LOST AND FOUND - PART 2

OK, IM WIDE AWAKE RIGHT NOW SO LETS DO THIS!

THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT DIDNT END UP SAYING BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE IT TOO LONG. ITS FUNNY HOW SOMETHING I USE TO LIKE SORT OF DIED OFF AND THEN RECENTLY I STARTED LIKING IT AGAIN AND STARTED GETTING BACK INTO IT. WHAT YOU LIKE REALLY COMES AND GOES IN WAVES. I LIKED THIS THING A LOT AND IM NOT REALLY SURE HOW I SORTA JUST GOT AWAY FROM IT... THE OTHER PART IS IM NOT SURE WHAT REALLY DREW ME BACK TO IT EITHER... JUST LIKE WRITING THIS BLOG, I SOMEHOW GOT MOTIVATED INTO LOOKING BACK INTO THIS. IN A WAY I AM MORE INTERESTED IN IT NOW THAN I WAS BEFORE. THIS WAS SOMETHING I WORKED ON BEFORE AND NOW I WANT TO SEE IF I CAN REALLY DO IT. I WANT TO DO BETTER THAN I DID BEFORE. ITS JUST LIKE THE BLOG WHERE I WANT TO KEEP WRITING, I TOO WANT TO KEEP GOING.

IN A WAY THIS IS JUST LIKE THE SHOWS IM BEHIND IN. I USE TO FOLLOW WEEK TO WEEK... AND THEN JUST OUT OF NOWHERE, I LOST INTEREST. NOW I WANT TO CATCH BACK UP. THE GOOD THING IS NOW I CAN WATCH A BUNCH OF EPISODES ONE AFTER ANOTHER, AND NOT GETTING WORKED UP OVER WHAT HAPPENS ON THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS GOOD HAVING SEASONS OF SHOWS TO BURN THROUGH, BUT IT TAKE SO LONG BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME. NOW THERES JUST TOO MANY EPISODES LOL.

YA... AFTER SEEING WHAT I WROTE I REALLY COULD HAVE DONE THIS IN ON POST LOL. BASICALLY, IM MOTIVATED AGAIN ABOUT SOMETHING AND IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW.

RT

LOST & FOUND

OK... SO THAT WAS WEIRD... I THOUGHT I WAS TYPING AND HAD WORDS ON THIS PAGE... WHAT I REALLY THINK HAPPENED WAS THAT I PASSED OUT AND STARTED IMAGINING THINGS LOL. ANYWAYS, TIME FOR THIS WEEKS POST!

NOW I DONT MEAN THE REGULAR LOST AND FOUND, WHERE YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU MISPLACED AND LEFT BEHIND. WHAT I MEAN IS WHAT DID YOU LOSE THAT WAS YOURS? OK... LET ME TRY THAT AGAIN. I MEAN PERSONALLY, DEEPLY, INTRINSICALLY, PRIVATE, OR PERSONALITY. TAKE THIS BLOG FOR EXAMPLE. I USE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS EXCITING AND I WANTED TO SEE HOW MANY VIEWS I CAN GET, WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS PEOPLE WILL POST, HOW WILL PEOPLE REACT. I USE TO ENJOY IT AND IT WAS FUN AND IT WAS MEANINGFUL. NOW, SOMETIMES, A LOT OF THE TIME, I DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE... IM JUST SO TIRED AND LAZY, AND I DONT WANT TO WRITE IT ANYMORE. I EVEN PASSED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES WRITING THIS, HELL I PASSED OUT BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING LOL. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS BLOG, I USE TO THINK ABOUT THE TOPICS, POST A TON OF PICTURE, ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, AND WRITE A LOT! THESE DAYS I CANT EVEN GET A DECENT TOPIC OUT AND I RESORT TO MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS EASY. WHAT I LOST IS MY MOTIVATION, MY WILL, MY DRIVE FOR THIS. THEN RECENTLY I FORGOT WHEN, BUT WHEN I WAS WRITING I FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. IT MADE ME HAPPY AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN I STILL ENJOYED IT. THEN I FOUND MY MOTIVATION BACK TO CONTINUE ON WRITING... SOMETIMES. I STARTED WRITING ABOUT REAL TOPICS AGAIN, TOPICS THAT I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO IT. I GUESS SINCE IM STILL WRITING IL HAVE A CHANCE TO WRITE THEM, BUT IF I STOP, THEN IT WILL NEVER BE POSTED. OK... I HAVE A FEELING THIS ISNT REALLY MAKING SENSE ANYMORE. I HOPE YOU GET MY POINT...

SEE IM SO LAZY THAT IM GOING TO MAKE THIS INTO A 2 PARTER LOL. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND SEE IF YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING... CAUSE I DONT LOL. GOODNIGHT.

RT