31 DAYS TO THE FINISH LINE...

WELL... LONG STORY SHORT... BOSS IS GIVING ME 30 DAYS TO GET MY LICENSE FOR WORK... SOMETHING THAT DIDNT NEED TO BE RUSHED IS NOT RUSHED DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES OUTSIDE OF OUR CONTROL... I HAVE TIL SEPTEMBER TO FINISH ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS AND PREPARE FOR THE TEST. I WOULD HAVE PREFERRED TO TAKE IT IN OCTOBER WHEN I WOULD BE MORE READY BUT NOW THERES NO CHOICE BUT TO DO IT EARLY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST... NO PRESSURE EH... LOL. SO NOW ITS ALL DOWN TO TIME... IF IM ABLE TO FINISH READING EVERYTHING, ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS, AND PREPARE. TIME IS ALWAYS AN ISSUE ISNT IT... IVE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS IN PARTS BEFORE IN PAST POSTS BUT ITS ALWAYS AN ISSUE THAT COMES UP. HISTORY ALWAYS TEND TO REPEAT ITSELF EH. TIME IN REGARDS TO ME AND THIS SITUATION IS THAT I HAVE NO TIME... WORKING FULL TIME AND GOING TO MEETINGS AND EATING AND SLEEPING AUGUST IS A BUSY TIME. I HAVE MY BDAY, MOMS BDAY, DADS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, FRIENDS BDAY, AND GUESS WHAT... MORE FRIENDS BDAY. ITS ALSO AUGUST WHICH MEANS PARTY SEASON... OH AND SOCCER. SO BETWEEN THE STUFF THAT I NEED TO DO AND THE STUFF I WANT TO DO, THERES NO TIME TO ACTUALLY GET EVERYTHING DONE. YA YA... WELL GUESS WHAT IM ACTUALLY CUTTING EVERYTHING DOWN. IM PROBABLY JUST HAVE DINNER FOR MY BDAY AND GO OUT ONCE OR TWICE AND THATS ALL. UNFORTUNATELY AND LUCKILY I AM GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY RIGHT NOW TO MOVE UP IN THE COMPANY ITS SOMETHING I CANT PASS UP. YOU ALL HAVE READ THAT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THAT ONE CHANCE TO FINALLY GET TO WHERE I WANT TO BE... WELL... THAT TIME HAS FINALLY COME :) THIS JOB AND THIS POSITION IS MINE... ALL I HAVE TO DO IS PASS THE EXAM. TIMES RUNNING OUT AND THERES JUST SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO DO... ITS ONCE AGAIN THAT CRUNCH TIME, THAT CLUTCH TIME, THAT MAKE IT OR BREAK IT TIME, AND IM GOING TO MAKE IT. NOT MUCH RIDING ON IT... JUST EVERYTHING LOLOL. FRIENDS, SHOWS, GAMES, AND EVERYTHING WILL HAVE TO BE PUT ON HOLD AND WAIT CAUSE ALL THAT STUFF CAN COME BACK, THIS CANT, OR AT LEAST WONT FOR A WHILE. SO HERE GOES NOTHING, TO A MONTH OF HIBERNATING. YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA GO, TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANNA GO. SO SEE YOU ALL IN SEPTEMBER :) OF COURSE IL STILL BE POSTING... IM GONNA SOUND CRAZIER AND CRAZIER AS I GET CLOSER AND TIME RUNNING OUT... SO ENJOY WATCHING ME TURN MAD... BUT NO MORE THAN USUAL EH HAHA.

SO REGARDING TIMING... A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE IS ABOUT TIMING... WHERE YOU GO, WHAT YOU DO, HOW YOU GET THERE AND WHY YOURE THERE. YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HELPED YOU, BUMPED INTO SOMEONE WHO WAS ABLE TO DO SOMETHING, AVOIDED AN ACCIDENT, OR YOU WERE THERE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. WALKED A BIT FASTER OR A BIT SLOWER, WOKE UP EARLIER OR LATER. IT ALL MAKES A DIFFERENCE. SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE IS ABOUT TIMING. MAKING A MOVE EARLY OR LATER CAN HAVE SUCH A BIG EFFECT ON THE OUTCOME YOU WANTED. MEETING SOMEONE AT THE RIGHT OR WRONG TIME CAN CAUSE YOUR LIFE TO GO IN TOTALLY DIFFERENT AND OPPOSITE WAYS. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH. HONESTLY THIS IS WHY I REALLY DO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON, AND HAPPENS AT THE TIME THAT IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN. ITS LIKE THE GALAXIES WAY OF TELLING YOU EITHER NO YOURE NOT READY OR YES YOU CAN DO IT NOW. SOMETIMES YOU CAN CONTROL WHEN, WHERE, HOW AND WHY SOMETHING HAPPENS, BUT ITS HARDER TO CONTROL WHEN THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU. THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS HOPE THAT YOU ARE PREPARED ENOUGH WHEN THE TIME COMES AND IT HAPPENS. GOOD THINGS, BAD THINGS, THEY ALL HAPPEN FOR A REASON, AND THEY HAPPEN AT THE TIME THAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN.

RANDOM BIRDIE MISSING ITS HEAD AND TAIL... HMMM LOL

SO THIS HAPPENED LOL NO MORE PARTYING... YA... THAT LASTED A WEEK... HAHA

MMM YUMMMMM

THE GATHERING LOL

AWWW YEAH BDAY BUNS :)

CAKE AND MIX THINGY

SPOT THE DBAG? YA RIGHT THERE LOL

WTF!!! I WANT MY 50 POINTS ARGGGG

WORKS FINE, JUST NOW I GOT MORE TO FOCUS ON. HAD SOME PROBLEMS WITH THE EMAILING TODAY AND THAT WAS FUN... RECEIVING EMAILS HOURS LATER AND OUT OF ORDER SO IT WAS LIKE WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT... LOL. THEN REPLYING TO SOMETHING THAT DOESNT NEED TO BE REPLIED TO CAUSE I DIDNT GET THE OTHER EMAIL YET THAT ALREADY COVERED IT HAHA.

YA... LIKE I SAID I THOUGHT I COULD FINALLY STOP PARTYING AND TAKE A BREAK... WELL THAT BREAK LASTED 1 WEEK... WEEKEND TECHNICALLY HAHA. SOMEHOW ENDED UP PARTYING... I DONT KNOW HOW... DROVE A FRIEND DOWN... THEN SOMEHOW FOUND PARKING... OH LOOK NO TICKET YAY I DONT HAVE TO GO... OH WAIT... FRIEND HAD EXTRA TICKET... FUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!! PARTY PARTY PARTY... BUT NOW IM GOOD. NO MORE... TIL AFTER MY EXAM... WHICH I ALREADY HAVE TICKETS FOR HAHA. NOT EVEN MY BDAY OR MY BUDDIES BDAY, GONNA HAVE TO LAY LOW TO STAY AWAY FROM THE PARTY SCENE HAHA. EVERYONE ELSE HAVE FUN :P

HAD A FAMILY GATHERING FOR THE AUGUST BDAY PPL. HAD ABOUT 25 PPL IN MY AUNTS PLACE... AND MAN WAS THERE A LOT OF FOOD. THE PIC ABOVE ONLY SHOWED 1/3 TABLES... OTHER TABLE HAD SNACKS AND SOME MORE SNACKS ON THE OTHER ONE. IT WAS NICE SEEING A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE AND PEOPLE THAT I DIDNT KNOW... LOL

ALSO WATCHED LUCY YESTERDAY. I LIKED THE STORY LINE, MY KIND OF THING. IT WAS FILMED IN A WAY THAT WORKED FOR THAT MOVIE. SCARLETT JOHANSSON... HMMMM SHE WAS OK... NOT SURE IF IF I WOULD HAVE CASTED HER INTO IT. MORGAN FREEMAN... YOU CANT GO WRONG WITH HIM LOL. A FEW QUESTIONS ABOUT THE MOVIE BUT WHEN ISNT THERE A QUESTION RIGHT? WITHOUT SPOILING ANYTHING A MAJOR THEME THATS TALKED ABOUT MAKES YOU REALLY WONDER WHAT WE ARE DOING HERE... WHERE ARE WE GOING... AND ONCE AGAIN THE SUBJECT OF TIME. EVERYTHING EVENTUALLY IRREVOCABLY ALWAYS COME BACK TO... TIME.

WELL... THIS POST WAS MORE REMINISCENT OF MY EARLIER POSTS IN THE YEAR... WHERE IT WAS MORE THOUGHT PROVOKING EH.

RT

CONFUSED AT WHAT THE TITLE SHOULD BE... SO...

I GUESS THE TITLE IS THE THOUGHT ABOUT THE TITLE... LOL. ORIGINALLY THIS POST WAS GOING TO BE ABOUT FRIENDS AND THEN I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT LOVING THE LIFE YOU LIVE AND ALL BUT THEN OPTED FOR SOME RANDOM VAGUE TITLE LIKE I ALWAYS DO LOL.

YOU ALL KNOW I HAVE A BUNCH OF CLOSE FRIENDS AND TONS OF OTHER FRIENDS TOO. WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY THE CLOSE ONES HAVE BEEN THERE A LONG TIME AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND ME FOR THEM. BEEN HANGING OUT AND JUST TALKING AND REALIZED WHY AND HOW WE REMAINED FRIENDS OVER ALL THESE YEARS. ITS OUR OUT LOOK ON LIFE AND SITUATIONS AND THE ADVICE THEY GIVE WHEN YOU NEED IT. OF COURSE THIS IS NOTHING NEW, I MEAN WHO DOESNT KNOW THIS RIGHT. BUT OUR FRIENDSHIPS GO BEYOND THAT, TO THE POINT WHERE THE UNSAID IS NOT NEEDED OR WE KNOW WHAT EACH OTHER IS THINKING. HONESTLY I THOUGHT THERE WAS MORE TO WRITE BUT REALLY WHAT IS THERE TO WRITE BESIDES THE FACT THAT THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE YOU ARE HAPPY TO HAVE IN YOUR LIFE AND THAT ARE THE BONDS THAT WE CHERISH RIGHT?

SO THIS TIES IN A BIT TO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT DREAMS I SUPPOSE. LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE. IN LIFE YOU CANT JUST DO WHAT PEOPLE TELL YOU. YOU HAVE TO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF AND DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. WHATS THE POINT IN GOING THROUGH LIFE BEING MISERABLE DAY IN AND DAY OUT HATING YOUR JOB OR HATING YOUR LIFE? I SEE IT EVERYDAY, PEOPLE JUST DOING WHAT THEY HAVE TO DO, WHO KNOWS I MEAN... SOME MIGHT ACTUALLY LIKE WHAT THEY DO BUT A MAJORITY DONT. THEY SAY IF YOU LOVE YOUR JOB YOU NEVER WORK A DAY IN YOUR LIFE... AND ITS TRUE. IF I COULD DO SOMETHING I LIKE THEN IT WOULDNT MATTER IF I WAS BEING PAID A LOT OR NOT, CAUSE IT MAKES ME HAPPY. BUT THEN AGAIN IF IM WORKING AT A JOB I HATE BUT THE PAY IS AMAZING... WELL... IM JUST WORKING THERE FOR THE MONEY. HOPEFULLY THAT MONEY COULD HELP LET ME LIVE THE WAY I WANT LOL. NOT EVERYONE HAS A CHOICE I UNDERSTAND, BUT I RATHER CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY CAUSE IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF AND EVERYTHING. IVE ALWAYS SUPPORTED EVERYONE IN DOING WHAT THEY WANT TO DO, YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME TELLING SOMEONE NOT TO DO IT, ALWAYS ENCOURAGING THEM TO GO FOR IT. IF YOU NEVER TRY THEN YOU NEVER FAIL, AND IF YOU NEVER FAIL, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF OR WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. RIGHT NOW UNFORTUNATELY IM WAITING FOR THE DAY WHERE I CAN DO WHAT I LIKE TO DO AND BE TRULY HAPPY.

NICE DAY :) 

TOUCH IT... TOUCH IT... AWWW SO CUTE LOL

SOMEHOW ENDED BACK UP IN THE CLUB... LOL AND LOOK... ITS PACKED!!! SO BUSY LOL

FAMILY DINNER :)

YA... DRUNK SLOPPY GIRL AT THE CLUB STEPPED ON ME IN HER FREAKING HEELS AND STUMBLES OFF... THIS IS THE RESULT THE NEXT DAY... THANKS... BITCH!!!

FINALLY HAD A MCD POUTINE LOL IT WAS OK HAHA

SOOOOO GOT A CALL FROM WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE THE CALL IVE BEEN WAITING FOR... ONLY TO PICK UP AND NO ONE ANSWER... AND THEN EVENTUALLY HANG UP... THANKS... GETTING MY HOPES UP WITH A STRANGE NUMBER THAT I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE LOL.

WELL... WORKS INTERESTING NOW... I HAVE SUNDAYS AND WEDNESDAYS OFF SINCE I HAVE THAT NEW COURSE STARTING TODAY. SO WORK 2 DAYS GET A DAY OFF AND WORK 3 DAYS AND GET A DAY OFF... BUT SCHOOL... SO THAT TECHNICALLY NULLS IT SOOOO WORK 6 DAYS A WEEK PLUS READING AND STUFF SOOOO I REALLY WORK 27/4... SIGH. JUST GOTTA LOOK FOR THE END OF THE ROAD. JUST CANT WAIT TIL EVERYTHING IS DONE AND I CAN SEE WHERE THIS ALL LEADS TO.

RT