ITS NOT ABOUT HOW YOU START, ITS ABOUT HOW YOU FINISH

SO THE TITLE IS ALSO THE QUOTE THAT I HEARD THE OTHER DAY WHILE WATCHING "COOK VS CON." ITS A COOKING CONTEST SHOW LIKE IRON CHEF AND PASTRY CONTESTS. ANYWAYS SO I THOUGHT IT WAS ABOUT COOKS VS CONS AS IN CRIMINALS... TURNS OUT ITS REAL LIFE COOKS VS CONS AS IN FAKE CHEFS LOL. HONESTLY YOU WOULD THINK THE SAME AS ME IF YOU JUST LOOKED AT THE PEOPLE ON THE SHOW... THEY ALL LOOK LIKE CRIMINALS LOL. ANYWAYS THATS NOT THE POINT. AT ONE POINT OF THE SHOW THE GUY SAYS THAT HES SHOWING EVERYONE THAT ITS NOT ABOUT HOW YOU START, ITS ABOUT HOW YOU FINISH. HE SAID IT BECAUSE HE WAS ALMOST IN LAST PLACE AND HE WANTED TO LET HIS SON KNOW THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS COME BACK OR DO BETTER OR EVEN WIN... WHICH HE DID END UP WINNING THE SHOW. SO BACK ON TOPIC... THE STATEMENTS PRETTY TRUE AND FOR SOME REASON IT STUCK WITH ME. IN LIFE IT REALLY ISNT ABOUT HOW SOMETHING STARTS, ITS ABOUT HOW IT ENDS OR HOW YOU MAKE IT END. TAKE SCHOOL FOR EXAMPLE, YOU CAN START AND NOT KNOW WHERE OR WHAT YOU WANT TO STUDY. SOMEHOW YOU END UP SOMEWHERE STUDYING SOMETHING, AND GUESS WHAT? WHEN YOU GRADUATE YOURE FINISHED. SOMEHOW IT ALL JUST WORKS OUT. SURE THERES HARD WORK IN BETWEEN AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU NEEDED TO DO TO GET THERE, BUT THE MAIN POINT IS THAT YOU FINISHED AND GOT TO THE END. STARTING A NEW JOB, YOU START IT AND IT MIGHT NOT BE WHERE YOU WANT TO BE OR WHAT YOU WANT TO DO BUT SAME THING YOU HOPEFULLY END UP WHERE YOU WANT TO BE. EVERYTHING IN LIFE STARTS WITH YOU STARTING, YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE HAD THE BEST START, OR YOU JUST FELL INTO IT, OR YOU JUST HAD TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, BUT SOMEHOW... EVENTUALLY... INEVITABLY... YOU GET TO THE FINISH LINE, YOU GET TO WHERE YOU WANT TO GO, YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. THERES A LOT IN BETWEEN TO GET YOU FROM POINT A TO POINT B, BUT YOU CANT GIVE UP. NO ONE EVER ACHIEVED WHAT THEY ACHIEVED WITHOUT STARTING, AND THEY ONLY ACHIEVED WHAT THEY ACHIEVED BY FINISHING. THIS TIES INTO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE SAID BEFORE ABOUT DOING WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, IT WILL ALL WORK OUT EVENTUALLY, AND LIKE A DOZEN OTHER POSTS. THINK ABOUT IT, YOU STARTED YOUR DAY AND THEN A BUNCH OF THINGS HAPPEN DURING THE DAY, AND THEN YOU FINISH THE DAY. EVERYTHING IS ALL ABOUT STARTS AND FINISHES. IVE STARTED MANY THINGS, AND I HAVE A GOALS SET IN MIND, A PLACE I WANT TO BE, A THING I WANT TO DO, AND IN ORDER TO GET THERE I NEED TO DO A LOT. IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY THAT I GET TO THAT FINISH LINE AND SAY THAT I DID IT AND I MADE IT. EVERYTHING I DO IS WORKING TOWARDS THAT FINISH LINE. NOT MANY PEOPLE REMEMBER HOW SOMETHING STARTS, BUT EVERYONE REMEMBERS HOW IT ENDS. YOU NEED TO FINISH STRONG, DONT LET ANYTHING GET IN YOUR WAY, DO IT AND PROVE TO YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN DO IT. BESIDES DOING IT FOR YOURSELF, ITS A GOOD TRAIT TO HAVE, BEING ABLE TO SEE THINGS THROUGH TO THE END. YOU JUST HAVE TO SURVIVE IN THE MEAN TIME. LIFE IS ONE WHOLE PROCESS AS WELL. YOU DONT HAVE A CHOICE OF WHEN YOU WERE BORN, YOU GO THROUGH LIFE, AND IN THE END WHAT WILL YOU BE REMEMBERED FOR? MY ADVICE... DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO, SO AT THE END OF THE DAY, YOU CAN SAY TO YOURSELF THAT YOU GAVE IT YOUR ALL.

SO HONESTLY THE POST COULD HAVE KEPT ON GOING I THINK IT WILL GO IN CIRCLES AND CIRCLES. WELL GUESS IL STOP THAT THERE LOL. OH I WENT TO THE VAISAKHI FESTIVAL ON THE WEEKEND AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL. WE ATE A LOT OF CURRY LOL. WENT TO WATCH THE FOOTBALL GAME AND WE WON. WORK IS STILL WORK AND IM TIRED AND IM FALLING ASLEEP, SO GOOD NIGHT IT IS :) ALSO THE POST WAS ACTUALLY ON TOPIC AGAIN... FINALLY A REAL POST LOL

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SO I JUST SAW SOMETHING...

NO ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK... WHATEVER YOURE THINKING THATS NOT IT LOL. ANYWAYS I JUST SAW SOME INSPIRATIONAL PICTURE AND THE CAPTION WAS: "SELF DISCIPLINE BETTER PREDICTS SUCCESS THAN IQ." I THOUGHT ABOUT IT A TOTAL OF 2 SECONDS AND I TOTALLY AGREE WITH IT. I TALKED ABOUT THIS HERE AND THERE BEFORE BUT ITS REALLY PERTINENT TO ME RIGHT NOW. IF YOU ARE REALLY SMART OR HAVE A HIGH IQ BUT YOU DONT DO ANYTHING WITH IT THEN YOURE NOT SUCCEEDING NOW ARE YOU? YOURE WASTING ALL THAT POTENTIAL. ON THE OTHER HAND, IF YOU HAVE GREAT SELF DISCIPLINE THEN ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. YOUR SELF DISCIPLINE KEEPS YOU WORKING HARD, MAKES YOU STUDY MORE, CONTROLS HOW MUCH YOU PUT IN, AND PUSHES YOU FARTHER. THATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HAVING SELF DISCIPLINE AND NOT HAVING IT. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE PEOPLE WHO DO SOMETHING THAT MAKES A CHANGE AND THOSE WHO DONT OR JUST SAYS THEY WILL BUT NEVER DOES. GRANTED THERE ARE A LOT OF REASONS THAT CAN STOP YOU FROM TAKING THAT FIRST STEP AND MOVING FORWARD TOWARDS WHAT YOU WANT, BUT IN THE END ITS ALL JUST EXCUSES. IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING JUST DO IT. ONES OWN SELF DISCIPLINE DECIDES WHERE YOU GO AND WHAT YOU DO. YOU CAN DO IT, BUT ITS ALL UP TO YOU TO SEE IF YOU HAVE THE CONTROL TO ACTUALLY GO AHEAD WITH IT. WHEN YOU FINALLY ACTUALLY HAVE THE SELF DISCIPLINE OR THE DETERMINATION TO DO SOMETHING OR KEEP ON DOING SOMETHING, THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN FAIL. EVEN IF YOU DO FAIL THE FIRST TIME, YOU DONT QUIT, YOU JUST KEEP GOING UNTIL YOU SUCCEED, AND THATS WHAT THE DIFFERENCE IS BETWEEN THOSE WHO DO AND CAN TO THOSE WHO DONT AND CANT. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT SELF DISCIPLINE, SELF CONTROL, DETERMINATION, AND MOTIVATION. IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING OR MAKE A CHANGE JUST DO IT ALREADY!!! THERES NO POINT IN PUTTING IT OFF OR SAYING YOU CANT, THERES ONLY ONE PERSON IN THE WORLD THAT CAN STOP YOU FROM ATTAINING WHAT YOU WANT, AND THATS YOU, THE PERSON LOOKING BACK IN THE MIRROR. LIKE RIGHT NOW, AFTER 4 YEARS IM STILL WRITING THIS BLOG, WEEK IN AND WEEK OUT, 4 YEARS STRAIGHT WITHOUT FAIL. EVEN ON VACATION I STILL FOUND A WAY TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. ITS ALL ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU WANT IT. YOU HAVE TO FORCE YOURSELF TO DO IT. EVEN THOUGH A LOT OF TIME I RATHER JUST SIT THERE AND WATCH TV OR PLAY GAMES, I TELL MYSELF NO! I HAVE TO DO IT! TURN OFF THE TV AND GO WRITE THE POST!!! ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK SITTING HERE AND DOING THIS EVERY WEEK. YOU GUYS OUT THERE HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I WAS DEBATING AND THINKING ABOUT STOPPING THIS OR SLOWING DOWN. YOU HEARD IT ALL BEFORE, BUT IN THE END YOU STILL SEE ME POSTING EVERY SINGLE WEEK. THIS ISNT ALL I DO YOU KNOW... BESIDES WORK FULL TIME YOU ALL KNOW IM WORKING TOWARDS SOMETHING AND THAT WAS WHAT THE 1 YEAR DEADLINE WAS FOR, FOR MYSELF. THAT WAS ME FORCING MYSELF, MOTIVATING MYSELF, DISCIPLINING MYSELF TO GET THAT DONE. NOW RECENTLY IM THINKING AND RESEARCHING ABOUT SETTING BACK UP A YOUTUBE CHANNEL, ALL THE MEANWHILE A NEW POST IS STILL BEING WRITTEN EVERY WEEK. THATS 4 THINGS THAT IM MAKING MYSELF DO, KEEPING THAT DISCIPLINE AND NOT LETTING ANYTHING MAKE ME WAIVER IN MY PURSUIT OF EVERYTHING. THERES LOTS OF WAYS TO MEASURE SUCCESS, AND EVERYONES DEFINITION OF SUCCESS IS DIFFERENT. THERES TOO MANY EXAMPLES I COULD GIVE AND THERE WOULD BE NO WAY TO POSSIBLY COVER THEM ALL EITHER. SO IN WHATEVER YOUR QUEST IS, DONT FRET THAT YOU ARENT THE SMARTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, BECAUSE HARD WORK DOES PAY OFF AND THE SELF DISCIPLINE YOU HAVE TO CONTINUE WILL ALLOW YOU TO SUCCEED IN THE FUTURE. THEY SAY IT TAKES ROUGHLY 10,000 HOURS TO BECOME A MASTER AT SOMETHING OR A SKILL. THATS ABOUT A YEAR AND A BIT STRAIGHT. IF ALL IT TAKES IS A YEAR THEN WHY NOT GO FOR IT. A YEAR IS REALLY SHORT AND A YEAR FROM NOW YOU WILL LOOK BACK AND REALIZE THAT IT WAS THE BEST DECISION OF YOUR LIFE, AND THAT DISCIPLINE WILL TAKE YOU ACROSS THE FINISH LINE.

AS FOR THE USUAL UPDATES...WORKS GETTING BUSY AGAIN DUE TO STUFF THAT NEEDS TO GET DONE AND ALL THE MEETINGS THAT I HAVE TO HAVE. SLOWLY GETTING BETTER FROM THE ACCIDENT, IM ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY!!! LOL. WORKING ON ALL THE THINGS IM WORKING ON. OH I DID GO WATCH THE BOY OVER THE WEEKEND AND IT WAS A BAD BAD MOVIE... LOL IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE SCARY BUT MEH... ONLY SMALL PARTS HERE AND THERE AND ENDING WAS HMM... WELL... THATS ANOTHER WEEK FOR YOU. SO WISH YOU ALL A GREAT WEEK.

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FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL

FEELINGS... EMOTIONS... THEY SURE ARE A FUNNY THING EH. YOU GO THOUGH YOUR DAY FEELING ALL SORTS OF EMOTIONS AND SOMETIMES EVEN WITHOUT KNOWING WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO... LATELY IVE BEEN IN A RUT... IN THAT WEIRD MOOD THAT SOMETIMES CANT BE EXPLAINED... ALSO A SHORTER TEMPER... IT SEEMS THAT JUST EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ANNOYS ME. SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND JUST BE BY YOURSELF. FEELINGS CAN MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING OR MAKE YOU FILLED WITH RAGE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. IT CAN HELP YOU AT TIMES AND IT CAN BE YOUR ENEMY AT TIME. SOMETIMES DOESNT IT SEEM EASIER IF YOU COULD JUST TURN IT ALL OFF AND FORGET ABOUT IT? I GUESS THATS WHAT MAKES US HUMAN... THE ABILITY TO FEEL... IT MAKES US HAPPY, IT MAKES US MOTIVATED, IT MAKES US PASSIONATE, IT MAKES US ANGRY, IT MAKES US DISAPPOINTED, AND IT MAKES US SAD. EVER WONDER WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? OR HOW YOU CAME TO THE CONCLUSION OF WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? IS IT BECAUSE OF PAST EXPERIENCES? IS IT BECAUSE OF WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU? SOMETIMES THE REASON IS SO FAR GONE THAT YOU DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHY YOU FEEL THAT WAY. SHOULD YOU THEN RECONSIDER FEELING DIFFERENTLY? THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL IS TIME. ONCE AGAIN IT ALL HAS TO DO WITH TIME. WITH ENOUGH TIME FEELINGS GO AWAY AND FEELINGS CHANGE. DONT YOU JUST WISH SOMETIMES YOU CAN SKIP SOME OF THE FEELINGS YOU GET? I SUPPOSE IN THE END, AS LONG AS YOU HAVE LEARNT SOMETHING FROM FEELING THE WAY YOU DO THEN ITS THAT REALLY THE POINT? LESSON LEARNT AND REMEMBERED.

HMM... I REALLY WONDER WHAT IM WRITING ABOUT SOMETIMES... IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO WRITE OR THAT I CANT JUST EXPRESS IT ALL OUT IN WORDS... I NEED TO DO AN INTERPRETATIVE DANCE TO SHOW YOU ALL :) LOL. THESE TRUELY ARE THE RANDOM RAMBLINGS OF RICKY.

FRESH WATERMELON MARGARITAS. IT WAS OK... DIDNT REALLY LIKE IT HAHA 

CLIENT LUNCHES RULE :)

MY BURGER

THIS IS HOW CLEAR AND HOW BLUE THE SKY WAS

OMG LAMB SOOOO GOOD!!!

2 SPICY THIGH BURGER AND 20 JALAPEÑO POPPERS :)

SWAN E SET BAY RESORT FOR MY FRIENDS WEDDING 

NICE DRIVE IN

COUNTRY CLUB HEHE

OUR TABLE 12 :)

THE BACKDROP FOR THE RECEPTION

THE CENTREPIECE 

ROUND 1 - NOMSSSSSSSSSS

MMMMM RARENESS SO GOOD

ROUND 2 - STILL GOING STRONG HEHE

DESSERT TABLE

PRETTY FLOWERS. I DIDNT GET TO TAKE THEM HOME THOUGH... SOMEONE ELSE WON IT BUT TECHNICALLY THEY SAID 2 TO THE LEFT OF THE PERSON WITH THE STICKER... WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FRD BUT THE PPL ACROSS FROM US TOOK IT... WAY TO PAY ATTENTION :P PSH

COOL SEE THROUGH ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE CAR, IT WAS THERE WHILE I WAS DRIVING BUT I LOST IT WHEN I HIT THE HIGHWAY... HAHA I DONT THINK IT MADE IT LOL

COOL DUDE THAT I DUNO WHERE IT CAME FROM... BUT IT WAS READY TO KICK ASS LOL

WAS TOO HUNGRY... SO BLURRY PIC CAUSE I WANTED TO EAT IT HAHA

XLB :) 

SOMETHING COD LOL

FATTY PORK :) MMMMM SOOOO FAT IT JUST MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH LIKE BUTTER HAHA

MMM YUMMY

PAN FRIED BUN

DUCK RICE HEHE

SPIDER ACROSS 2 TRESS... IT WILL NEVER GO HUNGRY... THOSE DOTS AROUND IT WERE ALL CAUGHT LOLOL 

GG COMP... G...G...

SORRY... SAY WHAT? I CANT PAY ATTENTION LOL

WORKS BEEN BUSY... COWORKER ON VACA AND ANOTHER COWORKER LEFT... SO ME AND MY BUDDY IS BASICALLY DOING 4 PEOPLES JOBS YAY... STAYED LATE A FEW TIMES THIS WEEK JUST CAUSE I GOT TOO MUCH TO DO. NOT TO MENTION GONG TO THOSE CLIENT LUNCHES. DONT GET ME WRONG... I LOVE THOSE!!! JUST SOMETIMES IT KILLS TOO MUCH TIME AND YOU WANT TO GET BACK TO FINISH ALL THE THINGS YOU NEED TO DO.

WENT TO MY OLD FRIENDS WEDDING ON THE WEEKEND. IT WAS IN PITT MEADOWS SO HAD A NICE LITTLE DRIVE OUT TO THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE... LOL. IT WAS AT A COUNTRY CLUB SO YOU KNOW IT WOULD BE NICE LOOKING. IT WAS ACTUALLY REALLY PRETTY AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT. I ATE TILL I COULDNT EAT ANYMORE. TOOK LOTS OF PHOTOBOOTH PICS TOO. A WEIRD THING WAS THAT ALL THEIR POP WAS FLAT... EVEN NEW CANS THAT THEY WERE OPENING... THEY OPENED IT, POURED IT, I DRANK IT... ANDDDDDDDDDDDD ITS FLAT... WTF... OH OH OH AND I KNOW BOTH THE BRIDE AND GROOM AND THEY BOTH HAD 10 BRIDESMAIDS/GROOMSMEN EACH!!! IT WAS INSANE LOL.

WELL... CLASS STARTS TOMORROW WOOO :) MY LAST COURSE FOR THIS PROGRAM YAY :) GONNA BE EVEN MORE BUSY NOW HAHA. JUST ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER EH... JUST WAITING AND HOPING TO SEE THAT LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. NO... NOT THAT TUNNEL... BUT YES CANT WAIT TIL I REACH THAT FINISH LINE. ALL IN DUE TIME EH. 

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31 DAYS TO THE FINISH LINE...

WELL... LONG STORY SHORT... BOSS IS GIVING ME 30 DAYS TO GET MY LICENSE FOR WORK... SOMETHING THAT DIDNT NEED TO BE RUSHED IS NOT RUSHED DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES OUTSIDE OF OUR CONTROL... I HAVE TIL SEPTEMBER TO FINISH ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS AND PREPARE FOR THE TEST. I WOULD HAVE PREFERRED TO TAKE IT IN OCTOBER WHEN I WOULD BE MORE READY BUT NOW THERES NO CHOICE BUT TO DO IT EARLY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST... NO PRESSURE EH... LOL. SO NOW ITS ALL DOWN TO TIME... IF IM ABLE TO FINISH READING EVERYTHING, ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS, AND PREPARE. TIME IS ALWAYS AN ISSUE ISNT IT... IVE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS IN PARTS BEFORE IN PAST POSTS BUT ITS ALWAYS AN ISSUE THAT COMES UP. HISTORY ALWAYS TEND TO REPEAT ITSELF EH. TIME IN REGARDS TO ME AND THIS SITUATION IS THAT I HAVE NO TIME... WORKING FULL TIME AND GOING TO MEETINGS AND EATING AND SLEEPING AUGUST IS A BUSY TIME. I HAVE MY BDAY, MOMS BDAY, DADS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, AND GUESS WHAT... MORE FRIENDS BDAY. ITS ALSO AUGUST WHICH MEANS PARTY SEASON... OH AND SOCCER. SO BETWEEN THE STUFF THAT I NEED TO DO AND THE STUFF I WANT TO DO, THERES NO TIME TO ACTUALLY GET EVERYTHING DONE. YA YA... WELL GUESS WHAT IM ACTUALLY CUTTING EVERYTHING DOWN. IM PROBABLY JUST HAVE DINNER FOR MY BDAY AND GO OUT ONCE OR TWICE AND THATS ALL. UNFORTUNATELY AND LUCKILY I AM GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY RIGHT NOW TO MOVE UP IN THE COMPANY ITS SOMETHING I CANT PASS UP. YOU ALL HAVE READ THAT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THAT ONE CHANCE TO FINALLY GET TO WHERE I WANT TO BE... WELL... THAT TIME HAS FINALLY COME :) THIS JOB AND THIS POSITION IS MINE... ALL I HAVE TO DO IS PASS THE EXAM. TIMES RUNNING OUT AND THERES JUST SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO DO... ITS ONCE AGAIN THAT CRUNCH TIME, THAT CLUTCH TIME, THAT MAKE IT OR BREAK IT TIME, AND IM GOING TO MAKE IT. NOT MUCH RIDING ON IT... JUST EVERYTHING LOLOL. FRIENDS, SHOWS, GAMES, AND EVERYTHING WILL HAVE TO BE PUT ON HOLD AND WAIT CAUSE ALL THAT STUFF CAN COME BACK, THIS CANT, OR AT LEAST WONT FOR A WHILE. SO HERE GOES NOTHING, TO A MONTH OF HIBERNATING. YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA GO, TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANNA GO. SO SEE YOU ALL IN SEPTEMBER :) OF COURSE IL STILL BE POSTING... IM GONNA SOUND CRAZIER AND CRAZIER AS I GET CLOSER AND TIME RUNNING OUT... SO ENJOY WATCHING ME TURN MAD... BUT NO MORE THAN USUAL EH HAHA.

SO REGARDING TIMING... A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE IS ABOUT TIMING... WHERE YOU GO, WHAT YOU DO, HOW YOU GET THERE AND WHY YOURE THERE. YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HELPED YOU, BUMPED INTO SOMEONE WHO WAS ABLE TO DO SOMETHING, AVOIDED AN ACCIDENT, OR YOU WERE THERE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. WALKED A BIT FASTER OR A BIT SLOWER, WOKE UP EARLIER OR LATER. IT ALL MAKES A DIFFERENCE. SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE IS ABOUT TIMING. MAKING A MOVE EARLY OR LATER CAN HAVE SUCH A BIG EFFECT ON THE OUTCOME YOU WANTED. MEETING SOMEONE AT THE RIGHT OR WRONG TIME CAN CAUSE YOUR LIFE TO GO IN TOTALLY DIFFERENT AND OPPOSITE WAYS. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH. HONESTLY THIS IS WHY I REALLY DO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON, AND HAPPENS AT THE TIME THAT IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN. ITS LIKE THE GALAXIES WAY OF TELLING YOU EITHER NO YOURE NOT READY OR YES YOU CAN DO IT NOW. SOMETIMES YOU CAN CONTROL WHEN, WHERE, HOW AND WHY SOMETHING HAPPENS, BUT ITS HARDER TO CONTROL WHEN THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU. THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS HOPE THAT YOU ARE PREPARED ENOUGH WHEN THE TIME COMES AND IT HAPPENS. GOOD THINGS, BAD THINGS, THEY ALL HAPPEN FOR A REASON, AND THEY HAPPEN AT THE TIME THAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN.

RANDOM BIRDIE MISSING ITS HEAD AND TAIL... HMMM LOL

SO THIS HAPPENED LOL NO MORE PARTYING... YA... THAT LASTED A WEEK... HAHA

MMM YUMMMMM

THE GATHERING LOL

AWWW YEAH BDAY BUNS :)

CAKE AND MIX THINGY

SPOT THE DBAG? YA RIGHT THERE LOL

WTF!!! I WANT MY 50 POINTS ARGGGG

WORKS FINE, JUST NOW I GOT MORE TO FOCUS ON. HAD SOME PROBLEMS WITH THE EMAILING TODAY AND THAT WAS FUN... RECEIVING EMAILS HOURS LATER AND OUT OF ORDER SO IT WAS LIKE WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT... LOL. THEN REPLYING TO SOMETHING THAT DOESNT NEED TO BE REPLIED TO CAUSE I DIDNT GET THE OTHER EMAIL YET THAT ALREADY COVERED IT HAHA.

YA... LIKE I SAID I THOUGHT I COULD FINALLY STOP PARTYING AND TAKE A BREAK... WELL THAT BREAK LASTED 1 WEEK... WEEKEND TECHNICALLY HAHA. SOMEHOW ENDED UP PARTYING... I DONT KNOW HOW... DROVE A FRIEND DOWN... THEN SOMEHOW FOUND PARKING... OH LOOK NO TICKET YAY I DONT HAVE TO GO... OH WAIT... FRIEND HAD EXTRA TICKET... FUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!! PARTY PARTY PARTY... BUT NOW IM GOOD. NO MORE... TIL AFTER MY EXAM... WHICH I ALREADY HAVE TICKETS FOR HAHA. NOT EVEN MY BDAY OR MY BUDDIES BDAY, GONNA HAVE TO LAY LOW TO STAY AWAY FROM THE PARTY SCENE HAHA. EVERYONE ELSE HAVE FUN :P

HAD A FAMILY GATHERING FOR THE AUGUST BDAY PPL. HAD ABOUT 25 PPL IN MY AUNTS PLACE... AND MAN WAS THERE A LOT OF FOOD. THE PIC ABOVE ONLY SHOWED 1/3 TABLES... OTHER TABLE HAD SNACKS AND SOME MORE SNACKS ON THE OTHER ONE. IT WAS NICE SEEING A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE AND PEOPLE THAT I DIDNT KNOW... LOL

ALSO WATCHED LUCY YESTERDAY. I LIKED THE STORY LINE, MY KIND OF THING. IT WAS FILMED IN A WAY THAT WORKED FOR THAT MOVIE. SCARLETT JOHANSSON... HMMMM SHE WAS OK... NOT SURE IF IF I WOULD HAVE CASTED HER INTO IT. MORGAN FREEMAN... YOU CANT GO WRONG WITH HIM LOL. A FEW QUESTIONS ABOUT THE MOVIE BUT WHEN ISNT THERE A QUESTION RIGHT? WITHOUT SPOILING ANYTHING A MAJOR THEME THATS TALKED ABOUT MAKES YOU REALLY WONDER WHAT WE ARE DOING HERE... WHERE ARE WE GOING... AND ONCE AGAIN THE SUBJECT OF TIME. EVERYTHING EVENTUALLY IRREVOCABLY ALWAYS COME BACK TO... TIME.

WELL... THIS POST WAS MORE REMINISCENT OF MY EARLIER POSTS IN THE YEAR... WHERE IT WAS MORE THOUGHT PROVOKING EH.

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