BIG WEEKEND!!!

MAN OH MAN THIS WEEKEND WILL BE A BIG ONE. I GUESS HAPPY EASTER IS IN ORDER AS WELL. I HAD 4 DAYS OFF WHICH WAS NICE, AND JUST RELAXED, HUNG OUT, AND PLAYED SOME MJ. THIS WEEKEND HOWEVER... I GOT A WEDDING, AVENGERS: ENDGAME, AND GAME OF THRONES! BOTH OF WHICH I AM WATCHING ON SUNDAY. ITS GOING TO BE A CRAZY WEEKEND. WE HAVE WAITED FOR A YEAR FOR ONE AND TWO FOR THE OTHER!!! FOR THOSE WHO ACTUALLY FOLLOW MARVEL OR GAME OF THRONES, YOU ALL KNOW HOW BIG THIS WEEKEND WILL BE. ENDGAME IS A COMBINATION AND THE PRODUCT OF OVER 10 YEARS OF WORK. IT HAS ALL BROUGHT US TO THIS POINT AND I CANT WAIT FOR THAT 3 HOUR EPIC. NEXT WEEK WILL BE THE REVIEW FOR THAT SO LOOK FORWARD TO THAT! FOR EVERYONE THAT WATCHES GAME OF THRONES, CAN YOU BELIEVE ITS THE FINAL SEASON? FIRST OF ALL, I WANT MORE. SECONDLY, HOW CAN IT ONLY BE 6 EPISODES... IT MAKES NO SENSE... THE NEXT EPISODE IS THE ONE WE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR. ITS ALSO A COMBINATION AND PRODUCT OF ALMOST 10 YEARS OF WORK. MY BROTHER AND I WERE TALKING ABOUT IT AND GUESSED WHAT WILL HAPPEN... BUT THERES JUST NO WAY TO KNOW RIGHT NOW, WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN, ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN. IVE KEPT AWAY FROM BOTH ENDGAME AND GAME OF THRONES SPOILERS AND ONLINE STUFF. I DONT WANT TO RUIN ANYTHING ABOUT IT AND ITS GOING TO BE HARD SINCE YOU ALL KNOW SPOILERS WILL BE POSTED RIGHT AWAY LOL. THIS WILL BE THE END FOR MANY OF THE ACTORS AND CHARACTERS THAT THEY PORTRAY AS WELL. THATS WHY THERES JUST SO MUCH EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW AND I CANT WAIT TO WATCH IT ALL LOL.

ANYWAYS THAT WASNT REALLY MUCH OF A POST BUT THIS PART IS. FOR BOTH AVENGERS AND GAME OF THRONES A TON OF BUILDINGS ARE DESTROYED AND EVEN MORE PEOPLE ARE HURT OR KILLED. IN THE SHOW AND MOVIES PEOPLE JUST CARRY ON TO THE NEXT THING AND NO ONE REALLY ACKNOWLEDGES THEYRE GONE.. I SORT OF WROTE ABOUT THIS BEFORE HOW IT DOESNT SHOW THE NEXT DAY AFTER A HERO SAVES THE WORLD OR WHATEVER AND THEYRE JUST BUYING GROCERIES OR GOING TO EAT OR WHATEVER. SOMETIMES THEY ACKNOWLEDGE THE PEOPLE HAVE PASSED BUT ITS LIKE NO ONE  REALLY CARES AND ITS JUST PART OF LIFE FOR THEM. I REWATCHED THE AVENGERS AND INFINITY WAR AND ITS JUST LIKE HOW CAN THEY POSSIBLY FIX ALL THAT AND RECOVER FROM IT LIKE THAT... SPIDERMAN: HOMECOMING AND AGENTS OF SHIELD TOUCHED ON SOME OF THE DISPOSAL AND RECOVERY BUT THERES JUST NOW WAY TO DEAL WITH ALL THAT LIKE THEY SAY AND REBUILD LIKE THEY DO. YES YES YES, I KNOW ITS ALL FAKE AND ALL BUT IF YOU WERE ACTUALLY IN THAT UNIVERSE I WOULD BE LIKE HOW THE HELL IS ALL THIS HAPPENING.. ALSO ANOTHER THING IS IMAGINE YOURE ONE OF THOSE MINOR CHARACTERS, NOT THE MAIN ONES AND NOT EVEN A SUPPORT BUT ONE OF THE SOLDIERS OR BYSTANDERS THAT JUST GETS KILLED FOR NOTHING OR OUT OF NOWHERE. IT WOULD BE HARD TO KEEP TRACK OF WHO DIES AND WHAT HAPPENED. IN THE CASE OF INFINITY WAR THOSE WHO DIED WOULDNT EVEN KNOW WHO ELSE DIED AND MAYBE NO ONE EVEN KNEW THAT THEY DIED OR ISNT DEAD. ITS JUST CONFUSION! HOW WOULD YOU EVEN BEGIN TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THAT? WELL I GUESS THATS WHAT THIS MOVIE WILL BE ABOUT, BUT THEY GOING TO BE ABOUT THE BIG PICTURE, BUT I WANT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE GROCERY WORKER OR THE OFFICE WORKER THAT SURVIVED AND HOW THEY DEAL WITH IT. IS IT WEIRD THAT I WANT TO KNOW WHAT EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING? ANYWAYS... SORTA GOING OFF ON A TANGENT LOL. THERES JUST SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT ON THE OTHER SIDE OF EVERYTHING ELSE THAT IS HAPPENING. IT REALLY MAKES YOU WONDER...

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LOST & FOUND

OK... SO THAT WAS WEIRD... I THOUGHT I WAS TYPING AND HAD WORDS ON THIS PAGE... WHAT I REALLY THINK HAPPENED WAS THAT I PASSED OUT AND STARTED IMAGINING THINGS LOL. ANYWAYS, TIME FOR THIS WEEKS POST!

NOW I DONT MEAN THE REGULAR LOST AND FOUND, WHERE YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU MISPLACED AND LEFT BEHIND. WHAT I MEAN IS WHAT DID YOU LOSE THAT WAS YOURS? OK... LET ME TRY THAT AGAIN. I MEAN PERSONALLY, DEEPLY, INTRINSICALLY, PRIVATE, OR PERSONALITY. TAKE THIS BLOG FOR EXAMPLE. I USE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS EXCITING AND I WANTED TO SEE HOW MANY VIEWS I CAN GET, WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS PEOPLE WILL POST, HOW WILL PEOPLE REACT. I USE TO ENJOY IT AND IT WAS FUN AND IT WAS MEANINGFUL. NOW, SOMETIMES, A LOT OF THE TIME, I DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE... IM JUST SO TIRED AND LAZY, AND I DONT WANT TO WRITE IT ANYMORE. I EVEN PASSED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES WRITING THIS, HELL I PASSED OUT BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING LOL. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS BLOG, I USE TO THINK ABOUT THE TOPICS, POST A TON OF PICTURE, ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, AND WRITE A LOT! THESE DAYS I CANT EVEN GET A DECENT TOPIC OUT AND I RESORT TO MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS EASY. WHAT I LOST IS MY MOTIVATION, MY WILL, MY DRIVE FOR THIS. THEN RECENTLY I FORGOT WHEN, BUT WHEN I WAS WRITING I FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. IT MADE ME HAPPY AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN I STILL ENJOYED IT. THEN I FOUND MY MOTIVATION BACK TO CONTINUE ON WRITING... SOMETIMES. I STARTED WRITING ABOUT REAL TOPICS AGAIN, TOPICS THAT I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO IT. I GUESS SINCE IM STILL WRITING IL HAVE A CHANCE TO WRITE THEM, BUT IF I STOP, THEN IT WILL NEVER BE POSTED. OK... I HAVE A FEELING THIS ISNT REALLY MAKING SENSE ANYMORE. I HOPE YOU GET MY POINT...

SEE IM SO LAZY THAT IM GOING TO MAKE THIS INTO A 2 PARTER LOL. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND SEE IF YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING... CAUSE I DONT LOL. GOODNIGHT.

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KEEP THE GOOD TIMES COMING

OMG!!! SO THE PAST WEEK WAS ANOTHER GREAT WEEK!!! WITHOUT SAYING TOO MUCH... LAST WEEK I FILMED MY FIRST EVER COMMERCIAL :) YES, YOU HEARD RIGHT!!! I AM IN A COMMERCIAL COMING SOON TO A TV NEAR YEAR YOU HAHA. SORTA FUNNY HOW IT HAPPENED. I MADE A SHORT IMPROMPTU VIDEO AD ABOUT THE NEW CAR AND PROBABLY SOMEONE SAW IT AND TURNS OUT THEY NEEDED SOMEONE LIKE ME TO BEGIN WITH SO IT ALL WORKED OUT AND THERE WE GO. SO ON FRIDAY WE FILMED AND HAD FUN. THEY SAID THAT THE COMMERCIAL WILL BE OUT IN APRIL SO WE SHALL SEE. THE ONLY THING IS THEY BETTER MAKE ME LOOK GOOD... BECAUSE I HAD SOME ISSUES WHILE FILMING AND I COULD HAVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER LOL. I SORTA CANT WAIT TO SEE IT HAHA. SOOOON!!! :)

OH OH OH WHAT ELSE IS THERE? I HAD A NICE WEEKEND TOO, HUNG OUT WITH SOME OLD FRIENDS AND CAUGHT UP. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO SEE EACH OTHER EVERY SO OFTEN, BUT DUE TO ALL OUR BUSY SCHEDULES... I DONT EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I SAW THEM. WEVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR SUCH A LONG TIME I DONT EVEN REMEMBER HOW LONG IT IS EITHER LOL. WE JUST TALKED ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. CAUGHT UP AND TALKED ABOUT WHEN WE WERE YOUNG. OUR CONVERSATIONS REALLY HAVE CHANGED... NOW WE ALL GROWN UP AND EACH OF US HAVE GROWN UP PROBLEMS LOL. I LOVE CATCHING UP WITH OLD FRIENDS, JUST TO SEE WHERE THEY ARE AND WHAT THEYVE BEEN UP TO. WHEN WE GET TOGETHER IT IS ALMOST LIKE WE WERE NEVER APART. ITS JUST SO EASY TO PICK UP FROM WHERE WE LAST LEFT OFF. AHHHH GOOD TIMES. SAW SOME OTHER FRIENDS OVER THE WEEKENED AS WELL. ALSO SAW MY BUDDIES KID AND HAD FUN CHASING HIM ALL OVER THE PLACE. MAN KIDS HAVE A LOT OF ENERGY LOL. BASICALLY THE LITTLE ONE TIRED US OUT WHILE HE WAS STILL RUNNING AROUND HAHA. OH AND I GOT LOTS OF WORK DONE THIS WEEK, BEEN REALLY BUSY AS WELL AS USUAL. WHAT ELSE IS THERE??? I WENT TO THE HOCKEY GAME TODAY AND OMG I ATE TOO MUCH... SO FULL RIGHT NOW AND SO TIRED. GONNA GO SLEEP, I GOT A MEETING IN THE MORNING HAHA. IL GET BACK TO WRITING POSTS WITH A REAL TOPIC, BUT FOR NOW YOU GET UPDATES ON EVERYTHING THATS  BEEN GOING ON :) HAHA

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LOOKING FORWARD... CANT WAIT...

EVERYONE HAS AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER LOOK FORWARD TO OR COULDNT WAIT FOR SOMETHING. THE RESULT OF THAT IS EITHER OF SADNESS/DISAPPOINTMENT OR OF HAPPINESS/PURE JOY. THERES NO POINT IN JUST BEING OK WITH IT SINCE YOU ALREADY HYPED IT UP SO MUCH THAT IT WOULD JUST FEELS LIKE YOU WASTED TIME IF YOU ONLY FELT OK. WHY DO WE SOMETIMES PUT THINGS SO HIGH UP ONLY TO HAVE US REALIZE THAT IT HAS SUNKEN SO LOW? WE ALL WANT IT, WE ALL THINK WE NEED IT, WE ALL THINK WE DESERVE IT. WHO MAKES THIS DECISION THAT WE SHOULD GET WHAT WE GET? I MEAN WE REALLY ONLY GET WHAT WE PUT IN RIGHT??? OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE THAT LUCK OUT AND GET MORE THAN WHAT THEY DESERVE OR JUST HAVE THINGS HANDED TO THEM, BUT MAJORITY OF PEOPLE JUST GET WHAT THEY GET. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE AND WHY DO YOU THINK THAT... I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR YOURSELF. NO ONE WANTS TO WAIT OR UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEY DESERVE IT. YOU KNOW... ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT THEN I STARTED THIS TITLE AND EVENTUALLY IM NOT EVEN SURE THAT IT MAKES SENSE OR IS EVEN RELATED TO THE FIRST PART ANYMORE. THE TITLE IS A LITTLE CONFUSING TOO I SUPPOSE. YOU CAN TAKE IT AS LOOKING FORWARD TO SOMETHING AND CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN, OR YOU CAN TAKE IT AS YOU WANT TO MOVE ON. RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS ANYMORE... I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND OUT... AND IM GOING HAVE TO WAIT TO SEE WHICH IT IS. 

SO IM NOT EVEN QUITE SURE THE PARAGRAPH UP TOP MAKES SENSE... I PASSED OUT QUITE A FEW TIMES WRITING IT. WORKS BEEN GETTING BETTER AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL THESE LAST FEW THINGS ARE TAKEN CARE OF SO I CAN HAVE SOME MORE TIME. FOOTBALL??? WELL... THE PAST WEEKEND WAS A MUST WIN SO WE CAN MAKE PLAYOFFS FOR SURE... LETS JUST SAY WE DIDNT DO AS WELL AS WE WOULD HAVE LIKED. WE WERE SHORT PLAYERS AND THOSE WERE OUR FAST GUYS TOO... SO THAT HURT US. NOW ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO MAKE IT SINCE WE NEED 1 TEAM TO WIN, 1 TEAM TO LOSE, AND OH YA... WE NEED TO WIN AS WELL. IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS THEN WE WOULD NEED TO WIN AS WELL. THE ISSUE IS THAT WE PLAY THE #1 RANKED TEAM TWICE AND THE TEAM THAT WE ARE IN A RACE AGAINST IS PLAYING THE BOTTOM BOTTOM RANKED TEAM. THAT BOTTOM TEAM EVEN FORFEITED THEIR FIRST MEET AND THEY GOT EASY POINTS. THAT BOTTOM TEAM HASNT WON AND I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME FOR THEM TO :) HAHA THEN WE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE OF MAKING IT. JUST WATCH THEM FORFEIT AGAIN... THEY DONT CARE ANYMORE SO ITS LOOKING LIKE WE SCREWED :( SIGH. WHO KNOWS THOUGH :) WE CAN STILL MAKE IT. REST OF LIFE IS FINE FOR NOW. STILL THINKING OF WHERE I SHOULD GO FOR VACA... ANY SUGGESTIONS ANYONE? WELL WHEN IM NOT TIRED OR LAZY IL ACTUALLY WRITE A FULL POST. UNTIL THEN... GOODNIGHT.

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