IM SITTING HERE...

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD I DONT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC TODAY... LOL. IVE BEEN TOO BUSY THE PAST WEEK WITH WORK AND REST OF LIFE THAT I DIDNT REALLY THINK OF A TOPIC TO WRITE... I COULD USE ONE OF MY BACK UP TOPICS BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO WASTE THEM ON A HALF ASS-ED POST LIKE THIS ONE IM TYPING UP RIGHT NOW HAHA. IVE SORTA HAVE HAD A LOT ON MY MIND AS WELL SO IM REALLY ALL OVER THE PLACE... IM EVEN MORE RANDOM THAN NORMAL I THINK... IF THATS POSSIBLE. ANYWAYS... WHAT CAN I SAY... THATS LIFE. LETS SEE IF I CAN SALVAGE THIS POST...

PAST WEEKEND JUST HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND WATCHED THE FOREST, WATCHED MY FOOTBALL TEAM PLAY, AND SUPERVISED MY FRIENDS MOVE. SO BASICALLY I SAT AROUND WATCHING THINGS HAPPEN ALL WEEKEND... OH OH OH THE FOREST MOVIES WAS MEH... NOTHING REALLY SCARY... OR SCARY SO, SO THAT WAS NO FUN. WENT TO ANTON'S, AND ATE TOO MUCH PASTA. WAITED ABOUT AN HOUR IN LINE SO THAT WASNT TOO BAD. ALSO HAD LEFTOVERS FOR BREAKFAST. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT SUCKS JUST SITTING AROUND, STANDING AROUND, NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING. EVEN SITTING HERE TYPING THIS OUT RIGHT NOW MY BACK IS HURTING AND SO IS MY NECK... STILL GOING TO PHYSIO ABOUT 2/3 TIMES A WEEK. THEN WORKED THE REST OF THE WEEK UP TO NOW AND JUST SITTING HERE, TYPING THIS...

WELL... BEEN THINKING ABOUT THINGS AND IN THE END I CAME  BACK TO THE SAME CONCLUSION OF JUST DO WHAT I WANT AND WHO CARES ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. JUST DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, YES YES IVE SAID THIS BEFORE AND YES YES EVERYONE SAYS IT AS WELL. WHY NOT BE HAPPY? YOU DESERVE IT! IF YOU DONT DESERVE IT, THEN WHO DOES? IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOU, SO DO WHAT YOU WANT AND DONT LET ANYTHING STOP YOU FROM GETTING TO WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT. THERES A FEW THINGS I WANT RIGHT NOW AND IM CONSTANTLY WORKING ON ONE AND ITS GOING WELL, JUST WORKED ON ANOTHER AND ITS GOING WELL SO FAR, AND THE REST... WELL... THEY ARE IN THE WORKS. OK...

IM PASSING OUT RIGHT NOW... SO ITS TIME TO GET OUT OF HERE AND THIS SAD SAD POST LOL. 

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A LOT ABOUT NOTHING... BUT SOMETHING ABOUT EVERYTHING

OK... SO I HAD A TOPIC AND IT WAS ABOUT SOMETHING TO DO WITH SOMETHING BUT NOW I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT IT WAS GOING TO BE ABOUT... THIS QUICKLY TURNED INTO A POST ABOUT NOTHING... THERES A FEW THINGS I COULD TALK ABOUT BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE IVE ALREADY INVESTED IN WRITING ABOUT NOTHING SO I HAVE TO KEEP THAT GOING LOL. WELL... I GUESS I CAN WRITE A BIT ABOUT A FEW RANDOM THINGS... YA... THAT WORKS. IL WRITE SOME RANDOM RANDOMNESS BUT NOT REALLY RANDOM SINCE I NOW HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT... SO TECHNICALLY ITS NOT A LOT ABOUT NOTHING ANY MORE... AND MORE OF SOMETHING TO DO WITH A LOT OF SOMETHING HAHA

MOST PEOPLE DO THEIR JOBS WELL... I SUPPOSE... AND I SAY MOST BECAUSE I DO KNOW PEOPLE WHO SUCK AT THEIR JOBS AND REALLY SHOULD NOT BE DOING WHAT THEY ARE DOING. GRANTED, THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARE GOOD OR OVER QUALIFIED FOR THEIR JOBS BUT THATS ANOTHER THING. I JUST HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN DO YOUR JOB BETTER THAN YOU CAN. YES THIS HAPPENS TO EVERYONE BUT IN MY KIND OF JOB WE ARE SPECIALISTS IN OUR FIELD AND THIS MOFO KEEPS TRYING TO MESS WITH EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING TELLING WRONG INFORMATION AND TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK BAD AND TOTALLY STUPID. WHEN IN FACT THE GUYS INFORMATION IS WRONG OR OUTDATED OR JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE. DUDE!!! THIS IS WHAT I DO!!! YOU APPARENTLY HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO LOOK EVERYTHING UP, COPY AND PASTE, AND EXPLAIN WHAT YOU THINK IS THE CORRECT WAY WHEN IT IS NOT. IF WE HAD IT YOUR WAY THEN NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO GET DONE. NO ONE LIKES THIS IDIOT AND THEY ARE JUST AGGRESSIVE TO EVERYONE AND TRIES TO BULLY THEM. IF IT WASNT BECAUSE IM BEING HELD AT A HIGHER STANDARD OR THAT TECHNICALLY THEY ARE MY CLIENTS I WOULD JUST RIP THEM APART AND MOST LIKELY END UP IN A FIGHT. INSTEAD I AM CIVIL AND HAVE TO KEEP MY COOL AND BE PROFESSIONAL. DO YOU SEE ME TELLING YOU HOW TO DO YOUR JOB? NO! SO STFU!!! YOU THINK YOU CAN BE LOUDER THAN ME? NO!!! CAUSE I WILL DESTROY YOU, YOU STUPID IDIOT. WHO DO YOU EVEN THINK YOU ARE TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT. ANYWHERE ELSE THAN THIS AT WORK, YOU WOULD HAVE HAD THE CRAP BEATEN OUT OF YOU A HUNDRED TIMES OVER. ONCE AGAIN... I TAKE THE HIGH ROAD, AND CARRY ON.

MY CITY REALLY IS SMALL... IF YOU DIDNT KNOW, I LIVE IN VANCOUVER. IVE MENTIONED IT A COUPLE OF TIMES HERE AND THERE BUT ANYWAYS... VANCOUVER IS SMALL... ITS A BIG CITY AND ALL BUT EVERYONE IN IT IS SMALL. BY THAT I MEAN SOMEHOW YOU WILL MEET SOMEONE WHO KNOWS SOMEONE OR KNOWS YOU. EVERYONE KNOWS EVERYONE. YOU REALLY CANT GET AWAY. DONT THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY FROM PEOPLE FROM VANCOUVER BY GOING TO SEATTLE... YOU WILL FIND TONS OF VANCOUVER PEOPLE THERE. THERES BEEN A FEW TIMES THAT IVE BUMPED INTO VANCOUVER PEOPLE IN CHINA... IN THE OUTSKIRTS OF THE CITIES IN RURAL PLACES IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. SAME WITH HONG KONG, I BUMP INTO PEOPLE THERE THAT I NEVER EVEN SEE AT HOME... THIS IS HONESTLY WHY YOU CANT DO ANYTHING STUPID OR PUTS YOU OUT THERE. WORD TRAVELS SO FAST IN THIS CITY AND SOONER OR LATER YOU WILL MEET SOMEONE THAT KNOWS YOU OR SOMEONE KNOWS SOMEONE. THATS WHY I NEVER EVER WANT TO BURN A BRIDGE OR DO SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE NOTICE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO OR WHEN OR WHERE YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE OR NEED SOMETHING FROM SOMEONE OR MEET SOMEONE WHO KNOWS YOU OR KNOWS SOMEONE. ITS ALL ABOUT RELATIONSHIP AND WHO YOU KNOW IN THIS LIFE AND YOU NEVER WANT TO PISS OFF THE WRONG PERSON, BECAUSE YOU REALLY NEVER KNOW WHO THEY KNOW AND YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WILL NEED THEIR HELP. WITH THAT BEING SAID... IM SORT OF KNOWN AROUND BUT ONLY AS THE CAPSLOCK GUY, WHICH IF FINE BECAUSE ITS REALLY NOTHING, PEOPLE RECOGNIZE ME OR FROM FB POSTS OR FROM IG. ITS JUST AMAZING HOW EVERYONE IS CONNECTED THESE DAYS SO JUST MAKE SURE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING.

PEOPLE COME IN AND OUT OF EVERYONES LIFE. IVE SAID THIS BEFORE, THAT I LIKE CATCHING UP WITH OLD FRIENDS WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE. I ALWAYS LIKE TO KEEP THAT CONNECTION EVEN IF WE ARENT CLOSE, I WOULD STILL LIKE TO BE FRIENDS BECAUSE WE MET FOR A REASON. SOMETIMES ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO THAT THOUGH. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN PRIORITIES AND WORK AND LIFE JUST GETS IN THE WAY A LOT OF THE TIME. I KNOW SOMEONE WILL SAY OH IF YOU REALLY WANT TO THEN YOU WILL MAKE THE TIME. WELL OF COURSE YOU WILL BUT WILL YOU REALLY UP A FRIEND YOU HAVENT SEEN OR TALKED TO IN 8 YEARS TO GO HANG OUT? MAYBE... MAYBE NOT. THATS WHAT IM SAYING. I DO TRY AND RECENTLY BEEN TALKING TO SOME OLD FRIENDS AGAIN AND ITS NICE. ALSO IT JUST SO HAPPEN CONSEQUENTIALLY AN OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN PROBABLY 10+ YEARS ENDED UP WORKING WITH ONE OF THE COMPANIES I DEAL WITH. WE BOTH REMEMBER EACH OTHER OF COURSE, I MEAN WHO CAN FORGET ME RIGHT :) TALKED A BIT AND NOW WE GOING TO GO OUT TO CATCH UP. THINK ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT YOU USE TO TALK TO, AND NOT THINK ABOUT WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THEM, WHY OR HOW DID YOU STOP TALKING TO EACH OTHER. IVE ALWAYS WONDERED WHAT IF WE WERE ABLE TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH EVERYONE WE EVER MET OR OLD FRIENDS. FIRSTLY THAT WOULDNT BE POSSIBLE SINCE IT WOULD TAKE TOO MUCH TIME, BUT MAINLY BECAUSE THAT TIME HAS PASSED. I MEAN, YA YOU CAN CATCH UP WITH SOME AND IT WOULD ALL BE FINE, BUT MANY YOU STOPPED TALKING TO OR JUST LOST CONNECTION WITH FOR A REASON. DONT GET ME WRONG, IF I BUMP INTO SOMEONE I USE TO KNOW IL STILL TALK TO THEM AND SEE HOW THEY ARE DOING, BUT IT WONT EVER BE THE SAME WAY IT WAS WHEN WE USE TO BE FRIENDS OR ACTUALLY TALKED.

SO IT WAS EASTER LONG WEEKEND AND WE GOT 4 DAYS OFF SO THAT WAS NICE. PRETTY RELAXING, SAW SOME FRIENDS, HUNG OUT, WENT TO A CANUCKS GAME, SANG SOME KARAOKE, AND ATE SOME FOOD. I DONT REALLY LIKE PARTYING ANYMORE, I HAVENT REALLY LIKED IT IN A WHILE AND I CANT EVEN REALLY GO OUT THESE DAYS SINCE BODY STILL HURTS AND IS RECOVERING. THIS PROCESS IS SLOW AND I REALLY HATE IT. I REALLY WANT TO PLAY SPORTS AND I CANT... I PHYSICALLY CANT. EVERYONE!!! PSA ANNOUNCEMENT!!! AVOID CAR CRASHES AT ALL COST!!! BESIDES THE CAR GETTING TOTALLY, I FEEL LIKE I GOT TOTALLED. SO MANY THINGS STILL HURT THAT ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. WORK YOU SAY? YA WORK IS BUSY AGAIN, TOO MUCH TO DO AND TOO LITTLE TIME TO DO IT. EVERYTHING ELSE? WELL... WORKING ON MY OWN THING AND CANT WAIT TIL ITS GOOD TO GO. REALLY ONLY HAVE 4 MONTHS LEFT FOR THE DEADLINE... WONDER IF I CAN MAKE IT LOL.

OK NOW IM REALLY TIRED AND I THINK THERES A LOT OF GOOD MATERIAL ABOVE SO IM GOING TO SLEEP. GOODNIGHT ALL :)

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NOTE

OK... I PASSED OUT 2 TIMES BEFORE I EVEN GOT THIS POST STARTED... I REALLY NEED TO START WRITING THIS EARLIER LOL. SO THERES NOT MUCH OF A TOPIC TODAY AND ITS MORE OF A NOTE TO EVERYONE. IF YOU HAVE NOTICED, I HAVENT REALLY EVER WRITTEN ABOUT THE OBVIOUS TOPICS SUCH AS LIFE, FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT. THE PROBLEM IS THAT THERE IS SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT THEM AND I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO START... WELL IF I DID START IT WOULD BE A EVEN BIGGER MESS OF JUMBLED WORDS. THE MOMENT YOU WRITE IT DOWN IS THE MOMENT IT BECOMES REALITY AND FOR SOME OF THE STUFF I RATHER NOT SAY.

TIRED, PASSING OUT, BUSY AT WORK, OUT OF THE PLAYOFFS FOR FOOTBALL, HANGING OUT AND JUST REALXING. NOT MUCH ELSE RIGHT NOW, STILL WORKING ON HAVING SOME OF THINGS RUNNING BUT THATS TAKING SOME TIME IT SEEMS. WELL THERE YOU GO, A VERY VERY VERYYYYY SHORT POST LOL.

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SHARKS

SO THIS WEEK I REALLY HAD NO TOPIC AND THE ONES I DID IM TOO TIRED TO WRITE ABOUT... I ASKED PEOPLE FOR IDEAS AND THE 1ST PERSON CAME UP WITH SHARKS... WELL... SHARKS... IM GONNA TALK ABOUT SHARKS... LOL IM ACTUALLY PRETTY TIRED RIGHT NOW TOO SO HERE GOES NOTHING... HONESTLY THERES ONLY SO MUCH I KNOW ABOUT SHARKS... LIKE GREAT WHITE SHARK, TIGER SHARK, HAMMERHEAD SHARK, AND WHALE SHARK WHICH SORTA DOESNT COUNT BUT HEY WHATEVER. IM NOT ACTUALLY AFRAID OF SHARKS... LIKE I WOULDNT MIND SWIMMING WITH THEM AND TRYING TO RIDE THEM AND ALL. I WOULD PROBABLY END UP PUNCHING ONE OF THEM IN THE NOSE, CAUSE THATS HOW YOU SHOW THEM WHOS BOSS LOL. I WOUDLNT MIND HAVING A SHARK AS A PET TOO, RAISING IT AS MY OWN AND THEN BECOMING KING OF THE SHARK PEOPLE. THIS REMINDS ME OF ALL THE SHARK MOVIES... OF COURSE NOT JAWS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT MORE OF THE SHARKNADO AND THAT MECHA-SHARK AND THE REST OF THE ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS SHARK MOVIES... THEN AGAIN SHARK ATTACK 3 HAD ONE OF THE BEST JOHN BARROWMAN LINES EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! AS A MATTER OF FACT I DROPPED THAT LINE ON HIM WHEN I MET HIM AND HE HAD THE BEST COME BACK EVER!!! WHICH IS TOTALLY INAPPROPRIATE LOL. WHAT IF SHARKS ARE JUST MISUNDERSTOOD AND REALLY JUST WANT A HUG... THEY WANT TO HUG YOU WITH THEIR CRAZY SHARK TEETH AND HUG YOU TO PIECES LOL. WHAT IS THE REAL FASCINATION WITH SHARKS... IT HAS TO BE THE WHOLE RAW ANIMAL INSTINCT AND THE KILLING POWER THEY HAVE. ANY OF YOU WATCH THOSE SHARK SURVIVORS THAT SHOW THEIR SCARS??? ITS NUT THE DAMAGE THEY CAN DO. THEY SAY THAT SHARKS ARE THE PERFECTLY ENGINEERED KILLING MACHINES... OH YA... GUESS WHO CANT BREATH OUTSIDE OF WATER PSHHHH. THEN THERES THE BABY SHARKS AND THE SHARKS WE CATCH FOR SHARK FIN SOUP... I SAY WE AS IN CHINESE PEOPLE BECAUSE LETS BE HONEST... ITS MOSTLY ASIANS WHO DRINK IT. I HAVE TO SAY ITS GOOD AND I DO LIKE IT BUT YA IT DOES SEEM LIKE A WASTE TO JUST KILL SHARKS FOR THEIR FINS. TECHNICALLY THEY DONT DIE BECAUSE THEY MISSING A FIN, MORE LIKE THEY DIE CAUSE THEY LOSING BLOOD AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS MESSED UP AND CANT SWIM PROPERLY. DRINKING SHARK FIN SOUP WOULDNT BE THAT BAD IF WE ACTUALLY USED MORE OF THE SHARK AND NOT JUST THE FIN. I WOULDNT MIND EATING SHARK MEAT BUT APPARENTLY ITS NOT GOOD... THAT MAKES NO SENSE... I MEAN THE SHARK IS LEAN AND MUSCULAR... I WOULD THINK THAT IT WOULD MAKE A PRETTY GOOD STEAK LOLOL.

OH MAN IM PASSING OUT HARD... HAVNT REALLY BEEN ABLE TO WRITE MORE OF MY OWN STUFF. UNFORTUNATELY DONT GOT THAT KIND OF TIME OR TIME OR ENERGY EITHER. FOOTBALL ON THE WEEKEND WAS... LETS JUST SAY WE COULD HAVE BEAT THEM... OR AT LEAST I SAY WE CAN... IT WAS JUST A HORRIBLE AND SAD SAD GAME. WELL WE GOT THIS WEEK OFF SO I CAN REST UP THE BACK AND THEN COME BACK EVEN STRONGER. SOCCER IS SOCCER AND WE PLAYED 5 AGAINST 7... BUT THEY HAD 4 MORE ON THE BENCH... YA... YOU GET SO TIRED ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR SHORT GUYS. ITS GREAT TO PLAY MORE... BUT HALFWAY THROUGH YOU SEE ME JUST ON THE GROUND AND COULDNT DO ANYTHING ANY MORE. WORK IS CRAZY BUSY RIGHT NOW... PULLING OT ALL OVER THE PLACE AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL MID JUNE... IM AIMING TO HAVE EVERYTHING DONE AND THEN BE ABLE TO FINALLY RELAX A BIT... OH OH OH BEEN HANGING OUT WITH THE BOYS MORE FREQUENTLY AGAIN WOOOO. ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE BEEN ABLE TO GET EVERYONE TOGETHER, EVERYONES BUSY DOING THEIR OWN THING BUT FINALLY MAKING TIME FOR EACH OTHER AND JUST CATCHING UP IS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT... PLUS THE DRINKING AND PARTYING WOOO IVE MISSED IT... SORTA... NOT REALLY... YA REALLY HAHA. WITH THAT BEING SAID I AM GOING TO GO SLEEP SINCE I HAVENT DONE MUCH OF THAT AND I LIKE MY SLEEP LOL.

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BLANK

WELL... ONCE AGAIN I ACTUALLY HAVE NO REAL TOPIC TO WRITE ABOUT... THE FACT IS THAT THIS POST WILL BE ABOUT NOT HAVING A POST... A POST THAT ISNT A POST... COME TO THINK OF IT... DONT YOU HAVE TIMES WHERE YOURE DOING SOMETHING AND THEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING... LIKE YOU JUST COMPLETELY SPACE OUT... EVERYTHING JUST GOES BLANK... HOWS THAT HAPPEN ANYWAYS... YOU JUST SITTING THERE AND THEN YOU DRIFT... AND SOON ENOUGH YOU JUST LOSE YOURSELF... BUT... HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU WERENT THERE... IT FEELS LIKE A VIDEO GAME OR SOMETHING, THAT YOURE LOOKING FROM BEHIND AND THEN JUST LIKE THAT YOURE BACK...

SINCE THIS POST IS A WRITE OFF... AND ITS A LONG WEEKEND... IL BE GETTING SOME QUALITY ME TIME :) IM GONNA GO FAN EXPO AND GET MY GEEK ON, GO SEE TRITONAL, HANG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS, AND MAYBE DO SOME WORK... IL FINALLY HAVE TIME TO CATCH UP ON SOME OF MY SHOWS THAT IM BEHIND IN... MOST LIKELY TAKE IT EASY, MINUS THE PARTY NIGHT... ALSO ITS A REST WEEK SINCE NEXT WEEK IM GOING TO BE PLAYING FOOTBALL IN THE AFTERNOON AND THEN SOCCER AT NIGHT :) WOOO CANT WAIT!!! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THE SEASON TO START ALL MONTH AND ITS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN AND TIRING FOR SURE. I EVEN GOT MYSELF SOME NEW CLEATS WOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOL. SOOO IL LEAVE THIS HERE AND SAY GOODNIGHT. GIVE ME SOME SUGGESTIONS ON TOPICS!!! THIS WEEK IVE JUST BEEN WORKING AND NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED... HENCE THE LACK OF A TOPIC LOL.

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