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM LESS PATIENT WHEN IT COMES TO BULLSHIT. YOU JUST HAVE TO READ THE SITUATION, AND WHEN YOU NEED TO, CARE ABOUT IT. WHEN YOU DONT, THEN DONT EVEN BOTHER. A LOT OF TIME ITS JUST A BIG WASTE OF EFFORT AND ENERGY, SO JUST DONT EVEN BOTHER. YOU WILL BE HAPPIER FOR HAVING DONE SO. TIME IS MONEY!!!

2. NOT ENOUGH TIME

FUNNY HOW THAT LEAD INTO THIS. ITS TRUE, YOU REALLY NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME. I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO DO, BUT NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR IT. BY THE TIME I WANT TO DO IT, EITHER ITS TOO LATE OR IT JUST DOESNT WORK. BETWEEN SLEEPING, EATING, WORKING, AND WHATEVER ELSE, THERE REALLY ISNT ENOUGH HOURS IN A DAY TO DO WHAT ELSE YOU WANT TO DO. SO USE YOUR TIME WISELY. 

3. ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN / GOAL

I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A PLAN... SORTA... I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND PLANNED FOR IT. WE ALL KNOW THAT PLANS RARELY WORK OUT THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO. YOU ALWAYS NEED A PLAN, IF YOUR PLAN DOESNT SUCCEED THE FIRST TIME, THEN TRY TRY TRY AGAIN. ITS SIMILAR TO THE ROADS POST, WHERE LIFE HAS MANY PATHS FOR YOU TO TAKE. JUST BECAUSE ONE PATH DOESNT WORK OTU, DOESNT MEAN YOU SHOULD GIVE UP. ALWAYS HAVE A BACK UP PLAN. ALWAYS HAVE SOME SORT OF GOAL, SOMETHING LIKE A FINISH LINE. NEVER STOP GROWING AND IMPROVING. HAVING THAT GOAL MOTIVATES YOU, MAKES YOU DETERMINED TO KEEP GOING, IT PUSHES YOU TO DO BETTER AND BE BETTER. ALWAYS STRIVE FOR MORE, NEVER SETTLE.

4. LOVE / RELATIONSHIP

YOU CANT FORCE THESE THINGS, WHEN ITS RIGHT AND WORKS, IT WORKS. WHEN ITS WRONG, THEN IT JUST WONT WORK NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WANT IT TO. PEOPLE DO STUPID THINGS IN THEM... JUST DO YOUR PART AND IF IT DOESNT WORK OUT, AT LEAST YOU KNOW THAT YOU DID ALL YOU CAN AND IT JUST WASNT MEANT TO BE. YOU REALLY GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. NEVER DESTROY OR BURN BRIDGES, BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHO AND WHEN YOU WILL NEED THEIR HELP.

5. DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY

DO WHAT MAKE YOU HAPPY. IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING THEN DO IT, WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE MIGHT THINK, ITS YOUR LIFE SO LIVE IT THE WAY YOU WANT. DO THE THINGS YOU WANT. BE THE WAY YOU WANT. YOU WILL NEVER MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY, SO HONESTLY WHY BOTHER... MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, BECAUSE IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOURSELF ANYWAYS.

6. IT WILL ALL WORK OUT... SOMEHOW

STOP WORRYING!!! WHATEVER YOUR PROBLEM IS, IN THE END, SOMEHOW... EVENTUALLY... INEVITABLY... IT WILL ALL WORK OUT. THE UNIVERSE SOMEHOW ALWAYS DOES. JUST LOOK AT ME!!! EVERYTHING SOMEHOW ENDED UP ALRIGHT. IT MIGHT SEEM TOUGH RIGHT NOW, AND THERES NO LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL, BUT JUST KEEP GOING, NEVER GIVE UP, I MADE IT AND SO WILL YOU.

7. MOTTOS - "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" "LIVE WITH NO REGRETS" "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"

THESE ARE WHAT I LIVE BY. SOME TIE INTO OTHERS BUT STILL HAVE TO SAY IT. NOTHING EVER WORTH DOING WAS EASY... IF IT WAS THEN EVERYONE WOULD BE DOING IT AND THEN WHAT WOULD THE POINT BE... THATS WHY IF ITS WORTH IT, THEN DO IT. PAIN IS ONLY TEMPORARY. LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR REGRETS, SO JUST GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT AND DO IT. SURE I PROBABLY HAVE A FEW, BUT MOSTLY I DONT HAVE ANY. IVE DONE WHAT I WANTED, WHEN I WANTED. IN LIFE YOU REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN, OR WHY SOMETHING HAPPENS. IN THE WHOLE SCHEME OF THINGS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. YOU MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND IT, OR WANT IT, OR EVEN AGREE WITH IT, BUT IT ALL HAPPENS FOR A REASON. IT WILL BECOME CLEAR SOONER OR LATER. 

THERE IS A TON OF OTHER THINGS I COULD WRITE ABOUT BUT I HONESTLY THINK THESE ARE THE TOP ONES. IVE LEARNED A LOT AND CHANGED A LOT IN THE PAST 10 YEARS. NOW THINKING ABOUT IT, I WONDER WHAT THE NEXT 10 WILL BE LIKE. IT SEEMS LIKE A FAR AWAY DREAM RIGHT NOW, BUT WHEN I WAS 20... SO WAS 30... AND THAT CAME IN A BLINK OF AN EYE. 

MY ORIGINAL DUE DATE THAT I GAVE MYSELF OF 1 YEAR IS BASICALLY UP. I DID A LOT TO ACHIEVE THAT GOAL, BUT IT JUST WASNT ENOUGH AT THIS TIME. I HAD A FEW SET BACKS BUT THESE ARENT EXCUSE. IM STILL PLANNING TO CONTINUE THAT GOAL, BUT INSTEAD OF A YEAR ITS LOOKING MORE LIKE 2 OR 3 YEARS TO ACHIEVE. 

COME TO THINK OF IT... A LARGE PORTION OF MY 20'S I WAS STILL IN SOME KIND OF SCHOOL. IT WAS ONLY THE LATER HALF OF MY 20'S THAT I STARTED WORKING. MY 20'S I MET PEOPLE, I LOST PEOPLE, I GAINED PEOPLE, AND I FORGOT ABOUT PEOPLE. I TRAVELLED, I PLAYED, I ATE, AND I ENJOYED. I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MYSELF, ABOUT WHAT IM MADE OF, WHAT IM CAPABLE OF, AND WHAT I TRULY THOUGHT AND FELT. IF I COULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN WOULD IT? I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE CHANGED A FEW THINGS, BUT FOR THE MOST PART... I AM THE WAY I AM NOW, AND I AM WHO I AM BECAUSE OF IT ALL, SO IM GOING TO SAY NO. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I AM SUPPOSE TO BE. 

I REALLY WONDER WHATS IN STORE FOR ME IN MY 30'S... THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO BE DIFFERENT. I GUESS IL LET YOU ALL KNOW HOW IT FEELS NEXT WEEK. 

GOODBYE TO MY 20'S. SEE YOU ALL IN MY 30'S

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WHATS IN A NAME...

SO BACK TO MY REGULAR RANDOM POST ABOUT THE RANDOM THOUGHTS I HAVE. WHATS IN A NAME ANYWAYS? SO WHY DID YOUR FAMILY NAME YOU THE NAME YOU HAVE TODAY? WELL OBVIOUSLY MY NAMES RICKY AND THE STORY IS THAT MY GRANDPA LIKED A SINGER NAMED RICKY NELSON AND BOOM THERE YOU GO... IM NAMED AFTER HIM... BUT AT THE SAME TIME RICKY IS ACTUALLY PRETTY CLOSE TO MY CHINESE NAME SO WHICH ONE ACTUALLY CAME FIRST??? PRETTY SURE IT WAS THE CHINESE NAME AND IT JUST SO HAPPENS IT WORKED OUT LOL. SO LETS SEE WHAT MY NAME MEANS:

RICKY

IN GERMAN MEANS: "HARD RULER" 

IN AMERICAN MEANS: "HARD RULER"

IN NORSE MEANS: "EVER OR ETERNAL RULER" "POWERFUL, STRONG RULER" "GIFTED RULER, PEOPLE RULER"

SOUL NUMBER: 9

PEOPLE WITH THIS NAME HAVE A DEEP INNER DESIRE TO SERVE HUMANITY AND TO GIVE TO OTHERS BY SHARING MONEY, KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE, OR CREATIVE AND ARTISTIC ABILITY

EXPRESSION NUMBER: 3

PEOPLE WITH THIS NAME TEND TO BE CREATIVE AND EXCELLENT AT EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. THEY ARE DRAWN TO THE ARTS, AND OFTEN ENJOY LIFE IMMENSELY. THEY ARE OFTEN THE CENTER OF ATTENTION, AND ENJOY CAREERS THAT PUT THEM IN THE LIMELIGHT. THEY TEND TO BECOME INVOLVED IN MANY DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES, AND ARE SOMETIMES RECKLESS WITH BOTH THEIR ENERGIES AND WITH MONEY.

WHICH IS AWESOME CAUSE IM A RULER LOL. ALSO APPARENTLY ITS SHORT FOR RICHARD...WHICH I NEVER UNDERSTOOD. SAME WITH DICK OR BOB OR ROB OR JIM OR ALL THOSE THAT HAVE A SHORT FORM THAT MAKES NO SENSE... ANYWAYS... SOOOO NOT BAD... I DO EXPRESS MYSELF AND YES IM THE CENTER OF ATTENTION. I DO ENJOY MANY DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES AND I AM SOMETIMES RECKLESS WITH MY ENERGY AND MONEY. IM NOT REALLY SURE IF I SERVE HUMANITY OR LIKE TO SHARE BUT IT CANT ALWAYS BE 100% RIGHT EH.

SO HERE COMES TO THE POINT OF WHERE THIS ALL CAME UP... I JUST STARTED THINKING HOW DID PEOPLE COME UP WITH THEIR NAMES. I MEAN THE VERY FIRST PERSON TO BE LIKE OH IM GOING TO BE CALLED "NAME" LIKE HOW DID THE PERSON PICK IT? HOW DID THEY KNOW THAT, THAT WOULD BE THEIR NAME? HOW DID THEY KNOW THE NAME IS A NAME? OR GO EVEN FURTHER BACK, HOW DID THE HOMO SAPIENS KNOW THAT A CERTAIN SOUND IS THAT PERSON? A GRUNT? A COUGH? A SCREAM? HOW DID THEY CREATE A NAME? WHAT IS THE OLDEST RECORDED NAME IN HISTORY??? LIKE THE FIRST NAME TO EVER APPEAR. SO I DID A LITTLE BIT OF RESEARCH AND ITS NOT CLEAR... SOME PEOPLE SAY EGYPTIAN PHARAOHS NAME SOME SAY BEFORE THAT, SOME SAY SOME GODDESS'S NAME. WHO REALLY KNOWS? AND IF SO ITS ONLY IN THE PAST FEW DECADES OF GENERATIONS THAT ALL THE WORDS HAVE BEEN CREATED TO ACTUALLY KNOW WHATS WHAT AND WHATS CALLED WHAT. SO TECHNICALLY BEFORE EVEN NAMING SOMETHING THAT COULD HAVE BEEN A NAME FOR A PERSON. LIKE 1000 YEARS AGO THE WORD LIGHT BULB WASNT INVENTED SO TECHNICALLY I COULD HAVE BEEN NAMED LIGHT BULB OR BEEN CALLED SATELLITE. HOW ARE NAMES EVEN CREATED...??? I MEAN NOW ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO JUST COME UP WITH AN ORIGINAL NAME THAT HAS NEVER BEEN HEARD OF BUT HOW DID THEY COME UP WITH THEM THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO? THIS JUST BOGGLES THE MIND... WHICH ALSO GOES INTO HOW ARE THINGS NAME FOR WHAT THEY ARE NAMED... I MEAN AN ORANGE ISNT AN ORANGE... ITS ONLY AN ORANGE BECAUSE WE CALL IT AN ORANGE... IT COULD ACTUALLY BE AN APPLE, OR SOMETHING THAT DOESNT EVEN HAVE A NAME. ITS FASCINATING TO THINK ABOUT HOW NAMES COME TO AND ITS JUST A LABEL THAT WE HAVE COME UP WITH, BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW HOW NAMES CAME TO...

SO THERE YOU ALL GO AGAIN, ANOTHER RANDOM INSIGHT INTO THE MIND THAT IS MINE AND THE THINGS THAT GOES ON INSIDE IT... LOL :)

AWWW YEAH!!! I WIN!!! WOOO FREE POUTINE :)

I THINK THE DRESS IS A LITTLE LOW... UNLESS ITS A NEW FAD GOING AROUND... I WOULDNT COMPLAIN LOL

MMMMM KOREAN FOOD :)

SO I WAS 2 STALLS OVER TO THE RIGHT... I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE AND HEAR A HONKKKKKKKK THEN SCREECH AND SMASH. LOOK OVER AND SEE THIS AND THERE WAS A GUY SCREAMING. SO I GOT OUT AND CHECK AND THE GUY WAS PINNED AGAINST THE PUMP BUT GOT OUT OK. APPARENTLY THE CAR THATS NOT IN THE PICTURE CUT THE BENZ OFF AND HIT IT AND THEN PULLED TO THE RIGHT AND CRASHED INTO THAT CAR. YEAH... AND THE GUY OF THE GMC SAID THAT HE WAS LATE FOR HIS HOCKEY GAME LOL NOW YOU GONNA BE EVEN MORE LATE... IF YOUR CAR CAN STILL DRIVE... SINCE IT MAY HAVE DAMAGED THE REAR TIRE... BUT I LEFT BEFORE THEY SOLVED IT SINCE I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING. 

RANDOM SNACKS LATE AT NIGHT EQUAL EGG TARTS, DORITOS, AND MOZZA CHEESE HEHE

FOUND OUT MY COWORKERS ARE SCARED OF SPIDERS WHEN THIS GUY WAS JUST HANGING NEAR OUR HEADS FROM THE CEILING THE OTHER DAY LOL. SO I PUT IT IN A BOX AND TOOK IT OUTSIDE AND LET IT GO FREE :) BUT YA WHEN IT SPREAD OPEN IT WAS HUGE!!! PICTURE DOESNT REALLY DO IT JUSTICE...

FAMILY DIM SUM :) WOOOOOO

AWWW YEAH SOUP DUMPLING :)

SO ANOTHER THING IS HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE :) YUPS IT WAS JUST A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO LAST FRIDAY. THATS THE GOOD THING ABOUT BEING CHINESE, I GET 2 NEW YEARS :) THE 1ST NEW YEAR I HAD WASNT THAT GREAT... FINALLY JANUARY IS OVER AND NOW ONTO A NEW NEW YEAR IN FEBRUARY. I ACTUALLY WENT TO TEMPLE LAST MONTH AND ITS SUPPOSE TO BE A GOOD YEAR FOR ME, NOT TO MENTION ITS THE YEAR OF THE HORSE WHICH IS ALSO SUPPOSE TO BE GOOD FOR ME. SOOOO DOUBLE AS GOOD... I HOPE :) BUT I MEAN I ALREADY HAVE A FEELING THAT ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR. SO BRING IT ON :) I CANT WAIT FOR THIS YEAR TO GET STARTED... AGAIN... LOL

SO HOWS EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE? WELL... WORK IS WORK, SCHOOL IS SCHOOL, AND I REALLY HAVE NO DAY OFF SINCE 1 OF THEM IM AT SCHOOL AND THE OTHER IM STUDYING FOR SCHOOL... SO TECHNICALLY IM WORKING EVERYDAY... YAY... HAHA. BESIDES THAT? HMM JUST GRINDING LIKE ALWAYS.

ALSO IF YOU GUYS EVER WANT TO SEE ME WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING OR ANYTHING JUST MSG ME :) EITHER JUST TO SEE WHAT MY THOUGHTS ARE, OR WANTING TO SEE WHERE MY RANDOMNESS MAY LEAD. I MEAN... IM PRETTY RANDOM ALREADY... YOU COULD PROBABLY TELL BY ALL THE RANDOM STUFF I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT. A LOT OF THEM HAVE MEANING, A LOT OF THEM ARE RANDOM, AND A LOT OF THEM ARE JUST THERE... LOL. SO DONT BE A STRANGER :)

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SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS

OK... SO I WROTE SOMETHING ABOUT HOW WAITING FOR ANSWERS SUCK BUT I DELETED IT CAUSE I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS WRITING AND WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT... ITS 2:30AM RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE WORK AT 3PM SO HERE I AM... IM CURRENTLY WAITING ON 2 REPLIES FROM GOVERNMENT JOBS AND I JUST HATE HOW THEY WONT JUST TELL YOU ALREADY... THEY JUST STRING YOU ALONG... GET OVER WITH IT ALREADY SO WE CAN MOVE ON IF WE DONT GET IT JEZZ. YOU WAIT A MONTH FOR THE DEADLINE TO EXPIRE, THEN WAIT A MONTH FOR A REPLY OF YES OR NOT TO THE NEXT STAGE, AND THEN WAIT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG BEFORE YOU GET YOUR INTERVIEW OR EVEN A SHOW OF INTEREST OR NOT... BLA AND IN THE MEANTIME IM JUST WORKING AND WAITING. I GUESS LIFES ALSO LIKE THAT EH. FIND MYSELF WAITING FOR THE NEXT THING TO COME UP, WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN. YOU CANT ALWAYS WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN AND HELL IM NOT ONE OF THOSE GUYS WHO WAITS ANYWAYS. I HATE WAITING... IM A DO-ER BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST CANT DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO... EVEN IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IT LOL.

WELL ONCE AGAIN I SEEM TO BE STUCK IN THAT WEIRD SPOT AGAIN. DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT LETS JUST SAY THINGS CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM HERE ON OUT LOL. REFERRING TO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT THE BIT WHERE INSTAGRAM AND FB HAVING PICS OF THAT SAYING HOW TODAY IS PAGE 1 OF A NEW 365 PAGE BOOK AND HOW WRITE SOMETHING AMAZING... LETS JUST SAY IVE HAD ONE HELL OF A START TO THE NEW YEAR... AND NOT THE GOOD KIND OF START... ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT EH... IVE SAID IT MANY TIMES IN THE PAST BEFORE BUT MURPHYS LAW IS A BITCH!!! HAHA. WITH THIS KIND OF A START I CAN REALLY TAKE ON WHATEVER THIS YEAR HAS TO THROW AT ME... SOOOO BRING IT 2014!!!

WAS TALKING TO A FRIEND THE OTHER DAY ABOUT EVERYTHING AND THINKING BACK LIFE WAS SO MUCH SIMPLER, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD JUST DOING WHAT WE WANTED TO DO JUST CAUSE WE WANTED TO DO... BUT NOW PRIORITIES CHANGE AND WE HAVE TO GROW UP. JUST TALKING ABOUT THE GOOD OLD TIMES AND HOW DID WE END UP WHERE WE ARE NOW... HOW THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN OR SHOULD HAVE BEEN OR WOULD HAVE BEEN IF THINGS WERE JUST A BIT DIFFERENT. DECISIONS THAT WE HAVE MADE IN LIFE, WHETHER FOR THE BETTER OR FOR THE WORSE. THEN AGAIN YOU CANT REALLY SAY THAT SINCE IT IS BECAUSE OF YOUR EXPERIENCE YOU ARE THE PERSON YOU ARE TODAY. LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRETS, IVE ALWAYS SAID THAT AND THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. TRUE, THAT THE REASON MIGHT NOT SHOW UP AT FIRST BUT EVENTUALLY YOU WILL FIND OUT WHY IT WAS MEANT TO BE.

JUST THE VIEW WHILE WAITING FOR THE BUS

OUR EPIC JENGA OF DEATH LOL

THANKS FOR THE CABBAGE AND TOFU... WHERES THE PORK!!! :(

THE LAPTOP HAS RETURNED :) NOW THE FUN PART OF UPDATING... AND REINSTALLING EVERYTHING AND REDOWNLOADING EVERYTHING ELSE TOO... OH JOY...

NEW WALLPAPER FOR THE NEW YEAR :) AWWW YEAHHH RX-93 NU GUNDAM :)

THERE WAS GOING TO BE A FEW MORE TOPICS I WANTED TO WRITE AND RANT AND TALK ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT... LOL YA... ME NOT FEELING LIKE TALKING HAHA. WHAT A JOKE RIGHT? WELL IF YOU KNOW ME IM A LOUD, OUTSPOKEN, AND TALKATIVE GUY AND THAT IS TRUE, BUT I DO ENJOY MY PEACE AND QUIETNESS TOO, HARD TO BELIEVE EH? ONCE AGAIN I WAS WRITING SOMETHING AND I JUST STOPPED... WELL... SCREW IT LOL

ON A SIDENOTE... CHRISTMAS BREAK IS OVER SO NEW EPISODES OF ALL MY FAVE TV SHOWS ARE BACK WOOT WOOT :)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)

WELL 2013 CAME AND GONE JUST LIKE THAT... SO ONCE AGAIN HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL OUT THERE :) LOOKING BACK I THINK 2013 WAS A PRETTY GOOD YEAR AS WELL. OF COURSE IT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER BUT HEY, AT LEAST IT WASNT ANY WORSE RIGHT??? SO LETS JUST LIST A FEW THINGS THAT STOOD OUT THIS YEAR:

• WENT BACK TO SCHOOL... STARTED THE CERTIFICATE PROGRAM THAT IS LOL
• HUNG OUT WITH OLD FRIENDS AND MADE SOME NEW ONES AS WELL
• PARTIED ALL OUT IN VEGAS AND EDC WITH THE BOYS
• ALL THE OTHER PARTY DAYS AND NIGHTS... ALL THE NONSTOP PARTYING HAHA
• ALL THE SOCCER
• FAN EXPO WAS GOOD AND SO WAS PAX
• GOT LAID... OFF... LOL 
• GOT A NEW JOB :)
• AND THE BIGGEST THING THAT PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE THIS YEAR WAS MEETING THIS SPECIAL GIRL AND MAKING HER MY GIRLFRIEND :)

THERE PROB WAS A FEW OTHER THINGS BUT THESE WERE THE HIGHLIGHTS. SO WHAT DO I THINK 2014 WILL HAVE IN STORE??? WELL... IF ALL GOES ACCORDING TO PLAN THEN LIFE WOULD SHOULD BE SWELL LOL BUT WHEN DOES ANYTHING EVER GO ACCORDING TO PLAN RIGHT? SO JUST TAKE IT AS IT GOES AND SEE WHERE THIS LEADS ME.

ALSO IN OTHER NEWS, I DID WORK XMAS AND BOXING DAY SO THEN I HAD NEW YEARS OFF :) AND SO WE HAD A GATHERING WITH ALL THE GUYS AND EVERYONE... LETS JUST SAY IT GO PRETTY INTENSE WITH JENGA LOL. BESIDES THAT ALMOST EVERYONE WAS KNOCKED OUT BY THE END OF THE NIGHT... YOURS TRULY WAS KO AND ITS BEEN A ROUGH ROUGH DAY LOL.

WELL BACK TO WORK TOMORROW, BUT THEY REALLY ARE TRYING TO CHANGE EVERYONE OVER TO 8 HOUR SHIFTS INSTEAD OF 12. I MEAN ITS NOT BAD WORKING 3 AND OFF 3 THEN WORKING 4 AND OFF 4... BUT IT JUST STARTS DRAINING YOU AND THERES REALLY NOT TIME TO DO ANYTHING ELSE THE DAYS YOU WORK. SO IM ONE OF THE FIRST GUYS TO SWITCH OVER TO THE 8 HOUR SHIFT STARTING TOMORROW... ALSO CAUSE IM ONE OF THE NEWEST GUYS TOO LOL. BUT BY THE END OF THE MONTH THEY WANT TO HAVE EVERYONE ON 8 HOURS. THAT MEANS MORE TIME FOR MYSELF AND A BIT MORE NORMALITY. BUT 4 DAYS OFF WAS PRETTY SWEET LOL THEN AGAIN I RATHER HAVE SOME TIME DURING THE DAY TO DO THE REST OF THE STUFF I LIKE TO DO... LIKE WATCH TV AND GO ONLINE LOL.

OUR LAST MIN CHRISTMAS GATHERING :)

HEHE MY PRESENTS LOL

JUST BBT WITH BUDDIES

BUDDIES ASKED ME WHAT TIME IT WAS AND I TOLD THEM 11:25... THEY SAID ITS 12:20... TURNS OUT MY WATCH DIED EXACTLY 55 MINS AGO LOL

LOL TOO FUNNY LOL WE'VE GOTTA BITCHSLAP THAT SKANK FIRST LOL

A COCONUT :)

PHO MMMMM :)

EW TO THE CAR IN... WHATEVER THE HELL COLOR THAT IS... WHAT A WASTE OF A X6 LOL AND THE ROLLS IS WELL A ROLLS SO THATS JUST CLASSY LOL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HAVING MONEY AND KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH IT

... AND IT BEGINS LOL

YA... GONNA BE A LONG NIGHT LOL PLUS THERE WAS MORE BROUGHT BY OTHER PPL TOO...

THE DEADLY JENGA!!! LOL SO INTENSE LOL

I SAW THIS QUOTE/PICTURE THATS BEEN ALL OVER FB AND INSTAGRAM SAYING HOW TODAY IS THE FIRST PAGE OF A NEW 365 PAGE BOOK AND TO START WRITING SOMETHING AMAZING. SO LETS SEE WHAT THIS NEW BOOK BRINGS :)

LAST DAY OF FREEDOM... THEN BACK TO THE GRIND...

WELL... THATS ALL SHE WROTE. TOMORROW WILL BE THE 1ST DAY AT THE NEW JOB. WORKING 12 HOUR SHIFTS... BUT I WORK 3 DAYS ON THEN 3 DAYS OFF AND 4 DAYS ON WITH 4 DAYS OFF... SOOOO THATS PRETTY GOOD. JUST BEEN CHILLING OUT THE PAST WEEK SINCE I KNEW I WAS STARTING THIS JOB SOON. WATCHED A BUNCH OF SHOWS AND CHILLED WITH SOME FRIENDS AND THATS ABOUT ALL. ITS FINALLY TIME TO START REBUILDING AGAIN. GOTTA GET BACK TO THE GRIND AND SEE WHERE I CAN GO FROM HERE. ACTUALLY ITS PRETTY FUNNY... I KNEW AFTER GETTING CALLED FOR THIS JOB/INTERVIEW THAT MORE INTERVIEWS WOULD COME... I MEAN ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT... EITHER NOTHING FOR MONTHS OR ALL OF A SUDDEN EVERYONE WANTS YOU LOL. OF COURSE IT HAPPENED TO ME... I ACCEPT THIS JOB AND THEN BAM!!! CALLED FOR ANOTHER INTERVIEW AND BAM!!! APPLICATION FOR THIS OTHER JOB WENT THROUGH AND IS GOING TO THE NEXT STAGE... THANKS... WELL WHO KNOWS WHAT ELSE IS GOING TO CALL RIGHT? BUT FOR NOW IL BE WORKING THERE. IF YOU ALL ARE WONDERING WHAT IM GONNA DO??? WELL AT LEAST ITS RELATED TO WHAT I STUDY AND WHAT I WANT LOL. IM GONNA BE IN AN OPERATIONS CENTER, SO YOU FIGURE OUT WHAT I DO LOL :) BUT NOW IM GONNA WATCH 1 MORE SHOW THEN GO SLEEP CAUSE GOTTA GET BACK TO THE NORMAL WAKING TIME OF 6AM... *SIGH... LOL

1ST XMAS PARTY WITH FRDS :)

DARTS WIN BY 3... WHAT A CLOSE GAME :)

DARTS WIN BY 361... NOW THATS A WIN!!! :P LOL

WE OUT OF ICE CREAM SANDWICHES :(

MMMM :) TAPIOCA BALLS WITH RED BEAN HEHE

IVE HAD ABOUT 5 OF THESE TYPES  OF BOXES OF SUSHI THE PAST WEEK LOL

SO THE PAST LITTLE WHILE IVE BEEN THINKING AGAIN... AS USUAL ON THE BUS... WALKING... SITTING... LAYING ON THE GROUND... IN BED... IN THE CAR... EATING... ON THE COMP... WATCHING TV... JUST THINKING AGAIN... ALL THE DIFFERENT THINGS THAT I COULD HAVE DONE, SHOULD HAVE DONE, AND WOULD HAVE DONE... HOW THINGS BE DIFFERENT FROM WHAT IT IS LIKE NOW... BUT LIKE I ALWAYS SAY "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" AND "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" PLUS "LIVE WITH NO REGRETS" WELL... GUESS WE CAN ONLY WAIT TO SEE WHATS NEXT EH. IT ALSO HELPS WHEN THERES SOMEONE THERE TO PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND JUST REMIND YOU OF EVERYTHING ELSE. YES!!! IM TALKING ABOUT YOU ROGUE (AKA THE GIRLFRIEND) LOL. THANKS :)

RT