TIRED AND LAZY

WELL... YOU KNOW HOW I SAID IM GOING BACK TO QUALITY POSTS ABOUT VARIOUS TOPICS??? LETS JUST SAY IM TIRED AND IM LAZY RIGHT NOW... AND THAT I CAN BARELY KEEP MY EYES OPEN... SOOO UNFORTUNATELY QUALITY POST WILL HAVE TO WAIT... MY BAD...

FRIENDS PLAYED VOLLEYBALL TOURNAMENT, I WATCHED. REALLY MAKES ME MISSING PLAYING SPORTS. NOT ONLY HAVE I GAINED WEIGHT I CANT HAVE FUN. IT WAS FUN WATCHING MY BUDDIES WHO HAVENT PLAYED ANY SPORTS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, JUMP IN AND PLAY A TOURNAMENT. AT THE END, THEY DIDNT WIN, BUT THEY DID QUITE WELL WITH SUCH LITTLE TO NO PREPPING. OH FOOTBALL IS BACK!!! ONCE AGAIN IM WATCHING THAT TOO... THIS INJURY IS SERIOUSLY PISSING ME OFF!!! I JUST WANT TO PLAY SPORTS!!! :(

OK A SHORT REVIEW OF WAR DOGS. WATCHED IT YESTERDAY AND I LOVED IT :) ITS THAT KIND OF MOVIE THAT SURPRISES YOU AND IS FUNNY AND MAKES YOU THINK AS WELL. YA I KNOW... YOU DONT EXPECT IT EH. ITS JUST MORE LIKE YOU ASKING REALLY... YOU DID THAT OR YOU CAN DO THAT OR WHY AM I NOT DOING THAT!?!?!?! JONAH HILL GOT FAT FOR THE ROLE BUT HES FUNNY AS HELL IN IT. MILES TELLER IS FUNNY AND WIMPY. ANA DE ARMAS IS HOT AS USUAL. BRADLEY COOPER IS A BADASS. YOU CAN JUST SIT THERE AND ENJOY THAT MOVIE AS WELL. THERE WERE A FEW QUESTIONS AT THE END OF THE MOVIE AND JUST REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT I GUESS WE NEVER WILL... I WAS WILLING TO PAY FULL PRICE FOR THE MOVIE BUT THIS WAS ACTUALLY DISCOUNTED REGULAR TICKET!!! THE MOVIE WAS BASED ON A TRUE STORY SO THAT MAKES YOU WONDER, HOW MUCH IS TRUTH AND HOW MUCH OF IT IS MADE UP... ANYWAYS I GIVE IT A 7.8-8.2/10 I LIKED IT SO YOU CAN ALL JUST SHUT UP :) LOL

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CRIMINAL LIFE

IVE ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT BEING IN THE CRIMINAL LIFE, AND I DONT MEAN BEING A LOW LEVEL DIME BAG PUSHER. I MEAN ABOUT ME BEING A BOSS OR AT LEAST SOME HIGH RANKING LIEUTENANT, OR AN ASSASSIN. FORGET ABOUT BEING KNOWN TO POLICE OR THE THREAT OF GETTING KILLED BY A RIVAL, THERES LOTS THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO DO. I WOULD HAVE TO SPEND THE MONEY BECAUSE OF THE LIFESTYLE, BUT I CANT BUY TOO FLASHY OR GO OVER THE TOP CAUSE THAT WOULD ATTRACT TOO MUCH ATTENTION AND I WOULD GET LOOKED INTO. I CANT REALLY HAVE A NORMAL RELATIONSHIP JUST CAUSE OF ALL THE RISKS. I CANT REALLY HAVE A FAMILY, ONCE AGAIN BECAUSE OF THE RISKS. IT WOULD BE HARD TO GET OUT OF THE LIFE TOO... ESPECIALLY IF I WAS THAT HIGH UP. ALSO THE FACT IL PROBABLY END UP IN JAIL OR DEAD. OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE WHO DO IT AND HAVE WHAT THEY WANT LIKE CARTEL BOSSES OR LIKE TRIADS AND MOB BOSSES BUT I MEAN HOW MANY OF THEM ARE THERE. THERES THE FEW UP TOP AND MANY BELOW. I WOULDNT MIND BEING AN ASSASSIN... THAT WOULD BE COOL. I REALLY DONT CARE FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE AND IF I GET PAID TO KILL THEM THEN ITS JUST A BONUS ON TOP. I WOULD JUST HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT THERES NO WAY FOR IT TO TRACE BACK TO ME, BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT WOULD MAKE ME A GOOD KILLER. FORGET ABOUT THIS GANG TYPE OF CRIMINAL... EVEN OTHER CRIMINALS LIKE A CON ARTIST, FORGER, WEAPONS DEALER, THIEF, THESE ALL HAVE PROBLEMS. IF IM DOING WELL THEN SOONER OR LATER SOMEONE MIGHT TRY TO KILL ME FOR MY POSITION. IF THEY DONT AND SOMETHING WENT WRONG WITH A DEAL OR IF I AM ON MY WAY TO GETTING BUSTED THEN I WOULD HAVE TO HIDE OR LEAVE THE COUNTRY. I WOULD HAVE TO START MY LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN. I WOULD NEED A NEW IDENTITY AND THAT PRESENTS A WHOLE NEW PROBLEM. IN THAT CASE I AM A COMPLETELY NEW PERSON, THE OLD ME IS DEAD. I CANT CONTACT MY OLD FRIENDS, BE SEEN WHERE I LIKE TO GO, DO WHAT I USE TO DO. I HAVE TO BE THIS NEW PERSON TO SURVIVE. NO ONE WILL KNOW WHO I USE TO BE OR WHAT IVE DONE. I WOULD MOST LIKELY HAVE TO BE SOMEONE BORING AND AND COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF MYSELF JUST TO HIDE. IF I MEET SOMEONE THEN BASICALLY MY WHOLE LIFE WILL BE A LIE TO THEM. WHAT IF I END UP WITH SOMEONE AND HAVE A KID, THAT WOULD BE AN EVEN BIGGER LIE, AND WHEN THEY GROW UP THEY ARE LIVING A LIE ON TOP OF A LIE AND IT JUST KEEPS GOING ON AND ON. WHAT IF SOMEONE FINDS OUT... WHAT IF THE PAST COMES BACK...??? WHAT IF THE FAKE PERSONS ID DOESNT HOLD UP? THERES SO MANY QUESTIONS AND SO MANY ISSUES. IT SEEMS LIKE IT WOULD ONLY WORK IN THE SHORT RUN AND I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO LIVE OUT MY REAL LIFE. I COULD PROBABLY GET OUT OF THE COUNTRY WITH ALL THE MONEY I MADE AND JUST ENJOY IT ALL OVER THE WORLD BUT I WOULDNT BE ABE TO SETTLE DOWN. IT WOULD BE THE SAME IF I HAD A GIRL OR IF THE GIRL WAS ACTUALLY A CRIMINAL TOO. THERES JUST TOO MANY THINGS THAT DONT WORK. THE ONLY REAL WAY IS IF IT IS KEPT HIDDEN AND I LIE TO EVERYONE BUT BE ABLE TO BACK IT UP. SO LIKE A NIGHT JOB, KEPT QUIET, OUT OF SIGHT. LIKE MY REAL LIFE WOULD BE MY COVER STORY WHILE SECRETLY IM A BOSS OR A KILLER OR AN ASSASSIN AND ALL THE MONEY IS LAUNDERED SO THEN I CAN ENJOY IT. CRIMINALS DO IT ALREADY I KNOW, BUT I JUST WANT ALL THE MONEY. IT TAKES A LOT OF WORK TO BE A SUCCESSFUL CRIMINAL... NOT GETTING CAUGHT OR KILLED. MAKING A LIVING HONESTLY IS A BITCH... LIVING AS A CRIMINAL IS A BIGGER BITCH. WHITE COLLAR CRIME... SAME THING... INSIDER TRADING GETS YOU IN TROUBLE, SAYING SOMETHING THAT DID OR DID NOT HAPPEN GETS YOU IN TROUBLE... EVERYTHING ENDS IN TROUBLE. SIGH... THERES JUST NO WINNING IN LIFE... BEING LEGIT OR NOT. YA... THIS IS THE KIND OF STUFF THAT GOES THROUGH MY HEAD ON THE REGULAR... LOL

OH OH OH SO MY VOLLEYBALL TEAM WON OUR LEAGUE!!! WOOOOOO!!! WE ONE OUR SEMI-FINALS GAME NO PROBLEM. OUR FINALS GAME WAS INTENSE!!! SET 1: 21-14 LOSE. SET 2: 21-14 WIN. SET 3: THERE WAS ONLY 5 MINUTES LEFT AND THE HIGHEST POINT WINS. IT WAS EVEN AND THEN WE HAD A BIT OF A LEAD AND THEY CAUGHT UP. SO NOW ITS 6-6 AND TIMES RUN OUT SO LAST POINT WINS. SUPER INTENSE... AND........ WE WON 7-6!!! OMG SO CRAZY!!! IT WAS AWESOME. SO WE GOT OUR TSHIRTS FOR WINNING AND ITS NOT ABOUT THE SHIRTS BUT ITS ABOUT THE FACT WE WON. THE DIGGERS ARE CHAMPIONS THE FIRST SEASON WE ARE TOGETHER WOOOOOO :) IM A CHAMPION TOO... EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT PLAY A SINGLE MINUTE ALL SEASON CAUSE OF MY INJURIES... LOLOL

FOOTBALL HAS STARTED!!! WE ARE CURRENTLY UNDEFEATED LOL 1-0 RECORD SO FAR HAHA. WATCHING MY TEAM PLAY I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO PLAY!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT EVEN PLAY IF I WANTED TO... MY NECKS STILL MESSED UP, MY BACK IS SCREWED, MY HAND IS STUPID. IM IN NO CONDITION TO PLAY. I CANT WAIT TIL THE DAY IM ALL HEALED UP AND GOOD TO PLAY AGAIN. I MISS FOOTBALL :(

SOCCER IS STARTING UP AS WELL... AND GUESS WHAT... I ALSO CANT PLAY!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS!!! IM CURRENTLY GOING TO PHYSIO ABOUT 2-3 TIMES A WEEK AND IM GETTING AND FEELING BETTER BUT RECOVERY IS SLOW AND MY RANGE OF MOTION FOR EVERYTHING IS STILL SO LIMITED. I CANT REALLY LOOK UP, I CANT LOOK RIGHT, I CANT MAKE SHARP TURNS, MY NECK HURTS, MY BACK HURTS, MY HAND IS NUMB... IM SUPER GIMPED RIGHT NOW. THIS WHOLE THING PISSES ME OFF... BUT WHAT CAN I DO... THINGS HAPPEN... AND NOW IM PAYING THE PRICE.

WALKING DEAD JUST FINISHED AND IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. LAST EPISODE WAS A BIT SLOW, THE ENDING WAS DRAGGED OUT TOO, BUT IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. A NEW SHOW CALLED THE CATCH STARTED AND PART OF THAT SHOW MADE ME THINK ABOUT BEING A THIEF BASICALLY AND WRITING THIS POST. I THINK A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS AND THIS JUST WORKED OUT. IT STARTS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I DONT KNOW BUT ITS NOT BAD SO FAR. COULD BE BETTER AND THEY SHOULD ACTUALLY CUT ONE OF THEM

REST OF LIFE IS BUSY, FRIENDS, AND FAMILY. WORK IS EVEN MORE BUSY AND THATS NOT GOING TO CHANGE ANY TIME SOON.., SOOOO WITH THAT BEING SAID, IM GOING TO SLEEP... MUCH LESS TO THINK ABOUT :)

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CHANGE OF VENUE

SO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD WHETHER OR NOT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG... WELL... I THINK IVE FINALLY COME TO A CONCLUSION. IN ONE SENSE I REALLY DO WANT TO KEEP WRITING, THIS IS JUST AN OUTLET AND I REALLY JUST WRITE WHAT I WANT. I HAVE NO FILTER ON THIS AND THIS IS PURELY WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND AND MY OPINIONS. I HAVE TOPICS HERE AND THERE BUT THE ISSUE IS TRYING TO KEEP UP WEEK AFTER WEEK AFTER WEEK. I AM LAZY... LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT... LIKE THIS POST I AM LITERALLY WRITING IT ABOUT HALF AN HOUR BEFORE MIDNIGHT BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING VIDEOS INSTEAD LOL. I THOUGHT ABOUT ONLY UPDATING ONCE IN A WHILE, PERHAPS ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH OR WHENEVER I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, BUT THEN THAT JUST SORT OF DESTROYS THE POINT OF HAVING SOMETHING WEEKLY. SO IVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT FOR A WHILE. I WANT TO GET BACK ON YOUTUBE. YA... YOU HEARD RIGHT... BACK ON YOUTUBE, NOT GET ON YOUTUBE, BUT BACK ON YOUTUBE. FOR A BRIEF MOMENT IN TIME NNNNNNNNNN YEARS AGO I HAD A YOUTUBE PAGE. IF YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH IN CREEPING PERHAPS YOU WILL FIND IT LOL. I WANT TO START DOING VIDS AGAIN OF JUST RANDOM STUFF AND EVERYTHING. VIDS IN A WAY IS MUCH EASIER THAN TYPING AND FIGURING OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND ITS ALSO MUCH QUICKER FOR ME TO ACTUALLY SAY EVERYTHING... BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO A LOT MORE WORK SINCE I HAVE TO FILM IT, EDIT IT, UPLOAD IT, AND DO A BUNCH MORE STUFF TO IT. I THINK I WILL HAVE TO DO A MIX OF YOUTUBE VIDS AND BLOG POSTS. WHEN IM ACTUALLY CREATIVE AND HAVE STUFF TO DO THEN IL VID IT AND WHEN IM LAZY AND WANT TO JUST GET SOMETHING OUT, IL JUST DO A QUICK POST. NOW HERE COMES THE PROBLEM... LIKE I JUST MENTIONED, I USE TO HAVE A YOUTUBE PAGE... THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS BOUGHT OUT BY GOOGLE... AND I KNOW MY USERNAME... BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT MY PASSWORD IS... WORST OF ALL, ITS PART OF A RECOVER LEGACY THING AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED BACK THEN IS EITHER NO LONGER IN SERVICE OR I ALSO FORGOT THE PASSWORD FOR THAT TOO... IM PRETTY SURE IT IS WITH AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO... SO IVE BEEN LOOKING INTO IT FOR A WHILE AND BASICALLY THERE IS NO WAY TO GET IT BACK... IVE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER THE PASSWORD OR THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED. IVE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM THAT PERIOD OF TIME AND EVEN ONES FROM BEFORE AND AFTER. THAT USERNAME ISNT THE GREATEST ANYWAYS SOOOOOOO AS IT STANDS I AM LOOKING AT MAKING A NEW PAGE AND GOING TO HAVE ALL NEW CONTENT. AS FOR MY OLD PAGE... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THERE ARE A FEW VIDS UP THERE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FORGET ABOUT OR HAVE REMOVED LOLOL. THOSE WILL BE UP FOREVER AND ONE DAY IL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH... ACTUALLY ALREADY DID LAUGH... BECAUSE ITS SORTA SAD... *SIGH... NOW I HAVE TO THINK IF IM ACTUALLY GOING TO GET NEW EQUIPMENT FOR THIS OR USE SOMETHING I CURRENTLY HAVE... OHHHHH THE DEBATE OF HAVING TO DECIDE THINGS... THE BLOG I CAN JUST KEEP ON DOING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL I NEED IS MY LAPTOP, BUT VIDS WELL... I HAVE A CAMERA THAT I CAN USE BUT LIGHTING AND MICROPHONES AND THE REST WELL... HMM... I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT ACTUALLY READ THIS BECAUSE IT IS JUST A BIG WALL OF CAPSLOCK AND A LOT OF PEOPLE CANT STAND IT... VIDS HOWEVER YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. ALSO YOUTUBE I WOULD REACH MORE OF A GLOBAL AUDIENCE COMPARED TO THIS PAGE WHERE ITS LIMITED TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY COME HERE AND OR SEARCH OF THIS. SO THE FINAL DECISION IS IM GOING TO ACTUALLY START DOING VIDS :) I REALLY DO FEEL THAT THE CONTENT THERE WILL BE OF A MUCH HIGHER QUALITY THAN MY WRITING HERE.

REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)

OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!

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