IM SITTING HERE...

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD I DONT REALLY HAVE A TOPIC TODAY... LOL. IVE BEEN TOO BUSY THE PAST WEEK WITH WORK AND REST OF LIFE THAT I DIDNT REALLY THINK OF A TOPIC TO WRITE... I COULD USE ONE OF MY BACK UP TOPICS BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO WASTE THEM ON A HALF ASS-ED POST LIKE THIS ONE IM TYPING UP RIGHT NOW HAHA. IVE SORTA HAVE HAD A LOT ON MY MIND AS WELL SO IM REALLY ALL OVER THE PLACE... IM EVEN MORE RANDOM THAN NORMAL I THINK... IF THATS POSSIBLE. ANYWAYS... WHAT CAN I SAY... THATS LIFE. LETS SEE IF I CAN SALVAGE THIS POST...

PAST WEEKEND JUST HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND WATCHED THE FOREST, WATCHED MY FOOTBALL TEAM PLAY, AND SUPERVISED MY FRIENDS MOVE. SO BASICALLY I SAT AROUND WATCHING THINGS HAPPEN ALL WEEKEND... OH OH OH THE FOREST MOVIES WAS MEH... NOTHING REALLY SCARY... OR SCARY SO, SO THAT WAS NO FUN. WENT TO ANTON'S, AND ATE TOO MUCH PASTA. WAITED ABOUT AN HOUR IN LINE SO THAT WASNT TOO BAD. ALSO HAD LEFTOVERS FOR BREAKFAST. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT SUCKS JUST SITTING AROUND, STANDING AROUND, NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING. EVEN SITTING HERE TYPING THIS OUT RIGHT NOW MY BACK IS HURTING AND SO IS MY NECK... STILL GOING TO PHYSIO ABOUT 2/3 TIMES A WEEK. THEN WORKED THE REST OF THE WEEK UP TO NOW AND JUST SITTING HERE, TYPING THIS...

WELL... BEEN THINKING ABOUT THINGS AND IN THE END I CAME  BACK TO THE SAME CONCLUSION OF JUST DO WHAT I WANT AND WHO CARES ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. JUST DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, YES YES IVE SAID THIS BEFORE AND YES YES EVERYONE SAYS IT AS WELL. WHY NOT BE HAPPY? YOU DESERVE IT! IF YOU DONT DESERVE IT, THEN WHO DOES? IN THE END ITS ALL ABOUT YOU, SO DO WHAT YOU WANT AND DONT LET ANYTHING STOP YOU FROM GETTING TO WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT. THERES A FEW THINGS I WANT RIGHT NOW AND IM CONSTANTLY WORKING ON ONE AND ITS GOING WELL, JUST WORKED ON ANOTHER AND ITS GOING WELL SO FAR, AND THE REST... WELL... THEY ARE IN THE WORKS. OK...

IM PASSING OUT RIGHT NOW... SO ITS TIME TO GET OUT OF HERE AND THIS SAD SAD POST LOL. 

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A LOT ABOUT NOTHING... BUT SOMETHING ABOUT EVERYTHING

OK... SO I HAD A TOPIC AND IT WAS ABOUT SOMETHING TO DO WITH SOMETHING BUT NOW I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT IT WAS GOING TO BE ABOUT... THIS QUICKLY TURNED INTO A POST ABOUT NOTHING... THERES A FEW THINGS I COULD TALK ABOUT BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE IVE ALREADY INVESTED IN WRITING ABOUT NOTHING SO I HAVE TO KEEP THAT GOING LOL. WELL... I GUESS I CAN WRITE A BIT ABOUT A FEW RANDOM THINGS... YA... THAT WORKS. IL WRITE SOME RANDOM RANDOMNESS BUT NOT REALLY RANDOM SINCE I NOW HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT... SO TECHNICALLY ITS NOT A LOT ABOUT NOTHING ANY MORE... AND MORE OF SOMETHING TO DO WITH A LOT OF SOMETHING HAHA

MOST PEOPLE DO THEIR JOBS WELL... I SUPPOSE... AND I SAY MOST BECAUSE I DO KNOW PEOPLE WHO SUCK AT THEIR JOBS AND REALLY SHOULD NOT BE DOING WHAT THEY ARE DOING. GRANTED, THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARE GOOD OR OVER QUALIFIED FOR THEIR JOBS BUT THATS ANOTHER THING. I JUST HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN DO YOUR JOB BETTER THAN YOU CAN. YES THIS HAPPENS TO EVERYONE BUT IN MY KIND OF JOB WE ARE SPECIALISTS IN OUR FIELD AND THIS MOFO KEEPS TRYING TO MESS WITH EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING TELLING WRONG INFORMATION AND TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK BAD AND TOTALLY STUPID. WHEN IN FACT THE GUYS INFORMATION IS WRONG OR OUTDATED OR JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE. DUDE!!! THIS IS WHAT I DO!!! YOU APPARENTLY HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO LOOK EVERYTHING UP, COPY AND PASTE, AND EXPLAIN WHAT YOU THINK IS THE CORRECT WAY WHEN IT IS NOT. IF WE HAD IT YOUR WAY THEN NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO GET DONE. NO ONE LIKES THIS IDIOT AND THEY ARE JUST AGGRESSIVE TO EVERYONE AND TRIES TO BULLY THEM. IF IT WASNT BECAUSE IM BEING HELD AT A HIGHER STANDARD OR THAT TECHNICALLY THEY ARE MY CLIENTS I WOULD JUST RIP THEM APART AND MOST LIKELY END UP IN A FIGHT. INSTEAD I AM CIVIL AND HAVE TO KEEP MY COOL AND BE PROFESSIONAL. DO YOU SEE ME TELLING YOU HOW TO DO YOUR JOB? NO! SO STFU!!! YOU THINK YOU CAN BE LOUDER THAN ME? NO!!! CAUSE I WILL DESTROY YOU, YOU STUPID IDIOT. WHO DO YOU EVEN THINK YOU ARE TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT. ANYWHERE ELSE THAN THIS AT WORK, YOU WOULD HAVE HAD THE CRAP BEATEN OUT OF YOU A HUNDRED TIMES OVER. ONCE AGAIN... I TAKE THE HIGH ROAD, AND CARRY ON.

MY CITY REALLY IS SMALL... IF YOU DIDNT KNOW, I LIVE IN VANCOUVER. IVE MENTIONED IT A COUPLE OF TIMES HERE AND THERE BUT ANYWAYS... VANCOUVER IS SMALL... ITS A BIG CITY AND ALL BUT EVERYONE IN IT IS SMALL. BY THAT I MEAN SOMEHOW YOU WILL MEET SOMEONE WHO KNOWS SOMEONE OR KNOWS YOU. EVERYONE KNOWS EVERYONE. YOU REALLY CANT GET AWAY. DONT THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY FROM PEOPLE FROM VANCOUVER BY GOING TO SEATTLE... YOU WILL FIND TONS OF VANCOUVER PEOPLE THERE. THERES BEEN A FEW TIMES THAT IVE BUMPED INTO VANCOUVER PEOPLE IN CHINA... IN THE OUTSKIRTS OF THE CITIES IN RURAL PLACES IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. SAME WITH HONG KONG, I BUMP INTO PEOPLE THERE THAT I NEVER EVEN SEE AT HOME... THIS IS HONESTLY WHY YOU CANT DO ANYTHING STUPID OR PUTS YOU OUT THERE. WORD TRAVELS SO FAST IN THIS CITY AND SOONER OR LATER YOU WILL MEET SOMEONE THAT KNOWS YOU OR SOMEONE KNOWS SOMEONE. THATS WHY I NEVER EVER WANT TO BURN A BRIDGE OR DO SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE NOTICE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO OR WHEN OR WHERE YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE OR NEED SOMETHING FROM SOMEONE OR MEET SOMEONE WHO KNOWS YOU OR KNOWS SOMEONE. ITS ALL ABOUT RELATIONSHIP AND WHO YOU KNOW IN THIS LIFE AND YOU NEVER WANT TO PISS OFF THE WRONG PERSON, BECAUSE YOU REALLY NEVER KNOW WHO THEY KNOW AND YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WILL NEED THEIR HELP. WITH THAT BEING SAID... IM SORT OF KNOWN AROUND BUT ONLY AS THE CAPSLOCK GUY, WHICH IF FINE BECAUSE ITS REALLY NOTHING, PEOPLE RECOGNIZE ME OR FROM FB POSTS OR FROM IG. ITS JUST AMAZING HOW EVERYONE IS CONNECTED THESE DAYS SO JUST MAKE SURE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING.

PEOPLE COME IN AND OUT OF EVERYONES LIFE. IVE SAID THIS BEFORE, THAT I LIKE CATCHING UP WITH OLD FRIENDS WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN A WHILE. I ALWAYS LIKE TO KEEP THAT CONNECTION EVEN IF WE ARENT CLOSE, I WOULD STILL LIKE TO BE FRIENDS BECAUSE WE MET FOR A REASON. SOMETIMES ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO THAT THOUGH. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN PRIORITIES AND WORK AND LIFE JUST GETS IN THE WAY A LOT OF THE TIME. I KNOW SOMEONE WILL SAY OH IF YOU REALLY WANT TO THEN YOU WILL MAKE THE TIME. WELL OF COURSE YOU WILL BUT WILL YOU REALLY UP A FRIEND YOU HAVENT SEEN OR TALKED TO IN 8 YEARS TO GO HANG OUT? MAYBE... MAYBE NOT. THATS WHAT IM SAYING. I DO TRY AND RECENTLY BEEN TALKING TO SOME OLD FRIENDS AGAIN AND ITS NICE. ALSO IT JUST SO HAPPEN CONSEQUENTIALLY AN OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN PROBABLY 10+ YEARS ENDED UP WORKING WITH ONE OF THE COMPANIES I DEAL WITH. WE BOTH REMEMBER EACH OTHER OF COURSE, I MEAN WHO CAN FORGET ME RIGHT :) TALKED A BIT AND NOW WE GOING TO GO OUT TO CATCH UP. THINK ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT YOU USE TO TALK TO, AND NOT THINK ABOUT WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THEM, WHY OR HOW DID YOU STOP TALKING TO EACH OTHER. IVE ALWAYS WONDERED WHAT IF WE WERE ABLE TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH EVERYONE WE EVER MET OR OLD FRIENDS. FIRSTLY THAT WOULDNT BE POSSIBLE SINCE IT WOULD TAKE TOO MUCH TIME, BUT MAINLY BECAUSE THAT TIME HAS PASSED. I MEAN, YA YOU CAN CATCH UP WITH SOME AND IT WOULD ALL BE FINE, BUT MANY YOU STOPPED TALKING TO OR JUST LOST CONNECTION WITH FOR A REASON. DONT GET ME WRONG, IF I BUMP INTO SOMEONE I USE TO KNOW IL STILL TALK TO THEM AND SEE HOW THEY ARE DOING, BUT IT WONT EVER BE THE SAME WAY IT WAS WHEN WE USE TO BE FRIENDS OR ACTUALLY TALKED.

SO IT WAS EASTER LONG WEEKEND AND WE GOT 4 DAYS OFF SO THAT WAS NICE. PRETTY RELAXING, SAW SOME FRIENDS, HUNG OUT, WENT TO A CANUCKS GAME, SANG SOME KARAOKE, AND ATE SOME FOOD. I DONT REALLY LIKE PARTYING ANYMORE, I HAVENT REALLY LIKED IT IN A WHILE AND I CANT EVEN REALLY GO OUT THESE DAYS SINCE BODY STILL HURTS AND IS RECOVERING. THIS PROCESS IS SLOW AND I REALLY HATE IT. I REALLY WANT TO PLAY SPORTS AND I CANT... I PHYSICALLY CANT. EVERYONE!!! PSA ANNOUNCEMENT!!! AVOID CAR CRASHES AT ALL COST!!! BESIDES THE CAR GETTING TOTALLY, I FEEL LIKE I GOT TOTALLED. SO MANY THINGS STILL HURT THAT ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. WORK YOU SAY? YA WORK IS BUSY AGAIN, TOO MUCH TO DO AND TOO LITTLE TIME TO DO IT. EVERYTHING ELSE? WELL... WORKING ON MY OWN THING AND CANT WAIT TIL ITS GOOD TO GO. REALLY ONLY HAVE 4 MONTHS LEFT FOR THE DEADLINE... WONDER IF I CAN MAKE IT LOL.

OK NOW IM REALLY TIRED AND I THINK THERES A LOT OF GOOD MATERIAL ABOVE SO IM GOING TO SLEEP. GOODNIGHT ALL :)

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GIVING ADVICE... TAKING ADVICE...

ADVICE IS A FUNNY THING... WE GIVE IT AND WE TAKE IT... USUALLY WE TAKE ADVICE FROM SOMEONE WITH MORE EXPERIENCE IN THE FIELD OR SOMEONE WHOS A PROFESSIONAL OR JUST SOMEONE THAT JUST KNOWS MORE THAN YOU AND KNOWS WHAT THEYRE TALKING ABOUT. WE BASE OUR DECISIONS ON HOW WE SHOULD ACT OR REACT TO DIFFERENT SITUATIONS BECAUSE OF IT. WE ALSO GIVE ADVICE BASED ON OUR OWN EXPERIENCES OR OUR OWN EXPERTISE. THE ISSUE IS... WHY IS IT ALSO SO MUCH EASIER TO GIVE THE ADVICE THAN TO FOLLOW THE ADVICE... ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT EH... WE GIVE ADVICE AND PEOPLE GIVE US ADVICE... BUT WE NEVER REALLY LISTEN TO OURSELVES OR OTHERS... I MEAN WE WILL LISTEN AND CONSIDER IT AND GATHER THE OPINIONS OF OTHER PEOPLE BUT IN THE END WE USUALLY JUST END UP DOING WHAT WE WANT. GRANTED... SOMETIMES WE DO LISTEN BUT IF WE DONT LIKE WHAT WE HEAR WE JUST END UP SAYING: "SCREW IT" AND DO WHAT WE WANT... I GUESS ITS JUST NATURAL... GIVING ADVICE DOESNT HURT US, AND IT HELPS OTHERS. WHEN TAKING ADVICE IT CAN DIRECTLY IMPACT HOW SOMETHING WILL COME OUT ON THE OTHER SIDE. WE ALL JUST WANT THE BEST FOR OURSELVES AND NOT TO GET HURT AND THATS WHY WE ALWAYS OVER THINK THINGS AND NOT DOING WHAT WE SHOULD BE DOING... ESPECIALLY AFTER BEING GIVEN ADVICE ABOUT THE SITUATION... EVEN WHEN THE ADVICE IS RIGHT... ITS A HARD THING TO CHANGE... THE WORST PART IS WHEN WE END UP DOING WHAT WE WANT TO DO AND EVERYTHING GOES SOUTH, WE END UP REALIZING THAT WE SHOULD HAVE JUST DONE WHAT WE SHOULD HAVE DONE IN THE FIRST PLACE... WHICH WAS LISTEN TO THE ADVICE THAT WAS GIVEN... AND THEN THE PEOPLE WHO GAVE US THE ADVICE IN THE FIRST PLACE WILL GIVE US THE GOOD OLD: "I TOLD YOU SO" YAY........... WELL I GUESS IF WE DONT LISTEN THEN THATS A MISTAKE WE WERE WILLING TO MAKE IN THE FIRST PLACE... ITS NOT LIKE ANYONE WANTS TO HURT YOU WITH THEIR ADVICE... ITS NOT LIKE YOU DONT BELIEVE THEY ARE RIGHT... ITS JUST THAT......... YOU WERE ALWAYS GOING TO END UP DOING WHAT YOU WERE ALWAYS GOING TO DO ANYWAYS... AT THE END OF THE DAY WHETHER YOU LISTEN TO THE ADVICE OR NOT, AS LONG AS YOU LEARNED SOMETHING OUT OF IT, AND YOU LEARNED SOMETHING FROM YOUR MISTAKE, THEN SOMETHING GOOD WOULD HAVE COME OUT OF IT, AND ITS NOT A TOTAL LOSS. THATS MY ADVICE :)

WOOOO PREPPING UP FOR FOOTBALL SEASON IS AWESOME!!! OUR FOOTBALL HANDEGG TEAM IS STACKED!!! WE ARE SO READY!!! SOMEHOW WE ENDED UP HAVING A COACH FOR THE TEAM NOW AND WE ARE MOST DEFINITIVELY MAKING IMPROVEMENTS. I CANT WAIT TIL THE FOOTBALL SEASON STARTS NEXT MONTH!!! ITS GOING TO BE AWESOME!!! SPEAKING OF WHICH... FOOTBALL SOCCER SEASON JUST STARTED THE PAST WEEK AND WOW... I AM OUT OF SHAPE... I MEAN I CAN PLAY FOOTBALL NO PROBLEM BUT SOCCER... WOW I JUST GOT GASSED LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS RAINING LIKE MAD AND THE WIND WAS CRAZY HARD... WE WERE ALL DRENCHED PLAYING... WELL IT WAS ONLY THE FIRST GAME OF THE SEASON SO THATS OK, PLUS AS USUAL PART OF THE TEAM IS NEW SO GETTING TO GEL WITH EVERYONE TAKES A BIT OF TIME. ALSO SOMEHOW WE ENDED UP PLAYING THE WRONG TEAM... SO THAT WAS A WASH LOL. WE LOST THAT GAME BUT MEH. PLAYING FOOTBALL IM FINE WITH CAUSE ITS THERES A BIT OF BREAK BETWEEN PLAYS BUT IN SOCCER ITS JUST NONSTOP, AND WHEN YOU CHASE THE BALL DOWN AND NOTHING COMES OF IT THEN YOU JUST WASTED YOUR ENERGY... FOOTBALL HOWEVER ITS JUST SHORT BLASTS OF ENERGY AND THEN BREAK AND AGAIN FOR A FEW MORE DOWNS. THIS IS GOING TO BE INTERESTING TO SEE HOW IM GOING TO HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY TO PLAY BOTH... SINCE BOTH FOOTBALL AND SOCCER ARE BOTH ON SUNDAY... FOOTBALL GAMES ARE MORNING AND AFTERNOONS WHILE SOCCER IS EVENING AND LATE NIGHT... WOW... I AM GOING TO BE HELLA TIRED ON MONDAY MORNINGS... LOL... PLAYING ALL SORTS OF FOOTBALL HAHA. OH OH OH AND I GOT NEW GEAR :) NEW FOOTBALL RECEIVER GLOVES AND NEW FOOTBALL SOCCER SOCKS :) NOT SURE IF I SAID THAT... IM PRETTY SURE I DID BUT OH WELL :) ANDDDDDDDDDD WORK IS WORK... BUSY AS USUAL... OT... PAPERWORK... REPORTS... CALLS... EMAILS... WHAT ELSE IS NEW... RIGHT................. AND NOW IM OFF. UNTIL NEXT WEEK. STAY CLASSY~

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