THOUGHT OBSESSED THOUGHTS

HONESTLY IF YOU CAN BELIEVE IT OR NOT... TODAY THERE REALLY IS NO POST... I COULDNT COME UP WITH A TOPIC AND THE TOPIC I CAME UP WITH TURNS OUT I WROTE ABOUT IT ALREADY... IVE BEEN QUITE BUSY AT WORK THAT I REALLY HAVENT DONE MUCH BESIDES THAT... BETWEEN WORKING LATE AND THE MEETINGS, I COME HOME AND JUST CHILL OUT... EAT A BIT AND WATCH A BIT OF TV BEFORE PASSING OUT... LOL. LAST WEEK WAS A LONG... LONGGGGGGGG WEEK... AT THE END OF LAST WEEK I WAS JUST SO BEAT THAT I NEED TO JUST PARTY IT ALL OUT HAHA. LAST MINUTE DECISION AND ENDED UP GOING TO MARK SIXMA. HIS STYLES A BIT DIFFERENT THAN EVERYTHING ELSE BUT IT WAS A GOOD PARTY. JUST HUNG OUT WITH THE BOYS AND FOR $25 IT WAS WELL WORTH IT. THE RECOVERY THOUGH... LETS JUST SAY IM NOT AS YOUNG AS I USE TO... RECOVERY TIME IS A BIT SLOW NOW... LOL. WELL COMING UP I DO HAVE 2 PARTIES... GET TOGETHER WITH GARETH EMERY, MS54, AND ILAN BLUESTONE WHO I HAVENT SEEN YET AND ITS GONNA BE A GOOD PARTY :) GOT SOME TIME TO RECOVER SINCE ITS GOING TO BE OVER THE FAMILY WEEKEND AND NEXT WEEK I GOT ORJAN NILSEN ONE OF THE DJS I REALLY LIKE AND I FINALLY GET TO SEE HIM TOO WOOOO AND THATS GOING TO BE ON VALENTINES DAY... LOL THATS QUITE INTERESTING... PARTY ON THAT DAY??? WELL NOT LIKE I HAVE ANYTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO OR HAVE ANYONE TO SPEND IT WITH... HAHA........... WAIT... *CRIES A BIT* LOLOL JKJK ACTUALLY IVE BEEN SO BUSY AND FOCUSED ON WORK THE PAST LITTLE WHILE THAT ITS HASNT REALLY BEEN ON MY MIND... I HAVE TONS TO DO RIGHT NOW AND I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT END OF FEBRUARY WILL BE CRAZY BUSY FOR ME... DONT GET ME WRONG I MEAN I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT BUT ITS DIFFERENT... I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT... WELL I DO... SORTA... BUT HEY THATS FOR ME TO KNOW AND YOU TO FIND OUT HAHA.

BESIDES HOW MUCH FUN WORK IS OCCUPYING MY EVERY THOUGHT... THERES ACTUALLY ANOTHER THOUGHT THATS BEEN ON MY MIND NONSTOP... AND THERES NOT MUCH I CAN REALLY DO ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW... HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT SOMETHING SO MUCH THAT IT CONSUMES YOUR ENTIRE DAY??? THE FIRST THOUGHT IN THE MORNING WHEN YOU WAKE UP, AND THE LAST THOUGHT BEFORE YOU FALL  ASLEEP IS OF THAT... THE THOUGHT JUST POPS UP NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO AND THERES NO WAY TO SHAKE IT... THE MORE YOU TRY, THE HARDER YOU THINK ABOUT IT AND THEN BEFORE YOU REALIZED IT YOU ARE OBSESSING OVER IT AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT... IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT YOU DO... SOMEHOW THAT AMAZING GREAT BRAIN OF YOURS IS ABLE TO LINK WHATEVER YOU DO TO WHAT YOU ARE OBSESSING OVER... DOESNT MATTER IF YOU ARE WALKING OR DRIVING OR EATING OR WATCHING TV OR PLAYING SPORTS OR WATCHING A MOVIE OR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING... EVEN OBJECTS... EVERYTHING REMINDS YOU... SOMEHOW YOUR MIND JUST WANDERS BACK TO IT AND YOU WONT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT... WRITING ABOUT IT REALLY DOESNT HELP EITHER SINCE NOW IM FOCUSED SOLELY ON IT... AND I PROBABLY WONT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT... GOOD JOB RICKY... SHOULD YOU JUST STOP THINKING ABOUT IT... WELL YOU CANT... EVEN IF NOTHING REMINDS YOU OF IT, FEELINGS OR EMOTIONS AND JUST GENERAL CURIOSITY WILL BRING YOU BACK TO IT... YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY... SONGS... SONGS ARE THE WORST!!! EVEN WHEN YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY THINKING ABOUT IT A SONG AND THEIR LYRICS WILL TRIGGER SOMETHING AND WOOOO HERE WE GO AGAIN... WHAT DO YOU DO... WHAT CAN YOU DO... WHAT SHOULD YOU DO... I GUESS THERES NOT MUCH YOU CAN DO... YOU JUST HAVE TO WAIT... WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN... WAIT FOR IT TO CLEAR UP... OR DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT... BUT CAN YOU??? WHAT IF ITS NOT UP TO YOU... HOW CAN YOU DO SOMETHING THATS OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL... IS TRYING ENOUGH... IS HOPING ENOUGH... IS ANYTHING ENOUGH... THERES A REASON WHY IT IS SO... AND I GUESS ONCE AGAIN... IT COMES BACK TO MY GOOD OLD FRIEND... TIME...... AND EVENTUALLY... IT WILL WORK ITSELF OUT AND YOU WILL SEE WHAT IT IS FOR WHAT IT IS... BUT UNTIL THAT TIME... I GUESS IL JUST SIT HERE AND OBSESS ABOUT IT...

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WOOOO HALLOWEEN!!!

WELL DUE TO BEING TIRED AS HELL FROM WORK AND ALL LAST WEEK THERE WAS NO REAL POST CEPT I BLANKED ON THE FACT THAT IT WAS ACTUALLY THE 3RD ANNIVERSARY OF THIS AMAZING BLOG LOLOL. THIS WEEK IS NO DIFFERENT... IM TIRED AND PASSED OUT A FEW TIMES TRYING TO WATCH A MOVIE AT HOME... NOW I FIND MYSELF SLOWLY PASSING OUT TRYING TO TYPE THIS OUT AS WELL. WORKS BEEN CRAZY JUST HAVE A BUNCH OF MASSIVE DEALINES THAT I HAVE TO FINISH BEFORE THE MONTH END... WHICH IS FRIDAY... EXCEPT... IM GOING TO FREAKNIGHT ON FRIDAY WOOOO SOOO TECHNICALLY THE LAST DAY IS TOMORROW AND YA... SURPRISINGLY I DIDNT GO DOOMS THIS YEAR. GONNA PARTY HARD THIS WEEKEND AND THEN GET BACK TO STUDYING AGAIN. I SHOULD REALLY GET BACK TO POSTING ABOUT TOPICS BUT IM JUST TOO MUCH TO DO AND NOT REALLY SURE WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT... OH OH OH MY COSTUMES REALLY COOL FOR HALLOWEEN THOUGH BUT IM STILL TRYING TO DECIDE WHICH ONE IM GOING TO WEAR AND WHEN. THERES GONNA BE SOME GOOD PICTURES NEXT WEEK HAHA.

SO THE PARENTS ARE STILL AWAY AND IVE BEEN FENDING FOR MYSELF... FIND MYSELF WAKING UP LATER AND LATER IN THE MORNING AND EATING MORE AND MORE TAKE OUT OR FAST FOOD HAHA. MMM SO GOOD. HAHA.

IT WAS A RELATIVELY QUIET WEEKEND. I DID HELP MY COWORKER MOVE AND THAT WAS FUN... WE TOOK STUFF APART AND HAD ISSUES PUTTING IT BACK TOGETHER. WE BROKE STUFF AND WE FORGOT STUFF. ALWAYS REMEMBER ONE THING WHILE MOVING AND ITS ALWAYS "PIVOT!!!" LOLL

SAKE FOR LUNCH LOL

TUNA? SOMETHING LOL

BEEF TATAKI AND DYNAMITE ROLL

GRILLED PORK WRAP SO GOOD HEHE

CURRY RICE

EBI MAYO

TOFU

ASSORTED MEAT ON A STICK LOL

SALMON TARTAR

YAKIUDON

SABA!!!!!!!!!!

COD

SASHIMI!!!!!!

YA WAS GONNA EAT HERE BUT FIGURED... NAW SKETCH HAHA

WHITE SPOT MILKSHAKE AND 7-UP LOL

HAVENT HAD WHITE SPOT IN A WHILE 

PIZZA FOR HELPING BUDDY OUT MOVING

KOOOO KOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOL

SUSHI WORK LUNCH

PLATTER 2

CHICKEN KARRAGE

LOL LUNCH 

SWEET AND SOUR CHICKEN DEEP FRIED WITH THE WALKING DEAD WOOOOO

WORK PERKS OF MY JOB IS CLIENT LUNCHES LOL MOST OF THE PICS FROM UP TOP WAS FROM HAPA IZAKAYA AND THE LUNCH WE HAD. LIFES TOUGH WHEN YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE FROM ALL THE GOOD EATS AND DRINKS. ALSO GETTING BUZZED FOR WORK IS ALWAYS FUN LOL.

SO ITS OFFICIAL, I FINALLY DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY TO WORK, STUDY, EAT, TV, AND SLEEP... IVE BEEN NEGLECTING MY TV AND SLEEP. I HAVE SO MANY SHOWS TVO-ED RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHEN IL SEE THEM ALL :( SIGH. OK SO THIS WAS NOT REALLY A PRIME UPDATED BUT HEY BETTER THAN NOTHING EH. HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE AND PARTY HARD... I KNOW I WILL LOL.

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AINT NOBODY GOT TIME TO BLOG!!!

SO... HERES AN UNFORTUNATE SITUATION... IT LOOKS LIKE I WONT BE ABLE TO MAKE A WEDNESDAY POST BESIDES WHAT IM WRITING RIGHT NOW... ON THE COUNT THAT I HAVE BOTH MY FINAL PRESENTATION FOR CLASS TOMORROW NIGHT TO PREP FOR AND MY FINAL EXAM TO STUDY FOR... WHICH I AFTER MY PRESENTATION... YAY!!! :(

IL JUST GIVE YOU THE HEADLINES AND MAYBE IF IM NOT TOO BUSY... OR LAZY... IL MAKE UP FOR THIS WITH AN EXTRA POST OR EXTENDED POST HAHA.

SATURDAY WENT TO COSMIC GATE YACHT PARTY :) THAT WAS COOL AND GOT A PICTURE WITH THEM, THEN WENT TO THE AFTER PARTY.

SUNDAY WENT TO MY FRIENDS WEDDING CEREMONY AND RECEPTION. IT WAS FUN :) ALSO I HAD A SMALL PART TO PLAY IT THE RECEPTION TO INTRODUCE THE WEDDING PARTY. IT WAS A REALLY NICE DINNER TOO SO WORKS OUT CAUSE I LOVE FOOOOOOOOOD AS YOU ALL KNOW LOL.

FOOTBALL/SOCCER :) I CALLED FOR A GERMAN DUTCH FINAL AND GERMANY DESTROYED BRAZIL AND TODAY WELL... MY DUTCH TEAM *SIGH... SOOO NOW ITS A GERMAN ARGENTINE FINAL WHICH MEANS... DEUTSCHLAND FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!! NO BALLACK SO THAT MAKES ME HAPPY AND REST OF THE TEAM IS GOOD TOO SO GO GERMANY.

COSMIC GATE!!! SUPER CLOSE WOOOOOOOOO

DOING THEIR THANG!!!

I LOVE A&W TO BEGIN WITH AND ONION RINGS AND ROOT BEER TOO AND ON TOP OF THAT THE CONVERSATION WE HAD... OMFG... TOO MUCH HAHA

REST OF LIFE? WORKS WORK STUFF HERE AND THERE, MEETINGS HERE AND THERE, FIELD WORK IN THE FIELD. WENT TO SING K OVER THE WEEKEND AND WAS ALL SUNG OUT. CAR HAD SOME ISSUES, THATS ALL FIXED. HAD LUNCH WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS THE OTHER DAY AND IT WAS ONE OF THE FUNNIEST AND BEST LUNCHES EVER!!! SO BRUTAL YET SO GOOD HAHA. THERE WAS A FIRE TODAY UNDER OAK BRIDGE AND THAT BASICALLY SCREWED TRAFFIC UP ROYALLY... SAW THE FIRE FROM THE OFFICE AND YAY... A ROUTE THAT TAKES ME 5 MINS TOOK ME 30 MINS TO GO... DEAD STOPPED... I EVEN TRIED TO GO BACK ROUTE BUT NOOOOOO I COULDNT GET TO THE INTERSECTION I NEEDED CAUSE THE CARS WERE ALL BACKED UP!!! ARGGG

WELL... EXPANSION ON THE REST IS GONNA HAVE TO WAIT... I SHOULD REALLY START STUDYING DONT  YOU THINK... LOL

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