WHY WAIT...

WHY WAIT... THAT TRULY IS THE QUESTION... LIFES TOO SHORT TO WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN... YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. DONT JUST ALLOW THINGS TO TO HAPPEN. WANT IT ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND MAKE IT HAPPEN RIGHT NOW!!! WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF??? FAILURE??? FAILING IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO SUCCEED EVEN MOREAND MAKES YOU APPRECIATE IT MORE WHEN YOU FINALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT OR WHAT YOU WORKED SO HARD FOR. PROVE ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SAID YOU CANT DO IT. WHEN YOURE WAITING WHO KNOWS HOW LONG IT WILL BE BEFORE IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS... OR IF IT WILL EVER EVEN HAPPEN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! WHILE YOU WAIT YOU COULD HAVE ALREADY BEEN DOING SOMETHING THAT GETS YOU TO THAT POINT OR THING YOU WANT. SO WHY WAIT... WAITING TAKES TOO MUCH ENERGY... HOPING AND WAITING FOR SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NOT EVEN HAPPEN... AT LEAST WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT YOU KNOW THERES A CHANCE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN. YOU HAVE TO BE PROACTICE. SITTING THERE DOES NOTHING FOR YOU... OR FOR WHAT YOU WANT. ACTIVELY MAKE THINGS HAPPEN, IF YOURE NOT GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN FOR YOURSELF, WHO WILL??? LIFE DOESNT WORK THAT WAY... YOU GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE ON BLIND LUCK... MAKE IT HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! DONT WAIT!!! DO IT NOW!!! GET TO IT!!! THERE REALLY IS NO BETTER TIME THAN THE PRESENT.

WITH THAT BEING SAID... ITS ALREADY APRIL AND A THIRD OF THE YEAR HAS ALREADY PAST... I SAID TO MYSELF THAT I WANTED TO GET SOME THINGS DONE THIS YEAR AND ITS ABOUT TIME THAT I STOPPED WAITING AND STARTED DOING. SO NO MORE BEING LAZY AND MAKING EXCUSES. TIME TO START STARTING :)

SO WORKS BEEN CRAZY... OT ALL DAY EVERYDAY... 1ST TIME PULLING A 12 HOUR IN ALMOST A YEAR... BUT THEN AGAIN I ONLY WORKED SO LONG CAUSE I WAS WAITING TO PICK UP DAD. PLUS I HAVE A BUNCH OF STUFF THATS BEEN STACKING UP TO DO. FINALLY CAUGHT UP ON EMAILS, FOLLOW UPS, PAPER WORK, ORGANIZING AND EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN. IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE THINGS BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE... BEFORE EVERYTHING PUKED ALL OVER MY TABLE LOL. SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME... I REALLY DONT MIND WORKING LATE CAUSE I LIKE IT. I GET MORE DONE AFTER WORK THEN I DO DURING WORK... I WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT SOMETHING ELSE ALWAYS COMES UP, NOT TO MENTION THE STUPID AMOUNT OF CALLS THAT COME IN AND I MAKE THAT BLOCKS OFF A TON OF TIME. IT STILL IS A BUSY TIME OF THE YEAR FOR SOME REASON... SHOULD HAVE BEEN OVER BUT SOON... SOOOOOOOOOOOOON... IN ABOUT A WEEK I THINK IL BE FREE-ER... THEN BUSY FOR ANOTHER 2 AND THEN IT SHOULD BE WAY BETTER LOL. IN THE MEANWHILE... GRIND GRIND GRIND...

SO FINALLY LAST WEEK WAS OUR FIRST FOOTBALL GAME OF THE SEASON!!! I WAS SUPER STOKED!!! MORE SO THAN NORMAL... GOT THERE EARLY TO CHECK OUT THE OTHER TEAMS AND GAMES. THEN IT WAS FINALLY OUR TURN :) THE OTHER TEAM WAS NEW TOO BUT THEIR CAPTAIN MOST DEFINITIVELY PLAY... ALL HIS TEAM MATES ARE ACTIVE FOR SURE... 6'3 6'5 GUYS WHO CAN RUN AND JUMP... AND A DUDE WHO HAD A FULL ON VIKING BEARD... I CALLED HIM VIKING DURING THE GAME LOL. HERE WE WERE A BUNCH OF NOOBS LITERALLY... FOR ALMOST ALL OF US IT WAS OUR FIRST EVER FOOTBALL GAME... WE DID OK... WE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT WE PLAYED WELL. STILL LOTS TO LEARN AND ESPECIALLY THE STUPID OBSTRUCTION CALLS... WE HAD LIKE A DOZEN PENALTIES BECAUSE OF THAT... HAHA................... IT WAS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE AND NOW WE KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND I CANT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO PLAY!!! ITS A 9AM GAME... WE GONNA HAVE A BIT OF A PRACTICE BEFORE THAT... AT... 730AM... AHEAHEHAH.

OH OH OH SO THE NEW SOCCER SHOES I BOUGHT FOR BOTH FOOTBALL AND SOCCER, I FINALLY WORE THEM TO AT MY SOCCER GAME. FUNNY CAUSE IVE WORN IT 3 TIMES FOR FOOTBALL BUT HAVENT WORN THEM FOR SOCCER YET EVEN THOUGHT THEY ARE FORE SOCCER... ANYWAYS... NEW SHOES FOR SOCCER ANDDDDDDDDD I SCORED A GOAL LOL. BUDDY SAID IT MUST BE THE SHOES HAHA.

LET ME JUST SAY ONE THING... PLAYING FOOTBALL IN THE MORNING/AFTERNOONISH AND PLAYING SOCCER AT NIGHT IS A BAD IDEA... 2 GAMES IN A DAY IS FREAKING TIRING... FOOTBALL IS TIRING CAUSE I PLAYED THE ENTIRE GAME... AND SOCCER IS TIRING BECAUSE OF THE SPRINTS AND CHASE DOWNS... FOOTBALL EVEN THOUGH ITS SHORT BURTS AND THEN I CAN WALK BACK IS LESS TIRING THAN SOCCER... BUT THE FEELING THE NEXT DAY AND THE DAY AFTER... EVERYTHING WAS DEAD... EVERYTHING WAS SORE... EVERYTHING HURT... WELL THATS JUST THE START SO WITH MORE GAMES ENDURANCE AND STAMINA WILL BE BACK SO IT WILL BE BETTER................. I HOPE... LOL. NOW TO GET SOME OF THAT MUCH NEEDED REST :)

RT