BIGGEST PET PEEVE OF ALL TIME!!!

OK SO I HAVE TO RANT. LONG STORY SHORT. MY BIGGEST PET PEEVE IS BEING ACCUSED OF SOMETHING I DID OR DIDNT DO. IF YOU ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING YOU BETTER BE 100% DAM SURE THAT YOU ARE RIGHT. IF NOT, I DO NOT CARE WHO THE HELL YOU ARE OR WHAT RELATIONSHIP WE HAVE, I WILL BURN YOU TO THE GROUND!!! IF YOURE RIGHT I WILL ADMIT IT, BUT PRAY THAT YOU ARE NOT WRONG, BECAUSE IF YOU ARE... IM GOING TO FLIP SHIT ON YOU. ANYONE WOULD GET PISSED BUT ITS THE ACTION OR THE ATTITUDE BEHIND ACCUSING SOMEONE THAT PISSES ME OFF. THERE ARE LOTS OF WAYS TO HANDLE ASKING OR TELLING SOMEONE SOMETHING, BUT THE MOMENT YOU CHANGE TONE AND GO OFF OR ACCUSE ME THEN ALL HELL IS GOING TO BREAK LOOSE. IVE BEEN ACCUSED OF ONE WAY OR ANOTHER BEFORE AND LETS JUST SAY IN THE END THEY RECEIVED MORE THAN THEY COULD DISH OUT.

YOU KNOW WHAT... FUCK IT... LONG STORY COMING UP AFTER ALL... LOL

SO BASICALLY LAST WEEK SOMEONE IN THE OFFICE THOUGHT I LEFT MY PHONE AND WALLET OUT ON A TABLE IN THE OFFICE. MY STUFF IS ALWAYS ON MY DESK OR IN MY DESK... SO I GO UP AND CHECK IT OUT. IF YOU KNOW ME YOU KNOW THAT I AM LOUDER THAN THE AVERAGE PERSON... BY A LOT... A WHOLE LOT... HAHA. ANYWAYS SO IM SPEAKING LOUDLY ASKING EVERYONE WHOS IS THIS, DID SOMEONE LEAVE IT HERE. IM SO LOUD THAT THE BOSS CAME OUT OF HIS OFFICE AND MY OTHER COWORKER FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE OFFICE CAME OVER AS WELL. WE THOUGHT IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE DELIVERY GUY BUT THEY WERE NEVER IN THAT AREA, AND IT DIDNT LOOK LIKE ANY OF THE PEOPLES STUFF WE RECOGNIZED. WE LOOKED AT THE PHONE AND COULDNT RECOGNIZE WHO IT BELONGED TO... TURN THE SCREEN ON AND IT WAS PICTURES OF FLOWERS SO COULDNT FIGURE THAT OUT EITHER. NO CHOICE SO WE OPEN THE WALLET AND JUST PULLED A CREDIT CARD OUT. WE STILL COULDNT RECOGNIZE THE NAME AND STILL COULDNT DETERMINE WHOS IT WAS... SO I PULL A ID OUT AND LOOKED AT THE PICTURE AND VAGUELY THOUGHT IT LOOKED LIKE SOMEONE IN THE OFFICE. I CALL THEIR NAME AND IT WENT FROM 0-100 IN NO SECONDS FLAT... THE PERSON JUST FLIPPED SHIT AND WENT OFF ON ME... YELLING AT ME WHAT ARE YOU DOING GOING THROUGH PEOPLES THINGS, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT, THIS IS PRIVATE, ON AND ON AND ON. I WAS SURPRISED... WE WERE JUST TRYING TO HELP. PERSON CLAIMED THAT THEY DIDNT HEAR ME ASK WHEN EVERYONE IN THE OFFICE CAN HEAR ME ON A DAILY BASIS!!! SO NO THANK YOU OR ANYTHING AND INSTEAD I GET YELLED AT... THEN TENSION WAS HIGH BUT LUCKILY WE HAD CAKE IN THE OFFICE FOR A BDAY SO WE WENT TO EAT THAT. I DIDNT LOOK OR EVEN TALK TO THE PERSON AT ALL FOR THE REST OF THE DAY. EVERYDAY WHEN I GET INTO THE OFFICE I ALWAYS SAY MORNING AND HI TO EVERYONE, AND WHEN I DID THIS LAST WEEK ALL I GOT IN RETURN WAS A BITCH STARE... BITCH STARE LIKE NO OTHER... SOOO SCREW IT, DOESNT MATTER. FAST FORWARD TO MONDAY THIS WEEK... ALL SEEMS FINE FOR THE FIRST FEW HOURS UNTIL THAT PERSON COMES OVER TO MY DESK ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD GOES OFF!!! SPAZZING AND SNAPPING AT ME... SAYING THE SAME THINGS AS BEFORE THAT I HAD NO RIGHT TO GO THROUGH THER STUFF, ITS PRIVATE, WHAT I DID WAS WRONG, I CANT DO THIS, I NEVER ASKED THEM, IM HORRIBLE, BLA BLA BLA. I REMAINED CALM AND EXPLAINED WHAT HAPPENED AND FOR THE SAKE OF THE OFFICE AT ONE POINT I EVEN APOLOGIZED JUST TO END IT... AND AT THIS MOMENT IT JUST TURNS FOR THE WORSE... THEY ACCUSE ME OF DIGGING INTO THEIR INFORMATION AND LOOKING FOR THINGS... ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!! I DIDNT LOOK AT ANYTHING BUT THE PICTURE, I SWEAR THAT I DIDNT EVEN LOOK AT ANYTHING AND THEY JUST KEEP GOING AT IT. YOU HAVE TO REALIZE BEING BUDDHIST WHEN I SWEAR ON SOMETHING I MEAN I DID IT OR DIDNT DO IT AND IN THIS CASE I DIDNT. I STARTED GETTING PISSED AND IT GETS LOUDER AND LOUDER TO THE POINT WHERE I AM ABOUT TO LOSE IT ON THIS PERSON. BEING IN THE POSITION I AM, I TOOK THE HIGH ROAD AND DIDNT LOSE ALL MY COOL, I JUST STOOD UP, SAID I WASNT GOING TO DO THIS AND JUST WALKED OUT BEFORE I DID SOMETHING OR SAID SOMETHING THAT I CANT TAKE BACK. YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND... I DONT TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE... BUT THIS TIME I JUST LEFT THE HEATED SITUATION!!! I NEVER DO THAT!!! EVERYONE WAS SURPRISED I DID THAT TOO. SOME OF THE PEOPLE HAVE SEEN ME SNAP BEFORE SO THEY COULDNT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY HELD BACK AND DIDNT GO OFF ON THEM. I REALLY HAVE GROWN... SO MUCH SELF CONTROL NOW... LOL. IT GOT REALLY HEATED... SO I LEFT FOR A BIT, COOLED DOWN, AND WENT BACK AND SINCE THAT MONDAY INCIDENT I HAVE YET TO SAY HI OR EVEN LOOK AT THEM. I ONLY REALLY DEAL WITH THAT PERSON LIKE ONCE A MONTH FOR WORK STUFF BUT THAT REALLY RUINED MY DAY SINCE IT WAS EARLY. THE BIGGEST PROBLEM OF THIS WHOLE THING IS THAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN HANDLED SO MUCH DIFFERENTLY. THAT PERSON COULD HAVE EMAILED ME ABOUT IT, OR TALKED TO ME PRIVATELY OUTSIDE, OR DURING LUNCH OR 1 OF 100 DIFFERENT OTHER WAYS BUT THEY THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO DO IT EARLY IN THE MORNING IN FRONT OF EVERYONE... AND TO THE ONE PERSON THAT WOULD ACTUALLY SNAP BACK AT YOU... EVEN THOUGH THERE WERE OTHER PEOPLE INVOLVED IN THE INCIDENT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT THEY CAME AFTER... AND I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WERE THINKING... THEY ACTUALLY WAITED THE ENTIRE WEEKEND AND PROBABLY THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT THEY WERE GOING TO SAY AND WHEN MONDAY CAME AROUND BAM!!! LET ME POKE THIS TIGER AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. I ALREADY EVEN MOVED ON AND THEY WERE STILL ON IT... THIS PERSON IS VERY PRIVATE BUT THE WAY THEY DEALT WITH IT WAS JUST THE WRONG WAY. WITH THAT, IT RUINED MY DAY. THE REST OF THE WEEK SO FAR??? LOTS OF OTHER WORK STUFF GOING ON, ALL OVER THE PLACE. SO WHAT DOES EVERYONE THINK... TRYING TO HELP SOMEONE AND I GET FLIPPED ON INSTEAD. WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE IN MY POSITION? SOMETHING WAS LEFT OUT AND YOU WANTED TO HELP MAKE SURE SOMEONE DIDNT LOSE THEIR STUFF, IT WAS EVEN ON A FAR TABLE!!! THEY TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT AND INSTEAD OF THANK YOU, YOU GO APE SHIT.TRYING TO HELP... SIGH... THEY JUST COULDNT LET IT GO... EVEN AFTER THE APOLOGY... ACCUSE ME... OH YOU BETTER BE PREPARED WHAT WHATS COMING. YOU BETTER NOT BE WRONG.

WELL... THAT WAS NICE... SEE THIS IS WHY I HAVE THIS BLOG!!! IT DOES FEEL BETTER TO GET THING OUT. ONCE THE NEW PAGE IS UP AND RUNNING I COULD HAVE JUST TOLD THE STORY IN A MINUTE INSTEAD OF TYPING AWAY HERE AT 11:40PM... YES THIS IS ACTUALLY TYPED UP LIVE HAHA.

WHAT ELSE IS THERE??? STILL NOT REALLY DOING MUCH, STILL RECOVERING, STILL DOING THE SAME OLD THING, AND STILL WORKING TOWARDS THAT GOAL. SLOW AND STEADY, SLOW... AND... STEADY...

RT

SPOILER ALERT!!!

OMG!!! I HAVE FINALLY FINALLY GOT THE CHANCE TO WATCH STAR WARS!!! YES YES IVE BEEN SLOW... WELL ALSO GOT TO WATCH IT ON IMAX SO THATS A BONUS. AS YOU CAN SEE THE POST IS GOING TO BE ABOUT IT LOL. IF YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR MY RAVE OR RANT ABOUT IT THEN GO TO THE NEXT PARAGRAPH BELOW LOL. ANYWAYS SO YOU ALL KNOW THIS IS STAR WARS - EPISODE 7 - THE FORCE AWAKENS. AFTER ALL THIS WAIT AND AFTER WATCHING IT MY HONEST OPINION IS THAT IT WAS OVER HYPED... IT DIDNT REALLY LIVE UP TO MY EXPECTATIONS OF WHAT THIS WOULD HAVE, SHOULD HAVE, COULD HAVE BEEN. I CAME IN WITH REALLY HIGH HOPES AND DONT GET ME WRONG... IT WAS GOOD BUT IT WASNT GREAT. IL JUST START TELLING YOU MY OPINION IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER TO THE MOVIE BECAUSE WELL... IM RANDOM!!! OBVIOUSLY!!! LOL. KYLO REN LOOKED WEAK... LIKE YA SURE DARK SIDE STRONG BUT HIS FACE, THE ACTUAL ACTOR HE LOOKED LIKE A SCRAWNY KID... NOT THE ACTOR I WOULD HAVE CHOSEN... TOO DOPEY LOOKING... SHOULD HAVE BEEN SOMEONE STRONGER LOOKING OR MEANER LOOKING LOL. THE WHOLE MOVIE WAS SURROUNDING THE AWAKENING OF REY AND THE STARKILLER BASE... DOESNT THIS SOUND A LOT LIKE A NEW HOPE... EPISODE 4... YA... NEW KID ON THE BLOCK AND THEN BOOM THERE GOES THE DEATH STAR... I MEAN PLANET... YOU WOULD THINK THAT AFTER YOUR FIRST PLANET KILLER WAS DESTROYED YOU WOULD BE SMARTER THAN TO BUILD A SECOND MUCH MUCH MUCH BIGGER ONE... WELL I GUESS NOT... GUESS YOU HAVE TOO MUCH MONEY AND TIME ON YOUR HANDS... HOW DO PEOPLE NOT NOTICE THAT GIANT THING BEING BUILT... I MEAN IT STILL HAD A WEAKNESS BUT IT WAS MORE PROTECTED THIS TIME... NOT MUCH HELP IN THE END... ALSO I MEAN HOW DO YOU TURN A PLANET INTO THAT... SHOULDNT A LOT OF PHYSICS STOP YOU FROM DOING THAT... AH MEH... WHATEVER... HOW LONG AND HOW MANY PEOPLE DID IT TAKE TO BUILD THAT... AND HONESTLY IF YOU WERE WORKING ON THAT THING ONE 1 LEVEL WHO THE HELL KNOWS HOW YOU WOULD GET TO SOMEWHERE ELSE IN THAT THING... ITS SO BIG THAT IT JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE. SAME WITH ALL THE BATTLE CRUISERS AND ALL... HOW THE HELL DID YOU BUILD ALL THAT AND I WOULD BE SO PISSED IF THEY WERE BLOWN UP OR CRASHED... DUDE HOW MUCH TIME AND MONEY GONE JUST LIKE THAT... NEXT... THE AMOUNT OF INCIDENTS THAT HAD TO LINE UP SO PERFECTLY FOR EVERYONE TO MEET AND SEQUENCE OF EVENTS THAT LEAD TO THE ENDING IS LIKE TOTALLY UNPOSSIBLE!!! NOT IMPOSSIBLE BUT UNPOSSIBLE!!! AS USUAL THE STORM TROOPERS WERE USELESS... NOTHING MORE THAN BEING TARGET PRACTICE... SO MANY YET NO HITS ON ANYONE THAT MATTERS... THIS MOVIE WAS MORE TO REVITALIZE THE FRANCHISE AND TO INTRODUCE A NEW GENERATION OF CHARACTERS AND VIEWERS INTO THESE MOVIES. I WATCHED ALL THE ORIGINAL ONES GROWING UP SO I AM A FAN, IM NOT LIKE A HARDCORE CRAZY LIVE BY THE FORCE FAN BUT IM STILL A FAN. IL WATCH ALL OF THEM AND THIS SET UP THE NEXT FEW MOVIES. THEY WILL MILK THIS FOR A LONG TIME... AND ALL THE NEW KIDS ARE BASICALLY SET... THIS WILL BE WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO BE KNOWN FOR AND IT WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY. WHAT REALLY MUST SUCK FOR THEM IS WHOEVER WAS THE 2ND CHOICE... THAT PERSON MUST BE KILLING THEMSELVES THAT THEY WILL NEVER BE THAT PERSON AND THAT THEY LOST OUT TO THAT PERSON WHO IS GOING TO BE EVERYWHERE FOREVER. IT WAS NICE WATCHING A LOT OF THE ORIGINAL CAST IN THE MOVIE BUT HONESTLY THE CAMEO BY MARK HAMILL WAS WEAK... TRYING TO FIND HIM ALL MOVIE JEZZ!!! AND WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF IT BEING HIS DAUGHTER... OH OF COURSE IT IS!!! IN THAT CASE WHOS THE MOTHER... LOL. ONE THING I WILL SAY IS THAT IM SURPRISED BY WHO THEY KILLED OFF... IF YOU SAW IT THEN YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN AND IF YOU HAVENT WELL... I ALREADY RUINED A LOT OF THE MOVIE FOR YOU SO TOO BAD HAHA. THERES NO WAY OF BRINGING HIM BACK AND I REALLY DIDNT SEE THAT COMING, A REALLY GOOD TWIST AND SURPRISE. NOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WAIT A WHILE... YEAR... OR TWO... FOR THE NEXT ONE TO COME OUT AND HERE WE GO AGAIN. I REALY DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD GIVE IT BUT JUST BY THE SHEAR PRODUCTION SIZE AND ALL THE EFFECTS AND CG I GIVE IT A SOLID 7.89-8.35/10. YES YOU HEARD CORRECT. I GAVE A 7.89-8.35 BECAUSE I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT I WOULD GIVE IT... COMPARED TO THE BOY, WHICH WAS SHIT... I WOULD GIVE THAT A 4/10... MAYBE EVEN LESS... PROBABLY EVEN LESS... IT HAD LAUREN COHAN IN IT SO THAT BOOSTED IT A LITTLE BIT HAHA. ANYWAYS BACK TO STAR WARS... IT WAS GOOD BUT WASNT GREAT AND DIDNT REALLY MAKE ME GO CRAZY. IT HAD ITS MOMENTS AND LET DOWNS BUT STILL OVER ALL A PRETTY GOOD MOVIE WHICH COULD HAVE BEEN MUCH BETTER... LOLOL

NOW BACK TO THE REG STUFF... WORK IS BUSY, NOTHING NEW. STILL CANT PLAY SPORTS BUT I REALLY WANT TO... STILL RECOVERING AND PHYSIO ALL DAY EVERDAY... SHOWS ARE BACK HERE AND THERE. STARTED A FEW NEW SERIES AND ANIME THATS NOT BAD. STILL WORKING ON MY OWN STUFF AND STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE REST.

LASTLY, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL THOSE CHINESE AND ASIAN READERS OUT THERE. DIDNT DO ANYTHING TOO CRAZY, JUST HAD A FAMILY DIM SUM AND THAT PLACE WAS PACKED. DIDNT BOTHER GOING TO ABERDEEN ON THE NIGHT OF OR DAY OF AS THE FRIENDS THAT WERE THERE WERE TELLING ME HOW CRAZY STUPID BUSY THE PLACE WAS... THAT IS USUALLY WHY I NEVER ACTUALLY GO ANYWHERE ON THE ACTUAL DAY OF... I DONT LIKE PEOPLE... LOL. I SHOULD BE MORE SPECIFIC... I DONT LIKE CROWDS OF PEOPLE, I LIKE LOTS OF PEOPLE BUT I DONT LIKE A LOT OF PEOPLE ALL AROUND AND PISSING ME OFF AND IN MY SPACE. THATS ALSO A MAJOR REASON WHY I WOULDNT LIVE OR WORK IN HONG KONG... VISITING IS FINE AND IT PISSES ME OFF FROM TIME TO TIME ALREADY. ITS NOT BAD AT ALL HERE BUT THERE ARE THOSE DAYS THAT EVEN I AM PISSED OFF HERE. I MEAN RICHMOND IS BAD AT TIMES AND THE DRIVERS ARE BAD ALREADY BUT ADD IN A HOLIDAY AND MORE DRIVERS THAT ARE ALREADY HORRIBLE AND A PARKING LOT THAT NO ONE KNOWS HOW TO DRIVE IN... WELL... YOURE JUST ASKING FOR SOMETHING STUPID TO HAPPEN AND IM SURE IT DID... COUNTLESS TIMES. I AM NOT GONNA RISK MYSELF ESPECIALLY AFTER MY OWN ACCIDENT AND MY NEW CAR IN THAT PLACE...

I FORGOT WHAT I WAS GOING TO WRITE... I THINK I HAD 1 MORE THING TO SAY... BUT I CANT REMEMBER RIGHT NOW... IT WAS PROBABLY SOMETHING RANDOM ANYWAYS SOOOO...

WELL... JUST GOING TO USE THIS LINE TO FILL UP WORDS JUST BECAUSE I CAN :) LOL UNTIL NEXT WEEK I SUPPOSE... HAVE A GREAT REST OF THE WEEK EVERYONE.

RT

SO I JUST SAW SOMETHING...

NO ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK... WHATEVER YOURE THINKING THATS NOT IT LOL. ANYWAYS I JUST SAW SOME INSPIRATIONAL PICTURE AND THE CAPTION WAS: "SELF DISCIPLINE BETTER PREDICTS SUCCESS THAN IQ." I THOUGHT ABOUT IT A TOTAL OF 2 SECONDS AND I TOTALLY AGREE WITH IT. I TALKED ABOUT THIS HERE AND THERE BEFORE BUT ITS REALLY PERTINENT TO ME RIGHT NOW. IF YOU ARE REALLY SMART OR HAVE A HIGH IQ BUT YOU DONT DO ANYTHING WITH IT THEN YOURE NOT SUCCEEDING NOW ARE YOU? YOURE WASTING ALL THAT POTENTIAL. ON THE OTHER HAND, IF YOU HAVE GREAT SELF DISCIPLINE THEN ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. YOUR SELF DISCIPLINE KEEPS YOU WORKING HARD, MAKES YOU STUDY MORE, CONTROLS HOW MUCH YOU PUT IN, AND PUSHES YOU FARTHER. THATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HAVING SELF DISCIPLINE AND NOT HAVING IT. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE PEOPLE WHO DO SOMETHING THAT MAKES A CHANGE AND THOSE WHO DONT OR JUST SAYS THEY WILL BUT NEVER DOES. GRANTED THERE ARE A LOT OF REASONS THAT CAN STOP YOU FROM TAKING THAT FIRST STEP AND MOVING FORWARD TOWARDS WHAT YOU WANT, BUT IN THE END ITS ALL JUST EXCUSES. IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING JUST DO IT. ONES OWN SELF DISCIPLINE DECIDES WHERE YOU GO AND WHAT YOU DO. YOU CAN DO IT, BUT ITS ALL UP TO YOU TO SEE IF YOU HAVE THE CONTROL TO ACTUALLY GO AHEAD WITH IT. WHEN YOU FINALLY ACTUALLY HAVE THE SELF DISCIPLINE OR THE DETERMINATION TO DO SOMETHING OR KEEP ON DOING SOMETHING, THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN FAIL. EVEN IF YOU DO FAIL THE FIRST TIME, YOU DONT QUIT, YOU JUST KEEP GOING UNTIL YOU SUCCEED, AND THATS WHAT THE DIFFERENCE IS BETWEEN THOSE WHO DO AND CAN TO THOSE WHO DONT AND CANT. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT SELF DISCIPLINE, SELF CONTROL, DETERMINATION, AND MOTIVATION. IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING OR MAKE A CHANGE JUST DO IT ALREADY!!! THERES NO POINT IN PUTTING IT OFF OR SAYING YOU CANT, THERES ONLY ONE PERSON IN THE WORLD THAT CAN STOP YOU FROM ATTAINING WHAT YOU WANT, AND THATS YOU, THE PERSON LOOKING BACK IN THE MIRROR. LIKE RIGHT NOW, AFTER 4 YEARS IM STILL WRITING THIS BLOG, WEEK IN AND WEEK OUT, 4 YEARS STRAIGHT WITHOUT FAIL. EVEN ON VACATION I STILL FOUND A WAY TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. ITS ALL ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU WANT IT. YOU HAVE TO FORCE YOURSELF TO DO IT. EVEN THOUGH A LOT OF TIME I RATHER JUST SIT THERE AND WATCH TV OR PLAY GAMES, I TELL MYSELF NO! I HAVE TO DO IT! TURN OFF THE TV AND GO WRITE THE POST!!! ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK SITTING HERE AND DOING THIS EVERY WEEK. YOU GUYS OUT THERE HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I WAS DEBATING AND THINKING ABOUT STOPPING THIS OR SLOWING DOWN. YOU HEARD IT ALL BEFORE, BUT IN THE END YOU STILL SEE ME POSTING EVERY SINGLE WEEK. THIS ISNT ALL I DO YOU KNOW... BESIDES WORK FULL TIME YOU ALL KNOW IM WORKING TOWARDS SOMETHING AND THAT WAS WHAT THE 1 YEAR DEADLINE WAS FOR, FOR MYSELF. THAT WAS ME FORCING MYSELF, MOTIVATING MYSELF, DISCIPLINING MYSELF TO GET THAT DONE. NOW RECENTLY IM THINKING AND RESEARCHING ABOUT SETTING BACK UP A YOUTUBE CHANNEL, ALL THE MEANWHILE A NEW POST IS STILL BEING WRITTEN EVERY WEEK. THATS 4 THINGS THAT IM MAKING MYSELF DO, KEEPING THAT DISCIPLINE AND NOT LETTING ANYTHING MAKE ME WAIVER IN MY PURSUIT OF EVERYTHING. THERES LOTS OF WAYS TO MEASURE SUCCESS, AND EVERYONES DEFINITION OF SUCCESS IS DIFFERENT. THERES TOO MANY EXAMPLES I COULD GIVE AND THERE WOULD BE NO WAY TO POSSIBLY COVER THEM ALL EITHER. SO IN WHATEVER YOUR QUEST IS, DONT FRET THAT YOU ARENT THE SMARTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, BECAUSE HARD WORK DOES PAY OFF AND THE SELF DISCIPLINE YOU HAVE TO CONTINUE WILL ALLOW YOU TO SUCCEED IN THE FUTURE. THEY SAY IT TAKES ROUGHLY 10,000 HOURS TO BECOME A MASTER AT SOMETHING OR A SKILL. THATS ABOUT A YEAR AND A BIT STRAIGHT. IF ALL IT TAKES IS A YEAR THEN WHY NOT GO FOR IT. A YEAR IS REALLY SHORT AND A YEAR FROM NOW YOU WILL LOOK BACK AND REALIZE THAT IT WAS THE BEST DECISION OF YOUR LIFE, AND THAT DISCIPLINE WILL TAKE YOU ACROSS THE FINISH LINE.

AS FOR THE USUAL UPDATES...WORKS GETTING BUSY AGAIN DUE TO STUFF THAT NEEDS TO GET DONE AND ALL THE MEETINGS THAT I HAVE TO HAVE. SLOWLY GETTING BETTER FROM THE ACCIDENT, IM ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY!!! LOL. WORKING ON ALL THE THINGS IM WORKING ON. OH I DID GO WATCH THE BOY OVER THE WEEKEND AND IT WAS A BAD BAD MOVIE... LOL IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE SCARY BUT MEH... ONLY SMALL PARTS HERE AND THERE AND ENDING WAS HMM... WELL... THATS ANOTHER WEEK FOR YOU. SO WISH YOU ALL A GREAT WEEK.

RT

IN PROGRESS

WELL AFTER LAST WEEKS POST I STARTED FIDDLING WITH POSSIBLY DIFFERENT PLATFORMS TO RECORD AND SPOTS TO SHOOT FROM. ALSO STARTED LOOKING AT HOW I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO MAKE THIS ALL HAPPEN. GOT SOME TEST FOOTAGE COMPLETED AND NOW JUST HAVE TO SEE HOW I AM GOING TO PUT IT ALL TOGETHER. IM ACTUALLY SORT OF EXCITED TO SEE HOW THIS IS GOING TO GO AND HOW IT IS ALL GOING TO COME TOGETHER. THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO BE A LEARNING EXPERIENCE FOR ME AND ONCE AGAIN I FIND MYSELF LEARNING NEW THINGS... SORT OF LIKE SCHOOL... AGAIN... AND IM NOT SURPRISED THAT ITS HAPPENING AGAIN AFTER I SAID I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN. IN A WAY THIS ISNT SCHOOL BUT I AM LEARNING SOMETHING HAHA. IM CURRENTLY TRYING TO USE WHAT I HAVE AT HOME FROM ALL THE YEARS OF COLLECTING STUFF AND SEEING IF THIS IS GOOD ENOUGH OR IF I NEED TO INVEST IN SOME GEAR... IT MIGHT BE A GOOD IDEA BUT THEN AGAIN I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW FAR THIS IS GOING TO GO SO I MIGHT AS WELL JUST SEE WHAT I GET WITH WHAT I HAVE, BEFORE GOING ALL IN AND GOING BROKE PER SE... I ALREADY HAVE TOPICS AND IDEAS LINED UP READY TO GO I JUST NEED TO DO SOME GOOD OLD RESEARCH TO PUT IT ALL TOGETHER. I DIDNT REALLY THINK I WAS GOING TO DO THIS BUT EVERYTHING NOW LOOKS PROMISING :)

BESIDES THAT IM STILL WORKING ON MY OWN THING ON THE SIDE AND STILL DOING MORE LEARNING ABOUT THAT AS WELL... WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING... OMG IM GOING INTO OVERDRIVE!!! IM SPREAD PRETTY THIN RIGHT NOW... AND BETWEEN WORK AND TRYING TO RECOVER MORE I THINK IM TAKING ON TOO MANY PROJECTS AT ONCE... WELL AS MY GOOD OLD MOTO GOES: "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" SOOO IL JUST HAVE TO KEEP IT GOING AND PUSH THROUGH IT ALL. I REALLY THINK THIS IS GOING TO WORK OUT GREAT!!!

SO I QUICKLY WANTED TO DO A SMALL REVIEW OF A FEW NEW SHOWS THAT JUST STARTED UP AS WELL SINCE SHOWS ARE STARTING TO COME BACK SO IL JUST DO 3 THAT I CHECKED OUT:


DC'S LEGENDS OF TOMORROW

THIS IS AN INTERESTING ONE...  IT STARS ARTHUR DARVILL AS RIP HUNTER BUT WE WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER REMEMBER HIM AS RORY FROM DR. WHO LOLOL. SEEING HIM IN SUCH A COMMANDING ROLE IS WEIRD... ESPECIALLY IF YOU KNOW HIS CHARACTER FROM DR. WHO. THEN YOU HAVE BRANDON ROUTH AS RAY PALMER WHO IS THE ATOM FROM THE SHOW ARROW BUT I KNOW HIM BETTER AS SUPERMAN FROM SUPERMAN RETURNS AND DANIEL FROM CHUCK. NEXT WE HAVE DOMINIC PURCELL AND WENTWORTH MILLER OR AS I REMEMBER THE BROTHERS LINCOLN AND MICHAEL FROM PRISON BREAK. ONCE AGAIN THEY ARE TOGETHER BUT THE CHEMISTRY IS WEIRD CAUSE OF THEIR CHARACTERS... IM JUST WAITING FOR THE NEW PRISON BREAK INSTEAD HAHA. WHO ELSE IS THERE... CAITY LOTZ WHOS SARAH LANCE FROM ARROW AND PLAYS CANARY, VICTOR GARBER AND FRANZ DRAMEH WHO PLAY TOGETHER AS FIRESTORM, CIARA RENEE AND FALK HENTSCHEL WHO PLAY HAWKGIRL AND HAWKMAN. VICTOR PLAYS THE SAME TYPE OF CHARACTER ALL THE TIME, EITHER A DOCTOR OF SOME SORT OR A COP AND IS IN A BUNCH OF STUFF BUT NOTHING EVER REALLY BIG. CAITY SOMEHOW IS STILL ALIVE CAUSE I STOPPED WATCHING ARROW SO NOT REALLY SURE BUT THATS ALL I REALLY KNOW HER FROM. THE REST... WELL IM SURE THEY HAVE ALL DONE OTHER WORKS BEFORE BUT NOT MUCH THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN OR HEARD OF. OH YA THERES SOME SPOILERS IN THIS POST... ANYWAYS SO RIP GOES BACK IN TIME AND GATHERS A RAG TAG TEAM TO STOP VANDAL SAVAGE FROM CONQUERING THE WORLD. IVE SEEN AND READ OTHER COMICS AND SHOWS AND HES PLACED HERE AND THERE AND THAT HES IMMORTAL, SINCE THE START OF THE HUMAN RACE BLA BLA BLA. HONESTLY THIS SHOW HAS TO MANY PEOPLE... CAST IS WAY TOO BIG AND ITS GOING TO BE HARD TO CONCENTRATE ON THE CHARACTERS... ALSO I DONT THINK THE CASTING WAS RIGHT FOR SOME OF THE CHARACTERS, AND ALSO THE ACTING ISNT THE GREATEST. THE SHOWS WORTH A WATCH BUT I DONT REALLY THINK IT WILL MAKE IT PAST 1 SEASON... IM GOING TO GIVE IT ABOUT 5 EPISODES BEFORE I LOSE INTEREST IN IT... THEY JUST PULL PEOPLE FROM ARROW AND FLASH TO TRY TO MILK IT AS MUCH AS THEY CAN. IT IS TO NOTE THAT I HAVE STOPPED WATCHING ARROW AND I QUIT FLASH AFTER LIKE 3 EPISODES... ANYWAYS... WILL SEE HOW THIS GOES... OH AND ITS FILMED IN VANCOUVER AS WELL :)


LUCIFER

BASICALLY THE DEVIL HAS LEFT HELL TO HAVE A VACATION/QUIT BEING THE KING OF HELL. THERES SOME ANGEL DEVIL GOING ON BUT NOT MUCH POWERS OR FIGHTING... THEY FOCUS MORE ON HOW LUCIFER AS A PERSON. TOM ELLIS IS THE DEVIL AND I HAVENT SEEN MUCH OF HIS STUFF PLAYS AN OVERCONFIDENT DEVIL AS I GUESS HE SHOULD BE. LAUREN GERMAN PLAYS THE MAIN GIRL WHO I ALSO DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT. SO ANYWAYS LUCIFER IS INTRIGUED BY CHLOE (LAUREN) BECAUSE HIS POWERS DONT WORK ON HER. SHE SO HAPPENS TO BE A COP. THIS IS SORT OF LIKE SUPERNATURAL MINUS ALL THE COOL PARTS AND FOCUS ON THE CONFLICT THE DEVIL HAS. ITS CHEESY AS HELL (PUNNNNNN) BUT MEH WORTH A WATCH AS WELL. DONT THINK IT WILL MAKE IT PAST THIS SEASON EITHER AND ESPECIALLY NOT SINCE ITS ON FOX... SINCE WE ALL KNOW NOTHING SURVIVES AND EVERYTHING DIES ON FOX LOL. OH AND ITS FILMED IN VANCOUVER AS WELL.


THE X-FILES

AFTER A 14 YEAR HIATUS ITS BACK!!! WELL FOR A FEW EPISODES ANYWAYS. I WAS NEVER A CRAZY FAN BUT I DID WATCH IT. I THINK I WATCHED A TOTAL OF LIKE 3 OR 4 SEASONS COMBINED OUT OF THE 9 AND IL WATCH THIS BIT TOO. I FELT IT STARTED OFF STRONG BUT THE CHARACTER DYNAMICS WAS WAY OFF... IT SEEMS THAT DAVID DUCHOVNY AND GILLIAN ANDERSON WERE TRYING TOO HARD, DAVID MORE SO THAN GILLIAN. MITCH PILEGGI RETURNS AND SO DOES WILLIAM B. DAVIS, BOTH OF WHICH HAS BEEN IN COUNTLESS THINGS OVER THE YEARS AS WELL AND GOOD TO SEE THEM AGAIN. SINCE THERES ONLY 6 EPISODES IM GONNA WATCH IT ALL BUT IT ALL SEEMS TOO FORCED... MULDER AND SCULLY WERE FROM ANOTHER ERA AND I DONT KNOW IF THIS REALLY WORKS. THIS IS MORE FOR NOSTALGIAS SAKE I SUPPOSE BUT STILL TOTALLY NICE TO WATCH, BUT MAN HAVE THEY ALL AGED... LOL. OH BUT I WILL MENTION THAT EVEN AFTER X-FILES BOTH DAVID AND GILLIAN HAVE HAD GREAT CAREERS SO NO WORRIES THERE. GUESS WHAT... ITS ALSO FILMED IN VANCOUVER AS WELL!!! LOL


REST OF MY SHOWS??? OH DONT WORRY IM STILL WATCHING THEM. SUITS JUST CAME BACK TODAY SO I GET TO WATCH THAT IN THE MORNING LOL. WORK... WELL IM FINALLY CATCHING UP ON EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED OVER WHILE I WAS AWAY. REST OF LIFE? NOT MUCH IS UP SINCE IVE BEEN OUT OF IT. COME TO THINK OF IT I HAVENT REALLY DONE REVIEWS IN A WHILE AS WELL... WELL HERE WAS A GOOD ONE TODAY. ALL FILMED IN VANCOUVER TOO!!! SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS STILL FILMING... IF I COULD HAVE MADE THAT A STEADY THING THAN THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN AWESOME AS WELL, BUT HEY, TO EACH THEIR OWN, AM I RIGHT :)

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CHANGE OF VENUE

SO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD WHETHER OR NOT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG... WELL... I THINK IVE FINALLY COME TO A CONCLUSION. IN ONE SENSE I REALLY DO WANT TO KEEP WRITING, THIS IS JUST AN OUTLET AND I REALLY JUST WRITE WHAT I WANT. I HAVE NO FILTER ON THIS AND THIS IS PURELY WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND AND MY OPINIONS. I HAVE TOPICS HERE AND THERE BUT THE ISSUE IS TRYING TO KEEP UP WEEK AFTER WEEK AFTER WEEK. I AM LAZY... LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT... LIKE THIS POST I AM LITERALLY WRITING IT ABOUT HALF AN HOUR BEFORE MIDNIGHT BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING VIDEOS INSTEAD LOL. I THOUGHT ABOUT ONLY UPDATING ONCE IN A WHILE, PERHAPS ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH OR WHENEVER I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, BUT THEN THAT JUST SORT OF DESTROYS THE POINT OF HAVING SOMETHING WEEKLY. SO IVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT FOR A WHILE. I WANT TO GET BACK ON YOUTUBE. YA... YOU HEARD RIGHT... BACK ON YOUTUBE, NOT GET ON YOUTUBE, BUT BACK ON YOUTUBE. FOR A BRIEF MOMENT IN TIME NNNNNNNNNN YEARS AGO I HAD A YOUTUBE PAGE. IF YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH IN CREEPING PERHAPS YOU WILL FIND IT LOL. I WANT TO START DOING VIDS AGAIN OF JUST RANDOM STUFF AND EVERYTHING. VIDS IN A WAY IS MUCH EASIER THAN TYPING AND FIGURING OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND ITS ALSO MUCH QUICKER FOR ME TO ACTUALLY SAY EVERYTHING... BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO A LOT MORE WORK SINCE I HAVE TO FILM IT, EDIT IT, UPLOAD IT, AND DO A BUNCH MORE STUFF TO IT. I THINK I WILL HAVE TO DO A MIX OF YOUTUBE VIDS AND BLOG POSTS. WHEN IM ACTUALLY CREATIVE AND HAVE STUFF TO DO THEN IL VID IT AND WHEN IM LAZY AND WANT TO JUST GET SOMETHING OUT, IL JUST DO A QUICK POST. NOW HERE COMES THE PROBLEM... LIKE I JUST MENTIONED, I USE TO HAVE A YOUTUBE PAGE... THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS BOUGHT OUT BY GOOGLE... AND I KNOW MY USERNAME... BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT MY PASSWORD IS... WORST OF ALL, ITS PART OF A RECOVER LEGACY THING AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED BACK THEN IS EITHER NO LONGER IN SERVICE OR I ALSO FORGOT THE PASSWORD FOR THAT TOO... IM PRETTY SURE IT IS WITH AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO... SO IVE BEEN LOOKING INTO IT FOR A WHILE AND BASICALLY THERE IS NO WAY TO GET IT BACK... IVE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER THE PASSWORD OR THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED. IVE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM THAT PERIOD OF TIME AND EVEN ONES FROM BEFORE AND AFTER. THAT USERNAME ISNT THE GREATEST ANYWAYS SOOOOOOO AS IT STANDS I AM LOOKING AT MAKING A NEW PAGE AND GOING TO HAVE ALL NEW CONTENT. AS FOR MY OLD PAGE... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THERE ARE A FEW VIDS UP THERE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FORGET ABOUT OR HAVE REMOVED LOLOL. THOSE WILL BE UP FOREVER AND ONE DAY IL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH... ACTUALLY ALREADY DID LAUGH... BECAUSE ITS SORTA SAD... *SIGH... NOW I HAVE TO THINK IF IM ACTUALLY GOING TO GET NEW EQUIPMENT FOR THIS OR USE SOMETHING I CURRENTLY HAVE... OHHHHH THE DEBATE OF HAVING TO DECIDE THINGS... THE BLOG I CAN JUST KEEP ON DOING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL I NEED IS MY LAPTOP, BUT VIDS WELL... I HAVE A CAMERA THAT I CAN USE BUT LIGHTING AND MICROPHONES AND THE REST WELL... HMM... I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT ACTUALLY READ THIS BECAUSE IT IS JUST A BIG WALL OF CAPSLOCK AND A LOT OF PEOPLE CANT STAND IT... VIDS HOWEVER YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. ALSO YOUTUBE I WOULD REACH MORE OF A GLOBAL AUDIENCE COMPARED TO THIS PAGE WHERE ITS LIMITED TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY COME HERE AND OR SEARCH OF THIS. SO THE FINAL DECISION IS IM GOING TO ACTUALLY START DOING VIDS :) I REALLY DO FEEL THAT THE CONTENT THERE WILL BE OF A MUCH HIGHER QUALITY THAN MY WRITING HERE.

REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)

OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!

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TIME MAKES ONE THINK...

SO IVE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE IN SOME FORM OR ANOTHER BUT DUE TO ME BEING ON INJURY LEAVE FROM WORK CAUSE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT THE TOPIC IS MORE PREVALENT. WHEN IM LAYING THERE, YOUR MIND JUST LIKES TO WORK OVERTIME AND A FLOOD OF QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT CREEPS IN... QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT OF WHERE I AM, WHERE IVE BEEN, WHERE IM GOING, WHAT IM DOING, WHY..., AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE OF ALL... WHAT IF... TIME JUST MAKES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU DONT WANT TO... I RATHER BE BUSY AND HAVE OTHER THINGS ON MY MIND THAN TO HAVE ME QUESTIONING MYSELF. THE WORST PART IS THAT ITS NOT JUST ONE THING... IT ALWAYS STARTS OFF WITH SOMETHING SMALL WHICH CONNECTS TO SOMETHING BIGGER AND THEN YOU JUMP ISSUES AND SOMEHOW END UP LOOKING BACK AT EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE. IT JUST SNOWBALLS AND SPIRALS OUT OF CONTROL... AND IN THE END YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW YOU ENDED UP WHERE YOU WERE WHEN ALL YOU WANTED TO KNOW WAS SOMETHING SIMPLE. YOUR BRAIN REALLY IS AN ASSHOLE... IT CONNECTS THINGS IN THE DUMBEST OF WAYS TO MAKE YOU FEEL THE SHITTIEST OF WAYS... BUT THEN... C'EST LA VIE... 

IM CURRENTLY HAPPY WITH WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETHINGS JUST MISSING. I HONESTLY THINK ITS JUST THAT THIS WILL BE A BIG YEAR. IT STARTED OFF IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY ALREADY AND MY OWN PERSONAL DEADLINE IS COMING UP. NOT TO MENTION THE BDAY THIS YEAR IS ALSO A BIG ONE... EVERYTHING CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM THIS POINT AM I RIGHT? EVERYTHING IS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE WHATS THE POINT AGAIN. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, SO MANY GOALS NOT MET, AND TIME JUST KEEPS ON TICKING. WHO KNOWS WHATS CAUSING THIS... THE TIME OFF, THE MEDS, THE AGE, THE SURROUNDING... WHO KNOWS!!! JUST NEED THAT PUSH AGAIN TO GET MYSELF ON TRACK AGAIN. NEED TO KNOW WHATS IT ALL MEAN OR WHATS THE POINT. THE QUESTIONS THATS BEEN ASKED FOR SO LONG AND THE ANSWER ALWAYS ALLUDES US. SIGH... MAYBE IL BE ABLE TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT... SOONER OR LATER... MAYBE...

HONESTLY THERES SOME THINGS I WANT TO WRITE BUT I DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM... DOES THAT MAKE SENSE... MAYBE ONE DAY WHEN I FINALLY DECIDE TO WRITE ABOUT IT YOU WILL ALL UNDERSTAND.

STILL BEEN BUSY DEALING WITH THE CAR ACCIDENT AND ALL BUT IVE FINALLY BEEN ABLE TO GET A CAR. AFTER SOME SEARCHING AND SOME CONNECTIONS I SHOULD BE PICKING UP THE CAR SOMETIME THIS WEEK.

IM TIRED, IM SORE, I DONT KNOW ANYMORE... JUST... BLA... JUST... BLA... THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT... SO... UNTIL TO NEXT TIME...

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HERES TO ANOTHER NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS OUT THERE. HOPE YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL END TO 2015 AND A GREAT START OF 2016. MYSELF... WELL STILL DEALING WITH THE AFTERMATH AND HASSLE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT. TALKING TO LAWYERS, ICBC, DOCTORS, POLICE, ALL SO MUCH FUN... AND NOW ITS CONFIRMED THAT MY CAR IS TOTALLED... WHICH I ALREADY KNEW... SO IM TRYING TO LOOK FOR A NEW CAR RIGHT NOW AND ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK... THERES ACTUALLY NO CARS I LIKE RIGHT NOW AND THE CARS THAT I DO LIKE ARE OUT OF MY PRICE RANGE... I NEED TO HAVE A CAR FOR WORK AND AT THE SAME TIME I NEED IT TO BE PRESENTABLE YET REASONABLE AND FITS MY LIFESTYLE. THERE ARE NOT THAT MANY VEHICLES THAT FIT THIS CATEGORY... EXCEPT THE ONES THAT I CANT AFFORD LOL. SO NOW I HAVE FINALLY NARROWED IT DOWN TO 3 VEHICLES WHICH I WILL GO TAKE A LOOK AT AND SEE WHICH ONE I WILL END UP WITH. BESIDES THAT BEEN DEALING WITH PAIN ALL OVER STILL AND ACTUALLY GONNA GO SEE THE DOCTOR TOMORROW CAUSE THIS AINT FUN!!! SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE BIGGEST HASSLE EVER!!! I DONT CARE WHOS RIGHT OR WHATNOT ITS ALL THE PEOPLE I HAVE TO CONTACT AND DEAL WITH THAT ANNOYS ME. I SERIOUSLY WISH THIS NEVER HAPPENED BUT LIKE I ALWAYS SAY... EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. HEY LOOK AT IT THIS WAY... THE YEAR STARTED OFF LIKE THIS SO IT CANT POSSIBLY GET ANY WORSE... *KNOCKS ON WOOD* LOL AND THATS ANOTHER THING I DONT GET... WHAT DOES KNOCK ON WOOD HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING... I REMEMBER SOMEONE TOLD ME BEFORE IT HAS TO DO WITH NATURE AND THAT ITS NATURAL... SO IT VOIDS THE JINX... ACTUALLY HOLD ON... IM GONNA GO CHECK. OK IM BACK... NOTHING IS REALLY CLEAR BUT SOME SAY OLD FOLKLORE SAYS KNOCKING ON WOOD WARDS OFF EVIL SPIRITS... AND IN OTHERS KNOCKING ON WOOD BECAUSE TREE SPIRITS/ELVES/NYMPH LIVES IN THEM AND YOU ARE CALLING THEM TO INVOKE PROTECTION. WELL... YOU LEARN SOMETHING EVERYDAY :) THE MORE YOU KNOW... RIGHT :) ANYWAYS THIS FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR. THEN AGAIN... DONT THEY ALL FEEL LIKE A GOOD YEAR UNTIL SOMETHING COMES ALONG AND JUST SCREWS IT UP? WELL... ONE CAN ONLY HOPE ITS A GOOD YEAR, SO FAR SO GOOD... SORTA... IN A WAY... ISH... MEH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN HAHA

ON ANOTHER NOTE... MY BATTLE WITH FB IS OVER :) THEY COULDNT BLOCK ME FOR LONG!!! I AM BACK LOL. AFTER SENDING THEM MORE COMPLAINTS AND STUFF THEY APOLOGIZED AND GAVE ME BACK MY ACCOUNT. PSH!!! THATS RIGHT I AM ACTUALLY THAT COOL SO SCREW YOU AND TIME TO START CREEPING AGAIN. ACTUALLY I WAS OFF FACEBOOK FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AND AFTER THE FIRST WEEK I DIDNT REALLY NOTICE IT ANYMORE... THE ONLY THING I REALLY DO WITH FB IS LINK THIS BLOG AND MY IG PICS TO IT.

CURRENTLY JUST TAKING TIME TO RECOVER FROM THE ACCIDENT SO IVE BEEN DOING A FEW THINGS THAT I HAD ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO. ITS BEEN PRETTY PRODUCTIVE I WOULD SAY. OH OH OH AND THIS IS MY POST #222. YUP ITS STILL GOING STRONG... 222 POSTS LATER... 222 WEEKS LATER... OVER 4 YEARS OF WRITING WEEK AFTER WEEK. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP THIS GOING. I DO HAVE TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM. RIGHT NOW THERE IS QUANTITY WEEKLY BUT THERE ARE A FEW POSTS OF QUALITY THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT. I GUESS WHEN I HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME I WILL DO THOSE. WELL, ENJOY YOURSELVES EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK.

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