IN BETWEEN

WELL IM BACK, BACK TO REALITY. IT WAS A TIRING TRIP. IT WAS NICE SEEING FAMILY AND HANGING OUT BUT IT WAS NONSTOP. I ACTUALLY GOT BACK MONDAY MORNING, THEN I WENT HOME, CHANGED, AND WENT STRAIGHT TO WORK LOL. ENDED UP STAYING UP SOMEWHERE AROUND 35... 40... HOURS? I WOULD HAVE TO CALCULATE WITH THE TIME DIFFERENCE AND ALL. THIS POST IS IN BETWEEN 2 POSTS... TECHNICALLY ALL POSTS ARE IN BETWEEN 2 POSTS LOL BUT I MEAN THIS POST IS BETWEEN LAST POST AND NEXT WEEKS POST. THERE IS SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT IT. CAME BACK AND HAVE TO CATCH UP WITH WORK AND YOU KNOW HOW THERES THAT LULL AFTER A VACA WHERE YOU JUST WISH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING? WELL THATS WHERE I AM AT AGAIN LOL. JUST PUSHING THROUGH TIL THE NEXT THING. THEN AGAIN WHO KNOWS... MAYBE THIS LULL IS ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE... HMM...

STARTED WATCHING THE MAGICIANS. IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO WATCH IT AND I HAD PLENTY OF TIME ON THE PLANE RIDE. I WATCHED THE FIRST EP ON THE WAY TO HONG KONG AND EP 2, 3, AND 4 ON THE WAY BACK. NOW IM DONE SEASON 1 AND HALFWAY THROUGH SEASON 2 LOL. YA... I TEND TO OVERDO THINGS AND BINGE TV LOL. ITS PRETTY INTERESTING AND ITS FILMED LOCALLY SO THATS FUN. THE CHARACTERS ARE PRETTY GOOD AND THERES LOTS OF SWEARING IN IT. THERES A LOT OF TIMES WHERE YOU JUST WONDER AND HATE THE CHARACTERS FOR DOING WHAT THEIR DOING BUT THATS THE WHOLE POINT. THAT GETS YOU INVESTED AND SO INTO IT. SO OFTEN I JUST WANT TO SMACK THE CHARACTERS FOR BEING SO STUPID! THE CHARACTERS DEFINITELY GREW A LOT FROM THE BEGINNING TO NOW. A FUNNY THING IS THAT THIS SHOW HAS A TON OF SEXUAL SCENES LOL. THERES SO MANY AWKWARD MOMENTS AND YOU CANT BUT HELP TO SIGH. ANYWAYS ITS A GOOD SHOW AND YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH IT. I GIVE IT A SOLID 8.6/10.

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FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL

FEELINGS... EMOTIONS... THEY SURE ARE A FUNNY THING EH. YOU GO THOUGH YOUR DAY FEELING ALL SORTS OF EMOTIONS AND SOMETIMES EVEN WITHOUT KNOWING WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO... LATELY IVE BEEN IN A RUT... IN THAT WEIRD MOOD THAT SOMETIMES CANT BE EXPLAINED... ALSO A SHORTER TEMPER... IT SEEMS THAT JUST EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ANNOYS ME. SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND JUST BE BY YOURSELF. FEELINGS CAN MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING OR MAKE YOU FILLED WITH RAGE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. IT CAN HELP YOU AT TIMES AND IT CAN BE YOUR ENEMY AT TIME. SOMETIMES DOESNT IT SEEM EASIER IF YOU COULD JUST TURN IT ALL OFF AND FORGET ABOUT IT? I GUESS THATS WHAT MAKES US HUMAN... THE ABILITY TO FEEL... IT MAKES US HAPPY, IT MAKES US MOTIVATED, IT MAKES US PASSIONATE, IT MAKES US ANGRY, IT MAKES US DISAPPOINTED, AND IT MAKES US SAD. EVER WONDER WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? OR HOW YOU CAME TO THE CONCLUSION OF WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? IS IT BECAUSE OF PAST EXPERIENCES? IS IT BECAUSE OF WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU? SOMETIMES THE REASON IS SO FAR GONE THAT YOU DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHY YOU FEEL THAT WAY. SHOULD YOU THEN RECONSIDER FEELING DIFFERENTLY? THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL IS TIME. ONCE AGAIN IT ALL HAS TO DO WITH TIME. WITH ENOUGH TIME FEELINGS GO AWAY AND FEELINGS CHANGE. DONT YOU JUST WISH SOMETIMES YOU CAN SKIP SOME OF THE FEELINGS YOU GET? I SUPPOSE IN THE END, AS LONG AS YOU HAVE LEARNT SOMETHING FROM FEELING THE WAY YOU DO THEN ITS THAT REALLY THE POINT? LESSON LEARNT AND REMEMBERED.

HMM... I REALLY WONDER WHAT IM WRITING ABOUT SOMETIMES... IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO WRITE OR THAT I CANT JUST EXPRESS IT ALL OUT IN WORDS... I NEED TO DO AN INTERPRETATIVE DANCE TO SHOW YOU ALL :) LOL. THESE TRUELY ARE THE RANDOM RAMBLINGS OF RICKY.

FRESH WATERMELON MARGARITAS. IT WAS OK... DIDNT REALLY LIKE IT HAHA 

CLIENT LUNCHES RULE :)

MY BURGER

THIS IS HOW CLEAR AND HOW BLUE THE SKY WAS

OMG LAMB SOOOO GOOD!!!

2 SPICY THIGH BURGER AND 20 JALAPEÑO POPPERS :)

SWAN E SET BAY RESORT FOR MY FRIENDS WEDDING 

NICE DRIVE IN

COUNTRY CLUB HEHE

OUR TABLE 12 :)

THE BACKDROP FOR THE RECEPTION

THE CENTREPIECE 

ROUND 1 - NOMSSSSSSSSSS

MMMMM RARENESS SO GOOD

ROUND 2 - STILL GOING STRONG HEHE

DESSERT TABLE

PRETTY FLOWERS. I DIDNT GET TO TAKE THEM HOME THOUGH... SOMEONE ELSE WON IT BUT TECHNICALLY THEY SAID 2 TO THE LEFT OF THE PERSON WITH THE STICKER... WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FRD BUT THE PPL ACROSS FROM US TOOK IT... WAY TO PAY ATTENTION :P PSH

COOL SEE THROUGH ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE CAR, IT WAS THERE WHILE I WAS DRIVING BUT I LOST IT WHEN I HIT THE HIGHWAY... HAHA I DONT THINK IT MADE IT LOL

COOL DUDE THAT I DUNO WHERE IT CAME FROM... BUT IT WAS READY TO KICK ASS LOL

WAS TOO HUNGRY... SO BLURRY PIC CAUSE I WANTED TO EAT IT HAHA

XLB :) 

SOMETHING COD LOL

FATTY PORK :) MMMMM SOOOO FAT IT JUST MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH LIKE BUTTER HAHA

MMM YUMMY

PAN FRIED BUN

DUCK RICE HEHE

SPIDER ACROSS 2 TRESS... IT WILL NEVER GO HUNGRY... THOSE DOTS AROUND IT WERE ALL CAUGHT LOLOL 

GG COMP... G...G...

SORRY... SAY WHAT? I CANT PAY ATTENTION LOL

WORKS BEEN BUSY... COWORKER ON VACA AND ANOTHER COWORKER LEFT... SO ME AND MY BUDDY IS BASICALLY DOING 4 PEOPLES JOBS YAY... STAYED LATE A FEW TIMES THIS WEEK JUST CAUSE I GOT TOO MUCH TO DO. NOT TO MENTION GONG TO THOSE CLIENT LUNCHES. DONT GET ME WRONG... I LOVE THOSE!!! JUST SOMETIMES IT KILLS TOO MUCH TIME AND YOU WANT TO GET BACK TO FINISH ALL THE THINGS YOU NEED TO DO.

WENT TO MY OLD FRIENDS WEDDING ON THE WEEKEND. IT WAS IN PITT MEADOWS SO HAD A NICE LITTLE DRIVE OUT TO THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE... LOL. IT WAS AT A COUNTRY CLUB SO YOU KNOW IT WOULD BE NICE LOOKING. IT WAS ACTUALLY REALLY PRETTY AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT. I ATE TILL I COULDNT EAT ANYMORE. TOOK LOTS OF PHOTOBOOTH PICS TOO. A WEIRD THING WAS THAT ALL THEIR POP WAS FLAT... EVEN NEW CANS THAT THEY WERE OPENING... THEY OPENED IT, POURED IT, I DRANK IT... ANDDDDDDDDDDDD ITS FLAT... WTF... OH OH OH AND I KNOW BOTH THE BRIDE AND GROOM AND THEY BOTH HAD 10 BRIDESMAIDS/GROOMSMEN EACH!!! IT WAS INSANE LOL.

WELL... CLASS STARTS TOMORROW WOOO :) MY LAST COURSE FOR THIS PROGRAM YAY :) GONNA BE EVEN MORE BUSY NOW HAHA. JUST ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER EH... JUST WAITING AND HOPING TO SEE THAT LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. NO... NOT THAT TUNNEL... BUT YES CANT WAIT TIL I REACH THAT FINISH LINE. ALL IN DUE TIME EH. 

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CHOOSE THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE

SIMPLE ENOUGH TOPIC I SUPPOSE... I MEAN EVERYDAY EVERYONE TALKS TO SOMEONE IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER, WHETHER VERBALLY OR THROUGH EMAIL OR EVEN TEXTING. EVERYONE TALKS TO SOMEONE, EVEN IF ITS JUST A HI. DOESNT MATTER IF ITS FORMAL AND AT WORK, OR IF ITS WITH YOUR FRIENDS OUTSIDE OF IT, YOU WILL TALK TO SOMEONE. SO HOW DO WE CHOOSE WHAT WE SAY??? I DONT MEAN WHAT TOPICS YOU TALK ABOUT, I MEAN THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF. THE WAY YOU ARE EITHER BLUNT AND COME STRAIGHT OUT WITH IT OR CONSERVATIVE AND POLITE. IT ALL DEPENDS ON THE SITUATION AND EMOTIONS BEHIND IT I GUESS. THE FACT IS CHOOSING A SPECIFIC WORD IN CONJUNCTION OF USING ANOTHER CHOICE WORD WILL DELIVER A DIFFERENT MESSAGE EVERY TIME. YOU CAN SAY ONE THING AND IT WILL BE INTERPRETED ANOTHER, OR THAT THE WORD YOU CHOOSE WILL INFLICT A DIFFERENT FEELING. THERE ARE SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH THAT... WHY CANT WE JUST SAY WHAT WE FEEL AND HOW WE MEANT IT... YES, YES, THE WHOLE THING ABOUT SOCIETY HAS TAUGHT US THAT WE CANNOT JUST DO WHAT WE WANT OR SAY WHAT WE WANT... THAT WE HAVE TO BE RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS AND THE MAIN THING IS PEOPLE DONT FORGET... OR FORGIVE... PEOPLE HOLD GRUDGES LIKE NO TOMORROW AND THATS WHAT MAKES SAYING WHAT WE WANT TO SAY SO HARD TO SAY IT IN THE WAY WE WANT IT TO BE HEARD. ITS LIKE WE ARE ALWAYS TIPPY TOEING AROUND EVERYONE WATCHING AND BEING CAREFUL NOT TO HURT PEOPLES FEELINGS. THE WORLD WOULD BE SO MUCH SIMPLER IF WE COULD JUST COME OUT WITH IT... BUT WE CANT... WHICH RETURNS US BACK TO THE TITLE OF THIS POST... CHOOSE THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE...

EASIEST EXAMPLE... AT WORK I DEAL WITH PEOPLE... AND A LOT OF THE TIME I REALLY JUST WANT TO SAY WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY TO THEM AND TELL THEM HOW I FEEL ABOUT THEM... BUT... I CANNOT... FORGET PEOPLES FEELINGS AND ALL... BUT THE MAIN REASON IS THAT CAUSE ALL THE CALLS ARE RECORDED AND THAT WOULD BE MORE LIKE SHOOTING YOUR OWN FOOT LOL. SOOO I MUST HOLD MY TONGUE AND JUST KEEP ON PRETENDING. WORKS BEEN BUSY... ESPECIALLY SINCE WE MOVING OFFICES... BUT HEY APPARENTLY THERES A FULL GYM IN THE BUILDING SOOO TIME TO GET BACK IN SHAPE!!! WOOOO :)

PARTY HARD :)

I LOVE IT WHEN THEY BLAST CONFETTI LOL

MOREEEEEE

BEST PICTURE OF THE NIGHT :)

CANADA :)

HEY DASH :) I SEE YOU AGAIN LOL

DASH BERLIN

FRONTLINER

JUSTIN PRIME

PHO THE NEXT MORNING LOL

MMMMM :)

BBT AND WAGON WHEELS LOL

JUST A SALAD HAHA

FLOWERS BE BLOOMING :)

SO IF YOU COULDNT TELL... YA I WENT TO INSOMNIA OVER THE WEEKEND LOL. SAW LOTS OF FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN AND IT WAS A PRETTY GOOD NIGHT. BLASTERJAXX WAS GOOD, FRONTLINER WAS OK, BUT DASH BERLIN... WELL... IT WASNT AS GOOD AS THE OTHER TIMES I SAW HIM... FREAKNIGHT, EDC, RED ROOM, AND THE REST... THOSE WERE BETTER NIGHTS LOL. AFTER PARTY WE WENT AFTER PARTY AND AFTER THE AFTER PARTY WENT TO SING K... OH MAN... IM GETTING TOO OLD FOR THESE PARTIES ALL NIGHT LONG HAHA. SOMEHOW AFTER RETIRING IT SEEMS THAT ITS STARTING BACK UP... GOT PLANS TO GO TO THE NEXT FEW BIG PARTIES HAHA. GUESS WE ALL NEED TO HAVE SOME FUN EH ;)

MET UP WITH SOME OLD FRIENDS TODAY FOR LUNCH, IT WAS NICE TO CATCH UP AND JUST SEE WHAT EVERYONES BEEN UP TO. EVERYONE JUST DOING THEIR OWN THING TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH LIFE. JUST ALL WAITING FOR THE DAY TO FINALLY MAKE IT. JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE... IM JUST WAITING LIKE THE REST... HURRY UP!!! JEZZ!!! I HATE WAITING!!!

WELL... GUESS ITS TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS A BIT... NOT LIKE I HAVE READINGS... DISCUSSIONS... AND AN ASSIGNMENT DUE ON SUNDAY... OH WAIT... I DO... LOL. UNTIL NEXT TIME, HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK ALL :)

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SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS

OK... SO I WROTE SOMETHING ABOUT HOW WAITING FOR ANSWERS SUCK BUT I DELETED IT CAUSE I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS WRITING AND WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT... ITS 2:30AM RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE WORK AT 3PM SO HERE I AM... IM CURRENTLY WAITING ON 2 REPLIES FROM GOVERNMENT JOBS AND I JUST HATE HOW THEY WONT JUST TELL YOU ALREADY... THEY JUST STRING YOU ALONG... GET OVER WITH IT ALREADY SO WE CAN MOVE ON IF WE DONT GET IT JEZZ. YOU WAIT A MONTH FOR THE DEADLINE TO EXPIRE, THEN WAIT A MONTH FOR A REPLY OF YES OR NOT TO THE NEXT STAGE, AND THEN WAIT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG BEFORE YOU GET YOUR INTERVIEW OR EVEN A SHOW OF INTEREST OR NOT... BLA AND IN THE MEANTIME IM JUST WORKING AND WAITING. I GUESS LIFES ALSO LIKE THAT EH. FIND MYSELF WAITING FOR THE NEXT THING TO COME UP, WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN. YOU CANT ALWAYS WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN AND HELL IM NOT ONE OF THOSE GUYS WHO WAITS ANYWAYS. I HATE WAITING... IM A DO-ER BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST CANT DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO... EVEN IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IT LOL.

WELL ONCE AGAIN I SEEM TO BE STUCK IN THAT WEIRD SPOT AGAIN. DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT LETS JUST SAY THINGS CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM HERE ON OUT LOL. REFERRING TO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT THE BIT WHERE INSTAGRAM AND FB HAVING PICS OF THAT SAYING HOW TODAY IS PAGE 1 OF A NEW 365 PAGE BOOK AND HOW WRITE SOMETHING AMAZING... LETS JUST SAY IVE HAD ONE HELL OF A START TO THE NEW YEAR... AND NOT THE GOOD KIND OF START... ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT EH... IVE SAID IT MANY TIMES IN THE PAST BEFORE BUT MURPHYS LAW IS A BITCH!!! HAHA. WITH THIS KIND OF A START I CAN REALLY TAKE ON WHATEVER THIS YEAR HAS TO THROW AT ME... SOOOO BRING IT 2014!!!

WAS TALKING TO A FRIEND THE OTHER DAY ABOUT EVERYTHING AND THINKING BACK LIFE WAS SO MUCH SIMPLER, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD JUST DOING WHAT WE WANTED TO DO JUST CAUSE WE WANTED TO DO... BUT NOW PRIORITIES CHANGE AND WE HAVE TO GROW UP. JUST TALKING ABOUT THE GOOD OLD TIMES AND HOW DID WE END UP WHERE WE ARE NOW... HOW THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN OR SHOULD HAVE BEEN OR WOULD HAVE BEEN IF THINGS WERE JUST A BIT DIFFERENT. DECISIONS THAT WE HAVE MADE IN LIFE, WHETHER FOR THE BETTER OR FOR THE WORSE. THEN AGAIN YOU CANT REALLY SAY THAT SINCE IT IS BECAUSE OF YOUR EXPERIENCE YOU ARE THE PERSON YOU ARE TODAY. LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRETS, IVE ALWAYS SAID THAT AND THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. TRUE, THAT THE REASON MIGHT NOT SHOW UP AT FIRST BUT EVENTUALLY YOU WILL FIND OUT WHY IT WAS MEANT TO BE.

JUST THE VIEW WHILE WAITING FOR THE BUS

OUR EPIC JENGA OF DEATH LOL

THANKS FOR THE CABBAGE AND TOFU... WHERES THE PORK!!! :(

THE LAPTOP HAS RETURNED :) NOW THE FUN PART OF UPDATING... AND REINSTALLING EVERYTHING AND REDOWNLOADING EVERYTHING ELSE TOO... OH JOY...

NEW WALLPAPER FOR THE NEW YEAR :) AWWW YEAHHH RX-93 NU GUNDAM :)

THERE WAS GOING TO BE A FEW MORE TOPICS I WANTED TO WRITE AND RANT AND TALK ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT... LOL YA... ME NOT FEELING LIKE TALKING HAHA. WHAT A JOKE RIGHT? WELL IF YOU KNOW ME IM A LOUD, OUTSPOKEN, AND TALKATIVE GUY AND THAT IS TRUE, BUT I DO ENJOY MY PEACE AND QUIETNESS TOO, HARD TO BELIEVE EH? ONCE AGAIN I WAS WRITING SOMETHING AND I JUST STOPPED... WELL... SCREW IT LOL

ON A SIDENOTE... CHRISTMAS BREAK IS OVER SO NEW EPISODES OF ALL MY FAVE TV SHOWS ARE BACK WOOT WOOT :)

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