FREE TIME

SO SIMILARLY TO THE POST ABOUT WHAT DO YOU DO, I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU DO IN YOUR FREE TIME WHEN YOURE NOT WORKING. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN FREE TIME, BUT HOW YOU SPEND IT IS THE INTERESTING PART. SOME PEOPLE GO OUT, SOME READ, AND SOME HAVE A HOBBY. THERE ARE COUNTLESS WAYS TO SPEND YOUR FREE TIME, SO WHY DO YOU DO WHAT YOU DO... IN YOUR FREE TIME? PERSONALLY I THINK IT SAYS A LOT ABOUT A PERSON. I LIKE TO WATCH TV/MOVIES, HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS, AND DO MY OWN THING. BY THAT I JUST MEAN THINGS TO LEARN, ADDING TO MY RANDOMNESS, AND THIS BLOG. FOR ME I JUST WANT TO DO THINGS THAT ARE RELAXING, ESPECIALLY AFTER WORK. IM TOO TIRED AND LAZY TO DO ANYTHING ELSE OR AFTERWARDS. I CAN ESCAPE INTO A SHOW OR A MOVIE AND JUST RELAX. THERE IS A TON OF OTHER THINGS I DO IN MY FREE TIME BUT THIS IS BASICALLY WHAT I DO IN MY FREE TIME. SO WHAT DO YOU DO IN YOUR FREE TIME AND WHY? LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS BELOW.

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FANCY AND SPIFFY

OK... SO I HAVE 3 TOPICS THAT I COULD WRITE ABOUT TODAY... BUT IM TOO LAZY, TOO TIRED, AND DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING ABOUT ANY OF THEM. ANY ONE OF THOSE TOPICS WILL BE A FULL POST AND I JUST CANT DO IT RIGHT NOW. BETWEEN PASSING OUT AND ZONING OUT, IM NOT ACTUALLY SURE I KNOW WHATS GOING ON RIGHT NOW LOL. SO INSTEAD OF GETTING A MEANINGFUL POST, YOU GET THIS... AN EXPLANATION OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN INSTEAD HAHA. I PROMISE I WILL HAVE A REAL POST NEXT WEEK. ITS JUST THAT I ALSO HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW AND ALSO HAVE A MEETING AT NIGHT TIME THAT I WANT TO GET SOME SLEEP.

HOWEVER I WILL SAY THAT LAST NIGHT I WENT TO THIS CHARITY GALA EVENT HOSTED BY OUR VANCOUVER CANUCKS. ITS TO RAISE MONEY FOR KIDS AND HELP WITH TREATMENTS AND SUCH. I WAS LUCKY TO BE INVITED AND WHAT A NIGHT IT WAS. TOTALLY FANCY AND SPIFFY AND TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN THE NORMAL PARTIES I GO TO. ALL THE PLAYERS AND COACHES WERE THERE AND YOU GET TO INTERACT AND TALK TO THEM. FIRST PART OF THE NIGHT THE PLAYERS WERE CASINO DEALERS AND YOU GET TO PLAY WITH FAKE MONEY AND JUST HANG OUT. YOU CAN ALSO TAKE PHOTOS WITH THE PLAYERS AND ENTER DRAWS AND SUCH, WHICH WERE ALL BY DONATIONS. THE FUNNY THING IS THAT I HAVENT REALLY FOLLOWED HOCKEY IN YEARS... AND MOST OF THE PLAYERS THAT I KNEW ARE EITHER RETIRED OR NO LONGER ON THE TEAM. SO ALL THESE NEW PEOPLE I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THEY ARE. SURE IVE HEARD OF SOME OF THEM BUT DO I ACTUALLY RECOGNIZE THEM OR KNOW WHO THEY ARE OR THEIR STAT... NO. LOL. THEN THE ACTUAL PARTY PART WE WENT INTO THIS BIG BALLROOM AND THE TABLE SET UP WAS REALLY NICE. A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TALKED AND WE GOT 3 COURSE MENU OF SALAD, STEAK, AND DESSERT. MORE PEOPLE TALKED, AND THERE WAS A SILENT AUCTION, A LIVE AUCTION, AND GAMES. ITS WAS PRETTY IMPRESSIVE THE AMOUNTS THAT THE PRIZES WERE GOING FOR. I MEAN IT WAS DEFINITELY FOR A GOOD CAUSE, BUT THE MONEY THROWN AROUND WAS JUST SOMETHING ELSE, BUT ITS ALSO A TAX WRITE OFF SO I GUESS ITS A WIN WIN LOL. IT ALSO HELPS THAT IT WAS AN OPEN BAR AS WELL AND EVERYONE WAS GETTING HAMMERED HAHA. OVERALL IT WAS AN AMAZING, INTERESTING, FUN, LOUD, CRAZY NIGHT. FOR SURE IT WAS ONE OF THE FANCIEST PARTIES AND HIGH CALIBRE PARTIES IVE BEEN TO.

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UPDATE

SO... ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE UPDATED EVERYONE ON EVERYTHING. I KNOW SOMETIMES THERE MIGHT BE A LINE OR TWO ABOUT WHATS GOING ON BUT HAVENT REALLY SAID MUCH MORE THAN THAT. MAIN REASON FOR THAT IS BECAUSE IM TIRED AND LAZY LOL. ALSO BECAUSE THERES NOT MUCH MORE TO TELL THAN THAT... HONESTLY... JUST BEEN BUSY WORKING AND GETTING REST. I COME HOME AND IM TIRED AND THEN SOMETIMES WHEN I DO THIS ITS LATE. THATS WHY THE POST SOUNDS LIKE THE WAY IT SOUNDS. SOMETIMES I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NAP LOL. I KNOW I COULD POST THIS EARLIER BUT ITS JUST SO HARD SOMETIMES. YES YES THERES A TWSS RIGHT THERE. THE OTHER REASON IS BECAUSE I DONT HAVE MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT. I SAID IT BEFORE, THAT THERES ACTUALLY QUITE A FEW TOPICS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT, BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME OR ENGERY TO DO IT. THATS WHY I END UP WRITING MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS QUICK AND EASY. IF I ONLY WROTE POSTS ABOUT THE MEANINGFUL TOPICS, THEN THE POSTS WOULD NOT BE WEEKLY AND I WOULD RUN OUT OF MATERIAL QUICKLY. THE ODDS ARE THAT THE POST WOULD HAVE MORE DEPTH AND QUALITY COMPARED TO WHAT IM PUMPING OUT RIGHT NOW LOL. I MEAN THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH WHAT IM POSTING RIGHT NOW, ITS JUST THAT YOU CAN SEE THE QUALITY DROPPING THESE FEW YEARS COMPARED TO THE EARLY DAYS AKA THE FIRST FEW YEARS LOL. THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU WRITE EVERY WEEK FOR THE PAST 7+ YEARS... IVE ALSO SAID THAT IM NOT SURE IF IM GOING TO KEEP THIS BLOG GOING AND THAT IM WORKING ON SOMETHING THAT WOULD BE BETTER. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE I AM WITH THAT. I LOOKED INTO IT BUT IT WOULD EITHER TAKE MORE TIME OR I WOULD HAVE TO POST LESS. THERES A LOT TO CONSIDER... I WOULD BASICALLY HAVE TO RESTART FROM THE BEGINNING IF I END UP DOING IT THIS CERTAIN WAY. IT WOULD BE A LOT OF REBUILDING. IT WOULD BE A CHALLENGE BUT IT WOULD BE FUN TO DO LOL. SO I GUESS IN THE MEANTIME YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU GET UNTIL I FIGURE THIS OUT LOL. ANY SUGGESTIONS? LOL.

SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO THEN? WELL... BEEN WORKING, CATCHING UP ON SHOWS AND MOVIES, PLAYING MJ, HANGING OUT WITH FAMILY AND THE NEPHEW, HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS, AND WORKING ON RANDOM THINGS. ITS QUIET THESE DAYS. NOT MUCH REALLY TO DO AND NOT MUCH I REALLY WANT TO DO. MAN... I NEED A VACATION... I NEED A PERMANENT VACATION LOL. UNTIL THEN... BACK TO THE GRIND.

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MY MINDS A BLANK

SO... I DONT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC TO WRITE ABOUT THIS WEEK. I CANT EVEN THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT... I LOOKED AT THAT LIST OF LEGIT TOPICS AND REALIZE THAT ITS GOING TAKE TOO LONG TO WRITE ABOUT IT AND THAT I CANT REALLY THINK STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW. I MIGHT BE LAZY TOO, BUT THAT CANT BE IT LOL.

IM SITTING HERE LISTENING TO THE RAIN HIT THE WINDOW AND MY MINDS BLANK... I CANT EVEN REALLY THINK OF STATEMENTS TO WRITE, AND THIS IS AFTER ME SAYING THAT IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW. ITS DAYS LIKE THESE THAT I WONDER WHY IM STILL WRITING, AND NOW WE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. YOU NOW ALL GET A POST ABOUT NOTHING.

OK, SO I TYPE UP A PARAGRAPH AND IT WAS GOING SOMEWHERE BUT THEN I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE IT WAS GOING SO I JUST DELETED IT.

ANYWAYS, SO I WENT OVER TO MY BROTHERS PLACE TO WATCH MY NEPHEW FOR A BIG AND PICK UP MY PARENTS THE OTHER DAY. NEPHEW WAS FINE, I PUT HIM TO SLEEP AND ALL. HE WOKE UP WHEN MY BROTHER GOT BACK SO NEPHEW WOKE UP. IT WAS BASICALLY TIME FOR THE NIGHT FEEDING. HE WAS BEING ESPECIALLY NAGGY AND JUST WOULDNT EAT. THEN... FOR THE FIRST TIME... I HEARD HIM REALLY CRY. HES 4 AND A HALF MONTH  OLD NOW AND HE DOESNT REALLY CRY MUCH BUT THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM REALLY BALL OUT. OMG CAN HE CRY. HE GETS SO LOUD AND AT SUCH A HIGH PITCH THAT IM ACTUALLY IMPRESSED LOL. HE MOST DEFINITELY HAS MY SET OF LUNGS LOL. HIS SCREAM ARE LONG TOO WHICH IS SURPRISING. HE WAS ABLE TO GO ON FOR A SOLID 15 20 MINUTES I THINK AND THEN STOPPED FOR A MINUTE, I GUESS TO CATCH HIS BREATH AND THEN HE WENT BACK AT IT. APPARENTLY HE KEPT GOING FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTES AFTER WE LEFT AND THEN HE WAS FINE, BUT WOW A SOLID HALF AN HOUR OF ALL OUT CRY SCREAMING. I MEAN HOW CAN SOMETHING SO TINY MAKE SUCH IMPRESSIVE NOISE. WELL NOW I GOT SOME GOOD VIDEOS OF THIS AND WILL SHOW HIM WHEN HES OLDER LOL. ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT HES FUN TO PLAY WITH. STILL A LITTLE YOUNG AND DOESNT DO MUCH BUT YOU KNOW, STILL FUN.

THIS POST IS A FILLER POST I GUESS. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND WE WILL SEE IF YOU READERS GET A REAL POST OR NOT LOL. WHO KNOWS, I CERTAINLY DONT, HAHA.

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LOST & FOUND

OK... SO THAT WAS WEIRD... I THOUGHT I WAS TYPING AND HAD WORDS ON THIS PAGE... WHAT I REALLY THINK HAPPENED WAS THAT I PASSED OUT AND STARTED IMAGINING THINGS LOL. ANYWAYS, TIME FOR THIS WEEKS POST!

NOW I DONT MEAN THE REGULAR LOST AND FOUND, WHERE YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU MISPLACED AND LEFT BEHIND. WHAT I MEAN IS WHAT DID YOU LOSE THAT WAS YOURS? OK... LET ME TRY THAT AGAIN. I MEAN PERSONALLY, DEEPLY, INTRINSICALLY, PRIVATE, OR PERSONALITY. TAKE THIS BLOG FOR EXAMPLE. I USE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS EXCITING AND I WANTED TO SEE HOW MANY VIEWS I CAN GET, WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS PEOPLE WILL POST, HOW WILL PEOPLE REACT. I USE TO ENJOY IT AND IT WAS FUN AND IT WAS MEANINGFUL. NOW, SOMETIMES, A LOT OF THE TIME, I DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE... IM JUST SO TIRED AND LAZY, AND I DONT WANT TO WRITE IT ANYMORE. I EVEN PASSED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES WRITING THIS, HELL I PASSED OUT BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING LOL. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS BLOG, I USE TO THINK ABOUT THE TOPICS, POST A TON OF PICTURE, ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, AND WRITE A LOT! THESE DAYS I CANT EVEN GET A DECENT TOPIC OUT AND I RESORT TO MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS EASY. WHAT I LOST IS MY MOTIVATION, MY WILL, MY DRIVE FOR THIS. THEN RECENTLY I FORGOT WHEN, BUT WHEN I WAS WRITING I FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. IT MADE ME HAPPY AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN I STILL ENJOYED IT. THEN I FOUND MY MOTIVATION BACK TO CONTINUE ON WRITING... SOMETIMES. I STARTED WRITING ABOUT REAL TOPICS AGAIN, TOPICS THAT I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO IT. I GUESS SINCE IM STILL WRITING IL HAVE A CHANCE TO WRITE THEM, BUT IF I STOP, THEN IT WILL NEVER BE POSTED. OK... I HAVE A FEELING THIS ISNT REALLY MAKING SENSE ANYMORE. I HOPE YOU GET MY POINT...

SEE IM SO LAZY THAT IM GOING TO MAKE THIS INTO A 2 PARTER LOL. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND SEE IF YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING... CAUSE I DONT LOL. GOODNIGHT.

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WHERE AM I...

WELL... I DID IT AGAIN... SOMEHOW I ENDED UP IN HONG KONG... LOL. THIS WAS SORT OF A LAST MINUTE TRIP. I CAME BACK FOR 3 MAIN REASONS:

1. TO VISIT MY GRANDMA
2. TO ATTEND MY COUSINS HONG KONG WEDDING RECEPTION
3. TO VISIT MY FAMILY'S ANCESTRAL HOME

BASICALLY SPENT MOST OF THE TIME WITH FAMILY AND THEN HEADED OFF TO CHINA TO SEE WHERE MY FAMILY CAME FROM. TOOK A BUS TO CHINA AND THEN ANOTHER BUS FURTHER INTO CHINA AND THEN AN UNCLE DROVE US EVEN FURTHER INTO CHINA... THIS ISNT JUST THE BOONIES OR THE OUT SKIRTS OF SOME TOWN... THIS WAS THE BOONIES OF THE BOONIES OF A VILLAGE... A LEGIT VILLAGE... WHATEVER THE SMALLER VERSION OF A VILLAGE IS, THAT IS WHAT THIS WAS... ANYONE KNOW WHATS SMALLER THAN A VILLAGE? THIS PLACE WAS JUST A ROAD, YOU CANT REALLY CALL IT A STREET EITHER... THERES SOME ALLEYS I GUESS... LONG STORY SHORT, AFTER MY DAD ASKED FOR SOME DIRECTIONS, CAUSE EVEN HE DIDNT REALLY KNOW WHERE IT WAS, WE FOUND IT. LETS JUST SAY IT WAS INTERESTING... THE HOUSE SURE GOT A LOT OF LIGHT... BUT THAT MIGHT BE BECAUSE WE HAD NO ROOF... THE ROOF FELL DOWN DECADES AGO APPARENTLY. PLANTS HAVE OVERGROWN ALL OVER THE PLACE AND YOU CAN TELL THAT ITS BEEN GROWING FOR A LONG LONG LONGGGGGGGGG TIME... THEN THERES OF COURSE ALL THE GARBAGE... NOT REALLY JUNK GARBAGE BUT MORE OF RANDOM CONSTRUCTION STUFF WHICH WAS PROBABLY THROWN THERE BY THE NEIGHBOURS WHEN THEY REBUILT THE HOUSE. THE OTHER HOUSES NEXT TO AND ACROSS FROM US WERE EMPTY AND JUST HAD A SMALL LOCK ON THE GATES... NOT LIKE ANYONE WOULD REALLY BREAK IN... CONSIDERING ITS IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. THERE WERE THESE GRANDMAS AROUND AND MY DAD TALKED TO THEM, FIRST ONE DIDNT KNOW ANYONE WE RELATED TO, THEN THE SECOND GRANDMA KNEW MY GRANDMA... BUT THIS GRANDMA WAS LIKE 90+ YEARS OLD... SOOOOOOO SHE MUST HAVE KNOWN HER WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG YOUNG... LISTENING TO THEM SPEAK LEGIT VILLAGE ACCENT I COULD ONLY MAKE OUT LIKE HALF OF WHAT THEY WERE SAYING. IT WAS PRETTY SURREAL BEING THERE... KNOWING THIS IS WHERE MY DAD GREW UP, WHERE MY GRANDPA/GRANDMA GREW UP, WHERE MY GREAT GRANDPA/GRANDMA GREW UP, AND WHO KNOWS HOW MANY GENERATIONS THAT SHACK WAS HOME TO... THERE WERENT ANY YOUNG PEOPLE THERE, EVERYONES MOVED OUT AND THE ONLY PEOPLE LEFT ARE REAL OLD GRANDPARENTS AND FARMERS. THIS WAS SOMETHING I REALLY WANTED TO DO FOR A LONG TIME, I LIKE THIS KIND OF STUFF. PERHAPS ONE DAY WE WILL REBUILD IT OR JUST DO SOMETHING TO IT BUT ITS SO FAR OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE IT MIGHT NOT BE WORTH IT... I MEAN ITS NOT LIKE WE CAN SELL IT... UNLESS THE GOVERNMENT DECIDES TO BUY THE VILLAGE UP AND REBUILD THE WHOLE AREA, WE AINT GOING TO BE RICH OFF IT LOL. ONE DAY IL GO BACK AND STICK SOME SIGNS THERE AND BE LIKE THIS IS MINE!!! LOL. AT LEAST NOW I KNOW HOW TO GO THERE. IF IT WASNT FOR MY AUNT AND OTHER UNCLE KNOWING AND HAPPEN TO BE GOING BACK THIS TIME, WE WOULDNT BE GOING BACK EITHER. 

I TOOK TONS OF PHOTOS AND VIDEOS AND I COULD ACTUALLY MAKE A VIDEO POST ABOUT THIS AND YOU COULD SEE WHAT I MEAN, BUT IM LAZY AND THAT WOULD REQUIRE EDITING LOL. WE SHALL SEE, I MEAN I ALWAYS TAKE VIDEOS AND EVEN NARRATE THEM BUT THEN GET TOO LAZY TO PUT THEM TOGETHER. I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE HAD A PRETTY AWESOME RANDOM TRAVEL VIDEOS BUT YOU KNOW... LOL. THERES ACTUALLY A LOT MORE I WANT TO WRITE AND TALK ABOUT THIS TRIP AND EVERYTHING BUT IM TIRED AND LAZY. YOU ALL CAN ASK ME HOW IT WAS WHEN I SEE YOU, OR I CAN JUST SHOW YOU THE VIDS ON MY PHONE LOL. 

OH YA AND ITS HOT HERE... WORE JEANS THE FIRST 2 DAYS THEN DECIDE TO WEAR SHORTS CAUSE ITS FREAKING HOT... THE ONE DAY I DECIDE TO WEAR SHORTS I GET MOSQUITO BITES... FREAKING HELL... LOL. IMA GO SCRATCH THEM AND GO TO SLEEP LOL. GOODNIGHT. 

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BLOCKERS

IM TIRED, SLEEPY, AND LAZY... BUT MUST WRITE THIS... BEEN THINKING AGAIN ABOUT WHETHER TO KEEP THIS GOING OR NOT... GETS TIRING ESPECIALLY WHEN YOURE PASSING OUT CONSTANTLY AND YOU WAKE UP WITH 5 ROWS OF THE LETTER K ACROSS THE PAGE... IVE BEEN TAKING THE EASY ROUTE AND JUST WRITING MOVIE REVIEWS BUT THERES NO SATISFACTION... SO I FIGURE THAT IF I JUST WRITE A SHORTER REVIEW AND GENERAL THOUGHTS OR IDEAS THEN TECHNICALLY ITS A REAL POST... IL PROBABLY DO THAT FROM NOW ON... LETS TRY IT.

WATCHED BLOCKERS WITH THE GF AND IT STARS JOHN CENA, LESLIE MANN, IKE BARINHOLTZ, SOME KIDS AND OTHER PEOPLE THAT IM TOO LAZY TO MENTION. ITS FUNNY, LOTS OF FUNNY PARTS AND THE TRAILER DOES NOT GIVE IT ALL AWAY. BASICALLY THEIR DAUGHTERS ARE ALL BEST FRIENDS AND THEY DECIDE TO MAKE A SEX PACT TO LOSE THEIR VIRGINITY ON PROM NIGHT, AND THEIR PARENTS TRY TO COCK BLOCK THEM, HENCE THE MOVIE TITLE BLOCKERS. THEY MADE JOHN CENA REALLY SENSITIVE WHICH WAS TOO FORCED I WOULD SAY. DONT REALLY HAVE MUCH ISSUE WITH THE MOVIE BUT JUST HAVE A LOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT PROM AND ALL... SPECIFICALLY AMERICAN PROMS... SO IN THE STATES PROM IS A HUGEEEEEEEEE DEAL, LIKE NO JOKE ITS MASSIVE!!! THEY PLAN IT LIKE ITS THE BIGGEST DAY OF THEIR LIVES... IN A WAY I GUESS IT IS... ANYWAYS PROMS HUGE, PARTIES ARE HUGE, AND AFTER PARTIES = SEX, DRUGS, AND ALCOHOL. ITS POSTED ALL OVER SOCIAL MEDIA AND HELD IN HOMES AND HOTELS. SURPRISED HOW NEIGHBOURS AND HOTELS DONT BUST KIDS FOR DRUGS AND ALCOHOL... MOVIES UNREALISTIC WHERE THEY ARE IN A HOTEL AND THERES KIDS DRINKING AND DOING COKE AND EVERYTHING ELSE AND NO ONE CARES... THEY ARE LITERALLY EVERYWHERE AND IN THE OPEN... HOW DID THEY GET IT IN THE FIRST PLACE... WELL THATS EASILY ANSWERED BUT YOU GET MY POINT. ON TOP OF THAT ALL THE KIDS HAVE THEIR OWN ROOM. THE ROOM IN THE MOVIE IS A PRETTY DECENT ROOM, SO HOW THE HELL COULD THEY AFFORD IT THEMSELVES... OR DID THEY HAVE SOMEONE PAY FOR IT. NOT LIKE A GRAD WOULD HAVE MONEY LIKE THAT TO BLOW. ONLY AMERICAN PROMS ARE MADE TO LOOK LIKE THAT. THEY ARE SO BIG IN THE STATES THAT THEY HAVE THEIR OWN SNAP STORIES, LIKE THE ONES ON THE MAIN PAGE. ASKING PEOPLE TO PROM IS A BIG DEAL TOO... HELL WHEN I WENT TO PROM WE LITERALLY TOOK A LIMO WENT AROUND AND TOOK PHOTOS THEN WENT TO THE PARTY AND THEN HUNG OUT AFTER. AINT REALLY THE SAME... IM SURE THERE WERE CRAZIER PARTIES AROUND... BUT OUR SCHOOL WAS QUIET... THEN AGAIN I DIDNT REALLY PARTY UNTIL AFTER I GRADUATED LOL. ANYWAYS MOVIE WAS FUNNY AND ENJOYABLE. I GIVE THIS A 7.68-7.8/10.

OK... I GUESS THE REVIEW WENT DEEPER THAN I THOUGHT... WELL SCREW IT, GONNA GO SLEEP. TOO LAZY AND TOO TIRED. IL TRY NEXT TIME LOL.

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REVIEW: THE HITMANS BODYGUARD

THE FOLLOWING PASSING OUT REVIEW IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY... ZZZZZ LOL. THE GF AND I WATCHED THE HITMANS BODYGUARD AND THE MOVIE WAS PRETTY GOOD. IT STARS RYAN REYNOLDS, SAMUEL L JACKSON, SALMA HAYEK, ELODIE YUNG, AND GARY OLDMAN. ITS ABOUT A BODYGUARD WHO USE TO BE A BIG SHOT AND NOW HES A NOBODY. THEN HIS EX CALLS TO HELP HER WITH A PROTECTION JOB. THE PERSON TURNS OUT TO BE AN ASSASSIN THAT CAN HELP PUT A MURDEROUS DICTATOR AWAY. THEN THE REST OF THE MOVIE IS EVERYONE TRYING TO KILL THEM. THE MOVIE WAS REALLY FUNNY, RYAN AND SAM WORKED WELL ON SCREEN TOGETHER. THEIR CHEMISTRY WORKED AND THEY PLAYED OFF EACH OTHER. THE ACTION WAS GREAT! TONS AND TONS OF ACTION AND LOTS OF DEATH. THE STORYLINE ITSELF WELL... COULD HAVE USED A BIT OF WORK, SINCE THE WHOLE MOVIE WAS PREDICTABLE. YOU COULD GUESS WHAT WOULD HAPPEN NEXT AND WHO WAS BEHIND IT AND ALL. THE ENDING COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER AS WELL. THEY SHOULD HAVE ADDED AN ADDITION SCENE JUST TO GIVE THE AUDIENCE CLOSURE WITH THE OTHER CHARACTER. IM ACTUALLY NOT SPOILING THE MOVIE THAT BAD THIS TIME. THEN AGAIN ITS REALLY PREDICTABLE SO THERES NO POINT IN ME TRYING... SINCE YOU CAN GUESS IT ALL HAHA. ITS A GOOD MOVIE, FUNNY MOVIE, ENJOYABLE MOVIE. I GIVE THIS A 8.128-8.62/10. YUP THAT IS REALLY MY SCORE FOR IT HAHA. OH AND ONE MORE THINGGGGGGG SALMA HAD A SMALL ROLE, LIKE REALLY SMALL... I THOUGHT SHE PLAYED A BIGGER PART AND THAT WASNT THE CASE. SAME WITH GARY... BOTH WERE UNDER USED IN SUCH A BIG MOVIE. THE MOVIE CONCENTRATED A LOT ON JUST RYAN AND SAM. JUST GOING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THE 2 OF THEM.

LIFE HAS BEEN QUITE BUSY, AND IM TOO TIRED AND SLEEPY TO EVEN BEGIN TO SAY MORE. THATS WHY LATELY ITS ONLY BEEN MOVIE REVIEWS. MAYBE... HOPEFULLY... SOON... IL HAVE A REAL POST UP HAHA. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

BLANK PAGE...

IVE SORTA BEEN STARING AT THIS BLANK PAGE FOR A WHILE... IVE ALSO BEEN PASSING OUT FOR THE PAST WHILE AS WELL... ONCE AGAIN I HAD A TOPIC TO WRITE ABOUT BUT BY THE TIME I GOT AROUND TO THIS IM ALREADY TOO TIRED TO WRITE ABOUT IT. IM SO SLEEPY RIGHT NOW... IM NOT EVEN SURE WHAT I CAN WRITE ABOUT EXCEPT THIS... AND EVEN THIS IS TAKING BRAIN POWER THAT I CURRENTLY DO NOT HAVE. SO IM JUST GOING TO WRITE A BIT MORE SO IT ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE I DID SOMETHING HAHA. WELL I DID GO TO A HOCKEY GAME LAST WEEK, THAT WAS NICE. WE WERE BEHIND AND WE TIED IT UP AND ONLY TO WIN IT IN OVERTIME. NOTHING REALLY THIS WEEK, JUST WORK AND HUNG OUT. SO I THINK THIS WILL ACTUALLY BE THE SHORTEST POST EVER... I PROMISE YOU ALL THAT REAL POSTS ARE COMING!!! I SWEAR!!!

IF YOU CAME TO READ SOMETHING MIND BLOWING OR THOUGH PROVOKING... THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY NOT THE BLOG YOU WERE LOOKING FOR... AT LEAST NOT FOR TODAY ITS NOT... HAHA

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TIRED AND LAZY

WELL... YOU KNOW HOW I SAID IM GOING BACK TO QUALITY POSTS ABOUT VARIOUS TOPICS??? LETS JUST SAY IM TIRED AND IM LAZY RIGHT NOW... AND THAT I CAN BARELY KEEP MY EYES OPEN... SOOO UNFORTUNATELY QUALITY POST WILL HAVE TO WAIT... MY BAD...

FRIENDS PLAYED VOLLEYBALL TOURNAMENT, I WATCHED. REALLY MAKES ME MISSING PLAYING SPORTS. NOT ONLY HAVE I GAINED WEIGHT I CANT HAVE FUN. IT WAS FUN WATCHING MY BUDDIES WHO HAVENT PLAYED ANY SPORTS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, JUMP IN AND PLAY A TOURNAMENT. AT THE END, THEY DIDNT WIN, BUT THEY DID QUITE WELL WITH SUCH LITTLE TO NO PREPPING. OH FOOTBALL IS BACK!!! ONCE AGAIN IM WATCHING THAT TOO... THIS INJURY IS SERIOUSLY PISSING ME OFF!!! I JUST WANT TO PLAY SPORTS!!! :(

OK A SHORT REVIEW OF WAR DOGS. WATCHED IT YESTERDAY AND I LOVED IT :) ITS THAT KIND OF MOVIE THAT SURPRISES YOU AND IS FUNNY AND MAKES YOU THINK AS WELL. YA I KNOW... YOU DONT EXPECT IT EH. ITS JUST MORE LIKE YOU ASKING REALLY... YOU DID THAT OR YOU CAN DO THAT OR WHY AM I NOT DOING THAT!?!?!?! JONAH HILL GOT FAT FOR THE ROLE BUT HES FUNNY AS HELL IN IT. MILES TELLER IS FUNNY AND WIMPY. ANA DE ARMAS IS HOT AS USUAL. BRADLEY COOPER IS A BADASS. YOU CAN JUST SIT THERE AND ENJOY THAT MOVIE AS WELL. THERE WERE A FEW QUESTIONS AT THE END OF THE MOVIE AND JUST REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT I GUESS WE NEVER WILL... I WAS WILLING TO PAY FULL PRICE FOR THE MOVIE BUT THIS WAS ACTUALLY DISCOUNTED REGULAR TICKET!!! THE MOVIE WAS BASED ON A TRUE STORY SO THAT MAKES YOU WONDER, HOW MUCH IS TRUTH AND HOW MUCH OF IT IS MADE UP... ANYWAYS I GIVE IT A 7.8-8.2/10 I LIKED IT SO YOU CAN ALL JUST SHUT UP :) LOL

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TUNE IN NEXT WEEK...

IM TIRED, IM LAZY, AND I HAVE THIS TOPIC I WANT TO WRITE BUT I REALLY JUST DONT WANT TO HALF ASS IT. I THOUGHT I COULD WRITE ABOUT IT TODAY BUT BY THE TIME I GOT HOME AND WAS GOING TO WRITE IT, I JUST CANT DO IT... I THINK FOR THIS TOPIC I SHOULD REALLY START WRITING IT EARLIER AND KEEP ADDING TO IT UNTIL NEXT WEEK AND THEN POST IT :) THERE WILL DEFINITIVELY BE SOMETHING MISSED IF I WRITE TODAY. IT WILL ALSO NOT MAKE SENSE AND WOULD BE A WASTE TO ACTUALLY TRY AND WRITE IT NOW. CAUSE WE ALL KNOW IM ALL ABOUT THE QUALITY WRITING... HAHA. WITH THAT SAID, THIS IS ANOTHER POST TO LET YOU KNOW WHY I DIDNT WRITE A REAL POST. THERES BEEN A FEW OF THESE IN THE PAST, BUT FOR THE SAKE OF WRITING SOMETHING EVERY WEEK, I WILL WRITE SOMETHING, EVEN IF ITS ABOUT NOTHING. YOU REALLY CAN WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT NOTHING BUT THAT NOTHING, IN AND OF ITSELF IS ALREADY SOMETHING. SO YOU CANT TRUELY WRITE ABOUT NOTHING. THE ONLY WAY TO WRITE ABOUT NOTHING IS TO ACTUALLY WRITING NOTHING AT ALL...

REST OF IT ALL? SAME AS USUAL, WORK AND LIFE CONTINUES. GOODNIGHT.

EDIT: SO APPARENTLY THIS IS POST NUMBER #250 :) WHAT A POST EH!!!

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PRETTY GOOD WEEK

WELL... ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE THIS HAS HAPPENED... BEEN HAVING A PRETTY GOOD WEEK SINCE THE LAST POST. BESIDES THE FACT THAT IVE HAD A MEETING EVERYDAY SINCE LAST WEEK, AND THE FACT THAT I SAW THE AFTERMATH OF 2 HEAD ON COLLISION ACCIDENTS AND A 3 LANE ACCIDENT HAPPEN AS IT HAPPENED, ITS BEEN A PRETTY GOOD WEEK. I WENT TO AN INTERESTING SHOW OVER THE WEEKEND... SOMETHING YOU REALLY DONT EXPECT ME AT... A WEDDING SHOW LOL YA... LONG STORY... ANYWAYS WENT WITH A FRIEND AND I EXPECTED THE QUESTION TO COME UP AND WHAT DO YOU KNOW... EVERYWHERE WE WENT PEOPLE WERE ASKING WHENS THE WEDDING, WHEN ARE YOU GUYS GETTING MARRIED, HAVE YOU PICKED A DATE, AND BLA BLA BLA... THING IS WE ARENT GETTING MARRIED... WE NOT EVEN TOGETHER... THAT USUALLY MADE THEM BACK OFF A BIT AND SURPRISED... THEY WERE ASKING WHAT DO YOU EXPECT SINCE YOURE HERE, OF COURSE YOURE GONNA GET ASKED. ANYWAYS IT WAS PRETTY INTERESTING AND COOL CHECKING EVERYTHING OUT, BUT NOT GONNA GET MARRIED ANY TIME SOON SO ITS ALL GOOD HAHA. COWORKERS BACK SO FINALLY HAVING TIME TO DO MY OWN THINGS. BEEN CATCHING UP NICELY ON MY OWN WORK. WHAT ELSE IS THERE... OH SOMETHING COOL HAPPENED BUT I CANT REALLY TELL YOU GUYS YET SOOOO IL TELL YOU GUYS LATER AFTER EVERYTHING. LOTS OF TV SHOWS AND AGENTS OF SHIELD IS BACK. STILL HAVE TONS OF SHOWS TO WATCH, BUT TOO BUSY THESE DAYS. TOO MUCH TO DO AND TOO LITTLE TIME. IM PRETTY TIRED RIGHT NOW TOO ACTUALLY SO THIS POST IS JUST JUMPING ALL OVER THE PLACE AND ITS GONNA BE A SHORT ONE. YOU KNOW WHAT... YA THATS IT FOR THIS WEEK LOL LOTS MORE TO COME, SO STAY TUNED!!!

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GOING TO SLEEP NOW...

THIS IS GOING TO BE A SAD SAD POST... SAD IN THE SENSE THAT ITS GOING TO BE SHORT AND REALLY NOT ABOUT ANYTHING. I HAD A FEW TOPICS BUT TOO LAZY AND TIRED TO WRITE ABOUT IT.

SO THERE WAS JUST ONE THING... ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS AND THAT MEANS NEW YEARS IS AROUND THE CORNER. WHEN PEOPLE MAKE NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS OR GOALS TO REACH, I ALWAYS FIND IT FUNNY. FUNNY HOW THEY ALL WANT TO START IT ON JANUARY 1. THAT DATE IS SO ARBITRARY. I MEAN IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER WHEN YOU START, YOU COULD EVEN START THE DAY YOU DECIDED TO START IT. PEOPLE JUST WANT TO THINK THAT THEY CAN DO IT SO THEY GIVE THEMSELVES TIME TO PREPARE AND START, BUT IN THE MEAN TIME THEY WANT TO KEEP DOING WHAT THEY ARE DOING... IF YOU REALLY WANTED A CHANGE OR SOMETHING YOU CAN DO IT ANY DAY!!! EVERYDAY IS JUST ANOTHER DAY. THERES NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT NEW YEAR, ITS JUST ANOTHER DAY. 

ANYWAYS WORKS STILL AS BUSY AS EVER AND WITH ALL THIS RAIN ITS CAUSING HELL WITH TONS OF PLACES. SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING... BLA BLA BLA. SCREW IT!!! IM GOING TO SLEEP!!!

POSITIVE POSITIVITY

I REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS WEEK AND EVEN HAD TO ASK SOME FRIENDS FOR TOPICS. LETS JUST SAY THIS WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT I DECIDED THAT ITS A PRETTY GOOD ONE. I WAS ALSO LAZY AND DIDNT WANT TO TYPE ANYTHING UP. I ACTUALLY PASSED OUT TRYING TO GET THIS POST GOING...

IM A PRETTY POSITIVE PERSON... EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT NOT SEEM LIKE IT ESPECIALLY SINCE I LOOK AND SOUND MORE LIKE A PESSIMIST... I WOULD CONSIDER MYSELF MORE OF A REALIST... I KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND WHAT THE LIMITS OF REALITY REALLY SHOULD BE... WITH THAT BEING SAID... IM STILL REALLY OPTIMISTIC ABOUT MY ABILITIES AND WHAT I REALLY CAN DO. YOU HAVE TO BE POSITIVE TO ACHIEVE ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE. ITS LIKE THE THE WORLD KNOWS WHEN YOU ARE BEING A DOWNER AND EVERYTHING JUST GOES THAT WAY AS WELL, BUT WHEN YOU ARE POSITIVE EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS TO WORK OUT SOMEHOW. NOT ONLY THAT BUT BEING POSITIVE IS STRONG CHARACTERISTIC TO HAVE. IT ALLOWS YOU TO BE ABLE TO HANDLE SITUATIONS THAT DONT GO YOUR WAY. WHEN THINGS DONT WORK OUT YOURE ABLE TO KEEP GOING AND SURVIVE. BEING POSITIVE ALSO LETS YOU KEEP SEEING ALL THE DIFFERENT POSSIBILITIES THAT THERE COULD BE, COMPARED TO JUST GIVING UP. EVEN PEOPLE AROUND YOU CAN FEEL THE POSITIVITY ABOUT A PERSON, AND THAT POSITIVENESS ATTRACTS ALIKE. THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO HELP YOU STAY POSITIVE, AND REMIND YOU WHEN THINGS DONT GO AS PLANNED. ITS A CIRCLE, POSITIVITY BREEDS POSITIVITY WHICH BRINGS POSITIVENESS.

YA... THIS WASNT MY BEST POST BUT I GOTTA STAY POSITIVE :) RIGHT!!! REST OF LIFE IS AS USUAL. STARTING TO GET CHIRSTMAS STUFF FROM CLIENTS AND BEEN EATING A BUNCH OF CHOCOLATES AND COOKIES LOL. SO I WAS DESIGNATED THE SOCIAL COORDINATOR FOR THE OFFICE AND ITS FUN. I ORDER FOOD OR SET THINGS UP, BUT THE MAIN THING IS THE COMPANY CHRISTMAS DINNER WHERE I GET TO MAKE GAMES AND MAKE SURE THE DINNER ISNT BORING LOL. ALSO I GET SECRET SANTA GOING. ITS ACTUALLY HARDER TO THINK OF GAMES FOR A WORK APPROPRIATE DINNER SETTING THAN YOU THINK... YOU HAVE TO HAVE GAMES THAT EVERYONE CAN UNDERSTAND AND THAT THEY WOULD KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING. A LOT OF TIME THERES GENERATIONAL GAPS BETWEEN COWORKERS AND THAT CAN MAKE IT LOB SIDED AND THAT IS WHY ITS HARD TO MAKE GAMES THAT EVERYONE UNDERSTAND, BUT SINCE I AM RUNNING THIS FOR THE 2ND TIME, I GOT THE HANG OF IT HAHA. DONT REMEMBER IF I MENTIONED WE MADE A VOLLEYBALL TEAM... BUT ANYWAYS ITS PRETTY FUN. WE DROPPED IN ON SOME GAMES AND HONESTLY IT DEPENDS ON THE TEAM THAT YOU GET DROPPED INTO. MY TEAM WELL... LETS JUST SAY NEEDS A LOT OF PRACTICE HAHA. ISSUE IS THAT WHEN I WENT UP FOR A BLOCK I MADE THE BLOCK, BUT THE OTHER GUY LANDED 1ST AND THEN I LANDED ON HIS FOOT AND I TWISTED MY ANKLE... SO THAT WAS FUN... IT BRUISED UP A BIT AND WAS TENDER FOR A FEW DAYS AND ACTUALLY THERES STILL SOME PAIN IF I BEND MY FOOT THIS ONE WAY.

FACEBOOK IS STILL LOCKED... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! ARGGG I DONT USE FACEBOOK MUCH BUT I DO NEED IT TO LINK THIS BLOG TO IT!!! ALSO LOTS OF GAMES ARE LINKED TO THAT ALONG WITH SITES SO I DONT HAVE TO CREATE AN ACCOUNT HAHA. I AM WHO I AM AND WHO CARES JEZZ AND I ALREADY VERIFIED SO WHO CARES IF MY LAST NAME IS JUST 1 LETTER!!! ARGGGG!!!

SO THE CRA SENT ME A LETTER BASICALLY SAYING THAT MY TAXES IS WRONG AND IM BEING REASSESSED... MY NUMBERS ARE BEING CHANGED BECAUSE I CANT SUPPORT THAT CLAIM... AND THAT I CANT CARRY FORWARD MY SCHOOL CREDIT... WHICH IS BULLSHIT BECAUSE YOU CAN. ANYWAYS... SHOULD BE ALL GOOD SINCE I GOT PROOF, SO ONCE AGAIN GOVERNMENT YOU CAN GO SUCK IT!!!

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SHORT AND SWEET

WELL... NO REAL TOPIC, NOT MUCH TO UPDATE, TIRED AND LAZY... SO THIS WILL BE ONE OF THOSE WEEKS WHERE THE POST IS REALLY LACKING MUCH SUBSTANCE LOL. ACTUALLY A BIG THING IS ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS GOT ENGAGED. WE WERE ALL PRESENT WHEN IT HAPPENED AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL. MAKES THE REST OF US REALLY THINK THOUGH... WE ALL GETTING OLDER AND AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE WE ARE GOING... I HAVE OTHER FRIENDS WHO ARE MARRIED ALREADY AND SOME OF THEM EVEN HAVE KIDS, AND ITS JUST SO WEIRD THAT THIS IS WHAT IM THINKING ABOUT THESE DAYS... THE DAYS OF PLAYING GAMES AND JUST HAVING FUN ARE OVER... GOTTA START THINKING ABOUT DIAPERS AND MORTGAGES... I REALLY CANT BELIEVE THAT THIS IS LIFE NOW... WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT... GOTTA BE A GROWN UP NOW... TRYING TO LOOK DOWN THE ROAD TO SEE WHATS NEXT AND I REALLY DONT KNOW... REALLY JUST DOING WHATEVER I CAN TO JUST MAKE IT TO THE NEXT STAGE. IVE SAID ALL THIS STUFF BEFORE BUT IT HITS YOU MORE WHEN THINGS HAPPEN AND THEN YOU START THINKING MORE ABOUT IT AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW YOURE STRESSING ABOUT IT... THEN YOU START STRESSING ABOUT STRESSING AND IT WILL JUST CONTINUE AS A VICIOUS CYCLE... UNTIL THAT DAY WHERE IT BUILDS UP SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE AND YOU JUST BLOW... YOU REALLY JUST NEED TO RELAX, YOU CANT LET THINGS GET TO YOU, AND WHEN IT DOES THE RESULT IS NEVER PRETTY. JUST DO WHAT YOU NEED TO, TO KEEP YOURSELF HAPPY. REMEMBER... IN THE ENDS ITS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU :)

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LOOKING FORWARD... CANT WAIT...

EVERYONE HAS AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER LOOK FORWARD TO OR COULDNT WAIT FOR SOMETHING. THE RESULT OF THAT IS EITHER OF SADNESS/DISAPPOINTMENT OR OF HAPPINESS/PURE JOY. THERES NO POINT IN JUST BEING OK WITH IT SINCE YOU ALREADY HYPED IT UP SO MUCH THAT IT WOULD JUST FEELS LIKE YOU WASTED TIME IF YOU ONLY FELT OK. WHY DO WE SOMETIMES PUT THINGS SO HIGH UP ONLY TO HAVE US REALIZE THAT IT HAS SUNKEN SO LOW? WE ALL WANT IT, WE ALL THINK WE NEED IT, WE ALL THINK WE DESERVE IT. WHO MAKES THIS DECISION THAT WE SHOULD GET WHAT WE GET? I MEAN WE REALLY ONLY GET WHAT WE PUT IN RIGHT??? OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE THAT LUCK OUT AND GET MORE THAN WHAT THEY DESERVE OR JUST HAVE THINGS HANDED TO THEM, BUT MAJORITY OF PEOPLE JUST GET WHAT THEY GET. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE AND WHY DO YOU THINK THAT... I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR YOURSELF. NO ONE WANTS TO WAIT OR UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEY DESERVE IT. YOU KNOW... ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT THEN I STARTED THIS TITLE AND EVENTUALLY IM NOT EVEN SURE THAT IT MAKES SENSE OR IS EVEN RELATED TO THE FIRST PART ANYMORE. THE TITLE IS A LITTLE CONFUSING TOO I SUPPOSE. YOU CAN TAKE IT AS LOOKING FORWARD TO SOMETHING AND CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN, OR YOU CAN TAKE IT AS YOU WANT TO MOVE ON. RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS ANYMORE... I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND OUT... AND IM GOING HAVE TO WAIT TO SEE WHICH IT IS. 

SO IM NOT EVEN QUITE SURE THE PARAGRAPH UP TOP MAKES SENSE... I PASSED OUT QUITE A FEW TIMES WRITING IT. WORKS BEEN GETTING BETTER AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL THESE LAST FEW THINGS ARE TAKEN CARE OF SO I CAN HAVE SOME MORE TIME. FOOTBALL??? WELL... THE PAST WEEKEND WAS A MUST WIN SO WE CAN MAKE PLAYOFFS FOR SURE... LETS JUST SAY WE DIDNT DO AS WELL AS WE WOULD HAVE LIKED. WE WERE SHORT PLAYERS AND THOSE WERE OUR FAST GUYS TOO... SO THAT HURT US. NOW ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO MAKE IT SINCE WE NEED 1 TEAM TO WIN, 1 TEAM TO LOSE, AND OH YA... WE NEED TO WIN AS WELL. IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS THEN WE WOULD NEED TO WIN AS WELL. THE ISSUE IS THAT WE PLAY THE #1 RANKED TEAM TWICE AND THE TEAM THAT WE ARE IN A RACE AGAINST IS PLAYING THE BOTTOM BOTTOM RANKED TEAM. THAT BOTTOM TEAM EVEN FORFEITED THEIR FIRST MEET AND THEY GOT EASY POINTS. THAT BOTTOM TEAM HASNT WON AND I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME FOR THEM TO :) HAHA THEN WE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE OF MAKING IT. JUST WATCH THEM FORFEIT AGAIN... THEY DONT CARE ANYMORE SO ITS LOOKING LIKE WE SCREWED :( SIGH. WHO KNOWS THOUGH :) WE CAN STILL MAKE IT. REST OF LIFE IS FINE FOR NOW. STILL THINKING OF WHERE I SHOULD GO FOR VACA... ANY SUGGESTIONS ANYONE? WELL WHEN IM NOT TIRED OR LAZY IL ACTUALLY WRITE A FULL POST. UNTIL THEN... GOODNIGHT.

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OUT OF IDEAS

WELL... IT HAS HAPPENED... I HAVE RAN OUT OF THINGS I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT... TECHNICALLY I RAN OUT OF TOPICS I WANT TO TALK ABOUT AND EVERYTHING ELSE I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT IM TOO LAZY OR I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT. LOL.

IVE BEEN BUSY AT WORK AS USUAL AND THIS WEEKS BEEN FILLED WITH MEETING AFTER MEETING AND THING AFTER THING... TODAY WE WENT TO BUILDEX AND IT WAS FUN :) GOT THE CHANCE TO TEST DRIVE A BENZ SPRINTER, GET A BUNCH OF SWAG, AND HAD OURSELVES A MASSAGE. TOO BAD THE MASSAGE WASNT HARD ENOUGH... SHE SAID SHE WAS GOING AS HARD AS SHE CAN... IF SHE WAS, THEN SHE FAILS. OH SO WHEN I MEAN I GOT A LOT OF SWAG, I MEAN I GOT A LOTTTTTTT OF SWAG LOL. ITS FUNNY HOW EVERYONE GIVES YOU PENS AND WHATNOT BUT THE ODDS OF ME USING THEM ARE SO SLIM... THE PENS THAT I USE ARE VERY PARTICULAR. ANYWAYS THE TRADE-SHOW WAS FUN AND PICKED UP A BUNCH OF STUFF THAT I WILL NEVER USE :) LOL

OH OH OH ANOTHER THING IS THAT TODAY I HELD MY FIRST WORK MEETING................. IN CHINESE LOL. I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO HAVE MY FIRST ONE WAS IN ENGLISH CAUSE IM BETTER AT IT THAN CHINESE. EITHER WAY I HELD MY OWN AND MADE IT. LOOKS LIKE FROM NOW ON IL BE IN CHARGE OF MORE ISSUES. MEETINGS LOL. OK... IM PASSING OUT BAD RIGHT NOW SO IM GOING TO GO SLEEP. THIS WAS A REALLY REALLY WEAK POST BUT BETTER HAVE POSTED THAN HAVE NOT EH ;) LOL.

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NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE...

EVER FEEL LIKE YOU JUST NEED TO GET OUT OF WHERE YOU ARE...??? I MEAN I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE CITY... GO SOMEWHERE... ANYWHERE... JUST OUT OF HERE... OUT OF THE CITY AND OUT OF THE COUNTRY... I JUST WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE FOR VACATION AND JUST LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND. I WANT TO FORGET ABOUT LIFE HERE, WORK, FRIENDS, FAMILY, WORRIES, DUTIES, AND JUST EVERYTHING. JUST GO SOMEWHERE OFF THE GRID IF ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE... DONT GET ME WRONG I MEAN EVERYTHING IS GOING GREAT BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE I NEED A GETAWAY AND JUST TO FORGET IT ALL AND COME BACK REFRESHED. IM SURE IVE WRITTEN ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THIS BEFORE... I THINK ABOUT THIS KIND OF STUFF ALL THE TIME BUT IF I ACTUALLY WRITE IT IS ANOTHER QUESTION... I HAVE WRITTEN SO MUCH THAT SOMETIMES ITS TOO MUCH WORK TO GO LOOK UP IT ALL AND IM GETTING TIRED TOO HAHA. EVERYONE WILL COME TO A TIME WHERE THEY FEEL THE SAME WAY, ITS JUST EVERYTHING AROUND US THAT ADDS UP AND EVENTUALLY WE JUST NEED TO GET RID OF WHATEVER IT IS AND RECHARGE. THATS WHY WE ALL HAVE VACATION TIME :) THIS SORTA TIES INTO MY POST ABOUT LIMITS AND HOW EVERYONE HAS ONE. EACH PERSON CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH AND SOONER OR LATER SOMETHING WILL SNAP IF YOU DONT TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. SO NOW THE QUESTION IS WHERE SHOULD I GO FOR VACATION? IVE BEEN TO SOME OF THE PLACES IN THE US, ALL OVER EUROPE, AND ASIA AS IN CHINA, HONG KONG, AND TAIWAN. IM NOT EVEN GOING TO BOTHER LISTING THE PLACES IVE BEEN TOO... THERES TOO MANY AND IM TOO LAZY RIGHT NOW. ALSO IM NOT GOING TO BOTHER LISTING ALL THE PLACES I WANT TO GO TO BECAUSE UNLESS I WIN THE LOTTO OR MAKE IT BIG, THERES NO WAY IL BE ABLE TO GO TO ALL THOSE PLACES EITHER. SO MORE OF A REALISTIC PLACE... SOME PLACE WITH LESS PEOPLE AND JUST ENJOY MYSELF... SOME PLACE THAT I REALLY DONT HAVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE... OR DO ANYTHING... PERHAPS JUST LAY THERE AND NOT CARE... THIS SOUNDS LIKE SOME SORT OF BEACH OR RESORT... THEN AGAIN I DONT WANT THE WHOLE PAMPERED EXPERIENCE... I DO BUT I DONT... IM THINKING LIKE SOMEWHERE LIKE THE AMAZON OR DESSERT BUT NOT AS HOT OR WITH THINGS THAT CAN KILL ME... A MOUNTAIN THATS NOT THAT COLD... SOME PLACE THATS ENJOYABLE AND SECLUDED AND FUN... CAN SOMEONE PLEASE LEND ME A PRIVATE ISLAND WHERE I CAN JUST LAY THERE LOOKING AT THE WATER WITH NO ONE NEARBY??? THERES SOME STUFF ON MY MIND THAT I NEED TO FIGURE OUT AND THE MORE I TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT HERE AT HOME THE MORE MISTAKES AND CONFUSED I GET... THERES JUST TOO MANY DISTRACTIONS TO COME TO A CLEAR AND FOCUSED CONCLUSION... I JUST WANT SOMETHING THAT HAS NOTHING BUT EVERYTHING AND SOMETHING WITH EVERYTHING BUT NOTHING... SERIOUSLY THOUGH... WHERE CAN I GO... I HAVE VACATION AND I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO... LOL

IT MIGHT COME TO YOUR SURPRISE BUT I ACTUALLY LIKE QUIETNESS... YES... ME... THE LOUD PERSON... THE PERSON THAT TYPES IN CAPSLOCK ALL DAY EVERYDAY... I USE TO BE LOUD AND TALKED A LOT... I STILL AM LOUD AND TALK A LOT... BUT THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT BEFORE IT WAS 24/7/365... NOW IT REALLY DEPENDS ON THE SITUATION... IVE REALIZED THAT NOW I REALLY DONT CARE AS MUCH ANYMORE... SOMETIMES I JUST DONT WANT TO BOTHER WITH GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS. I FIND THAT THE BEST TIMES NOW IS WHEN IM DRIVING OR WHEN IM ALONE... IM WITH MY THOUGHTS. WHEN IM WITH PEOPLE SOMETIMES I REALLY JUST WANT THEM TO SHUT UP!!! YOU REALLY DO NOTICE MORE WHEN YOURE SILENT. SOMETIMES I JUST LIKE WATCHING PEOPLE DIG THEMSELVES DEEPER AND DEEPER AS TO BEFORE I WOULD JUST SHUT THEM UP... NOW SOMETIMES THEY SHUT THEMSELVES UP OR I JUST REALIZE HOW BAD THEY ARE MAKING THEMSELVES LOOK. IVE LEARNED A LOT BY BEING QUIET... YOU OBSERVE MORE THAN YOU WOULD HAVE NOTICED IF YOU KEPT ON GOING. WELL GUESS IL LEAVE IT AT THERE... ALSO NOW IM PASSING OUT... LOL SO TIME TO UNSCRAMBLE ZEE BRAIN :)

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LIFES COMPLICATED

LIFES COMPLICATED... NEED I SAY MORE??? PRETTY STRAIGHT FORWARD... HONESTLY IF WE COULD JUST DO AND SAY AND HAVE WHAT WE WANT THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE AN EVEN WORSE PLACE EH HAHA. ITS BECAUSE ITS SO COMPLICATED THAT WE WORK SO HARD TO TRY TO GET WHAT WE WANT AND DESERVE. I GUESS IN A WAY THIS TIES INTO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT SOCIETY, SINCE SOCIETY IS THE ONE THATS ALWAYS TELLING US WHAT WE SHOULD BE, AND FROM THAT WE TRY TO GET THERE BUT LIFES SO MESSED UP AND COMPLICATED THAT WE NEVER GET THERE AND ITS THERE WHERE THE IMBALANCE OCCURS. WHEN THAT HAPPENS IT JUST GETS WORSE AND WORSE IN A CONSTANT LOOP THAT NEVER BREAKS... WHICH JUST DRIVES US EVEN MORE INTO INSANITY. THEN THERES THE OTHER SIDE WHERE WE DO EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE, SAY ALL THE RIGHT THINGS TO SAY AND LIFE JUST DOESNT GO YOUR WAY. NO MATTER WHAT THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL. YOU CANT CONTROL EVERYTHING NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU THINK YOU CAN. LIFES COMPLICATED... PEOPLE ARE COMPLICATED... EVERYTHING IS COMPLICATED... EVERYONE  HAS THEIR OWN ISSUES THAT MAKE THEM COMPLICATED WHICH JUST MAKES EVERYTHING ELSE COMPLICATED WHEN THEY BRING THEIR COMPLICATIONS INTO THINGS. WE ALL JUST NEED TO UNCOMPLICATE THINGS... CHOICES IN LIFE ARE COMPLICATED... EVERYTHING IS COMPLICATED... EVEN MY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW ARE COMPLICATED AND THE WORDS ARENT COMING OUT THE WAY I WANT... LETS JUST SAY... LIFES COMPLICATED... SO IM GOING TO SLEEP!!!

MAN... WORK SURELY HAS BEEN KICKING MY ASS LATELY LOL. MEETINGS AFTER MEETINGS AND DEADLINES AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. LAST WEEK BEST EXAMPLE WAS GETTING INTO WORK AND GOING THEN GOING TO DELTA FOR A FEW HOURS... COME BACK TO THE OFFICE ONLY TO LOOK AT A FEW EMAILS AND THEN GO TO A 4 HOUR MEETING... IN MANDARIN... YAY... GET BACK TO WORK AT 4:40PM... AND GUESS WHAT... WORK STILL NEEDS TO BE DONE SON!!! SO STAYED TIL PAST 8PM JUST TO CATCH UP. THIS WEEK SO FAR ITS A MEETING EVERYDAY OR OT OR WHATEVER ELSE I GOT GOING ON... BUT ITS ACTUALLY OK KIND OF BUSY... I KNOW ITS WEIRD BUT I LIKE THIS KIND OF BUSY COMPARED TO MY LAST JOB WHICH MOST OF YOU MIGHT REMEMBER WAS HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE WERE DARK TIMES BUT THANKFULLY THEY ARE LONG GONE HAHA. NOT MUCH ON ANYTHING ELSE CEPT BEING WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY. THERE PROBABLY IS OTHER STUFF BUT IF THERE IS IM JUST TIRED AND LAZY TO WRITE MORE :) LOL.

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HOME STRETCH!!!

1 MORE MONTH!!! THATS RIGHT I HAVE 1 MORE MONTH IN SCHOOL AND IM DONE!!! POSSIBLY FOREVER :) UNLESS... I DECIDE TO GO BACK FOR SOME MORE TORTURE... HEHE CANE BELIEVE ANOTHER YEAR AND A HALF WENT BY THAT FAST.

THAT BEING SAID... CRAMMING 2 WEEKS OF HW INTO 1 IS PRETTY INTENSE... AND IM STILL NOT DONE ALL MY WORK... YET IM HERE UPDATING TO ALL MY DEVOTED READERS... WHO AM I JOKING... NONE OF YOU ALL READ THIS COMPLETELY... WELL I GUESS THIS IS JUST THE RANDOM RAMBLINGS OF A MAD MAN. THATS OK, IM FINE WITH THAT TOO ACTUALLY HEHE.

I CANT WAIT TIL SCHOOL IS FINALLY OVER!!! ITS BEEN A LONG TIME COMING... PRE-SCHOOL, ELEMENTARY, SECONDARY, COLLEGE, UNIVERSITY, POST SECONDARY... WOW IVE BEEN IN SCHOOL A VERY LONG TIME...

*SIGH... TURNS OUT WHAT I DID FOR MY PROJECTS MIGHT NOT ACTUALLY WORK FOR MY FINAL PROJECT AND NOW I HAVE TO COME UP WITH A SOLUTION... MY TEACHER SAID WHEN I SLEEP TONIGHT THAT I SHOULD BE IN BED THINKING ABOUT IT... AND I REPLIED YA... THATS NOT GONNA HAPPEN... WELL... IT SORTA JUST DID... LAID ON THE GROUND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IM GOING TO DO... THERES 2 CHOICES... 1. KEEP EVERYTHING AND JUST BULLSHIT MY WAY THROUGH... ORRRR 2. REDO ALL THE PARTS THAT HAVE THAT CERTAIN THING IN IT... AS YOU ALL MIGHT KNOW, IM REALLY LAZY... PLUS ITS A LOT OF WORK... SO I OPTED FOR OPTION 3 :) MAKE UP A STORY AND CHANGE PARTS OF IT :) NOW I REDUCED THE AMOUNT OF WORK I HAVE TO DO WHILE STILL BEING ABLE TO BULLSHIT MY WAY THROUGH IT :D AHHHH BRILLIANT IDEA.

RANDOM PIC OF YOUR DAY: SAW THIS IN HK MAXIM... WHICH 1 DOESNT FIT??? HMM

ALSO SIDENOTE:


DEAR AUTOCAD,


I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION!!! YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING FOR ME EXCEPT CAUSE ME PAIN, STRESS, GRIEF, ANGER, PROBLEMS  AND DISAPPOINTMENT. WHY ARE YOU SO DUMB!!! ARGGGGGG


YOUR TRULY,


DISGRUNTLED STUDENT



NOW COMES THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT THE REST OF MY LIFE AND WHAT I WANT TO DO... WOW... FANTASTIC... BUT THATS ANOTHER POST FOR ANOTHER DAY :) HEHE

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