MY MINDS A BLANK

SO... I DONT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC TO WRITE ABOUT THIS WEEK. I CANT EVEN THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT... I LOOKED AT THAT LIST OF LEGIT TOPICS AND REALIZE THAT ITS GOING TAKE TOO LONG TO WRITE ABOUT IT AND THAT I CANT REALLY THINK STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW. I MIGHT BE LAZY TOO, BUT THAT CANT BE IT LOL.

IM SITTING HERE LISTENING TO THE RAIN HIT THE WINDOW AND MY MINDS BLANK... I CANT EVEN REALLY THINK OF STATEMENTS TO WRITE, AND THIS IS AFTER ME SAYING THAT IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW. ITS DAYS LIKE THESE THAT I WONDER WHY IM STILL WRITING, AND NOW WE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. YOU NOW ALL GET A POST ABOUT NOTHING.

OK, SO I TYPE UP A PARAGRAPH AND IT WAS GOING SOMEWHERE BUT THEN I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE IT WAS GOING SO I JUST DELETED IT.

ANYWAYS, SO I WENT OVER TO MY BROTHERS PLACE TO WATCH MY NEPHEW FOR A BIG AND PICK UP MY PARENTS THE OTHER DAY. NEPHEW WAS FINE, I PUT HIM TO SLEEP AND ALL. HE WOKE UP WHEN MY BROTHER GOT BACK SO NEPHEW WOKE UP. IT WAS BASICALLY TIME FOR THE NIGHT FEEDING. HE WAS BEING ESPECIALLY NAGGY AND JUST WOULDNT EAT. THEN... FOR THE FIRST TIME... I HEARD HIM REALLY CRY. HES 4 AND A HALF MONTH  OLD NOW AND HE DOESNT REALLY CRY MUCH BUT THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM REALLY BALL OUT. OMG CAN HE CRY. HE GETS SO LOUD AND AT SUCH A HIGH PITCH THAT IM ACTUALLY IMPRESSED LOL. HE MOST DEFINITELY HAS MY SET OF LUNGS LOL. HIS SCREAM ARE LONG TOO WHICH IS SURPRISING. HE WAS ABLE TO GO ON FOR A SOLID 15 20 MINUTES I THINK AND THEN STOPPED FOR A MINUTE, I GUESS TO CATCH HIS BREATH AND THEN HE WENT BACK AT IT. APPARENTLY HE KEPT GOING FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTES AFTER WE LEFT AND THEN HE WAS FINE, BUT WOW A SOLID HALF AN HOUR OF ALL OUT CRY SCREAMING. I MEAN HOW CAN SOMETHING SO TINY MAKE SUCH IMPRESSIVE NOISE. WELL NOW I GOT SOME GOOD VIDEOS OF THIS AND WILL SHOW HIM WHEN HES OLDER LOL. ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT HES FUN TO PLAY WITH. STILL A LITTLE YOUNG AND DOESNT DO MUCH BUT YOU KNOW, STILL FUN.

THIS POST IS A FILLER POST I GUESS. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND WE WILL SEE IF YOU READERS GET A REAL POST OR NOT LOL. WHO KNOWS, I CERTAINLY DONT, HAHA.

RT

RUNNING LOW ON MATERIAL

SOOOO THIS WEEK THE POST IS LITERALLY ABOUT A POST TO HAVE A POST. I DIDNT WATCH A MOVIE, I WATCHED THE NEPHEW, I HUNG OUT, I WORKED AND I DIDNT DO MUCH ELSE... IT WAS A PRETTY QUIET WEEK. EARLIER TODAY I WAS THINKING I AM GOING TO FINALLY WRITE A MORE MEANINGFUL POST TONIGHT! THEN ALL THE MOTIVATION AND WILL TO WRITE JUST FADED AWAY LOL. TOO TIRED AND TOO LAZY... BUT I NEEDED A POST SO YOU ALL GET A HALF-ASS POST. NOTHING REALLY GOING ON IN HERE AND NOW IM JUST ADDING MORE WORDS IN TO FILL UP THE PAGE. SAY I WASNT TIRED AND WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO WRITE SOMETHING... IM SORT OF NOT SURE WHAT I WOULD WRITE ABOUT LOL. I HAVE A LIST BUT A LOT OF THE TOPICS OR ISSUES I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT SHOULDNT REALLY BE WRITTEN LATE AT NIGHT WHILE IM PASSING OUT. THIS BLOG HAS BEEN AROUND FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS... YES... THATS RIGHT... 7 YEARS! I HAVE WRITTEN WEEKLY FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS. OF COURSE THERE WERE A FEW POSTS THAT I HAD TO FUDGE BUT THAT WAS BECAUSE I WASNT AROUND OR WHATNOT. LOOKING AT SOME OF THE POSTS IVE WRITTEN YOU CAN TELL THAT I LITERALLY WROTE IT JUST TO GET SOMETHING OUT... JUST LIKE THIS ONE... THE TOP PART WAS JUST THAT... BUT NOW IM REALLY QUESTIONING IF I SHOULD CONTINUE... ITS GOOD TO HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE A CHORE... BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WANT TO WRITE SOMETHING. RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS LIKE THAT SPARK IS GONE... I USE TO REALLY GET INTO MY TOPICS, GET INTO ARGUING WHATEVER, THINKING DEEPLY AND HOPEFULLY GIVING EVERYONE SOME INSIGHT INTO MY THOUGHTS AND MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT IT TOO. NOW THE REVIEWS ARE JUST LIKE FILLERS... ITS JUST THERE TO TAKE UP SPACE UNTIL THE REAL POSTS COME BACK. THERE ARE THOSE REVIEWS THAT I REALLY WANT TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I STILL DONT REALLY WANT TO SPOIL THE MOVIE FOR PEOPLE. IM NOT A SPOILER AND I DONT REALLY REVIEW IT PROPERLY. THE LEVEL OF EFFORT I PUT INTO THOSE REVIEWS IS MEDIOCRE. MAYBE IL JUST STOP WRITING THIS BLOG... MAYBE IL JUST WRITE ONCE IN A WHILE... WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK I SHOULD DO? ITS NOT LIKE I HAVENT DISCUSSED THIS BEFORE... BUT I ALWAYS END UP JUST KEEPING ON... I REALLY THINK THIS TIME SOMETHING IS GOING TO CHANGE... SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE... YOU KNOW WHAT... SOMETHING IS CHANGING! IVE MADE MY DECISION, MOVING FORWARD THE NEW POSTS WILL BE SHORTER AND ABOUT WHATEVER. I MIGHT DO A REVIEW BUT IL ACTUALLY DO A HELPFUL ONE... MAYBE... OK. THATS MY DECISION. LETS SEE HOW THIS WORKS OUT... THEN AGAIN I MIGHT JUST CHANGE MY MIND NEXT WEEK AND THEN WE WILL BE BACK TO SQUARE ONE AGAIN... IN THE MEANTIME... IM GOING TO SLEEP. THINK ABOUT THIS NEXT WEEK LOL. OH AND HAPPY BDAY FRED! LOL LETS SEE IF YOU SEE THIS HAHA.

RT