Showing posts with label INSOMNIA. Show all posts
Showing posts with label INSOMNIA. Show all posts

Wednesday, 19 March 2014

CHOOSE THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE

SIMPLE ENOUGH TOPIC I SUPPOSE... I MEAN EVERYDAY EVERYONE TALKS TO SOMEONE IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER, WHETHER VERBALLY OR THROUGH EMAIL OR EVEN TEXTING. EVERYONE TALKS TO SOMEONE, EVEN IF ITS JUST A HI. DOESNT MATTER IF ITS FORMAL AND AT WORK, OR IF ITS WITH YOUR FRIENDS OUTSIDE OF IT, YOU WILL TALK TO SOMEONE. SO HOW DO WE CHOOSE WHAT WE SAY??? I DONT MEAN WHAT TOPICS YOU TALK ABOUT, I MEAN THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF. THE WAY YOU ARE EITHER BLUNT AND COME STRAIGHT OUT WITH IT OR CONSERVATIVE AND POLITE. IT ALL DEPENDS ON THE SITUATION AND EMOTIONS BEHIND IT I GUESS. THE FACT IS CHOOSING A SPECIFIC WORD IN CONJUNCTION OF USING ANOTHER CHOICE WORD WILL DELIVER A DIFFERENT MESSAGE EVERY TIME. YOU CAN SAY ONE THING AND IT WILL BE INTERPRETED ANOTHER, OR THAT THE WORD YOU CHOOSE WILL INFLICT A DIFFERENT FEELING. THERE ARE SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH THAT... WHY CANT WE JUST SAY WHAT WE FEEL AND HOW WE MEANT IT... YES, YES, THE WHOLE THING ABOUT SOCIETY HAS TAUGHT US THAT WE CANNOT JUST DO WHAT WE WANT OR SAY WHAT WE WANT... THAT WE HAVE TO BE RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS AND THE MAIN THING IS PEOPLE DONT FORGET... OR FORGIVE... PEOPLE HOLD GRUDGES LIKE NO TOMORROW AND THATS WHAT MAKES SAYING WHAT WE WANT TO SAY SO HARD TO SAY IT IN THE WAY WE WANT IT TO BE HEARD. ITS LIKE WE ARE ALWAYS TIPPY TOEING AROUND EVERYONE WATCHING AND BEING CAREFUL NOT TO HURT PEOPLES FEELINGS. THE WORLD WOULD BE SO MUCH SIMPLER IF WE COULD JUST COME OUT WITH IT... BUT WE CANT... WHICH RETURNS US BACK TO THE TITLE OF THIS POST... CHOOSE THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE...

EASIEST EXAMPLE... AT WORK I DEAL WITH PEOPLE... AND A LOT OF THE TIME I REALLY JUST WANT TO SAY WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY TO THEM AND TELL THEM HOW I FEEL ABOUT THEM... BUT... I CANNOT... FORGET PEOPLES FEELINGS AND ALL... BUT THE MAIN REASON IS THAT CAUSE ALL THE CALLS ARE RECORDED AND THAT WOULD BE MORE LIKE SHOOTING YOUR OWN FOOT LOL. SOOO I MUST HOLD MY TONGUE AND JUST KEEP ON PRETENDING. WORKS BEEN BUSY... ESPECIALLY SINCE WE MOVING OFFICES... BUT HEY APPARENTLY THERES A FULL GYM IN THE BUILDING SOOO TIME TO GET BACK IN SHAPE!!! WOOOO :)


PARTY HARD :)

I LOVE IT WHEN THEY BLAST CONFETTI LOL

MOREEEEEE

BEST PICTURE OF THE NIGHT :)

CANADA :)

HEY DASH :) I SEE YOU AGAIN LOL

DASH BERLIN

FRONTLINER

JUSTIN PRIME

PHO THE NEXT MORNING LOL

MMMMM :)

BBT AND WAGON WHEELS LOL

JUST A SALAD HAHA

FLOWERS BE BLOOMING :)

SO IF YOU COULDNT TELL... YA I WENT TO INSOMNIA OVER THE WEEKEND LOL. SAW LOTS OF FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN AND IT WAS A PRETTY GOOD NIGHT. BLASTERJAXX WAS GOOD, FRONTLINER WAS OK, BUT DASH BERLIN... WELL... IT WASNT AS GOOD AS THE OTHER TIMES I SAW HIM... FREAKNIGHT, EDC, RED ROOM, AND THE REST... THOSE WERE BETTER NIGHTS LOL. AFTER PARTY WE WENT AFTER PARTY AND AFTER THE AFTER PARTY WENT TO SING K... OH MAN... IM GETTING TOO OLD FOR THESE PARTIES ALL NIGHT LONG HAHA. SOMEHOW AFTER RETIRING IT SEEMS THAT ITS STARTING BACK UP... GOT PLANS TO GO TO THE NEXT FEW BIG PARTIES HAHA. GUESS WE ALL NEED TO HAVE SOME FUN EH ;)

MET UP WITH SOME OLD FRIENDS TODAY FOR LUNCH, IT WAS NICE TO CATCH UP AND JUST SEE WHAT EVERYONES BEEN UP TO. EVERYONE JUST DOING THEIR OWN THING TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH LIFE. JUST ALL WAITING FOR THE DAY TO FINALLY MAKE IT. JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE... IM JUST WAITING LIKE THE REST... HURRY UP!!! JEZZ!!! I HATE WAITING!!!

WELL... GUESS ITS TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS A BIT... NOT LIKE I HAVE READINGS... DISCUSSIONS... AND AN ASSIGNMENT DUE ON SUNDAY... OH WAIT... I DO... LOL. UNTIL NEXT TIME, HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK ALL :)

RT

Wednesday, 16 January 2013

OOPS... I DID IT AGAIN...

WELL... YOU KNOW HOW I SAID I WAS DONE WITH SCHOOL AND THAT IM NEVER EVER EVERRRRRRR GOING BACK AGAIN??? GUESS WHAT... I JUST HAD MY 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL... AGAIN... IVE BEEN IN SCHOOL WAY WAY WAYYYYY TOO MANY YEARS AND I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY BACK AGAIN!!! I HAVE TAKEN CLASSES WITH PEOPLE MY AGE, PEOPLE YOUNGER THAN ME AND NOW IM TAKING CLASSES WITH PEOPLE OLDER THEN ME... I THINK IM 1 OF THE YOUNGEST IN THE CLASS... THERES ABOUT 28 PEOPLE IN THE CLASS AND THERES 23 GIRLS AND 5 GUYS :) PRETTY GOOD EH HAHA. THE OTHER THING IS EVERYONE THERE ARE FARTHER ALONG IN THEIR LIVES AND CAREERS AND WE WERE DOING SELF INTRODUCTIONS AND IM LIKE DAMM!!! YOU GOT LOTS OF EXPERIENCE... LUCKILY IM NOT THE YOUNGEST HEHE CLASS SEEMS LIKE ITS GOING TO BE FUN AND I DIDNT EVEN COME CLOSE TO FALLING ASLEEP!!! MAYBE IT HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE TEACHER MOVING THE TABLES AROUND AND I WENT FROM BEING IN THE BACK ROW TO BEING IN THE FRONT ROW HAHA... BUT NOPES MORE LIKE IT WAS INTERESTING AND THAT WHY I DIDNT DO THE USUAL KO :)


HAHA HP HAS TO INVENTORY 8X8 CLEAR ZIPLOC BAGS... 
GUYS ALL YOU CAN EAT :) WE ATE TOO MUCH...
MMMMM SASHIMI HEHE
ALL YOU CAN EAT OYSTERS??? OH HELLS YA :)
COME AGAIN... SUPERMAN WB... MEH
LUNCH WITH BUDDIES AT WORK... HAHA WHERES YOUR SOUP ;) HAHA
SOOO... WE WERE OUT OF LYSOL WIPES... BUT THIS IS JUST OVER DOING IT.... HAHA
BACK TO SCHOOL I GO...
SCHOOLS IN A MALL YO!!! OR A MALLS IN THE SCHOOL BRAH!!! HAHA

YES YES THIS WAS A SHORT POST... IN FACT ITS PROBABLY TIED FOR THE SHORTEST POST IF NOT BEING THE SHORTEST. IM TOO LAZY TO CHECK... PLUS IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW CAUSE I HAVE WORK AT 8 IN THE MORNING... OHHHH HOW MUCH FUN WEDNESDAY NIGHTS AND THURSDAY MORNING WILL BE FOR ME HAHA... OH OH OH AND I HAD MY 1ST CASE OF INSOMNIA EVER!!! IT WAS THE NIGHT OF THE TOO MUCH SUSHI... EATING OR DRINKING COFFEE BEFORE SLEEPING DOES NOT AFFECT ME. BUT DAMMM I REALLY COULDNT SLEEP... KEPT ROLLING AROUND AND WAS IN AND OUT OF ABOUT TO FALL ASLEEP ALL NIGHT... I WAS SOOO PISSED AND THE NEXT MORNING I WAS SO GRUMPY AND GROGGY THAT I WAS GOING TO RIP SOMEONES HEAD OFF IF THEY BOTHERED ME!!! NEVER HAD IT BEFORE AND MAN IT PISSED ME OFF!!! ARG AND PAST FEW NIGHTS STILL WAKING UP ONCE OR TWICE... DAM ITS WEIRD... 

RT