Wednesday, 29 April 2015

A LITTLE LOST...

LATELY IVE BEEN FEELING LOST... NOT IN THE SENSE OF WHERE I AM BUT MORE OF THE WHERE I AM GOING. LIKE WHATS MY DIRECTION? EVERYONE FEELS IT SOMETIME, JUST THE FEELING OF NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU ARE DOING ANY MORE. LOOKING BACK IM THINKING HOW DID I GET TO THIS POINT... AND ITS ALL GOOD BECAUSE EVERYTHING HAPPENED THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSE TO, TO BRING ME TO WHERE I AM, BUT WHERE AM I GOING...??? I CANT REALLY SEE THAT FAR AHEAD RIGHT NOW. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE IN 5 YEARS, OR SEE WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO... I KNOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS TAKING ME. IM TOO BUSY RIGHT NOW WITH WORK AND FOOTBALL AND SOCCER TO REALLY CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE... I CANT EVEN GUESS WHERE THIS IS ALL LEADING ME TO... MAYBE ALL THIS IS JUST BUILDING UP TO SOMETHING ELSE, BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT THAT IS... IM HAPPY WITH MY JOB, AND WE JUST WON OUR 1ST GAME IN FOOTBALL, AND WE HAVING THE QUARTER-FINALS GAME FOR SOCCER, FRIENDS AND FAMILY IS DOING WELL AND EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER... FOR NOW... I ONLY KNOW THAT IN THE IMMEDIATE FUTURE THAT EVERYTHING IS SORTA SET BUT HOW ABOUT FARTHER DOWN THE ROAD??? I CANT SEE WHERE ALL OF THIS IS LEADING TO... THERES LOTS I WANT TO DO BUT HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO GET THERE??? SO MANY QUESTIONS... THE FUTURES A LITTLE BLURRY AND IM A LITTLE LOST... BUT I GUESS THATS THE FUN PART OF LIFE... NOT KNOWING WHATS COMING AND THE ADVENTURE THAT IT WILL BRING... THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS BE PREPARED FOR WHATS TO COME AND JUST TAKE IT ON HEAD FIRST... I MEAN... AFTERALL... THE BEST HAS YET TO COME, RIGHT?!?!?! :) 

RT

Wednesday, 22 April 2015

SICK??? WHATS THAT... OUCH!!!

SO JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW... IF YOU DIDNT ALREADY... I DO NOT GET SICK!!! I REPEAT... I DONT GET SICK. ITS A FACT. FROM TIME TO TIME I MIGHT NOT FEEL THE BEST OR FEELING WELL BUT THATS NOT SICK!!! LOL. SOOOO ANYWAYS SATURDAY WE WERE PLAYING FOOTBALL WHICH WAS AN AWESOME GAME AND IT HAD TO GO TO QUINTUPLE OVERTIME TO DECIDE A WINNER... UNFORTUNATELY WE LOST WITH A FINAL SCORE OF 14-13. ANYWAYS WENT WITH THE BOYS TO GO EAT AT THE GOOD OLD RIVER ROCK CASINO BUFFET... WHICH SEEMED LIKE A GREAT IDEA AT THE TIME... UNTIL 2 OF THE MEMBERS DECIDED TO EAT SO MUCH ALL THE WAY TO THE POINT OF PUKING... LIKE LITERALLY... THEY PUKED LOL IT WAS TOO FUNNY ESPECIALLY SINCE THE PERSON WHO SUGGESTED IT WAS THE 1ST TO PUKE HAHA. THEN WE DID SOME TEAM BONDING PLAYING POOL AND PEACED IT CAUSE WE ALL DRAINED AND FULL. I WENT HOME AND WENT TO BED AT 730... AND I DIDNT WAKE UP TIL 830 THE NEXT MORNING... WTF!!! I SLEPT 13 HOURS HAHA. MAN WAS I TIRED STILL THOUGH... ALSO CAUSE EVERYTHING HURT INCLUDING MY BACK WHICH HURTS AFTER EVER GAME FOR SOME REASON... SO WENT TO DIM SUM AND THEN CAME HOME NOT FEELING TOO WELL... POPPED A BUNCH OF MEDS AND WENT TO SLEEP SOME MORE... WOKE UP LIKE 7 HOURS LATER ONLY TO FINE THAT I WAS SWEATING UP A STORM LOL MUST HAVE SWEATED OUT ANYTHING THAT I WASNT FEELING WELL HAHA. SO FEELING BETTER I WENT TO PLAY SOCCER WOOOOO HEHE. IT WAS A GOOD GAME AND CLOSE GAME AND NEAR THE END OF THE GAME I COULD HAVE SCORED BUT I JUST COULDNT FINISH AND ENDED UP KICKING IT WIDE... SIGH... BUT WHILE I WAS DEKING THE OTHER TEAM I MUST HAVE MOVED WRONG AND I FELT SOMETHING IN MY BACK... INSTANT SHARP PAIN AND WAS LIKE NOPE NOPE NOPEEEEEEE SOMEONE GO ON LOL. FROM THAT DAY ON I COULDNT DO MUCH... IT WAS HURTING LIKE A BITCH... AND IT STILL DOES BUT NOT AS MUCH. BEFORE IT WAS A DEEP PAIN AND NOW ITS LIKE A BRUISING ON THE TOP LAYER OF SKIN. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I DID BUT I TOTALLY MESSED UP THAT BAD... I WAS OUT OF COMMISSION FOR A FEW DAYS LOL. OH AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT I DIDNT FEEL TOO WELL... NO I WASNT SICK... JUST CAUSE I HAD A FEVER AND SWEATED IT OUT A FEW TIMES... WAS COUGHING UP A LUNG THE PAST FEW DAYS... AND EVERYTHING HURT... DOESNT MEAN IM SICK!!! I DONT GET SICK... I DID HOWEVER HAVE CHICKEN POX, SARS, AND AVIAN FLU... SOOO THOSE DONT COUNT LOL. I DONT GET SICK AND WHEN I DO, I GET THE BIG THINGS LOL. WHEN I DONT FEEL WELL WHICH IS NOT SICK BUT JUST NOT FEELING 100% I POP A BUNCH OF PILLS AND IM BETTER THE NEXT DAY. SEE I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOME PEOPLE ARE SICK FOR DAYS OR EVEN MONTHS... I JUST DONT GET IT... LOL NOOBS HAHA. ANYWAYS I ALREADY PASSED OUT ONCE WRITING THIS AND ITS SORTA ALL THERES IS TO WRITE SINCE IVE BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND DIDNT DO MUCH CEPT PLAY FOOTBALL AND SOCCER AND PASS OUT SO TIME TO GET ME SOME REST AND BACK TO THE GRIND AGAIN TOMORROW LOL.

RT

Wednesday, 15 April 2015

WHY WAIT...

WHY WAIT... THAT TRULY IS THE QUESTION... LIFES TOO SHORT TO WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN... YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. DONT JUST ALLOW THINGS TO TO HAPPEN. WANT IT ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND MAKE IT HAPPEN RIGHT NOW!!! WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF??? FAILURE??? FAILING IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO SUCCEED EVEN MOREAND MAKES YOU APPRECIATE IT MORE WHEN YOU FINALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT OR WHAT YOU WORKED SO HARD FOR. PROVE ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SAID YOU CANT DO IT. WHEN YOURE WAITING WHO KNOWS HOW LONG IT WILL BE BEFORE IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS... OR IF IT WILL EVER EVEN HAPPEN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! WHILE YOU WAIT YOU COULD HAVE ALREADY BEEN DOING SOMETHING THAT GETS YOU TO THAT POINT OR THING YOU WANT. SO WHY WAIT... WAITING TAKES TOO MUCH ENERGY... HOPING AND WAITING FOR SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NOT EVEN HAPPEN... AT LEAST WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT YOU KNOW THERES A CHANCE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN. YOU HAVE TO BE PROACTICE. SITTING THERE DOES NOTHING FOR YOU... OR FOR WHAT YOU WANT. ACTIVELY MAKE THINGS HAPPEN, IF YOURE NOT GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN FOR YOURSELF, WHO WILL??? LIFE DOESNT WORK THAT WAY... YOU GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. YOU CANT JUST HOPE ON BLIND LUCK... MAKE IT HAPPEN... MAKE IT YOURS!!! DONT WAIT!!! DO IT NOW!!! GET TO IT!!! THERE REALLY IS NO BETTER TIME THAN THE PRESENT.

WITH THAT BEING SAID... ITS ALREADY APRIL AND A THIRD OF THE YEAR HAS ALREADY PAST... I SAID TO MYSELF THAT I WANTED TO GET SOME THINGS DONE THIS YEAR AND ITS ABOUT TIME THAT I STOPPED WAITING AND STARTED DOING. SO NO MORE BEING LAZY AND MAKING EXCUSES. TIME TO START STARTING :)

SO WORKS BEEN CRAZY... OT ALL DAY EVERYDAY... 1ST TIME PULLING A 12 HOUR IN ALMOST A YEAR... BUT THEN AGAIN I ONLY WORKED SO LONG CAUSE I WAS WAITING TO PICK UP DAD. PLUS I HAVE A BUNCH OF STUFF THATS BEEN STACKING UP TO DO. FINALLY CAUGHT UP ON EMAILS, FOLLOW UPS, PAPER WORK, ORGANIZING AND EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN. IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE THINGS BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE... BEFORE EVERYTHING PUKED ALL OVER MY TABLE LOL. SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME... I REALLY DONT MIND WORKING LATE CAUSE I LIKE IT. I GET MORE DONE AFTER WORK THEN I DO DURING WORK... I WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT SOMETHING ELSE ALWAYS COMES UP, NOT TO MENTION THE STUPID AMOUNT OF CALLS THAT COME IN AND I MAKE THAT BLOCKS OFF A TON OF TIME. IT STILL IS A BUSY TIME OF THE YEAR FOR SOME REASON... SHOULD HAVE BEEN OVER BUT SOON... SOOOOOOOOOOOOON... IN ABOUT A WEEK I THINK IL BE FREE-ER... THEN BUSY FOR ANOTHER 2 AND THEN IT SHOULD BE WAY BETTER LOL. IN THE MEANWHILE... GRIND GRIND GRIND...

SO FINALLY LAST WEEK WAS OUR FIRST FOOTBALL GAME OF THE SEASON!!! I WAS SUPER STOKED!!! MORE SO THAN NORMAL... GOT THERE EARLY TO CHECK OUT THE OTHER TEAMS AND GAMES. THEN IT WAS FINALLY OUR TURN :) THE OTHER TEAM WAS NEW TOO BUT THEIR CAPTAIN MOST DEFINITIVELY PLAY... ALL HIS TEAM MATES ARE ACTIVE FOR SURE... 6'3 6'5 GUYS WHO CAN RUN AND JUMP... AND A DUDE WHO HAD A FULL ON VIKING BEARD... I CALLED HIM VIKING DURING THE GAME LOL. HERE WE WERE A BUNCH OF NOOBS LITERALLY... FOR ALMOST ALL OF US IT WAS OUR FIRST EVER FOOTBALL GAME... WE DID OK... WE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT WE PLAYED WELL. STILL LOTS TO LEARN AND ESPECIALLY THE STUPID OBSTRUCTION CALLS... WE HAD LIKE A DOZEN PENALTIES BECAUSE OF THAT... HAHA................... IT WAS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE AND NOW WE KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND I CANT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO PLAY!!! ITS A 9AM GAME... WE GONNA HAVE A BIT OF A PRACTICE BEFORE THAT... AT... 730AM... AHEAHEHAH.

OH OH OH SO THE NEW SOCCER SHOES I BOUGHT FOR BOTH FOOTBALL AND SOCCER, I FINALLY WORE THEM TO AT MY SOCCER GAME. FUNNY CAUSE IVE WORN IT 3 TIMES FOR FOOTBALL BUT HAVENT WORN THEM FOR SOCCER YET EVEN THOUGHT THEY ARE FORE SOCCER... ANYWAYS... NEW SHOES FOR SOCCER ANDDDDDDDDD I SCORED A GOAL LOL. BUDDY SAID IT MUST BE THE SHOES HAHA.

LET ME JUST SAY ONE THING... PLAYING FOOTBALL IN THE MORNING/AFTERNOONISH AND PLAYING SOCCER AT NIGHT IS A BAD IDEA... 2 GAMES IN A DAY IS FREAKING TIRING... FOOTBALL IS TIRING CAUSE I PLAYED THE ENTIRE GAME... AND SOCCER IS TIRING BECAUSE OF THE SPRINTS AND CHASE DOWNS... FOOTBALL EVEN THOUGH ITS SHORT BURTS AND THEN I CAN WALK BACK IS LESS TIRING THAN SOCCER... BUT THE FEELING THE NEXT DAY AND THE DAY AFTER... EVERYTHING WAS DEAD... EVERYTHING WAS SORE... EVERYTHING HURT... WELL THATS JUST THE START SO WITH MORE GAMES ENDURANCE AND STAMINA WILL BE BACK SO IT WILL BE BETTER................. I HOPE... LOL. NOW TO GET SOME OF THAT MUCH NEEDED REST :)

RT

Wednesday, 8 April 2015

WHAT A WEEK...

WELL... WHAT A CHANGE OF PACE WAS THIS WEEK COMPARED TO LAST... IT WAS PRETTY QUIET LAST WEEK AND THE PAST WEEK WAS JUST NON-STOP GO GO GO!!! BESIDES THE FACT THAT MY COWORKER WAS ON VACA AND WE PICKED UP ALL HIS STUFF FOR WORK WHICH WAS BRUTAL... IT WAS ALSO A LONG WEEKEND :) IN FACT... IT WAS ACTUALLY A 4 DAY WEEKEND :) I GUESS I SHOULD JUST WRITE IT ALL OUT...

THURSDAY... HAD DINNER WITH A FRIEND :) IT WAS NICE AND GOT A CHANCE TO CATCH UP. THEN WENT OVER TO MY BUDDIES PLACE AND WITH ANOTHER FRIEND SPENT THE NEXT 4 HOURS HELPING HIM BUILD HIS STUPID DESK!!! LOLOL NO ITS NOT AN IKEA DESK... IT WAS A STAPLES DESK HAHA. IT WAS FUN BUILDING IT BUT IT WASNT FUN DOING IT IN A SUIT... LOL

FRIDAY... SURPRISINGLY WAS A CHILLER DAY... I JUST GOT A BUNCH OF MY OWN STUFF DONE AND THEN MET UP WITH FRIENDS AND JUST CHILLED OUT.

SATURDAY... AND IT BEGINS!!! IT WAS FAN EXPO VANCOUVER WEEKEND!!! WOOOOOOO WENT DOWNTOWN AND GOT MY GEEK ON :) I MAINLY WENT FOR KAREN GILLAN AND JOHN BARROWMAN :) BUT UNFORTUNATELY KAREN HAD TO CANCEL CAUSE SHE WAS SICK :'( SO GOT THERE WENT TO A PANEL WHICH WAS SORTA BORING... MET UP WITH THE BRO AND CHECKED EVERYTHING OUT :) EVENTUALLY IT WAS TIME FOR THE PHOTO OP WITH JOHN :) HEHE COULDNT WAIT TO DROP THE "WIRED" LINE ON HIM. IF YOU WATCH HIS STUFF THEN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN... IF NOT THEN YOUTUBE IT AND YOU WILL GET IT. HE HAD LIKE HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE LINED UP FOR HIM... AND IT LITERALLY TOOK 3 SECONDS PER PHOTO... SO 3 SECONDS PER PHOTO WITH HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE AT THE COST THEY WERE CHARGING... HES RICH!!!!!!!!! WELL... EVEN MORE SO THAN NORMAL HAHA. AFTER IT TURNS OUT HE WENT BACK TO DO A FEW MORE SIGNINGS, MOST LIKELY FOR PEOPLE WHO WERE GOT PHOTOS SO WENT AND ACTUALLY GOT A CHANCE TO TALK TO HIM. DROPPED THE LINE AGAIN AND WE JUST HAD A LAUGH. NICEST GUY EVER!!! PLUS HES AN AWESOME ACTOR. SO KEPT ON WALKING AROUND ALL DAY, DIDNT BUY MUCH AS THERE WASNT MUCH FOR ME TO GET THIS YEAR... ENDED UP GETTING SOME SKETCH BOOKS AND PICKED UP A FREE BOOK CAUSE IM ASIAN LIKE THAT... HAHA. GOT HOME AND WAS ABLE TO NAP FOR AN HOUR BEFORE I WENT TO TRITONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY WERE ANNOUNCED DURING THE WEEK THAT THEY WILL SHOW UP AT THE AFTER PARTY SOOOOO PARTY I GO :) BUMPED INTO LOTS OF FRIENDS AND LETS JUST SAY I PARTIED HARD... REALLY HARD LOL

SUNDAY... IT WAS A LITTLE ROUGH... WENT OUT WITH FAMILY TO TAKE CARE OF SOME BUSINESS AND THEN OFF TO FOOTBALL PRACTICE. WHICH I SHOULD MENTION I WAS RUNNING ON VERY LITTLE SLEEP... ABOUT 2 HOURS ACTUALLY LOL... ANYWAYS SOMEHOW I ENDED UP GETTING TALKED INTO GOING TO 3LAU HAHA. YUPS SOOOO BACK TO BACK PARTIES, BUT THIS TIME I DIDNT PARTY AS HARD. SORTA TIRED FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE AND FROM PRACTICE AND THE NO SLEEP BASICALLY... BUMPED INTO SOME OLD FRIENDS AS WELL SO THAT WAS NICE

MONDAY... DIDNT SLEEP THAT MUCH EITHER ACTUALLY... WASNT FEELING AS BAD AS THE DAY BEFORE BUT HAD TO WAKE UP EARLY TO GO TO MY ACCOUNTANTS PLACE TO GET MY TAXES DONE LOL. THEN BACK HOME GOT SOME SLEEP AND JUST CHILLED OUT. GOT SOME OTHER STUFF DONE, WATCHED SOME TV, A MOVIE, AND IRONED MY WORK GEAR LOL.

TUESDAY... OH DEAR... WHY............. EVERY TIME AFTER A LONG WEEKEND WORK ALWAYS BLOWS UP... TONS AND TONS OF STUFF TO DO, REPLIES TO SEND, FOLLOW UPS TO GO THROUGH... AND NOW BACK TO THE GRIND...

IM GLAD I WORKED LATE LAST WEEK TO GET THINGS PREPPED FOR THIS WEEK OR I WOULD HAVE BEEN SCREWED... I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO DO WORK STUFF ON THE WEEKEND AND I DIDNT :) I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT WORK AND PARTIED MY FACE OFF AND GOT A MUCH NEEDED BREAK FROM IT ALL HAHA.

LOL I GUESS THIS WEEK SERIOUSLY MADE UP FOR LAST WEEKS LACK OF A POST... THEN AGAIN THIS WEEK WAS MORE OF A UPDATE ON WHAT I DID INSTEAD OF AN ACTUAL POST ABOUT A TOPIC... BUT IT SORTA IS A TOPIC HAHA. ANYWAYS... IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS WEEKEND AS IT IS THE 1ST GAME FOR OUR NEW FOOTBALL TEAM :) WOOOOO YES I MEAN AMERICAN HAND-EGG LOL. AFTER THAT GAME IN THE EVENING I HAVE MY FOOTBALL SOCCER GAME... I PREDICT THAT I WILL BE BEYOND DEAD TIRED THE NEXT 2 DAYS... BUT IM SO STOKED FOR IT. ITS GOING TO BE AMAZING!!! CANT WAIT TO TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT NEXT WEEK. WE HAVE AN AMAZING BUNCH OF GUYS ON THE TEAM AND THIS IS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO UNTIL THEN :)

Wednesday, 1 April 2015

BLANK

WELL... ONCE AGAIN I ACTUALLY HAVE NO REAL TOPIC TO WRITE ABOUT... THE FACT IS THAT THIS POST WILL BE ABOUT NOT HAVING A POST... A POST THAT ISNT A POST... COME TO THINK OF IT... DONT YOU HAVE TIMES WHERE YOURE DOING SOMETHING AND THEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING... LIKE YOU JUST COMPLETELY SPACE OUT... EVERYTHING JUST GOES BLANK... HOWS THAT HAPPEN ANYWAYS... YOU JUST SITTING THERE AND THEN YOU DRIFT... AND SOON ENOUGH YOU JUST LOSE YOURSELF... BUT... HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU WERENT THERE... IT FEELS LIKE A VIDEO GAME OR SOMETHING, THAT YOURE LOOKING FROM BEHIND AND THEN JUST LIKE THAT YOURE BACK...

SINCE THIS POST IS A WRITE OFF... AND ITS A LONG WEEKEND... IL BE GETTING SOME QUALITY ME TIME :) IM GONNA GO FAN EXPO AND GET MY GEEK ON, GO SEE TRITONAL, HANG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS, AND MAYBE DO SOME WORK... IL FINALLY HAVE TIME TO CATCH UP ON SOME OF MY SHOWS THAT IM BEHIND IN... MOST LIKELY TAKE IT EASY, MINUS THE PARTY NIGHT... ALSO ITS A REST WEEK SINCE NEXT WEEK IM GOING TO BE PLAYING FOOTBALL IN THE AFTERNOON AND THEN SOCCER AT NIGHT :) WOOO CANT WAIT!!! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THE SEASON TO START ALL MONTH AND ITS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN AND TIRING FOR SURE. I EVEN GOT MYSELF SOME NEW CLEATS WOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOL. SOOO IL LEAVE THIS HERE AND SAY GOODNIGHT. GIVE ME SOME SUGGESTIONS ON TOPICS!!! THIS WEEK IVE JUST BEEN WORKING AND NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED... HENCE THE LACK OF A TOPIC LOL.

RT