FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL

FEELINGS... EMOTIONS... THEY SURE ARE A FUNNY THING EH. YOU GO THOUGH YOUR DAY FEELING ALL SORTS OF EMOTIONS AND SOMETIMES EVEN WITHOUT KNOWING WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO... LATELY IVE BEEN IN A RUT... IN THAT WEIRD MOOD THAT SOMETIMES CANT BE EXPLAINED... ALSO A SHORTER TEMPER... IT SEEMS THAT JUST EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ANNOYS ME. SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND JUST BE BY YOURSELF. FEELINGS CAN MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING OR MAKE YOU FILLED WITH RAGE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. IT CAN HELP YOU AT TIMES AND IT CAN BE YOUR ENEMY AT TIME. SOMETIMES DOESNT IT SEEM EASIER IF YOU COULD JUST TURN IT ALL OFF AND FORGET ABOUT IT? I GUESS THATS WHAT MAKES US HUMAN... THE ABILITY TO FEEL... IT MAKES US HAPPY, IT MAKES US MOTIVATED, IT MAKES US PASSIONATE, IT MAKES US ANGRY, IT MAKES US DISAPPOINTED, AND IT MAKES US SAD. EVER WONDER WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? OR HOW YOU CAME TO THE CONCLUSION OF WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? IS IT BECAUSE OF PAST EXPERIENCES? IS IT BECAUSE OF WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU? SOMETIMES THE REASON IS SO FAR GONE THAT YOU DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHY YOU FEEL THAT WAY. SHOULD YOU THEN RECONSIDER FEELING DIFFERENTLY? THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL IS TIME. ONCE AGAIN IT ALL HAS TO DO WITH TIME. WITH ENOUGH TIME FEELINGS GO AWAY AND FEELINGS CHANGE. DONT YOU JUST WISH SOMETIMES YOU CAN SKIP SOME OF THE FEELINGS YOU GET? I SUPPOSE IN THE END, AS LONG AS YOU HAVE LEARNT SOMETHING FROM FEELING THE WAY YOU DO THEN ITS THAT REALLY THE POINT? LESSON LEARNT AND REMEMBERED.

HMM... I REALLY WONDER WHAT IM WRITING ABOUT SOMETIMES... IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO WRITE OR THAT I CANT JUST EXPRESS IT ALL OUT IN WORDS... I NEED TO DO AN INTERPRETATIVE DANCE TO SHOW YOU ALL :) LOL. THESE TRUELY ARE THE RANDOM RAMBLINGS OF RICKY.

FRESH WATERMELON MARGARITAS. IT WAS OK... DIDNT REALLY LIKE IT HAHA 

CLIENT LUNCHES RULE :)

MY BURGER

THIS IS HOW CLEAR AND HOW BLUE THE SKY WAS

OMG LAMB SOOOO GOOD!!!

2 SPICY THIGH BURGER AND 20 JALAPEÑO POPPERS :)

SWAN E SET BAY RESORT FOR MY FRIENDS WEDDING 

NICE DRIVE IN

COUNTRY CLUB HEHE

OUR TABLE 12 :)

THE BACKDROP FOR THE RECEPTION

THE CENTREPIECE 

ROUND 1 - NOMSSSSSSSSSS

MMMMM RARENESS SO GOOD

ROUND 2 - STILL GOING STRONG HEHE

DESSERT TABLE

PRETTY FLOWERS. I DIDNT GET TO TAKE THEM HOME THOUGH... SOMEONE ELSE WON IT BUT TECHNICALLY THEY SAID 2 TO THE LEFT OF THE PERSON WITH THE STICKER... WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FRD BUT THE PPL ACROSS FROM US TOOK IT... WAY TO PAY ATTENTION :P PSH

COOL SEE THROUGH ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE CAR, IT WAS THERE WHILE I WAS DRIVING BUT I LOST IT WHEN I HIT THE HIGHWAY... HAHA I DONT THINK IT MADE IT LOL

COOL DUDE THAT I DUNO WHERE IT CAME FROM... BUT IT WAS READY TO KICK ASS LOL

WAS TOO HUNGRY... SO BLURRY PIC CAUSE I WANTED TO EAT IT HAHA

XLB :) 

SOMETHING COD LOL

FATTY PORK :) MMMMM SOOOO FAT IT JUST MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH LIKE BUTTER HAHA

MMM YUMMY

PAN FRIED BUN

DUCK RICE HEHE

SPIDER ACROSS 2 TRESS... IT WILL NEVER GO HUNGRY... THOSE DOTS AROUND IT WERE ALL CAUGHT LOLOL 

GG COMP... G...G...

SORRY... SAY WHAT? I CANT PAY ATTENTION LOL

WORKS BEEN BUSY... COWORKER ON VACA AND ANOTHER COWORKER LEFT... SO ME AND MY BUDDY IS BASICALLY DOING 4 PEOPLES JOBS YAY... STAYED LATE A FEW TIMES THIS WEEK JUST CAUSE I GOT TOO MUCH TO DO. NOT TO MENTION GONG TO THOSE CLIENT LUNCHES. DONT GET ME WRONG... I LOVE THOSE!!! JUST SOMETIMES IT KILLS TOO MUCH TIME AND YOU WANT TO GET BACK TO FINISH ALL THE THINGS YOU NEED TO DO.

WENT TO MY OLD FRIENDS WEDDING ON THE WEEKEND. IT WAS IN PITT MEADOWS SO HAD A NICE LITTLE DRIVE OUT TO THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE... LOL. IT WAS AT A COUNTRY CLUB SO YOU KNOW IT WOULD BE NICE LOOKING. IT WAS ACTUALLY REALLY PRETTY AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT. I ATE TILL I COULDNT EAT ANYMORE. TOOK LOTS OF PHOTOBOOTH PICS TOO. A WEIRD THING WAS THAT ALL THEIR POP WAS FLAT... EVEN NEW CANS THAT THEY WERE OPENING... THEY OPENED IT, POURED IT, I DRANK IT... ANDDDDDDDDDDDD ITS FLAT... WTF... OH OH OH AND I KNOW BOTH THE BRIDE AND GROOM AND THEY BOTH HAD 10 BRIDESMAIDS/GROOMSMEN EACH!!! IT WAS INSANE LOL.

WELL... CLASS STARTS TOMORROW WOOO :) MY LAST COURSE FOR THIS PROGRAM YAY :) GONNA BE EVEN MORE BUSY NOW HAHA. JUST ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER EH... JUST WAITING AND HOPING TO SEE THAT LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. NO... NOT THAT TUNNEL... BUT YES CANT WAIT TIL I REACH THAT FINISH LINE. ALL IN DUE TIME EH. 

RT

WHAT TO DO...

SO PREPARE YOURSELVES... THIS POST IS GOING TO BE LATE :) TECHNICALLY THIS POST ISNT LATE CAUSE IM POSTING IT RIGHT NOW ON A WEDNESDAY WHICH ITS THE DAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE UP, BUT... IM CURRENTLY FINISHING UP MY ASSIGNMENT FOR MY COURSE WHICH IS DUE TOMORROW. SOOOO IL WRITE MORE AFTER IM DONE AND I ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TODAY TOO. SO ENJOY YOURSELF A BIT, IL BE BACK!!!

SOME TIME LATER...

OK IM BACK :) I FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT AND NOW IM WRITE THIS AND GO TO SLEEP CAUSE I HAVE WORK AND THEN SCHOOL TOMORROW... LONG DAY... YAY... SO ANYWAYS... LAST WEEK I WENT TO MY COUSINS HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION AND IM JUST SITTING THERE LISTENING TO WHAT THEY ARE SAYING AND THEN WHAT THE STUDENTS WROTE ABOUT WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO AFTER HIGH SCHOOL AND ALL... SIDE NOTE... THIS YEAR IS MY 10 YEAR HIGH SCHOOL REUNION... SOOOO KIDS ARE SAYING OH IM GOING TO TRAVEL FOR A YEAR AND THEN GO TO SCHOOL, OR IM GOING TO VCC FOR THIS, OR GO TO SFU FOR THIS, OR UBC FOR THIS. MOST OF THEM WERE LIKE THE SAME OLD BUSINESS OR ENGINEER OR WHATEVER. NONE WERE CRAZY AMBITIOUS... WHICH MADE ME THINK ABOUT MY OWN GRAD... I SAID THAT I WAS GOING TO LANGARA AND THEN SFU... WHICH I DID... AND SOMEHOW I ENDED UP AT BCIT... AND SFU... AND NOW UBC... PLUS THE FACT THAT IVE WORKED JOBS THAT I DIDNT THINK I WOULD OR GO PLACES I DIDNT THINK I WOULD EITHER. ALL 168 OR HOWEVER MANY THERE WAS OF THEM THINK THEY ARE GOING 1 ROUTE AND I BET YOU 150 OF THEM WILL NOT BE DOING WHAT THEY THINK THEY WILL BE DOING RIGHT NOW. 10 YEARS IS A LONG TIME AND A LOT CAN CHANGE... FORGET 10 YEARS A LOT CAN CHANGE IN A YEAR... A MONTH... A DAY. ALL THESE KIDS HAVE SO MUCH POTENTIAL AND THINK SO DIFFERENTLY... BUT JUST WAIT TIL YOU GET INTO THE REAL WORLD... ITS GOING TO BE SO DIFFERENT THAT YOU WONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON OR WHERE TO GO. SOME ARE JUST SO NAIVE AND HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE IN FOR... THEIR SOULS ARE GOING TO BE CRUSHED WHEN THEY FINALLY KNOW THAT NOT ALL OF THEM CAN DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO LOL YA... THIS SOUNDS BAD BUT HONESTLY ITS THE TRUTH... THE EARLIER YOU REALIZE IT THE BETTER. I WAS TALKING TO MY DAD AFTER THE GRADUATION AND HE AGREES... THESE KIDS HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE IN FOR HAHA. WELL CONGRATS AND SURPRISE!!! WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD :)

SO IN OTHER NEWS... UNLESS YOU BEEN LIVING UNDER A ROCK... ITS WORLD CUP!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOO THAT MEANS MASSIVE AMOUNT OF FOOTBALL AKA SOCCER FOR ME :) HEHE. AS USUAL MY TEAMS THE NETHERLANDS AND THEY ARE OFF TO A GOOD START MAKING IT INTO KNOCKOUT. BEST PART IS THAT THEY KILLLLLLLED SPAIN :) SORTA REVENGE FOR LAST TIME AROUND BUT NOT REALLY CAUSE THAT WAS FINALS AND THIS WAS JUST GROUP STAGE... BUTTTTT CHILE WON TODAY AND KNOCKED SPAIN OUT!!! AHEAHEHAHEAH SPAIN CHAMPIONS 4 YEARS AGO COULDNT GET OUT OF GROUP STAGE!!! LOL GG THAT IS JUST PRICELESS. AS FOR THE OTHER TEAMS... HMMMM ENGLAND... MEH. PORTUGAL I HATE CAUSE OF RONALDO AND HE MIGHT HAVE HURT HIMSELF... I SAY GOOD!!! YA PANSY!!! LOL. GERMANY... NO BALLACK SO YOU OK :) THE REST MEH. WATCHING A LOT OF SOCCER FOR THE NEXT MONTH... AND YA... THOSE DAYTIME GAMES... HEHE ;)

1ST GAME OF WORLD CUP!!! WOOOOOOOO PLUS WENDYS OF COURSE LOL

PRETTY GOOD ACTUALLY :)

OWE COWORKER $2 AND I HAD NO LOONIE OR TOONIE... SOOO QUARTER NICKLE AND DIME IT IS LOL

TEPPANYAKI!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOO MMMMMMMM

AWWW YEAHHHH PEEEEEEEL 

I SHOT SOME CRAZY LAST HAND TO WIN 190 POINTS LOL

PERFECT 118 POINT THROW TO WIN THE GAME WOOOOOOOO

GARETH EMERY!!!!!!!!!!

GARETHHHHHHHHH EMERYYYYYYYYYYYY

TRIPPY GARETH EMERY LOL

HMMMM NOT LIKE I ATE ANYTHING LOL

AFTER SOCCER GAME FOOD :) AND THEY WERE CLOSED AND WE WERE THE ONLY ONES LEFT LOL

WHOLE CHICKEN PLEASE HEHE

SPICY PORK NECK... APPARENTLY ITS REALLY SPICY AND COWORKERS COULD ONLY EAT 1 PIECE AND THEN THEY DIED... I ATE MOST OF THE PLATE AND WAS FINE... HMMMM LOL SOOO GOOD HAHA

I LOVE GRASS JELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I LOVE FRUTIPS TOO LOL

ART THINGY...

LUNCH TIME WOOOOOOOO A&W FTW!!!

OH SO SAD... LUCKY ITS JUST THE TRUNK LID LOL. SOME CHINESE KID OF COURSE... TOO MUCH MONEY... AND SUCKS AT DRIVING. I WAS STUCK ON THAT STREET AND WAS LIKE WTF IS TAKING SO LONG!!! THEN WHEN I GET CLOSER I REALIZE OHHHHH PEOPLE ARE TAKING PICS... SOOOO I DID THE SAME THING HAHA

RACK O LAMB FOR ME!!!

SPICY BUFFALO CHICKEN POUTINE MMMMM 

WHAT DID I DO THE PAST WEEK... WELL WORK... PLAYED POOL AND DARTS WITH SOME BUDDIES. PLAYED DARTS TIL THEY CLOSED AT 2... 2:15... 2:20... THEY KEPT SAYING THEY CLOSING AND MAN WE WERE SO CLOSE TO FINISHING THE LAST GAME BUT WAS LIKE DUDE WE SHOULDNT PUSH OUR LUCK WITH THEM HAHA SO WE LEFT. THEN OH YA GARETH EMERY :) THAT WAS FUN. PARTIED HARD AS USUAL AND THEN FATHERS DAY JUST HAD DIM SUM WITH THE FAMILY. WENT AND PLAYED SOCCER. DID SOME STUDYING. DID SOME HW. AND BACK TO WORK I GO. STARTING TO DO LESS CAUSE I HAVE MORE TO DO NOW... STILL GOT LOTS OF STUFF I WANT TO DO BUT RIGHT NOW... THERES NO TIME... THERES ACTUALLY NO TIME... *SIGH. WELL... I WASNT GOING TO PARTY BUTTTT THIS WEEKEND IS MARKUS SCHULZ, THEN NEXT WEEKEND IS W&W, WEEK AFTER THAT IS COSMIC GATE YACHT PARTY... LOLOL :) SOOO AFTER THAT IL BE DONE... FOR A WHILE... HEHE.

OH YA I FINALLY BEAT 2048!!! THATS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT LOL THAT STUPID GAME PISSED ME OFF SOOOO MUCH LOL NOW THAT I BEAT IT I CAN STOP PLAYING IT HAHA. THEN THERES THE TILE GAME... I FINALLY ALSO GOT A RECORD THAT IS GONNA STAY FOR A WHILE!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO GG ALL AROUND LOL

I WAS GONNA SAY SOMETHING BUT I DONT REALLY REMEMBER WHAT NOW... SOMETHING ABOUT SOMETHING. IT TIES INTO THE TOP PARAGRAPH ABOUT THE REAL WORLD. DONT BE AFRAID OF TRYING TO DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. ONLY THOSE WHO ARE AFRAID GO THE SAFE ROUTE. THOSE WHO ARENT AFRAID LIVE. FUNNY HOW IT SEEMS THAT I SAID 1 THING BUT NOW SAY THIS... WELL CURRENTLY IM IN THE SAFE ROUTE... JUST CAUSE I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO DO WHAT I WANT... PLUS I LIKE THIS JOB SO ITS ACTUALLY A WIN WIN FOR ME. THOSE NEW GRADS SHOULD DO WHAT THEY BELIEVE THEY CAN DO AND NEVER STOP BELIEVING IN IT. AS MORE TIME PASSES I THINK PEOPLE LOSE THEIR BELIEFS THAT THEY CAN DO WHAT THEY BELIEVE THEY CAN DO... YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP DREAMING THE DREAM... AND IF YOU DONT MAKE IT YOU CANT SAY YOU DIDNT TRY. ALWAYS LIVE WITH NO REGRETS. ALWAYS BETTER TO HAVE TRIED AND FAILED THAN TO WONDER WHAT IF.

RT