FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL

FEELINGS... EMOTIONS... THEY SURE ARE A FUNNY THING EH. YOU GO THOUGH YOUR DAY FEELING ALL SORTS OF EMOTIONS AND SOMETIMES EVEN WITHOUT KNOWING WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO... LATELY IVE BEEN IN A RUT... IN THAT WEIRD MOOD THAT SOMETIMES CANT BE EXPLAINED... ALSO A SHORTER TEMPER... IT SEEMS THAT JUST EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ANNOYS ME. SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND JUST BE BY YOURSELF. FEELINGS CAN MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING OR MAKE YOU FILLED WITH RAGE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. IT CAN HELP YOU AT TIMES AND IT CAN BE YOUR ENEMY AT TIME. SOMETIMES DOESNT IT SEEM EASIER IF YOU COULD JUST TURN IT ALL OFF AND FORGET ABOUT IT? I GUESS THATS WHAT MAKES US HUMAN... THE ABILITY TO FEEL... IT MAKES US HAPPY, IT MAKES US MOTIVATED, IT MAKES US PASSIONATE, IT MAKES US ANGRY, IT MAKES US DISAPPOINTED, AND IT MAKES US SAD. EVER WONDER WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? OR HOW YOU CAME TO THE CONCLUSION OF WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? IS IT BECAUSE OF PAST EXPERIENCES? IS IT BECAUSE OF WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU? SOMETIMES THE REASON IS SO FAR GONE THAT YOU DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHY YOU FEEL THAT WAY. SHOULD YOU THEN RECONSIDER FEELING DIFFERENTLY? THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL IS TIME. ONCE AGAIN IT ALL HAS TO DO WITH TIME. WITH ENOUGH TIME FEELINGS GO AWAY AND FEELINGS CHANGE. DONT YOU JUST WISH SOMETIMES YOU CAN SKIP SOME OF THE FEELINGS YOU GET? I SUPPOSE IN THE END, AS LONG AS YOU HAVE LEARNT SOMETHING FROM FEELING THE WAY YOU DO THEN ITS THAT REALLY THE POINT? LESSON LEARNT AND REMEMBERED.

HMM... I REALLY WONDER WHAT IM WRITING ABOUT SOMETIMES... IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO WRITE OR THAT I CANT JUST EXPRESS IT ALL OUT IN WORDS... I NEED TO DO AN INTERPRETATIVE DANCE TO SHOW YOU ALL :) LOL. THESE TRUELY ARE THE RANDOM RAMBLINGS OF RICKY.

FRESH WATERMELON MARGARITAS. IT WAS OK... DIDNT REALLY LIKE IT HAHA 

CLIENT LUNCHES RULE :)

MY BURGER

THIS IS HOW CLEAR AND HOW BLUE THE SKY WAS

OMG LAMB SOOOO GOOD!!!

2 SPICY THIGH BURGER AND 20 JALAPEÑO POPPERS :)

SWAN E SET BAY RESORT FOR MY FRIENDS WEDDING 

NICE DRIVE IN

COUNTRY CLUB HEHE

OUR TABLE 12 :)

THE BACKDROP FOR THE RECEPTION

THE CENTREPIECE 

ROUND 1 - NOMSSSSSSSSSS

MMMMM RARENESS SO GOOD

ROUND 2 - STILL GOING STRONG HEHE

DESSERT TABLE

PRETTY FLOWERS. I DIDNT GET TO TAKE THEM HOME THOUGH... SOMEONE ELSE WON IT BUT TECHNICALLY THEY SAID 2 TO THE LEFT OF THE PERSON WITH THE STICKER... WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FRD BUT THE PPL ACROSS FROM US TOOK IT... WAY TO PAY ATTENTION :P PSH

COOL SEE THROUGH ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE CAR, IT WAS THERE WHILE I WAS DRIVING BUT I LOST IT WHEN I HIT THE HIGHWAY... HAHA I DONT THINK IT MADE IT LOL

COOL DUDE THAT I DUNO WHERE IT CAME FROM... BUT IT WAS READY TO KICK ASS LOL

WAS TOO HUNGRY... SO BLURRY PIC CAUSE I WANTED TO EAT IT HAHA

XLB :) 

SOMETHING COD LOL

FATTY PORK :) MMMMM SOOOO FAT IT JUST MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH LIKE BUTTER HAHA

MMM YUMMY

PAN FRIED BUN

DUCK RICE HEHE

SPIDER ACROSS 2 TRESS... IT WILL NEVER GO HUNGRY... THOSE DOTS AROUND IT WERE ALL CAUGHT LOLOL 

GG COMP... G...G...

SORRY... SAY WHAT? I CANT PAY ATTENTION LOL

WORKS BEEN BUSY... COWORKER ON VACA AND ANOTHER COWORKER LEFT... SO ME AND MY BUDDY IS BASICALLY DOING 4 PEOPLES JOBS YAY... STAYED LATE A FEW TIMES THIS WEEK JUST CAUSE I GOT TOO MUCH TO DO. NOT TO MENTION GONG TO THOSE CLIENT LUNCHES. DONT GET ME WRONG... I LOVE THOSE!!! JUST SOMETIMES IT KILLS TOO MUCH TIME AND YOU WANT TO GET BACK TO FINISH ALL THE THINGS YOU NEED TO DO.

WENT TO MY OLD FRIENDS WEDDING ON THE WEEKEND. IT WAS IN PITT MEADOWS SO HAD A NICE LITTLE DRIVE OUT TO THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE... LOL. IT WAS AT A COUNTRY CLUB SO YOU KNOW IT WOULD BE NICE LOOKING. IT WAS ACTUALLY REALLY PRETTY AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT. I ATE TILL I COULDNT EAT ANYMORE. TOOK LOTS OF PHOTOBOOTH PICS TOO. A WEIRD THING WAS THAT ALL THEIR POP WAS FLAT... EVEN NEW CANS THAT THEY WERE OPENING... THEY OPENED IT, POURED IT, I DRANK IT... ANDDDDDDDDDDDD ITS FLAT... WTF... OH OH OH AND I KNOW BOTH THE BRIDE AND GROOM AND THEY BOTH HAD 10 BRIDESMAIDS/GROOMSMEN EACH!!! IT WAS INSANE LOL.

WELL... CLASS STARTS TOMORROW WOOO :) MY LAST COURSE FOR THIS PROGRAM YAY :) GONNA BE EVEN MORE BUSY NOW HAHA. JUST ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER EH... JUST WAITING AND HOPING TO SEE THAT LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. NO... NOT THAT TUNNEL... BUT YES CANT WAIT TIL I REACH THAT FINISH LINE. ALL IN DUE TIME EH. 

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JUST AROUND THE CORNER

WELL... THE TIMES FINALLY COME :) IN JUST A FEW SHORT DAY I WILL SEE IF ALL THIS HARD WORK HAS PAID OFF. LICENSING EXAM IS SCHEDULED FOR MONDAY. IM EXCITED AND THERE IS QUITE A BIT TO GO OVER STILL. I READ EVERYTHING AND NOW IM READING THIS OTHER THING AND I JUST REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WILL ASK. I GUESS THATS WEHRE ALL THE HANDS ON EXPERIENCE WILL HELP... I HOPE. SO TODAY THE COWORKER LEFT AND BRIEFED MY BOSS AND I ON EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENING... THERE QUITE A BIT TO DO ON TOP OF THE STUFF IM ALREADY DOING LOL... THIS IS GOING TO BE INTERESTING LOL NO BIGGIE EH. JUST CANT WAIT TIL I GET THIS OVER WITH!!! ACTUALLY ONCE THIS IS OVER WITH I START MY LAST HR COURSE AS WELL... SOOO SOMEHOW SCHOOL CONTINUES... I REALLY NEED TO STOP GOING TO SCHOOL LOL. THEN AGAIN NEVER STOP LEARNING EH... HAHA. I REALLY CANT WAIT TIL THIS IS OVER ALSO CAUSE THERES SOME PARTIES LINED UP TOO LOL. WHICH IS FUNNY... SINCE SOMEHOW I ENDED UP AT ANDREW RAYEL THE PAST WEEKEND... YA... THAT WAS A BLURRY NIGHT... LETS JUST SAY I HAVENT PARTIED IN A WHILE AND I WENT A LITTLE BIT TOO HARD... TO ALL THOSE WHO I TRIED TO REPLY... YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT... WELL... NOT WHAT I MEANT BUT THAT YOU KNOW I WAS NOT SOBER CAUSE MY REPLIES WERE INCOHERENT LOLOLOL :) 

SO YA... THE MINI FRIDGE WE HAVE AT WORK IS SMALL AND THE FREEZER PART IS COVERED IN ICE FROM ALL THE OPENING AND CLOSING AND STUFF SO THE ICE IS BUILT UP REALLY BIG... IT PROB HASNT BEEN CLEARED IN A YEAR... ANYWAYS ITS TO THE POINT WHERE THE FRONT DOOR COULDNT CLOSE... SO I GOT MY TRUSTY FRIEND... MR. HAMMER AND MR. CHISEL TO CHISEL IT :) IT WAS GOING REALLY GOOD... UNTIL SOMEONE... AND STRESS SOMEEEEEEEEONEEEEEEEEEEEE ACCIDENTALLY HIT IT TOO HARD AND CRACKED A THE METAL THINGY AND ALL OF A SUDDEN GAS STARTED SHOOTING EVERYWHERE!!! I FIND OUT LATER ITS FREON SO ITS NOT THAT BAD FOR YOU... BUT YOURE NOT SUPPOSE TO BREATHE IT IN FOR LIKE MINS ON END... HAHA. SOOOOO AFTER THAT I DID SOME GOOGLING ON WHAT THE GAS WAS AND WHETHER THE THE MINI FRIDGE IS STILL OK... BASICALLY I KILLED IT... SEE I WOULD HAVE DEFROSTED IT OVER THE WEEKEND OR MELTED IT SOMEHOW BUT WE DONT HAVE A SINK IN THE OFFICE... OR SOME PLACE WHERE WE COULD PUT IT WITHOUT IT BEING TAKEN OR LEFT IN THE OPEN... SO THE FUN PART WAS TELLING MY BOSS I BROKE THE FRIDGE HAHA. LONG STORY SHORT... WE GOT A NEW FRIDGE :) AND ITS AMAZING!!! IL SHOW YOU ALL NEXT TIME HAHA. THE FRIDGE AND THE FREEZER IS SEPERATED OMG!!! AND IT HAS A SCRAPER FOR THE ICE!!! AHHHHH :) WE WERE ALL JUST TALKING AND IT WAS BECAUSE THE CHAIR I WAS SITTING ON BROKE, THAT WE GOT NEW CHAIRS... IT WAS BECAUSE I BROKE THE FRIDGE, THAT WE GOT A NEW FRIDGE... SOOOO WHAT DO WE WANT NEXT??? LOL I SAID I NEED A NEW MONITOR LOL WHICH I JUST SORTA SWAPPED OUT FROM THE COWORKER THAT JUST LEFT, BUT WE COULD USE A NEW MICROWAVE TOO I SUPPOSE HEHE.

IT WAS MY BEST BUDDIES BDAY OVER THE WEEKEND SO WE JUST HAD A NICE DINNER WITH THE CLOSE FRIENDS AND MAN IT WAS A GOOD DINNER. IT HAD EVERYTHING WE WANTED. THEN WENT TO DRUNKEN SING K :) ANOTHER BUDDIE AND I SUNG LIKE 3 ALBUMS WORTH OF LINKIN PARK SINCE OTHER PEOPLE WERE TOO BUSY DRINKING HAHA. IN THE END (PUN INTENDED) MY THROAT WAS SHOT AND I WAS BEAT HAHA.

BOX O SUSHI :)

FREE ICE CREAM AT WORK :) WOOOO

SCORE!!!

YA... FRIDGE A LITTLE ICED UP...

AFTER I CHISELLED IT... AND BROKE IT... LOL SEE THAT TINY CRACK IN THE MIDDLE... YA... 

NEW RAMEN PLACE

NICE ART DECO

MISO RAMEN... HMMM NOTHING SPECIAL... PORK WAS REALLY THIN AND NOODLES WERE NOTHING SPECIAL... EGG WAS OVERDONE AND NO SEAWEED :(

YOURE MINE!!! LOL

HEHE AWWW YEAHHH

CRAB CLAW

MY BUDDIES EPIC ONE PIECE CAKE

ANDREW RAYEL :)

VEGGIE BBQ PORK OR SOMETHING MEAT :) 

GREEN TEA CAKE MMMMMMMM SO GOOD

TIRAMISU HEHE

SESAME LOL

I REALLY HAVENT WRITTEN ABOUT THOUGHTFUL STUFF LATELY... BUT THATS CAUSE IVE BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND STUDYING. THAT ALL SHOULD CHANGE SHORTLY... I HOPE. WITH THAT SAID I REALLY WANT TO START WRITING ABOUT THOUGHT PROVOKING IDEAS AND TOPICS.

I WILL SAY HOWEVER SHOWS ARE BACK SO YAY!!! I HAVE A FEW SHOWS TO WATCH HAHA AND IM STILL BURNING THROUGH NARUTO WHICH IM ABOUT TO BE CAUGHT UP ON... SOOO NEW SERIES HERE I COME :)

ONE THING I FORGOT TO MENTION IS THAT YOU MIGHT HAVE NOTICED THE PICTURES ARE REALLY CLEAR AND SHARP THESE DAYS... WELL THATS BECAUSE ITS TAKEN WITH MY NEW SAMSUNG GALAXY S5 :) WOOT WOOT. ITS SO CLEAR AND CRISP EXCEPT WHEN I MOVED... LOL BUT YOU WILL NOW BE ABLE TO ENJOY HIGH QUALITY PICS HAHA.

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JUST A LITTLE FURTHER

WELL THE PAST SUNDAY WAS MY LAST SOCCER GAME OF THE SEASON AND IVE BEEN ON A DRY SPELL... HAVENT SCORED ALL SEASON BUT GUESS WHAT??? IT WAS BROKEN IN THE LAST GAME :) ONCE AGAIN... I SCORED IN THE VERY LAST GAME OF THE SEASON AND MAN WAS IT A GOAL OR WHAT LOL. DRIBBLE DRIBBLE WATCHING THE GOALIE AND SAW HIM MOVE AND SLAMMED IT HOME WOOOOO HAHA. ACTUALLY COME TO THINK OF IT... I SCORED IN THE LAST GAME OF THE SEASON LAST YEAR TOO... WTF... I CAN ONLY SCORE IN THE LAST GAME??? EVERY GAME LEADING UP TO THE FINAL GAME I SHOULD HAVE HAD A GOAL IN EACH OF THEM HAHA. SO CLOSE IN EVERY GAME BUT OH WELL :) AFTER THE GAME MOST OF US GOT TOGETHER FOR THE TRADITIONAL AFTER SEASON POST LAST GAME GET TOGETHER. WE WENT TO FALCONETTIS AND THEY SERVE UP THESE ITALIAN SAUSAGES. THEY WERE PRETTY COOL ACTUALLY AND THE UPSTAIRS PATIO IS BASICALLY PITCH BLACK EXCEPT FOR A FEW CANDLES HAHA. IT WAS ANOTHER GREAT SEASON WITH THE TEAM AND NOW I WILL HAVE TO WAIT TIL NEXT YEAR TO PLAY AGAIN... MOSTLY CAUSE IT I GET LAZY IN THE WINTER LOL.

SOOOO I CANT BELIEVE THAT ITS ALREADY THE END OF AUGUST... MY MONTH IS ALMOST UP... IM ALMOST FULLY PREPPED TO TAKE THE EXAM AND I CANT WAIT TIL ITS OVER. IVE BEEN WORKING HARD THIS WHOLE MONTH... AND IVE EVEN SURPRISED MYSELF AS TO WHAT I CAN GET THROUGH WHEN I NEED TO GET IT DONE. THEN AGAIN ITS NO SURPRISE REALLY SINCE ITS CLUTCH TIME... IVE ALWAYS DONE WELL WHEN THE PRESSURES ON... AND MAN IS IT ON RIGHT NOW. BUT SOON!!! JUST ANOTHER WEEK OR 2 AND I WILL FINALLY MAKE IT.

OH MY... SO PRETTY :) HEHE

COMING BACK TO THE OFFICE AND I SEE THIS FOOD TRUCK :) FLIPTOP AND I HAD TO JUST SEND PICS AND TELL MY COWORKERS THAT A FOOD TRUCK WAS THERE 

THEY WERE SELLING OUT QUITE QUICKLY

OMG THE PULLED PORK SANDWICH WAS SO GOOD!!!!! IT HAD CRISPY LEEKS AND GREEN ONIONS AND STUFF WHICH MADE IT EVEN BETTER. TRIED A DALANDAN DRINK WHICH WAS INTERESTING... GREEN ORANGE BASICALLY WITH A UNIQUE AFTER TASTE

CLIENT LUNCH AT BLUE CANOE :) BUAHAHAHAHA

I WANT EVERYTHING ON THE MENU!!!!!!!!!

OYSTERS BABY!!! AND OMG SOOOOOO FRESHHHHHH

BEST SALMON FLATBREAD EVER!!! HAD SUCH GOOD FLAVOURS AND GREENS ON IT, WITH FISH TACO WHICH WERE OK LOL

HMMM SOME FRESH FISH :) HEHE

OMG OMG PLANTAIN AND TUNA COCONUT MILK THINGY CEVICHE

PIRATES FROM THAT MOVIE

TORTOISE AND THE HARE 

THE EXHIBIT WAS REALLY COOL 

WOOO GOT ME GAME OF THRONES EXHIBIT TICKETS LOL

WOOD OVEN PIZZA :) SUPER THING AND CRUNCHY LOL YUMMMM

POUTINE WITH HUNKS OF POTATO LOL

ASCEND THE WALL WITH OCULUS WAS COOL LOL FINALLY GOT TO TRY THE SYSTEM OUT HAHA

POOR WOLFY :(

OH JAMIE LANISTER YOU SO STUPID HAHA

LOL NEED A HAND KING SLAYER??? HAHA

THE HOUND AND ARYA :)

I WANT A DRAGON :(

OH MAN... TOO BAD I DIDNT GET ANY LOL

FALCONETTIS ITALIAN SAUSAGES

HMMM TEMP IS HIGHER THAN YOUR GAS IS NEVER A GOOD SIGN  HAHA

K WTF... I WANTED A FROSTED MUG... AND I GET ROOM TEMP... NOT COOL HAHA

OK...YA REALLY NOT DOING TOO WELL LOL

MY BABYS BEEN AROUND... LOL

YA SO ON THE WEEKEND I WENT TO PNE AS WELL AND IT WAS NICE. JUST WENT TO CHECK OUT THE GAME OF THRONES EXHIBIT, EAT FOOD AND PLAY GAMES. GAME OF THRONES EXHIBIT I SAW ON THE THRONE AND TOOK A BUNCH OF PICS AND PLAYED THAT ASCEND THE WALL GAME WHICH WAS COOL AND YOU SHOULD ALL CHECK IT OUT. FOOD WAS JUST A BUNCH OF UNHEALTHY DEEP FRIED STUFF. GAMES... WELL I DISCOVERED MANY YEARS AGO TO PLAY GAMES WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE SO YOU CAN WIN A BIG PRIZE. IM USUALLY REALLY GOOD AT BEATING KIDS AND ADULTS HAHA. EXCEPT THIS YEAR I SUCKED AT THE GAMES IM USUALLY GOOD AT AND I WAS GOOD AT THE GAMES THAT I USUALLY SUCK AT HAHA. SO I WON SOME TOYS THAT I DONT REALLY NEED. JUST THE FACT THAT I WON AGAINST THEM IS WHAT I WANTED LOL. 

SO THE CARS GETTING OLD AND SHES BEEN GOOD TO ME OVER THE YEARS BUT ITS ALMOST TIME TO START LOOKING FOR A NEW ONE. YA... TURN THE CAR ON AND ITS ALREADY 50 DEGREES... SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH TEMP BUT LUCKILY IT WASNT ANYTHING BIG LOL. TOO BAD THERES NOTHING REALLY I LIKE RIGHT NOW SO BLA... 

REST OF LIFE IS LIFE. BUSY WITH WORK, MEETINGS, AND STUDYING. NOT MUCH TIL AFTER THE EXAM... THENNNNNN PARTY LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW LOL

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