HOW DO YOU THINK?

HOW DO YOU THINK WHAT YOU THINK... HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HOW YOU ACTUALLY THINK? FOR EXAMPLE IF SOMEONE ASKED YOU A QUESTION, SAY HOW ARE YOU? DO YOU JUST HAVE A REGULAR ANSWER THAT YOU SAY NO MATTER WHAT? DO YOU ACTUALLY THINK ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL? DO YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT YOURE DOING AT THAT MOMENT IN TIME OR PREVIOUSLY TO MAKE YOU FEEL WHAT YOU ARE? OR IS IT SOMETHING ELSE? WHEN YOU APPROACH A PROBLEM DO YOU LOOK AT IT FROM THE BEGINNING TO END? DO YOU SEE WHAT YOU KNOW FIRST? DO YOU TRY TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM? DO BREAK THINGS DOWN? OR DO YOU JUST DECIDE TO LEAVE IT AND COME BACK TO IT LATER... LIKE SOME PEOPLE... NOT SAYING WHO... BUT... SOMEONE... LOL. THERES SO MANY WAYS OF THINKING AND EVERYONE THINKS DIFFERENTLY. THERES NO CORRECT OR INCORRECT WAY OF THINKING. ITS ALL A MATTER OF OPINION, AND THERES NO RIGHT OR WRONG OPINION EITHER. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN THINKING AND THOUGHT PROCESSES AND OPINIONS. JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE YOU WAY OF THINKING AND OPINION, DOESNT MEAN THAT OTHER PEOPLES IS WRONG OR RIGHT. SURE, THERES THINGS THAT ARE RIGHT AND WRONG BUT THATS NOT WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, YOU GET MY POINT, AND IF YOU DONT, THEN YOURE WRONG :) JKJK. THINKING HAS A LOT TO DO WITH HOW YOU WERE BROUGHT UP, SO A LOT TO DO WITH NURTURE INSTEAD OF NATURE. HOWEVER YOU WERE TAUGHT TO THINK WOULD MOST LIKELY BE HOW YOU ACTUALLY THINK NOW. YOU MIGHT HAVE CHANGED YOUR WAY OF THINKING OR HOW YOU THINK BUT THE METHOD AND PROCESS WOULD MOST LIKELY BE THE SAME. IF YOU WERE TAUGHT TO THINK PROCEDUREALLY THEN THE ODDS ARE THATS HOW YOURE GOING TO THINK. IF YOU WERE TAUGHT TO THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX THEN THATS HOW YOU WOULD MOST LIKELY BE. YOU CAN TRY AND MAYBE BE TAUGHT HOW TO DO THE OTHER BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST CANT SINCE IT HAS BECOME SECOND NATURE TO YOU. THATS WHY THERES PEOPLE FROM BOTH SIDES THATS NEEDED TO MAKE THINGS WORK. THOSE THAT ANALYZE AND THOSE THAT THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX. THINK ABOUT HOW YOU THINK... THINK ABOUT HOW OTHER PEOPLE THINK... YOU KNOW YOURSELF BEST BUT ITS ALWAYS INTERESTING TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW OTHER PEOPLE THINK. I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT, I WANT TO KNOW HOW THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT IT. THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE TO IT AND EVERYONE THINKS DIFFERENTLY. PERSONALLY... I THINK IM A MIX OF ALL OF THEM... I LOOK AROUND FOR WHAT I KNOW AND ANALYZE THE WHOLE THING AND DECIDE TO LEAVE IT FOR A WHILE AND THEN COME BACK TO IT LOL. HEY, IT WOULDNT BE CALLED RICKYS RANDOMNESS IF RICKY WASNT RANDOM LOL. SO HOW DO YOU THINK?

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WHY DO I KEEP WRITING...

IVE BEEN WRITING THIS BLOG FOR 3.5 YEARS NOW... EVERY WEDNESDAY WITHOUT FAIL... SO THE QUESTION IS WHY DO I KEEP WRITING... HONESTLY SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW... SOMETIMES I DONT HAVE A TOPIC OR I FEEL LAZY AND I JUST DONT WANT TO DO IT... BUT I HAVE TO!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT I FEEL HELPS ME. NOT THE FACT THAT I EXPECT TONS OF PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY READ THIS... I DONT EVEN EXPECT 10  PEOPLE TO READ IT... I THINK MAYBE LIKE 5 PEOPLE EVER READ THIS... AND HALF OF THEM ARE PART TIME READERS TOO HAHA. I JUST DO IT FOR MYSELF. ITS SOMETHING THAT GETS WHATEVER IM THINKING OR RANTING ABOUT OUT. SOME PEOPLE READ AND SOME PEOPLE WORK OUT, I WRITE THIS ALL CAPS LOCKED GIANT RUN ON PARAGRAPH LOL. I LIKE BEING ABLE TO PUT MY THOUGHTS OUT AND JUST HAVING IT OUT THERE. I KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE MAY AGREE AND LOTS MAY DISAGREE BUT THATS NOT THE POINT, THIS IS MY OPINION AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN LEAVE!!! THE MAIN REASON IVE ACTUALLY KEPT UP WITH THIS WEEK AFTER WEEK IS THAT ITS LIKE A GOAL... YOU HAVE TO WORK HARD AND KEEP AT IT OBTAIN IT, AND I KNOW THAT IF I CAN DEDICATE TIME EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL TO WRITE SOMETHING DOWN AND POST IT THEN I CAN PUT THAT KIND OF ENERGY, EFFORT, MOTIVATION, AND DETERMINATION INTO ANYTHING ELSE I WANT. IF I CAN DO THIS THEN I CAN REALLY DO ANYTHING ELSE I PUT MY MIND TO. ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

OTHER NEWS... OUR FOOTBALL TEAM WON AGAIN :) WE STANDING AT 2-2 AND AFTER WE WIN THIS WEEK WE GOING TO BE 3RD IN THE DIVISION AND GONNA MAKE PLAYOFFS. HALF OF THE TEAM HAS SAID THAT THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOK FORWARD TO ALL WEEK AND THAT THEY CANT WAIT TO PLAY AND I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I LOVE PLAYING FOOTBALL. OUR TEAM IS JUST AWESOME!!! WE HAVE A GREAT BUNCH OF GUYS WHO GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE AND HAS EACH OTHERS BACK. WE ARE IMPROVING WEEK AFTER WEEK AND YOU SHOULD SEE HOW LOUD I GET AT THE GAMES... ITS SO INTENSE!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT PLAYING THAT GETS YOU SO FIRED UP AND READY TO GO. PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN A 5 BLOCK RADIUS OF THE PARK IS ABLE TO HEAR ME... IM NOT EVEN KIDDING... LOL. MY SOCCER TEAM HOWEVER LOST THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME SO NOW WE JUST PLAY FOR PRIDE IN THE CONSOLATION GAMES. WORK.... WELL WORKS BEEN MAD BUSY... MEETINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND WORKING LATE EVERYDAY THAT SEEMS TO BE THE NORM... FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS... I THOUGHT AFTER THE RUSH WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN FEBRUARY I WOULD BE GOOD... BUT NOPES... THERES A RUSH IN APRIL AND A BIT IN MAY/JUNE ALONG WITH ALL THE OTHER STUFF IN BETWEEN... BUT I CAN SEE THE LIGHT!!! AFTER MID JUNE IT WILL ALL CALM DOWN... I WILL FINALLY HAVE TIME AND BE MORE NORMAL LOL. THERES JUST TOO MUCH TO DO AND TOO LITTLE TIME... AND WITH THAT SAID IM GOING TO SLEEP CAUSE IM TIRED... THEN BACK TO IT AGAIN TOMORROW............

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ONE MANS OPINION

SO I GUESS IL TALK ABOUT THE TOPIC FIRST AND THEN EVERYTHING ELSE. JUST LAST FRIDAY I WENT TO SEE MY BANKER LOL YA MY BANKER... HAD TO GO SIGN A FEW PAPERS FOR MY MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF DOLLARS I HAVE :) LOL YA I WISH HAHA. ANYWAYS SO AFTER ALL THE PROPER STUFF WAS TAKEN CARE OF HE SAID THAT IVE REALLY MATURED SINCE HE SAW ME LAST YEAR... THAT LAST YEAR I WAS LIKE A KID AND THIS YEAR I WAS ALL GROWN UP... THE WAY I TALKED AND PRESENTED MYSELF WAS APPARENTLY DIFFERENT AND MORE... MATURE... THAT CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD... AND YOU ALL KNOW ME... IM NEVER OFF GUARD LOL WELL... NOT CAUGHT ME OFF BUT JUST MORE SURPRISED I SUPPOSE. YOURE USUALLY THE ONE THAT KNOWS YOURSELF BEST BUT THEN AGAIN PEOPLE ON THE OUTSIDE SEE DIFFERENTLY, ESPECIALLY SOMEONE WHO ONLY SEES YOU ONCE A YEAR... SO... HE ASKED ABOUT MY JOB AND EVERYTHING AND POINTED OUT IT WAS MOST LIKELY BECAUSE OF THAT, THAT MADE ME MORE MATURE... SO THAT WAS THAT AND FINISHED UP AND LEFT. WHEN I GOT BACK TO THE CAR I THOUGHT TO MYSELF... A LOT HAS ACTUALLY HAPPENED THIS PAST YEAR SINCE IVE SEEN HIM LAST YEAR AND I REALIZED ITS BECAUSE OF THE EVENTS THAT HAVE HAPPENED THAT MADE ME MORE "GROWN UP" AND MATURE. YOU REALLY DONT REALIZE THE CHANGES TIL SOMEONE POINTS IT OUT TO YOU... IT REALLY MADE ME REFLECT AS TO HOW I ARRIVED AT THIS SPOT WHERE I AM TODAY... I MEAN... DONT GET ME WRONG, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON... AND IT ALL LED ME UP TO WHERE AND WHO I AM TODAY AND I WOULDNT CHANGE A THING... WELL.. MAYBE A FEW BUT HEY THATS LIFE RIGHT. NO REGRETS!!! IT JUST MADE ME APPRECIATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE THE PAST YEAR.

SOOOO NOW PART 2 OF THE TOPIC... MY OPINION :) OF COURSE I WAS GONNA SAY SOMETHING TO THIS DEGREE HAHA. IF YOU KNOW ME THEN YOU KNOW IM A BLUNT AND STRAIGHT FORWARD KIND OF GUY... I SAY WHAT I THINK WITH NO FILTER AND SOMETIMES THAT RUBS PEOPLE THE WRONG WAY. IT IS ALSO WHAT SOME PEOPLE LIKE ABOUT ME, THAT I WILL TELL YOU THE TRUTH. IF YOU WANT THE TRUTH FROM ME, IL TELL YOU, BUT DONT BE SURPRISED BY WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. IT MIGHT BE STRANGE, CONTROVERSIAL, OR JUST HORRIBLE LOL AND I MEAN HORRIBLE AS IN BAD... BAD LIKE EW HAHA. IF YOURE MY FRIEND IL TELL YOU WHAT I THINK AND WHAT YOU DO WITH THAT IS UP TO YOU BUT HEY I TOLD YOU WHAT I THINK AND THATS ALL I CAN DO. NOW WITH THAT BEING SAID... HOW COME SOMETIMES ITS SO HARD TO LISTEN TO YOUR OWN OPINION/ADVICE??? GUESS ITS THE FACT THAT ITS YOURSELF... YOU ALWAYS THINK YOU KNOW BETTER AND THAT YOU CAN BEAT THE ODDS OR MAYBE YOURE SCARED OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN... WELL... SOMETIMES EVEN I/YOU NEED SOMEONE LIKE ME/YOURSELF LOL.

AWESOME NEWS :) LAST WEEK WAS MY SOCCER TEAMS QUARTER-FINALS GAME AND GUESS WHAT?!#@>##@$(*)! WE IN THE SEMI-FINALS THIS WEEK WOOOOOOOOO :) YA AND ON TOP OF EVERYTHING I FINALLYYYYYYYYYY SCORED MY 1ST GOAL OF THE SEASON ABOUT 5 MINS IN :) WOOOOOOO HAHA. IT WAS REALLY QUICK PASS PASS GOAL :) IT WAS A REALLY GOOD GAME, THE OTHER TEAM WAS FUN TO PLAY AGAINST AND WAS A STAND UP AND A PROFESSIONAL TEAM. END OF THE GAME THE SCORE WAS 1-1 AND WE HAD TO GO TO SHOOTOUT!!! WE WERE CLOSE TO ENDING THE GAME A COUPLE OF TIMES BUT JUST COULDNT CAPITALIZE ON THE CHANCES OR THE GOALIE GOT IT OR JUST UNLUCKY. ANYWAYS SO PK WAS SOOOOOO INTENSE BUT IN THE END WE WON :) 2-1 ON PK. WHAT A WAY TO END IT :) SO NOW WE JUST GOTTA WIN THE SEMIS AND FINALS THEN WOOOOO CHAMPS AGAIN HAHA. GL TO US :)

SUSHI AND POUTINE... WHATS WRONG WITH THAT COMBO??? LOL

NEW CLASSROOM... WHAT ARE WE... THE U.N...???  DIBS ON NETHERLAND THEN :) HEHE

SALMON TERIYAKI BOX NOT BAD ACTUALLY

WTF... MOUNTAIN DEW??? I HAVENT DRANK THAT IN YEARS... THEN AGAIN... SALE IS SALE HAHA

THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO EAT... ACTUALLY I JUST BITE INTO IT AND SUCK IT ;) LOL

AWWWW YEAH DRUNKEN CHICKEN HAHA

GARLIC PORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XLB NEED I SAY MORE HEHE

LEMON BEEF :)

SPARE RIBS OF SORTS

BAMBOO SHOOTS :)

CHILLI BEEF MUSCLES 

CLAM SOUP

GOTTA GET MY FIXINGS :)

1 OF MY FAVE DRINKS :) AINT GONNA TELL YOU WHAT IT IS LOL

WAFFLE!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR THERE USE TO BE ICE CREAM ON IT... ANYWAYS ENDED UP GETTING ICE CREAM ON TOP OF IT HEHE

BIG BOX O SUSHI LOL

SNACKY SINCE I HAD SOCCER EARLY

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH DAMMIT I WANT IT NOWWWW

BUDDY WAS NOT HAPPY THAT HE DIDNT SCORE DURING THE GAME WITH THE CHANCES HE HAD SO HE BLASTED 1 INTO THE BACK OF THE NET IN PKS :)

GG :) SAVED BY OUR KEEPER

SO CLOSE BUT THATS OK. FUNNY THING... THE BALL HAD A SPIN AND AFTER THE INITIAL SAVE THE BALL ALMOST ROLLED BACK INTO THE NET HAHA

TOO MUCH ON IT AND WENT OVER 

BACK OF THE NET :) SEMI-FINALS HERE WE COME!!!

BACK FOR FOOD!!!!!!!!

MY DRAWER IS FULL OF CANDY AND DRUGS LOL... THERES EVEN MORE NOW HAHA

DT... CONCRETE JUNGLE? LOL

APPARENTLY NO ONE COLLECTS THE RECYCLING... SOOO LETS SEE HOW MANY I CAN SAVE UP LOL THERES MORE NOW TOO HAHA

DRIVING IN ZEE SUN

NICE RANDOM CLOUDS

WOOOO PRETTY SWOOOOOOOSH LOL

LOOK AT THEM DUCKIES :) WELL... GEESE... HAHA

SO LETS SEE HOW THE WEEKEND WAS :) PARTIED AS USUAL... CEPT THE CLUB SUCKED!!! THE MUSIC WAS LAME AND THE DJ SUCKED!!! TOTALLY SCREWED UP EVERYTHING AND KEPT CUTTING OUT TOO... NOOB!!! ANYWAYS YA... THAT WAS FRIDAY... SATURDAY GOT WOKEN UP TO GO SING K... I SWEAR I THOUGHT IT WAS AT NIGHT... BUT MEH ALL YOU CAN SING HAHA. SO THERE WENT THE AFTERNOON. THEN WENT TO DINESTY AND OMG I WANTED TO ORDER EVERYTHING ON THE MENU!!! JUST LOOK AT THE PICTURES UP TOP!!! THOSE WERE ALL THAT I COULD ORDER... I WOULD SERIOUSLY JUST TAKE 2 OF EACH IF I COULD LOL. WENT TO PLAY SOME POOL AND DARTS AND DDR AFTER AND JUST CHILLED OUT. NICE NIGHT. SUNDAY WAS THE BBQ AND SOCCER GAME SO THERE WENT MY DAY WITH FAMILY AND SCORING MY 1ST OF THE SEASON... IN THE PLAYOFFS... HAHA BETTER LATE THAN NEVER EHHH HAHA.

WORK IS AMAZING :) I LOVE IT!!! ITS BEEN A BUSY WEEK WITH MEETINGS AND SITE STUFF I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF. I ACTUALLY DIDNT EVEN GET INTO THE OFFICE TIL 3 YESTERDAY... AND TODAY I WAS IN FOR LIKE MAYBE A COMBINED 2 HOURS... TO PICK UP PAPERS AND CHECK SOME EMAILS. ITS AWESOME BEING OUT IN THE FIELD OR AT MEETINGS LIKE THE 2 I HAD TODAY BUT IT TAKES QUITE A BIT OF TIME OUT OF THE WORK I NEED TO DO... NOW I SORTA HAVE QUITE A FEW THINGS BACKED UP THAT I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF... THE MEETINGS I HAD THIS WEEK RANGED FROM EASY GOING TO ARGUING... QUITE FUNNY TO SEE HOW MUCH EACH PLACE VARIES BY. TOMORROWS GONNA BE ANOTHER INTERESTING DAY :) AND I CANT WAIT HEHE. FINALLY LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND SOMETHING I LIKE WOOOOOOO.

I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THIS JUST TO LET SOMEONE KNOW!!! OMG THIS MORNING I ALMOST GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT CAUSE A WOMAN DIDNT KNOW WHAT SHE WANTED TO DO... SO 2 LEFT TURN LANES, SHE IS THE FRONT CAR AND IM BEHIND HER IN THE LEFT LANE AND A SEMI COMMERCIAL TRUCK IN THE RIGHT LANE AND WE BOTH TURNING LEFT. SO WE TURN... AND SHE DECIDES TO SIGNAL RIGHT AND TURN... WHICH IS FINE CAUSE THE TRUCK WAS A BIT BACK NOW AND THERES SPACE... HALFWAY INTO THE RIGHT LANE SHE YANKS IT AND COMES BACK INTO THE LEFT LANE... AND SIGNALS LEFT... YOU KIDDING RIGHT...??? I HAD TO STOMP ON THE BREAKS... OH DID I MENTION THERES A LEFT TURN LANE??? WHICH SHE IS NOT IN EITHER... BUT SHES TURNING FROM THE REGULAR LEFT LANE... ITS AT THIS POINT IM HONKING HER NONSTOP!!! SHES LOOKS CLUELESS... THEN MAKES THE LEFT TURN............ AND DECIDES NOPES, THATS NOT WHAT I WANT AND DECIDES TO MAKE A UTURN... YEAH... SOOO HALF A RIGHT LANE MERGE... INTO A LEFT TURN FROM THE WRONG LANE... INTO HALF A LEFT TURN WHICH TURNS INTO A UTURN... *SIGH... GOOD JOB... WHATEVER SHE FAILED. GO FAIL SOMEWHERE ELSE AWAY FROM ME.

SIDENOTE: I HAD A DREAM AND YVONNE STRAHOVSKI WAS IN IT :) CEPT SHE WAS TRYING TO PRETEND ITS NOT HER AND WE WERE JUST ON A PLANE AND NOTHING HAPPENED :( ALSO CAUSE I WOKE UP SHORTLY AFTER TALKING TO HER :'( SO SAD *SNIFF HAHA

WELL THAT DOES IT FOR ANOTHER WEEK. TIME TO GO SLEEP SINCE I HAVE A BUSY DAY TOMORROW... NOT TO MENTION I HAVE MY MIDTERM EXAM TOO... AFTER WORK... YAY... FANTASTIC HAHA

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