AFTER 30

YOU KNOW... THERE REALLY IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING IN YOUR 20S AND YOUR 30S... I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT IT FROM TIME TO TIME AND LOOK BACK AT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. JUST THE WAY I USE TO BE COMPARED TO NOW IS SO DIFFERENT. THE WAY YOU THINK, THE WAY YOU ACT, THE WAY YOU JUST ARE. YOU KNOW YOURE GOING TO GROW UP SOONER OR LATER, BUT YOU DONT REALLY NOTICE IT, MAYBE YOU DO, BUT WHEN A SIMILAR SITUATION COMES UP FROM WHEN YOURE YOUNGER AND NOW YOU REACT DIFFERENTLY YOU REALLY NOTICE IT. YOURE MORE GROWN UP NOW, AND MORE MATURE. YOU MIGHT WANT TO REACT THE SAME WAY BUT YOU REALIZE WHY WOULD YOU. LIKE SITUATION THAT I WOULD USE TO REACT TO OR WOULD TEST MY PATIENCE, NOW I JUST DONT BOTHER ANYMORE. I TEND TO JUST LET IT GO NOW, WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND ENERGY ON SOMETHING SO STUPID. HOW ABOUT GOING OUT... I USE TO GO OUT ALL THE TIME, PARTIES WERE NOTHING. I HAVENT GONE PARTYING IN A WHILE, BUT EVEN JUST THINKING ABOUT IT SOMETIMES MAKES ME TIRED. USE TO HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY, NOW I JUST WANT TO NAP LOL. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I USE TO BE LOUD. IVE TOLD YOU ALL BEFORE, THAT BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL I WAS VOTED THE LOUDEST PERSON IN SCHOOL. THESE DAYS SURE I CAN BE LOUD IF I HAVE TO, BUT GENERALLY IM PRETTY QUIET. IT JUST TAKES TOO MUCH TO BE LOUD. BEFORE I WOULD JUST SAY WHATS ON MY MIND, NEVER CARED WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT. I STILL DO NOT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK, BUT NOW I FILTER WHAT I SAY MORE. ITS JUST TOO MUCH WORK TO DEAL WITH THE SITUATION SOMETIMES AND THEN THERES JUST NOT CARING AND YOU JUST WANT THE CONVERSATION TO END. THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE BETWEEN 20S AND 30S. JUST LOOK HOW YOU USE TO DRESS AND NOW. IF I REALLY WANTED TO THIS WOULD BE A LONG LIST BUT YOU GET MY POINT. 20S YOU CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND AFTER 30 YOU JUST DONT CARE OR GIVE A F ANYMORE.

HOLY CRAP!!! THIS IS POST #400!!! THATS A POST A WEEK FOR OVER 7.5 YEARS!!! CONGRATS TO ME AND TO MANY MORE... MAYBE... LOL

RT

AFTER THE END

I HAD A TOPIC IN MIND THAT I WAS GOING TO WRITE BUT ITS LATE AND IM TIRED SOOOOO...

ACTUALLY... SCREW IT IM STILL GOING TO WRITE IT LOL

YOU KNOW WHEN YOU LIKE A TV SHOW OR A MOVIE AND YOU DONT WANT IT TO END? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF IT CONTINUED ON? WHATS NEXT? OR WHAT IF IT WAS REAL AND THEY THINK THAT LIFE IS REAL AND THEY LIVE THE DAY BY DAY BUT IN CHARACTER. SO LIKE IN AN ACTION MOVIE WHERE THEY SHOOT UP A PLACE OR BLOW UP A PLACE AND THEN THE NEXT DAY THEY JUST WAKE UP AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN, OR THAT THEY JUST HANG OUT AND EAT. OR LIKE AN ALIEN INVASION WHERE ALIENS BLOW UP A CITY AND YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT. YOURE JUST FIGHTING DAY AFTER DAY. OR LIKE ITS THE HEROS DAY OFF AND NOTHING HAPPENS AND THEY ARE JUST GO SHOPPING. OF COURSE THIS KIND OF STUFF WOULDNT BE SHOWN IN THE MOVIES OR SHOWS, BUT THATS THE DAILY LIFE. IT WOULDNT ALWAYS BE ACTION. THERE WOULD BE REBUILDING AND DOING LAUNDRY. BASICALLY EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN AND ALL THE BORING STUFF. YOU SPEND SO MUCH TIME IN A MOVIE OR ON A SHOW AND YOU JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS AFTER IT ALL. DONT YOU JUST WISH THAT THE MOVIE OR SHOW WAS REAL. LIKE JUSTICE LEAGUE OR AVENGERS OR DRAGONBALL OR STUFF LIKE THAT. WHY COULDNT THAT BE REAL? IM SORT OF GETTING OFF TRACK NOW. DONT YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS YEARS DOWN THE ROAD, LIKE WHATS NEXT FOR THEM? YOU GET SO INVESTED IN THESE CHARACTERS AND YOU JUST NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY END UP ALRIGHT, OR SAVE THE WORLD, OR WHAT THEY HAD FOR LUNCH. THERES SO MANY SHOWS THAT I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT, EVEN IF IT ENDED ON A GOOD NOTE. I JUST WANT MORE!!! YOU GET MY POINT? THEN AGAIN I ALSO WISH THAT EVERYTHING WAS REAL, THE POWERS, THE GOOD VS BAD, THE SPACE AND UNIVERSE LIFE, AND EVERYTHING ELSE COOL. IMAGINE IT WAS ALL REAL, IT WOULD BE A CRAZY PLACE.

THERES ANOTHER POINT TO THIS POST BUT IM TOO TIRED. IVE BEEN EATING WAY TOO MUCH LATELY. LUNCHES AND DINNERS AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. NO MOVIE THE PAST WEEK CAUSE I HAD A CLIENT THING LAST NIGHT, BUT MOVIE WITH THE GF TOMORROW SO ITS GONNA BE A DOUBLE REVIEW NEXT WEEK LOL.

RT