END OF AN ERA

WELL...AFTER 400 POSTS AND COUNTLESS TIMES TALKING ABOUT ENDING THIS BLOG OR CHANGING OVER TO SOMETHING ELSE... GUESS WHAT... ITS FINALLY HAPPENING. THIS WILL OFFICIALLY BE THE VERY LAST POST THAT I WILL EVER WRITE. I CANT BELIEVE I KEPT THIS THING GOING FOR MORE THAN 7.5 YEARS... ITS BEEN QUITE A RUN... THIS THING STARTED OFF STRONG AND WITH SO MUCH POTENTIAL, AND THEN IT JUST GOT KILLED BY TIME. OH THERES GEMS HERE AND THERE BUT SOMETIMES THE POSTS ARE JUST SAD... LITERALLY SAYING NOTHING, YOU KNOW THAT AND I KNOW THAT TOO. SO MANY POSTS WERE FORCED JUST SO I CAN KEEP THAT ONE A WEEK POST GOING. I HAVE SO MANY TOPICS THAT I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT EITHER ITS HARD TO WRITE, TOO LONG TO WRITE, JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE IT, TIRED, OR WHATEVER THE REASON WAS AT THAT MOMENT. I REALLY DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY KEPT UP AND READ ALL THESE POSTS. I KNOW THERES A HANDFUL OF YOU, AND AFTER THE LAST POST I REALIZED THERES A FEW MORE. HOWEVER... THERE WOULD BE MORE READERS IF I DIDNT TYPE IN ALL CAPS FOR THE WHOLE DAM THING LOL. SOMETHING ABOUT ME SCREAMING AT EVERYONE OR IT BEING HARD TO READ... WHO KNOWS LOL. EVERYONE THAT I KNOW WHO BLOGGED AND EVEN JUST RANDOM PAGES THAT YOU GO TO MOST OF THEM HAVE STOPPED AS WELL. ITS HARD TO WRITE, ITS EASY BUT AT THE SAME TIME ITS HARD. IVE FLOATED THE IDEA OF A YOUTUBE CHANNEL BUT THAT TAKES EVEN MORE TIME AND EFFORT AND WOULD BE A BIGGER PRODUCTION, AND I ALREADY DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE THE BLOG, SO HOW WOULD I MAKE VIDEOS... LOL... IVE LEARNED A LOT OVER THE PAST YEARS BLOGGING AND ITS FINALLY TIME TO MOVE ON, TIME FOR A CHANGE. EVEN WITH ALL THAT SAID IL NOW BE STARTING UP A PODCAST!!! SO NO MORE READING POSTS AND IMAGINING MY VOICE INSIDE YOUR HEAD, NOW YOU CAN LITERALLY LISTEN TO ME TALK AT ANYTIME YOU WANT!!! NOT MANY PEOPLE READ ANYMORE BUT LOTS OF PEOPLE LISTEN TO PODCASTS, SO I FIGURED YOU KNOW WHAT... LETS SEE HOW THIS GOES. THE PODCAST OFFICIALLY START NEXT WEEK... LETS SEE HOW LONG THAT LASTS... COULD IT GO FOR ANOTHER 7.5 YEARS... WITH WEEKLY EPISODES... THAT WOULD BE QUITE IMPRESSIVE LOL. I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND YOU, AND THATS TO GO AND LISTEN!!! THE LINK IS BELOW, SO GO AND BOOKMARK IT NOW!!! LOL

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AND WITH THAT, I THANK ALL MY READERS FOR KEEPING UP AND PUTTING UP WITH THIS. IT SURE HAS BEEN A TRIP. IVE CERTAINLY ENJOYED IT... MOST OF IT... SORTA... LOL... BUT I GUESS ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END. THIS MARKS THE END OF AN ERA. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR THIS JOURNEY.



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THAT HEADSPACE...

ONCE AGAIN INEVITABLY YOU WILL REACH THAT HEADSPACE WHERE YOU WONDER... WONDER ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING... WONDER WHERE YOU ARE GOING... WONDER WHAT IT ALL MEANS... ITS A NATURAL PART OF LIFE, AND IN EACH OF YOUR MINDS A STORM IS BREWING AND A BATTLE IS WAGED. HOW DO YOU LOOK FOR ANSWERS AND WHERE DO YOU DO THAT... ANSWERS THAT CANT BE ANSWERED BY ANYONE BUT YOURSELF. IVE WROTE ABOUT THIS BEFORE BUT LIKE CLOCKWORK THESE QUESTIONS WILL CREEP BACK INSIDE YOUR HEAD AND MAKE YOU WONDER... MAKE YOU QUESTION IT ALL... QUESTION EVERYTHING YOU KNOW AND EVERYTHING YOU ARE. NO ONE CAN ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND THATS WHATS FRUSTRATING... EVERYONE IS ON THEIR OWN PATH... THEIR OWN JOURNEY... AND NO ONE KNOWS WHERE IT BEGINS OR ENDS. SOME PEOPLE FIGURE IT ALL OUT QUICKLY AND OTHERS TAKE A LIFETIME TO KNOW, AND SOME WILL NEVER FIND OUT THE ANSWER. PEOPLE TAKE TIME OFF TO FIND THEMSELVES AND SOME ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND THE ANSWERS THEY ARE LOOKING FOR. ANSWERS CAN COME FROM ANYWHERE, IT MIGHT BE SOMETHING YOU READ OR SEE OR HEAR, IT COULD BE A MEMORY, OR IT COULD COME TO YOU IN A DREAM AND WHEN YOU WAKE UP, ALL IS CLEAR. ANSWERS COULD COME FROM INSPIRATION, PASSION, LOVE, HATE, HAPPINESS, SADNESS, AND A MILLION DIFFERENT FEELINGS AND PLACES. POETS AND PHILOSOPHERS HAVE ALL TRIED TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND EVEN TO THEM THE ANSWERS ARE NOT CLEAR. TOO MANY QUESTIONS IN LIFE AND TOO LITTLE TIME TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT AND WHAT IT ALL MEANS. I GUESS IL LOOK WITHIN AND SEE IF IT COMES TO ME IN MY DREAM TONIGHT. I JUST NEED TO GET LOST TO FIND MYSELF. IN THE END, DONT WE ALL JUST WANT ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS THAT WE HAVE???

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IT FEELS SOOO GOOOOOOOOD!!!

SO LAST THURSDAY WAS MY FINAL PRESENTATION. IT WAS AMAZING, INSTEAD OF HAVING 4 PPL ON MY JUDGING PANEL... I ENDED UP WITH 7 PPL XD AHEHAH. I WAS SO FREAKING EXCITED AND WANTED TO PRESENT THE NIGHT BEFORE AT MIDNIGHT XD AHEHAEHA. ENDED UP BEING SLIGHTLY NOT NERVOUS BUT OVER PUMPED AND SORTA SPED UP AND INSTEAD OF 30 MINS WHICH I PRACTICED AND ENDED PERFECTLY ON EVERYTIME IT WAS 28. MEH. AFTERWARDS GOT REALLY REALLY GOOD FEEDBACK, STUFF THAT I NEVER REALLY THOUGHT OF AND WILL DEFINITELY HELP IN THE FUTURE.

WELL, THE JOURNEYS FINALLY AT AN END AND NOW MOVING ON TO THE NEXT CHAPTER :) THIS IS THE 1ST WEEK THAT I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO IN A VERY VERY LONG TIME. SLEPT IN, AND GET TO DO WHAT I WANT NOT CARING ABOUT DEADLINES OR CRAMMING.

RANDOM PIC OF YOUR DAY: HMMM DONT THINK ITS GOOD FOR ME... BUT DAM ITS YUMMY HEHE

NOW, I REALIZE THAT THERES A LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF THINGS I WANT TO DO. AFTER I FINISHED MY PRESENTATION I WALKED OUT WITH THE CRAZIEST HIGH EVER!!! IT WAS AMAZING FINALLY REALIZING IM FINISHED MY PROGRAM. I JUST WENT THOUGH A LIST OF THINGS I FINALLY HAVE TIME TO DO OR LEARN. SO IL GIVE YOU A LOOKSEY AT WHAT I HAVE IN THE BOOKS FOR ME AND MY FREE TIME NOW :)

• LEARN DUTCH
• LEARN RUSSIAN
• LEARN GERMAN
• START PLAYING AROUND WITH STOCKS / CURRENCY AGAIN
• START PLAYING POKER AGAIN
• BUILD MY GUNDAM / GOKU MODEL
• GET A NEW COMPUTER
• GET AND PLAY MODERN WARFARE 3 (AFTER I GET MY COMPUTER)
• CATCH UP ON ALL MY SHOWS (I WATCH TV LIKE NO TOMORROW)
• START WORKING OUT AGAIN
• START ALBUM ON MARTIAL ARTS TRICKS
• START LOOKING FOR A JOB
• WANTING TO TRAVEL

YES YES YES THAT SOUNDS ABOUT RIGHT :) I CANT WAIT TO GET STARTED... AFTER THIS WEEKEND THOUGH SINCE ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR AEHAHEHA SO ALL IVE BEEN DOING YESTERDAY AND TODAY WAS CLEAN AND GET MY SCHOOL STUFF PUT AWAY. I JUST REALIZED I PROBABLY KILLED A DOZEN TREES XD AHEAHEHA 

RANDOM PIC OF YOUR DAY: THATS JUST TERM 2, 3 AND 4 PAPERS... TERM 1 IS ABOUT 1/3 OF THAT AND MY FINAL PROJECT THAT I HANDED IN WAS ABOUT 500 PAGES SOOO... YA... DIE TREES DIE!!! :)

ALSO... I WAS LIKE WTF IS WITH ALL THIS SOPA STUFF??? AND I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT IT BECAUSE OF THE DAILY SHOW WITH JON STEWART XD AHEHAEHA GG

WELL I WISH ALL MY CHINESE READERS A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR  OR A GUNG HAY FAT CHOY :)

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