WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND???

SO CONTINUING ON WITH SOME DEEP THOUGHTS OF MINE IS THIS WEEKS TOPIC OF "WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND" AND I MEAN AT THE END OF YOUR LIFE... WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR OR WANT TO HAVE ACCOMPLISHED IN THE END. WHATS YOUR LEGACY BASICALLY. IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT THIS, ITS ACTUALLY REALLY HARD TO ANSWER... I MEAN IM IN MY MID 20'S AND I HAVE THE REST OF MY LIFE AHEAD OF ME STILL TO DECIDE WHERE TO GO AND WHAT TO DO... ITS HARD TO THINK WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE NEXT 50-75 YEARS, I PERSONALLY PLAN TO LIVE FOREVER CAUSE I WANT TO SEE THEM FLYING CARS AND SPACESHIPS LOL. SO MAYBE A LITTLE BIT MORE DOWN TO EARTH OF WHATS ACTUALLY GOING TO HAPPEN. HONESTLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE OR WHAT IM GOING TO DO BUT I THINK ITS GOING TO BE SOMETHING LIKE THIS:

• MARRIED WITH 2 KIDS - A SON THATS THE OLDER ONE, AND A DAUGHTER FOR THE YOUNGER
• LIVE IN A HOUSE IN WHO KNOWS WHERE
• DOING SOMETHING I LIKE AND NOT JUST A JOB THAT I HAVE TO
• STILL HAVE THE SAME FRIENDS I HAVE NOW BUT HAVE EVEN MORE FUN CAUSE OUR KIDS WOULD PLAY TOGETHER AND BE BEST FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER
• HAVE VACATIONS TO AWESOME PLACES AROUND THE WORLD

THATS ABOUT HOW FAR IT GOES... EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN I HAVE NO CLUE. SO THATS THE PART OF WHAT IM LEAVING BEHIND, BUT WHAT ABOUT HOW IM GOING TO BE REMEMBERED? SOME PEOPLE ARE CONTENT WITH WHAT THEY HAVE OR WHERE THEY ARE. SOME PEOPLE WANT THE WORLD AND HAVE THEIR NAMES IN THE STARS. SOME PEOPLE WANT TO BE FAMOUS AND HISTORY WILL REMEMBER THEM. WHERE DO I FALL UNDER? I DONT KNOW... I GUESS I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR... BEING AWESOME :) LOL. I DONT KNOW... WHAT WILL PEOPLE SAY ABOUT ME AFTER IM GONE... I MEAN I DONT WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR ANYTHING BAD OF COURSE, BUT I KNOW I WONT DO SOMETHING LIKE CREATING A CURE FOR SOME DISEASE... OR BE THE 1ST PERSON TO DO SOMETHING NEVER DONE BEFORE... ACTUALLY... NOW COME TO THINK OF IT, I KNOW I CAN BREAK SOME OF THOSE GUINNESS WORLD RECORDS... SOOOOOOO TIME TO GO READ THE BOOK AND BREAK A BUNCH OF RECORDS SO AT LEAST MY NAME WILL BE IN THERE :) YA!!! THATS WHAT IM GOING TO DO LOL. MY NAME WILL BE THERE AND OF COURSE THIS BLOG WILL STILL BE UP SOMEWHERE ON THE INTERNET SO I GUESS IN A WAY THIS IS WHAT IM LEAVING BEHIND... ME SCREAMING AND YELLING AT EVERYONE HAHA. 

MMMMM BEANS AND CHOPS :) CEPT RICE WAS MEH LOL

CLAN FOOD!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO LOVE THIS STUFF HEHE

YA... SO THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED... I HAVE A LACK OF PHOTOS... JUST BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND SCHOOL AND SOMETIMES I WISH THERE WAS MORE TIME IN THE DAY FOR EVERYTHING I NEED TO GET DONE...

SO THERE YOU GO, A SHORT POST :) BUT BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS THESE DAYS. WHICH HAS BROUGHT US TO THIS POST, LIFES HARD AND IT SUCKS A LOT OF THE TIMES. I JUST SEE PEOPLE GOING DAY IN AND DAY OUT GRINDING AWAY... THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING BETTER AND THERE IS!!! PROBLEM IS THAT EVERYTHING REQUIRES MONEY... ISNT IT FUNNY HOW IT ALWAYS ENDS UP BEING ABOUT MONEY? GUESS WE CAN ONLY WAIT TO SEE WHERE IT ALL LEADS TO EH...

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WHATS IN A NAME...

SO BACK TO MY REGULAR RANDOM POST ABOUT THE RANDOM THOUGHTS I HAVE. WHATS IN A NAME ANYWAYS? SO WHY DID YOUR FAMILY NAME YOU THE NAME YOU HAVE TODAY? WELL OBVIOUSLY MY NAMES RICKY AND THE STORY IS THAT MY GRANDPA LIKED A SINGER NAMED RICKY NELSON AND BOOM THERE YOU GO... IM NAMED AFTER HIM... BUT AT THE SAME TIME RICKY IS ACTUALLY PRETTY CLOSE TO MY CHINESE NAME SO WHICH ONE ACTUALLY CAME FIRST??? PRETTY SURE IT WAS THE CHINESE NAME AND IT JUST SO HAPPENS IT WORKED OUT LOL. SO LETS SEE WHAT MY NAME MEANS:

RICKY

IN GERMAN MEANS: "HARD RULER" 

IN AMERICAN MEANS: "HARD RULER"

IN NORSE MEANS: "EVER OR ETERNAL RULER" "POWERFUL, STRONG RULER" "GIFTED RULER, PEOPLE RULER"

SOUL NUMBER: 9

PEOPLE WITH THIS NAME HAVE A DEEP INNER DESIRE TO SERVE HUMANITY AND TO GIVE TO OTHERS BY SHARING MONEY, KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE, OR CREATIVE AND ARTISTIC ABILITY

EXPRESSION NUMBER: 3

PEOPLE WITH THIS NAME TEND TO BE CREATIVE AND EXCELLENT AT EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. THEY ARE DRAWN TO THE ARTS, AND OFTEN ENJOY LIFE IMMENSELY. THEY ARE OFTEN THE CENTER OF ATTENTION, AND ENJOY CAREERS THAT PUT THEM IN THE LIMELIGHT. THEY TEND TO BECOME INVOLVED IN MANY DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES, AND ARE SOMETIMES RECKLESS WITH BOTH THEIR ENERGIES AND WITH MONEY.

WHICH IS AWESOME CAUSE IM A RULER LOL. ALSO APPARENTLY ITS SHORT FOR RICHARD...WHICH I NEVER UNDERSTOOD. SAME WITH DICK OR BOB OR ROB OR JIM OR ALL THOSE THAT HAVE A SHORT FORM THAT MAKES NO SENSE... ANYWAYS... SOOOO NOT BAD... I DO EXPRESS MYSELF AND YES IM THE CENTER OF ATTENTION. I DO ENJOY MANY DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES AND I AM SOMETIMES RECKLESS WITH MY ENERGY AND MONEY. IM NOT REALLY SURE IF I SERVE HUMANITY OR LIKE TO SHARE BUT IT CANT ALWAYS BE 100% RIGHT EH.

SO HERE COMES TO THE POINT OF WHERE THIS ALL CAME UP... I JUST STARTED THINKING HOW DID PEOPLE COME UP WITH THEIR NAMES. I MEAN THE VERY FIRST PERSON TO BE LIKE OH IM GOING TO BE CALLED "NAME" LIKE HOW DID THE PERSON PICK IT? HOW DID THEY KNOW THAT, THAT WOULD BE THEIR NAME? HOW DID THEY KNOW THE NAME IS A NAME? OR GO EVEN FURTHER BACK, HOW DID THE HOMO SAPIENS KNOW THAT A CERTAIN SOUND IS THAT PERSON? A GRUNT? A COUGH? A SCREAM? HOW DID THEY CREATE A NAME? WHAT IS THE OLDEST RECORDED NAME IN HISTORY??? LIKE THE FIRST NAME TO EVER APPEAR. SO I DID A LITTLE BIT OF RESEARCH AND ITS NOT CLEAR... SOME PEOPLE SAY EGYPTIAN PHARAOHS NAME SOME SAY BEFORE THAT, SOME SAY SOME GODDESS'S NAME. WHO REALLY KNOWS? AND IF SO ITS ONLY IN THE PAST FEW DECADES OF GENERATIONS THAT ALL THE WORDS HAVE BEEN CREATED TO ACTUALLY KNOW WHATS WHAT AND WHATS CALLED WHAT. SO TECHNICALLY BEFORE EVEN NAMING SOMETHING THAT COULD HAVE BEEN A NAME FOR A PERSON. LIKE 1000 YEARS AGO THE WORD LIGHT BULB WASNT INVENTED SO TECHNICALLY I COULD HAVE BEEN NAMED LIGHT BULB OR BEEN CALLED SATELLITE. HOW ARE NAMES EVEN CREATED...??? I MEAN NOW ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO JUST COME UP WITH AN ORIGINAL NAME THAT HAS NEVER BEEN HEARD OF BUT HOW DID THEY COME UP WITH THEM THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO? THIS JUST BOGGLES THE MIND... WHICH ALSO GOES INTO HOW ARE THINGS NAME FOR WHAT THEY ARE NAMED... I MEAN AN ORANGE ISNT AN ORANGE... ITS ONLY AN ORANGE BECAUSE WE CALL IT AN ORANGE... IT COULD ACTUALLY BE AN APPLE, OR SOMETHING THAT DOESNT EVEN HAVE A NAME. ITS FASCINATING TO THINK ABOUT HOW NAMES COME TO AND ITS JUST A LABEL THAT WE HAVE COME UP WITH, BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW HOW NAMES CAME TO...

SO THERE YOU ALL GO AGAIN, ANOTHER RANDOM INSIGHT INTO THE MIND THAT IS MINE AND THE THINGS THAT GOES ON INSIDE IT... LOL :)

AWWW YEAH!!! I WIN!!! WOOO FREE POUTINE :)

I THINK THE DRESS IS A LITTLE LOW... UNLESS ITS A NEW FAD GOING AROUND... I WOULDNT COMPLAIN LOL

MMMMM KOREAN FOOD :)

SO I WAS 2 STALLS OVER TO THE RIGHT... I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE AND HEAR A HONKKKKKKKK THEN SCREECH AND SMASH. LOOK OVER AND SEE THIS AND THERE WAS A GUY SCREAMING. SO I GOT OUT AND CHECK AND THE GUY WAS PINNED AGAINST THE PUMP BUT GOT OUT OK. APPARENTLY THE CAR THATS NOT IN THE PICTURE CUT THE BENZ OFF AND HIT IT AND THEN PULLED TO THE RIGHT AND CRASHED INTO THAT CAR. YEAH... AND THE GUY OF THE GMC SAID THAT HE WAS LATE FOR HIS HOCKEY GAME LOL NOW YOU GONNA BE EVEN MORE LATE... IF YOUR CAR CAN STILL DRIVE... SINCE IT MAY HAVE DAMAGED THE REAR TIRE... BUT I LEFT BEFORE THEY SOLVED IT SINCE I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING. 

RANDOM SNACKS LATE AT NIGHT EQUAL EGG TARTS, DORITOS, AND MOZZA CHEESE HEHE

FOUND OUT MY COWORKERS ARE SCARED OF SPIDERS WHEN THIS GUY WAS JUST HANGING NEAR OUR HEADS FROM THE CEILING THE OTHER DAY LOL. SO I PUT IT IN A BOX AND TOOK IT OUTSIDE AND LET IT GO FREE :) BUT YA WHEN IT SPREAD OPEN IT WAS HUGE!!! PICTURE DOESNT REALLY DO IT JUSTICE...

FAMILY DIM SUM :) WOOOOOO

AWWW YEAH SOUP DUMPLING :)

SO ANOTHER THING IS HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE :) YUPS IT WAS JUST A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO LAST FRIDAY. THATS THE GOOD THING ABOUT BEING CHINESE, I GET 2 NEW YEARS :) THE 1ST NEW YEAR I HAD WASNT THAT GREAT... FINALLY JANUARY IS OVER AND NOW ONTO A NEW NEW YEAR IN FEBRUARY. I ACTUALLY WENT TO TEMPLE LAST MONTH AND ITS SUPPOSE TO BE A GOOD YEAR FOR ME, NOT TO MENTION ITS THE YEAR OF THE HORSE WHICH IS ALSO SUPPOSE TO BE GOOD FOR ME. SOOOO DOUBLE AS GOOD... I HOPE :) BUT I MEAN I ALREADY HAVE A FEELING THAT ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR. SO BRING IT ON :) I CANT WAIT FOR THIS YEAR TO GET STARTED... AGAIN... LOL

SO HOWS EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE? WELL... WORK IS WORK, SCHOOL IS SCHOOL, AND I REALLY HAVE NO DAY OFF SINCE 1 OF THEM IM AT SCHOOL AND THE OTHER IM STUDYING FOR SCHOOL... SO TECHNICALLY IM WORKING EVERYDAY... YAY... HAHA. BESIDES THAT? HMM JUST GRINDING LIKE ALWAYS.

ALSO IF YOU GUYS EVER WANT TO SEE ME WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING OR ANYTHING JUST MSG ME :) EITHER JUST TO SEE WHAT MY THOUGHTS ARE, OR WANTING TO SEE WHERE MY RANDOMNESS MAY LEAD. I MEAN... IM PRETTY RANDOM ALREADY... YOU COULD PROBABLY TELL BY ALL THE RANDOM STUFF I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT. A LOT OF THEM HAVE MEANING, A LOT OF THEM ARE RANDOM, AND A LOT OF THEM ARE JUST THERE... LOL. SO DONT BE A STRANGER :)

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WHAT CODE DO YOU LIVE BY???

SO NO... THIS IS NOT ABOUT WHAT AREA CODE YOU LIVE NEAR OR ANYTHING OF THAT SORT... ITS ABOUT WHAT MORAL OR LIFE CODE YOU LIVE BY. FOR ME ITS EASY, IVE ALWAYS HAD 3 SIMPLE MOTTOS THAT I LIVE BY AND THEY HAVE TREATED ME WELL IN THE MANY YEARS I HAVE BEEN ON THIS FAIR EARTH LOL. SO HERES ANOTHER POST THAT DELVES INSIDE THE PSYCHE THAT WHICH IS ME :)

MY 3 MOTTOS IN LIFE ARE:

1. NO PAIN, NO GAIN

SIMPLE AND TRUE!!! NOTHING EVER COMES EASY, NOT BEING GOOD AT SOMETHING OR ATTAINING SOMETHING. TAKE SCHOOL AS AN EASY EXAMPLE, YOU WANT TO GRADUATE, WELL THE PAIN IS ALL THE READING AND EXAMS AND PROJECTS YOU GO THROUGH TO GET YOURSELF TO THE FINISH LINE AND GRADUATING. PLAYING SPORTS, NO ONE IS GOOD AT IT RIGHT AWAY. YOU CAN BE DECENT OR PRETTY GOOD IN IT BUT YOU HAVE TO PUT TIME AND EFFORT INTO PRACTICING TO GET YOURSELF TO THE POINT OF BEING A PROFESSIONAL. SOME READERS MIGHT KNOW THAT I HAVE MENTIONED THAT IM A SWIMMER. I WAS ACTUALLY THE FASTEST SWIMMING IN THE LOWER MAINLAND AND ACTUALLY RANKED 10TH IN THE PROVINCE. YES, I WAS PROVINCIALLY RANKED BACK IN MY HEY DAYS LOL. I DIDNT GET THERE BY JUST JUMPING IN A POOL AND BAM THERE YOU GO. I STARTED SWIMMING WHEN I WAS 5 AND PRACTICED HOURS AND HOURS AND TRAINED MULTIPLE DAYS A WEEK. IT WAS SOMETHING I WANTED TO DO AND I LIKE SO I PUT A LOT OF ENERGY INTO IT. SAME GOES WITH EVERYTHING IN LIFE. IF YOU JUST GET SOMETHING WITHOUT PUTTING YOUR EVERYTHING INTO IT THEN YOU JUST WONT APPRECIATE IT AS MUCH AS YOU WOULD OR SHOULD. YES YES THERE ARE THOSE THAT JUST GET EVERYTHING OFF THE BAT AND THEY MIGHT ENJOY IT, BUT ITS ALWAYS MORE SATISFYING WHEN ACCOMPLISHING SOMETHING ON YOUR OWN, IT JUST IS.

2. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS

LIFES TOO SHORT FOR REGRETS. IM PLANNING ON LIVING FOREVER, NOT SURE ABOUT THE REST OF YOU BUT IL JUST SAY MOST PEOPLE LIVE FOR AN DEFINITE AMOUNT OF TIME. AT THE END OF YOUR LIFE DO YOU REALLY WANT TO LOOK BACK AND THINK OF ALL THE WHAT IFS??? ALL THE WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN, SHOULD HAVE BEEN, OR WOULD HAVE BEEN? I SAY JUST DO IT AND DONT CARE ABOUT IT. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IT THEN DO IT. THERES NOTHING STOPPING YOU BUT YOURSELF. THATS WHY ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT IF I WANT TO DO SOMETHING I WOULD DO IT NOT CARING IF ITS STUPID OR CRAZY. THATS JUST ME, WHATS THE POINT OF WANTING TO DO SOMETHING BUT YOURE TOO AFRAID OF THE CONSEQUENCES? WHO CARES!?!?!?! OF COURSE IM NOT CONDONING VIOLENCE AND ROBBING A BANK OR KILLING ANYONE BUT THE MINOR THINGS IN LIFE. LIKE I SEE EVERYONE WORRYING ABOUT WHAT THEY EAT AND WHAT THEY DO ABOUT THEIR BODIES WHETHER TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS... IF YOU WANT THEM, THEN DO IT. ITS YOUR OWN BODY WHO CARES. I GUESS ITS A LITTLE EASIER SAID FOR ME SINCE I CAN EAT WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT AND STILL LOSE WEIGHT... LOL. YA... MY COWORKERS DONT LIKE ME IN THAT DEPARTMENT HAHA WOOOOOO GO CRAZY METABOLISM :) BUT SERIOUSLY THIS GOES WITH TAKING CHANCES AND TRYING SOMETHING NEW. WHICH IS WHY IM ALWAYS DOWN FOR NEW FOODS CAUSE ITS AN EXPERIENCE, PLUS I LOVE FOOD HEHE. TAKE SKYDIVING, I DID IT CAUSE I WANTED TO JUMP OUT OF A PLANE. IT WAS AWESOME AND I WOULD LOVE TO DO IT AGAIN (PROBABLY CAUSE IM AN ADRENALINE JUNKIE TOO). IF YOU THOUGHT ABOUT DOING BUT NEVER DID THEN WHATS STOPPING YOU? AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? ITS DANGEROUS? WELL THATS PART OF THE FUN. STOP MAKING EXCUSES FOR YOURSELF AND JUST DO IT. HALF THE FUN IS NOT KNOWING THE RESULT, AND THATS WHAT INTRIGUES ME INTO FINDING OUT.

3. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

I BELIEVE THIS WHOLEHEARTEDLY, IM BUDDHIST AND I BELIEVE IN KARMA TOO. LIFE IS NOT JUST A RANDOM MASH UP OF EVENTS THAT HAPPEN RANDOMLY. IM NOT SAYING THERES NO FREE WILL BUT IF FATE WANTED SOMETHING TO HAPPEN, THEN IT WILL EVENTUALLY AND INEVITABILITY HAPPEN. EVERYONE MAKES THEIR OWN DECISIONS BUT DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT SOMEONE SOMEWHERE CAME TO THE EXACT SAME CONCLUSION AND EXACT SAME LOCATION AS YOU RANDOMLY? SOMETHING HAD TO HAVE MADE THE OTHER PERSON ARRIVE AT THE SAME SPOT IN TIME AND SPACE. TAKE THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW IN THIS INSTANT. HOW DO YOU THINK YOU ALL ARRIVED AT THE SAME SPOT? WHY ARE THEY THERE? WAS IT BY ACCIDENT OR DID SOMEHOW FATE PUT YOU AT THAT EXACT MOMENT TO MEET THAT EXACT PERSON? SAY WHAT IF YOU MISSED YOUR BUS THAT DAY AND YOU ENDED UP WAITING WITH SOMEONE WHO EVENTUALLY BECOMES YOUR FRIEND. LIFE IS FULL OF MYSTERIES LIKE THAT. NOW TAKE THE PEOPLE THAT COME AND GO IN YOUR LIFE, THE ACQUAINTANCES, WE ALL HAVE THOSE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES. PEOPLE WHO YOU MEET AND ARE THERE BUT NEVER REALLY THERE OR IS THERE AND EVENTUALLY LEAVE. WHY IS THAT? PROBABLY BECAUSE THEIR TIME AND THEIR REASON OF BEING THERE HAS COME TO AN IMPASSE. AT THAT POINT IN TIME YOU JUST HAVE TO SAY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING AND MOVE ON. SOME PEOPLE MAY CALL IT LUCK, WHETHER GOOD OR BAD, THERE WAS A REASON FOR IT. IN THE END YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT WAS OR IS AND HOPEFULLY THROUGH EVERYTHING YOU LEARNED SOMETHING OUT OF IT, THATS THE BEST ANYONE COULD EVER HOPE FOR.

IN A WAY ALL 3 OF THEM TIE INTO EACH OTHER AND I GUESS THATS WHY I AM THE WAY I AM AND THINK AND DO THE THINGS I DO. DO I GO THROUGH PAIN TO GET TO THE GAIN? OF COURSE I DO. DO I REGRET THINGS IN LIFE? TRY NOT TO BUT THERE ARE LESS THAN A HANDFUL OF SITUATIONS AND THEY CAN ALL BE CHANGED STILL. DO I LEARN FROM EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS? YES, CAUSE HOW ELSE ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO GROW AS A PERSON? 

I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU READERS OUT THERE ACTUALLY READ ALL THAT I RANT AND RAVE ABOUT BUT I WOULD HOPE THAT THOSE THAT DO TAKE AWAY SOMETHING HERE OR THERE, IF ITS ABOUT SOME RANDOM THING YOU NEVER KNEW OR JUST NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT. IVE ASKED MYSELF WHY I KEEP WRITING? I WAS NEVER ANY GOOD AT WRITING, AND IF YOU READ MY POSTS YOU PROBABLY CAN TELL TOO CAUSE OF EVERYTHING THAT WOULD DRIVE A GRAMMER NAZI MAD LOL. I DO IT FOR THE HELL OF DOING IT AND CAUSE I WANT TO. CALL THIS AN OUTLET IF YOU WILL OR JUST THE RANDOM RANDOMNESS OF A CRAZY 27 YEAR OLD WHOS TRYING TO FIGURE THIS CRAP OUT. 

GOOD JOB KOREA :) LOL HMMM WAIT... 4 HOURS TO GET TO THE SUN??? SOUNDS FISHY HERE HAHA

BUAHAHAHA HOW LUCKY MY DAD WAS TO GET A SURPRISE... ON HIS LEG BY A NICE BIRD LOL

DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EAT THEN THE LADY GAVE US A COUPON TO EAT AND HEY WHAT A DEAL LOL

ONCE SEEN... IT CANNOT BE UNSEEN LOL. YOU WILL GET IT IF YOU FOLLOW STUFF ONLINE LOL OR USE YOUR IMAGINATION HAHA

LOOK HOW FANCY I AM AT WORK. I HAVE SALMON SUSHI, CRAB CLAWS AND AN ICE TEA LOL

WORK IS WORK. SCHOOL IS BACK IN SESSION. WHICH I REALLY SHOULD START READING... ANOTHER $177 FOR A TEXTBOOK... YAY... THANKS... LOL. EVERYTHING ELSE IN LIFE? WELL... AS ALWAYS IT CAN BE BETTER BUT AT LEAST ITS NOT WORSE.

ACTUALLY... I THINK I WROTE ABOUT THIS TOPIC BEFORE... AND LIKE 10 MINS LATER I FOUND IT LOL. I FOUND WHERE I MENTIONED IT CAUSE I REMEMBER I WROTE IT SOMEWHERE BUT I NEVER ACTUALLY POSTED A POST ABOUT IT. SO HERE YOU ALL GO. HAPPY READINGS :) 

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CONFUSED AT WHAT THE TITLE SHOULD BE... SO...

I GUESS THE TITLE IS THE THOUGHT ABOUT THE TITLE... LOL. ORIGINALLY THIS POST WAS GOING TO BE ABOUT FRIENDS AND THEN I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT LOVING THE LIFE YOU LIVE AND ALL BUT THEN OPTED FOR SOME RANDOM VAGUE TITLE LIKE I ALWAYS DO LOL.

YOU ALL KNOW I HAVE A BUNCH OF CLOSE FRIENDS AND TONS OF OTHER FRIENDS TOO. WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY THE CLOSE ONES HAVE BEEN THERE A LONG TIME AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND ME FOR THEM. BEEN HANGING OUT AND JUST TALKING AND REALIZED WHY AND HOW WE REMAINED FRIENDS OVER ALL THESE YEARS. ITS OUR OUT LOOK ON LIFE AND SITUATIONS AND THE ADVICE THEY GIVE WHEN YOU NEED IT. OF COURSE THIS IS NOTHING NEW, I MEAN WHO DOESNT KNOW THIS RIGHT. BUT OUR FRIENDSHIPS GO BEYOND THAT, TO THE POINT WHERE THE UNSAID IS NOT NEEDED OR WE KNOW WHAT EACH OTHER IS THINKING. HONESTLY I THOUGHT THERE WAS MORE TO WRITE BUT REALLY WHAT IS THERE TO WRITE BESIDES THE FACT THAT THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE YOU ARE HAPPY TO HAVE IN YOUR LIFE AND THAT ARE THE BONDS THAT WE CHERISH RIGHT?

SO THIS TIES IN A BIT TO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT DREAMS I SUPPOSE. LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE. IN LIFE YOU CANT JUST DO WHAT PEOPLE TELL YOU. YOU HAVE TO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF AND DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. WHATS THE POINT IN GOING THROUGH LIFE BEING MISERABLE DAY IN AND DAY OUT HATING YOUR JOB OR HATING YOUR LIFE? I SEE IT EVERYDAY, PEOPLE JUST DOING WHAT THEY HAVE TO DO, WHO KNOWS I MEAN... SOME MIGHT ACTUALLY LIKE WHAT THEY DO BUT A MAJORITY DONT. THEY SAY IF YOU LOVE YOUR JOB YOU NEVER WORK A DAY IN YOUR LIFE... AND ITS TRUE. IF I COULD DO SOMETHING I LIKE THEN IT WOULDNT MATTER IF I WAS BEING PAID A LOT OR NOT, CAUSE IT MAKES ME HAPPY. BUT THEN AGAIN IF IM WORKING AT A JOB I HATE BUT THE PAY IS AMAZING... WELL... IM JUST WORKING THERE FOR THE MONEY. HOPEFULLY THAT MONEY COULD HELP LET ME LIVE THE WAY I WANT LOL. NOT EVERYONE HAS A CHOICE I UNDERSTAND, BUT I RATHER CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY CAUSE IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF AND EVERYTHING. IVE ALWAYS SUPPORTED EVERYONE IN DOING WHAT THEY WANT TO DO, YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME TELLING SOMEONE NOT TO DO IT, ALWAYS ENCOURAGING THEM TO GO FOR IT. IF YOU NEVER TRY THEN YOU NEVER FAIL, AND IF YOU NEVER FAIL, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF OR WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. RIGHT NOW UNFORTUNATELY IM WAITING FOR THE DAY WHERE I CAN DO WHAT I LIKE TO DO AND BE TRULY HAPPY.

NICE DAY :) 

TOUCH IT... TOUCH IT... AWWW SO CUTE LOL

SOMEHOW ENDED BACK UP IN THE CLUB... LOL AND LOOK... ITS PACKED!!! SO BUSY LOL

FAMILY DINNER :)

YA... DRUNK SLOPPY GIRL AT THE CLUB STEPPED ON ME IN HER FREAKING HEELS AND STUMBLES OFF... THIS IS THE RESULT THE NEXT DAY... THANKS... BITCH!!!

FINALLY HAD A MCD POUTINE LOL IT WAS OK HAHA

SOOOOO GOT A CALL FROM WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE THE CALL IVE BEEN WAITING FOR... ONLY TO PICK UP AND NO ONE ANSWER... AND THEN EVENTUALLY HANG UP... THANKS... GETTING MY HOPES UP WITH A STRANGE NUMBER THAT I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE LOL.

WELL... WORKS INTERESTING NOW... I HAVE SUNDAYS AND WEDNESDAYS OFF SINCE I HAVE THAT NEW COURSE STARTING TODAY. SO WORK 2 DAYS GET A DAY OFF AND WORK 3 DAYS AND GET A DAY OFF... BUT SCHOOL... SO THAT TECHNICALLY NULLS IT SOOOO WORK 6 DAYS A WEEK PLUS READING AND STUFF SOOOO I REALLY WORK 27/4... SIGH. JUST GOTTA LOOK FOR THE END OF THE ROAD. JUST CANT WAIT TIL EVERYTHING IS DONE AND I CAN SEE WHERE THIS ALL LEADS TO.

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DREAMING DREAMER'S DREAM

I FIND IT FUNNY HOW OVER TIME ONES DREAM CHANGES... RIGHT NOW IM TALKING ABOUT YOUR DREAMS AS IN ASPIRATIONS AND GOALS. WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG WHAT DID YOU DREAM OF BECOMING??? AN ASTRONAUT? A PRO SPORTS PLAYER? A MOVIE STAR? WELL I ACTUALLY WANTED TO BE A FARMER... A LAWYER... A PILOT. SINCE WHEN DO OUR DREAMS DIE? AND WE HAVE TO MOVE ON TO REALITY? WHY DO WE HAVE TO GROW UP AND REALIZE THAT WE CAN NEVER LIVE OUR DREAM OUT? KIDS HAVE AN ENDLESS IMAGINATION THAT CANT BE COMPARED TO, AND ITS TRUE... THE OLDER YOU GET THE LESS IMAGINATIVE YOU GET. FORGET ABOUT ALL THE DREAMS ABOUT HAVING MAGICAL POWERS OR A PET DRAGON OR POKEMON OR SOMETHING... BUT MORE ATTAINABLE DREAMS. LIFES ABOUT POSSIBILITIES AND DREAMS... THEN WHY IS IT IMPOSSIBLE TO GET IT? EVERYONE HAS THE DREAM OF WINNING THE LOTTO AND BEING ABLE TO ACTUALLY LIVE OUT THEIR DREAMS BUT CAN YOU REALLY BUY YOUR DREAM WITH MONEY??? WELL... THE OBVIOUS ANSWERS YES!!! LOL. BUT LETS BE REAL, HOW MANY OF US WILL ACTUALLY WIN THE LOTTO IN OUR LIFETIME? PROBABLY NONE OF US, THATS WHY DREAMS ARE SO HARD TO OBTAIN. YOU CAN WORK ALL YOUR LIFE FOR YOUR DREAM BUT IN THE END CAN YOU REALLY SAY YOUVE FINALLY REACHED YOUR DREAM? THEN THE PROBLEM IS IF YOU FINALLY DO REACH YOUR DREAM IS IT THE DREAM YOU HAD OR HAVE YOUR DREAM CHANGED ONCE AGAIN AND THAT IS NO LONGER YOUR DREAM... IVE BEEN TOLD BEFORE THAT IM A DREAMER... AND THAT I HAVE TO BE PULLED DOWN TO REALITY CAUSE LOTS OF THE THINGS I WANT ARENT ATTAINABLE... WELL... NOT THAT ITS UNATTAINABLE BUT THAT EVEN WITH HARD WORK AND DEDICATION IT IS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE. SO THEN... WHY DO WE DREAM? IS IT ALWAYS THE THOUGHT OF WHAT COULD BE, WHAT SHOULD BE, AND WHAT WOULD BE? DREAMS I CAN SAY ARE WHAT KEEPS US GOING, WHAT WE STRIVE FOR, WORK FOR AND IS MOTIVATED FOR. SOMETIMES IT TAKES TIME TO REALIZE ONES DREAM AND TO REALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT, UNTIL THEN... JUST KEEP ON DREAMING TIL YOU GET THERE. SO, THIS IS FOR ALL YOU DREAMERS OUT THERE!!! NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM, DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET YOURSELF THERE :)

AND NOW ONTO DREAMS THAT YOU DREAM WHEN YOU SLEEP. LATELY IVE BEEN REMEMBERING MY DREAM A LOT MORE AND ITS INTERESTING WHAT YOU DREAM ABOUT. SO FAR ITS BEEN A MIX OF ZOMBIES, RANDOM CARS, HANGING OUT, PARTYING, AND THINGS THAT DONT MAKE SENSE. THERE ARE HOWEVER PEOPLE I KNOW IN MY DREAM, AND THEN THERE ARE THE FACELESS/I DONT REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE PEOPLE IN THE DREAM. ITS BEEN SAID THAT EVERYONE YOU SEE IN YOUR DREAM IS AN ACTUAL PERSON YOU HAVE MET OR SEEN IN REAL LIFE BUT WHEN YOU TRY TO REALLY REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE CAN YOU? I CAN SAY I DONT RECALL WHERE OR WHEN IVE SEEN THEM, AND THATS KINDA FREAKY... LOL. WHY CANT OUR DREAMS BE OUR REAL DREAMS IN REAL LIFE? LIKE... WHY CANT OUR DREAMS BE REALITY? MOST DREAMS ARE GREAT AND YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD, AND EVERYTHING IS JUST THE WAY YOU WANT IT. JUST WHEN YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER WANTED BEEP BEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEP YOUR DAM ALARM GOES OFF AND YOU SNAP BACK TO REALITY... WAKE UP AND REALIZE YOU ARE BACK IN THIS RAT RACE YOU CALL LIFE. I GUESS THAT ONLY MAKES SENSE SINCE YOUR DREAMS ARE YOUR DREAMS AND THOSE ARE DREAMS YOU CAN ONLY DREAM ABOUT. SOMETIMES I JUST WISH WE CAN DREAM FOREVER AND JUST BE HAPPY.

WELL... THIS IS A DEEPER POST THAN NORMAL EH... THINGS YOU THINK ABOUT...

THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW... LOL

TOO HUNGRY TO TAKE PICS LOL

HAPPY BDAY BUDDY :) AND YES HES KOREAN LOL

JUST PHO LOL

SPRING ROLLS... OK I GUESS... BUT SHRIMP ROLL... WTF HAPPENED... SO SMALL...

FUEL DOOR NOT WORKING??? 

NO WORRIES :) I GOT THIS!!! LOL FIX IT YOURSELF :) AND YES I BRUISED MY THUMB FIXING THE DAM THING... FEELS FUNNY ACTUALLY HAHA

OK ANOTHER THING ABOUT DREAMS... HOW MANY OF YOU ARE ACTUALLY WHERE YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE TODAY??? I CAN SAY IM NOT WHERE I THOUGHT I WOULD BE AT ALL... LOTS HAVE HAPPENED TO CHANGE MY COURSE AND I HAVE NOT YET REACHED WHERE I WANT TO BE... AND YET I STILL KEEP DREAMING. SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST FINE WITH WHERE THEY ARE AND SOME DREAM OF BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS. SO, DREAM THE DREAM EVERYONE, DREAM THE DREAM.

ALSO, LUCID DREAMS ARE SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! IN THOSE DREAMS YOU REALLY DO GET TOO DREAM WHAT YOU WANT TO DREAM :) LOL.

AS FOR THE REALITY OF MY LIFE??? WELL... WORKS WORK AND THE REST IS JUST LIFE. NOTHING NEW, NOTHING TO SAY.

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SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS

OK... SO I WROTE SOMETHING ABOUT HOW WAITING FOR ANSWERS SUCK BUT I DELETED IT CAUSE I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS WRITING AND WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT... ITS 2:30AM RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE WORK AT 3PM SO HERE I AM... IM CURRENTLY WAITING ON 2 REPLIES FROM GOVERNMENT JOBS AND I JUST HATE HOW THEY WONT JUST TELL YOU ALREADY... THEY JUST STRING YOU ALONG... GET OVER WITH IT ALREADY SO WE CAN MOVE ON IF WE DONT GET IT JEZZ. YOU WAIT A MONTH FOR THE DEADLINE TO EXPIRE, THEN WAIT A MONTH FOR A REPLY OF YES OR NOT TO THE NEXT STAGE, AND THEN WAIT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG BEFORE YOU GET YOUR INTERVIEW OR EVEN A SHOW OF INTEREST OR NOT... BLA AND IN THE MEANTIME IM JUST WORKING AND WAITING. I GUESS LIFES ALSO LIKE THAT EH. FIND MYSELF WAITING FOR THE NEXT THING TO COME UP, WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN. YOU CANT ALWAYS WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN AND HELL IM NOT ONE OF THOSE GUYS WHO WAITS ANYWAYS. I HATE WAITING... IM A DO-ER BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST CANT DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO... EVEN IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IT LOL.

WELL ONCE AGAIN I SEEM TO BE STUCK IN THAT WEIRD SPOT AGAIN. DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT LETS JUST SAY THINGS CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM HERE ON OUT LOL. REFERRING TO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT THE BIT WHERE INSTAGRAM AND FB HAVING PICS OF THAT SAYING HOW TODAY IS PAGE 1 OF A NEW 365 PAGE BOOK AND HOW WRITE SOMETHING AMAZING... LETS JUST SAY IVE HAD ONE HELL OF A START TO THE NEW YEAR... AND NOT THE GOOD KIND OF START... ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT EH... IVE SAID IT MANY TIMES IN THE PAST BEFORE BUT MURPHYS LAW IS A BITCH!!! HAHA. WITH THIS KIND OF A START I CAN REALLY TAKE ON WHATEVER THIS YEAR HAS TO THROW AT ME... SOOOO BRING IT 2014!!!

WAS TALKING TO A FRIEND THE OTHER DAY ABOUT EVERYTHING AND THINKING BACK LIFE WAS SO MUCH SIMPLER, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD JUST DOING WHAT WE WANTED TO DO JUST CAUSE WE WANTED TO DO... BUT NOW PRIORITIES CHANGE AND WE HAVE TO GROW UP. JUST TALKING ABOUT THE GOOD OLD TIMES AND HOW DID WE END UP WHERE WE ARE NOW... HOW THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN OR SHOULD HAVE BEEN OR WOULD HAVE BEEN IF THINGS WERE JUST A BIT DIFFERENT. DECISIONS THAT WE HAVE MADE IN LIFE, WHETHER FOR THE BETTER OR FOR THE WORSE. THEN AGAIN YOU CANT REALLY SAY THAT SINCE IT IS BECAUSE OF YOUR EXPERIENCE YOU ARE THE PERSON YOU ARE TODAY. LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRETS, IVE ALWAYS SAID THAT AND THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. TRUE, THAT THE REASON MIGHT NOT SHOW UP AT FIRST BUT EVENTUALLY YOU WILL FIND OUT WHY IT WAS MEANT TO BE.

JUST THE VIEW WHILE WAITING FOR THE BUS

OUR EPIC JENGA OF DEATH LOL

THANKS FOR THE CABBAGE AND TOFU... WHERES THE PORK!!! :(

THE LAPTOP HAS RETURNED :) NOW THE FUN PART OF UPDATING... AND REINSTALLING EVERYTHING AND REDOWNLOADING EVERYTHING ELSE TOO... OH JOY...

NEW WALLPAPER FOR THE NEW YEAR :) AWWW YEAHHH RX-93 NU GUNDAM :)

THERE WAS GOING TO BE A FEW MORE TOPICS I WANTED TO WRITE AND RANT AND TALK ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT... LOL YA... ME NOT FEELING LIKE TALKING HAHA. WHAT A JOKE RIGHT? WELL IF YOU KNOW ME IM A LOUD, OUTSPOKEN, AND TALKATIVE GUY AND THAT IS TRUE, BUT I DO ENJOY MY PEACE AND QUIETNESS TOO, HARD TO BELIEVE EH? ONCE AGAIN I WAS WRITING SOMETHING AND I JUST STOPPED... WELL... SCREW IT LOL

ON A SIDENOTE... CHRISTMAS BREAK IS OVER SO NEW EPISODES OF ALL MY FAVE TV SHOWS ARE BACK WOOT WOOT :)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)

WELL 2013 CAME AND GONE JUST LIKE THAT... SO ONCE AGAIN HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL OUT THERE :) LOOKING BACK I THINK 2013 WAS A PRETTY GOOD YEAR AS WELL. OF COURSE IT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER BUT HEY, AT LEAST IT WASNT ANY WORSE RIGHT??? SO LETS JUST LIST A FEW THINGS THAT STOOD OUT THIS YEAR:

• WENT BACK TO SCHOOL... STARTED THE CERTIFICATE PROGRAM THAT IS LOL
• HUNG OUT WITH OLD FRIENDS AND MADE SOME NEW ONES AS WELL
• PARTIED ALL OUT IN VEGAS AND EDC WITH THE BOYS
• ALL THE OTHER PARTY DAYS AND NIGHTS... ALL THE NONSTOP PARTYING HAHA
• ALL THE SOCCER
• FAN EXPO WAS GOOD AND SO WAS PAX
• GOT LAID... OFF... LOL 
• GOT A NEW JOB :)
• AND THE BIGGEST THING THAT PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE THIS YEAR WAS MEETING THIS SPECIAL GIRL AND MAKING HER MY GIRLFRIEND :)

THERE PROB WAS A FEW OTHER THINGS BUT THESE WERE THE HIGHLIGHTS. SO WHAT DO I THINK 2014 WILL HAVE IN STORE??? WELL... IF ALL GOES ACCORDING TO PLAN THEN LIFE WOULD SHOULD BE SWELL LOL BUT WHEN DOES ANYTHING EVER GO ACCORDING TO PLAN RIGHT? SO JUST TAKE IT AS IT GOES AND SEE WHERE THIS LEADS ME.

ALSO IN OTHER NEWS, I DID WORK XMAS AND BOXING DAY SO THEN I HAD NEW YEARS OFF :) AND SO WE HAD A GATHERING WITH ALL THE GUYS AND EVERYONE... LETS JUST SAY IT GO PRETTY INTENSE WITH JENGA LOL. BESIDES THAT ALMOST EVERYONE WAS KNOCKED OUT BY THE END OF THE NIGHT... YOURS TRULY WAS KO AND ITS BEEN A ROUGH ROUGH DAY LOL.

WELL BACK TO WORK TOMORROW, BUT THEY REALLY ARE TRYING TO CHANGE EVERYONE OVER TO 8 HOUR SHIFTS INSTEAD OF 12. I MEAN ITS NOT BAD WORKING 3 AND OFF 3 THEN WORKING 4 AND OFF 4... BUT IT JUST STARTS DRAINING YOU AND THERES REALLY NOT TIME TO DO ANYTHING ELSE THE DAYS YOU WORK. SO IM ONE OF THE FIRST GUYS TO SWITCH OVER TO THE 8 HOUR SHIFT STARTING TOMORROW... ALSO CAUSE IM ONE OF THE NEWEST GUYS TOO LOL. BUT BY THE END OF THE MONTH THEY WANT TO HAVE EVERYONE ON 8 HOURS. THAT MEANS MORE TIME FOR MYSELF AND A BIT MORE NORMALITY. BUT 4 DAYS OFF WAS PRETTY SWEET LOL THEN AGAIN I RATHER HAVE SOME TIME DURING THE DAY TO DO THE REST OF THE STUFF I LIKE TO DO... LIKE WATCH TV AND GO ONLINE LOL.

OUR LAST MIN CHRISTMAS GATHERING :)

HEHE MY PRESENTS LOL

JUST BBT WITH BUDDIES

BUDDIES ASKED ME WHAT TIME IT WAS AND I TOLD THEM 11:25... THEY SAID ITS 12:20... TURNS OUT MY WATCH DIED EXACTLY 55 MINS AGO LOL

LOL TOO FUNNY LOL WE'VE GOTTA BITCHSLAP THAT SKANK FIRST LOL

A COCONUT :)

PHO MMMMM :)

EW TO THE CAR IN... WHATEVER THE HELL COLOR THAT IS... WHAT A WASTE OF A X6 LOL AND THE ROLLS IS WELL A ROLLS SO THATS JUST CLASSY LOL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HAVING MONEY AND KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH IT

... AND IT BEGINS LOL

YA... GONNA BE A LONG NIGHT LOL PLUS THERE WAS MORE BROUGHT BY OTHER PPL TOO...

THE DEADLY JENGA!!! LOL SO INTENSE LOL

I SAW THIS QUOTE/PICTURE THATS BEEN ALL OVER FB AND INSTAGRAM SAYING HOW TODAY IS THE FIRST PAGE OF A NEW 365 PAGE BOOK AND TO START WRITING SOMETHING AMAZING. SO LETS SEE WHAT THIS NEW BOOK BRINGS :)