AFTER 30

YOU KNOW... THERE REALLY IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING IN YOUR 20S AND YOUR 30S... I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT IT FROM TIME TO TIME AND LOOK BACK AT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. JUST THE WAY I USE TO BE COMPARED TO NOW IS SO DIFFERENT. THE WAY YOU THINK, THE WAY YOU ACT, THE WAY YOU JUST ARE. YOU KNOW YOURE GOING TO GROW UP SOONER OR LATER, BUT YOU DONT REALLY NOTICE IT, MAYBE YOU DO, BUT WHEN A SIMILAR SITUATION COMES UP FROM WHEN YOURE YOUNGER AND NOW YOU REACT DIFFERENTLY YOU REALLY NOTICE IT. YOURE MORE GROWN UP NOW, AND MORE MATURE. YOU MIGHT WANT TO REACT THE SAME WAY BUT YOU REALIZE WHY WOULD YOU. LIKE SITUATION THAT I WOULD USE TO REACT TO OR WOULD TEST MY PATIENCE, NOW I JUST DONT BOTHER ANYMORE. I TEND TO JUST LET IT GO NOW, WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND ENERGY ON SOMETHING SO STUPID. HOW ABOUT GOING OUT... I USE TO GO OUT ALL THE TIME, PARTIES WERE NOTHING. I HAVENT GONE PARTYING IN A WHILE, BUT EVEN JUST THINKING ABOUT IT SOMETIMES MAKES ME TIRED. USE TO HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY, NOW I JUST WANT TO NAP LOL. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I USE TO BE LOUD. IVE TOLD YOU ALL BEFORE, THAT BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL I WAS VOTED THE LOUDEST PERSON IN SCHOOL. THESE DAYS SURE I CAN BE LOUD IF I HAVE TO, BUT GENERALLY IM PRETTY QUIET. IT JUST TAKES TOO MUCH TO BE LOUD. BEFORE I WOULD JUST SAY WHATS ON MY MIND, NEVER CARED WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT. I STILL DO NOT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK, BUT NOW I FILTER WHAT I SAY MORE. ITS JUST TOO MUCH WORK TO DEAL WITH THE SITUATION SOMETIMES AND THEN THERES JUST NOT CARING AND YOU JUST WANT THE CONVERSATION TO END. THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE BETWEEN 20S AND 30S. JUST LOOK HOW YOU USE TO DRESS AND NOW. IF I REALLY WANTED TO THIS WOULD BE A LONG LIST BUT YOU GET MY POINT. 20S YOU CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND AFTER 30 YOU JUST DONT CARE OR GIVE A F ANYMORE.

HOLY CRAP!!! THIS IS POST #400!!! THATS A POST A WEEK FOR OVER 7.5 YEARS!!! CONGRATS TO ME AND TO MANY MORE... MAYBE... LOL

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7 YEARS...

FIRST THING FIRST. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY GF :)

NOW ON TO THE NEXT THING. 7 YEARS... THATS RIGHT... MY BLOG TURNS 7 THIS WEEK. I CANT BELIEVE IT... I HAVE POSTED EVERY WEEK FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS!!! WITHOUT FAIL!!! WELL... EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE TIME I WAS IN CHINA AND EVERYTHING WAS BLOCKED... BUT THAT DOESNT REALLY COUNT LOL. 7 LONG LONG YEARS... WEEK IN AND WEEK OUT I BRING YOU ALL QUALITY POSTS ABOUT THE TOPICS THAT YOU ALL CRAVE FOR... SACRIFICING MY BLOOD, SWEAT, AND TEARS TO BRING YOU THESE GEMS. NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH I HAVE GIVEN TO THIS BLOG! IVE LOST SLEEP OVER THIS AND IVE STRUGGLE TO WRITE A POST WHEN IM HALF ASLEEP... WHICH IS EVERY WEEK LOL. I HONESTLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU STILL READ THIS... SO IF YOU READ THIS, COMMENT BELOW TELLING ME HOW OFTEN YOU ACTUALLY READ THIS. I WILL PICK A WINNER AND THAT WINNER WILL GET SOMETHING, I DONT KNOW WHAT YET, BUT IT WILL BE AWESOME LOL.

I STARTED THIS BLOG WITH A DIFFERENT GOAL IN MIND. IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN AND INFORMATIVE. I WAS GOING TO GIVE EVERYONE A LOOK INTO MY MIND AND HOW I SAW THINGS. THEN IT SLOWLY BECAME WHAT I DID AND JUST UPDATING PEOPLE. EVENTUALLY I STARTED GETTING REALLY LAZY AND ENDED UP DOING MOVIE REVIEW... HALF ASS REVIEWS. IT WAS BASICALLY POSTING FOR THE SAKE OF POSTING... FOR A TIME I WAS ABLE TO PULL IT ALL BACK TOGETHER AND ACTUALLY POST A FEW REAL POSTS. COME TO THINK OF IT... THERE WAS A TIME THAT IT WAS ALL REAL POSTS!!! AHHH THOSE WERE GOOD TIMES, BUT THOSE POSTS TAKE A LONG TIME TO WRITE, THERES SO MUCH IN THEM.

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD I JUST PASSED OUT LOL. SEE... THIS IS HARD WORK LOL. IVE WRITTEN ABOUT STOPPING OR CHANGING THE FREQUENCY OF THE POSTS. IVE TALKED ABOUT IT A LOT. THIS TIME IT MIGHT ACTUALLY REALLY POSSIBLY BE THE TIME. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW OR WHEN THIS MIGHT HAPPEN... AND IM NOT SURE IF IM GOING TO DO SOMETHING ELSE... HOWEVER I WAS TALKING TO A SOME OLD FRIENDS AND THEY THINK I SHOULD DO A VLOG OR PODCAST OR SOMETHING ELSE. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT SOME THING LIKE THAT BEFORE, BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME FOR IT OR I WOULD NEED TO CHANGE HOW I DO IT, THERE IS JUST A LOT OF QUESTIONS, BUT WHATS STOPPING ME... NOTHING REALLY... I COULD SWITCH OR DO SOMETHING ELSE... I WOULD NEED TO LOOK MORE INTO IT.

I GUESS AT THE END OF THE DAY, IM QUITE HAPPY THAT I MADE IT TO 7 YEARS. THAT I WAS ABLE TO KEEP THIS UP AND WAS COMMITTED TO IT ENOUGH... EVEN THOUGHT THE POST QUALITY WAS... WELL... LETS JUST BE HONEST... AMAZING!!! LOL. EVENTUALLY WHEN I FINALLY MAKE A DECISION, YOU ALL WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW. CONGRATS TO ME ON 7 YEARS OF BLOGGING. HAPPY 7 YEARS, AND HERES TO THE NEXT 7... MAYBE... NOT... WHO KNOWS...

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HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!!

I JUST CHECKED TO SEE IF I HAVE EVER HAD A BDAY POST POSTED THE ACTUAL DATE OF MY BDAY. TURNS OUT MY BDAY IS USUALLY A DAY OR TWO BEFORE OR AFTER THE ACTUAL DATE, HOWEVER IF WE GO BACK TO 2012... I POSTED ON THE ACTUAL DATE LOL. NOTHING REALLY IMPORTANT, JUST THAT I WAS WONDERING, SO THAT KILLED SOME TIME LOL. IT WAS A NICE DAY. WORKED, THEN HAD FAMILY DINNER AT MY BROTHERS PLACE. I HAVE A FEELING WE GOING TO BE DOING THIS MORE OFTEN THAN GOING OUT LOL. AT LEAST FOR NOW UNTIL THE BABY IS A BIT BIGGER. I FIND MYSELF FORGETTING HOW OLD I ACTUALLY AM THESE DAYS... PROBABLY BECAUSE AFTER 30 IT JUST DOESNT REALLY MATTER ANYMORE HAHA. THE GF SET UP DINNER WITH MY FRIENDS THIS WEEKEND, SO THATS NICE. JUST WANT TO HAVE A CHILL THING, NOT REALLY INTO PARTYING HARD LIKE WE USE TO LOL.

SO THE PAST LONG WEEKEND I WENT INTO CALGARY WITH THE FAMILY FOR MY COUSINS WEDDING. ITS THE FIRST OF MY CLOSE COUSINS. FLEW IN ON THE FRIDAY, SAW EVERYONE AND GOT READY FOR THE BIG DAY. THE WEDDING DAY WAS A LONG DAY... AND I WASNT EVEN IN THE WEDDING LOL. WELL... I WAS IN THE FAMILY SO I GUESS I WAS IN THE WEDDING IN A SENSE LOL. IT WAS A NICE WEDDING, EVERYTHING WENT SMOOTHLY AND THE RECEPTION WAS FUN. THE LAMB RACKS WERE REALLY GOOD! NEXT DAY WE ALL JUST HUNG OUT AND WENT TO THE ZOO. HERES THE THING... I REALLY LIKE MEERKATS! I COULDNT FIND THEM AT THE LOCAL ZOO, COULDNT FIND THEM IN SEATTLE ZOO, COULDNT FIND THEM IN PALM SPRINGS ZOO. EITHER THEY WERE ON LOAN, OR CHANGING THE ENCLOSURE, OR JUST NOT THERE FOR WHATEVER REASON... IVE BEEN TO 3 ZOOS AND COULDNT FIND THE DAM MEERKATS. SO LOOKING AT THE MAP GUESS WHAT I SEE... MEERKATS!!! IT GOT MY HOPES UP A BIT BUT I WAS AFRAID THAT I WOULD JUST BE CRUSHED SINCE IVE ALREADY BEEN CRUSHED SO MANY TIMES BEFORE. SO WE WENT AROUND AND CHECKED ALL THIS STUFF AND WHEN WE GET NEAR IT WE WENT ONE WAY FIRST. THEN WE WENT THE OTHER WAY AND MY DAD CHECKED OUT THIS OTHER SIDE OF THE EXHIBIT... COMES BACK AND SAYS OH THERES NOTHING INTERESTING THERE... SO IM LIKE OK IL JUST TAKE A QUICK LOOK... GUESS WHAT WAS IN THAT "NOT INTERESTING" AREA... MY MEERKATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!! I FINALLY FOUND THEM! IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THEM FOR SO LONG! THEY WERE SO CUTE AND ACTUALLY SMALLER THAN I THOUGHT LOL. THERE WERE SO MANY OF THEM TOO LOL. IF I LISTENED TO MY DAD I WOULD HAVE MISSED THEM! ALSO I WOUND HAVE BEEN QUESTIONING IT THE WHOLE TIME SINCE I WENT ALMOST EVERYWHERE AND COULDNT FIND THEM. THERE WE GO, CHECKED THAT OFF THE LIST FINALLY. THEN THE REST OF THE TIME WAS JUST WITH FAMILY AND MORE FAMILY AND THEN HOME WE WENT THE NEXT DAY. OF COURSE OUR FLIGHT WAS DELAYED COMING BACK... THEN WE FIND OUT THERES NO FLIGHT CREW... AND THAT THEY WERE COMING IN FROM ANOTHER FLIGHT. THEN WE FIND OUT THAT THE FLIGHT IS FULL AND OVER BOOKED... THEN THERE WAS A COMPUTER PROBLEM... I GUESS IM JUST GOING TO STAY IN CALGARY... ANYWAYS IT WAS ALL FIXED UP AND THEN WE CAME HOME. I MET QUITE A LOT OF PEOPLE I DONT KNOW ON THIS TRIP. MOSTLY AUNTS AND UNCLES FROM WHO KNOWS WHERE HAHA. IT WAS NICE SEEING FAMILY I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE. CONGRATS TO MY COUSIN AND HIS NEW WIFE :)

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