AFTER 30

YOU KNOW... THERE REALLY IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING IN YOUR 20S AND YOUR 30S... I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT IT FROM TIME TO TIME AND LOOK BACK AT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. JUST THE WAY I USE TO BE COMPARED TO NOW IS SO DIFFERENT. THE WAY YOU THINK, THE WAY YOU ACT, THE WAY YOU JUST ARE. YOU KNOW YOURE GOING TO GROW UP SOONER OR LATER, BUT YOU DONT REALLY NOTICE IT, MAYBE YOU DO, BUT WHEN A SIMILAR SITUATION COMES UP FROM WHEN YOURE YOUNGER AND NOW YOU REACT DIFFERENTLY YOU REALLY NOTICE IT. YOURE MORE GROWN UP NOW, AND MORE MATURE. YOU MIGHT WANT TO REACT THE SAME WAY BUT YOU REALIZE WHY WOULD YOU. LIKE SITUATION THAT I WOULD USE TO REACT TO OR WOULD TEST MY PATIENCE, NOW I JUST DONT BOTHER ANYMORE. I TEND TO JUST LET IT GO NOW, WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND ENERGY ON SOMETHING SO STUPID. HOW ABOUT GOING OUT... I USE TO GO OUT ALL THE TIME, PARTIES WERE NOTHING. I HAVENT GONE PARTYING IN A WHILE, BUT EVEN JUST THINKING ABOUT IT SOMETIMES MAKES ME TIRED. USE TO HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY, NOW I JUST WANT TO NAP LOL. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I USE TO BE LOUD. IVE TOLD YOU ALL BEFORE, THAT BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL I WAS VOTED THE LOUDEST PERSON IN SCHOOL. THESE DAYS SURE I CAN BE LOUD IF I HAVE TO, BUT GENERALLY IM PRETTY QUIET. IT JUST TAKES TOO MUCH TO BE LOUD. BEFORE I WOULD JUST SAY WHATS ON MY MIND, NEVER CARED WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT. I STILL DO NOT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK, BUT NOW I FILTER WHAT I SAY MORE. ITS JUST TOO MUCH WORK TO DEAL WITH THE SITUATION SOMETIMES AND THEN THERES JUST NOT CARING AND YOU JUST WANT THE CONVERSATION TO END. THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE BETWEEN 20S AND 30S. JUST LOOK HOW YOU USE TO DRESS AND NOW. IF I REALLY WANTED TO THIS WOULD BE A LONG LIST BUT YOU GET MY POINT. 20S YOU CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND AFTER 30 YOU JUST DONT CARE OR GIVE A F ANYMORE.

HOLY CRAP!!! THIS IS POST #400!!! THATS A POST A WEEK FOR OVER 7.5 YEARS!!! CONGRATS TO ME AND TO MANY MORE... MAYBE... LOL

RT

DISTRACTED

SO I HAD A TOPIC BUT THEN I FORGOT IT AND THEN I HAD ANOTHER BUT NOW I DONT WANT TO WRITE ABOUT IT... IM A LITTLE BIT TOO DISTRACTED TO WRITE WHAT I WANT ANYWAYS. SO INSTEAD YOU GET THIS POST ABOUT DISTRACTIONS :) LOL. THE PAST LITTLE WHILE IVE BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND EVERYTHING ELSE GOING ON THAT IVE NEGLECTED WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO. IVE BEEN DISTRACTED BY SOMETHING ELSE AS WELL. ITS FUNNY HOW SOMETHING CAN CONSUME YOUR THOUGH ALL DAY AND ALL NIGHT. THEN EVERYTHING YOU DO SOMEHOW COMES BACK TO THAT ONE THING AND EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT EVEN REMOTELY RELATED, YOUR BRAIN WILL SOMEHOW MADE A CONNECTION TO THAT ONE THING AND THEN BAM YOURE DISTRACTED FROM WHAT YOU WERE DOING. ITS ALSO NOT THAT HARD TO DISTRACT ME... I HAVE A SHORT ATTENTION SPAN... SO FOR SOMETHING TO KEEP MY ATTENTION LIKE THAT, IT REALLY MUST BE SOMETHING. I EVEN WANTED TO WRITE MORE ABOUT ADULTING, BUT NOW IM JUST TOO DISTRACTED AND I ALREADY WROTE ABOUT THE MAIN POINTS. I GUESS DISTRACTIONS ARE ALSO NICE, THEY TAKE YOU AWAY FOR A MOMENT AND MAKE YOU FORGET ALL YOUR WORRIES AND WHATNOT, BUT THE MOMENT YOU ARE BACK YOU REALIZE THAT NOTHING HAS HAPPENED OR CHANGED. ITS TIME TO FOCUS BACK, FORGET THESE DISTRACTIONS, AND GET BACK ON TRACK TO WHAT I WAS DOING AND THINKING.

IT WAY MY BEST FRIENDS BABY SHOWER THE PAST WEEKEND, SO THAT WAS FUN. GOT A CHANCE TO SEE A BUNCH OF OLD FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE. ITS ALSO BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE ALL GOT TOGETHER LIKE THAT. EVERYONE IS TOO BUSY THESE DAYS. SOME OF THEM HAVE LEVELLED UP AND ARE FATHERS NOW AND AS EXPECTED, PRIORITIES CHANGE. ITS ALL UNDERSTANDABLE, THATS JUST HOW LIFE IS, BUT THINGS SURE HAVE CHANGED. SOMETIMES I LOOK BACK AND LIFE WAS JUST SO MUCH EASIER, BUT OF COURSE WE ALL HAVE TO GROW UP, AND NOW ITS JUST SO MUCH HARDER AND EVERYTHING ALWAYS JUST SEEM SO MUCH MORE COMPLICATED. WELL... WHAT CAN YOU DO... RIGHT... JUST KEEP AT IT... I SUPPOSE. EVERYTHING WILL JUST FALL IN PLACE LIKE IT SHOULD.

RT