TALKING TO YOURSELF

EVERYONE TALKS TO THEMSELVES, AND IF YOU SAY YOU DONT THEN YOURE JUST LYING. EVERYONE TALKS TO THEMSELVES IN SOME FORM OR ANOTHER. YOU CAN JUST BE TALKING TO YOURSELF TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE ANSWER TO A PROBLEM, OR TALKING TO YOURSELF TO MENTALLY PREPARE YOURSELF FOR SOMETHING. THERES JUST TOO MANY INSTANCES THAT IM JUST NOT GOING TO BOTHER WRITING THEM ALL. TALKING TO YOURSELF CAN BE CALMING AS WELL, BUT IM MORE INTERESTED IN THE FULL ON CONVERSATIONS YOU HAVE WITH YOURSELF. THE TYPE THAT YOU TALK FOR THE OTHER PERSON TOO AND REACT FOR THEM TOO. LIKE THE ONES WHERE YOU KNOW THERES GOING TO BE A CONFRONTATION AND TRYING TO FIGHT FOR YOUR POINT. OR THE ONES WHERE YOU JUST PLAY OUT A SITUATION AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. THE FUNNY THING IS THAT THE RESPONSES IN YOUR HEAD ARE OF THE PERFECT RESPONSES THAT FIT YOUR VIEW OF THE SITUATION. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN LIKE IT WILL IN YOUR HEAD, BECAUSE YOU ARE YOU AND YOU ARE NOT THEM. HUMANS ARE THE MOST UNPREDICTABLE CREATURES IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE. YOU CANNOT PREDICT WHAT THEY WILL SAY OR DO. YOU CAN PLAY EVERY POSSIBLE SCENARIO OUT IN YOUR HEAD BUT WHEN IT COMES TO THAT MOMENT, IT WILL NEVER GO THE WAY YOU THINK IT WILL. YOU CANNOT SEE HOW THEIR THOUGHT PROCESS WORKS AND HOW THEY WILL CONNECT THE THINGS YOU SAY TO THEIR OWN VIEW OF THE SITUATION AND REACT. YOU CAN THINK YOURE RIGHT ALL THE WAY AND THEY COULD THROW A WRENCH IN THE WHOLE THING AND TURN IT ALL UPSIDE DOWN. IF THATS THE CASE THEN WHY DO WE EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO OURSELVES... MAYBE ITS A COPING MECHANISM BECAUSE WE KNOW THAT THE PERFECT RESPONSE WILL NEVER HAPPEN, MAYBE ITS TO GIVE US HOPE OF WHAT COULD BE, MAYBE ITS A VISION OF ANOTHER REALITY THAT IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS. PERSONALLY... I TALK TO MYSELF ALL THE TIME. I LOVE HEARING MYSELF TALK LOL. WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF YOU ALL? ANY OF YOU TALK TO YOURSELVES? HOW ABOUT TALKING TO YOURSELF TO THE POINT WHERE YOU LOSE? THAT WOULD BE INTERESTING...

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THERE GOES ANOTHER

AND JUST LIKE THAT, GAME OF THRONES HAVE ENDED. ALMOST 10 YEARS OF WAITING AND IT JUST ENDED LIKE THAT. SO IM NOT GOING TO SPOIL THIS IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED IT, AND I DONT LIKE SPOILERS EITHER. ANYWAYS THIS FINAL SEASON WAS SHORTER AND YES, A LOT DID SEEM RUSHED. THERE WERE THINGS IN EACH EPISODE THAT I WOULD HAVE CHANGED AND FIXED, BUT I UNDERSTAND WHY IT WAS DONE A CERTAIN WAY. EVERYONE STARTED CRAPPING ON HOW BAD THE SEASON WAS AND HOW THE FINALE SUCKED. EVERYONE HAS TO REMEMBER THAT THIS ISNT A STORY WHERE EVERYONE WILL HAVE A HAPPY ENDING. THERE WERE SOME GREAT BATTLES AND OF COURSE THERE WOULD BE A LOT OF TALKING, BUT DID YOU REALLY EXPECT ANYTHING ELSE. THEY HAVE TO WRAP EVERYTHING UP! BEFORE THE FINALE EPISODE, THE BROTHER AND I GAVE OUR PREDICTIONS ABOUT HOW IT WAS GOING TO END AND WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN. LETS JUST SAY I WAS RIGHT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS, AND HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT A COUPLE OF THINGS. THE WAY THE CHARACTERS WERE AND HOW THEY ACTED, IT WAS ONLY LOGICAL HOW THAT CHARACTER STORY LINE WOULD HAVE ENDED. THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO. SOME OF IT WAS PREDICTABLE AND SOME WAS A SURPRISE. EVERYONE IS GIVING EVERYONE CRAP FOR IT, AND PEOPLE SHOULD JUST TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT IS AND JUST ENJOY IT. PEOPLE GET WAY TOO BENT OUT OF SHAPE OVER HOW THE SHOW TURNED OUT. THIS GOES FOR ALL SHOWS AND MOVIES, PEOPLE GET SO ANGRY ABOUT THESE THINGS. THERES NO WAY OF MAKING EVERYONE HAPPY AND PEOPLE SHOULD JUST GET OVER IT. THERES EVEN A PETITION TO HAVE THE SEASON REDONE... FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS... PEOPLE ARE TOO ENTITLED INTO THINKING THAT THEY ALL DESERVE BETTER JUST BECAUSE THEY READ THE BOOK OR WATCHED THE SHOW... PERSONALLY, I WATCH A LOT OF TV SHOWS AND SURE SOMETIMES I GET ANNOYED AT HOW THINGS TURN OUT BUT I STILL ENJOY AND UNDERSTAND WHY... YOU GET MY POINT... AND IF YOU DONT THEN TOO BAD. EITHER WAY THE SHOW WAS ONE OF THE BEST, AND THERE WONT BE ANOTHER LIKE IT EVER AGAIN. NOT EVEN THE SPINOFFS IF THEY STILL GOING THROUGH WITH THEM. OVERALL I GIVE THE SHOW A 9.2/10, THE SEASON A 8.7/10, AND THE FINALE A 7.6/10. ALSO BECAUSE I SAW A LOT OF IT COMING SO I DONT FEEL AS PISSED OFF AS OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU HAVENT SEEN THE SHOW, YOU SHOULD, AND IF YOU HAVE, WHAT DID YOU THINK?

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THINKING BACK

... TO AN EASIER TIME... LIFE SURE WAS SIMPLER. FUNNY HOW THINGS CHANGE, HOW YOU CHANGE, HOW LIFE CHANGES. SO MUCH TO SAY, SO LITTLE I ACTUALLY WANT TO WRITE... MAYBE SOMEDAY... UNTIL THAT DAY... 

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HOW DO YOU THINK?

HOW DO YOU THINK WHAT YOU THINK... HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HOW YOU ACTUALLY THINK? FOR EXAMPLE IF SOMEONE ASKED YOU A QUESTION, SAY HOW ARE YOU? DO YOU JUST HAVE A REGULAR ANSWER THAT YOU SAY NO MATTER WHAT? DO YOU ACTUALLY THINK ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL? DO YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT YOURE DOING AT THAT MOMENT IN TIME OR PREVIOUSLY TO MAKE YOU FEEL WHAT YOU ARE? OR IS IT SOMETHING ELSE? WHEN YOU APPROACH A PROBLEM DO YOU LOOK AT IT FROM THE BEGINNING TO END? DO YOU SEE WHAT YOU KNOW FIRST? DO YOU TRY TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM? DO BREAK THINGS DOWN? OR DO YOU JUST DECIDE TO LEAVE IT AND COME BACK TO IT LATER... LIKE SOME PEOPLE... NOT SAYING WHO... BUT... SOMEONE... LOL. THERES SO MANY WAYS OF THINKING AND EVERYONE THINKS DIFFERENTLY. THERES NO CORRECT OR INCORRECT WAY OF THINKING. ITS ALL A MATTER OF OPINION, AND THERES NO RIGHT OR WRONG OPINION EITHER. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN THINKING AND THOUGHT PROCESSES AND OPINIONS. JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE YOU WAY OF THINKING AND OPINION, DOESNT MEAN THAT OTHER PEOPLES IS WRONG OR RIGHT. SURE, THERES THINGS THAT ARE RIGHT AND WRONG BUT THATS NOT WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, YOU GET MY POINT, AND IF YOU DONT, THEN YOURE WRONG :) JKJK. THINKING HAS A LOT TO DO WITH HOW YOU WERE BROUGHT UP, SO A LOT TO DO WITH NURTURE INSTEAD OF NATURE. HOWEVER YOU WERE TAUGHT TO THINK WOULD MOST LIKELY BE HOW YOU ACTUALLY THINK NOW. YOU MIGHT HAVE CHANGED YOUR WAY OF THINKING OR HOW YOU THINK BUT THE METHOD AND PROCESS WOULD MOST LIKELY BE THE SAME. IF YOU WERE TAUGHT TO THINK PROCEDUREALLY THEN THE ODDS ARE THATS HOW YOURE GOING TO THINK. IF YOU WERE TAUGHT TO THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX THEN THATS HOW YOU WOULD MOST LIKELY BE. YOU CAN TRY AND MAYBE BE TAUGHT HOW TO DO THE OTHER BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST CANT SINCE IT HAS BECOME SECOND NATURE TO YOU. THATS WHY THERES PEOPLE FROM BOTH SIDES THATS NEEDED TO MAKE THINGS WORK. THOSE THAT ANALYZE AND THOSE THAT THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX. THINK ABOUT HOW YOU THINK... THINK ABOUT HOW OTHER PEOPLE THINK... YOU KNOW YOURSELF BEST BUT ITS ALWAYS INTERESTING TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW OTHER PEOPLE THINK. I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT, I WANT TO KNOW HOW THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT IT. THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE TO IT AND EVERYONE THINKS DIFFERENTLY. PERSONALLY... I THINK IM A MIX OF ALL OF THEM... I LOOK AROUND FOR WHAT I KNOW AND ANALYZE THE WHOLE THING AND DECIDE TO LEAVE IT FOR A WHILE AND THEN COME BACK TO IT LOL. HEY, IT WOULDNT BE CALLED RICKYS RANDOMNESS IF RICKY WASNT RANDOM LOL. SO HOW DO YOU THINK?

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ENDGAME & G.O.T - NO SPOILERS

WOW... JUST WOW!!! WHAT A WEEKEND!!! FORGET WHATEVER ELSE I DID ON THE WEEKEND, THE MAIN THING WAS AVENGERS: ENDGAME AND GAME OF THRONES S08E03. OMG! IF YOU CAUGHT EITHER ONE OR EVEN BOTH THEN YOU KNOW HOW AMAZING BOTH WERE. IT WAS AN INTENSE DAY... WATCHING BOTH BACK TO BACK. SO I WAS PLANNING ON WRITING THE REVIEW FOR BOTH ENDGAME AND GAME OF THRONES BUT THERE IS STILL A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO HAVENT WATCHED IT YET. IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER TO ME, BUT FOR THE BIGGEST MOVIE AND BIGGEST BATTLE EVER, I DECIDED NOT TO SPOIL IT. I WILL WRITE A FEW WORDS ABOUT EACH THOUGH. DONT WORRY, THERES NO SPOILERS! WHAT DID YOU THINK ABOUT BOTH? LET ME KNOW OR MSG ME ABOUT IT LOL.

AVENGERS: ENDGAME!!! I WAS WONDERING HOW THEY WERE GOING TO FIX EVERYTHING BUT DID NOT SEE THAT COMING. LOTS OF FUNNY PARTS AND ONCE AGAIN THEY KILLED THE MOOD IN SOME AREAS TRYING TO BE FUNNY. THE FIGHTS WERE GREAT! I HAVE SOME PROBLEMS WITH WHAT THEY DID, AND THERE WERE SOME QUESTIONABLE THINGS TOO, BUT OVERALL I LIKED THE MOVIE. SO MUCH HAPPENED IN IT AND YOU HAD TO PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO EVERYTHING. IT DIDNT REALLY FEEL LIKE 3 HOURS BECAUSE THEY PACKED SO MUCH INTO IT. MAKE SURE YOU GO TO THE WASHROOM AHEAD OF TIME. I WENT MULTIPLE TIMES TO MAKE SURE THAT I WASNT GOING TO MISS ANYTHING WHEN IT WAS ON. SO MANY PEOPLE DIDNT MAKE IT AND HAD TO GO DURING THE MOVIE. I DIDNT EVEN DRINK MUCH OF MY DRINK JUST TO MAKE SURE AS WELL HAHA. SO SIDENOTE... SOMEONE... I WONT SAY WHO... BUT SOMEONE WATCHED THE MOVIE EARLIER THAN ME AND TOLD ME THAT THEY WERE GOING TO SPOIL IT FOR ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT THE MOVIE... OF COURSE IM LIKE DONT, IL KILL YOU, IL BLOCK YOU, BLA BLA BLA. THEY DIDNT DO IT, AND THEN A DAY AFTER OPENING THEY SENT ME MSGS ABOUT IT... I DIDNT READ IT OBVIOUSLY... BUT THEY SENT ME MORE MESSAGES ON OTHER PLATFORMS THAT WE HAVE EACH OTHER ON... THEY SENT ME MSGS, I DIDNT REPLY, AND THEY KEPT SENDING IT. SO I GO AND BLOCK THEM AND TRY TO AVOID SEEING ANYTHING THAT THEY WROTE, WHICH I FIGURED WOULD MOST LIKELY BE TROLLING BUT THE MESSAGING APP SHOWS ONE LINE OF PREVIEW AND THAT CANT BE UNSEEN, WHICH I WAS PISSED AND HOPED IT WASNT A REAL SPOILER. FINALLY AFTER THE MOVIE I CHECK ALL THE OTHER MSGS THAT THEY SENT AND GUESS WHAT... THEY WERE ALL REAL SPOILERS... WHO THE HELL ACTUALLY DOES THAT... IM LEGIT PISSED OFF!!! YOU WAIT AN ENTIRE YEAR FOR THIS... HELL YOU WAITED OVER 10 YEARS FOR THIS AND THEY SPOIL IT... YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS TO AVOID SPOILERS FOR 3 DAYS? THEY WATCHED IT ON OPENING NIGHT AND I WATCHED IT ON SUNDAY... IT WASNT EVEN THAT FAR AWAY... ANYWAYS... LONG STORY SHORT I BLOCKED THAT PERSON AND I HAVENT TALKED TO THEM AND WHEN I SEE THEM OR WHEN I ACTUALLY TALK TO THEM IM GOING TO FLIP BECAUSE THATS NOT COOL AND I HATE SPOILERS. EVERYONE I TALKED TO ABOUT IT AGREES TOO. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU. OVER 10 YEARS TO GET TO THIS POINT AND YOU DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THAT... I MIGHT JUST NEVER TALK TO THEM EVER AGAIN... THE MOVIE HAS ALREADY BROKEN ALL RECORDS... ALL PRESALE RECORDS... ALL OPENING DAY RECORDS... ALL OPENING WEEKEND RECORDS... AND IT GOING TO KEEP GOING. I CANT SEE ANY OTHER MOVIE THAT WILL BE AS CRAZY AS THIS EVER AGAIN. NOT STAR WARS OR AVATAR. ALRIGHT NOW FOR THE LAST BIT. MOVIE WAS GREAT AND INTENSE AND I GIVE IT A 9.8/10. THAT IS ONE OF THE HIGHEST RATINGS I HAVE EVER GIVEN FOR A MOVIE. NOT TOO MANY MOVIES BEAT THAT. IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED THE MOVIE YET, GO AND WATCH IT.

GAME OF THRONES!!! WENT TO WATCH THIS AFTER ENDGAME AND DINNER. IT WAS AMAZING!!! SAME THING JUST LIKE ENDGAME THIS EPISODE WAS AN ACCUMULATION OF ALMOST 10 YEARS OF STORIES THAT HAVE LED US TO THIS MOMENT. THE ENTIRE SERIES HAS LED UP TO THIS MOMENT, AND IT SURE DIDNT DISAPPOINT. WHAT AN AMAZING EPISODE!!! IT WAS EPIC ON SO MANY LEVELS. IT WAS A NICE LONG EPISODE THAT WOULD HAVE SUCKED IF IT WAS ONLY AN HOUR LONG. EVERYONE IS COMPLAINING ABOUT IT BEING TOO DARK, AS IN THE LIGHTING WAS DARK, AND I AGREE. THIS IS NOT A SPOILER BECAUSE ITS JUST A POINT ABOUT THE EPISODE, NOT ANYTHING SPECIFIC. YOU KNOW PEOPLE WERE GOING TO DIE AND IT WAS JUST CRAZY TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED AND WHO MIGHT HAVE DIED. THAT WAS MOST DEFINITELY THE BEST BATTLE OF THE SERIES EVER. WHERE DO YOU GO FROM THERE? THERES ONLY 3 EPISODES LEFT!!! THE SERIES IS SO UNPREDICTABLE... THERES NO TELLING WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. I CANT WAIT!!! THE EPISODE WAS DEFINITELY A 9.3/10.

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