6 YEARS OF BLOGGING...

I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE IT... IT DIDNT EVEN COME TO MIND... BUT... TURNS OUT THIS BLOG TURNED 6 YEARS OLD!!! WOW... ITS REALLY BEEN THAT LONG... I CANT BELIEVE IT... NEITHER CAN MOST OF YOU I BET LOL. THAT 6 LONG YEARS OF RANDOMNESS... 6 LONG YEARS OF CAPSLOCK... 6 LONG YEARS OF SEEING UPDATES THAT YOU MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT CARE ABOUT... 6 FREAKING LONG ASS YEARS!!! HELL... LOTS OF TV SHOWS DONT EVEN LAST 6 YEARS... IVE HAD 312 POSTS... THAT WOULD BE 312 EPISODES... THEN AGAIN SHOWS DONT RUN ALL YEAR ROUND... SO IN A WAY... THIS BLOG IS EVEN BETTER THAN TV :) THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL READERS HAVE SEEN MY UPS AND DOWNS AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. I SEE PEOPLE WHO HAVE COME AND GONE AND THOSE WHO STILL STUCK AROUND... AND IM TALKING ABOUT THOSE WHO ACTUALLY READ THIS HAHA. HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY FOLLOWED SINCE THE BEGINNING?  HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY READ EACH AND EVERY SINGLE POST? HOW MANY OF YOU WANT TO SEE ME CONTINUE? AND HOW MANY OF YOU WANT TO SEE ME STOP? I GUESS THAT REALLY IS THE QUESTION... I DO HAVE TOPICS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT BUT IM NOT SURE IF I SHOULD... ITS BECAUSE THERES SO MUCH GOING ON THAT I HAVENT REALLY HAD TIME TO SIT DOWN AND WRITE IT ALL OUT... SHOULD I JUST LEAVE IT FOR ANOTHER TIME? SHOULD I POST LESS OFTEN BUT HIGHER QUALITY? OR SHOULD I JUST STOP... MAYBE EVEN CREATE A NEW PAGE THAT NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT AND WRITE ABOUT EVERYTHING I WANT TO THERE. A COMPLETELY SECRET PAGE WHERE IF YOU STUMBLED ON TO IT, YOU WONT KNOW ITS ACTUALLY ME AND MY PAGE... WHAT SHOULD I DO... DECISIONS DECISIONS... WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK??? IF YOU ACTUALLY READ ALL THE WAY DONE HERE, THEN YOU REALLY SHOULD LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK I SHOULD DO... ITS BEEN 6 LONG YEARS. ITS BEEN A CRAZY JOURNEY. ITS BEEN UNBELIEVABLE... I GUESS EVERYONE IS GOING TO HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT I DECIDE TO DO... DONT BOTHER ASKING ME SINCE I DONT EVEN KNOW EITHER...

THE PAST WEEKEND WAS ACTUALLY OUR THANKSGIVING WEEKEND. JUST SPENT SOME TIME WITH THE GF AND SOME FRIENDS. HUNG OUT, PLAYED SOME GAMES, WENT TO THE NIGHT MARKET, AND ATE WAY WAY WAYYYYYYYYY TOO MUCH LOL. IT WAS JUST A NICE RELAXING WEEKEND. NOW TIME TO GO PASS OUT.

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WHY DO I KEEP WRITING...

IVE BEEN WRITING THIS BLOG FOR 3.5 YEARS NOW... EVERY WEDNESDAY WITHOUT FAIL... SO THE QUESTION IS WHY DO I KEEP WRITING... HONESTLY SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW... SOMETIMES I DONT HAVE A TOPIC OR I FEEL LAZY AND I JUST DONT WANT TO DO IT... BUT I HAVE TO!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT I FEEL HELPS ME. NOT THE FACT THAT I EXPECT TONS OF PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY READ THIS... I DONT EVEN EXPECT 10  PEOPLE TO READ IT... I THINK MAYBE LIKE 5 PEOPLE EVER READ THIS... AND HALF OF THEM ARE PART TIME READERS TOO HAHA. I JUST DO IT FOR MYSELF. ITS SOMETHING THAT GETS WHATEVER IM THINKING OR RANTING ABOUT OUT. SOME PEOPLE READ AND SOME PEOPLE WORK OUT, I WRITE THIS ALL CAPS LOCKED GIANT RUN ON PARAGRAPH LOL. I LIKE BEING ABLE TO PUT MY THOUGHTS OUT AND JUST HAVING IT OUT THERE. I KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE MAY AGREE AND LOTS MAY DISAGREE BUT THATS NOT THE POINT, THIS IS MY OPINION AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN LEAVE!!! THE MAIN REASON IVE ACTUALLY KEPT UP WITH THIS WEEK AFTER WEEK IS THAT ITS LIKE A GOAL... YOU HAVE TO WORK HARD AND KEEP AT IT OBTAIN IT, AND I KNOW THAT IF I CAN DEDICATE TIME EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL TO WRITE SOMETHING DOWN AND POST IT THEN I CAN PUT THAT KIND OF ENERGY, EFFORT, MOTIVATION, AND DETERMINATION INTO ANYTHING ELSE I WANT. IF I CAN DO THIS THEN I CAN REALLY DO ANYTHING ELSE I PUT MY MIND TO. ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

OTHER NEWS... OUR FOOTBALL TEAM WON AGAIN :) WE STANDING AT 2-2 AND AFTER WE WIN THIS WEEK WE GOING TO BE 3RD IN THE DIVISION AND GONNA MAKE PLAYOFFS. HALF OF THE TEAM HAS SAID THAT THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOK FORWARD TO ALL WEEK AND THAT THEY CANT WAIT TO PLAY AND I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I LOVE PLAYING FOOTBALL. OUR TEAM IS JUST AWESOME!!! WE HAVE A GREAT BUNCH OF GUYS WHO GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE AND HAS EACH OTHERS BACK. WE ARE IMPROVING WEEK AFTER WEEK AND YOU SHOULD SEE HOW LOUD I GET AT THE GAMES... ITS SO INTENSE!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT PLAYING THAT GETS YOU SO FIRED UP AND READY TO GO. PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN A 5 BLOCK RADIUS OF THE PARK IS ABLE TO HEAR ME... IM NOT EVEN KIDDING... LOL. MY SOCCER TEAM HOWEVER LOST THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME SO NOW WE JUST PLAY FOR PRIDE IN THE CONSOLATION GAMES. WORK.... WELL WORKS BEEN MAD BUSY... MEETINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND WORKING LATE EVERYDAY THAT SEEMS TO BE THE NORM... FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS... I THOUGHT AFTER THE RUSH WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN FEBRUARY I WOULD BE GOOD... BUT NOPES... THERES A RUSH IN APRIL AND A BIT IN MAY/JUNE ALONG WITH ALL THE OTHER STUFF IN BETWEEN... BUT I CAN SEE THE LIGHT!!! AFTER MID JUNE IT WILL ALL CALM DOWN... I WILL FINALLY HAVE TIME AND BE MORE NORMAL LOL. THERES JUST TOO MUCH TO DO AND TOO LITTLE TIME... AND WITH THAT SAID IM GOING TO SLEEP CAUSE IM TIRED... THEN BACK TO IT AGAIN TOMORROW............

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TO EACH THEIR OWN

TO EACH THEIR OWN... THIS WAS THE PHRASE THAT CAUSED A MAJOR DEJA VU YESTERDAY OR MAYBE IT WAS MONDAY... IM NOT EVEN REALLY SURE WHICH DAY IT WAS NOW... OR THE ORDER OF WHICH ONE HAPPENED FIRST... NOW IT SEEMS LIKE IT HAPPENED OUT OF ORDER AS WELL... NOW IM QUESTIONING IF IT REALLY HAPPENED... WAIT... YA IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! SOMEWHERE SOMETIME IT HAPPENED AND THEN I WAS HAVING LUNCH WITH A FRIEND ON MONDAY AND IT CAME UP AGAIN AND INSTANT DEJA VU... BUT I COULDNT REMEMBER WHERE OR WHEN I HEARD IT... IT FELT LIKE IT HAPPENED ON TUESDAY BUT NOW IT COULDNT HAVE CAUSE WHEN I HEARD IT ON MONDAY IT WAS ALREADY DEJA VU SO IT HAD TO HAPPEN ON MONDAY AND  THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT IT ON TUESDAY AND IT WAS STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL DAY TODAY... IT TURNS OUT MY COWORKER MIGHT HAVE SAID IT ON MONDAY OR MAYBE TUESDAY... BUT IT HAS TO BE MONDAY... OMG... THIS IS TOO FUNNY AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME... ANYWAYS... LETS MOVE ON...

TO EACH THEIR OWN... IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE IS TRYING TO COPY SOMEONE OR DO SOMETHING SIMILAR... I MYSELF DO NOT FOLLOW ANYONE... IF YOU KNOW ME YOU WILL KNOW THAT I AM FAR FROM NORMAL... LOLOL I MEAN JUST LOOK AT THIS BLOG... OVER 3 YEARS OF WRITING IN ALL CAPSLOCK... THATS NOT THE NORM AND IM ALMOST 100% SURE THERES NO ONE ELSE DOING THIS... WHEN I MEET PEOPLE BELIEVE IT OR NOW... PEOPLE ACTUALLY RECOGNIZE ME AND ASKS IF IM THE GUY WHO WRITES IN CAPSLOCK ALL THE TIME :) ALL MY SOCIAL MEDIA IS CAPSLOCKED EXCEPT WORK... WELL... SOMETIMES WORK IS CAPSLOCKED TOO ACTUALLY HAHA. THIS IS JUST SOMETHING THAT IS ME AND I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE ELSE SAYS ABOUT IT. DO YOUR OWN THING, YOURE YOUR OWN PERSON. WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR SAY ABOUT IT. AFTER ALL, YOURE THE ONE LIVING YOUR LIFE, NOT THEM. SO FOLLOW YOURSELF, BREAK THE MOLD, AND DONT LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE. PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARE TRYING TO COOKIE CUTTER IT AND WHATS THE POINT??? YOURE GOING TO BE DOING THE SAME THING DAY IN AND DAY OUT... THIS TIES INTO SO MANY OF MY POSTS THAT I HAVE WRITTEN AND WILL WRITE THAT IL BRING IT UP TIME AND TIME AGAIN. WHO CARES WHAT OTHER PEOPLES OPINIONS ARE? YOU HAVE YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND YOUR OWN OPINIONS AND YOUR OWN PREFERENCES FOR EVERYTHING. WHY LISTEN OR FOLLOW OTHER PEOPLE RIGHT? TO EACH THEIR OWN... RIGHT??? RIGHT!!!

LASTLY, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :) WISH EVERYONE A HEALTHY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR.

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