WHY WAIT...

WHY WAIT... THAT TRULY IS THE QUESTION... LIFES TOO SHORT TO WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN... YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. DONT JUST ALLOW THINGS TO TO HAPPEN. WANT IT ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND MAKE IT HAPPEN RIGHT NOW!!! WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF??? FAILURE??? FAILING IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO SUCCEED EVEN MOREAND MAKES YOU APPRECIATE IT MORE WHEN YOU FINALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT OR WHAT YOU WORKED SO HARD FOR. PROVE ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SAID YOU CANT DO IT. WHEN YOURE WAITING WHO KNOWS HOW LONG IT WILL BE BEFORE IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS... OR IF IT WILL EVER EVEN HAPPEN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! WHILE YOU WAIT YOU COULD HAVE ALREADY BEEN DOING SOMETHING THAT GETS YOU TO THAT POINT OR THING YOU WANT. SO WHY WAIT... WAITING TAKES TOO MUCH ENERGY... HOPING AND WAITING FOR SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NOT EVEN HAPPEN... AT LEAST WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT YOU KNOW THERES A CHANCE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN. YOU HAVE TO BE PROACTICE. SITTING THERE DOES NOTHING FOR YOU... OR FOR WHAT YOU WANT. ACTIVELY MAKE THINGS HAPPEN, IF YOURE NOT GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN FOR YOURSELF, WHO WILL??? LIFE DOESNT WORK THAT WAY... YOU GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE ON BLIND LUCK... MAKE IT HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! DONT WAIT!!! DO IT NOW!!! GET TO IT!!! THERE REALLY IS NO BETTER TIME THAN THE PRESENT.

WITH THAT BEING SAID... ITS ALREADY APRIL AND A THIRD OF THE YEAR HAS ALREADY PAST... I SAID TO MYSELF THAT I WANTED TO GET SOME THINGS DONE THIS YEAR AND ITS ABOUT TIME THAT I STOPPED WAITING AND STARTED DOING. SO NO MORE BEING LAZY AND MAKING EXCUSES. TIME TO START STARTING :)

SO WORKS BEEN CRAZY... OT ALL DAY EVERYDAY... 1ST TIME PULLING A 12 HOUR IN ALMOST A YEAR... BUT THEN AGAIN I ONLY WORKED SO LONG CAUSE I WAS WAITING TO PICK UP DAD. PLUS I HAVE A BUNCH OF STUFF THATS BEEN STACKING UP TO DO. FINALLY CAUGHT UP ON EMAILS, FOLLOW UPS, PAPER WORK, ORGANIZING AND EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN. IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE THINGS BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE... BEFORE EVERYTHING PUKED ALL OVER MY TABLE LOL. SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME... I REALLY DONT MIND WORKING LATE CAUSE I LIKE IT. I GET MORE DONE AFTER WORK THEN I DO DURING WORK... I WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT SOMETHING ELSE ALWAYS COMES UP, NOT TO MENTION THE STUPID AMOUNT OF CALLS THAT COME IN AND I MAKE THAT BLOCKS OFF A TON OF TIME. IT STILL IS A BUSY TIME OF THE YEAR FOR SOME REASON... SHOULD HAVE BEEN OVER BUT SOON... SOOOOOOOOOOOOON... IN ABOUT A WEEK I THINK IL BE FREE-ER... THEN BUSY FOR ANOTHER 2 AND THEN IT SHOULD BE WAY BETTER LOL. IN THE MEANWHILE... GRIND GRIND GRIND...

SO FINALLY LAST WEEK WAS OUR FIRST FOOTBALL GAME OF THE SEASON!!! I WAS SUPER STOKED!!! MORE SO THAN NORMAL... GOT THERE EARLY TO CHECK OUT THE OTHER TEAMS AND GAMES. THEN IT WAS FINALLY OUR TURN :) THE OTHER TEAM WAS NEW TOO BUT THEIR CAPTAIN MOST DEFINITIVELY PLAY... ALL HIS TEAM MATES ARE ACTIVE FOR SURE... 6'3 6'5 GUYS WHO CAN RUN AND JUMP... AND A DUDE WHO HAD A FULL ON VIKING BEARD... I CALLED HIM VIKING DURING THE GAME LOL. HERE WE WERE A BUNCH OF NOOBS LITERALLY... FOR ALMOST ALL OF US IT WAS OUR FIRST EVER FOOTBALL GAME... WE DID OK... WE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT WE PLAYED WELL. STILL LOTS TO LEARN AND ESPECIALLY THE STUPID OBSTRUCTION CALLS... WE HAD LIKE A DOZEN PENALTIES BECAUSE OF THAT... HAHA................... IT WAS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE AND NOW WE KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND I CANT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO PLAY!!! ITS A 9AM GAME... WE GONNA HAVE A BIT OF A PRACTICE BEFORE THAT... AT... 730AM... AHEAHEHAH.

OH OH OH SO THE NEW SOCCER SHOES I BOUGHT FOR BOTH FOOTBALL AND SOCCER, I FINALLY WORE THEM TO AT MY SOCCER GAME. FUNNY CAUSE IVE WORN IT 3 TIMES FOR FOOTBALL BUT HAVENT WORN THEM FOR SOCCER YET EVEN THOUGHT THEY ARE FORE SOCCER... ANYWAYS... NEW SHOES FOR SOCCER ANDDDDDDDDD I SCORED A GOAL LOL. BUDDY SAID IT MUST BE THE SHOES HAHA.

LET ME JUST SAY ONE THING... PLAYING FOOTBALL IN THE MORNING/AFTERNOONISH AND PLAYING SOCCER AT NIGHT IS A BAD IDEA... 2 GAMES IN A DAY IS FREAKING TIRING... FOOTBALL IS TIRING CAUSE I PLAYED THE ENTIRE GAME... AND SOCCER IS TIRING BECAUSE OF THE SPRINTS AND CHASE DOWNS... FOOTBALL EVEN THOUGH ITS SHORT BURTS AND THEN I CAN WALK BACK IS LESS TIRING THAN SOCCER... BUT THE FEELING THE NEXT DAY AND THE DAY AFTER... EVERYTHING WAS DEAD... EVERYTHING WAS SORE... EVERYTHING HURT... WELL THATS JUST THE START SO WITH MORE GAMES ENDURANCE AND STAMINA WILL BE BACK SO IT WILL BE BETTER................. I HOPE... LOL. NOW TO GET SOME OF THAT MUCH NEEDED REST :)

RT

LIFE'S ROAD IS NEVER STRAIGHT

SO I GUESS THE TIME IVE BEEN WAITING FOR HAS FINALLY COME. WENT AND DID THE LICENSING EXAM ON MONDAY... IT WAS HARD... I HAD ANSWER I KNEW, ANSWERS I WAS SORTA OK WITH, ANSWERS IM NOT TOO SURE ABOUT, AND ANSWERED I HAD NO FREAKING CLUE ABOUT... ALSO I KNEW I GOT 2 QUESTIONS WRONG SO AUTOMATICALLY I CAN ONLY GET 98/100... I WAS PREPPED AND KNEW MY STUFF. FIRST 20 QUESTIONS I WAS LIKE OH YAAAA NO PROBLEM :) THEN AS IT WENT FURTHER IN... FROM ABOUT 40-80 IS WAS SORT OF A BLUR... WTF!!! SOME HAD MULTIPLE RIGHT ANSWERS AND THEY DIDNT TEST ON THE INFO FROM THE BOOK... IT WASNT EVEN APPLY THE LEARNING, IT WAS SOME RANDOM CRAP... SOME I DONT EVEN THINK I READ ABOUT!!! MAN I WAS PISSED OFF AFTER THE EXAM... I REALLY HAD NO IDEA HOW I DID... LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAD NO IDEA... ARGGGG WELL ANYWAYS THE MARKS CAME OUT YESTERDAY AND I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO CHECK IT... FINALLY HAD TO ANDDDDDDDDDDD I FAILED... YAY... I NEEDED 65 TO PASS AND GOT MYSELF A 59... SO EVEN WITH THE 2 ANSWERED THAT I NEW I GOT WRONG IT WOULD ONLY BE 61 AND I WOULD STILL BE MISSING A FEW MARKS. I WOULDNT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONES I COULD HAVE CHANGED OR ANYTHING... I TOOK THE WHOLE 3 HOURS TO WRITE IT AND I EVEN CHANGED A BUNCH OF ANSWERS AND I WENT OVER THE EXAM TWICE SINCE I FINISHED AN HOUR AHEAD OF TIME. WELL... I WAS PISSED YESTERDAY AS WELL. TODAY SOME OF THE RAGE CARRIED OVER. IM JUST SO FREAKING PISSED AT IT ALL. I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BARELY PASS OR JUST FAILED... WELL... NOT MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT NOW SINCE ITS DONE... IM HAPPY THAT I WAS SOBER AT A PARTY OVER THE WEEKEND. AT LEAST I CANT BLAME MYSELF FOR PARTYING OR WHATEVER. MAYBE I RUSHED IT TOO MUCH... DOING IT ALL IN A MONTH... WHO KNOWS. ALL THE QUESTIONS COME FROM A TEST BANK SO THEY JUST PICK 100 OUT OF LIKE 1000. WHY DID THEY ASK ME THAT INSTEAD OF THIS... ITS LIKE TRIGONOMETRY... YOU HAVE TO PASS IT BUT WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU EVER GOING TO USE IT? AND IF YOU NEED IT JUST LOOK IT UP? WELL THAT WAS LIKE THIS COURSE... I KNEW IT ALL AND IM JUST PISSED AT THE RESULT OF HOW IT WENT DOWN. LIFES ROAD IS A MYSTERY AND IT IS NEVER A STRAIGHT LINE. I HAVE HAD QUITE A FEW HICK UPS HERE AND THERE AND I FINALLY GOT TO A POINT WHERE I LIKE HAPPY AND THIS CRAP HAPPENS...WHAT CAN I DO NOW? GET UP, PREP MORE, AND WORK HARDER. THIS IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF HOW LIFE NEVER PROGRESSES IN A STRAIGHT LINE. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS AND THROWS YOU OFF. ITS THE UNIVERSES WAY OF SCREWING WITH YOU. YOU JUST HAVE TO PICK YOURSELF UP, DUST YOURSELF OFF, AND GET BACK AT IT AGAIN. NEVER GIVE UP. MY LIFES ROAD HASNT BEEN STRAIGHT ONE EITHER. I HAVE HAD SETBACK, ISSUES, AND FAILURES AS WELL. ITS ABOUT HOW YOU CAN OVERCOME IT AND  CONTINUE TO MOVING FORWARD. JUST BECAUSE THERES A DETOUR DOESNT MEAN GIVING UP, YOU GO BACK AT IT EVEN HARD. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. THE REASON MIGHT NOT BE THAT CLEAR RIGHT NOW OR MAYBE I AM SUPPOSE TO STAY WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW...

HEHE YAY MOON CAKE A WORK LOL TO MANY

ALL YEAH ALL FOR ME LOL

MMMM YUMMY HAWAII COOKIES :)

AWWW YEAH GOT MY FIXING :)

DOGGY STAYED THERE FOR A WHILE LIKE THAT LOL

MS54

HERE WE GO :) AND I WAS SOBER... ALL... NIGHT... LONG LOL

WOOOOOOO

THEY PLAYED LIKE HARDSTLYE ALMOST THE WHOLE NIGHT AND MAN ITS HAD TO RAGE OUT ALL NIGHT TOO LOL

NICE CAPTAIN :)

SIGH... TINY AS HELL ICE CREAM LOL

MY POT :)

ALL THEM POTS LOL

I GOT A CRAB LOL HALF OF 1... QUARTER ACTUALLY... LOL

CRAB CLAW AND ABALONE FOR BREAKFAST :) WHAT YOU GOT HMMM? 

YAY NEW SHOES :) CEPT FOR THE CREASE BUT THATS FROM THE BEND AND WALKING

WOW PRETTY CLEAN BOTTOM TOO 

UMMM YA I ENDED UP AT EUISU MONE THAN ONCE

HAHA

DINNER AFTER MEETING

MMMMMMMMMMM EVEN BETTER WOOOO :)

OH MAN TOO TIRED... I KEPT PASSING OUT TRYING TO WRITE THAT PARAGRAPH UP TOP... UMMM HAVENT DONE MUCH SINCE I WAS STUDYING AND GETTING READY FOR THE EXAM BUT WE ALL KNOW HOW THAT WENT... ALSO WENT TO THE MYON AND SHANE 54 CONCERT AND THAT WAS FUN. ALMOST ALL HARDSTYLE. BESIDES THAT REALLY NOTHING ELSE CEPT HUNG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS. OH OH OH SAW AS ABOVE, SO BELOW YESTERDAY AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL. I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF SO YA FOR $7 SURE WHY NOT HAHA. WELL GUESS IM FREE NOW TO GO BACK OUT AND ALL... NOT REALLY SINCE MY HR COURSE IS STARTING SOON AND ALSO I GOTTA START LOOKING EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN CAUSE IM PISSED THAT I DIDNT GET IT... BLA... LIFE... WHAT A BITCH.

RT