BEEN THINKING... BEEN PLANNING... WHATS NEXT

A CONSTANT THOUGHT THAT KEEPS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND IS WHATS NEXT... IVE BEEN THINKING AND IVE BEEN PLANNING BUT I CANT REALLY FIGURE IT OUT. CURRENTLY EVERYTHING IS GOING GOOD AND IM IN A GREAT PLACE IN MY LIFE FINALLY BUT IM ALWAYS WONDERING WHATS NEXT... YOU KNOW HOW IN THE OLD INTERVIEW DAYS EVERYONE ASKS YOU "WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 5 YEAR?" THAT QUESTION IS SO HARD TO ANSWER. OF COURSE IN AN INTERVIEW YOU ALWAYS ANSWER THAT YOU SEE YOURSELF IN A MANAGEMENT ROLE OR EXECUTIVE LEVEL BLA BLA BLA AND PERHAPS ITS TRUE, BUT HOW MANY OF US CAN REALLY SAY WHERE WE WILL BE IN 5 YEARS. WE CANT EVEN TELL YOU WHERE WE WOULD BE IN A YEAR. SO MUCH CAN CHANGE IN A YEAR, A MONTH, A DAY, A MINUTE... SURE YOU CAN TRY TO PLAN THINGS OUT AND THATS WHAT IVE BEEN TRYING TO DO, BUT THERES JUST TOO MANY VARIABLES, TOO MANY QUESTIONS, TOO MANY DECISIONS TO MAKE TO REALLY KNOW. IF I LOOK BACK 5 YEARS AND THINK IF I HAD ANY IDEA THAT I WOULD END UP WHERE I CURRENTLY AM NOW THE ANSWER WOULD BE NO. I REALLY HAD NO IDEA WHERE I WOULD END UP... I HAD A PLAN AND HAD HOPE TO END UP AT POINT BUT THINGS CHANGE. THE SAME COULD BE SAID ABOUT NOW LOOKING FORWARD AND TRYING TO SEE WHERE I WILL BE. ONCE AGAIN I HAVE A PLAN AND HOPES BUT WHO KNOWS IF ITS GOING TO CHANGE. IN A WAY THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF NOT KNOWING. I JUST REALLY WANT TO KNOW IF THINGS WILL END UP THE WAY I THINK AND HOPE THEY WILL. 5 YEARS IS SUCH A LONG TIME AND SO MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN BETWEEN. MAYBE WHAT I THOUGHT CANT EVEN HAPPEN OR WONT OR SHOULDNT EVEN HAPPEN. WHO REALLY KNOWS... ONLY THING I DO KNOW IS DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO, TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE, AND DONT LET ANYTHING STOP YOU. THERES NO POINT IN WAITING FOR 5 YEARS TO SEE IF YOU END UP WHERE YOU THINK YOU WILL END UP... START NOW AND MAKE SURE YOU END UP WHERE YOU SAID YOU WOULD END UP 5 YEARS AGO.

EVERYTHING ELSE? WORKS BETTER, EVERYTHING IS FINALLY FINISHING UP AND IT LOOKS LIKE NOT MUCH MORE OT :) PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS HAVE BEEN ROUGH... JUST TOO MUCH TO DO, BUT THE REST OF THE YEAR IS LOOKING GOOD AND ESPECIALLY GOOD SINCE ITS SUMMER TIME WOOOOOOOOOO. FOOTBALL IS GETTING INTENSE... PLAYING TO MAKE IT INTO THE PLAYOFFS RIGHT NOW AND LETS JUST SAY THE LAST GAME GOT REALLY REALLY LOUD AND ALMOST PHYSICAL... MULTIPLE TIMES... AND PEOPLE GOT KICKED OUT. SO NOW WE JUST CONCENTRATING ON FINISHING THE SEASON IN A PLAYOFF SPOT. THIS WEEK IS A MUST WIN NO MATTER WHAT AND WE GOT THIS!!! NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP US!!! I SAY NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOCCER SEASON IS OVER... TURNS OUT OUR VERY LAST GAME THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST FOR FUN SINCE WE LOST THE QUARTER-FINALS WAS CANCELLED... THE FIELD WAS BOOKED FOR THE AUSTRALIAN NATIONAL SOCCER TEAM FOR PRACTICE... SURE... AND THE REST OF LIFE IS THE SAME. JUST HERE AND THERE DOING THIS AND THAT. ENJOY YOUR WEEK EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT TIME.

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FLIGHT TICKET PRICES

WELL THIS SHOULD BE INTERESTING... THIS TOPIC WAS SUGGESTED BY A FRIEND... I BET THE ONLY REASON IS CAUSE SHE IS LOOKING FOR PRICES RIGHT NOW FOR HER TRIP HAHA. ACTUALLY COME TO THINK OF IT... I SHOULD START LOOKING AT TICKET PRICES MYSELF... IM PLANNING ON GOING SOMEWHERE IN OCTOBER/NOVEMBER-ISH. THE PLAN IS MOST LIKELY THAT IL END UP IN HONG KONG AND MAYBE... MAYBEEEEEEEEEEE... JAPAN :) TICKETS ARE CHEAPER THE FARTHER AWAY THEY ARE AS ITS ALL ABOUT NUMBER OF BOOKED SEATS IN ADVANCE. THIS IS ALL THAT STUFF I LEARNED BACK IN SCHOOL... THE CLOSER THEY ARE THE MORE EXPENSIVE THEY ARE CAUSE THEY KNOW THERE WILL BE A DEMAND AND IF YOU REALLY NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE THEN YOU WILL PAY FOR IT EVEN IF ITS AT A PREMIUM. SO FAR THOUGH... EVERY TIME WE BOOK FLIGHTS ITS ALWAYS BEEN THROUGH A FAMILY FRIEND WHO WORKS AT SOME TRAVEL AGENCY... ITS NOT ALWAYS THE CHEAPEST BUT ITS THE EASIEST... THE PARENTS ARE LAZY AND DONT KNOW HOW TO LOOK FOR FLIGHTS, SO THEY RATHER JUST GET IT DONE BY SOMEONE ELSE. I REALLY DONT CARE, I CAN SEARCH OR JUST GO BY WHAT THE TRAVEL AGENT CAN FIND. THEN AGAIN, I REALLY WANT TO TRY THAT KAYAK OR TRIVAGO... THEY MAKE IT SOUND SO GOOD... THEN AGAIN HOW TO THEY MAKE MONEY??? I MEAN I KNOW FOR A FACT SOME OF THEM MAKE COMMISSION BUT NOT ALL... IF THE TICKETS ARE SO CHEAP THEN HOW CAN THEY CONTINUE WITH THOSE LOW PRICES? YOU KNOW WHAT? IM GOING TO START LOOKING FOR PLACES TO GO FOR MY VACA :)

SO WORKS STILL BEEN BUSY AND AFTER THE LONG DAY AND MEETING I HAD I DECIDED TO GO TO A&W. I LITERALLY PASSED ONE A BLOCK AWAY FROM WHERE I HAD THE MEETING BUT FIGURED THAT IL GO TO THE ONCE NEAR HOME. I GET THERE I WALK IN AND IM ABOUT TO ORDER... WHEN IT GOES BZZZZZ... AND POWER GOES OUT...!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?!?!?!?! JEZZ!!! SO THEY CLOSE UP SHOP AND I DONT GET MY DAM ONION RINGS :@ ARGGGG. SO I START DRIVING HOME AND TURNS OUT MOST OF THAT AREA HAD A POWER OUTAGE... SO BEING UNHAPPY I WAS THINKING OF JUST GOING TO WENDYS BUT IM STUBBORN AND SAID NO!!! I WANT MY DAM ONION RINGS SO I GO TO ANOTHER A&W JUST TO GET ME SOME ONION RINGS AND BURGER AND ROOTBEER AND MY FREE PIE :) HAHA.

OH OH OH LAST WEEK THERE WAS THIS INDUSTRY EVENT NIGHT AND THEY ALWAYS MAKE IT INTO A THEMED EVENT AND THIS YEAR IT WAS 60'S CASINO NIGHT... ITS ALWAYS CASINO NIGHT EVERY YEAR BUT THE THEME CHANGES. LAST YEAR IT WAS SPORTS BUT I COULDNT GO. THIS YEAR ITS 60'S... SORTA FUNNY SINCE LIKE 99% OF THE PEOPLE THERE WERENT EVEN ALIVE IN THE 60'S YET HAHA. ANYWAYS SO ATE AND THEN WENT TO PLAY WITH FAKE CASH... WE EACH WERE GIVEN $10,000 TO START WITH AND MY CHIPS WERE ALL GONE IN ABOUT 2 HANDS LOL. SO I BORROWED MORE OR PPL GAVE ME SOME AND I WAS BASICALLY DOWN $40,000 IN ABOUT 20 MINS BUT AT THE END OF THE NIGHT I WAS UP TO $800,000!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ACTUALLY RAN OUT OF CHIPS TO PAY ME AND IF THAT WAS REAL MONEY I WOULD PEACE IT FOR THE WEEK AND GO ON A VACA!!! LOL. THEN AGAIN IM PRETTY SURE I WOULD HAVE STOPPED WHEN I WAS AT $400,000... PROB EVEN AT $100,000... AHEAHEHAHE MORE LIKE IF I WAS UP $50,000 FROM DOWN $40,000... ACTUALLY I WOULDNT HAVE EVEN GONE DOWN $40,000 IF IT WAS REAL MONEY LOL.

I WASNT GOING TO GO ANDREW RAYEL ON THE WEEKEND... I DIDNT BUY THE TICKETS WHEN IT FIRST CAME OUT... I WASNT GOING TO... WASNT GOING TO... ANDDDDDDDDDD I WENT LOL. HE CANCELLED THE SHOW THE NIGHT BEFORE IN EDMONTON OR SOMETHING CAUSE HE GOT FOOD POISONING AND WASNT SURE ABOUT VANCOUVER, BUT HE WAS WELL ENOUGH TO COME THE NEXT DAY. IT WAS A GREAT SHOW AND I ACTUALLY GOT TO MEET HIM AFTER THE SHOW AS WELL WOOOOOOO :) TOO BAD HE BLINKED IN MY PICTURE :(

GONNA START NEEDING MORE TOPICS SOON... GIVE ME TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT PEOPLE!!! MAKE SUGGESTIONS IN THE COMMENT SECTION OR YOU ALL WILL BE GETTING THESE RANDOMLY RANDOM POSTS WITH UPDATES LOL......... WELL IT IS RANDOM AND I GUESS THATS PART OF THE NAME EH HAHA.

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SHARKS

SO THIS WEEK I REALLY HAD NO TOPIC AND THE ONES I DID IM TOO TIRED TO WRITE ABOUT... I ASKED PEOPLE FOR IDEAS AND THE 1ST PERSON CAME UP WITH SHARKS... WELL... SHARKS... IM GONNA TALK ABOUT SHARKS... LOL IM ACTUALLY PRETTY TIRED RIGHT NOW TOO SO HERE GOES NOTHING... HONESTLY THERES ONLY SO MUCH I KNOW ABOUT SHARKS... LIKE GREAT WHITE SHARK, TIGER SHARK, HAMMERHEAD SHARK, AND WHALE SHARK WHICH SORTA DOESNT COUNT BUT HEY WHATEVER. IM NOT ACTUALLY AFRAID OF SHARKS... LIKE I WOULDNT MIND SWIMMING WITH THEM AND TRYING TO RIDE THEM AND ALL. I WOULD PROBABLY END UP PUNCHING ONE OF THEM IN THE NOSE, CAUSE THATS HOW YOU SHOW THEM WHOS BOSS LOL. I WOUDLNT MIND HAVING A SHARK AS A PET TOO, RAISING IT AS MY OWN AND THEN BECOMING KING OF THE SHARK PEOPLE. THIS REMINDS ME OF ALL THE SHARK MOVIES... OF COURSE NOT JAWS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT MORE OF THE SHARKNADO AND THAT MECHA-SHARK AND THE REST OF THE ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS SHARK MOVIES... THEN AGAIN SHARK ATTACK 3 HAD ONE OF THE BEST JOHN BARROWMAN LINES EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! AS A MATTER OF FACT I DROPPED THAT LINE ON HIM WHEN I MET HIM AND HE HAD THE BEST COME BACK EVER!!! WHICH IS TOTALLY INAPPROPRIATE LOL. WHAT IF SHARKS ARE JUST MISUNDERSTOOD AND REALLY JUST WANT A HUG... THEY WANT TO HUG YOU WITH THEIR CRAZY SHARK TEETH AND HUG YOU TO PIECES LOL. WHAT IS THE REAL FASCINATION WITH SHARKS... IT HAS TO BE THE WHOLE RAW ANIMAL INSTINCT AND THE KILLING POWER THEY HAVE. ANY OF YOU WATCH THOSE SHARK SURVIVORS THAT SHOW THEIR SCARS??? ITS NUT THE DAMAGE THEY CAN DO. THEY SAY THAT SHARKS ARE THE PERFECTLY ENGINEERED KILLING MACHINES... OH YA... GUESS WHO CANT BREATH OUTSIDE OF WATER PSHHHH. THEN THERES THE BABY SHARKS AND THE SHARKS WE CATCH FOR SHARK FIN SOUP... I SAY WE AS IN CHINESE PEOPLE BECAUSE LETS BE HONEST... ITS MOSTLY ASIANS WHO DRINK IT. I HAVE TO SAY ITS GOOD AND I DO LIKE IT BUT YA IT DOES SEEM LIKE A WASTE TO JUST KILL SHARKS FOR THEIR FINS. TECHNICALLY THEY DONT DIE BECAUSE THEY MISSING A FIN, MORE LIKE THEY DIE CAUSE THEY LOSING BLOOD AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS MESSED UP AND CANT SWIM PROPERLY. DRINKING SHARK FIN SOUP WOULDNT BE THAT BAD IF WE ACTUALLY USED MORE OF THE SHARK AND NOT JUST THE FIN. I WOULDNT MIND EATING SHARK MEAT BUT APPARENTLY ITS NOT GOOD... THAT MAKES NO SENSE... I MEAN THE SHARK IS LEAN AND MUSCULAR... I WOULD THINK THAT IT WOULD MAKE A PRETTY GOOD STEAK LOLOL.

OH MAN IM PASSING OUT HARD... HAVNT REALLY BEEN ABLE TO WRITE MORE OF MY OWN STUFF. UNFORTUNATELY DONT GOT THAT KIND OF TIME OR TIME OR ENERGY EITHER. FOOTBALL ON THE WEEKEND WAS... LETS JUST SAY WE COULD HAVE BEAT THEM... OR AT LEAST I SAY WE CAN... IT WAS JUST A HORRIBLE AND SAD SAD GAME. WELL WE GOT THIS WEEK OFF SO I CAN REST UP THE BACK AND THEN COME BACK EVEN STRONGER. SOCCER IS SOCCER AND WE PLAYED 5 AGAINST 7... BUT THEY HAD 4 MORE ON THE BENCH... YA... YOU GET SO TIRED ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR SHORT GUYS. ITS GREAT TO PLAY MORE... BUT HALFWAY THROUGH YOU SEE ME JUST ON THE GROUND AND COULDNT DO ANYTHING ANY MORE. WORK IS CRAZY BUSY RIGHT NOW... PULLING OT ALL OVER THE PLACE AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL MID JUNE... IM AIMING TO HAVE EVERYTHING DONE AND THEN BE ABLE TO FINALLY RELAX A BIT... OH OH OH BEEN HANGING OUT WITH THE BOYS MORE FREQUENTLY AGAIN WOOOO. ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE BEEN ABLE TO GET EVERYONE TOGETHER, EVERYONES BUSY DOING THEIR OWN THING BUT FINALLY MAKING TIME FOR EACH OTHER AND JUST CATCHING UP IS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT... PLUS THE DRINKING AND PARTYING WOOO IVE MISSED IT... SORTA... NOT REALLY... YA REALLY HAHA. WITH THAT BEING SAID I AM GOING TO GO SLEEP SINCE I HAVENT DONE MUCH OF THAT AND I LIKE MY SLEEP LOL.

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WHY DO I KEEP WRITING...

IVE BEEN WRITING THIS BLOG FOR 3.5 YEARS NOW... EVERY WEDNESDAY WITHOUT FAIL... SO THE QUESTION IS WHY DO I KEEP WRITING... HONESTLY SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW... SOMETIMES I DONT HAVE A TOPIC OR I FEEL LAZY AND I JUST DONT WANT TO DO IT... BUT I HAVE TO!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT I FEEL HELPS ME. NOT THE FACT THAT I EXPECT TONS OF PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY READ THIS... I DONT EVEN EXPECT 10  PEOPLE TO READ IT... I THINK MAYBE LIKE 5 PEOPLE EVER READ THIS... AND HALF OF THEM ARE PART TIME READERS TOO HAHA. I JUST DO IT FOR MYSELF. ITS SOMETHING THAT GETS WHATEVER IM THINKING OR RANTING ABOUT OUT. SOME PEOPLE READ AND SOME PEOPLE WORK OUT, I WRITE THIS ALL CAPS LOCKED GIANT RUN ON PARAGRAPH LOL. I LIKE BEING ABLE TO PUT MY THOUGHTS OUT AND JUST HAVING IT OUT THERE. I KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE MAY AGREE AND LOTS MAY DISAGREE BUT THATS NOT THE POINT, THIS IS MY OPINION AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN LEAVE!!! THE MAIN REASON IVE ACTUALLY KEPT UP WITH THIS WEEK AFTER WEEK IS THAT ITS LIKE A GOAL... YOU HAVE TO WORK HARD AND KEEP AT IT OBTAIN IT, AND I KNOW THAT IF I CAN DEDICATE TIME EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL TO WRITE SOMETHING DOWN AND POST IT THEN I CAN PUT THAT KIND OF ENERGY, EFFORT, MOTIVATION, AND DETERMINATION INTO ANYTHING ELSE I WANT. IF I CAN DO THIS THEN I CAN REALLY DO ANYTHING ELSE I PUT MY MIND TO. ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

OTHER NEWS... OUR FOOTBALL TEAM WON AGAIN :) WE STANDING AT 2-2 AND AFTER WE WIN THIS WEEK WE GOING TO BE 3RD IN THE DIVISION AND GONNA MAKE PLAYOFFS. HALF OF THE TEAM HAS SAID THAT THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOK FORWARD TO ALL WEEK AND THAT THEY CANT WAIT TO PLAY AND I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I LOVE PLAYING FOOTBALL. OUR TEAM IS JUST AWESOME!!! WE HAVE A GREAT BUNCH OF GUYS WHO GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE AND HAS EACH OTHERS BACK. WE ARE IMPROVING WEEK AFTER WEEK AND YOU SHOULD SEE HOW LOUD I GET AT THE GAMES... ITS SO INTENSE!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT PLAYING THAT GETS YOU SO FIRED UP AND READY TO GO. PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN A 5 BLOCK RADIUS OF THE PARK IS ABLE TO HEAR ME... IM NOT EVEN KIDDING... LOL. MY SOCCER TEAM HOWEVER LOST THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME SO NOW WE JUST PLAY FOR PRIDE IN THE CONSOLATION GAMES. WORK.... WELL WORKS BEEN MAD BUSY... MEETINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND WORKING LATE EVERYDAY THAT SEEMS TO BE THE NORM... FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS... I THOUGHT AFTER THE RUSH WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN FEBRUARY I WOULD BE GOOD... BUT NOPES... THERES A RUSH IN APRIL AND A BIT IN MAY/JUNE ALONG WITH ALL THE OTHER STUFF IN BETWEEN... BUT I CAN SEE THE LIGHT!!! AFTER MID JUNE IT WILL ALL CALM DOWN... I WILL FINALLY HAVE TIME AND BE MORE NORMAL LOL. THERES JUST TOO MUCH TO DO AND TOO LITTLE TIME... AND WITH THAT SAID IM GOING TO SLEEP CAUSE IM TIRED... THEN BACK TO IT AGAIN TOMORROW............

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A LITTLE LOST...

LATELY IVE BEEN FEELING LOST... NOT IN THE SENSE OF WHERE I AM BUT MORE OF THE WHERE I AM GOING. LIKE WHATS MY DIRECTION? EVERYONE FEELS IT SOMETIME, JUST THE FEELING OF NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU ARE DOING ANY MORE. LOOKING BACK IM THINKING HOW DID I GET TO THIS POINT... AND ITS ALL GOOD BECAUSE EVERYTHING HAPPENED THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSE TO, TO BRING ME TO WHERE I AM, BUT WHERE AM I GOING...??? I CANT REALLY SEE THAT FAR AHEAD RIGHT NOW. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE IN 5 YEARS, OR SEE WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO... I KNOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS TAKING ME. IM TOO BUSY RIGHT NOW WITH WORK AND FOOTBALL AND SOCCER TO REALLY CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE... I CANT EVEN GUESS WHERE THIS IS ALL LEADING ME TO... MAYBE ALL THIS IS JUST BUILDING UP TO SOMETHING ELSE, BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT THAT IS... IM HAPPY WITH MY JOB, AND WE JUST WON OUR 1ST GAME IN FOOTBALL, AND WE HAVING THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME FOR SOCCER, FRIENDS AND FAMILY IS DOING WELL AND EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER... FOR NOW... I ONLY KNOW THAT IN THE IMMEDIATE FUTURE THAT EVERYTHING IS SORTA SET BUT HOW ABOUT FARTHER DOWN THE ROAD??? I CANT SEE WHERE ALL OF THIS IS LEADING TO... THERES LOTS I WANT TO DO BUT HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO GET THERE??? SO MANY QUESTIONS... THE FUTURES A LITTLE BLURRY AND IM A LITTLE LOST... BUT I GUESS THATS THE FUN PART OF LIFE... NOT KNOWING WHATS COMING AND THE ADVENTURE THAT IT WILL BRING... THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS BE PREPARED FOR WHATS TO COME AND JUST TAKE IT ON HEAD FIRST... I MEAN... AFTERALL... THE BEST HAS YET TO COME, RIGHT?!?!?! :) 

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SICK??? WHATS THAT... OUCH!!!

SO JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW... IF YOU DIDNT ALREADY... I DO NOT GET SICK!!! I REPEAT... I DONT GET SICK. ITS A FACT. FROM TIME TO TIME I MIGHT NOT FEEL THE BEST OR FEELING WELL BUT THATS NOT SICK!!! LOL. SOOOO ANYWAYS SATURDAY WE WERE PLAYING FOOTBALL WHICH WAS AN AWESOME GAME AND IT HAD TO GO TO QUINTUPLE OVERTIME TO DECIDE A WINNER... UNFORTUNATELY WE LOST WITH A FINAL SCORE OF 14-13. ANYWAYS WENT WITH THE BOYS TO GO EAT AT THE GOOD OLD RIVER ROCK CASINO BUFFET... WHICH SEEMED LIKE A GREAT IDEA AT THE TIME... UNTIL 2 OF THE MEMBERS DECIDED TO EAT SO MUCH ALL THE WAY TO THE POINT OF PUKING... LIKE LITERALLY... THEY PUKED LOL IT WAS TOO FUNNY ESPECIALLY SINCE THE PERSON WHO SUGGESTED IT WAS THE 1ST TO PUKE HAHA. THEN WE DID SOME TEAM BONDING PLAYING POOL AND PEACED IT CAUSE WE ALL DRAINED AND FULL. I WENT HOME AND WENT TO BED AT 730... AND I DIDNT WAKE UP TIL 830 THE NEXT MORNING... WTF!!! I SLEPT 13 HOURS HAHA. MAN WAS I TIRED STILL THOUGH... ALSO CAUSE EVERYTHING HURT INCLUDING MY BACK WHICH HURTS AFTER EVER GAME FOR SOME REASON... SO WENT TO DIM SUM AND THEN CAME HOME NOT FEELING TOO WELL... POPPED A BUNCH OF MEDS AND WENT TO SLEEP SOME MORE... WOKE UP LIKE 7 HOURS LATER ONLY TO FINE THAT I WAS SWEATING UP A STORM LOL MUST HAVE SWEATED OUT ANYTHING THAT I WASNT FEELING WELL HAHA. SO FEELING BETTER I WENT TO PLAY SOCCER WOOOOO HEHE. IT WAS A GOOD GAME AND CLOSE GAME AND NEAR THE END OF THE GAME I COULD HAVE SCORED BUT I JUST COULDNT FINISH AND ENDED UP KICKING IT WIDE... SIGH... BUT WHILE I WAS DEKING THE OTHER TEAM I MUST HAVE MOVED WRONG AND I FELT SOMETHING IN MY BACK... INSTANT SHARP PAIN AND WAS LIKE NOPE NOPE NOPEEEEEEE SOMEONE GO ON LOL. FROM THAT DAY ON I COULDNT DO MUCH... IT WAS HURTING LIKE A BITCH... AND IT STILL DOES BUT NOT AS MUCH. BEFORE IT WAS A DEEP PAIN AND NOW ITS LIKE A BRUISING ON THE TOP LAYER OF SKIN. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I DID BUT I TOTALLY MESSED UP THAT BAD... I WAS OUT OF COMMISSION FOR A FEW DAYS LOL. OH AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT I DIDNT FEEL TOO WELL... NO I WASNT SICK... JUST CAUSE I HAD A FEVER AND SWEATED IT OUT A FEW TIMES... WAS COUGHING UP A LUNG THE PAST FEW DAYS... AND EVERYTHING HURT... DOESNT MEAN IM SICK!!! I DONT GET SICK... I DID HOWEVER HAVE CHICKEN POX, SARS, AND AVIAN FLU... SOOO THOSE DONT COUNT LOL. I DONT GET SICK AND WHEN I DO, I GET THE BIG THINGS LOL. WHEN I DONT FEEL WELL WHICH IS NOT SICK BUT JUST NOT FEELING 100% I POP A BUNCH OF PILLS AND IM BETTER THE NEXT DAY. SEE I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOME PEOPLE ARE SICK FOR DAYS OR EVEN MONTHS... I JUST DONT GET IT... LOL NOOBS HAHA. ANYWAYS I ALREADY PASSED OUT ONCE WRITING THIS AND ITS SORTA ALL THERES IS TO WRITE SINCE IVE BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND DIDNT DO MUCH CEPT PLAY FOOTBALL AND SOCCER AND PASS OUT SO TIME TO GET ME SOME REST AND BACK TO THE GRIND AGAIN TOMORROW LOL.

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WHY WAIT...

WHY WAIT... THAT TRULY IS THE QUESTION... LIFES TOO SHORT TO WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN... YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. DONT JUST ALLOW THINGS TO TO HAPPEN. WANT IT ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND MAKE IT HAPPEN RIGHT NOW!!! WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF??? FAILURE??? FAILING IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO SUCCEED EVEN MOREAND MAKES YOU APPRECIATE IT MORE WHEN YOU FINALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT OR WHAT YOU WORKED SO HARD FOR. PROVE ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SAID YOU CANT DO IT. WHEN YOURE WAITING WHO KNOWS HOW LONG IT WILL BE BEFORE IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS... OR IF IT WILL EVER EVEN HAPPEN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! WHILE YOU WAIT YOU COULD HAVE ALREADY BEEN DOING SOMETHING THAT GETS YOU TO THAT POINT OR THING YOU WANT. SO WHY WAIT... WAITING TAKES TOO MUCH ENERGY... HOPING AND WAITING FOR SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NOT EVEN HAPPEN... AT LEAST WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT YOU KNOW THERES A CHANCE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN. YOU HAVE TO BE PROACTICE. SITTING THERE DOES NOTHING FOR YOU... OR FOR WHAT YOU WANT. ACTIVELY MAKE THINGS HAPPEN, IF YOURE NOT GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN FOR YOURSELF, WHO WILL??? LIFE DOESNT WORK THAT WAY... YOU GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE ON BLIND LUCK... MAKE IT HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! DONT WAIT!!! DO IT NOW!!! GET TO IT!!! THERE REALLY IS NO BETTER TIME THAN THE PRESENT.

WITH THAT BEING SAID... ITS ALREADY APRIL AND A THIRD OF THE YEAR HAS ALREADY PAST... I SAID TO MYSELF THAT I WANTED TO GET SOME THINGS DONE THIS YEAR AND ITS ABOUT TIME THAT I STOPPED WAITING AND STARTED DOING. SO NO MORE BEING LAZY AND MAKING EXCUSES. TIME TO START STARTING :)

SO WORKS BEEN CRAZY... OT ALL DAY EVERYDAY... 1ST TIME PULLING A 12 HOUR IN ALMOST A YEAR... BUT THEN AGAIN I ONLY WORKED SO LONG CAUSE I WAS WAITING TO PICK UP DAD. PLUS I HAVE A BUNCH OF STUFF THATS BEEN STACKING UP TO DO. FINALLY CAUGHT UP ON EMAILS, FOLLOW UPS, PAPER WORK, ORGANIZING AND EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN. IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE THINGS BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE... BEFORE EVERYTHING PUKED ALL OVER MY TABLE LOL. SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME... I REALLY DONT MIND WORKING LATE CAUSE I LIKE IT. I GET MORE DONE AFTER WORK THEN I DO DURING WORK... I WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT SOMETHING ELSE ALWAYS COMES UP, NOT TO MENTION THE STUPID AMOUNT OF CALLS THAT COME IN AND I MAKE THAT BLOCKS OFF A TON OF TIME. IT STILL IS A BUSY TIME OF THE YEAR FOR SOME REASON... SHOULD HAVE BEEN OVER BUT SOON... SOOOOOOOOOOOOON... IN ABOUT A WEEK I THINK IL BE FREE-ER... THEN BUSY FOR ANOTHER 2 AND THEN IT SHOULD BE WAY BETTER LOL. IN THE MEANWHILE... GRIND GRIND GRIND...

SO FINALLY LAST WEEK WAS OUR FIRST FOOTBALL GAME OF THE SEASON!!! I WAS SUPER STOKED!!! MORE SO THAN NORMAL... GOT THERE EARLY TO CHECK OUT THE OTHER TEAMS AND GAMES. THEN IT WAS FINALLY OUR TURN :) THE OTHER TEAM WAS NEW TOO BUT THEIR CAPTAIN MOST DEFINITIVELY PLAY... ALL HIS TEAM MATES ARE ACTIVE FOR SURE... 6'3 6'5 GUYS WHO CAN RUN AND JUMP... AND A DUDE WHO HAD A FULL ON VIKING BEARD... I CALLED HIM VIKING DURING THE GAME LOL. HERE WE WERE A BUNCH OF NOOBS LITERALLY... FOR ALMOST ALL OF US IT WAS OUR FIRST EVER FOOTBALL GAME... WE DID OK... WE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT WE PLAYED WELL. STILL LOTS TO LEARN AND ESPECIALLY THE STUPID OBSTRUCTION CALLS... WE HAD LIKE A DOZEN PENALTIES BECAUSE OF THAT... HAHA................... IT WAS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE AND NOW WE KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND I CANT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO PLAY!!! ITS A 9AM GAME... WE GONNA HAVE A BIT OF A PRACTICE BEFORE THAT... AT... 730AM... AHEAHEHAH.

OH OH OH SO THE NEW SOCCER SHOES I BOUGHT FOR BOTH FOOTBALL AND SOCCER, I FINALLY WORE THEM TO AT MY SOCCER GAME. FUNNY CAUSE IVE WORN IT 3 TIMES FOR FOOTBALL BUT HAVENT WORN THEM FOR SOCCER YET EVEN THOUGHT THEY ARE FORE SOCCER... ANYWAYS... NEW SHOES FOR SOCCER ANDDDDDDDDD I SCORED A GOAL LOL. BUDDY SAID IT MUST BE THE SHOES HAHA.

LET ME JUST SAY ONE THING... PLAYING FOOTBALL IN THE MORNING/AFTERNOONISH AND PLAYING SOCCER AT NIGHT IS A BAD IDEA... 2 GAMES IN A DAY IS FREAKING TIRING... FOOTBALL IS TIRING CAUSE I PLAYED THE ENTIRE GAME... AND SOCCER IS TIRING BECAUSE OF THE SPRINTS AND CHASE DOWNS... FOOTBALL EVEN THOUGH ITS SHORT BURTS AND THEN I CAN WALK BACK IS LESS TIRING THAN SOCCER... BUT THE FEELING THE NEXT DAY AND THE DAY AFTER... EVERYTHING WAS DEAD... EVERYTHING WAS SORE... EVERYTHING HURT... WELL THATS JUST THE START SO WITH MORE GAMES ENDURANCE AND STAMINA WILL BE BACK SO IT WILL BE BETTER................. I HOPE... LOL. NOW TO GET SOME OF THAT MUCH NEEDED REST :)

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