NO REVIEWS!!!

SO THERES NO GOOD MOVIES OUT RIGHT NOW... OR AT LEAST ANY MOVIE I WANT TO WATCH... I WOULDNT MIND WATCHING LOGAN AGAIN BUT THE GF SAID NO LOL. IT WAS A NICE WEEK, HUNG OUT AND CAUGHT UP WITH AN OLD FRIEND, WATCHED THE BABY, BUDDIES BDAY DINNER, AND HAD A NICE DATE LAST NIGHT WITH THE GF. WENT TO EAT AND THEN PLAYED EACH OTHER IN BASKETBALL. I MEAN ARCADE BASKETBALL LOL YOU KNOW THE ONE WHERE YOU STAND THERE AND SHOOT AT THE NET. WE ARE COMPETITIVE AS HELL AND LETS JUST SAY IT GOT INTENSE. WE HAVE GOOD DAYS, AND WE HAVE BAD... AND YESTERDAY IT WAS A GOOD DAY FOR ME, WASNT TOO GOOD FOR HER THOUGH... THERES ALWAYS NEXT TIME.

SO IVE BEEN MEANING TO WRITE MORE REAL POSTS, BUT ONCE AGAIN THE QUESTION ON WHEN POPS UP... WHEN WILL I WRITE IT... WHEN WILL I POST IT... WHAT SHOULD I WRITE ON... I DO HAVE A LIST OF REAL THOUGHT PROVOKING TOPICS TO WRITE ON... ITS NOT ALWAYS REVIEWS... LOL. WHEN I WRITE IT, I DONT WANT IT TO BE HALF ASSED... I WANT TO GET EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT TOPIC OUT! THESE ARE SERIOUS TOPICS AND ISSUES I THINK ABOUT AND IT WOULD JUST BE A WASTE TO THROW IT OUT THERE WITHOUT FULLY EXPRESSING WHAT I WANT TO GET ACROSS. I THINK I WILL NEED TO WRITE IT AHEAD OF TIME OR TAKE A WHILE AND JUST WRITE IT OUT. OR MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STOP WRITING FOR NOW AND WHEN I DO POST NEXT, IT WILL BE A REAL POST... I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I CANT TELL YOU WHAT THE TOPIC WILL BE, BUT THESE ARE PROBABLY SOMETHING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT SOMETIME THROUGH YOUR LIFE... I REALLY GOTTA THINK ABOUT THIS... IVE MENTIONED THIS BEFORE... SO ANYONE??? ANY SUGGESTIONS???

SO IM FINALLY ABLE TO CATCH UP ON SOME OF MY SHOWS!!! ITS JUST BEEN TOO BUSY THE PAST LITTLE WHILE. HAD SOMETIME TO DO MY OWN THING AS WELL, BUT HONESTLY THERE ISNT ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY. I WISH THERE WAS MORE TIME OFF... LIKE 30 HOURS IN A DAY WOULD BE NICE... AND WE ONLY WORKED LIKE 5 HOURS A DAY THAT WOULD BE GOOD TOO HAHA. OR JUST KEEP THE 24 AND ONLY NEED TO WORK LIKE 3 HOURS A DAY. I GUESS THAT WOULD BE POSSIBLE... WITH EVERYTHING IM SETTING UP... BEEN DOING MY OWN THING AGAIN AND LETS SEE WHERE THAT LEADS. REMEMBER THAT 1  YEAR DEADLINE I GAVE MYSELF? YA... LETS JUST SAY A LOTTTTTTT OF THINGS HAPPENED AND THAT DEADLINE JUST GOT DESTROYED LOL. NOT EVEN CLOSE ANYMORE... BUT I DO HAVE A NEW DEADLINE :) NOT GOING TO TELL YOU ALL, BUT YOU WILL SEE. YOU ALL WILL SEE SHORTLY!!!

WOW I HAVENT REALLY HAD A POST JUST TO UPDATE STUFF... USUALLY IT WOULD JUST BE A SMALL LITTLE BLURB AT THE BOTTOM BUT THIS FEELS JUST LIKE THE OLD DAYS... BEFORE THE SERIOUS POSTS AND ALL THE MOVIE REVIEWS... I DO MISS IT... JUST PUTTING ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING OUT AND NOT CARING WHAT YOU GUYS THINK. I STILL WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE ACTUALLY READ THIS... I KNOW THERES A FEW THAT READ ITS EVERY WEEK AND THOSE THAT JUST COME AROUND ONCE IN A WHILE. WELL EITHER WAY THANK YOU ALL FOR KEEPING UP WITH IT. ALL YOU SILENT READERS :)

ALRIGHT WITH THAT I BID YOU ALL A FAIR NIGHT.

RT

JUST ANOTHER TITLE

COME TO THINK OF IT, IT TAKES QUITE A BIT OF TIME THINKING ABOUT A TITLE FOR THE POSTS... I MEAN IT ALREADY TAKES TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT TO WRITE, BUT A TITLE THAT DESCRIBES THE POST PERFECTLY IS HARD AS WELL!!! ITS NEVER JUST A TITLE, ALL THE TITLES I COME UP WITH I TRY TO MAKE IT UNIQUE AND STANDS OUT REGARDING THE POST. SOMETIMES THE TITLE IS EVEN ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU WONDER AND THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE EVEN READING. DONT REALLY LOOK AT THE RECENT ONES... CAUSE THOSE ARE MOSTLY OF REALLY BORING TITLES... MOSTLY ABOUT ME BEING TIRED AND PASSING OUT HAHA. I WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO WRITE A REAL POST TODAY... HOWEVER... I PASSED OUT FOR A BIT BEFORE I STARTED WRITING THIS... SO THERE YOU GO... BECAUSE OF THAT... IM TIRED AND ITS LATE AND I NEED SLEEP. I REALLY WONDER HOW MANY OF YOU READ THE POST BECAUSE OF THE TITLE??? DO YOU LIKE MY TILES??? DO YOU EVEN CARE??? HOW DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL??? WISH MORE OF YOU WOULD REPLY... BUT THEN YOU WOULD HAVE TO ADMIT THAT YOU READ THIS HAHA. ALL GOOD, IF AT THE END OF THE DAY, SOMETHING I WROTE MAKES YOU THINK OR WONDER OR QUESTION WHAT I WROTE THEN IM ALREADY HAPPY. SO KEEP READING BECAUSE I PROMISE THAT THE REAL POSTS WILL BE RETURNING SHORTLY!!! :)

LOTS BE CHANGING THIS LITTLE WHILE. MY ORIGINAL PROJECT IS STILL IN THE WORKS BUT I ALSO STARTED A NEW PROJECT AS WELL. ITS QUITE INTERESTING. IVE STARTED RESEARCHING AND JUST NEED TO SEE IF ITS A NEW VIABLE ADVENTURE. WORK HAS BEEN LIKE WORK SO JUST BUSY AS ALWAYS. LIFE, NOT MUCH REALLY, JUST HERE DOING WHAT IM DOING. REST OF IT ALL? SOME STUFF HERE AND THERE AND STILL WORKING ON THAT AS WELL. OH LAST WEEK WAS LOBSTERFEST, THAT ANNUAL THING WHERE WE GO AND JUST EAT PEOPLES LOBSTERS HAHA. 3RD YEAR IVE GONE AND THIS YEAR THEY TRIED TO PUT A LIMIT ON HOW MANY WE COULD EAT... THEY SAID 2 ONLY... SINCE I ATE 3.5 THE FIRST YEAR AND 4 LAST YEAR. APPARENTLY THEY WERE SHORT SOME FOR THE PEOPLE... HEY... NOT MY FAULT YOU DIDNT GRAB IT EARLY ENOUGH HAHA. WHATEVER, THEY SAID IT HAD TO DO WITH THEM... WHO KNEW 400 LOBSTERS WOULD JUST GO LIKE THAT RIGHT??? THIS YEAR I ONLY HAD 3 LOBSTERS :) AND A BUNCH OF THE OTHER FOODS. THATS REALLY THE RIGHT AMOUNT... TOO MUCH YOU START FEELING WEIRD. JUST TOO MUCH... TOO MUCH OF EVERYTHING HAHA. 

OH OH OH IT WAS ALSO MY GOD DAUGHTERS 100 DAYS CELEBRATION. SO HAD DINNER WITH ALL THEIR FRIENDS AND FAMILY. IT WAS NICE SEEING A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I DONT SEE MUCH OR HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE. BESIDES THAT JUST THE SAME OLD... UNTIL EVERYTHING ELSE IS ON ITS WAY.

SO I HAD TO GO GET MY NEW PHONE FIXED... IT KEPT DROPPING MY NETWORK, TURNING OFF MY DATA, DROPPING CALLS, FORWARDING TO VOICEMAIL, AND THE FRONT CAMERA HAS THESE 2 WEIRD BLACK LINES... TRIED EVERYTHING PREVIOUSLY. GOT NEW SIMCARD, REFORMATTED, EVEN THE NETWORK WAS REBOOTED 2X... SO FINALLY TOOK IT TO THE SHOP TO GET IT SEND IN TO GET FIXED AND I JUST GOT IT BACK.......................... HOWEVER... THE BACK PLATE HAS THIS TINY SCRATCH... ON THE INSIDE OF IT... SO IT HAD TO DO WITH HOW THEY PUT THE PLATE BACK ON... OMG SINCE YOU ALL KNOW IM OCD... IM BRINGING IT BACK IN TOMORROW TO MAKE THEM GIVE ME A NEW BACK PLATE HAHA.

YA... THIS WEEK POST IS A LITTLE WEAK BUT............... HEY IL WRITE WHAT I WANT TO WRITE. ITS MY BLOG LOL. ALSO CAUSE IM PASSING OUT AGAIN. SOOOO TIME TO GO SLEEP. NEXT ONE SHOULD BE BETTER... I THINK... I HOPE... IT BETTER BE!!! LOL :P

RT

TIME MAKES ONE THINK...

SO IVE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE IN SOME FORM OR ANOTHER BUT DUE TO ME BEING ON INJURY LEAVE FROM WORK CAUSE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT THE TOPIC IS MORE PREVALENT. WHEN IM LAYING THERE, YOUR MIND JUST LIKES TO WORK OVERTIME AND A FLOOD OF QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT CREEPS IN... QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT OF WHERE I AM, WHERE IVE BEEN, WHERE IM GOING, WHAT IM DOING, WHY..., AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE OF ALL... WHAT IF... TIME JUST MAKES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU DONT WANT TO... I RATHER BE BUSY AND HAVE OTHER THINGS ON MY MIND THAN TO HAVE ME QUESTIONING MYSELF. THE WORST PART IS THAT ITS NOT JUST ONE THING... IT ALWAYS STARTS OFF WITH SOMETHING SMALL WHICH CONNECTS TO SOMETHING BIGGER AND THEN YOU JUMP ISSUES AND SOMEHOW END UP LOOKING BACK AT EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE. IT JUST SNOWBALLS AND SPIRALS OUT OF CONTROL... AND IN THE END YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW YOU ENDED UP WHERE YOU WERE WHEN ALL YOU WANTED TO KNOW WAS SOMETHING SIMPLE. YOUR BRAIN REALLY IS AN ASSHOLE... IT CONNECTS THINGS IN THE DUMBEST OF WAYS TO MAKE YOU FEEL THE SHITTIEST OF WAYS... BUT THEN... C'EST LA VIE... 

IM CURRENTLY HAPPY WITH WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETHINGS JUST MISSING. I HONESTLY THINK ITS JUST THAT THIS WILL BE A BIG YEAR. IT STARTED OFF IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY ALREADY AND MY OWN PERSONAL DEADLINE IS COMING UP. NOT TO MENTION THE BDAY THIS YEAR IS ALSO A BIG ONE... EVERYTHING CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM THIS POINT AM I RIGHT? EVERYTHING IS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE WHATS THE POINT AGAIN. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, SO MANY GOALS NOT MET, AND TIME JUST KEEPS ON TICKING. WHO KNOWS WHATS CAUSING THIS... THE TIME OFF, THE MEDS, THE AGE, THE SURROUNDING... WHO KNOWS!!! JUST NEED THAT PUSH AGAIN TO GET MYSELF ON TRACK AGAIN. NEED TO KNOW WHATS IT ALL MEAN OR WHATS THE POINT. THE QUESTIONS THATS BEEN ASKED FOR SO LONG AND THE ANSWER ALWAYS ALLUDES US. SIGH... MAYBE IL BE ABLE TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT... SOONER OR LATER... MAYBE...

HONESTLY THERES SOME THINGS I WANT TO WRITE BUT I DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM... DOES THAT MAKE SENSE... MAYBE ONE DAY WHEN I FINALLY DECIDE TO WRITE ABOUT IT YOU WILL ALL UNDERSTAND.

STILL BEEN BUSY DEALING WITH THE CAR ACCIDENT AND ALL BUT IVE FINALLY BEEN ABLE TO GET A CAR. AFTER SOME SEARCHING AND SOME CONNECTIONS I SHOULD BE PICKING UP THE CAR SOMETIME THIS WEEK.

IM TIRED, IM SORE, I DONT KNOW ANYMORE... JUST... BLA... JUST... BLA... THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT... SO... UNTIL TO NEXT TIME...

RT