OK, IM WIDE AWAKE RIGHT NOW SO LETS DO THIS!
THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT DIDNT END UP SAYING BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE IT TOO LONG. ITS FUNNY HOW SOMETHING I USE TO LIKE SORT OF DIED OFF AND THEN RECENTLY I STARTED LIKING IT AGAIN AND STARTED GETTING BACK INTO IT. WHAT YOU LIKE REALLY COMES AND GOES IN WAVES. I LIKED THIS THING A LOT AND IM NOT REALLY SURE HOW I SORTA JUST GOT AWAY FROM IT... THE OTHER PART IS IM NOT SURE WHAT REALLY DREW ME BACK TO IT EITHER... JUST LIKE WRITING THIS BLOG, I SOMEHOW GOT MOTIVATED INTO LOOKING BACK INTO THIS. IN A WAY I AM MORE INTERESTED IN IT NOW THAN I WAS BEFORE. THIS WAS SOMETHING I WORKED ON BEFORE AND NOW I WANT TO SEE IF I CAN REALLY DO IT. I WANT TO DO BETTER THAN I DID BEFORE. ITS JUST LIKE THE BLOG WHERE I WANT TO KEEP WRITING, I TOO WANT TO KEEP GOING.
IN A WAY THIS IS JUST LIKE THE SHOWS IM BEHIND IN. I USE TO FOLLOW WEEK TO WEEK... AND THEN JUST OUT OF NOWHERE, I LOST INTEREST. NOW I WANT TO CATCH BACK UP. THE GOOD THING IS NOW I CAN WATCH A BUNCH OF EPISODES ONE AFTER ANOTHER, AND NOT GETTING WORKED UP OVER WHAT HAPPENS ON THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS GOOD HAVING SEASONS OF SHOWS TO BURN THROUGH, BUT IT TAKE SO LONG BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME. NOW THERES JUST TOO MANY EPISODES LOL.
YA... AFTER SEEING WHAT I WROTE I REALLY COULD HAVE DONE THIS IN ON POST LOL. BASICALLY, IM MOTIVATED AGAIN ABOUT SOMETHING AND IM GOING TO KEEP WRITING FOR NOW.
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Showing posts with label LOST. Show all posts
Showing posts with label LOST. Show all posts
Wednesday, 5 December 2018
Wednesday, 28 November 2018
LOST & FOUND
OK... SO THAT WAS WEIRD... I THOUGHT I WAS TYPING AND HAD WORDS ON THIS PAGE... WHAT I REALLY THINK HAPPENED WAS THAT I PASSED OUT AND STARTED IMAGINING THINGS LOL. ANYWAYS, TIME FOR THIS WEEKS POST!
NOW I DONT MEAN THE REGULAR LOST AND FOUND, WHERE YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU MISPLACED AND LEFT BEHIND. WHAT I MEAN IS WHAT DID YOU LOSE THAT WAS YOURS? OK... LET ME TRY THAT AGAIN. I MEAN PERSONALLY, DEEPLY, INTRINSICALLY, PRIVATE, OR PERSONALITY. TAKE THIS BLOG FOR EXAMPLE. I USE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS EXCITING AND I WANTED TO SEE HOW MANY VIEWS I CAN GET, WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS PEOPLE WILL POST, HOW WILL PEOPLE REACT. I USE TO ENJOY IT AND IT WAS FUN AND IT WAS MEANINGFUL. NOW, SOMETIMES, A LOT OF THE TIME, I DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE... IM JUST SO TIRED AND LAZY, AND I DONT WANT TO WRITE IT ANYMORE. I EVEN PASSED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES WRITING THIS, HELL I PASSED OUT BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING LOL. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS BLOG, I USE TO THINK ABOUT THE TOPICS, POST A TON OF PICTURE, ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, AND WRITE A LOT! THESE DAYS I CANT EVEN GET A DECENT TOPIC OUT AND I RESORT TO MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS EASY. WHAT I LOST IS MY MOTIVATION, MY WILL, MY DRIVE FOR THIS. THEN RECENTLY I FORGOT WHEN, BUT WHEN I WAS WRITING I FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. IT MADE ME HAPPY AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN I STILL ENJOYED IT. THEN I FOUND MY MOTIVATION BACK TO CONTINUE ON WRITING... SOMETIMES. I STARTED WRITING ABOUT REAL TOPICS AGAIN, TOPICS THAT I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO IT. I GUESS SINCE IM STILL WRITING IL HAVE A CHANCE TO WRITE THEM, BUT IF I STOP, THEN IT WILL NEVER BE POSTED. OK... I HAVE A FEELING THIS ISNT REALLY MAKING SENSE ANYMORE. I HOPE YOU GET MY POINT...
SEE IM SO LAZY THAT IM GOING TO MAKE THIS INTO A 2 PARTER LOL. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND SEE IF YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING... CAUSE I DONT LOL. GOODNIGHT.
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NOW I DONT MEAN THE REGULAR LOST AND FOUND, WHERE YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU MISPLACED AND LEFT BEHIND. WHAT I MEAN IS WHAT DID YOU LOSE THAT WAS YOURS? OK... LET ME TRY THAT AGAIN. I MEAN PERSONALLY, DEEPLY, INTRINSICALLY, PRIVATE, OR PERSONALITY. TAKE THIS BLOG FOR EXAMPLE. I USE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS EXCITING AND I WANTED TO SEE HOW MANY VIEWS I CAN GET, WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS PEOPLE WILL POST, HOW WILL PEOPLE REACT. I USE TO ENJOY IT AND IT WAS FUN AND IT WAS MEANINGFUL. NOW, SOMETIMES, A LOT OF THE TIME, I DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE... IM JUST SO TIRED AND LAZY, AND I DONT WANT TO WRITE IT ANYMORE. I EVEN PASSED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES WRITING THIS, HELL I PASSED OUT BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING LOL. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS BLOG, I USE TO THINK ABOUT THE TOPICS, POST A TON OF PICTURE, ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, AND WRITE A LOT! THESE DAYS I CANT EVEN GET A DECENT TOPIC OUT AND I RESORT TO MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS EASY. WHAT I LOST IS MY MOTIVATION, MY WILL, MY DRIVE FOR THIS. THEN RECENTLY I FORGOT WHEN, BUT WHEN I WAS WRITING I FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. IT MADE ME HAPPY AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN I STILL ENJOYED IT. THEN I FOUND MY MOTIVATION BACK TO CONTINUE ON WRITING... SOMETIMES. I STARTED WRITING ABOUT REAL TOPICS AGAIN, TOPICS THAT I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO IT. I GUESS SINCE IM STILL WRITING IL HAVE A CHANCE TO WRITE THEM, BUT IF I STOP, THEN IT WILL NEVER BE POSTED. OK... I HAVE A FEELING THIS ISNT REALLY MAKING SENSE ANYMORE. I HOPE YOU GET MY POINT...
SEE IM SO LAZY THAT IM GOING TO MAKE THIS INTO A 2 PARTER LOL. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND SEE IF YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING... CAUSE I DONT LOL. GOODNIGHT.
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Wednesday, 20 September 2017
2 MOVIES, A WEDDING, AND A DINNER
QUITE A BUSY WEEK ACTUALLY. PRETTY TIRED AS WELL... SOOOO LETS SEE WHAT WE GOT. SPOILERS AHEAD!!!
IT!!! YES THE MOVIE IT. GOT A CHANCE TO WATCH IT ON A THURSDAYYY!!! IN D-BOX!!! OMG!!! LOL AND TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS, LIKE HELL I WOULD GO AND PAY FULL PRICE FOR THE MOVIE LOL. THE MOVIES $25 FOR D-BOX ON A REGULAR NIGHT... WENT WITH THE GF AND USED SOME OF OUR FREE PASSES FROM THAT TIME THE POWER WENT OUT... THE MOVIE STARS A BUNCH OF NEW KIDS AND BILL SKARSGARD. I LIKED THE MOVIE. IT WAS MORE OF A GROWING UP MOVIE WHERE EVERYONE HAS TO WORK WITH EACH OTHER TO ACHIEVE A GOAL. SOME OF THE REVIEWS SAY ITS A COMING OF AGE MOVIE, AND I AGREE. THE KIDS GROW BEFORE YOU EYES AND REALIZE LIFE AND THE LOSS OF INNOCENCE IS EVIDENT IN THE MOVIE. ONE THING I LEARNED IN HIGH SCHOOL IS WHEN IN DOUBT, ALWAYS WRITE THE LOSS OF INNOCENCE. IT WORKS ALL THE TIME, AND WHEN IT DOESNT... STILL PRETEND THAT IT DOES LOL. THE MOVIE WAS SET IN THE 80S, AND SHOWS THE KIDS DOING A LOT OF THINGS THAT KIDS NOWADAYS DONT DO. IT WAS A DIFFERENT GENERATION. IT - THE CLOWN, WAS PRETTY CREEPY. THE WAY HE WAS KILLING KIDS AND EVERYTHING WAS JUST FANTASTIC. IT MADE BOTH THE GF AND ME LAUGH WHILE SOME PEOPLE CRINGED AND SORTA GAVE US A WEIRD LOOK... PSHHH LOL. THERES QUITE A LOT OF SPECIAL EFFECTS AND CG IN IT, BUT IT STILL MADE IT LOOK PARANORMAL. IT WAS DONE WELL AND DIDNT LOOK TOO FAKE TO THE POINT THAT YOU JUST ASK WHY DID THEY EVEN BOTHER. OVERALL IT WAS A PRETTY GOOD MOVIE, IT COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT SCARIER BUT I GUESS FOR THIS TONE IT WAS FINE. IT WAS MORE FOCUSED ON THE KIDS STORY LINE THAN IT. I GIVE THIS A 8.9/10. VERY SOLID MOVIE.
NEXT UP IS MOTHER! THIS STARS JENNIFER LAWRENCE, JAVIER BARDEM, MICHELLE PFEIFFER, AND ED HARRIS. WHERE DO I EVEN START... THE MOVIE HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL... HERE WE THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE A SCARY SUPER NATURAL PARANORMAL MOVIE... ANDDDDDDDDDDD INSTEAD IT WAS... I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT... THE BEST WAY I CAN DESCRIBE IT IS A BIG KERFUFFLE OF RANDOM INCOHERENT OVER THE TOP NEVER WOULD HAPPEN GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOURE AN IDIOT OR WAS IT BRILLIANT FLABBERGAST COMMINGLE OF CRAZINESS. HONESTLY THAT WOULD NOT HAPPEN AND THE SEQUENCE OF EVENTS WOULD NOT CHANGE THAT QUICK. I WOULD SAY A THIRD OF THE MOVIE WAS JUST A BUNCH OF RANDOM SHIT HAPPENING AND NO ONE KNOWS WHATS GOING ON... WELL... NO ONE EXCEPT DARREN ARONOFSKY... I MEAN HES A GOOD DIRECTOR... LOOK AT BLACK SWAN... THEN AGAIN THERE WAS NOAH BUT STILL LIKED THAT TOO HAHA. SO JAVIER INVITES ED IN AND THEN IT JUST SNOWBALLS INTO A BIGGER AND BIGGER RANDOMNESS AND WHEN THEIR KID DIES IT JUST TURNS INTO A CLUSTER FUCK OF RANDOMNESS THAT COULD ONLY COME FROM A DISTURBED PERSON... IN OTHER WORDS I COULD HAVE MADE SOMETHING SO RANDOM... I MEAN ITS EVEN IN MY BLOG NAME... LOGIC... WHAT LOGIC... AND RICKYS RANDOMNESS!!! ITS BEYOND RANDOM... EVERYTHING JUST HAPPENS REALLY QUICKLY AND IN THE END JENNIFER JUST LIGHTS THE WHOLE DAM PLACE ON FIRE. I FIGURED THAT WOULD HAPPEN AND THAT I THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS THE HOUSE. WHICH SORT OF MADE SENSE. THEN TURNS OUT SHE BECOMES THE STONE, WHICH I ALSO SORT OF FIGURED AS WELL. IN OTHER WORDS SHE IS THE HOUSE AND THAT EVERYTHING JAVIER LOST IS JENNIFER AND HIS CHILD, WHICH IS WHY HE ACTS THE WAY HE IS. IT ALSO MAKES HIM NOT HUMAN OR AT LEAST HE MANIFESTS THESE OBJECTS TO REPLACE WHAT HE LOST, BUT WHAT DID HE SAY TO JENNIFER WHEN SHE ASKED WHAT IS HE? CAUSE I COULDNT HEAR IT PROPERLY. ITS NOT TIME TRAVEL, ITS MORE SUPER NATURAL IN THAT CASE. THE STONE IS REBIRTH AND IT JUST GOES AROUND IN CIRCLE OVER AND OVER AGAIN? THATS WHY JAVIER DOESNT CARE AND JUST ACTS THE WAY HE DOES, BECAUSE ITS JUST ALL REPEATING... HE KNOWS ITS REPEATING... IS IT AN INFINITE LOOP? IS HE STUCK? WAS HE JUST SUPPOSE TO WRITE HIS POEM? DOES HE REMEMBER THE PAST? I THINK IN A WAY HES JUST PRESERVING HIS MEMORY... A TERRIBLE AND DISTORTED SENSELESS MEMORY. IN THE END EVERY TIME IT RESETS, THERES A NEW JENNIFER EACH TIME SO THAT MEANS THEY CANT AND NEVER ACTUALLY EXISTED. I WOULD SAY THE MOVIE WAS CONFUSING AND HAD TOO MUCH GOING ON. JENNIFER PLAYS TOO MUCH OF A USELESS GIRL. I GIVE THIS MOVIE A 3.5/10... YES... IT WAS THAT DISAPPOINTING. I HAD SUCH HIGH HOPES FOR THIS MOVIE AND IT JUST TURNS OUT TO BE A FLOP...
SO ONE OF MY COWORKERS GOT MARRIED ON THE WEEKEND AND I WAS ONE OF THE GROOMSMEN. I WAS ALSO ASKED TO MC THEIR RECEPTION, AND THAT WENT GREAT. THE GAMES WENT SMOOTHLY AND EVERYONE ENJOYED IT. MOST OF THE OLD PEOPLE LEFT AND LATER IT WAS JUST THE REGULAR PEOPLE WHO ENDED UP DRINKING, DRINKING, AND KEPT DRINKING. IT WAS AN INTERESTING NIGHT LOL. CONGRATS TO THE LUCKY COUPLE.
EARLIER TONIGHT WE HAD A FAMILY DINNER AT CLOUD 9 REVOLVING RESTAURANT. I THOUGHT I HAVE NEVER BEEN BUT MY MOM JUST TOLD ME THAT I HAVE BEEN THERE A BUNCH OF TIMES... I TOTALLY BLANKED ON IT AND I REALLY DONT THINK I DID... EITHER WAY IT WAS COOL TO GO BEFORE THEY CLOSE UP SHOP. SO AFTER 40+ YEARS THE PLACE IS GETTING TORN DOWN TO BUILD NEW CONDOS TOWERS AND A BUNCH OF RETAIL UNITS ON THE GROUND LEVEL. THE RESTAURANT IS ON THE 42ND FLOOR AND TAKES 80 MINUTES TO DO ONE FULL ROTATION. THE PLACE IS PRETTY DATED AND IS PRETTY WORN OUT. I GUESS SINCE THEY ARE CLOSING AT THE END OF THE MONTH THEY REALLY DONT CARE ANYMORE... SERVICE WAS BAD, FOOD WAS ALRIGHT, WASHROOMS WERE GROSS. YOU CAN TELL THE AMOUNT OF FUCKS THE HAVE LEFT TO GIVE... ITS A BIG FAT 0. THESE 70S REVOLVING RESTAURANT IS THE LAST OF ITS KIND, AND THEY ABOUT TO LOSE ANOTHER ONE. OVERALL IT WAS PRETTY FUN. AT LEAST NOW I CAN SAY THAT IVE GONE THERE LOL.
ALRIGHT GOODNIGHT ALL. IVE PASSED OUT ABOUT A DOZEN TIMES, SO NOW FINALLY TIME TO SLEEP.
RT
IT!!! YES THE MOVIE IT. GOT A CHANCE TO WATCH IT ON A THURSDAYYY!!! IN D-BOX!!! OMG!!! LOL AND TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS, LIKE HELL I WOULD GO AND PAY FULL PRICE FOR THE MOVIE LOL. THE MOVIES $25 FOR D-BOX ON A REGULAR NIGHT... WENT WITH THE GF AND USED SOME OF OUR FREE PASSES FROM THAT TIME THE POWER WENT OUT... THE MOVIE STARS A BUNCH OF NEW KIDS AND BILL SKARSGARD. I LIKED THE MOVIE. IT WAS MORE OF A GROWING UP MOVIE WHERE EVERYONE HAS TO WORK WITH EACH OTHER TO ACHIEVE A GOAL. SOME OF THE REVIEWS SAY ITS A COMING OF AGE MOVIE, AND I AGREE. THE KIDS GROW BEFORE YOU EYES AND REALIZE LIFE AND THE LOSS OF INNOCENCE IS EVIDENT IN THE MOVIE. ONE THING I LEARNED IN HIGH SCHOOL IS WHEN IN DOUBT, ALWAYS WRITE THE LOSS OF INNOCENCE. IT WORKS ALL THE TIME, AND WHEN IT DOESNT... STILL PRETEND THAT IT DOES LOL. THE MOVIE WAS SET IN THE 80S, AND SHOWS THE KIDS DOING A LOT OF THINGS THAT KIDS NOWADAYS DONT DO. IT WAS A DIFFERENT GENERATION. IT - THE CLOWN, WAS PRETTY CREEPY. THE WAY HE WAS KILLING KIDS AND EVERYTHING WAS JUST FANTASTIC. IT MADE BOTH THE GF AND ME LAUGH WHILE SOME PEOPLE CRINGED AND SORTA GAVE US A WEIRD LOOK... PSHHH LOL. THERES QUITE A LOT OF SPECIAL EFFECTS AND CG IN IT, BUT IT STILL MADE IT LOOK PARANORMAL. IT WAS DONE WELL AND DIDNT LOOK TOO FAKE TO THE POINT THAT YOU JUST ASK WHY DID THEY EVEN BOTHER. OVERALL IT WAS A PRETTY GOOD MOVIE, IT COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT SCARIER BUT I GUESS FOR THIS TONE IT WAS FINE. IT WAS MORE FOCUSED ON THE KIDS STORY LINE THAN IT. I GIVE THIS A 8.9/10. VERY SOLID MOVIE.
NEXT UP IS MOTHER! THIS STARS JENNIFER LAWRENCE, JAVIER BARDEM, MICHELLE PFEIFFER, AND ED HARRIS. WHERE DO I EVEN START... THE MOVIE HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL... HERE WE THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE A SCARY SUPER NATURAL PARANORMAL MOVIE... ANDDDDDDDDDDD INSTEAD IT WAS... I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT... THE BEST WAY I CAN DESCRIBE IT IS A BIG KERFUFFLE OF RANDOM INCOHERENT OVER THE TOP NEVER WOULD HAPPEN GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOURE AN IDIOT OR WAS IT BRILLIANT FLABBERGAST COMMINGLE OF CRAZINESS. HONESTLY THAT WOULD NOT HAPPEN AND THE SEQUENCE OF EVENTS WOULD NOT CHANGE THAT QUICK. I WOULD SAY A THIRD OF THE MOVIE WAS JUST A BUNCH OF RANDOM SHIT HAPPENING AND NO ONE KNOWS WHATS GOING ON... WELL... NO ONE EXCEPT DARREN ARONOFSKY... I MEAN HES A GOOD DIRECTOR... LOOK AT BLACK SWAN... THEN AGAIN THERE WAS NOAH BUT STILL LIKED THAT TOO HAHA. SO JAVIER INVITES ED IN AND THEN IT JUST SNOWBALLS INTO A BIGGER AND BIGGER RANDOMNESS AND WHEN THEIR KID DIES IT JUST TURNS INTO A CLUSTER FUCK OF RANDOMNESS THAT COULD ONLY COME FROM A DISTURBED PERSON... IN OTHER WORDS I COULD HAVE MADE SOMETHING SO RANDOM... I MEAN ITS EVEN IN MY BLOG NAME... LOGIC... WHAT LOGIC... AND RICKYS RANDOMNESS!!! ITS BEYOND RANDOM... EVERYTHING JUST HAPPENS REALLY QUICKLY AND IN THE END JENNIFER JUST LIGHTS THE WHOLE DAM PLACE ON FIRE. I FIGURED THAT WOULD HAPPEN AND THAT I THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS THE HOUSE. WHICH SORT OF MADE SENSE. THEN TURNS OUT SHE BECOMES THE STONE, WHICH I ALSO SORT OF FIGURED AS WELL. IN OTHER WORDS SHE IS THE HOUSE AND THAT EVERYTHING JAVIER LOST IS JENNIFER AND HIS CHILD, WHICH IS WHY HE ACTS THE WAY HE IS. IT ALSO MAKES HIM NOT HUMAN OR AT LEAST HE MANIFESTS THESE OBJECTS TO REPLACE WHAT HE LOST, BUT WHAT DID HE SAY TO JENNIFER WHEN SHE ASKED WHAT IS HE? CAUSE I COULDNT HEAR IT PROPERLY. ITS NOT TIME TRAVEL, ITS MORE SUPER NATURAL IN THAT CASE. THE STONE IS REBIRTH AND IT JUST GOES AROUND IN CIRCLE OVER AND OVER AGAIN? THATS WHY JAVIER DOESNT CARE AND JUST ACTS THE WAY HE DOES, BECAUSE ITS JUST ALL REPEATING... HE KNOWS ITS REPEATING... IS IT AN INFINITE LOOP? IS HE STUCK? WAS HE JUST SUPPOSE TO WRITE HIS POEM? DOES HE REMEMBER THE PAST? I THINK IN A WAY HES JUST PRESERVING HIS MEMORY... A TERRIBLE AND DISTORTED SENSELESS MEMORY. IN THE END EVERY TIME IT RESETS, THERES A NEW JENNIFER EACH TIME SO THAT MEANS THEY CANT AND NEVER ACTUALLY EXISTED. I WOULD SAY THE MOVIE WAS CONFUSING AND HAD TOO MUCH GOING ON. JENNIFER PLAYS TOO MUCH OF A USELESS GIRL. I GIVE THIS MOVIE A 3.5/10... YES... IT WAS THAT DISAPPOINTING. I HAD SUCH HIGH HOPES FOR THIS MOVIE AND IT JUST TURNS OUT TO BE A FLOP...
SO ONE OF MY COWORKERS GOT MARRIED ON THE WEEKEND AND I WAS ONE OF THE GROOMSMEN. I WAS ALSO ASKED TO MC THEIR RECEPTION, AND THAT WENT GREAT. THE GAMES WENT SMOOTHLY AND EVERYONE ENJOYED IT. MOST OF THE OLD PEOPLE LEFT AND LATER IT WAS JUST THE REGULAR PEOPLE WHO ENDED UP DRINKING, DRINKING, AND KEPT DRINKING. IT WAS AN INTERESTING NIGHT LOL. CONGRATS TO THE LUCKY COUPLE.
EARLIER TONIGHT WE HAD A FAMILY DINNER AT CLOUD 9 REVOLVING RESTAURANT. I THOUGHT I HAVE NEVER BEEN BUT MY MOM JUST TOLD ME THAT I HAVE BEEN THERE A BUNCH OF TIMES... I TOTALLY BLANKED ON IT AND I REALLY DONT THINK I DID... EITHER WAY IT WAS COOL TO GO BEFORE THEY CLOSE UP SHOP. SO AFTER 40+ YEARS THE PLACE IS GETTING TORN DOWN TO BUILD NEW CONDOS TOWERS AND A BUNCH OF RETAIL UNITS ON THE GROUND LEVEL. THE RESTAURANT IS ON THE 42ND FLOOR AND TAKES 80 MINUTES TO DO ONE FULL ROTATION. THE PLACE IS PRETTY DATED AND IS PRETTY WORN OUT. I GUESS SINCE THEY ARE CLOSING AT THE END OF THE MONTH THEY REALLY DONT CARE ANYMORE... SERVICE WAS BAD, FOOD WAS ALRIGHT, WASHROOMS WERE GROSS. YOU CAN TELL THE AMOUNT OF FUCKS THE HAVE LEFT TO GIVE... ITS A BIG FAT 0. THESE 70S REVOLVING RESTAURANT IS THE LAST OF ITS KIND, AND THEY ABOUT TO LOSE ANOTHER ONE. OVERALL IT WAS PRETTY FUN. AT LEAST NOW I CAN SAY THAT IVE GONE THERE LOL.
ALRIGHT GOODNIGHT ALL. IVE PASSED OUT ABOUT A DOZEN TIMES, SO NOW FINALLY TIME TO SLEEP.
RT
Wednesday, 26 August 2015
THAT HEADSPACE...
ONCE AGAIN INEVITABLY YOU WILL REACH THAT HEADSPACE WHERE YOU WONDER... WONDER ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING... WONDER WHERE YOU ARE GOING... WONDER WHAT IT ALL MEANS... ITS A NATURAL PART OF LIFE, AND IN EACH OF YOUR MINDS A STORM IS BREWING AND A BATTLE IS WAGED. HOW DO YOU LOOK FOR ANSWERS AND WHERE DO YOU DO THAT... ANSWERS THAT CANT BE ANSWERED BY ANYONE BUT YOURSELF. IVE WROTE ABOUT THIS BEFORE BUT LIKE CLOCKWORK THESE QUESTIONS WILL CREEP BACK INSIDE YOUR HEAD AND MAKE YOU WONDER... MAKE YOU QUESTION IT ALL... QUESTION EVERYTHING YOU KNOW AND EVERYTHING YOU ARE. NO ONE CAN ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND THATS WHATS FRUSTRATING... EVERYONE IS ON THEIR OWN PATH... THEIR OWN JOURNEY... AND NO ONE KNOWS WHERE IT BEGINS OR ENDS. SOME PEOPLE FIGURE IT ALL OUT QUICKLY AND OTHERS TAKE A LIFETIME TO KNOW, AND SOME WILL NEVER FIND OUT THE ANSWER. PEOPLE TAKE TIME OFF TO FIND THEMSELVES AND SOME ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND THE ANSWERS THEY ARE LOOKING FOR. ANSWERS CAN COME FROM ANYWHERE, IT MIGHT BE SOMETHING YOU READ OR SEE OR HEAR, IT COULD BE A MEMORY, OR IT COULD COME TO YOU IN A DREAM AND WHEN YOU WAKE UP, ALL IS CLEAR. ANSWERS COULD COME FROM INSPIRATION, PASSION, LOVE, HATE, HAPPINESS, SADNESS, AND A MILLION DIFFERENT FEELINGS AND PLACES. POETS AND PHILOSOPHERS HAVE ALL TRIED TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND EVEN TO THEM THE ANSWERS ARE NOT CLEAR. TOO MANY QUESTIONS IN LIFE AND TOO LITTLE TIME TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT AND WHAT IT ALL MEANS. I GUESS IL LOOK WITHIN AND SEE IF IT COMES TO ME IN MY DREAM TONIGHT. I JUST NEED TO GET LOST TO FIND MYSELF. IN THE END, DONT WE ALL JUST WANT ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS THAT WE HAVE???
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