HERES TO ANOTHER NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS OUT THERE. HOPE YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL END TO 2015 AND A GREAT START OF 2016. MYSELF... WELL STILL DEALING WITH THE AFTERMATH AND HASSLE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT. TALKING TO LAWYERS, ICBC, DOCTORS, POLICE, ALL SO MUCH FUN... AND NOW ITS CONFIRMED THAT MY CAR IS TOTALLED... WHICH I ALREADY KNEW... SO IM TRYING TO LOOK FOR A NEW CAR RIGHT NOW AND ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK... THERES ACTUALLY NO CARS I LIKE RIGHT NOW AND THE CARS THAT I DO LIKE ARE OUT OF MY PRICE RANGE... I NEED TO HAVE A CAR FOR WORK AND AT THE SAME TIME I NEED IT TO BE PRESENTABLE YET REASONABLE AND FITS MY LIFESTYLE. THERE ARE NOT THAT MANY VEHICLES THAT FIT THIS CATEGORY... EXCEPT THE ONES THAT I CANT AFFORD LOL. SO NOW I HAVE FINALLY NARROWED IT DOWN TO 3 VEHICLES WHICH I WILL GO TAKE A LOOK AT AND SEE WHICH ONE I WILL END UP WITH. BESIDES THAT BEEN DEALING WITH PAIN ALL OVER STILL AND ACTUALLY GONNA GO SEE THE DOCTOR TOMORROW CAUSE THIS AINT FUN!!! SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE BIGGEST HASSLE EVER!!! I DONT CARE WHOS RIGHT OR WHATNOT ITS ALL THE PEOPLE I HAVE TO CONTACT AND DEAL WITH THAT ANNOYS ME. I SERIOUSLY WISH THIS NEVER HAPPENED BUT LIKE I ALWAYS SAY... EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. HEY LOOK AT IT THIS WAY... THE YEAR STARTED OFF LIKE THIS SO IT CANT POSSIBLY GET ANY WORSE... *KNOCKS ON WOOD* LOL AND THATS ANOTHER THING I DONT GET... WHAT DOES KNOCK ON WOOD HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING... I REMEMBER SOMEONE TOLD ME BEFORE IT HAS TO DO WITH NATURE AND THAT ITS NATURAL... SO IT VOIDS THE JINX... ACTUALLY HOLD ON... IM GONNA GO CHECK. OK IM BACK... NOTHING IS REALLY CLEAR BUT SOME SAY OLD FOLKLORE SAYS KNOCKING ON WOOD WARDS OFF EVIL SPIRITS... AND IN OTHERS KNOCKING ON WOOD BECAUSE TREE SPIRITS/ELVES/NYMPH LIVES IN THEM AND YOU ARE CALLING THEM TO INVOKE PROTECTION. WELL... YOU LEARN SOMETHING EVERYDAY :) THE MORE YOU KNOW... RIGHT :) ANYWAYS THIS FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR. THEN AGAIN... DONT THEY ALL FEEL LIKE A GOOD YEAR UNTIL SOMETHING COMES ALONG AND JUST SCREWS IT UP? WELL... ONE CAN ONLY HOPE ITS A GOOD YEAR, SO FAR SO GOOD... SORTA... IN A WAY... ISH... MEH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN HAHA

ON ANOTHER NOTE... MY BATTLE WITH FB IS OVER :) THEY COULDNT BLOCK ME FOR LONG!!! I AM BACK LOL. AFTER SENDING THEM MORE COMPLAINTS AND STUFF THEY APOLOGIZED AND GAVE ME BACK MY ACCOUNT. PSH!!! THATS RIGHT I AM ACTUALLY THAT COOL SO SCREW YOU AND TIME TO START CREEPING AGAIN. ACTUALLY I WAS OFF FACEBOOK FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AND AFTER THE FIRST WEEK I DIDNT REALLY NOTICE IT ANYMORE... THE ONLY THING I REALLY DO WITH FB IS LINK THIS BLOG AND MY IG PICS TO IT.

CURRENTLY JUST TAKING TIME TO RECOVER FROM THE ACCIDENT SO IVE BEEN DOING A FEW THINGS THAT I HAD ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO. ITS BEEN PRETTY PRODUCTIVE I WOULD SAY. OH OH OH AND THIS IS MY POST #222. YUP ITS STILL GOING STRONG... 222 POSTS LATER... 222 WEEKS LATER... OVER 4 YEARS OF WRITING WEEK AFTER WEEK. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP THIS GOING. I DO HAVE TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM. RIGHT NOW THERE IS QUANTITY WEEKLY BUT THERE ARE A FEW POSTS OF QUALITY THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT. I GUESS WHEN I HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME I WILL DO THOSE. WELL, ENJOY YOURSELVES EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK.

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THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS

WELCOME BACK EVERYONE TO THE 1ST POST OF 2015 :) HOPE EVERYONE HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY, I KNOW I DID. NOW BACK TO IT!!! SO... YES... THE TITLE IS FROM SELENA GOMEZ... YES I WATCHED SOME OF WIZARDS OF WAVERLY PLACE... SO WHAT!!! SHES HOT!!! LOL AND ACTUALLY THIS HAS BEEN A TOPIC THAT I WANTED TO WRITE FOR A WHILE AGO TOO AND IT SEEMED LIKE NO BETTER TIME THAN NOW... RIGHT??? I ACTUALLY DONT HAVE MUCH TIME TONIGHT TO WRITE MUCH EITHER BECAUSE I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR AN EXAM, BUT THAT ALSO TIES INTO THIS... BASICALLY IL SPARKNOTES THIS POST LOL. ITS QUITE FUNNY EH... YOU REALLY CANT HELP BUT WANT THE THINGS YOU WANT IN LIFE... OR EVEN KNOW WHEN YOU WANT IT... SURE THERES THINGS YOU WANT BUT HOW MANY THINGS DO YOU ACTUALLY NEED? WANTS AND NEEDS ARE SO FAR APART FROM EACH OTHER BUT SOMETIMES THEY ARE BOTH EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT AND NEED. YOU GO THROUGH LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT OR NEED AND THEN ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP ONLY TO REALIZE THAT YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT AND NEED. WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES YOU WANT SOMETHING ANYWAYS... I GUESS THATS WHERE THE TITLE COMES IN... YOUR HEART... THAT TELLS YOU WHAT YOU WANT... IT SORT OF RIDICULOUS... THE HEARTS JUST A MUSCLE... AN ORGAN... A PIECE OF MEAT... IT DOESNT WANT ANYTHING EXCEPT OXYGEN AND BLOOD... IT CANT TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT... BUT IT SEEMS LIKE IT DOES... AND DOES SO ALL THE TIME... SO WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU FINALLY REALIZE YOU WANT WHAT YOU WANT??? WELL... YOU DO EVERYTHING YOU POSSIBLY CAN TO GET IT, YOU WORK HARD FOR IT, YOU DONT GIVE IT, YOU DONT SURRENDER, YOU FIGHT FOR IT BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT AND DESERVE IT. SOMETIMES IT MIGHT SEEM IMPOSSIBLE TO GET WHAT YOU WANT... THAT THE ROAD SEEMS SO FAR TO GET TO WHAT YOU WANT... YOU MIGHT STUMBLE ON THE WAY THERE... YOU MIGHT WANT TO GIVE UP... BUT IF YOU REALLY WANT IT... JUST KEEP GOING FOR IT UNTIL THE VERY END. YOU ALL KNOW I LIVE BY 3 MOTTOS FOUND IN THIS POST: "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" "LIVE WITH NO REGRETS" AND "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" AND THESE ALL HOLD VERY VERY TRUE TO WANTING WHAT YOU WANT. NOTHING YOU EVER WANT COMES EASY... GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT AND DONT REGRET HAVING GONE FOR IT... AND YOU WANT WHAT YOU WANT FOR A REASON. THERES LOTS OF THINGS I WANT... THAT IM TRYING TO GET... AND EVEN SOME THINGS THAT I BASICALLY HAD... BUT JUST ENDED UP LOSING THEM. SO WHAT NOW... SHOULD I GIVE UP? SHOULD I WAVE THE WHITE FLAG? SHOULD I JUST MOVE ON? NO!!! NOW IT MAKES ME WANT TO WORK HARDER FOR IT, TO GET IT, TO GET IT BACK. IT REALLY IS QUITE FUNNY... THE SAYING: "YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUVE GOT UNTIL ITS GONE" AND YOU REALLY DONT REALIZE IT UNTIL YOU DONT HAVE SOMETHING... YOU REALLY DO TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED... ITS AMAZING WHAT PEOPLE REALIZE AFTERWARDS... THE SOONER YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU LOST, THE SOONER YOU CAN WORK TO GET IT BACK... AND IF YOU DESERVE IT THEN MAYBE... POSSIBLY... HOPEFULLY... YOU CAN GET IT BACK. IF OR WHEN YOU GET IT BACK YOU REALLY DO AND WILL APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE. WELL... WITH THAT ALL BEING SAID IM GOING TO SLEEP, I GOTTA GO GET WHAT I WANT TOMORROW LOL.

OH AND EVERYTHING ELSE THE PAST WEEK? NOT MUCH... FOR NEW YEARS JUST HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY. HAD A PARTY AT ONE OF MY BUDDIES PLACE WHICH WAS FUN AND THATS ABOUT ALL. I HAVENT GONE OUT ALL WEEKEND OR WEEK CAUSE IVE BEEN STUDYING. SO NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENED LOL. WITH THAT I BID YOU GOODNIGHT... UNTIL NEXT WEEK OF COURSE :)

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NO SUCH THING AS COINCIDENCE

YOU CAN CALL IT COINCIDENCE, LUCK, FATE, OR DESTINY... I CALL IT "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" LOL. THE PEOPLE YOU MEET WHEN YOU MEET THEM IS MEANT TO BE MET THEN. PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON AND THEY LEAVE FOR A REASON. SOMETIMES ITS TO LEARN FORM THEM, SOMETIMES ITS TO HELP THEM, BUT EVERYONE IS THERE FOR A REASON. COINCIDENCE HAPPENS FOR A REASON TOO, AND I DONT REALLY BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING JUST HAPPEN OUT OF NO WHERE. SOMETIMES YOU JUST CANT HELP THE THINGS THAT HAPPEN... THINGS LINE UP SO PERFECTLY FOR ONE THING TO CAUSE ANOTHER TO DO SOMETHING TO END UP EFFECTING YOU. THINK ABOUT IT... FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN SO PERFECTLY TO YOU, A SERIES OF EVENTS MUST HAVE HAPPENED TO HAVE BROUGHT YOU OR IT TO THAT EXACT MOMENT IN TIME FOR IT TO HAPPEN. THEN AGAIN... SOMETIMES ITS JUST A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS THAT LEAD UP TO THAT MOMENT AS WELL. IN LIFE THINGS JUST HAPPEN, SOMETIMES YOU CAN HELP IT BUT SOMETIMES ITS JUST OUT OF YOUR CONTROL... BUT SOMETIMES THINGS ARE JUST SO FAR OFF THAT NO MATTER WHAT, THEY CAN NEVER HAPPEN... THE TIMINGS JUST NOT RIGHT... AND TIMING IS SUCH A BIG BIG PART OF IT ALL

BLA... ONCE AGAIN IM ALL OVER THE PLACE LOL. ITS LATE AND IM TIRED AND SLEEPY. THESE POSTS ARE GETTING SHORTER AND I REALIZE THAT IM LAZY... LOL. I MEAN THAT POSTING PICS TAKES SOOOOO LONG... AND I HAVE SO MANY... I RUN OUT OF SPACE IN PHOTOBUCKET QUITE QUICKLY AND THE UPLOADING AND LINKING TAKES TOO MUCH TIME OUT FROM POSTING. SO HONESTLY UNLESS THERES SOMETHING REALLY COOL I THINK IM GOING TO SLOW DOWN ON THE PICTURES. THEN AGAIN EVEN IF ITS COOL I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE POSTED IT ON INSTAGRAM ALREADY HAHA. NOTHING REALLY HAS BEEN GOING ON. JUST BEEN BUSY AT WORK AS USUAL. SCHOOL IS ALMOST DONE AND I MEAN DONE DONE!!! LAST COURSE AND I GET MY EXTRA PIECE OF PAPER LOL. PLUS OTHER WORK STUFF AS WELL. FRIENDS AND FAMILY AL THE SAME, HANGING OUT AND PARTYING HERE AND THERE. I THINK IN A WEEK OR 2 I CAN FINALLY GET BACK FULLY INTO THIS AND WRITE MORE THAN THE LATE RAMBLINGS OF A TIRED GUY HAHA. UNTIL THEN... SHORT PICTURE-LESS POSTS LOL. GOODNIGHT :)

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LIFE'S ROAD IS NEVER STRAIGHT

SO I GUESS THE TIME IVE BEEN WAITING FOR HAS FINALLY COME. WENT AND DID THE LICENSING EXAM ON MONDAY... IT WAS HARD... I HAD ANSWER I KNEW, ANSWERS I WAS SORTA OK WITH, ANSWERS IM NOT TOO SURE ABOUT, AND ANSWERED I HAD NO FREAKING CLUE ABOUT... ALSO I KNEW I GOT 2 QUESTIONS WRONG SO AUTOMATICALLY I CAN ONLY GET 98/100... I WAS PREPPED AND KNEW MY STUFF. FIRST 20 QUESTIONS I WAS LIKE OH YAAAA NO PROBLEM :) THEN AS IT WENT FURTHER IN... FROM ABOUT 40-80 IS WAS SORT OF A BLUR... WTF!!! SOME HAD MULTIPLE RIGHT ANSWERS AND THEY DIDNT TEST ON THE INFO FROM THE BOOK... IT WASNT EVEN APPLY THE LEARNING, IT WAS SOME RANDOM CRAP... SOME I DONT EVEN THINK I READ ABOUT!!! MAN I WAS PISSED OFF AFTER THE EXAM... I REALLY HAD NO IDEA HOW I DID... LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAD NO IDEA... ARGGGG WELL ANYWAYS THE MARKS CAME OUT YESTERDAY AND I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO CHECK IT... FINALLY HAD TO ANDDDDDDDDDDD I FAILED... YAY... I NEEDED 65 TO PASS AND GOT MYSELF A 59... SO EVEN WITH THE 2 ANSWERED THAT I NEW I GOT WRONG IT WOULD ONLY BE 61 AND I WOULD STILL BE MISSING A FEW MARKS. I WOULDNT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONES I COULD HAVE CHANGED OR ANYTHING... I TOOK THE WHOLE 3 HOURS TO WRITE IT AND I EVEN CHANGED A BUNCH OF ANSWERS AND I WENT OVER THE EXAM TWICE SINCE I FINISHED AN HOUR AHEAD OF TIME. WELL... I WAS PISSED YESTERDAY AS WELL. TODAY SOME OF THE RAGE CARRIED OVER. IM JUST SO FREAKING PISSED AT IT ALL. I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BARELY PASS OR JUST FAILED... WELL... NOT MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT NOW SINCE ITS DONE... IM HAPPY THAT I WAS SOBER AT A PARTY OVER THE WEEKEND. AT LEAST I CANT BLAME MYSELF FOR PARTYING OR WHATEVER. MAYBE I RUSHED IT TOO MUCH... DOING IT ALL IN A MONTH... WHO KNOWS. ALL THE QUESTIONS COME FROM A TEST BANK SO THEY JUST PICK 100 OUT OF LIKE 1000. WHY DID THEY ASK ME THAT INSTEAD OF THIS... ITS LIKE TRIGONOMETRY... YOU HAVE TO PASS IT BUT WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU EVER GOING TO USE IT? AND IF YOU NEED IT JUST LOOK IT UP? WELL THAT WAS LIKE THIS COURSE... I KNEW IT ALL AND IM JUST PISSED AT THE RESULT OF HOW IT WENT DOWN. LIFES ROAD IS A MYSTERY AND IT IS NEVER A STRAIGHT LINE. I HAVE HAD QUITE A FEW HICK UPS HERE AND THERE AND I FINALLY GOT TO A POINT WHERE I LIKE HAPPY AND THIS CRAP HAPPENS...WHAT CAN I DO NOW? GET UP, PREP MORE, AND WORK HARDER. THIS IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF HOW LIFE NEVER PROGRESSES IN A STRAIGHT LINE. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS AND THROWS YOU OFF. ITS THE UNIVERSES WAY OF SCREWING WITH YOU. YOU JUST HAVE TO PICK YOURSELF UP, DUST YOURSELF OFF, AND GET BACK AT IT AGAIN. NEVER GIVE UP. MY LIFES ROAD HASNT BEEN STRAIGHT ONE EITHER. I HAVE HAD SETBACK, ISSUES, AND FAILURES AS WELL. ITS ABOUT HOW YOU CAN OVERCOME IT AND  CONTINUE TO MOVING FORWARD. JUST BECAUSE THERES A DETOUR DOESNT MEAN GIVING UP, YOU GO BACK AT IT EVEN HARD. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. THE REASON MIGHT NOT BE THAT CLEAR RIGHT NOW OR MAYBE I AM SUPPOSE TO STAY WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW...

HEHE YAY MOON CAKE A WORK LOL TO MANY

ALL YEAH ALL FOR ME LOL

MMMM YUMMY HAWAII COOKIES :)

AWWW YEAH GOT MY FIXING :)

DOGGY STAYED THERE FOR A WHILE LIKE THAT LOL

MS54

HERE WE GO :) AND I WAS SOBER... ALL... NIGHT... LONG LOL

WOOOOOOO

THEY PLAYED LIKE HARDSTLYE ALMOST THE WHOLE NIGHT AND MAN ITS HAD TO RAGE OUT ALL NIGHT TOO LOL

NICE CAPTAIN :)

SIGH... TINY AS HELL ICE CREAM LOL

MY POT :)

ALL THEM POTS LOL

I GOT A CRAB LOL HALF OF 1... QUARTER ACTUALLY... LOL

CRAB CLAW AND ABALONE FOR BREAKFAST :) WHAT YOU GOT HMMM? 

YAY NEW SHOES :) CEPT FOR THE CREASE BUT THATS FROM THE BEND AND WALKING

WOW PRETTY CLEAN BOTTOM TOO 

UMMM YA I ENDED UP AT EUISU MONE THAN ONCE

HAHA

DINNER AFTER MEETING

MMMMMMMMMMM EVEN BETTER WOOOO :)

OH MAN TOO TIRED... I KEPT PASSING OUT TRYING TO WRITE THAT PARAGRAPH UP TOP... UMMM HAVENT DONE MUCH SINCE I WAS STUDYING AND GETTING READY FOR THE EXAM BUT WE ALL KNOW HOW THAT WENT... ALSO WENT TO THE MYON AND SHANE 54 CONCERT AND THAT WAS FUN. ALMOST ALL HARDSTYLE. BESIDES THAT REALLY NOTHING ELSE CEPT HUNG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS. OH OH OH SAW AS ABOVE, SO BELOW YESTERDAY AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL. I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF SO YA FOR $7 SURE WHY NOT HAHA. WELL GUESS IM FREE NOW TO GO BACK OUT AND ALL... NOT REALLY SINCE MY HR COURSE IS STARTING SOON AND ALSO I GOTTA START LOOKING EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN CAUSE IM PISSED THAT I DIDNT GET IT... BLA... LIFE... WHAT A BITCH.

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31 DAYS TO THE FINISH LINE...

WELL... LONG STORY SHORT... BOSS IS GIVING ME 30 DAYS TO GET MY LICENSE FOR WORK... SOMETHING THAT DIDNT NEED TO BE RUSHED IS NOT RUSHED DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES OUTSIDE OF OUR CONTROL... I HAVE TIL SEPTEMBER TO FINISH ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS AND PREPARE FOR THE TEST. I WOULD HAVE PREFERRED TO TAKE IT IN OCTOBER WHEN I WOULD BE MORE READY BUT NOW THERES NO CHOICE BUT TO DO IT EARLY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST... NO PRESSURE EH... LOL. SO NOW ITS ALL DOWN TO TIME... IF IM ABLE TO FINISH READING EVERYTHING, ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS, AND PREPARE. TIME IS ALWAYS AN ISSUE ISNT IT... IVE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS IN PARTS BEFORE IN PAST POSTS BUT ITS ALWAYS AN ISSUE THAT COMES UP. HISTORY ALWAYS TEND TO REPEAT ITSELF EH. TIME IN REGARDS TO ME AND THIS SITUATION IS THAT I HAVE NO TIME... WORKING FULL TIME AND GOING TO MEETINGS AND EATING AND SLEEPING AUGUST IS A BUSY TIME. I HAVE MY BDAY, MOMS BDAY, DADS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, AND GUESS WHAT... MORE FRIENDS BDAY. ITS ALSO AUGUST WHICH MEANS PARTY SEASON... OH AND SOCCER. SO BETWEEN THE STUFF THAT I NEED TO DO AND THE STUFF I WANT TO DO, THERES NO TIME TO ACTUALLY GET EVERYTHING DONE. YA YA... WELL GUESS WHAT IM ACTUALLY CUTTING EVERYTHING DOWN. IM PROBABLY JUST HAVE DINNER FOR MY BDAY AND GO OUT ONCE OR TWICE AND THATS ALL. UNFORTUNATELY AND LUCKILY I AM GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY RIGHT NOW TO MOVE UP IN THE COMPANY ITS SOMETHING I CANT PASS UP. YOU ALL HAVE READ THAT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THAT ONE CHANCE TO FINALLY GET TO WHERE I WANT TO BE... WELL... THAT TIME HAS FINALLY COME :) THIS JOB AND THIS POSITION IS MINE... ALL I HAVE TO DO IS PASS THE EXAM. TIMES RUNNING OUT AND THERES JUST SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO DO... ITS ONCE AGAIN THAT CRUNCH TIME, THAT CLUTCH TIME, THAT MAKE IT OR BREAK IT TIME, AND IM GOING TO MAKE IT. NOT MUCH RIDING ON IT... JUST EVERYTHING LOLOL. FRIENDS, SHOWS, GAMES, AND EVERYTHING WILL HAVE TO BE PUT ON HOLD AND WAIT CAUSE ALL THAT STUFF CAN COME BACK, THIS CANT, OR AT LEAST WONT FOR A WHILE. SO HERE GOES NOTHING, TO A MONTH OF HIBERNATING. YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA GO, TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANNA GO. SO SEE YOU ALL IN SEPTEMBER :) OF COURSE IL STILL BE POSTING... IM GONNA SOUND CRAZIER AND CRAZIER AS I GET CLOSER AND TIME RUNNING OUT... SO ENJOY WATCHING ME TURN MAD... BUT NO MORE THAN USUAL EH HAHA.

SO REGARDING TIMING... A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE IS ABOUT TIMING... WHERE YOU GO, WHAT YOU DO, HOW YOU GET THERE AND WHY YOURE THERE. YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HELPED YOU, BUMPED INTO SOMEONE WHO WAS ABLE TO DO SOMETHING, AVOIDED AN ACCIDENT, OR YOU WERE THERE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. WALKED A BIT FASTER OR A BIT SLOWER, WOKE UP EARLIER OR LATER. IT ALL MAKES A DIFFERENCE. SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE IS ABOUT TIMING. MAKING A MOVE EARLY OR LATER CAN HAVE SUCH A BIG EFFECT ON THE OUTCOME YOU WANTED. MEETING SOMEONE AT THE RIGHT OR WRONG TIME CAN CAUSE YOUR LIFE TO GO IN TOTALLY DIFFERENT AND OPPOSITE WAYS. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH. HONESTLY THIS IS WHY I REALLY DO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON, AND HAPPENS AT THE TIME THAT IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN. ITS LIKE THE GALAXIES WAY OF TELLING YOU EITHER NO YOURE NOT READY OR YES YOU CAN DO IT NOW. SOMETIMES YOU CAN CONTROL WHEN, WHERE, HOW AND WHY SOMETHING HAPPENS, BUT ITS HARDER TO CONTROL WHEN THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU. THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS HOPE THAT YOU ARE PREPARED ENOUGH WHEN THE TIME COMES AND IT HAPPENS. GOOD THINGS, BAD THINGS, THEY ALL HAPPEN FOR A REASON, AND THEY HAPPEN AT THE TIME THAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN.

RANDOM BIRDIE MISSING ITS HEAD AND TAIL... HMMM LOL

SO THIS HAPPENED LOL NO MORE PARTYING... YA... THAT LASTED A WEEK... HAHA

MMM YUMMMMM

THE GATHERING LOL

AWWW YEAH BDAY BUNS :)

CAKE AND MIX THINGY

SPOT THE DBAG? YA RIGHT THERE LOL

WTF!!! I WANT MY 50 POINTS ARGGGG

WORKS FINE, JUST NOW I GOT MORE TO FOCUS ON. HAD SOME PROBLEMS WITH THE EMAILING TODAY AND THAT WAS FUN... RECEIVING EMAILS HOURS LATER AND OUT OF ORDER SO IT WAS LIKE WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT... LOL. THEN REPLYING TO SOMETHING THAT DOESNT NEED TO BE REPLIED TO CAUSE I DIDNT GET THE OTHER EMAIL YET THAT ALREADY COVERED IT HAHA.

YA... LIKE I SAID I THOUGHT I COULD FINALLY STOP PARTYING AND TAKE A BREAK... WELL THAT BREAK LASTED 1 WEEK... WEEKEND TECHNICALLY HAHA. SOMEHOW ENDED UP PARTYING... I DONT KNOW HOW... DROVE A FRIEND DOWN... THEN SOMEHOW FOUND PARKING... OH LOOK NO TICKET YAY I DONT HAVE TO GO... OH WAIT... FRIEND HAD EXTRA TICKET... FUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!! PARTY PARTY PARTY... BUT NOW IM GOOD. NO MORE... TIL AFTER MY EXAM... WHICH I ALREADY HAVE TICKETS FOR HAHA. NOT EVEN MY BDAY OR MY BUDDIES BDAY, GONNA HAVE TO LAY LOW TO STAY AWAY FROM THE PARTY SCENE HAHA. EVERYONE ELSE HAVE FUN :P

HAD A FAMILY GATHERING FOR THE AUGUST BDAY PPL. HAD ABOUT 25 PPL IN MY AUNTS PLACE... AND MAN WAS THERE A LOT OF FOOD. THE PIC ABOVE ONLY SHOWED 1/3 TABLES... OTHER TABLE HAD SNACKS AND SOME MORE SNACKS ON THE OTHER ONE. IT WAS NICE SEEING A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE AND PEOPLE THAT I DIDNT KNOW... LOL

ALSO WATCHED LUCY YESTERDAY. I LIKED THE STORY LINE, MY KIND OF THING. IT WAS FILMED IN A WAY THAT WORKED FOR THAT MOVIE. SCARLETT JOHANSSON... HMMMM SHE WAS OK... NOT SURE IF IF I WOULD HAVE CASTED HER INTO IT. MORGAN FREEMAN... YOU CANT GO WRONG WITH HIM LOL. A FEW QUESTIONS ABOUT THE MOVIE BUT WHEN ISNT THERE A QUESTION RIGHT? WITHOUT SPOILING ANYTHING A MAJOR THEME THATS TALKED ABOUT MAKES YOU REALLY WONDER WHAT WE ARE DOING HERE... WHERE ARE WE GOING... AND ONCE AGAIN THE SUBJECT OF TIME. EVERYTHING EVENTUALLY IRREVOCABLY ALWAYS COME BACK TO... TIME.

WELL... THIS POST WAS MORE REMINISCENT OF MY EARLIER POSTS IN THE YEAR... WHERE IT WAS MORE THOUGHT PROVOKING EH.

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WHAT CODE DO YOU LIVE BY???

SO NO... THIS IS NOT ABOUT WHAT AREA CODE YOU LIVE NEAR OR ANYTHING OF THAT SORT... ITS ABOUT WHAT MORAL OR LIFE CODE YOU LIVE BY. FOR ME ITS EASY, IVE ALWAYS HAD 3 SIMPLE MOTTOS THAT I LIVE BY AND THEY HAVE TREATED ME WELL IN THE MANY YEARS I HAVE BEEN ON THIS FAIR EARTH LOL. SO HERES ANOTHER POST THAT DELVES INSIDE THE PSYCHE THAT WHICH IS ME :)

MY 3 MOTTOS IN LIFE ARE:

1. NO PAIN, NO GAIN

SIMPLE AND TRUE!!! NOTHING EVER COMES EASY, NOT BEING GOOD AT SOMETHING OR ATTAINING SOMETHING. TAKE SCHOOL AS AN EASY EXAMPLE, YOU WANT TO GRADUATE, WELL THE PAIN IS ALL THE READING AND EXAMS AND PROJECTS YOU GO THROUGH TO GET YOURSELF TO THE FINISH LINE AND GRADUATING. PLAYING SPORTS, NO ONE IS GOOD AT IT RIGHT AWAY. YOU CAN BE DECENT OR PRETTY GOOD IN IT BUT YOU HAVE TO PUT TIME AND EFFORT INTO PRACTICING TO GET YOURSELF TO THE POINT OF BEING A PROFESSIONAL. SOME READERS MIGHT KNOW THAT I HAVE MENTIONED THAT IM A SWIMMER. I WAS ACTUALLY THE FASTEST SWIMMING IN THE LOWER MAINLAND AND ACTUALLY RANKED 10TH IN THE PROVINCE. YES, I WAS PROVINCIALLY RANKED BACK IN MY HEY DAYS LOL. I DIDNT GET THERE BY JUST JUMPING IN A POOL AND BAM THERE YOU GO. I STARTED SWIMMING WHEN I WAS 5 AND PRACTICED HOURS AND HOURS AND TRAINED MULTIPLE DAYS A WEEK. IT WAS SOMETHING I WANTED TO DO AND I LIKE SO I PUT A LOT OF ENERGY INTO IT. SAME GOES WITH EVERYTHING IN LIFE. IF YOU JUST GET SOMETHING WITHOUT PUTTING YOUR EVERYTHING INTO IT THEN YOU JUST WONT APPRECIATE IT AS MUCH AS YOU WOULD OR SHOULD. YES YES THERE ARE THOSE THAT JUST GET EVERYTHING OFF THE BAT AND THEY MIGHT ENJOY IT, BUT ITS ALWAYS MORE SATISFYING WHEN ACCOMPLISHING SOMETHING ON YOUR OWN, IT JUST IS.

2. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS

LIFES TOO SHORT FOR REGRETS. IM PLANNING ON LIVING FOREVER, NOT SURE ABOUT THE REST OF YOU BUT IL JUST SAY MOST PEOPLE LIVE FOR AN DEFINITE AMOUNT OF TIME. AT THE END OF YOUR LIFE DO YOU REALLY WANT TO LOOK BACK AND THINK OF ALL THE WHAT IFS??? ALL THE WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN, SHOULD HAVE BEEN, OR WOULD HAVE BEEN? I SAY JUST DO IT AND DONT CARE ABOUT IT. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IT THEN DO IT. THERES NOTHING STOPPING YOU BUT YOURSELF. THATS WHY ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT IF I WANT TO DO SOMETHING I WOULD DO IT NOT CARING IF ITS STUPID OR CRAZY. THATS JUST ME, WHATS THE POINT OF WANTING TO DO SOMETHING BUT YOURE TOO AFRAID OF THE CONSEQUENCES? WHO CARES!?!?!?! OF COURSE IM NOT CONDONING VIOLENCE AND ROBBING A BANK OR KILLING ANYONE BUT THE MINOR THINGS IN LIFE. LIKE I SEE EVERYONE WORRYING ABOUT WHAT THEY EAT AND WHAT THEY DO ABOUT THEIR BODIES WHETHER TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS... IF YOU WANT THEM, THEN DO IT. ITS YOUR OWN BODY WHO CARES. I GUESS ITS A LITTLE EASIER SAID FOR ME SINCE I CAN EAT WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT AND STILL LOSE WEIGHT... LOL. YA... MY COWORKERS DONT LIKE ME IN THAT DEPARTMENT HAHA WOOOOOO GO CRAZY METABOLISM :) BUT SERIOUSLY THIS GOES WITH TAKING CHANCES AND TRYING SOMETHING NEW. WHICH IS WHY IM ALWAYS DOWN FOR NEW FOODS CAUSE ITS AN EXPERIENCE, PLUS I LOVE FOOD HEHE. TAKE SKYDIVING, I DID IT CAUSE I WANTED TO JUMP OUT OF A PLANE. IT WAS AWESOME AND I WOULD LOVE TO DO IT AGAIN (PROBABLY CAUSE IM AN ADRENALINE JUNKIE TOO). IF YOU THOUGHT ABOUT DOING BUT NEVER DID THEN WHATS STOPPING YOU? AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? ITS DANGEROUS? WELL THATS PART OF THE FUN. STOP MAKING EXCUSES FOR YOURSELF AND JUST DO IT. HALF THE FUN IS NOT KNOWING THE RESULT, AND THATS WHAT INTRIGUES ME INTO FINDING OUT.

3. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

I BELIEVE THIS WHOLEHEARTEDLY, IM BUDDHIST AND I BELIEVE IN KARMA TOO. LIFE IS NOT JUST A RANDOM MASH UP OF EVENTS THAT HAPPEN RANDOMLY. IM NOT SAYING THERES NO FREE WILL BUT IF FATE WANTED SOMETHING TO HAPPEN, THEN IT WILL EVENTUALLY AND INEVITABILITY HAPPEN. EVERYONE MAKES THEIR OWN DECISIONS BUT DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT SOMEONE SOMEWHERE CAME TO THE EXACT SAME CONCLUSION AND EXACT SAME LOCATION AS YOU RANDOMLY? SOMETHING HAD TO HAVE MADE THE OTHER PERSON ARRIVE AT THE SAME SPOT IN TIME AND SPACE. TAKE THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW IN THIS INSTANT. HOW DO YOU THINK YOU ALL ARRIVED AT THE SAME SPOT? WHY ARE THEY THERE? WAS IT BY ACCIDENT OR DID SOMEHOW FATE PUT YOU AT THAT EXACT MOMENT TO MEET THAT EXACT PERSON? SAY WHAT IF YOU MISSED YOUR BUS THAT DAY AND YOU ENDED UP WAITING WITH SOMEONE WHO EVENTUALLY BECOMES YOUR FRIEND. LIFE IS FULL OF MYSTERIES LIKE THAT. NOW TAKE THE PEOPLE THAT COME AND GO IN YOUR LIFE, THE ACQUAINTANCES, WE ALL HAVE THOSE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES. PEOPLE WHO YOU MEET AND ARE THERE BUT NEVER REALLY THERE OR IS THERE AND EVENTUALLY LEAVE. WHY IS THAT? PROBABLY BECAUSE THEIR TIME AND THEIR REASON OF BEING THERE HAS COME TO AN IMPASSE. AT THAT POINT IN TIME YOU JUST HAVE TO SAY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING AND MOVE ON. SOME PEOPLE MAY CALL IT LUCK, WHETHER GOOD OR BAD, THERE WAS A REASON FOR IT. IN THE END YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT WAS OR IS AND HOPEFULLY THROUGH EVERYTHING YOU LEARNED SOMETHING OUT OF IT, THATS THE BEST ANYONE COULD EVER HOPE FOR.

IN A WAY ALL 3 OF THEM TIE INTO EACH OTHER AND I GUESS THATS WHY I AM THE WAY I AM AND THINK AND DO THE THINGS I DO. DO I GO THROUGH PAIN TO GET TO THE GAIN? OF COURSE I DO. DO I REGRET THINGS IN LIFE? TRY NOT TO BUT THERE ARE LESS THAN A HANDFUL OF SITUATIONS AND THEY CAN ALL BE CHANGED STILL. DO I LEARN FROM EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS? YES, CAUSE HOW ELSE ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO GROW AS A PERSON? 

I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU READERS OUT THERE ACTUALLY READ ALL THAT I RANT AND RAVE ABOUT BUT I WOULD HOPE THAT THOSE THAT DO TAKE AWAY SOMETHING HERE OR THERE, IF ITS ABOUT SOME RANDOM THING YOU NEVER KNEW OR JUST NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT. IVE ASKED MYSELF WHY I KEEP WRITING? I WAS NEVER ANY GOOD AT WRITING, AND IF YOU READ MY POSTS YOU PROBABLY CAN TELL TOO CAUSE OF EVERYTHING THAT WOULD DRIVE A GRAMMER NAZI MAD LOL. I DO IT FOR THE HELL OF DOING IT AND CAUSE I WANT TO. CALL THIS AN OUTLET IF YOU WILL OR JUST THE RANDOM RANDOMNESS OF A CRAZY 27 YEAR OLD WHOS TRYING TO FIGURE THIS CRAP OUT. 

GOOD JOB KOREA :) LOL HMMM WAIT... 4 HOURS TO GET TO THE SUN??? SOUNDS FISHY HERE HAHA

BUAHAHAHA HOW LUCKY MY DAD WAS TO GET A SURPRISE... ON HIS LEG BY A NICE BIRD LOL

DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EAT THEN THE LADY GAVE US A COUPON TO EAT AND HEY WHAT A DEAL LOL

ONCE SEEN... IT CANNOT BE UNSEEN LOL. YOU WILL GET IT IF YOU FOLLOW STUFF ONLINE LOL OR USE YOUR IMAGINATION HAHA

LOOK HOW FANCY I AM AT WORK. I HAVE SALMON SUSHI, CRAB CLAWS AND AN ICE TEA LOL

WORK IS WORK. SCHOOL IS BACK IN SESSION. WHICH I REALLY SHOULD START READING... ANOTHER $177 FOR A TEXTBOOK... YAY... THANKS... LOL. EVERYTHING ELSE IN LIFE? WELL... AS ALWAYS IT CAN BE BETTER BUT AT LEAST ITS NOT WORSE.

ACTUALLY... I THINK I WROTE ABOUT THIS TOPIC BEFORE... AND LIKE 10 MINS LATER I FOUND IT LOL. I FOUND WHERE I MENTIONED IT CAUSE I REMEMBER I WROTE IT SOMEWHERE BUT I NEVER ACTUALLY POSTED A POST ABOUT IT. SO HERE YOU ALL GO. HAPPY READINGS :) 

RT

LAST DAY OF FREEDOM... THEN BACK TO THE GRIND...

WELL... THATS ALL SHE WROTE. TOMORROW WILL BE THE 1ST DAY AT THE NEW JOB. WORKING 12 HOUR SHIFTS... BUT I WORK 3 DAYS ON THEN 3 DAYS OFF AND 4 DAYS ON WITH 4 DAYS OFF... SOOOO THATS PRETTY GOOD. JUST BEEN CHILLING OUT THE PAST WEEK SINCE I KNEW I WAS STARTING THIS JOB SOON. WATCHED A BUNCH OF SHOWS AND CHILLED WITH SOME FRIENDS AND THATS ABOUT ALL. ITS FINALLY TIME TO START REBUILDING AGAIN. GOTTA GET BACK TO THE GRIND AND SEE WHERE I CAN GO FROM HERE. ACTUALLY ITS PRETTY FUNNY... I KNEW AFTER GETTING CALLED FOR THIS JOB/INTERVIEW THAT MORE INTERVIEWS WOULD COME... I MEAN ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT... EITHER NOTHING FOR MONTHS OR ALL OF A SUDDEN EVERYONE WANTS YOU LOL. OF COURSE IT HAPPENED TO ME... I ACCEPT THIS JOB AND THEN BAM!!! CALLED FOR ANOTHER INTERVIEW AND BAM!!! APPLICATION FOR THIS OTHER JOB WENT THROUGH AND IS GOING TO THE NEXT STAGE... THANKS... WELL WHO KNOWS WHAT ELSE IS GOING TO CALL RIGHT? BUT FOR NOW IL BE WORKING THERE. IF YOU ALL ARE WONDERING WHAT IM GONNA DO??? WELL AT LEAST ITS RELATED TO WHAT I STUDY AND WHAT I WANT LOL. IM GONNA BE IN AN OPERATIONS CENTER, SO YOU FIGURE OUT WHAT I DO LOL :) BUT NOW IM GONNA WATCH 1 MORE SHOW THEN GO SLEEP CAUSE GOTTA GET BACK TO THE NORMAL WAKING TIME OF 6AM... *SIGH... LOL

1ST XMAS PARTY WITH FRDS :)

DARTS WIN BY 3... WHAT A CLOSE GAME :)

DARTS WIN BY 361... NOW THATS A WIN!!! :P LOL

WE OUT OF ICE CREAM SANDWICHES :(

MMMM :) TAPIOCA BALLS WITH RED BEAN HEHE

IVE HAD ABOUT 5 OF THESE TYPES  OF BOXES OF SUSHI THE PAST WEEK LOL

SO THE PAST LITTLE WHILE IVE BEEN THINKING AGAIN... AS USUAL ON THE BUS... WALKING... SITTING... LAYING ON THE GROUND... IN BED... IN THE CAR... EATING... ON THE COMP... WATCHING TV... JUST THINKING AGAIN... ALL THE DIFFERENT THINGS THAT I COULD HAVE DONE, SHOULD HAVE DONE, AND WOULD HAVE DONE... HOW THINGS BE DIFFERENT FROM WHAT IT IS LIKE NOW... BUT LIKE I ALWAYS SAY "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" AND "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" PLUS "LIVE WITH NO REGRETS" WELL... GUESS WE CAN ONLY WAIT TO SEE WHATS NEXT EH. IT ALSO HELPS WHEN THERES SOMEONE THERE TO PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND JUST REMIND YOU OF EVERYTHING ELSE. YES!!! IM TALKING ABOUT YOU ROGUE (AKA THE GIRLFRIEND) LOL. THANKS :)

RT