IM SITTING HERE...

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD I DONT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC TODAY... LOL. IVE BEEN TOO BUSY THE PAST WEEK WITH WORK AND REST OF LIFE THAT I DIDNT REALLY THINK OF A TOPIC TO WRITE... I COULD USE ONE OF MY BACK UP TOPICS BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO WASTE THEM ON A HALF ASS-ED POST LIKE THIS ONE IM TYPING UP RIGHT NOW HAHA. IVE SORTA HAVE HAD A LOT ON MY MIND AS WELL SO IM REALLY ALL OVER THE PLACE... IM EVEN MORE RANDOM THAN NORMAL I THINK... IF THATS POSSIBLE. ANYWAYS... WHAT CAN I SAY... THATS LIFE. LETS SEE IF I CAN SALVAGE THIS POST...

PAST WEEKEND JUST HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND WATCHED THE FOREST, WATCHED MY FOOTBALL TEAM PLAY, AND SUPERVISED MY FRIENDS MOVE. SO BASICALLY I SAT AROUND WATCHING THINGS HAPPEN ALL WEEKEND... OH OH OH THE FOREST MOVIES WAS MEH... NOTHING REALLY SCARY... OR SCARY SO, SO THAT WAS NO FUN. WENT TO ANTON'S, AND ATE TOO MUCH PASTA. WAITED ABOUT AN HOUR IN LINE SO THAT WASNT TOO BAD. ALSO HAD LEFTOVERS FOR BREAKFAST. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT SUCKS JUST SITTING AROUND, STANDING AROUND, NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING. EVEN SITTING HERE TYPING THIS OUT RIGHT NOW MY BACK IS HURTING AND SO IS MY NECK... STILL GOING TO PHYSIO ABOUT 2/3 TIMES A WEEK. THEN WORKED THE REST OF THE WEEK UP TO NOW AND JUST SITTING HERE, TYPING THIS...

WELL... BEEN THINKING ABOUT THINGS AND IN THE END I CAME  BACK TO THE SAME CONCLUSION OF JUST DO WHAT I WANT AND WHO CARES ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. JUST DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, YES YES IVE SAID THIS BEFORE AND YES YES EVERYONE SAYS IT AS WELL. WHY NOT BE HAPPY? YOU DESERVE IT! IF YOU DONT DESERVE IT, THEN WHO DOES? IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOU, SO DO WHAT YOU WANT AND DONT LET ANYTHING STOP YOU FROM GETTING TO WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT. THERES A FEW THINGS I WANT RIGHT NOW AND IM CONSTANTLY WORKING ON ONE AND ITS GOING WELL, JUST WORKED ON ANOTHER AND ITS GOING WELL SO FAR, AND THE REST... WELL... THEY ARE IN THE WORKS. OK...

IM PASSING OUT RIGHT NOW... SO ITS TIME TO GET OUT OF HERE AND THIS SAD SAD POST LOL. 

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DONT COMPARE

I DIDNT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC FOR TODAY AND ANY IDEAS I HAD WAS GOING TO BE SHORT AND I FELT LIKE I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING MORE... SO I REACHED OUT AND MESSAGED 2 PEOPLE AND 1 REPLIED RIGHT AWAY WITH THIS TOPIC FOR ME :)

DONT COMPARE YOUR LIFE WITH OTHERS. 

ITS AS SIMPLE AS IT GETS. EVERYONES LIFE IS DIFFERENT AND NO TWO ARE ALIKE. WHO AND WHAT THEY HAVE NOW IS A RESULT OF WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN. THERE IS NO COMPARING HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH THAT OF ANOTHER PERSON. IT JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE... BUT EVERYONE DOES IT... YOU ONLY SEE THE WHATS ON THE OUTSIDE AND YOU MIGHT LIKE IT OR YOU MIGHT HATE IT, WHO KNOWS... BUT WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER WHAT YOU GET. YOU DONT KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON ENDED UP WHERE THEY ARE WITH WHAT THEY HAVE. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THEY HAD TO DO... OR WHAT THEY HAD TO GIVE UP... EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. WHATS THE POINT IN COMPARING ANYWAYS??? WILL YOU BE HAPPY THAT YOU ARE BETTER THAN SOMEONE??? WILL IT MAKE YOU JEALOUS THAT YOU ARE WORSE THAN SOMEONE??? WHATS THE POINT??? SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER THAN YOU AND SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS BE WORSE THAN YOU. YOU WILL JUST END UP WASTING MORE TIME AND ENERGY TRYING TO COMPARE YOURSELF WITH OTHER PEOPLE. JUST BE HAPPY FOR YOURSELF AND THE THINGS YOU HAVE. IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOU ANYWAYS, YOURE THE ONE LIVING YOUR LIFE AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE. AS LONG AS YOURE HAPPY WHO CARES WHO HAS WHAT OR WHATNOT. ITS EXACTLY THE SAME WHEN YOU THINK OF THE SAYING: "THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE SIDE." WELL... IS IT??? ONCE AGAIN IT COMES BACK TO ONLY SEEING THE SURFACE. JUST LIKE THE ICEBERG PICTURE THAT IS ALWAYS USED IN PSYCHOLOGY WHERE FREUD EXPLAINS THE CONCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS MIND. THE TIP THAT IS ABOVE WATER IS WHAT WE SEE ON THE OUTSIDE LIKE THE MATERIALISTIC THINGS, AND EVERYTHING BENEATH IS WHAT GOT US THERE LIKE ALL THE BLOOD, SWEAT, TEARS, AND EVERYTHING INVISIBLE THAT WENT IN TO GET US TO WHERE WE ARE. ITS EASY TO LOOK AT THE SURFACE AND TRY TO MAKE A COMPARISON BETWEEN HOW GOOD OR HOW BAD YOUR LIFE IS WITH ANOTHER, BECAUSE YOU JUST DONT KNOW WHATS UNDER IT ALL. UNDER DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES YOU MIGHT BE ON THE ONE ON THE OTHER SIDE... YOUR LIFE NOW IS A RESULT OF EVERY MOVE AND EVERY DECISION YOU HAVE EVER MADE. YOU HAVE DECIDED TO COME TO THIS ONE POINT IN TIME, YOU WEIGHED EVERYTHING AND AND CAME TO THE THIS CONCLUSION. EVERYTHING IS A TRADE-OFF BETWEEN ONE CHOICE AND THE NEXT AND FROM THERE EXPANDS AN INFINITE POSSIBILITIES AND SO IN A WAY SOMEWHERE SOMEHOW YOU COULD HAVE ENDED UP AT THAT SPOT AND IS ACTUALLY THERE NOW. SOME PEOPLE ARE HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY HAVE AND WHERE THERE ARE, WHILE OTHERS ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING ELSE... SOMETHING BETTER. SO STOP COMPARING AND LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT AND LET PEOPLE BE JEALOUS AND COMPARE THEIR LIFE TO YOURS :)

WOW... THIS TOPIC TIED INTO A LOT OF TOPICS THAT I HAVE TALKED ABOUT IN THE PAST, BUT THIS TIME IT REALLY CAME TOGETHER. TO SOME IT MIGHT MAKE SENSE AND TO OTHERS IT MIGHT JUST LOOK LIKE THE RAMBLINGS OF A CRAZY GUY LOL BUT IM HAPPY THE WAY IT TURNED OUT.

AND THE REST OF LIFE YOU SAY??? WELL... WORK WAS FINALLY SLOWING DOWN AND I HAD TIME TO CATCH UP ON ALL THE OTHER WORK I NEED TO GET DONE BUT NOPES... I THOUGHT WRONG... ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IM CRAZY BUSY AGAIN... FOOTBALL TEAM IS GOING WELL AND SO IS SOCCER. BESIDES WORK AND TEAMS AND TV I REALLY DONT HAVE THAT MUCH TIME LEFTOVER... AND SINCE I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR WORK IL LEAVE IT AT THAT :) AND BID YOU GOODNIGHT.

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BE HAPPY

WELL ON A LIGHTER NOTE COMPARED TO LAST WEEKS POST... LETS TALK ABOUT SOMETHING HAPPIER. TWO SIMPLE WORDS THAT ARE ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FOLLOW:

BE HAPPY

WHY IS IT SO HARD? WELL WE ALL KNOW WHY... THERE IS JUST TOO MANY THINGS IN THE WORLD TO PISS US OFF!!! DAM BUG FLYING AROUND YOUR FACE, STUPID DRIVERS ON THE ROAD, YOUR SPORTS TEAM LOSING, CUSTOMERS ARE RUDE TO YOU, SOMETHING DIDNT WORK OUT, WORK RELATED ISSUES, FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND EVEN THE THINGS YOU DO TO YOURSELF. THERE IS JUST TOO MUCH TO BE PISSED ABOUT. SO HOW CANNNN YOU BE HAPPY??? THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS? TAKE A BREATH? I SAY DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO, TO BE HAPPY. DO WHAT YOU NEED TO, TO GET TO WHERE YOU NEED TO GO, OR TO THE RIGHT STATE OF MIND. ITS ALL ABOUT YOUR STATE OF MIND. IF YOU CAN BE HAPPY THROUGH TOUGH TIMES THEN NOTHING CAN PHASE YOU.

IVE ACTUALLY BEEN HAVING A GREAT TIME LATELY. SOMETIMES I JUST WAKE UP AND HAVE A GOOD DAY, FEELING GOOD ABOUT LIFE AND EVERYTHING. THEN... GETS RUINED OR I GET CAUGHT UP WITH EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON... AND THAT JUST RUINS MY MOOD, AND BACK TO SQUARE 1...  THEN AGAIN THERE ARE THOSE MOMENTS THAT I JUST LOOK UP TO THEY SKY AND REALIZE HOW GOOD THINGS ARE RIGHT NOW. WHEN LISTENING TO MUSIC AND KNOWING THAT EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT OR WORK ITSELF OUT. JUST THOSE SMALL LITTLE MOMENTS WHEN EVERYTHING COMES TOGETHER AND YOU ARE A HAPPY ABOUT EVERYTHING. THATS WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR IN LIFE.

AWWW YEAH!!! LOL STARTED TO BEFORE I TOOK A PIC. BEEF SASHIMI!!! SABA, SALMON, MISO AND OTHERS THAT WE JUST DEVOURED

AWESOME LEFTOVERS LOL

WE WIN GOLD... AGAIN... BIG SURPRISE EH? LOL

JUST FOLLOW YOUR NOSE HAHA

HOME COOKED MEAL :) LASAGNA, SCALLOPS, PEAS, ROAST BEEF 

MY PLATE... X2 :) WOOOOOO

SO MUCH FOOD THAT I HAD LEFTOVERS FOR WORK :) AND DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH CHEESE SO PUT SOME CHEESE STRING ON IT HAHA

YES YES YESSSSSSS SNOW!!!!!!!!!!! :)

SO THIS WAS A SHORTER POST... THERES LOTS TO SAY ABOUT IT AND A LOT OF IT HAS ALREADY BEEN SAID BEFORE IN THE PREVIOUS POSTS. ALSO THE FACT THAT IM PASSING OUT TRYING TO POST THIS, SO WE SHALL SEE... PERHAPS IL POST THIS IN THE MORNING AFTER I TAKE A LOOK AT IT AGAIN.

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OH WOW... I ACTUALLY MADE SENSE WRITING THAT... YA... I WAS PASSING OUT AND FOR A WHILE I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP WRITING THAT AT 3AM... BRAIN WAS NOT WORKING AFTER WORKING A 12 HOUR SHIFT... BUT ANYWAYS... BACK ON TOPIC. SO WHATS GOING TO MAKE ME HAPPY? HARD TO SAY... CAREER? MONEY? LIFE? TOYS? PEOPLE? UNFORTUNATELY RIGHT NOW MONEY IS A BIG FACTOR... IN ORDER FOR ME TO BE HAPPY I NEED MONEY TO DO THIS, MONEY TO DO THAT, MONEY TO BUY THIS, MONEY TO BUY THAT, MONEY TO GO HERE, MONEY TO GO THERE. IN THE END SOMEHOW IT ALWAYS COMES BACK TO MONEY. PROBLEM IS WITH THIS CAPITALISTIC-MATERIALISTIC SOCIETY IT CANT BE HELPED. WE ARE BOMBARDED WITH IMAGES OF WHAT WE SHOULD HAVE OR BE, THAT IT JUST DESTROYS US TRYING TO GET THERE. YOU ALMOST HAVE TO GIVE UP A PART OF YOURSELF TO GET WHAT YOU WANT. ITS ALWAYS LIKE CHOOSE 2 OUT OF 3 SITUATIONS WHERE THE ONES YOU PICK ARE AWESOME BUT THE 3RD CHOICE IS THE ONE THAT IMPACTS YOU AND IS THE ONE YOU LOSE OUT ON.

HERES THE EASIEST EXAMPLE: PICK 2 OUT OF THE 3

1. SLEEP
2. SOCIAL LIFE
3. SMART (DOING WELL IN SCHOOL)

YES YES I KNOW WHAT MOST OF YOU WILL SAY... THAT ITS NOT THAT HARD TO BALANCE THEM OUT AND THEN BAM!!! THERE YOU GO YOUR SMART WITH A SOCIAL LIFE AND GET ENOUGH SLEEP. JUST FOR ARGUMENTS SAKE YOU CAN ONLY PICK 2... THAT LEAVES YOU WITH EITHER NOT ENOUGH SLEEP, NO SOCIAL LIFE, OR NOT DOING WELL IN SCHOOL. ITS ALWAYS A TRADE-OFF, ALWAYS WILL BE. SO WHAT CAN YOU DO...??? THE ONLY THING YOU CANNNNNN DO... DO WHATS RIGHT FOR YOU IN THAT MOMENT IN TIME TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. EVERYTHING CAN BE CHANGED, JUST A MATTER OF HOW YOU APPROACH IT.

TRUE HAPPINESS IS A HARD THING TO ATTAIN, HELL... EVEN BEING HAPPY IS A HARD THING TO ATTAIN, BUT IN THE END IF YOU ARENT HAPPY FOR YOURSELF WHO WILL??? END OF THE DAY IT STILL COMES BACK DOWN TO YOU AND HOW YOU FEEL. SO BE HAPPY, AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

RT