Wednesday 29 April 2015

A LITTLE LOST...

LATELY IVE BEEN FEELING LOST... NOT IN THE SENSE OF WHERE I AM BUT MORE OF THE WHERE I AM GOING. LIKE WHATS MY DIRECTION? EVERYONE FEELS IT SOMETIME, JUST THE FEELING OF NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU ARE DOING ANY MORE. LOOKING BACK IM THINKING HOW DID I GET TO THIS POINT... AND ITS ALL GOOD BECAUSE EVERYTHING HAPPENED THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSE TO, TO BRING ME TO WHERE I AM, BUT WHERE AM I GOING...??? I CANT REALLY SEE THAT FAR AHEAD RIGHT NOW. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE IN 5 YEARS, OR SEE WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO... I KNOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS TAKING ME. IM TOO BUSY RIGHT NOW WITH WORK AND FOOTBALL AND SOCCER TO REALLY CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE... I CANT EVEN GUESS WHERE THIS IS ALL LEADING ME TO... MAYBE ALL THIS IS JUST BUILDING UP TO SOMETHING ELSE, BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT THAT IS... IM HAPPY WITH MY JOB, AND WE JUST WON OUR 1ST GAME IN FOOTBALL, AND WE HAVING THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME FOR SOCCER, FRIENDS AND FAMILY IS DOING WELL AND EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER... FOR NOW... I ONLY KNOW THAT IN THE IMMEDIATE FUTURE THAT EVERYTHING IS SORTA SET BUT HOW ABOUT FARTHER DOWN THE ROAD??? I CANT SEE WHERE ALL OF THIS IS LEADING TO... THERES LOTS I WANT TO DO BUT HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO GET THERE??? SO MANY QUESTIONS... THE FUTURES A LITTLE BLURRY AND IM A LITTLE LOST... BUT I GUESS THATS THE FUN PART OF LIFE... NOT KNOWING WHATS COMING AND THE ADVENTURE THAT IT WILL BRING... THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS BE PREPARED FOR WHATS TO COME AND JUST TAKE IT ON HEAD FIRST... I MEAN... AFTERALL... THE BEST HAS YET TO COME, RIGHT?!?!?! :) 

RT

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