FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL

FEELINGS... EMOTIONS... THEY SURE ARE A FUNNY THING EH. YOU GO THOUGH YOUR DAY FEELING ALL SORTS OF EMOTIONS AND SOMETIMES EVEN WITHOUT KNOWING WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO... LATELY IVE BEEN IN A RUT... IN THAT WEIRD MOOD THAT SOMETIMES CANT BE EXPLAINED... ALSO A SHORTER TEMPER... IT SEEMS THAT JUST EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ANNOYS ME. SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND JUST BE BY YOURSELF. FEELINGS CAN MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING OR MAKE YOU FILLED WITH RAGE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. IT CAN HELP YOU AT TIMES AND IT CAN BE YOUR ENEMY AT TIME. SOMETIMES DOESNT IT SEEM EASIER IF YOU COULD JUST TURN IT ALL OFF AND FORGET ABOUT IT? I GUESS THATS WHAT MAKES US HUMAN... THE ABILITY TO FEEL... IT MAKES US HAPPY, IT MAKES US MOTIVATED, IT MAKES US PASSIONATE, IT MAKES US ANGRY, IT MAKES US DISAPPOINTED, AND IT MAKES US SAD. EVER WONDER WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? OR HOW YOU CAME TO THE CONCLUSION OF WHY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL? IS IT BECAUSE OF PAST EXPERIENCES? IS IT BECAUSE OF WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU? SOMETIMES THE REASON IS SO FAR GONE THAT YOU DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHY YOU FEEL THAT WAY. SHOULD YOU THEN RECONSIDER FEELING DIFFERENTLY? THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL IS TIME. ONCE AGAIN IT ALL HAS TO DO WITH TIME. WITH ENOUGH TIME FEELINGS GO AWAY AND FEELINGS CHANGE. DONT YOU JUST WISH SOMETIMES YOU CAN SKIP SOME OF THE FEELINGS YOU GET? I SUPPOSE IN THE END, AS LONG AS YOU HAVE LEARNT SOMETHING FROM FEELING THE WAY YOU DO THEN ITS THAT REALLY THE POINT? LESSON LEARNT AND REMEMBERED.

HMM... I REALLY WONDER WHAT IM WRITING ABOUT SOMETIMES... IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO WRITE OR THAT I CANT JUST EXPRESS IT ALL OUT IN WORDS... I NEED TO DO AN INTERPRETATIVE DANCE TO SHOW YOU ALL :) LOL. THESE TRUELY ARE THE RANDOM RAMBLINGS OF RICKY.

FRESH WATERMELON MARGARITAS. IT WAS OK... DIDNT REALLY LIKE IT HAHA 

CLIENT LUNCHES RULE :)

MY BURGER

THIS IS HOW CLEAR AND HOW BLUE THE SKY WAS

OMG LAMB SOOOO GOOD!!!

2 SPICY THIGH BURGER AND 20 JALAPEÑO POPPERS :)

SWAN E SET BAY RESORT FOR MY FRIENDS WEDDING 

NICE DRIVE IN

COUNTRY CLUB HEHE

OUR TABLE 12 :)

THE BACKDROP FOR THE RECEPTION

THE CENTREPIECE 

ROUND 1 - NOMSSSSSSSSSS

MMMMM RARENESS SO GOOD

ROUND 2 - STILL GOING STRONG HEHE

DESSERT TABLE

PRETTY FLOWERS. I DIDNT GET TO TAKE THEM HOME THOUGH... SOMEONE ELSE WON IT BUT TECHNICALLY THEY SAID 2 TO THE LEFT OF THE PERSON WITH THE STICKER... WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FRD BUT THE PPL ACROSS FROM US TOOK IT... WAY TO PAY ATTENTION :P PSH

COOL SEE THROUGH ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE CAR, IT WAS THERE WHILE I WAS DRIVING BUT I LOST IT WHEN I HIT THE HIGHWAY... HAHA I DONT THINK IT MADE IT LOL

COOL DUDE THAT I DUNO WHERE IT CAME FROM... BUT IT WAS READY TO KICK ASS LOL

WAS TOO HUNGRY... SO BLURRY PIC CAUSE I WANTED TO EAT IT HAHA

XLB :) 

SOMETHING COD LOL

FATTY PORK :) MMMMM SOOOO FAT IT JUST MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH LIKE BUTTER HAHA

MMM YUMMY

PAN FRIED BUN

DUCK RICE HEHE

SPIDER ACROSS 2 TRESS... IT WILL NEVER GO HUNGRY... THOSE DOTS AROUND IT WERE ALL CAUGHT LOLOL 

GG COMP... G...G...

SORRY... SAY WHAT? I CANT PAY ATTENTION LOL

WORKS BEEN BUSY... COWORKER ON VACA AND ANOTHER COWORKER LEFT... SO ME AND MY BUDDY IS BASICALLY DOING 4 PEOPLES JOBS YAY... STAYED LATE A FEW TIMES THIS WEEK JUST CAUSE I GOT TOO MUCH TO DO. NOT TO MENTION GONG TO THOSE CLIENT LUNCHES. DONT GET ME WRONG... I LOVE THOSE!!! JUST SOMETIMES IT KILLS TOO MUCH TIME AND YOU WANT TO GET BACK TO FINISH ALL THE THINGS YOU NEED TO DO.

WENT TO MY OLD FRIENDS WEDDING ON THE WEEKEND. IT WAS IN PITT MEADOWS SO HAD A NICE LITTLE DRIVE OUT TO THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE... LOL. IT WAS AT A COUNTRY CLUB SO YOU KNOW IT WOULD BE NICE LOOKING. IT WAS ACTUALLY REALLY PRETTY AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT. I ATE TILL I COULDNT EAT ANYMORE. TOOK LOTS OF PHOTOBOOTH PICS TOO. A WEIRD THING WAS THAT ALL THEIR POP WAS FLAT... EVEN NEW CANS THAT THEY WERE OPENING... THEY OPENED IT, POURED IT, I DRANK IT... ANDDDDDDDDDDDD ITS FLAT... WTF... OH OH OH AND I KNOW BOTH THE BRIDE AND GROOM AND THEY BOTH HAD 10 BRIDESMAIDS/GROOMSMEN EACH!!! IT WAS INSANE LOL.

WELL... CLASS STARTS TOMORROW WOOO :) MY LAST COURSE FOR THIS PROGRAM YAY :) GONNA BE EVEN MORE BUSY NOW HAHA. JUST ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER EH... JUST WAITING AND HOPING TO SEE THAT LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. NO... NOT THAT TUNNEL... BUT YES CANT WAIT TIL I REACH THAT FINISH LINE. ALL IN DUE TIME EH. 

RT

LIFE'S ROAD IS NEVER STRAIGHT

SO I GUESS THE TIME IVE BEEN WAITING FOR HAS FINALLY COME. WENT AND DID THE LICENSING EXAM ON MONDAY... IT WAS HARD... I HAD ANSWER I KNEW, ANSWERS I WAS SORTA OK WITH, ANSWERS IM NOT TOO SURE ABOUT, AND ANSWERED I HAD NO FREAKING CLUE ABOUT... ALSO I KNEW I GOT 2 QUESTIONS WRONG SO AUTOMATICALLY I CAN ONLY GET 98/100... I WAS PREPPED AND KNEW MY STUFF. FIRST 20 QUESTIONS I WAS LIKE OH YAAAA NO PROBLEM :) THEN AS IT WENT FURTHER IN... FROM ABOUT 40-80 IS WAS SORT OF A BLUR... WTF!!! SOME HAD MULTIPLE RIGHT ANSWERS AND THEY DIDNT TEST ON THE INFO FROM THE BOOK... IT WASNT EVEN APPLY THE LEARNING, IT WAS SOME RANDOM CRAP... SOME I DONT EVEN THINK I READ ABOUT!!! MAN I WAS PISSED OFF AFTER THE EXAM... I REALLY HAD NO IDEA HOW I DID... LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAD NO IDEA... ARGGGG WELL ANYWAYS THE MARKS CAME OUT YESTERDAY AND I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO CHECK IT... FINALLY HAD TO ANDDDDDDDDDDD I FAILED... YAY... I NEEDED 65 TO PASS AND GOT MYSELF A 59... SO EVEN WITH THE 2 ANSWERED THAT I NEW I GOT WRONG IT WOULD ONLY BE 61 AND I WOULD STILL BE MISSING A FEW MARKS. I WOULDNT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONES I COULD HAVE CHANGED OR ANYTHING... I TOOK THE WHOLE 3 HOURS TO WRITE IT AND I EVEN CHANGED A BUNCH OF ANSWERS AND I WENT OVER THE EXAM TWICE SINCE I FINISHED AN HOUR AHEAD OF TIME. WELL... I WAS PISSED YESTERDAY AS WELL. TODAY SOME OF THE RAGE CARRIED OVER. IM JUST SO FREAKING PISSED AT IT ALL. I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BARELY PASS OR JUST FAILED... WELL... NOT MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT NOW SINCE ITS DONE... IM HAPPY THAT I WAS SOBER AT A PARTY OVER THE WEEKEND. AT LEAST I CANT BLAME MYSELF FOR PARTYING OR WHATEVER. MAYBE I RUSHED IT TOO MUCH... DOING IT ALL IN A MONTH... WHO KNOWS. ALL THE QUESTIONS COME FROM A TEST BANK SO THEY JUST PICK 100 OUT OF LIKE 1000. WHY DID THEY ASK ME THAT INSTEAD OF THIS... ITS LIKE TRIGONOMETRY... YOU HAVE TO PASS IT BUT WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU EVER GOING TO USE IT? AND IF YOU NEED IT JUST LOOK IT UP? WELL THAT WAS LIKE THIS COURSE... I KNEW IT ALL AND IM JUST PISSED AT THE RESULT OF HOW IT WENT DOWN. LIFES ROAD IS A MYSTERY AND IT IS NEVER A STRAIGHT LINE. I HAVE HAD QUITE A FEW HICK UPS HERE AND THERE AND I FINALLY GOT TO A POINT WHERE I LIKE HAPPY AND THIS CRAP HAPPENS...WHAT CAN I DO NOW? GET UP, PREP MORE, AND WORK HARDER. THIS IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF HOW LIFE NEVER PROGRESSES IN A STRAIGHT LINE. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS AND THROWS YOU OFF. ITS THE UNIVERSES WAY OF SCREWING WITH YOU. YOU JUST HAVE TO PICK YOURSELF UP, DUST YOURSELF OFF, AND GET BACK AT IT AGAIN. NEVER GIVE UP. MY LIFES ROAD HASNT BEEN STRAIGHT ONE EITHER. I HAVE HAD SETBACK, ISSUES, AND FAILURES AS WELL. ITS ABOUT HOW YOU CAN OVERCOME IT AND  CONTINUE TO MOVING FORWARD. JUST BECAUSE THERES A DETOUR DOESNT MEAN GIVING UP, YOU GO BACK AT IT EVEN HARD. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. THE REASON MIGHT NOT BE THAT CLEAR RIGHT NOW OR MAYBE I AM SUPPOSE TO STAY WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW...

HEHE YAY MOON CAKE A WORK LOL TO MANY

ALL YEAH ALL FOR ME LOL

MMMM YUMMY HAWAII COOKIES :)

AWWW YEAH GOT MY FIXING :)

DOGGY STAYED THERE FOR A WHILE LIKE THAT LOL

MS54

HERE WE GO :) AND I WAS SOBER... ALL... NIGHT... LONG LOL

WOOOOOOO

THEY PLAYED LIKE HARDSTLYE ALMOST THE WHOLE NIGHT AND MAN ITS HAD TO RAGE OUT ALL NIGHT TOO LOL

NICE CAPTAIN :)

SIGH... TINY AS HELL ICE CREAM LOL

MY POT :)

ALL THEM POTS LOL

I GOT A CRAB LOL HALF OF 1... QUARTER ACTUALLY... LOL

CRAB CLAW AND ABALONE FOR BREAKFAST :) WHAT YOU GOT HMMM? 

YAY NEW SHOES :) CEPT FOR THE CREASE BUT THATS FROM THE BEND AND WALKING

WOW PRETTY CLEAN BOTTOM TOO 

UMMM YA I ENDED UP AT EUISU MONE THAN ONCE

HAHA

DINNER AFTER MEETING

MMMMMMMMMMM EVEN BETTER WOOOO :)

OH MAN TOO TIRED... I KEPT PASSING OUT TRYING TO WRITE THAT PARAGRAPH UP TOP... UMMM HAVENT DONE MUCH SINCE I WAS STUDYING AND GETTING READY FOR THE EXAM BUT WE ALL KNOW HOW THAT WENT... ALSO WENT TO THE MYON AND SHANE 54 CONCERT AND THAT WAS FUN. ALMOST ALL HARDSTYLE. BESIDES THAT REALLY NOTHING ELSE CEPT HUNG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS. OH OH OH SAW AS ABOVE, SO BELOW YESTERDAY AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL. I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF SO YA FOR $7 SURE WHY NOT HAHA. WELL GUESS IM FREE NOW TO GO BACK OUT AND ALL... NOT REALLY SINCE MY HR COURSE IS STARTING SOON AND ALSO I GOTTA START LOOKING EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN CAUSE IM PISSED THAT I DIDNT GET IT... BLA... LIFE... WHAT A BITCH.

RT