ITS ALL A MYSTERY

SO THE NEW OUTLET OPENED UP NEAR THE AIRPORT LATE LAST WEEK AND OVER THE WEEKEND SOME FRIENDS AND I DROPPED BY. THERE WAS NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT IT AND THE PRICES REALLY WERENT THAT GREAT AND THE SELECTION WAS MEH... THE ARCHITECTURE WAS COOL BUT THATS ABOUT ALL. OH OH OH AND A FREAKING HUGE LINE UP FOR COACH... AND I WAS ALL ASIANS... HAHA. THEN WE WENT TO ONE OF THOSE MYSTERY ROOMS WHERE YOU HAVE TO ESCAPE AND IT WAS MY 1ST TIME TO ONE OF THEM. WE PICKED ONE THAT WAS THE 2ND HARDEST TO BEGIN WITH... AND LET ME JUST SAY THAT IT WAS REALLY WELL MADE AND WE FAILED PRETTY BAD... HONESTLY YOU HAVE TO KNOW A LOT ABOUT RANDOM THINGS CAUSE THEY WILL HAVE CLUES AND ITS LIKE WOW... HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO RECALL OR KNOW THIS... AT THE END WE WERE TOLD WE WERENT EVEN HALF WAY THROUGH... SO YA IF NONE OF YOU HAVE TRIED IT BEFORE YOU SHOULD GO. ITS FUN. ANYWAYS AFTER THAT WENT BACK TO THE OUTLET FOR A BIT MORE LOOKING AROUND. THEN SPAGHETTI FACTORY, AND FOOD MASSAGE. YES, RANDOM, 6 PEOPLE TO FOOT MASSAGE. WE WERE UP THERE TO PAY AND THEY AUTOMATICALLY PUT A $10 TIP ON IT... SHE DIDNT EVEN LET ME CHOOSE... I DIDNT EVEN GET THE MASSAGE YET... HOW CAN I TIP BEFORE I GET THE SERVICE... ANYWAYS SO THAT WASNT TOO COOL. IT WAS A LONG DAY BUT IT WAS QUITE FUN, NOW WE PLANNING FOR ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE ESCAPE ROOMS LOL

SPEAKING OF MYSTERIES... EVERYTHING YOU DO IS A MYSTERY. YOU GO THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT REALLY KNOWING WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. YOU TRY TO DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN AND PLACE YOURSELF IN A PLACE WHERE YOU YOU KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT, BUT YOU DONT. NOTHING IS 100% CERTAIN OR GUARANTEED IN THE WORLD. EVERYTHING CAN CHANGE IN A SPLIT SECOND AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD COULD BE FLIPPED UPSIDE DOWN. LIFES A MYSTERY AND THATS PART OF THE FUN PART OF IT. NEVER FULLY KNOWING WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. I GUESS THIS IS TOPIC CAME UP CAUSE AS MENTIONED IN THE PREVIOUS COUPLE OF POSTS IM STARTING SOMETHING UP, AND ITS READY. EVERYTHING IS GOOD TO GO AND WE WILL NOW SEE IF I AM ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT TO. RIGHT NOW WITH ALL MY PLANNING AND EVERYTHING I STILL DONT KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN. OF COURSE I WANT TO SUCCEED AND MAKE IT ALL WORK OUT BUT WHO KNOWS UNTIL I ACTUALLY START IT UP. ONLY ONE WAY. ONLY TIME CAN TELL AND THATS WHY THE MYSTERIES OF LIFE IS SO FASCINATING. I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS TOPIC ALL NIGHT LONG BUT IM TIRED FROM WORK AND EVERYTHING SO IM OUT. OH YA AND I TOOK MY FRIEND TO HER 1ST BASEBALL GAME AND IT WAS FUN. I SWEAR WE WERE THE LOUDEST ONES THERE AND IT WAS GOING TO GET ROWDY HAHA. SO MUCH FUN :)

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GOALS

GOALS... HAVE ONE AND GO FOR IT!!! NEED I SAY MORE? IVE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE SOMEWHAT AND RIGHT NOW I FEEL ITS MORE IMPORTANT THAN EVER. I FINALLY HAVE THIS GOAL AND I WANT TO ACHIEVE IT. ITS A BIG GOAL, ITS A HIGH GOAL, AND ITS GOING TO TAKE A LOT OF WORK TO GET THERE, BUT ITS WHAT I WANT. EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE HIGH GOALS. SET RIDICULOUS GOALS AND SEE HOW FAR YOU CAN GET, SEE WHAT YOU ARE MADE OF, AND WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF, AND YOU WILL SURPRISE EVEN YOURSELF. IVE BEEN WORKING ON SOMETHING FOR A WHILE NOW AND ITS ABOUT TO BECOME REAL. SO LET SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN THEN. EVERYONE NEEDS A GOAL, YOU CANT JUST GO AROUND AIMLESSLY WITHOUT KNOWING WHERE OR WHAT YOU ARE DOING. THE PROBLEM IS GOALS ARENT EASY TO OBTAIN AND LOTS OF PEOPLE ARE AFRAID THAT THEY WILL NEVER ACHIEVE THEIR GOALS. PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF FAILING... IF YOU JUST KEEP GOING THROUGH LIFE AFRAID OF FAILING AND NEVER TRYING THEN YOU WILL ONLY GET STUCK IN WHERE YOU ARE. YOU CANT BE AFRAID, YOU HAVE TO TRY, YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO RISK SOMETHING TO GET WHAT YOU WANT. YOU REALLY GET WHAT YOU PUT IN, AND IF YOU DONT PUT IN MUCH THEN YOU WONT GET MUCH. AGREED, SOME PEOPLE ARE CONTENT WITH EVERYTHING... BUT ARE YOU? IF NOT THEN HAVE A GOAL TO CHANGE WHAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE AND DO WHAT YOU NEED TO, TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS. A GOAL IS YOUR OWN AND ONLY ONE PERSON CAN HELP YOU ACHIEVE IT, NO ONE ELSE WILL ACHIEVE IT FOR YOU, AND WHEN THEY DO WILL THEY SHARE IT WITH YOU? NO, BECAUSE THEY MADE IT. IF YOU WANT IT, GO AND TAKE IT, GO MAKE IT HAPPEN. RISK IT ALL KNOWING THAT YOU DIDNT LEAVE ANYTHING BEHIND, AND IF YOU DO FAIL, AT LEAST YOU KNOW YOU TRIED YOUR BEST, BUT NEVER GIVE UP ON IT. IF IT IS A GOAL YOU WANT THEN ALWAYS KEEP WORKING AT IT. RARELY ANYONE EVER SUCCEEDS ON THE VERY FIRST TRY, SO KEEP GOING, KEEP TRYING, KEEP WORKING, KEEP GRINDING UNTIL THE DAY YOU CAN FINALLY SAY THAT YOU MADE IT TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE AT, AND NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU. GO GET IT!!!

WELL, FINALLY GETTING BACK INTO MEANINGFUL POSTS :) AT LEAST THIS IS THE START OF IT HAHA. LETS SEE HOW LONG I CAN KEEP THIS GOING BEFORE I START RUNNING OUT OF TOPICS AGAIN. ANYWAYS WORKS STILL BUSY AS USUAL, HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS ON THE WEEKEND, HAD A BBQ, AND WENT TO THE NIGHT MARKET. 1ST TIME OF THE YEAR TO THE NIGHT MARKET, WENT TO GET SOME FOOD AND SHOP AROUND. THEY HAVE THIS CORK GUN GAME AND IT WILL PISS PEOPLE WHO LIKE SHOOTING, THE CORK HAS TO PUT IN PERFECTLY STRAIGHT AND TIGHT, WHILE THE SIGHTS ARE BULLSHIT AND THE GUN SHOOTS LOW. YOU HAVE TO SHOOT OFF 3 GOLF BALLS ON GOLF TEES WITH 4 SHOTS. YOU COMPENSATE AFTER THE 1ST SHOT AND IT STILL GOES WORSE AND WORSE. YOU LEVEL EVERYTHING AND GO SIGHT TO SIGHT AND IT WILL MAGICALLY GO ABOUT 2 FEET LOW... ITS THE BIGGEST GAME THAT WILL PISS YOU OFF... I SPENT... SOME... MONEY... ON THAT AND DIDNT WIN LOL. HATE THAT GAME SO MUCH THAT I WANTED TO BREAK EVERYTHING THERE LOL. ANYWAYS SO PLAYED THIS OTHER GAME WHERE YOU TOSS A QUARTER AND YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT LAND ON A PLATE, THE ISSUE IS THE QUARTERS SLIDE OFF OR BOUNCE OFF. AFTER PLAYING A FEW I GOT MY FIRST ONE ON THE PLATE, AND A SECOND ONE... AND A THIRD... AND A FORTH!!!!!!! HOLY CRAP!!! I FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO IT AND WON AN AWESOME DRAGONBALL PLUSHIE :) HEHE. SO FROM NOW IF I EVER GO BACK IM JUST GOING TO WIN THE WHOLE STUPID SHACK OF PLUSHIES BECAUSE THAT GUN GAME SUCKED AND PISSED ME OFF!!! LOL. WELL IM GONNA GET SOME SLEEP EARLY TODAY, GOT LOTS OF DRIVING AROUND TO PLACES TOMORROW AND THEN IM GOING TO HIT UP ANOTHER BASEBALL GAME :) SEE YOU ALL NEXT WEEK.

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HAPPY CANADA DAY

WELCOME THE 1ST EVER CANADA DAY POST :) OR MAYBE ITS NOT THE 1ST... I DONT KNOW BECAUSE IM NOT GOING TO BOTHER CHECKING, IM LAZY TODAY. ACTUALLY I KEPT THINKING THAT TODAY WAS THE WEEKEND CAUSE OF THE HOLIDAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WEEK. ITS NICE TO HAVE DAY OFF BUT IT THROWS THINGS OFF BUT ITS GREAT SINCE ONLY 2 MORE DAYS TIL THE WEEKEND LOL. ANYWAYS NOT GONNA WRITE A TOPIC TODAY SINCE IM HEADING OUT IN A BIT. I HAD TICKETS TO A BASEBALL GAME ON MONDAY AND I WENT WITH SOME BUDDIES. IM NOT INTO BASEBALL AND I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT IT BESIDES PLAYING IT LIKE THE 3 TIMES IN SCHOOL. IT SORTA BORES ME... SO ANYWAYS THE SEATS THAT WE HAD WERE IN THE SUN AND MAN WAS IT HOT!!! ON TOP OF THAT I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE WHOLE STADIUM IN A FREAKING SUIT!!! I WENT THERE STRAIGHT FROM WORK AND DIDNT BOTHER BRINGING A CHANGE OF CLOTHES AND WELL... THAT WAS A MISTAKE HAHA. LETS JUST SAY UNTIL THE SUN WENT BEHIND THE STADIUM, I WAS DRENCHED HAHAHAHA. THE WHOLE BACK OF MY SHIRT WAS WET... SO GROSS!!! HAHA. ANYWAYS SO WE LOST 7-NIL BUT IT WAS NICE TO GO TO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. COUPLE OF THE BUDDIES NEVER BEEN BEFORE AND IVE ONLY GONE 1 OTHER TIME.

SO THE CREW DECIDED TO PARTY IT UP LAST NIGHT SINCE NONE OF US WORKED TODAY CAUSE OF THE HOLIDAY... LETS JUST SAY IT GOT MESSY... WE WENT A LITTLE BIT TOO HARD HAHA. THE CLUB WAS PACKED AS USUAL LIKE ALL TUESDAYS... WE WERE ALL TALKING ABOUT HOW WE USE TO BE THERE ON A TUESDAY SO IT FELT LIKE WE WERE COMING OUT OF RETIREMENT HAHA. WHICH LOOKING BACK... MAYBE WE SHOULD HAVE STAYED RETIRED HAHA. EVEN GETTING INTO THE CLUB WAS A MESS. THERE WAS SO MANY PPL THAT IF YOU DIDNT GREASE TO GET IN OR HAVE STAFF LIST... WELL FORGET IT. THE LINE UP WAS SO SCREWED!!! HAVENT SEEN IT THAT LONG IN A LONG TIME. ANYWAYS SO INSIDE IT WAS BOILING HOT, EVERYONE WAS SWEATY, AND THE DRINK LINES WERE LONG. THE AC WORKS BUT NO WAY THAT IT CAN COVER THE WHOLE PLACE, AND ALSO THE CONDENSATION JUST DROPS OFF THE CEILING ALL NIGHT ON EVERYONE. ITS SO MUCH FUN... NOT!!! WELL ANYWAYS PARTIED TIL THE LIGHTS CAME ON. LETS JUST SAY WE WONT BE GOING THAT HARD FOR A WHILE...

WOOO SHORT WEEK!!! LOL EXCEPT THE FACT THAT I GOT TONS TO DO STILL TO CATCH UP... OH OH OH AND FINALLY STARTING TO GET OTHER THINGS GOING. ONLY TIME WILL TELL HOW THINGS WORK OUT. LETS GO GET IT WOOOOOO :)

OPPS I FORGOT 1 THING... WENT OUT WITH MY HOME GIRL TO A CRAFT FAIR AND SHE ENTERED THIS CONTEST TO WIN A GIFT BASKET AND GUESS WHAT SHE WON!!! THEN WE FOR GELATO HEHE RANDOM FUNESS WOOOO. HAD TO MAKE THIS UPDATE CAUSE IT WAS SO MUCH FUN LOL

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KNOWING WHAT YOU KNOW

SO I LITERALLY JUST GOT HOME, JUST IN TIME TO WRITE THIS SHORT POST. IM TIRED AND IM SO FULL... LOL... I JUST GOT HOME FROM THE BIGGEST MEETING WE HAVE EVER HAD FOR THE COMPANY AND THE FULL TEAM WAS OUT IN FORCE FOR THIS. THE MEETING WENT GREAT AND THEN BIG BOSSMAN TOOK US OUT TO DINNER. THE TOPIC TIES INTO THE MEETING WE HAD TODAY. I THINK I WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THIS BEFORE BUT MORE ON THE LINES OF "NEVER STOP LEARNING" AND THIS IS MORE ABOUT WHAT YOU KNOW OR THE KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU HAVE. IN THE MEETING TODAY THERE AND RECENTLY AT OTHER MEETINGS THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT WHAT THEY WERE PRESENTING OR TALKING ABOUT. IT JUST AMAZES ME HOW PEOPLE KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW. THE PEOPLE JUST KNOW ABOUT THE INDUSTRY AND WHAT NEEDS TO GET DONE OR WHY THINGS ARE. I MEAN I KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF RANDOM THINGS BUT THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. IM NOT AN EXPERT IN MANY THINGS, BUT I DO KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. IN MY JOB WE ARENT EXPERTS IN A LOT OF THINGS BUT WE KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. THATS WHAT EXPERTS ARE, THEY KNOW A LOT ABOUT SPECIFIC THINGS AS WELL. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, HOW DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW? YOU JUST DO... OR YOU WENT TO SCHOOL FOR IT. AFTER YEARS OF SCHOOL OR TRAINING, YOU FINALLY KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW. IM IMPRESSED BY WHAT SOME PEOPLE KNOW. PERSONALLY I KNOW A LOT ALREADY BUT I WANT TO KNOW MORE TO BE AT THE POINT WHERE I KNOW EVERYTHING... BUT THATS IMPOSSIBLE. I JUST WANT TO BE AN EXPERT ON WHAT I KNOW. THEN AGAIN HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL THE RANDOM THINGS YOU KNOW... I ALWAYS LOOK RANDOM STUFF UP AND IF YOU WANTED TO KNOW I KNOW SOME REALLY RANDOM FACTS... IVE BEEN ASKED HOW I KNOW SOME OF THE THINGS I KNOW... AND I REALLY CANT TELL YOU... SOMETIMES YOU JUST DO.

SO CAMPING WAS FUN, THERE WAS NO RECEPTION UP THERE AND IT WAS NICE JUST GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL. WE CHILLED AND DRANK AND ATE AND WALKED AROUND AND JUST ENJOYED OURSELVES. THE WATER WAS SO COLD THAT WE COULDNT GO SWIM, AND THE SKIES AT NIGHT WAS SO CLEAR THAT WE SAW SO MANY STARS. I DIDNT SEEN ANY BEARS BUT THATS BECAUSE THEY WERE SCARED OF ME :) IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY AT WORK AND THIS WAS A MUCH NEEDED SMALL LITTLE GETAWAY. NOW TIME TO GET SOME SLEEP SINCE ITS BEEN A REALLY REALLY LONG DAY AND THEN BACK AT IT TOMORROW AGAIN LOL.

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CAMPING

SO IF YOU KNOW ME YOU KNOW THAT IM VERY PARTICULAR ABOUT EVERYTHING... TO THE POINT OF OCD... AND ESPECIALLY I DONT LIKE DIRTY THINGS, THATS WHY I WORK IN AN OFFICE AND NOT IN LIKE THE OIL FIELDS OR CONSTRUCTION OR WHATEVER. THIS WEEKEND THE BDAY GIRL DECIDED TO GO CAMPING FOR HER BDAY. I DONT MIND SINCE IVE GONE BEFORE... WHEN I WAS LIKE 14... AND I ALSO GOT A HUGE TENT THAT I BARELY USED AND A SLEEPING BAG, SO TECHNICALLY IM DONE AND EVERYONE ELSE... WELL THEY ARE ON THEIR OWN HAHA. WE GOING UP TO SOME PLACE CALLED SKAGIT AND ITS SOMEWHERE IN HOPE. I WENT TO CHECK THEIR WEBSITE TODAY AND ONE OF THE 1ST LINES I READ IS THAT THE "BEARS ARE VERY ACTIVE" IN THIS AREA... WELL... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL BASICALLY IT MEANS THAT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS YOU KNOW WHERE I AM HAHA BUT IM THINKING MORE ON THE LINES OF IM GOING BRING A BEAR HOME AS A PET LOL. IM GOING TO FIGHT IT, GAIN ITS TRUST, LIVE AMONG THEIR PEOPLE, AND SOMEDAY RULE THEM!!! THEY WILL NEVER SUSPECT IT OR SEE IT COMING. ANY WAYS ITS GOING TO BE ONE MASSIVE GONG SHOW LOL. SO THERES NO WATER, NO TOILETS, NO RECEPTION, NO ANYTHING FOR MILES AND MILES, WHICH MEANS CRAPPING IN THE BUSHES HAHA. ITS GOING O BE FUN, I HAVENT DONT IT IN A LONG TIME SO LETS SEE HOW IT GOES. ITS GOING OT BE INTERESTING FOR SURE. WOOOOOOO

TIRED AS USUAL AND PASSING OUT AS USUAL.PLUS I HAVE A MEETING IN THE MORNING THATS GOING TO LAST FOR HOURSSSSSSS. OH OH OH SO I WAS WORKING LATE ON MONDAY AND WHEN I WAS GOING TO GO PICK UP MY DAD MY CAR DIED... THANK... BATTERIES DEAD SO I CALL FOR A BATTERY CAR AND TURNS OUT THEY CLOSE THOSE DOWN AT 10PM... LUCKILY THEY WERE BUSY AND THE BATTERY CAR WAS STILL WORKING. I WAITED AND WAITED AND SOON ENOUGH THEY CAME AND GOT ME A NEW BATTER AND BIM BAM BOOM ITS DONE AND TIME TO GO HOME ALMOST AT MIDNIGHT. THINGS DID COME IN THRES... WELL... I PASSED OUT AGAIN SO IM GONNA CALL IT QUITS FOR THIS WEEK. I NEED ME SLEEP!!!

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NOTE

OK... I PASSED OUT 2 TIMES BEFORE I EVEN GOT THIS POST STARTED... I REALLY NEED TO START WRITING THIS EARLIER LOL. SO THERES NOT MUCH OF A TOPIC TODAY AND ITS MORE OF A NOTE TO EVERYONE. IF YOU HAVE NOTICED, I HAVENT REALLY EVER WRITTEN ABOUT THE OBVIOUS TOPICS SUCH AS LIFE, FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT. THE PROBLEM IS THAT THERE IS SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT THEM AND I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO START... WELL IF I DID START IT WOULD BE A EVEN BIGGER MESS OF JUMBLED WORDS. THE MOMENT YOU WRITE IT DOWN IS THE MOMENT IT BECOMES REALITY AND FOR SOME OF THE STUFF I RATHER NOT SAY.

TIRED, PASSING OUT, BUSY AT WORK, OUT OF THE PLAYOFFS FOR FOOTBALL, HANGING OUT AND JUST REALXING. NOT MUCH ELSE RIGHT NOW, STILL WORKING ON HAVING SOME OF THINGS RUNNING BUT THATS TAKING SOME TIME IT SEEMS. WELL THERE YOU GO, A VERY VERY VERYYYYY SHORT POST LOL.

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LOOKING FORWARD... CANT WAIT...

EVERYONE HAS AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER LOOK FORWARD TO OR COULDNT WAIT FOR SOMETHING. THE RESULT OF THAT IS EITHER OF SADNESS/DISAPPOINTMENT OR OF HAPPINESS/PURE JOY. THERES NO POINT IN JUST BEING OK WITH IT SINCE YOU ALREADY HYPED IT UP SO MUCH THAT IT WOULD JUST FEELS LIKE YOU WASTED TIME IF YOU ONLY FELT OK. WHY DO WE SOMETIMES PUT THINGS SO HIGH UP ONLY TO HAVE US REALIZE THAT IT HAS SUNKEN SO LOW? WE ALL WANT IT, WE ALL THINK WE NEED IT, WE ALL THINK WE DESERVE IT. WHO MAKES THIS DECISION THAT WE SHOULD GET WHAT WE GET? I MEAN WE REALLY ONLY GET WHAT WE PUT IN RIGHT??? OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE THAT LUCK OUT AND GET MORE THAN WHAT THEY DESERVE OR JUST HAVE THINGS HANDED TO THEM, BUT MAJORITY OF PEOPLE JUST GET WHAT THEY GET. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE AND WHY DO YOU THINK THAT... I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR YOURSELF. NO ONE WANTS TO WAIT OR UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEY DESERVE IT. YOU KNOW... ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT THEN I STARTED THIS TITLE AND EVENTUALLY IM NOT EVEN SURE THAT IT MAKES SENSE OR IS EVEN RELATED TO THE FIRST PART ANYMORE. THE TITLE IS A LITTLE CONFUSING TOO I SUPPOSE. YOU CAN TAKE IT AS LOOKING FORWARD TO SOMETHING AND CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN, OR YOU CAN TAKE IT AS YOU WANT TO MOVE ON. RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS ANYMORE... I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND OUT... AND IM GOING HAVE TO WAIT TO SEE WHICH IT IS. 

SO IM NOT EVEN QUITE SURE THE PARAGRAPH UP TOP MAKES SENSE... I PASSED OUT QUITE A FEW TIMES WRITING IT. WORKS BEEN GETTING BETTER AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL THESE LAST FEW THINGS ARE TAKEN CARE OF SO I CAN HAVE SOME MORE TIME. FOOTBALL??? WELL... THE PAST WEEKEND WAS A MUST WIN SO WE CAN MAKE PLAYOFFS FOR SURE... LETS JUST SAY WE DIDNT DO AS WELL AS WE WOULD HAVE LIKED. WE WERE SHORT PLAYERS AND THOSE WERE OUR FAST GUYS TOO... SO THAT HURT US. NOW ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO MAKE IT SINCE WE NEED 1 TEAM TO WIN, 1 TEAM TO LOSE, AND OH YA... WE NEED TO WIN AS WELL. IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS THEN WE WOULD NEED TO WIN AS WELL. THE ISSUE IS THAT WE PLAY THE #1 RANKED TEAM TWICE AND THE TEAM THAT WE ARE IN A RACE AGAINST IS PLAYING THE BOTTOM BOTTOM RANKED TEAM. THAT BOTTOM TEAM EVEN FORFEITED THEIR FIRST MEET AND THEY GOT EASY POINTS. THAT BOTTOM TEAM HASNT WON AND I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME FOR THEM TO :) HAHA THEN WE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE OF MAKING IT. JUST WATCH THEM FORFEIT AGAIN... THEY DONT CARE ANYMORE SO ITS LOOKING LIKE WE SCREWED :( SIGH. WHO KNOWS THOUGH :) WE CAN STILL MAKE IT. REST OF LIFE IS FINE FOR NOW. STILL THINKING OF WHERE I SHOULD GO FOR VACA... ANY SUGGESTIONS ANYONE? WELL WHEN IM NOT TIRED OR LAZY IL ACTUALLY WRITE A FULL POST. UNTIL THEN... GOODNIGHT.

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