WHY DO I KEEP WRITING...

IVE BEEN WRITING THIS BLOG FOR 3.5 YEARS NOW... EVERY WEDNESDAY WITHOUT FAIL... SO THE QUESTION IS WHY DO I KEEP WRITING... HONESTLY SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW... SOMETIMES I DONT HAVE A TOPIC OR I FEEL LAZY AND I JUST DONT WANT TO DO IT... BUT I HAVE TO!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT I FEEL HELPS ME. NOT THE FACT THAT I EXPECT TONS OF PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY READ THIS... I DONT EVEN EXPECT 10  PEOPLE TO READ IT... I THINK MAYBE LIKE 5 PEOPLE EVER READ THIS... AND HALF OF THEM ARE PART TIME READERS TOO HAHA. I JUST DO IT FOR MYSELF. ITS SOMETHING THAT GETS WHATEVER IM THINKING OR RANTING ABOUT OUT. SOME PEOPLE READ AND SOME PEOPLE WORK OUT, I WRITE THIS ALL CAPS LOCKED GIANT RUN ON PARAGRAPH LOL. I LIKE BEING ABLE TO PUT MY THOUGHTS OUT AND JUST HAVING IT OUT THERE. I KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE MAY AGREE AND LOTS MAY DISAGREE BUT THATS NOT THE POINT, THIS IS MY OPINION AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN LEAVE!!! THE MAIN REASON IVE ACTUALLY KEPT UP WITH THIS WEEK AFTER WEEK IS THAT ITS LIKE A GOAL... YOU HAVE TO WORK HARD AND KEEP AT IT OBTAIN IT, AND I KNOW THAT IF I CAN DEDICATE TIME EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL TO WRITE SOMETHING DOWN AND POST IT THEN I CAN PUT THAT KIND OF ENERGY, EFFORT, MOTIVATION, AND DETERMINATION INTO ANYTHING ELSE I WANT. IF I CAN DO THIS THEN I CAN REALLY DO ANYTHING ELSE I PUT MY MIND TO. ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

OTHER NEWS... OUR FOOTBALL TEAM WON AGAIN :) WE STANDING AT 2-2 AND AFTER WE WIN THIS WEEK WE GOING TO BE 3RD IN THE DIVISION AND GONNA MAKE PLAYOFFS. HALF OF THE TEAM HAS SAID THAT THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOK FORWARD TO ALL WEEK AND THAT THEY CANT WAIT TO PLAY AND I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I LOVE PLAYING FOOTBALL. OUR TEAM IS JUST AWESOME!!! WE HAVE A GREAT BUNCH OF GUYS WHO GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE AND HAS EACH OTHERS BACK. WE ARE IMPROVING WEEK AFTER WEEK AND YOU SHOULD SEE HOW LOUD I GET AT THE GAMES... ITS SO INTENSE!!! ITS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT PLAYING THAT GETS YOU SO FIRED UP AND READY TO GO. PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN A 5 BLOCK RADIUS OF THE PARK IS ABLE TO HEAR ME... IM NOT EVEN KIDDING... LOL. MY SOCCER TEAM HOWEVER LOST THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME SO NOW WE JUST PLAY FOR PRIDE IN THE CONSOLATION GAMES. WORK.... WELL WORKS BEEN MAD BUSY... MEETINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND WORKING LATE EVERYDAY THAT SEEMS TO BE THE NORM... FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS... I THOUGHT AFTER THE RUSH WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN FEBRUARY I WOULD BE GOOD... BUT NOPES... THERES A RUSH IN APRIL AND A BIT IN MAY/JUNE ALONG WITH ALL THE OTHER STUFF IN BETWEEN... BUT I CAN SEE THE LIGHT!!! AFTER MID JUNE IT WILL ALL CALM DOWN... I WILL FINALLY HAVE TIME AND BE MORE NORMAL LOL. THERES JUST TOO MUCH TO DO AND TOO LITTLE TIME... AND WITH THAT SAID IM GOING TO SLEEP CAUSE IM TIRED... THEN BACK TO IT AGAIN TOMORROW............

RT