CRIMINAL LIFE

IVE ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT BEING IN THE CRIMINAL LIFE, AND I DONT MEAN BEING A LOW LEVEL DIME BAG PUSHER. I MEAN ABOUT ME BEING A BOSS OR AT LEAST SOME HIGH RANKING LIEUTENANT, OR AN ASSASSIN. FORGET ABOUT BEING KNOWN TO POLICE OR THE THREAT OF GETTING KILLED BY A RIVAL, THERES LOTS THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO DO. I WOULD HAVE TO SPEND THE MONEY BECAUSE OF THE LIFESTYLE, BUT I CANT BUY TOO FLASHY OR GO OVER THE TOP CAUSE THAT WOULD ATTRACT TOO MUCH ATTENTION AND I WOULD GET LOOKED INTO. I CANT REALLY HAVE A NORMAL RELATIONSHIP JUST CAUSE OF ALL THE RISKS. I CANT REALLY HAVE A FAMILY, ONCE AGAIN BECAUSE OF THE RISKS. IT WOULD BE HARD TO GET OUT OF THE LIFE TOO... ESPECIALLY IF I WAS THAT HIGH UP. ALSO THE FACT IL PROBABLY END UP IN JAIL OR DEAD. OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE WHO DO IT AND HAVE WHAT THEY WANT LIKE CARTEL BOSSES OR LIKE TRIADS AND MOB BOSSES BUT I MEAN HOW MANY OF THEM ARE THERE. THERES THE FEW UP TOP AND MANY BELOW. I WOULDNT MIND BEING AN ASSASSIN... THAT WOULD BE COOL. I REALLY DONT CARE FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE AND IF I GET PAID TO KILL THEM THEN ITS JUST A BONUS ON TOP. I WOULD JUST HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT THERES NO WAY FOR IT TO TRACE BACK TO ME, BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT WOULD MAKE ME A GOOD KILLER. FORGET ABOUT THIS GANG TYPE OF CRIMINAL... EVEN OTHER CRIMINALS LIKE A CON ARTIST, FORGER, WEAPONS DEALER, THIEF, THESE ALL HAVE PROBLEMS. IF IM DOING WELL THEN SOONER OR LATER SOMEONE MIGHT TRY TO KILL ME FOR MY POSITION. IF THEY DONT AND SOMETHING WENT WRONG WITH A DEAL OR IF I AM ON MY WAY TO GETTING BUSTED THEN I WOULD HAVE TO HIDE OR LEAVE THE COUNTRY. I WOULD HAVE TO START MY LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN. I WOULD NEED A NEW IDENTITY AND THAT PRESENTS A WHOLE NEW PROBLEM. IN THAT CASE I AM A COMPLETELY NEW PERSON, THE OLD ME IS DEAD. I CANT CONTACT MY OLD FRIENDS, BE SEEN WHERE I LIKE TO GO, DO WHAT I USE TO DO. I HAVE TO BE THIS NEW PERSON TO SURVIVE. NO ONE WILL KNOW WHO I USE TO BE OR WHAT IVE DONE. I WOULD MOST LIKELY HAVE TO BE SOMEONE BORING AND AND COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF MYSELF JUST TO HIDE. IF I MEET SOMEONE THEN BASICALLY MY WHOLE LIFE WILL BE A LIE TO THEM. WHAT IF I END UP WITH SOMEONE AND HAVE A KID, THAT WOULD BE AN EVEN BIGGER LIE, AND WHEN THEY GROW UP THEY ARE LIVING A LIE ON TOP OF A LIE AND IT JUST KEEPS GOING ON AND ON. WHAT IF SOMEONE FINDS OUT... WHAT IF THE PAST COMES BACK...??? WHAT IF THE FAKE PERSONS ID DOESNT HOLD UP? THERES SO MANY QUESTIONS AND SO MANY ISSUES. IT SEEMS LIKE IT WOULD ONLY WORK IN THE SHORT RUN AND I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO LIVE OUT MY REAL LIFE. I COULD PROBABLY GET OUT OF THE COUNTRY WITH ALL THE MONEY I MADE AND JUST ENJOY IT ALL OVER THE WORLD BUT I WOULDNT BE ABE TO SETTLE DOWN. IT WOULD BE THE SAME IF I HAD A GIRL OR IF THE GIRL WAS ACTUALLY A CRIMINAL TOO. THERES JUST TOO MANY THINGS THAT DONT WORK. THE ONLY REAL WAY IS IF IT IS KEPT HIDDEN AND I LIE TO EVERYONE BUT BE ABLE TO BACK IT UP. SO LIKE A NIGHT JOB, KEPT QUIET, OUT OF SIGHT. LIKE MY REAL LIFE WOULD BE MY COVER STORY WHILE SECRETLY IM A BOSS OR A KILLER OR AN ASSASSIN AND ALL THE MONEY IS LAUNDERED SO THEN I CAN ENJOY IT. CRIMINALS DO IT ALREADY I KNOW, BUT I JUST WANT ALL THE MONEY. IT TAKES A LOT OF WORK TO BE A SUCCESSFUL CRIMINAL... NOT GETTING CAUGHT OR KILLED. MAKING A LIVING HONESTLY IS A BITCH... LIVING AS A CRIMINAL IS A BIGGER BITCH. WHITE COLLAR CRIME... SAME THING... INSIDER TRADING GETS YOU IN TROUBLE, SAYING SOMETHING THAT DID OR DID NOT HAPPEN GETS YOU IN TROUBLE... EVERYTHING ENDS IN TROUBLE. SIGH... THERES JUST NO WINNING IN LIFE... BEING LEGIT OR NOT. YA... THIS IS THE KIND OF STUFF THAT GOES THROUGH MY HEAD ON THE REGULAR... LOL

OH OH OH SO MY VOLLEYBALL TEAM WON OUR LEAGUE!!! WOOOOOO!!! WE ONE OUR SEMI-FINALS GAME NO PROBLEM. OUR FINALS GAME WAS INTENSE!!! SET 1: 21-14 LOSE. SET 2: 21-14 WIN. SET 3: THERE WAS ONLY 5 MINUTES LEFT AND THE HIGHEST POINT WINS. IT WAS EVEN AND THEN WE HAD A BIT OF A LEAD AND THEY CAUGHT UP. SO NOW ITS 6-6 AND TIMES RUN OUT SO LAST POINT WINS. SUPER INTENSE... AND........ WE WON 7-6!!! OMG SO CRAZY!!! IT WAS AWESOME. SO WE GOT OUR TSHIRTS FOR WINNING AND ITS NOT ABOUT THE SHIRTS BUT ITS ABOUT THE FACT WE WON. THE DIGGERS ARE CHAMPIONS THE FIRST SEASON WE ARE TOGETHER WOOOOOO :) IM A CHAMPION TOO... EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT PLAY A SINGLE MINUTE ALL SEASON CAUSE OF MY INJURIES... LOLOL

FOOTBALL HAS STARTED!!! WE ARE CURRENTLY UNDEFEATED LOL 1-0 RECORD SO FAR HAHA. WATCHING MY TEAM PLAY I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO PLAY!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT EVEN PLAY IF I WANTED TO... MY NECKS STILL MESSED UP, MY BACK IS SCREWED, MY HAND IS STUPID. IM IN NO CONDITION TO PLAY. I CANT WAIT TIL THE DAY IM ALL HEALED UP AND GOOD TO PLAY AGAIN. I MISS FOOTBALL :(

SOCCER IS STARTING UP AS WELL... AND GUESS WHAT... I ALSO CANT PLAY!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS!!! IM CURRENTLY GOING TO PHYSIO ABOUT 2-3 TIMES A WEEK AND IM GETTING AND FEELING BETTER BUT RECOVERY IS SLOW AND MY RANGE OF MOTION FOR EVERYTHING IS STILL SO LIMITED. I CANT REALLY LOOK UP, I CANT LOOK RIGHT, I CANT MAKE SHARP TURNS, MY NECK HURTS, MY BACK HURTS, MY HAND IS NUMB... IM SUPER GIMPED RIGHT NOW. THIS WHOLE THING PISSES ME OFF... BUT WHAT CAN I DO... THINGS HAPPEN... AND NOW IM PAYING THE PRICE.

WALKING DEAD JUST FINISHED AND IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. LAST EPISODE WAS A BIT SLOW, THE ENDING WAS DRAGGED OUT TOO, BUT IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. A NEW SHOW CALLED THE CATCH STARTED AND PART OF THAT SHOW MADE ME THINK ABOUT BEING A THIEF BASICALLY AND WRITING THIS POST. I THINK A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS AND THIS JUST WORKED OUT. IT STARTS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I DONT KNOW BUT ITS NOT BAD SO FAR. COULD BE BETTER AND THEY SHOULD ACTUALLY CUT ONE OF THEM

REST OF LIFE IS BUSY, FRIENDS, AND FAMILY. WORK IS EVEN MORE BUSY AND THATS NOT GOING TO CHANGE ANY TIME SOON.., SOOOO WITH THAT BEING SAID, IM GOING TO SLEEP... MUCH LESS TO THINK ABOUT :)

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ITS HALLOWEEN AGAIN~ WOOOOOO~~ BOOO~~~

YUPS, ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR. OCTOBER AND THIS WEEKEND ITS HALLOWEEN :) SO WHAT ARE YOU ALL GOING TO DO? ITS GOING TO BE A EARLY HALLOWEEN SINCE ITS ON A THURSDAY THIS YEAR. ACTUALLY... THE WEIRD THING IS THAT THERE IS GOING TO BE A POST NEXT WEDNESDAY EVEN BEFORE HALLOWEEN... THEN AGAIN ALL THE PARTIES ARE THIS WEEKEND SOOO WHAT THE HECK EH LOL. THIS WEEKEND IL BE GOING DOWN TO FREAKNIGHT IN THE STATES :) GONNA PARTY HARD!!! LOL ITS GONNA BE A BLAST HAHA SO SEE YOU ALL THERE. NOT MUCH TO SAY ABOUT FREAKNIGHT... I MEAN... ITS FREAKNIGHT IT EXPLAINS ITSELF HAHA.

WELL... NOT MUCH CEPT WORKING OUT AND WORKING ON STUFF BUT THIS IS GOING TO BE A SHORT POST CAUSE I GOTTA GET BACK TO STUDYING FOR MY MIDTERM TOMORROW... AFTER THAT COME HOME AND PACK FOR THE WEEKEND :) LOL

STARTED PLAYING AION :) LOOK WHO I AM HEHE

GOT ME A BOTTLE OF RED VINEGAR :) 1/5 OF IT IS ALREADY GONE LOL

BEEF TERIYAKI RICE YUMMM

COMES WITH A FEW PIECES OF A SALMON ROLL HEHE

SNACK WHILE WATCHING WALKING DEAD :)

NANDOS WHOLE CHICKEN CAUSE WE HUNGRY LOL. 

CHIPS AND SALSA WITH CHOPSTICKS

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE :) WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS AND FORTUNE IN THE YEAR TO COME.

SO THIS WEEK WE HAD OURSELVES THE FIRST EVER FAMILY DAY :) EXTRA DAY OFF ON MONDAY AND ITS A STAT SO MONEYYYYY!!! I WAS PLANNING TO DO MY HW FOR MY CLASS ON SUNDAY... THAT DIDNT REALLY HAPPEN... MONDAY HAD DIM SUM AND DINNER... SOOOO SORTA CRAMMED IT AND LEFT IT FOR TUESDAY TO DO... HAHA... I THOUGHT I DID EVERYTHING AND I DID... BUT WHEN I WAS TALKING TO A CLASSMATE TURNS OUT NOT EVERYTHING HAD TO BE DOUBLE SPACED... OMG.... I LOOKED AT THE SHEET AND YA... EVERYTHING EXCEPT TITLE PAGE AND THE MAIN CREATION... FML... I READ IT AND PROB FORGOT IT SOOO NOW EVERYTHING IS DOUBLE SPACED... HAHA AND IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE 4-6 PAGES WELL... MINES 16 :P SO TAKE THAT HAHA. NO WORRIES, 4-5 WAS FOR THE ESSAY WHICH I THINK NO ONE DID... AND THE OTHER PROJECT WAS NO LIMIT REALLY SINCE WE HAD TO DO RESEARCH AND THEN PRESENT FINDINGS AND CREATE OUR OWN STUFF. I HOPE SHE DOESNT MARK THAT ROUGH... WELL 0.5 POINTS OFF IS REASONABLE... AHEAHEHA I GUESS WE SHALL SEE. HAD CLASS TODAY AND IT WAS FINE AND NOW IM HOME WRITING TO YOU ALL.

OVER THE WEEKEND JUST CHILLED WITH SOME FRIENDS, ATE SOME FOOD, PLAYED SOME POOL AND DIED FROM DDR... HAHA YA... SORTA HAD A RANDOM URGE TO PLAY IT... AND DAMMMM ARE WE EVER OUT OF SHAPE... HAHA MUST GET BACK IN SHAPE!!!!!!!!

BBQ CHICKEN BURGER WITH COLESLAW 

NEW KITTIE!!! KEPT MOVING SO COULDNT GET A CLEAN PIC OF HIM

BUAHAHAHA :)

NOODLES 

KEKE MY AWESOME AIM :)

YAM FRIES CAUSE IM VEGETARIAN :P

VEGETARIAN ON THE DAY I GO TO WINGS... *SIGH...

DRRP FRIED PIGEON :) WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF IT SAID DERP HEHE

EGGPLANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MMMMM :)

DURIAN PASTRY :) SOOO GOOD MMMMM

MUSHROOM DUMPLINGS... NOT TOO UMMM GOOD LOOKING.. DIDNT TASTE TOO GREAT EITHER HAHA

ANNUAL AUNTS CHINESE NEW YEAR DINNER :) FOOD COMA AFTER THIS

HAD MY 3 MONTH REVIEW FOR WORK LAST WEEK AND IT WENT WELL :) ALSO GOT MYSELF A RAISE HEHE SO THATS EVEN BETTER. YESTERDAY A 1.5 HOUR LONG SEMINAR KILLED MY MORNING... I DIDNT EVEN NEED TO GO... I ALREADY KNEW ALL OF IT SINCE IT WAS FROM MY DEPARTMENT BUT NOOOO I HAD TO GO... THEN GUESS WHAT??? ALL MY WORK GOT BACKED UP AND BAM MAD DASH PLAYING CATCH UP... ARGGGGG AND JUST TODAY I WAS DOING SOMETHING THEN BAM!!! HERE YOU GO... I GOT A CRAP TON MORE STUFF TO DO... OH FANTASTIC... ITS NOT HARD OR ANYTHING... ITS JUST GOING TO TAKE ME FOREVER TO GET IT ALL TOGETHER. MEH OH WELL, SOMETHING TO PASS THE TIME HAHA

SO MUCH TV TO WATCH!!! SO LITTLE TIME!!! AHHHHHH SPARTACUS!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! :( ITS NOT SPARTACUS WITHOUT ANDY WHITFIELD... RIP. NEW GUY IS MEH... HE DEFINITIVELY TRIES... BUT MEH HAHA. WALKING DEAD IS BACK AND OHHHH ITS GOING DOWN!!! HAHA. AND THE REST OF MY SHOWS OHHHH YAAA. I ACTUALLY DIDNT WATCH TV FOR 2 DAYS CAUSE I WAS BUSY AND TURNS OUT THERE WAS OVER 10 HOURS TVO-ED... IN 2 DAYS... NOT BAD :) HAHA