LOST AND FOUND - PART 2

OK, IM WIDE AWAKE RIGHT NOW SO LETS DO THIS!

THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT DIDNT END UP SAYING BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE IT TOO LONG. ITS FUNNY HOW SOMETHING I USE TO LIKE SORT OF DIED OFF AND THEN RECENTLY I STARTED LIKING IT AGAIN AND STARTED GETTING BACK INTO IT. WHAT YOU LIKE REALLY COMES AND GOES IN WAVES. I LIKED THIS THING A LOT AND IM NOT REALLY SURE HOW I SORTA JUST GOT AWAY FROM IT... THE OTHER PART IS IM NOT SURE WHAT REALLY DREW ME BACK TO IT EITHER... JUST LIKE WRITING THIS BLOG, I SOMEHOW GOT MOTIVATED INTO LOOKING BACK INTO THIS. IN A WAY I AM MORE INTERESTED IN IT NOW THAN I WAS BEFORE. THIS WAS SOMETHING I WORKED ON BEFORE AND NOW I WANT TO SEE IF I CAN REALLY DO IT. I WANT TO DO BETTER THAN I DID BEFORE. ITS JUST LIKE THE BLOG WHERE I WANT TO KEEP WRITING, I TOO WANT TO KEEP GOING.

IN A WAY THIS IS JUST LIKE THE SHOWS IM BEHIND IN. I USE TO FOLLOW WEEK TO WEEK... AND THEN JUST OUT OF NOWHERE, I LOST INTEREST. NOW I WANT TO CATCH BACK UP. THE GOOD THING IS NOW I CAN WATCH A BUNCH OF EPISODES ONE AFTER ANOTHER, AND NOT GETTING WORKED UP OVER WHAT HAPPENS ON THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS GOOD HAVING SEASONS OF SHOWS TO BURN THROUGH, BUT IT TAKE SO LONG BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME. NOW THERES JUST TOO MANY EPISODES LOL.

YA... AFTER SEEING WHAT I WROTE I REALLY COULD HAVE DONE THIS IN ON POST LOL. BASICALLY, IM MOTIVATED AGAIN ABOUT SOMETHING AND IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW.

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TUNE IN NEXT WEEK...

IM TIRED, IM LAZY, AND I HAVE THIS TOPIC I WANT TO WRITE BUT I REALLY JUST DONT WANT TO HALF ASS IT. I THOUGHT I COULD WRITE ABOUT IT TODAY BUT BY THE TIME I GOT HOME AND WAS GOING TO WRITE IT, I JUST CANT DO IT... I THINK FOR THIS TOPIC I SHOULD REALLY START WRITING IT EARLIER AND KEEP ADDING TO IT UNTIL NEXT WEEK AND THEN POST IT :) THERE WILL DEFINITIVELY BE SOMETHING MISSED IF I WRITE TODAY. IT WILL ALSO NOT MAKE SENSE AND WOULD BE A WASTE TO ACTUALLY TRY AND WRITE IT NOW. CAUSE WE ALL KNOW IM ALL ABOUT THE QUALITY WRITING... HAHA. WITH THAT SAID, THIS IS ANOTHER POST TO LET YOU KNOW WHY I DIDNT WRITE A REAL POST. THERES BEEN A FEW OF THESE IN THE PAST, BUT FOR THE SAKE OF WRITING SOMETHING EVERY WEEK, I WILL WRITE SOMETHING, EVEN IF ITS ABOUT NOTHING. YOU REALLY CAN WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT NOTHING BUT THAT NOTHING, IN AND OF ITSELF IS ALREADY SOMETHING. SO YOU CANT TRUELY WRITE ABOUT NOTHING. THE ONLY WAY TO WRITE ABOUT NOTHING IS TO ACTUALLY WRITING NOTHING AT ALL...

REST OF IT ALL? SAME AS USUAL, WORK AND LIFE CONTINUES. GOODNIGHT.

EDIT: SO APPARENTLY THIS IS POST NUMBER #250 :) WHAT A POST EH!!!

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CHANGE OF VENUE

SO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD WHETHER OR NOT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG... WELL... I THINK IVE FINALLY COME TO A CONCLUSION. IN ONE SENSE I REALLY DO WANT TO KEEP WRITING, THIS IS JUST AN OUTLET AND I REALLY JUST WRITE WHAT I WANT. I HAVE NO FILTER ON THIS AND THIS IS PURELY WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND AND MY OPINIONS. I HAVE TOPICS HERE AND THERE BUT THE ISSUE IS TRYING TO KEEP UP WEEK AFTER WEEK AFTER WEEK. I AM LAZY... LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT... LIKE THIS POST I AM LITERALLY WRITING IT ABOUT HALF AN HOUR BEFORE MIDNIGHT BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING VIDEOS INSTEAD LOL. I THOUGHT ABOUT ONLY UPDATING ONCE IN A WHILE, PERHAPS ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH OR WHENEVER I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, BUT THEN THAT JUST SORT OF DESTROYS THE POINT OF HAVING SOMETHING WEEKLY. SO IVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT FOR A WHILE. I WANT TO GET BACK ON YOUTUBE. YA... YOU HEARD RIGHT... BACK ON YOUTUBE, NOT GET ON YOUTUBE, BUT BACK ON YOUTUBE. FOR A BRIEF MOMENT IN TIME NNNNNNNNNN YEARS AGO I HAD A YOUTUBE PAGE. IF YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH IN CREEPING PERHAPS YOU WILL FIND IT LOL. I WANT TO START DOING VIDS AGAIN OF JUST RANDOM STUFF AND EVERYTHING. VIDS IN A WAY IS MUCH EASIER THAN TYPING AND FIGURING OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND ITS ALSO MUCH QUICKER FOR ME TO ACTUALLY SAY EVERYTHING... BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO A LOT MORE WORK SINCE I HAVE TO FILM IT, EDIT IT, UPLOAD IT, AND DO A BUNCH MORE STUFF TO IT. I THINK I WILL HAVE TO DO A MIX OF YOUTUBE VIDS AND BLOG POSTS. WHEN IM ACTUALLY CREATIVE AND HAVE STUFF TO DO THEN IL VID IT AND WHEN IM LAZY AND WANT TO JUST GET SOMETHING OUT, IL JUST DO A QUICK POST. NOW HERE COMES THE PROBLEM... LIKE I JUST MENTIONED, I USE TO HAVE A YOUTUBE PAGE... THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS BOUGHT OUT BY GOOGLE... AND I KNOW MY USERNAME... BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT MY PASSWORD IS... WORST OF ALL, ITS PART OF A RECOVER LEGACY THING AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED BACK THEN IS EITHER NO LONGER IN SERVICE OR I ALSO FORGOT THE PASSWORD FOR THAT TOO... IM PRETTY SURE IT IS WITH AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO... SO IVE BEEN LOOKING INTO IT FOR A WHILE AND BASICALLY THERE IS NO WAY TO GET IT BACK... IVE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER THE PASSWORD OR THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED. IVE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM THAT PERIOD OF TIME AND EVEN ONES FROM BEFORE AND AFTER. THAT USERNAME ISNT THE GREATEST ANYWAYS SOOOOOOO AS IT STANDS I AM LOOKING AT MAKING A NEW PAGE AND GOING TO HAVE ALL NEW CONTENT. AS FOR MY OLD PAGE... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THERE ARE A FEW VIDS UP THERE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FORGET ABOUT OR HAVE REMOVED LOLOL. THOSE WILL BE UP FOREVER AND ONE DAY IL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH... ACTUALLY ALREADY DID LAUGH... BECAUSE ITS SORTA SAD... *SIGH... NOW I HAVE TO THINK IF IM ACTUALLY GOING TO GET NEW EQUIPMENT FOR THIS OR USE SOMETHING I CURRENTLY HAVE... OHHHHH THE DEBATE OF HAVING TO DECIDE THINGS... THE BLOG I CAN JUST KEEP ON DOING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL I NEED IS MY LAPTOP, BUT VIDS WELL... I HAVE A CAMERA THAT I CAN USE BUT LIGHTING AND MICROPHONES AND THE REST WELL... HMM... I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT ACTUALLY READ THIS BECAUSE IT IS JUST A BIG WALL OF CAPSLOCK AND A LOT OF PEOPLE CANT STAND IT... VIDS HOWEVER YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. ALSO YOUTUBE I WOULD REACH MORE OF A GLOBAL AUDIENCE COMPARED TO THIS PAGE WHERE ITS LIMITED TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY COME HERE AND OR SEARCH OF THIS. SO THE FINAL DECISION IS IM GOING TO ACTUALLY START DOING VIDS :) I REALLY DO FEEL THAT THE CONTENT THERE WILL BE OF A MUCH HIGHER QUALITY THAN MY WRITING HERE.

REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)

OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!

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HERES TO ANOTHER NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS OUT THERE. HOPE YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL END TO 2015 AND A GREAT START OF 2016. MYSELF... WELL STILL DEALING WITH THE AFTERMATH AND HASSLE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT. TALKING TO LAWYERS, ICBC, DOCTORS, POLICE, ALL SO MUCH FUN... AND NOW ITS CONFIRMED THAT MY CAR IS TOTALLED... WHICH I ALREADY KNEW... SO IM TRYING TO LOOK FOR A NEW CAR RIGHT NOW AND ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK... THERES ACTUALLY NO CARS I LIKE RIGHT NOW AND THE CARS THAT I DO LIKE ARE OUT OF MY PRICE RANGE... I NEED TO HAVE A CAR FOR WORK AND AT THE SAME TIME I NEED IT TO BE PRESENTABLE YET REASONABLE AND FITS MY LIFESTYLE. THERE ARE NOT THAT MANY VEHICLES THAT FIT THIS CATEGORY... EXCEPT THE ONES THAT I CANT AFFORD LOL. SO NOW I HAVE FINALLY NARROWED IT DOWN TO 3 VEHICLES WHICH I WILL GO TAKE A LOOK AT AND SEE WHICH ONE I WILL END UP WITH. BESIDES THAT BEEN DEALING WITH PAIN ALL OVER STILL AND ACTUALLY GONNA GO SEE THE DOCTOR TOMORROW CAUSE THIS AINT FUN!!! SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE BIGGEST HASSLE EVER!!! I DONT CARE WHOS RIGHT OR WHATNOT ITS ALL THE PEOPLE I HAVE TO CONTACT AND DEAL WITH THAT ANNOYS ME. I SERIOUSLY WISH THIS NEVER HAPPENED BUT LIKE I ALWAYS SAY... EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. HEY LOOK AT IT THIS WAY... THE YEAR STARTED OFF LIKE THIS SO IT CANT POSSIBLY GET ANY WORSE... *KNOCKS ON WOOD* LOL AND THATS ANOTHER THING I DONT GET... WHAT DOES KNOCK ON WOOD HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING... I REMEMBER SOMEONE TOLD ME BEFORE IT HAS TO DO WITH NATURE AND THAT ITS NATURAL... SO IT VOIDS THE JINX... ACTUALLY HOLD ON... IM GONNA GO CHECK. OK IM BACK... NOTHING IS REALLY CLEAR BUT SOME SAY OLD FOLKLORE SAYS KNOCKING ON WOOD WARDS OFF EVIL SPIRITS... AND IN OTHERS KNOCKING ON WOOD BECAUSE TREE SPIRITS/ELVES/NYMPH LIVES IN THEM AND YOU ARE CALLING THEM TO INVOKE PROTECTION. WELL... YOU LEARN SOMETHING EVERYDAY :) THE MORE YOU KNOW... RIGHT :) ANYWAYS THIS FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR. THEN AGAIN... DONT THEY ALL FEEL LIKE A GOOD YEAR UNTIL SOMETHING COMES ALONG AND JUST SCREWS IT UP? WELL... ONE CAN ONLY HOPE ITS A GOOD YEAR, SO FAR SO GOOD... SORTA... IN A WAY... ISH... MEH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN HAHA

ON ANOTHER NOTE... MY BATTLE WITH FB IS OVER :) THEY COULDNT BLOCK ME FOR LONG!!! I AM BACK LOL. AFTER SENDING THEM MORE COMPLAINTS AND STUFF THEY APOLOGIZED AND GAVE ME BACK MY ACCOUNT. PSH!!! THATS RIGHT I AM ACTUALLY THAT COOL SO SCREW YOU AND TIME TO START CREEPING AGAIN. ACTUALLY I WAS OFF FACEBOOK FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AND AFTER THE FIRST WEEK I DIDNT REALLY NOTICE IT ANYMORE... THE ONLY THING I REALLY DO WITH FB IS LINK THIS BLOG AND MY IG PICS TO IT.

CURRENTLY JUST TAKING TIME TO RECOVER FROM THE ACCIDENT SO IVE BEEN DOING A FEW THINGS THAT I HAD ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO. ITS BEEN PRETTY PRODUCTIVE I WOULD SAY. OH OH OH AND THIS IS MY POST #222. YUP ITS STILL GOING STRONG... 222 POSTS LATER... 222 WEEKS LATER... OVER 4 YEARS OF WRITING WEEK AFTER WEEK. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP THIS GOING. I DO HAVE TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM. RIGHT NOW THERE IS QUANTITY WEEKLY BUT THERE ARE A FEW POSTS OF QUALITY THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT. I GUESS WHEN I HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME I WILL DO THOSE. WELL, ENJOY YOURSELVES EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK.

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1ST PAPER IN A WHILE...

WELL... I JUST FINISHED MY 1ST PAPER IN A LONG LONG TIME... LOL. ACTUALLY THIS IS THE 1ST PAPER IVE WRITTEN BY MYSELF IN LIKE 2 YEARS I THINK... IVE WRITTEN PAPERS RECENTLY BUT THAT WAS WITH OTHER PEOPLE SO ITS LIKE HALF A PAGE HERE A PAGE THERE. WELL... 5 PAGES LATER IM DONE YAY :) HONESTLY IM NOT REALLY SURE WHAT I WROTE NOW... AND HERE I AM WRITING THIS TOO... HAHA

SO I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO READY MY TEXTBOOK THE OTHER DAY SO I LOOKED TO SEE WHAT I HAVENT WATCHED ON MY PVR... TURNS OUT I STILL HAD "DEFIANCE" ON IT. SO I WATCHED THE PILOT AND I LIKED IT... SOOOO I DOWNLOADED THE WHOLE SEASON AND BURNED THROUGH IT HAHA. ONLY 12 WELL... TECHNICALLY 13 EPISODES SO THATS NOTHING. BUT NOWWWWWW I HAVE A STASH OF NEW SHOWS ON MY PVR THAT I NEED TO WATCH AWWW YEAH :)

SO I FINALLY STARTED WHAT I WAS GONNA START THIS WEEK. DAY 1 WAS SUCCESSFUL, DAY 2 WAS ALSO SUCCESSFUL, DAY 3... TODAY... WELL... IT WAS BUT THEN HAD A LITTLE HICKUP SOOO YA... BUT ITS STILL ALL GOOD HEHE. STILL ON TRACK.

WINGS LOL

THE MATTRESS IS ACTUALLY SMOKING LOL 

THIS LADY WAS BREAKING INTO HER OWN STORE LOL OR HER NEW STORE... BUT SHE WAS TRYING TO HACK SAW A THICK KEY LOCK... YA... YOURE NOT GONNA MAKE IT LADY... SORRY HAHA

HEY MISTER I SEE YOU ON YOUR PHONE WHILE DRIVING LOL 

WORKING ON THE RAILLLLLLLLLLLLWAY ALL THE LIVE LONG DAY LOL

SOOO HUNGRY!!!

YA... SORTA DESTROYED THE DISH HAHA

HAHA... WE CANT COUNT APPARENTLY LOL

AWWW YEAHHH CHICKEN AFTER WORKOUT. THEM PROTEIN LOL

ROTI :) YUMMM

I LOVE FALL FOR 1 REASON AND 1 REASON ONLY... SHOWS ARE BACK!!! LOL. TUESDAYS IS CURRENTLY MY FAVE DAY OF THE WEEK. TONS OF SHOWS I WATCH ARE BACK AND ITS A SLACK DAY LOL.

BLA... SO TIRED FROM READING AND WRITING PAPER... K... IM DONE... THATS ALL FOR NOW. SO SEE YOU LATER... MAYBE... PROBABLY... :P

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