THATS A WRAP FOLKS

THIS IS THE LAST POST OF 2015!!! CANT BELIEVE ITS ANOTHER YEAR AND LETS JUST SAY THIS REALLY IS SOME SORT OF END TO THE YEAR... GUESS ILL START OFF BY SAYING I RECENTLY... AND WHEN I SAY RECENTLY I MEAN SUNDAY... I GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT. WHILE DRIVING A FRIEND HOME SOME GUY DECIDES TO MAKE A LAST SECOND LEFT TURN... RIGHT INTO ME... AIRBAGS GO OFF AND IM SHAKEN AND PISSED. YOU CAN IMAGINE HOW PISSED OFF I WOULD BE!!! ANYWAYS I MAKE SURE MY FRIENDS OK THEN GET OUT AND SEE THAT MY CAR IS DONE. SO I CALL THE COPS AND IT TURNS INTO THIS BIG THING. DEALING WITH THIS AT 3AM IS NOT FUN. ANYWAYS HAVE IT ALL FIGURED OUT AND NOW IM JUST DEALING WITH ALL THE AFTERMATH STUFF. THIS IS WHAT I HATE... THE HASSLE OF THE WHOLE THING!!! I GOTTA CALL PEOPLE, WRITE STUFF, SEND STUFF, AND SEE PEOPLE. ITS ALREADY TAKEN UP A FEW DAYS OF MY TIME AND ON TOP OF IT ALL IM INJURED!!! NOW PLACES ARE HURTING AND I HAVE TO FREAKING DEAL WITH THIS BULLCRAP. OH AND ON TOP OF IT ALL SINCE THE CARS PRETTY SURE TOTALLED I HAVE TO GO LOOK TO BUY A NEW CAR... PROBLEM IS THERE ISNT MANY CARS I LIKE RIGHT NOW... SOOOOO THIS IS JUST NICE AND DANDY. THERES TOO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT THIS BUT IM JUST NOT IN THE MOOD FOR ANY OF THIS.

HOW WAS MY HOLIDAY AND CHRISTMAS??? WELL... SORTA RUINED BY THAT BUT BEFORE THAT IT WAS NICE. JUST WENT OVER TO AUNTS PLACE AND HAD DINNER. I TROLLED MY COUSIN AND WHEN SHE REALLY FOUND OUT WHAT I GOT HER SHE WAS PISSED!!! IT WAS FUNNY BUT MAN SHE WASNT HAPPY... NOT AT ALL LOL. SAW SOME FRIENDS HERE AND THERE SO THAT WAS NICE.

JUST LIKE THE END OF EVERY YEAR ITS TIME FOR THE HIGHLIGHTS OF THIS YEAR:

• GOT PROMOTED AT WORK
• 1ST FULL TIME JOB THAT I HELD FOR A FULL YEAR FROM BEGINNING TO END
• 1ST VACATION ON A FULL TIME JOB
• WENT TO VISIT GRANDMA, FRIENDS, AND FAMILY IN HONG KONG
• GAVE MYSELF A GOAL AND A DEADLINE FOR ACHIEVING IT, WHICH IS STILL IN PROGRESS
• WAS SINGLE THE WHOLE YEAR
• DID WHATEVER I WANTED THAT MADE ME HAPPY
• KEPT THIS BLOG GOING EVERY WEEK FOR ANOTHER YEAR... CANT BELIEVE THIS BLOG HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR 4 YEARS NOW... 
• CHALLENGED MYSELF TO DO THE JOURNAL ENTRY A DAY CHALLENGE AGAIN :) SO NOW YOU CAN ASK ME WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST 2 YEARS AND I CAN ACTUALLY TELL YOU LOL

LOOKING FORWARD I KNOW WORK IS GOING TO CONTINUE TO BE BUSY. I KNOW IM GOING TO CONTINUE WHAT I AM WORKING TOWARDS. I KNOW THAT NOTHING WORTH IT IS GOING TO BE EASY. I KNOW ITS GOING TO BE A LOT OF HARD WORK COMING. I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT EVERYTHING I AM WORKING FOR WORKS OUT. 

THIS REALLY BRINGS ME TO THE QUESTION OF WHETHER OR NOT I WILL KEEP THIS BLOG GOING... I REALLY DONT KNOW... 4 YEARS... EVERY WEEK FOR 4 YEARS... WITHOUT FAIL... THAT OVER 200 POSTS IVE WRITTEN!!! IVE ALREADY CUT BACK ON THE PICTURES BECAUSE IT WAS JUST WAY TOO MUCH WORK TO HAVE THEM UPLOADED AND INSERTED AND EVERYTHING. LAST YEAR I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO JUST POST HERE AND THERE WHENEVER I WANT... YET IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE SURVIVED ANOTHER YEAR. I GUESS EVERYTHING WILL BE REVEALED ALL IN GOOD TIME LOL. 

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR THE NEW YEAR??? PROB JUST HAND OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS. NOTHING BIG, I NEVER ACTUALLY LIKED BIG PARTIES LOL. FUNNY EH.

HOPE 2016 WILL START BETTER THAN THE WAY IT ENDED!!! ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR :) I CAN FEEL IT. WITH THAT I WISH EVERYONE AND YOUR FAMILY A HAPPY NEW YEAR. SEE YOU ALL NEXT YEAR. 

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LIVE SHOWS

SO I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT ALL THE SHOWS I HAVE GONE TO RECENTLY OR HEARD ABOUT. IM TALKING ABOUT CONCERTS, EVENTS, AND LIVE SPORTS. I DONT GO TO MANY CONCERTS BUT I HAVE BEEN TO A BUNCH FOR THE PEOPLE I LIKE A LOT, BUT I HAVE GONE TO MANY MANY MANYYYYYYYYY EVENTS, WHEN I SAY EVENTS I MEAN DJ SHOWS HAHA, AND TO QUTIE A FEW LIVE SPORTS. FOR BOTH CONCERTS AND EVENTS YOU ALREADY KNOW THEIR SONGS, YOUVE HEARD IT BEFORE THERES NOT MUCH NEW ABOUT IT. FOR BOTH CONCERTS AND SPORTS A LOT OF TIME YOU CAN WATCH IT ON TV OR ONLINE. SO FOR MOST OF THEM YOU HAVE EITHER HEARD IT BEFORE OR YOU CAN WATCH IT ELSEWHERE. THEN WHY IS IT THAT EVERYONE MAKES SUCH A BIG DEAL ABOUT GOING TO SEE IT LIVE...??? THE MAIN REASON IS THE ATMOSPHERE!!! WATCHING SOMETHING LIVE WITH FRIENDS OR FAMILY IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM JUST WATCHING OR LISTENING TO IT BY YOURSELF AT HOME. THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU AND THE ENERGY IN THE VENUE JUST BRINGS THE EMOTIONS AND ENERGY UP. BEING SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE SAME INTERESTS JUST MAKES FOR A BETTER TIME. THERES BEEN TIMES WHERE IM WATCHING A HOCKEY GAME OR BASKETBALL GAME OR SOCCER GAME AT HOME BY MYSELF AND WHEN THEY SCORE ITS JUST LIKE OK GOOD FOR THEM, BUT WHEN IM AT THE GAME ITS LIKE THE WHOLE PLACE JUST ERUPTS AND SCREAMS LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW. SAME THING FOR A PENALTY... AT HOME I WOULD JUST BE LIKE MEH, BUT AT A GAME I WOULD YELL AND SWEAR. IT ALL JUST TIES IN TO THE PSYCHOLOGY OF GROUP BEHAVIOUR/HERD BEHAVIOUR AND HOW PEOPLE ALIKE ACT IN GROUP SETTINGS. A BIG PART OF GOING TO SHOWS THESE DAYS ARE MORE ABOUT SOCIAL STATUS THAN ACTUALLY GOING FOR THE SHOW ITSELF. PEOPLE POST ALL OVER SOCIAL MEDIA TELLING EVERYONE AND SHOWING EVERYONE WHERE YOU ARE, HOW CLOSE YOU ARE, EITHER YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GO, OR WHO YOU KNOW. ITS ALL TOO TRUE THAT BEING ABLE TO GO TO SOMETHING THAT IS EXCLUSIVE OR SOLD OUT JUST MAKES THEM THINK IT ELEVATES THEM SOMEHOW. HONESTLY IVE DONE THE SAME THING BEFORE... IF YOU CHECK MY IG YOU CAN SEE A BUNCH OF THEM, BUT FOR ME I FEEL ITS MORE OF A JOURNAL OF MY LIFE... THEN AGAIN ITS NOT MUCH DIFFERENT OF TRYING TO LET PEOPLE KNOW WHAT OR WHERE I AM OR HAVE GONE. IT REALLY IS HUMAN NATURE ALWAYS TRYING TO ONE UP EACH OTHER, TRYING TO PROVE THAT THEY ARE BETTER, OR IN OTHER WORDS SHOW OFF LOL. NOT MUCH YOU CAN REALLY DO ABOUT THAT SINCE WE LIVE IN THE DIGITAL AGE AND WHERE SOCIAL MEDIA IS SO PREVALENT EVERYWHERE IN KEEPING EVERYONE CONNECTED. SNAPCHAT IS A PRIME EXAMPLE OF THIS AND PERISCOPE IS LIVE BROADCASTING TO THE WORLD WHERE YOU ARE. IT CAN ONLY GET WORSE IS WHAT I THINK... SO... WITH EVERYTHING SAID IM GOING TO A PARTY THIS WEEKEND AND IL MOST LIKELY HAVE PICTURES AND SNAPS UP ABOUT IT... AHEAHEHAHA

IN OTHER NEWS... IM STILL BLOCKED FROM FACEBOOK... I REALLY DONT NOTICE IT ANYMORE... I DONT GET CONSTANT NOTIFICATION FROM THEM SO THATS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD. WORKS WORK, GOT A FEW DAYS OFF FOR CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR SO SHORT WEEK THIS WEEK AND NEXT. THATS GOOD SINCE ITS A MUCH NEEDED LITTLE BREAK. JUST BEEN GOING OVERDRIVE FOR THE PAST YEAR ALMOST AND NEED A LITTLE BIT OF A BREATHER. EVEN MY VACATION WAS BUSY... SO NOW I GET A CHANCE TO JUST HANG OUT AND CHILL A BIT WITH THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS. OH OH OH THE PAST MONDAY WAS THE ANNUAL COMPANY CHRISTMAS DINNER. IT WAS NICE AND EVERYONE HAD A GREAT TIME :) AS THE SOCIAL COORDINATOR I HAD 5 GAMES SET UP, TALKED A BIT, AND DELIVERED THE SECRET SANTA PRESENTS. IT WAS GREAT JUST RELAXING WITH EVERYONE AND STUFFING OUR FACES LOL.

WELL CHRISTMAS IS ON FRIDAY SO I WISH ALL MY READERS AND THEIR FAMILIES A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY :)

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GOING TO SLEEP NOW...

THIS IS GOING TO BE A SAD SAD POST... SAD IN THE SENSE THAT ITS GOING TO BE SHORT AND REALLY NOT ABOUT ANYTHING. I HAD A FEW TOPICS BUT TOO LAZY AND TIRED TO WRITE ABOUT IT.

SO THERE WAS JUST ONE THING... ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS AND THAT MEANS NEW YEARS IS AROUND THE CORNER. WHEN PEOPLE MAKE NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS OR GOALS TO REACH, I ALWAYS FIND IT FUNNY. FUNNY HOW THEY ALL WANT TO START IT ON JANUARY 1. THAT DATE IS SO ARBITRARY. I MEAN IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER WHEN YOU START, YOU COULD EVEN START THE DAY YOU DECIDED TO START IT. PEOPLE JUST WANT TO THINK THAT THEY CAN DO IT SO THEY GIVE THEMSELVES TIME TO PREPARE AND START, BUT IN THE MEAN TIME THEY WANT TO KEEP DOING WHAT THEY ARE DOING... IF YOU REALLY WANTED A CHANGE OR SOMETHING YOU CAN DO IT ANY DAY!!! EVERYDAY IS JUST ANOTHER DAY. THERES NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT NEW YEAR, ITS JUST ANOTHER DAY. 

ANYWAYS WORKS STILL AS BUSY AS EVER AND WITH ALL THIS RAIN ITS CAUSING HELL WITH TONS OF PLACES. SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING... BLA BLA BLA. SCREW IT!!! IM GOING TO SLEEP!!!

POSITIVE POSITIVITY

I REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS WEEK AND EVEN HAD TO ASK SOME FRIENDS FOR TOPICS. LETS JUST SAY THIS WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT I DECIDED THAT ITS A PRETTY GOOD ONE. I WAS ALSO LAZY AND DIDNT WANT TO TYPE ANYTHING UP. I ACTUALLY PASSED OUT TRYING TO GET THIS POST GOING...

IM A PRETTY POSITIVE PERSON... EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT NOT SEEM LIKE IT ESPECIALLY SINCE I LOOK AND SOUND MORE LIKE A PESSIMIST... I WOULD CONSIDER MYSELF MORE OF A REALIST... I KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND WHAT THE LIMITS OF REALITY REALLY SHOULD BE... WITH THAT BEING SAID... IM STILL REALLY OPTIMISTIC ABOUT MY ABILITIES AND WHAT I REALLY CAN DO. YOU HAVE TO BE POSITIVE TO ACHIEVE ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE. ITS LIKE THE THE WORLD KNOWS WHEN YOU ARE BEING A DOWNER AND EVERYTHING JUST GOES THAT WAY AS WELL, BUT WHEN YOU ARE POSITIVE EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS TO WORK OUT SOMEHOW. NOT ONLY THAT BUT BEING POSITIVE IS STRONG CHARACTERISTIC TO HAVE. IT ALLOWS YOU TO BE ABLE TO HANDLE SITUATIONS THAT DONT GO YOUR WAY. WHEN THINGS DONT WORK OUT YOURE ABLE TO KEEP GOING AND SURVIVE. BEING POSITIVE ALSO LETS YOU KEEP SEEING ALL THE DIFFERENT POSSIBILITIES THAT THERE COULD BE, COMPARED TO JUST GIVING UP. EVEN PEOPLE AROUND YOU CAN FEEL THE POSITIVITY ABOUT A PERSON, AND THAT POSITIVENESS ATTRACTS ALIKE. THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO HELP YOU STAY POSITIVE, AND REMIND YOU WHEN THINGS DONT GO AS PLANNED. ITS A CIRCLE, POSITIVITY BREEDS POSITIVITY WHICH BRINGS POSITIVENESS.

YA... THIS WASNT MY BEST POST BUT I GOTTA STAY POSITIVE :) RIGHT!!! REST OF LIFE IS AS USUAL. STARTING TO GET CHIRSTMAS STUFF FROM CLIENTS AND BEEN EATING A BUNCH OF CHOCOLATES AND COOKIES LOL. SO I WAS DESIGNATED THE SOCIAL COORDINATOR FOR THE OFFICE AND ITS FUN. I ORDER FOOD OR SET THINGS UP, BUT THE MAIN THING IS THE COMPANY CHRISTMAS DINNER WHERE I GET TO MAKE GAMES AND MAKE SURE THE DINNER ISNT BORING LOL. ALSO I GET SECRET SANTA GOING. ITS ACTUALLY HARDER TO THINK OF GAMES FOR A WORK APPROPRIATE DINNER SETTING THAN YOU THINK... YOU HAVE TO HAVE GAMES THAT EVERYONE CAN UNDERSTAND AND THAT THEY WOULD KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING. A LOT OF TIME THERES GENERATIONAL GAPS BETWEEN COWORKERS AND THAT CAN MAKE IT LOB SIDED AND THAT IS WHY ITS HARD TO MAKE GAMES THAT EVERYONE UNDERSTAND, BUT SINCE I AM RUNNING THIS FOR THE 2ND TIME, I GOT THE HANG OF IT HAHA. DONT REMEMBER IF I MENTIONED WE MADE A VOLLEYBALL TEAM... BUT ANYWAYS ITS PRETTY FUN. WE DROPPED IN ON SOME GAMES AND HONESTLY IT DEPENDS ON THE TEAM THAT YOU GET DROPPED INTO. MY TEAM WELL... LETS JUST SAY NEEDS A LOT OF PRACTICE HAHA. ISSUE IS THAT WHEN I WENT UP FOR A BLOCK I MADE THE BLOCK, BUT THE OTHER GUY LANDED 1ST AND THEN I LANDED ON HIS FOOT AND I TWISTED MY ANKLE... SO THAT WAS FUN... IT BRUISED UP A BIT AND WAS TENDER FOR A FEW DAYS AND ACTUALLY THERES STILL SOME PAIN IF I BEND MY FOOT THIS ONE WAY.

FACEBOOK IS STILL LOCKED... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! ARGGG I DONT USE FACEBOOK MUCH BUT I DO NEED IT TO LINK THIS BLOG TO IT!!! ALSO LOTS OF GAMES ARE LINKED TO THAT ALONG WITH SITES SO I DONT HAVE TO CREATE AN ACCOUNT HAHA. I AM WHO I AM AND WHO CARES JEZZ AND I ALREADY VERIFIED SO WHO CARES IF MY LAST NAME IS JUST 1 LETTER!!! ARGGGG!!!

SO THE CRA SENT ME A LETTER BASICALLY SAYING THAT MY TAXES IS WRONG AND IM BEING REASSESSED... MY NUMBERS ARE BEING CHANGED BECAUSE I CANT SUPPORT THAT CLAIM... AND THAT I CANT CARRY FORWARD MY SCHOOL CREDIT... WHICH IS BULLSHIT BECAUSE YOU CAN. ANYWAYS... SHOULD BE ALL GOOD SINCE I GOT PROOF, SO ONCE AGAIN GOVERNMENT YOU CAN GO SUCK IT!!!

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FACEBOOK IS BEING A DOUCHE

SO... I DONT USE FACEBOOK ANYMORE EXCEPT TO LINK WEEKLY BLOG POSTS, LINK INSTAGRAM PICTURES, AND TO SAY HAPPY BDAY TO PEOPLE... BUT GUESS WHAT... THEY HAVE FINALLY LOCKED ME OUT AND WANT ME TO PROVE MY IDENTITY BEFORE THEY LET ME BACK IN AGAIN. I AM ONE OF THE VERY FEW PEOPLE TO HAVE MY FACEBOOK NAME WITH ONLY MY FIRST NAME AND 1 SINGLE LETTER FOR MY LAST NAME. I FIRST SIGNED UP FOR IT WITH 1 LETTER AND HAVE BEEN USING THAT SINCE I STARTED. IVE ONLY SEEN 1 OTHER FRIEND WHO WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO DO THAT TOO. ANYONE WHO TRIES TO DO THAT THESE DAYS IT SAYS THAT YOU CANT HAVE A LAST NAME WITH 1 LETTER. SO IN ORDER TO GET MY ACCOUNT BACK I HAVE TO PROVE THAT I AM WHO I AM. I SENT IN MY DRIVERS LICENSE WITH EVERYTHING REDACTED EXCEPT MY FIRST NAME, 1 LETTER LAST NAME, PICTURE OF ME, AND BDAY SHOWN, AND THEY LET ME BACK IN................ UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY REVIEWED IT AND SENT ME A MESSAGE SAYING THEY COULD NOT VERIFY WHO I AM AND NEEDS ME TO SEND IN MORE VERIFICATION ID... SO I SENT THE SAME THING IN AGAIN AND NOW I DONT HAVE FACEBOOK UNTIL THEY VERIFY THAT AGAIN... THIS IS SO STUPID... JUST BECAUSE I WANT 1 LETTER FOR A LAST NAME THEY WONT LET ME BACK... WELL THATS JUST BULLSHIT!!! I KNOW A BUNCH OF PEOPLE WITH FAKE NAMES AND FAKE ACCOUNTS AND NOTHING HAPPENS BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE ONE GUY WHOS HAD FACEBOOK WITH 1 LETTER FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS GETS CHECKED... AND BLOCKED... I SWEAR IT MUST BE BECAUSE IM ASIAN!!! THATS ALWAYS THE REASON!!! FACEBOOK IS RACIST!!! LOL. SEE I DONT USE FACEBOOK MUCH WHICH IS ALRIGHT, BUT THE ISSUE IS THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF APPS AND SITES THAT I CAN USE FACEBOOK TO LOG IN AND NOW I CANT... OMG!!! IM NOT GOING TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT FOR THIS AND AN ACCOUNT FOR THAT!<>?%*#@)$(@!9 ARG!!! THIS IS JUST SO STUPID BECAUSE THAT MEANS THIS POST ISNT GOING TO BE LINKED EITHER... I SWEAR I BETTER BE ABLE TO GET MY NAME BACK WITH 1 LETTER... REALLY... FACEBOOK HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO... SIGH...

ITS FINALLY DECEMBER AND YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!! ALL THE SHOWS GO ON MID-SEASON BREAKS!!! BOOOOO!!! LOL OH AND ALSO XMAS... YA THAT TOO... BUT ONCE AGAIN IL BRING YOUR ATTENTION TO MY PREVIOUS RANTS ABOUT HOW CHRISTMAS IS GETTING QUIETER AND QUIETER AND NOT AS MANY PEOPLE WANT TO DO ANYTHING THESE DAYS. THERES LESS TO DO, LESS PEOPLE TO HAVE THE PARTIES, AND JUST THE ATMOSPHERE HAS QUIETED DOWN. I PERSONALLY DONT REALLY CARE... IM FINE EITHER WAY... IM NOT SUPER CRAZY INTO AND IF ITS GONE THEN MEH. CHRISTMAS IS JUST LIKE ALL THE REST OF THE HOLIDAYS WHERE THE GOVERNMENT MAKES A HOLIDAY UP TO CELEBRATE AND FOR PEOPLE TO BUY THINGS TO HELP THE ECONOMY. THERES REALLY NOTHING DIFFERENT ABOUT THAT DAY FROM ANY OTHER NORMAL DAY. SURE YOU GET THE DAY OFF AND THAT HELPS BUT ITS ALL REALLY THE SAME. I MEAN YOU CAN MAKE ANYDAY YOUR CHRISTMAS DAY. YOU CAN MAKE CANADA ANYDAY. IT DOESNT EVEN REALLY MATTER. SAME WITH YOUR BIRTHDAY. YOU DIDNT REALLY DO MUCH EXCEPT SURVIVE. YOU CAN HAVE YOUR PARTY ANY DAY YOU WANT. THERES NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT IT. ESPECIALLY VALENTINES DAY... THATS THE WORSE!!! THERES NOTHING SPECIAL AND IT IS A HALLMARK HOLIDAY THAT THEY MADE UP TO SELL THINGS TO PEOPLE. IF YOU REALLY CARE FOR THE PERSON THEN ANY DAY AND EVERYDAY CAN BE VALENTINES DAY. I JUST FIND IT ALL SO STUPID AS WELL. WHATEVER... I GET A DAY OFF ON TOP SO IM FINE WITH IT LOL.

ENOUGH OF THAT CRAP... LETS SEE WHATS NEW WITH LIFE... WORKS WORK... NOTHING NEW THERE EXCEPT BUSY AS USUAL... STARTED A VOLLEYBALL TEAM AND STARTING TO PRACTICE TO GET READY SINCE IT STARTS IN JANUARY. THIS IS A BIT BETTER THAN THE FOOTBALL TEAM SINCE MOST OF THE TEAM HAS PLAYED SOME VOLLEYBALL BEFORE... COMPARED TO FOOTBALL WHERE NONE OF US HAVE... HAHA. ALSO THIS IS CO-ED TEAM SO ITS A LITTLE DIFFERENT. OH WENT SHOPPING AND WASNT LOOKING FOR ANYTHING AND FOUND SOME SHIRTS... THEN WENT SHOPPING AND WASNT LOOKING FOR ANYTHING AND ENDED UP WITH A SUIT... ITS FUNNY LIKE THAT EH LOL. LASTLY, STARTED WORKING ON WHAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE WORKING ON FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS. ITS GOING A LONG SLOWLY... WELL KEEP WORKING AT IT I SAY... RIGHT?

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SHORT AND SWEET

WELL... NO REAL TOPIC, NOT MUCH TO UPDATE, TIRED AND LAZY... SO THIS WILL BE ONE OF THOSE WEEKS WHERE THE POST IS REALLY LACKING MUCH SUBSTANCE LOL. ACTUALLY A BIG THING IS ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS GOT ENGAGED. WE WERE ALL PRESENT WHEN IT HAPPENED AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL. MAKES THE REST OF US REALLY THINK THOUGH... WE ALL GETTING OLDER AND AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE WE ARE GOING... I HAVE OTHER FRIENDS WHO ARE MARRIED ALREADY AND SOME OF THEM EVEN HAVE KIDS, AND ITS JUST SO WEIRD THAT THIS IS WHAT IM THINKING ABOUT THESE DAYS... THE DAYS OF PLAYING GAMES AND JUST HAVING FUN ARE OVER... GOTTA START THINKING ABOUT DIAPERS AND MORTGAGES... I REALLY CANT BELIEVE THAT THIS IS LIFE NOW... WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT... GOTTA BE A GROWN UP NOW... TRYING TO LOOK DOWN THE ROAD TO SEE WHATS NEXT AND I REALLY DONT KNOW... REALLY JUST DOING WHATEVER I CAN TO JUST MAKE IT TO THE NEXT STAGE. IVE SAID ALL THIS STUFF BEFORE BUT IT HITS YOU MORE WHEN THINGS HAPPEN AND THEN YOU START THINKING MORE ABOUT IT AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW YOURE STRESSING ABOUT IT... THEN YOU START STRESSING ABOUT STRESSING AND IT WILL JUST CONTINUE AS A VICIOUS CYCLE... UNTIL THAT DAY WHERE IT BUILDS UP SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE AND YOU JUST BLOW... YOU REALLY JUST NEED TO RELAX, YOU CANT LET THINGS GET TO YOU, AND WHEN IT DOES THE RESULT IS NEVER PRETTY. JUST DO WHAT YOU NEED TO, TO KEEP YOURSELF HAPPY. REMEMBER... IN THE ENDS ITS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU :)

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THE FIRST STEP IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST

JUST LIKE EVERYTHING IN LIFE, IT ALL STARTS WITH THAT FIRST STEP. THINK ABOUT IT... WAKING UP IN THE MORNING YOU CAN DECIDE TO SNOOZE IT OR WAKE UP AND GO BRUSH UP. DECIDING WHETHER TO EAT SOMETHING EASY LIKE CEREAL OR MAKE SOME BACON AND EGGS. DECIDING TO START READING A BOOK, LEARNING A NEW LANGUAGE, OR TRYING SOMETHING NEW FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT FIRST STEP IS THE ACT OF ACTUALLY GOING FORWARD AND DOING SOMETHING. EVERYTHING STARTS OFF LIKE THAT AND IT JUST CONTINUES ON UNTIL ITS SECOND NATURE. A BABYS FIRST STEP IS PHYSICALLY THE HARDEST FIRST STEP WE WILL TAKE. LATER IN LIFE DECIDING TO GO TO SCHOOL OR GO BACK TO SCHOOL. FINALLY BUYING A CAR, MOVING OUT. DECIDING TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP, GETTING MARRIED, BUYING A HOUSE, HAVING KIDS, ALL THESE ARE STEPS AND NONE OF WHICH COME EASY. WHAT MOTIVATES YOU ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU TAKE THAT FIRST STEP? THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A JOB? PERHAPS YOU HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES TO TAKE CARE OF AND ONLY YOU CAN DO IT. WHATEVER IT IS, YOU MADE THE DECISION TO TAKE THAT STEP TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. FOR ME, PERSONALLY, THE REASON IS CHANGE. I WANT A CHANGE IN SOMETHING, I CANT JUST KEEP DOING WHAT IM DOING. I CONSCIOUSLY KNOW THAT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE BEFORE OTHER CHANGES CAN OCCUR. EVERYTHING HAPPENS IN STEPS. AFTER I FINISHED SCHOOL I REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO GO, I MEAN I GOT A JOB BUT IT WASNT WHERE I WANTED TO END UP. I STARTED LOOKING AT SCHOOL AGAIN AND IT WAS HARD TO ACTUALLY TAKE THAT STEP. ESPECIALLY AFTER BEING IN SCHOOL SO LONG, HAVING STUDENT LOANS, AND BASICALLY NOT LIVING MY LIFE THE WAY I WANTED. DEBATED A LOT, AND TOOK A WHILE LOOKING AT WHAT I WANTED TO GO INTO. EVENTUALLY FOUND SOMETHING I LIKED AND KNEW COULD MAKE A LIVING AND JUST WENT FOR IT. TOOK THAT STEP AND REGISTERED AND WENT THROUGH WITH THE PROGRAM. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT THAT FIRST STEP, IF YOU NEVER TRY, HOW WILL YOU EVER KNOW? PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARE JUST TOO COMFORTABLE AND DONT WANT TO LEAVE THEIR COMFORT ZONE. NOTHING EVER WORTH DOING WAS EASY... IF IT WAS THEN EVERYONE WOULD HAVE DONE IT ALREADY. THEN AGAIN A LOT OF PEOPLE THESE DAYS ARE JUST AFRAID TO TRY ANYTHING, NOT KNOWING IF THEY COULD DO IT OR MAKE IT. THEY ARE JUST AFRAID OF WHAT THEY DONT KNOW, SO TO NOT BE AFRAID THEY JUST STAY WHERE THEY ARE AND NEVER TAKING THAT STEP. FEAR OF FAILURE, FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN, FEAR OF DISAPPOINTMENT... NONE OF THESE FEARS ARE REAL... THEY ARE ALL IN YOUR HEAD AND IF YOU CAN GET PAST THAT FEAR, THEN YOU WILL TRULY BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING YOU WANT. IF YOU ALL REMEMBER A FEW MONTHS BACK FOR MY BDAY POST I MENTIONED THAT I GAVE MYSELF A DEADLINE OF 1 YEAR. NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW WHAT IT IS AND IVE ONLY TOLD A FEW PEOPLE. ITS A HEFTY GOAL THAT I SET FOR MYSELF, AND ODDS ARE THAT IT CANT BE DONE IN JUST 1 YEAR, BUT LIKE I SAID... IF I NEVER TRY, HOW WILL I EVER KNOW? RIGHT??? THE ENTIRE TIME IVE BEEN WANTING TO START AND I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT IM GOING TO START... AND A DAY GOES BY... WEEKS... MONTHS... I KEEP SAYING IM TIRED FROM WORK, OR IM GOING OUT, OR AFTER THIS TV SHOW, OR IM JUST LAZY... AND UP TO A FEW DAYS AGO I STILL HAVENT STARTED... THATS ABOUT 100 DAYS GONE... BUT NOW I CAN ACTUALLY SAY THAT I TOOK THAT FIRST STEP, I TOOK THAT HARDEST STEP AND MOVED FORWARD. NOW THAT I HAVE STARTED, ITS NOT THAT HARD TO CONTINUE, JUST HAVE TO KEEP ON GOING, AND KEEP AT IT. WHO KNOWS... MAYBE IF I KEEP THIS UP THAT 1 YEAR DEADLINE MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN LOL. HAVING SPENT THIS MUCH TIME, MONEY, AND ENERGY ON THIS ALREADY MY ONLY CHOICE IS TO STICK THIS OUT AND SEE WHERE IT LEADS TO. IF IT WORKS OUT THEN GREAT, IF IT DOESNT THEN AT LEAST I CAN SAY I TRIED AND I KNOW. IN THE END NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR YOU. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE FOR YOURSELF IF YOU WANT TO TAKE THAT STEP. ITS GOING TO BE HARD, ITS GOING TO BE SLOW, AT TIMES YOU MIGHT FEEL LIKE GIVING UP, BUT IN THE END JUST REMEMBER, HARD WORK ALWAYS PAYS OFF. SO NO MATTER HOW HARD THAT FIRST STEP MIGHT BE... WHATEVER YOUR SITUATION MAY BE... DO IT FOR YOURSELF AND TAKE IT.

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THE FUTURE'S NOT OURS TO SEE

IVE BEEN LOOKING AT THE PAST AND THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE QUITE A BIT RECENTLY... ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS ON MY TRIP A FEW WEEKS AGO. ONCE AGAIN IVE REACHED THE AGE WHERE ITS TIME TO SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND WHERE I AM. IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY POSTS THAT IVE WRITTEN OVER THE PAST 4 YEARS AND YES, SOME ARE RANDOM AND DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING WHILE BUT THERE ARE THOSE THAT MAKE ONE THINK MORE DEEPLY. IVE WRITTEN ABOUT A LOT OF DIFFERENT TOPICS BUT THE SAME THOUGHTS KEEP COMING BACK UP OVER AND OVER. I DONT REGRET ANYTHING IVE DONE IN THE PAST BUT THERE IS THE THOUGHT OF ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT IF... WHAT IF I DID THIS INSTEAD, WHERE WOULD I HAVE ENDED UP THEN? WOULD I STILL BE HERE DOING THE SAME THING? WOULD I BE BETTER OFF OR WORSE OFF? THESE QUESTIONS WILL NEVER BE ANSWERED. THE SAME NOW GOES THROUGH MY HEAD BUT MORE OF WHATS NEXT AND WHERE WILL I BE? I THINK IT JUST HAS TO DO WITH MANY OF MY FRIENDS GETTING OLDER AND EITHER GETTING MARRIED OR HAVING KIDS. THINGS WERE SO MUCH SIMPLER BACK THEN... LESS WORRIES AND RESPONSIBILITIES, BUT NOW IT SEEMS THAT IM ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING. THATS JUST PART OF LIFE I SUPPOSE. WHATS NEXT FOR ME? DONT GET ME WRONG, IM HAPPY WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WISH THERE WAS A CRYSTAL BALL TO SEE WHERE I END UP. I HAVE A PLANS AND GOALS FOR MYSELF, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO FIND OUT IF EVERYTHING THAT I WANT AND AM WORKING TOWARDS REALLY DO COME TO FRUITION. I GUESS ITS JUST THE WANT... NO, THE NEED TO KNOW IF I AM GOING TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS OR IF IM ACTUALLY JUST WASTING TIME. I REALLY HATE WASTING TIME THESE DAYS, I REALIZE THAT THERES NEVER ENOUGH OF IT... I GUESS THIS IS REALLY SHOWING MY AGE NOW... I REALLY HAVE TO START ON MY PLAN TO GET THE FUTURE I HAVE PLANNED AND ENVISIONED. THEN AGAIN... WHO KNOWS... THE FUTURES NOT OURS TO SEE...

WORK, TV, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND THE REST IS THE SAME OLD. WE DID HOWEVER START A VOLLEYBALL TEAM :) LOL THE LAST TIME I PLAYED VOLLEYBALL WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL GYM CLASS... DECIDED TO MAKE A TEAM SO WE CAN KEEP ACTIVE UNTIL FOOTBALL STARTS BACK UP AGAIN. VOLLEYBALL IS THE ONE SPORT THAT WILL HURT ME THE MOST... MY SHOULDER IS SO SCREWED UP THAT SPIKING THE BALL WILL BE INTERESTING. YOU ALL KNOW THAT IVE DISLOCATED MY SHOULDER MORE THAN I CAN EVEN REMEMBER AND ANYTHING THAT REQUIRES ME TO THROW OR HIT A BALL IN THAT MOTION IS JUST ASKING FOR TROUBLE HAHA. JUST GOTTA BE MORE CAREFUL THAN NORMAL. THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN SINCE THERES ONLY A FEW PEOPLE THAT HAVE ACTUALLY PLAYED BEFORE. OH WELL LOL.

ITS STARTING TO GET DARK PRETTY EARLY THESE DAYS AND ITS ALSO GETTING COLDER TOO... STARTING TO FEEL LIKE DOING LESS AND LESS AND EVERYTHING SEEMS QUIETER AS WELL... EVERY YEAR THERES LESS GOING ON AND PEOPLE JUST DONT WANT THE HASSLE ANYMORE, OH WELL. LIFE GOES ON... C'EST LA VIE

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KEEPING IN TOUCH

I SORTA TOUCHED ON THIS TOPIC HERE AND THERE IN THE PAST BUT NOT REALLY WROTE FULLY ABOUT IT AND THIS TOPIC WAS MORE PREVALENT THIS TIME AROUND ON MY VACATION. WHEN I SAY KEEPING IN TOUCH I MEAN EXACTLY THAT, KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH OLD FRIENDS, CLASSMATES, AND COLLEAGUES. IF YOU KNOW ME THEN YOU WILL KNOW THAT I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT LIKES TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH EVERYONE. DOESNT MATTER WHERE YOU END UP OR HOW LONG ITS BEEN, SOMEWHERE SOMEHOW DOWN THE LINE I WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU, ESPECIALLY IF I BUMP INTO YOU ON THE STREET OR SOMETHING AND I SAY LETS CATCH UP SOME DAY, OR GRAB A COFFEE, I ACTUALLY MEAN IT. THIS IS JUST WHO I AM. I LIKE TO SEE WHERE PEOPLE I ONCE KNEW ARE AT THESE DAYS. PERSONALLY ON MY VACATION THIS TIME AROUND I MET UP WITH LOTS OF FAMILY, FAMILY FRIENDS, AND FRIENDS THAT I HAVE IN CHINA AND HONG KONG. I ACTUALLY DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO MEET UP WITH EVERYONE... THERES JUST TOO MANY PEOPLE AND TOO LITTLE TIME. ANYWAYS, I MET UP WITH FRIENDS THAT I HAVENT SEEN IN A FEW MONTHS OR SOME I HAVENT EVEN SEEN IN OVER A DECADE. I PURPOSELY MESSAGED THE PEOPLE I HAVENT SEEN IN A LONG TIME SO WE CAN GO OUT AND CATCH UP, I MEAN AFTER ALL AT ONE POINT WE WERE FRIENDS FOR A REASON. KEEPING IN TOUCH IS HARD THESE DAYS, ESPECIALLY WHEN WE ARE ALL GROWN UP, WITH CAREERS, FAMILIES, AND RESPONSIBILITIES, AND EVEN HARDER WHEN WE ARE ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE PLANT. HOWEVER, I WILL MAKE AN EFFORT EITHER WAY TO SEE EVERYONE. GOING BACK THIS TIME I GOT A CHANCE TO MEET UP WITH A BUNCH OF MY OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS WHO ALL MOVED BACK TO HONG KONG TO WORK. THERE WAS ONE FRIEND I HAVENT SEEN IN OVER 10 YEARS AND THE REST I HAVENT SEEN IN 4 OR 5 OR MORE YEARS. I ORIGINALLY ONLY TOLD ONE PERSON IN THE GROUP THAT I WAS COMING BACK AND THEN IT JUST SPREAD FROM THERE THAT I WAS COMING BACK. IT SO HAPPENS THAT ANOTHER CLASSMATE WAS BACK AS WELL AND THEY ALL ENDED UP HAVING A SMALL HIGH SCHOOL REUNION. IT WAS REALLY NICE OF THEM TO HAVE INVITED ME ESPECIALLY SINCE I WASNT REALLY IN THEIR GROUP. WE HAD THE SAME CLASSES TOGETHER AND GREW UP TOGETHER SO IT WAS FUN GETTING SO SEE WHAT THEY HAVE BEEN UP TO FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS LOL. I REALLY LIKE KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH EVERYONE, I MEAN AFTERALL WE WERE FRIENDS FOR A REASON. SO IF YOURE READING THIS AND WE HAVENT TALKED TO EACH OTHER FOR A WHILE, MESSAGE ME TO COME OUT AND CATCH UP. I WOULD LOVE TO HANG OUT AND CATCH UP SOMETIME.

THE WHOLE REASON I WROTE THIS POST WAS MORE BECAUSE I SAW HOW MY PARENTS KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THEIR FRIENDS. IM REALLY IMPRESSED THAT AFTER 30... 40... 50... YEARS MY DAD IS STILL FRIENDS WITH HIS HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS AND OLD COLLEAGUES. EVEN MORE IMPRESSIVE IS MY MOM IS STILL IN CONTACT WITH HER OLD ELEMENTARY SCHOOL FRIENDS. EVERYONE IS ALL OLD NOW AND RETIRED WITH KIDS OF THEIR OWN AND LOTS OF THEM EVEN HAVE GRANDKIDS. IM NOT TALKING ABOUT JUST A FRIEND OF TWO... I WENT TO MY MOMS ELEMENTARY SCHOOL FRIENDS GATHERING AND 20 PEOPLE SHOWED UP!!! ALL OF THEM WERE FROM HER ELEMENTARY SCHOOL CLASS!!! THAT IS SOMETHING SPECIAL. AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF HIGH SCHOOL, COLLEGE, UNIVERSITY, WORKING, TRAVELLING, MARRIAGE, FAMILY, RETIREMENT, GRANDCHILDREN, THEY ARE STILL ABLE TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH SO MANY FRIENDS. EVEN BETTER YET THEY HAVE EACH OTHER ON FACEBOOK AND GROUP CHATS. ITS AMAZING THAT FRIENDSHIPS LIKE THAT CAN LAST LITERALLY A LIFETIME. THEY ALL GET ALONG AND TALK ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AND THESE DAYS. WHEN THEY GET TOGETHER ITS LIKE THEY NEVER SKIP A BEAT. SAME WITH MY DAD AND HIS FRIENDS FROM ALL DIFFERENT PLACES. SAME WITH ME AND MY FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN IN A LONG TIME. WE ALL LITERALLY JUST PICK UP FROM WHERE WE LEFT OFF AND CARRY ON LIKE WE WERE NEVER MISSING. THE BEST PART IS THAT IT ISNT FORCED. EVERYTHING FEELS NATURAL. I REALLY WISH I CAN HAVE ENOUGH TIME AND MONEY OF COURSE TO JUST GO ALL OVER TO CATCH UP WITH ALL THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVENT SEEN OR TALKED TO IN A WHILE. THEY SAY THAT IF A FRIENDSHIP LASTS LONGER THAN 7 YEARS THEN THE ODDS ARE THAT YOU WILL REMAIN FRIENDS FOREVER. THIS REALLY APPLIES MORE FOR CLOSE CONTACT FRIENDS BUT I TRULY BELIEVE THAT IF YOU MAKE AN EFFORT TO BE FRIENDS AND KEEP IN CONTACT WITH SOMEONE, THEN THEY WILL RECIPROCATE AND YOU BOTH BE FRIENDS FOR A LONG TIME. TIME AND DISTANCE REALLY DOESNT PLAY A FACTOR IN THIS BECAUSE ITS MORE OF AN EFFORT AND WILLINGNESS TO TRY TO KEEP IN CONTACT. PEOPLE THESE DAYS JUST LOOSE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE TOO EASILY, SOMETIMES YOU MOVE AWAY OR PEOPLE CHANGE NUMBERS AND WHO KNOWS WHERE THEY END UP. TECHNOLOGY THESE DAYS MAKE IT SIMPLER TO CONNECT WITH PEOPLE AND FRIENDS. MY PARENTS PROVE WITH THEIR FRIENDSHIPS, THAT IT REALLY IS POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FRIENDS FOR A LIFETIME. WHO KNOWS IF ITS MORE OF A DIFFERENT GENERATIONAL KIND OF THING BUT WHATEVER THEY ARE DOING, IT WORKS FOR THEM. I REALLY DO HOPE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THE PEOPLE I MEET OVER MY LIFETIME LIKE THEY HAVE.

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WORRY NOT, FOR I HAVE RETURNED

WELL THAT WAS A CRAZY 2 WEEKS BEING GONE, BUT NOW IM BACK AND READY TO GO BACK TO THE NORMALLY SCHEDULED PROGRAMMING. SORTA... ACTUALLY I CAME BACK AND IM FEELING OFF AGAIN... DURING THE TRANSFER FROM HONG KONG TO SHANGHAI, I ATE ALL THE FOOD WHICH INCLUDED THIS STRAWBERRY YOGURT AND AFTER I ATE IT ABOUT 30 MINS LATER I DIDNT FEEL TOO GOOD... GOT TO THE SHANGHAI AIRPORT AND SHORTLY AFTER I PUKED... AND FELT LIKE CRAP... YAY :) ANOTHER LONG FLIGHT FEELING LIKE CRAP!!! IF YOU REMEMBER... LAST TIME I WENT TO EUROPE SAME THING HAPPENED... I GOT FOOD POISONING ON THE WAY BACK HOME AND THAT WAS THE WORST FLIGHT EVER!!! THIS TIME IT WASNT TOO BAD CAUSE IT WASNT SO SEVERE BUT AFTER I GOT HOME GUESS WHAT... I PUKED AGAIN... ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IM STARTING TO SEE A PATTERN NOW... LOL ANYWAYS I PUKED AND CRAPPED OUT EVERYTHING SO I SHOULD BE GOOD FOR WORK IN THE MORNING... I HOPE... I WONDER HOW MUCH STUFF GOT PILED UP WHILE I WAS GONE... I KNOW THAT I DID ANSWER SOME QUESTIONS WHILE BEING AWAY IN CHINA AND HK BUT WHO KNOW WHAT ELSE CAME THROUGH THAT HASNT BEEN CHECKED YET. IVE SAID IT ONCE AND IL SAY IT AGAIN... VACATIONS ARE BUSY AND YOU PAY FOR IT BEFORE AND AFTERWARDS... EVEN DURING I WAS RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO MEET UP WITH EVERYONE AND I STILL COULDNT. THERE WERE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I WOULD HAVE LIKE TO HAVE SEEN BUT OUR SCHEDULING JUST DIDNT WORK OUT. I WAS GOING TO WRITE A REAL POST TODAY BUT THEN AGAIN WHEN I GOT HOME I PUKED AND WENT TO SLEEP... WOKE UP AND ATE SOME FOOD AND THEN HERE I AM :) GONNA HAVE TO GO TO WORK SO AFTER THIS IM JUST GOING TO GO BACK TO SLEEP SO I CAN BE ON THE NORMAL TIME AND NOT BE JET LAGGED. I WILL SAY HOWEVER THAT I AM GLAD TO BE BACK... COMING HOME BEING WELCOMED BY THE TYPICAL RAINING VANCOUVER WEATHER SEEMS JUST RIGHT LOL. I AM WILLING TO LIVE ANYWHERE BUT HONG KONG JUST HAS TOO MANY ASIANS... THE WEATHER IS TOO MUCKY... AND PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE NOT AS NICE. I LIKE MY SPACE AND I LIKE BEING ABLE TO DRIVE LOL. WHO KNOWS... MAYBE ONE DAY IL DECIDE TO GO BACK TO HK TO WORK..................... NOT!!! LOL

GUESS IM GOING TO KEEP THIS BLOG GOING WEEKLY FOR NOW AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. TURNS OUT MORE PEOPLE READ THIS THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT... IF YOU ARE READING THIS THEN THIS IS FOR ALL OF MY READERS OUT THERE :) THANKS, AND NOT GOODNIGHT LOL.

BACK IN ZEE MOTHERLAND

WELL MANY OF YOU MIGHT HAVE NOTICED THAT THERE WAS NO POST LAST WEEK... OR MAYBE NO ONE EVEN NOTICED AT ALL... EITHER WAY I WAS ON VACA AND TOTALLY BLANKED ON ONE SMALL DETAIL... THE ENTIRE COUNTRY OF CHINA HAS BLOCKED OFF FACEBOOK, INSTAGRAM, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY BLOG!!! THEY BLOCKED MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!! AND ALSO GOOGLE SO THAT TOO LOL. LAST WEEK IN CHINA AND THIS WEEK IN HONG KONG BEFORE HEADING HOME. ITS BEEN A WHIRLWIND OF A TRIP SO FAR AND ITS NOT GOING TO SLOW DOWN ANY TIME SOON... THE PAST WEEK HAS BEEN WAKING UP AT AROUND 5AM... EATING AT 6:30AM... AND LEAVING THE HOTEL AT LIKE 7:15AM-ISH... THEN BUS TO A STOP, WALK AROUND, TAKE SOME PICTURES, GET BACK ON THE BUS, AND OFF TO THE NEXT STOP... THE MOMENT I GET BACK ON THE BUS IM SLEEPING AGAIN LOL. I LITERALLY EAT, SLEEP, WALKED AROUND, AND REPEATED. THE WEIRD PART IS I ACTUALLY DIDNT GAIN WEIGHT... I THINK I LOST A POUND TOO HAHA. THE FOOD THOUGH WASNT THAT GREAT... CHINESE FOOD EVERY MEAL AND IT WAS ALSO COLD SINCE IT WAS OUT WAITING FOR US, NOT TO MENTION THE FOOD WAS EXTRA OILY AND SPICY LOL. NOW THAT I LEFT THE COMMUNIST HOMELAND AND IM BACK IN CIVILIZATION I HAVE MANY MORE PLEASURES LOL. EVEN WIFI WAS A HIT OR MISS THERE... SOME OF THE HOTELS I STAYED AT HAD NO WIFI... COME ON!!!!!!!! JEZZ!!! ANYWAYS... BEING BACK HERE IN HONG KONG MOST OF MY DAYS ARE ALSO BOOKED UP ALREADY... SEEING FAMILY AND OLD FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN IN A LONG TIME. VACATIONS REALLY NOT A VACATION... OH AND DONT FORGET THE RUSH FOR WORK BEFORE GOING ON VACA AND THE RUSH OF STUFF TO FOLLOW UP ON AFTER YOU RETURN.

THE VACATION STARTED OFF ON A BAD NOTE CONSIDERING WE HAD TO WAIT 4 FREAKING HOURS AT THE AIRPORT IN SHANGHAI... WE WERE THE 1ST GROUP TO ARRIVE FOR THE TOUR GROUP AND WE HAD TO GO TO THE OTHER TERMINAL TO WAIT FOR THE OTHER GROUPS OF PEOPLE. WE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME... MAN WERE WE WRONG... TURNS OUT THERE WAS A 2ND 3RD AND 4TH FLIGHT AND GROUP OF PEOPLE COMING IN FOR THIS TRIP... IN TOTAL THERE WAS 175-ISH PEOPLE............ BEING THE 1ST TO ARRIVE AT 5PM... I THOUGHT I WOULD BE AT THE HOTEL AROUND 6... NO... LETS JUST SAY I GOT THERE LIKE 10 SOMETHING... I MADE PLANS WITH A FRIEND TO MEET UP AND WELL THEY BASICALLY SCREWED ME OVER... AT ONE POINT I BITCHED OUT THE LADY TOUR PERSON... THEN MY DAD BITCHED THEM OUT AND THEN MY UNCLE AND AUNTIE AND A BUNCH OF OTHER PEOPLE. THEY ROYALLY SCREWED UP!!! THEY SHOULD HAVE TAKEN THE 1ST GROUP TO THE HOTEL AND THEN COME BACK AND GO AGAIN. THEY COULD HAVE DONE THAT WITH 2 BUSES... INSTEAD THEY WAITED TIL EVERYONE WAS THERE AND STILL HAD MULTIPLE BUSES... SO THAT WAS A COMPLETE FAIL... WASTED MY FREAKING TIME!!!! ARGG!!! EVERYONE COMPLAINED ABOUT THAT AT THE END OF THE TRIP IN THE COMMENTS SECTION. IT WAS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS AND UNORGANIZED. TRIP CONSISTED OF VISITING SOME PARKS AND SOME TEMPLES AND SOME MUSEUMS AND STUFF AND ALSO A BUNCH OF PLACES WHERE YOU CAN BUY STUFF... YUP... IT WAS ONE OF THOSE TOURS... I MEAN HOW ELSE COULD WE HAVE GOTTEN SUCH A GOOD DEAL ON THE TOUR AND PLANE TICKET EH HAHA. ANYWAYS IT WAS FINE I SUPPOSE, AND NOW MY REAL VACA BEGINS :)

I CAME TO REALIZATION OF SOME THINGS WHILE TRAVELLING THROUGH THE BOONIES OF CHINA... AND PERHAPS ONE DAY I WILL SHARE WITH EVERYONE HERE BUT FOR NOW IL JUST LEAVE IT BE. ITS REALLY INTERESTING WHAT YOU THINK OR FEEL WHEN YOU GO THROUGH PLACES. YOUR VIEWS AND OPINIONS CHANGE.

I WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO POST SOME PICS BUT IM TOO LAZY... YES THAT IS HONESTLY THE TRUTH... TRUST ME I TOOK PLENTY OF PICTURES HAHA.

SOOO... THIS WAS REALLY THE 1ST WEEK IN THE 4 YEARS THAT I MISSED A POST... BUT LIKE I SAID... WHEN AN ENTIRE COUNTRY BLOCKS YOU OUT... THERE ONLY SO MUCH I CAN DO... WHICH IS ALSO SOMETHING IVE THOUGHT ABOUT... SHOULD I CONTINUE POSTING WEEK TO WEEK... I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY STILL READ THIS... IM THINKING LESS THAN WHAT IM ACTUALLY THINKING... I DUNO... I GUESS IL TAKE THIS WEEK BY WEEK AND SEE HOW I FEEL LOL. THEN AGAIN... I REALLY AM RUNNING OUT OF TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT... PERHAPS ANOTHER WAY IS TO WRITE THE TOPICS I WANT TO IN WAY MORE DETAIL AND DEPTH LIKE I WANT TO AND IS MEANT TO BE WRITTEN... IF I AM GOING TO DO THAT THEN I WONT BE DOING WEEKLY POSTS... THIS BLOG WILL PROBABLY ONLY BE UPDATED ONCE A MONTH JUST DUE TO THE NATURE OF THE TOPICS AND WHAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT IT... ANYWAYS... I GUESS ONLY TIME CAN TELL... WHATEVER WILL BE WILL BE......................

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BLOG TURNS 4 YEARS OLD

HOLY CRAP... I CANT BELIEVE THAT THIS BLOG TURNED 4 YEARS OLD!!! IVE WRITTEN AND POSTED A POST UP EVERY WEEK FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS WITHOUT FAIL... THIS HAS LASTED LONGER THAN ANY RELATIONSHIP I HAVE EVER BEEN IN... LOL. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU READERS OUT THERE ARE LEFT BUT IF ANY OF YOU HAVE LASTED 4 YEARS READING THE RANDOM STUFF I PUT UP, YOU SHOULD LET ME KNOW SO I CAN BUY YOU A DRINK FOR MAKING IT THIS FAR. IVE BEEN WRITING A LONG TIME. SOMETIMES I REALLY DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM WRITING ABOUT ANYMORE. SOME TOPICS SEEM REUSED BUT IN THE MOMENT I NEED TO SAY IT AGAIN OR IN A DIFFERENT WAY. IM ALSO RUNNING OUT OF TOPICS OR IM TOO TIRED FROM WORK TO EVEN WRITE. I NOTICED RECENTLY THAT IVE BEEN WRITING WHILE IM PASSING OUT... DONT KNOW IF THAT MAKE MUCH DIFFERENCE TO THE QUALITY OF WRITING THOUGH... HAHA. ANOTHER YEAR SO QUICK BUT LOOKING BACK AT THE POSTS THIS PAST YEAR, THE TOPICS WERE MORE IN DEPTH IT LOOKS LIKE. I GUESS THAT ALL COMES WITH GROWING UP. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP WRITING EVERY WEEK... I REALLY WONDER HOW LONG THIS CAN LAST... FOR AS LONG AS I CAN IL KEEP THIS BLOG GOING, BUT JUST LIKE EVERYTHING THERES A TIME THAT YOU JUST MOVE ON. I DONT THINK IVE REACHED THAT TIME YET BUT WHO KNOWS, MAYBE NEXT WEEK OR THE WEEK AFTER, OR MAYBE A FEW MONTHS DOWN THE LINE, WHO KNOWS.

WELL FUNNY THING IS THAT IM ACTUALLY FINALLY GOING ON VACATION NEXT WEEK SO IL BE POSTING FROM CHINA, AND THE WEEK AFTER IL BE POSTING FROM HONG KONG. FINALLY GET SOME TIME OFF WORK AND TAKE A MUCH NEEDED BREAK. BEEN WORKING HARD AND PUTTING LONG HOURS IN SO I CAN GET EVERYTHING FINISHED UP AND PREPPED UP SO I CAN JUST PEACE IT. THE MOMENT THE WEEKEND COMES AROUND IM TURNING THE WORK BRAIN OFF AND ENJOY MY TIME. THE REST OF LIFE IS JUST THAT... LIFE... DAYS GO BY AND WORK GETS DONE. BUSY AND BUSY AND BUSY. FOOTBALL SEASON IS STILL GOING ON AND ITS FUN. TV SHOWS ARE ALL BACK FINALLY. WATCHING WAY TOO MANY SHOWS... NEW ONES THAT I LIKE AND IS ADDED TO THE LONG LIST OF SHOWS IM ALREADY WATCHING IS: BLINDSPOT, QUANTICO, LIMITLESS. THERES MORE SHOWS COMING BUT SO FAR THESE HAVE MADE THE CUT. MINORITY REPORT... NOT WORKING FOR ME SO THATS CUT. A COUPLE MORE I WANT TO CHECK OUT SO WE SHALL SEE BUT THOSE 3 THAT  DID MAKE THE CUT IS WORTH A WATCH.

HAD FAMILY DINNER TODAY AND THE TOPIC OF THAT 26 YEAR OLD WORKING IN THE BOOKSTORE FOR $11 AN HOUR CAME UP... THIS LEADS TO A LENGTHY, SPIRITED, OPINIONATED, AND LOUD DISCUSSION ABOUT EACH OTHERS VIEWS ON THE ARTICLE. IVE ALREADY WRITTEN A LOT ABOUT THIS TOPIC AND THERES A FACEBOOK POST AND A BLOG POST ABOUT IT ALREADY SO IM NOT WRITING ANY MORE ABOUT IT. I SWEAR WE DISCUSSED THE ISSUE FOR LIKE AN HOUR JUST GOING BACK AND FORTH ABOUT OUR POINTS AND IN THE END THERE WAS SOME AGREEMENT IN ONE ASPECT BUT NO AGREEMENT ON THE MAJOR POINTS. ITS QUITE INTERESTING TO SEE THE DIFFERENCES IN OPINION DUE TO DIFFERENT AGE CATEGORIES. MY BROTHER SAID HE COULD SEE HIMSELF AGREEING WITH MY VIEW AND OPINIONS WHEN HE WAS MY AGE, BUT AT HIS AGE HE SEES IT DIFFERENTLY. WHILE MY DAD HAD HIS OWN OPINIONS WHERE ITS WAY DIFFERENT THAN OF OURS. EACH OF US WAS FIGHTING OVER A DIFFERENT ASPECT OF THE TOPIC AND THE CONVERSATION GOT REALLY HEATED HAHA AND THE WHOLE TIME MOMS JUST SITTING THERE THINKING OMG THESE GUYS AND ENDED UP ON HER PHONE INSTEAD... LOL. IT SEEMS THAT THERE IS AN AGE FACTOR TO THIS ISSUE, IVE BEEN TALKING TO DIFFERENT FRIENDS LATELY ABOUT THIS TOPIC AND THEY ALL HAVE THE SAME VIEW THAT I HAVE... WHILE IT SEEMS THAT MY BROTHERS AGE AND HER GF BOTH AGREE AND ARE ON THE THEIR SAME PAGE. THERE WAS NO CONSENSUS AND THERE NEVER WILL BE, BUT IT WAS DEFINITELY AN INTENSE TOPIC FOR ALL OF US, IT WAS FUN :)

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HAVING AN OFF DAY

STRANGE... I DONT HAVE MANY DAY WHERE IM NOT FEELING MYSELF. IM NOT TALKING ABOUT BEING SICK OR ANYTHING BUT THE WAY YOU FEEL. TODAY I JUST FELT LIKE THAT I WASNT ALL THERE AND THE SMALLEST THING WOULD SET ME OFF. THATS WHY YOU JUST PUT IN YOUR HEADPHONES AND FORGET ABOUT THE WORLD AND JUST CONCENTRATE ON YOUR WORK.

THIS ISNT REALLY GOING TO BE MUCH OF A POST SINCE THERE ISNT A REAL TOPIC AND THAT IM TIRED AND SLEEPY LOL. HOWEVER I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE AND WILL SAY IT AGAIN... YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE. THIS TOPIC SEEMS TO BE LOST IN THE ARTICLE THIS GUY WROTE THAT I READ RECENTLY. I POSTED IT ON FACEBOOK AND SOME PEOPLE COMMENTED, AND I REPLIED. THIS IS SOMETHING THAT JUST SETS ME OFF AGAIN... LONG STORY SHORT, HES 26 AND IS WORKING IN A BOOKSTORE FOR $11 AN HOUR AND COMPLAINS HOW HE CANT LIVE OFF THAT AND $15 WOULD BE NICE. WELL... LOOK AT WHAT YOU ARE DOING!!! YOU GET PAID FOR THE AMOUNT OF EFFORT YOU PUT IN. IT DOESNT TAKE MUCH EFFORT TO TAKE A PAYMENT FOR A BOOK. WHY SHOULD YOU BE PAID MORE... I GET PAID WHAT I GET PAID CAUSE OF EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DEAL WITH. THIS GUY I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO SYMPATHY OR FEELINGS FOR. SERIOUSLY IF I EVER MET HIM I WOULD JUST TELL HIM TO GROW UP AND STOP YOUR BITCHING!!! DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO AND SHUT UP. IM PISSED THAT HES BITCHING BUT IM ALSO EVEN MORE PISSED THAT HE HASNT TRIED... WHEN YOURE IN A TOUGH SITUATION YOU JUST HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOUR SURROUNDINGS OR CHANGE WHAT YOU ARE DOING IF IT ISNT WORKING. THE GUY ISNT DOING WHAT HE NEEDS TO DO TO GET OUT OF HIS SITUATION. EVEN IN THE COMMENTS SECTION HE GETS CHEWED OUT FOR BEING A LITTLE BITCH. I WONT COMMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE BUT FOR MYSELF IVE WORKED CRAP JOB FOR CRAP PAY AND THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL SO I CAN GET A BETTER JOB AND WAS APPLYING TO JOBS LIKE MAD. THIS GUY HASNT DONE ANY OF IT. HES JUST THERE DOING WHAT HES DOING AND EXPECTING SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING. EVERYTIME I TALK ABOUT THIS IT JUST PISSES ME OFF. IF YOU WANT TO READ MORE THEN JUST GO TO MY FACEBOOK PAGE AND READ THE POST. IF NOT THEN JUST READ HIS SIDE OF IT AND SEE WHAT YOU THINK YOURSELF:

>>>>>>>>>>GUY WHO BITCHES AND COMPLAINS!!!<<<<<<<<<<

ANYWAYS WITH THAT SAID IM GONNA GO SLEEP. WORK IS FINALLY LOOKING BETTER SINCE I FINISHED MY LAST MEETING FOR THE NEXT LITTLE WHILE. FOOTBALL GAME THIS WEEK THAT WE GONNA CRUSH. THEN THERES THE TONS OF RANDOMNESS IN BETWEEN BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER TIME :)

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Q&A ABOUT SCHOOL AND WORK LIFE

WELL HERES AN INTERESTING POST IF I MUST SAY SO MYSELF :) I DIDNT HAVE A TOPIC TODAY AND I ASKED A FRIEND IF THEY WOULD GIVE ME A TOPIC TO WRITE ON. THEY GAVE ME 4... THE ISSUE IS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT ALL OF THEM ALL AT ONCE BUT ITS GOING TO BE A LONG BLOG SO I THOUGHT ABOUT BREAKING IT UP... THATS TOO MUCH WORK AS WELL... SO HERES ALL OF THEM AFTER ALL :) LOL

WHAT DO I THINK ABOUT EDUCATION?

IN MY HONEST OPINION, EDUCATION DOESNT REALLY MEAN MUCH. PERSONALLY I SLACKED THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL, I GOT A'S B'S C'S. UNIVERSITY I WAS SORTA BORED AND WASNT REALLY SURE WHERE I WAS GOING IN LIFE, JUST LIKE ALL KIDS AT THAT AGE WHEN YOURE IN SCHOOL. IN THE END OF ALL OF THIS, I GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL, BCIT, SFU, AND UBC. I ENDED UP WITH A PIECE OF PAPER FROM ALL THE MAJOR SCHOOLS AROUND AND ITS ALL IN DIFFERENT THINGS. EDUCATION THESE DAYS IS LIKE THE STANDARD. IT USE TO BE WHERE ONLY THE SELECT FEW WHO ARE SMART ENOUGH CAN GET INTO UNIVERSITY, AND ONCE YOU GRADUATED THERE ARE JOBS LINED UP FOR YOU. UNLIKE THESE DAYS WHERE YOU ARE ALMOST EXPECTED TO HAVE A BACHELOR'S IN SOMETHING. PEOPLE THESE DAYS EVEN HAVE MASTERS!!! ITS COME TO A POINT WHERE HAVING EDUCATION WILL HELP BUT THAT ONLY GETS YOU THROUGH THE DOOR. A LOT OF PLACES DOESNT EVEN BOTHER WITH EDUCATION ANY MORE AND EXPERIENCE IS WHAT COUNTS. SCHOOLING REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES TO SEE WHAT ITS LIKE, AND ITS A GOOD EXPERIENCE TO HAVE, AND IT IS MOST DEFINITELY NOT FOR EVERYONE. ITS QUITE FUNNY ACTUALLY, ESPECIALLY SINCE A LOT OF THE TIME WHAT YOU STUDY WILL HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT YOURE DOING. JUST LIKE ME RIGHT NOW, WHAT I STUDIED DOESNT REALLY RELATE TO WHAT I AM DOING AND ITS JUST THAT. JUST REMEMBER THAT THERE IS MORE THAN ONE WAY AND ONE PLACE TO GET AN EDUCATION, AND IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE IN A BOOK IN CLASSROOM.

WHAT DO I MISS ABOUT BEING A STUDENT?

NOTHING!!! LOL THATS BASICALLY WHAT I MISS!!! NOTHING!!! SCHOOLS LIKE WORK. YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY, GET READY, GET TO SCHOOL, AND SIT THERE ALL DAY. WOULD I DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN? NO. UP UNTIL VERY RECENTLY I WAS STILL ACTUALLY A STUDENT AND THE ONLY THING THAT I MIGHT MISS IS ACTUALLY MEETING NEW PEOPLE. KNOWING ME IL END BACK UP IN SCHOOL TO LEARN SOMETHING ELSE VERY SHORTLY LOL.

TIPS ON THE WORKING LIFE

MY TIPS ON THE WORKING LIFE??? WELL I RATHER JUST LIST THEM :)

• DONT BE AFRAID TO WORK LATE
• WORK HARD AT WHAT YOU ARE DOING/GIVE IT YOUR ALL
• TREAT EVERYONE WITH RESPECT
• DONT BE AFRAID TO TAKE CHANCES
• ASK QUESTIONS IF YOU DONT KNOW/UNDERSTAND
• HELP OTHERS OUT
• TRY NEW THINGS
• ALWAYS FINISH WHAT YOU START
• BE ORGANIZED!!!
• MANAGE YOUR TIME WELL
• FOLLOW UP, FOLLOW UP, FOLLOW UP!!!

THE PROS AND CONS MY WORK LIFE

PROS

• MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!
• LEARN SOMETHING NEW ALL THE TIME
• MADE SOME GREAT FRIENDS AND CONNECTIONS
• SOLVING PROBLEMS
• RESPONSIBILITIES AND DUTIES
• BENEFITS

CONS

• THERE IS NEVER ENOUGH TIME TO FINISH EVERYTHING
• ALWAYS SOMETHING GOING ON/WORK MSG ON WEEKENDS
• STRESS
• PEOPLE ARE UNREASONABLE/NOT UNDERSTANDING/RIDICULOUS 
• UNAPPRECIATED

THERES PROBABLY MORE BUT IM TOO TIRED AND SLEEPY RIGHT NOW TO RECALL. 

HONESTLY I AM LUCKY TO HAVE HAD A CHANCE TO FIND A JOB THAT I LIKE AND ENJOY :) I HAD TO GO THROUGH MANY JOBS THAT WERE... INTERESTING... BEFORE I FINALLY FOUND THIS GEM. A LOT OF THE TIME JOBS ARE REALLY FOUND BY WORD OF MOUTH OR BY CONNECTIONS AND WE ALL KNOW THAT ONLY A SMALL PORTION OF JOBS IS ACTUALLY POSTED. IF YOU THINK YOURE IN A BAD PLACE OR THAT YOU NEED TO DO BETTER, DONT WORRY!!! EVENTUALLY, INEVITABLY,  ABSOLUTELY YOU WILL FIND YOUR CALLING. EVERYTHING TAKES TIME.

AND THE OBLIGATORY WEEKLY UPDATE, I DIDNT DO MUCH JUST WORK AND HUNG OUT AND THEN FOOTBALL!!! IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A GAME IN WHICH WE WON... BUT WE LOST AND WE PLAYED PRETTY HORRIBLE THAT GAME... ITS ALRIGHT, JUST GET BACK AT IT NEXT WEEK :) OH AND ATE 4 LOBSTERS THE OTHER WEEKS SO THAT WAS NICE LOL. 

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ANOTHER WIN FOR ME :)

WELL TODAY WAS A BIG DAY :) FINALLY WENT TO COURT DO DISPUTE THAT TRAFFIC TICKET I GOT LAST YEAR AND IN THE END... I WON!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO LOL. LONG STORY SHORT IS THAT I DIDNT FOLLOW SOME SIGNAGE BUT ITS COMPLETE BULL SO WENT TO DISPUTE AND THE COP NEVER SHOWED SO I WIN :) I WAS WAITING THERE AND WAS HOPING THEY WOULDNT SHOW AND IT WAS CLOSE... THERE WERE ABOUT 8 CASES DURING MY SLOT AND 6 WERE THROWN OUT. FIRST GUY DROPPED IT, SECOND GUY PLEADED GUILTY AND GOT A REDUCTION PLUS SOME MORE TIME TO PAY THE TICKET. THEN THIS GUY... A GUY WHO DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE WAS IN COURT FOR... HE THOUGHT IT WAS FOR SPEEDING IN HIS TRUCK WHEN IT WAS HIS MOTORCYCLE... HE THOUGHT IT WAS THE DAY WHEN IT WAS AT NIGHT AND EVEN THE JUDGE STARTED TO GET ANNOYED AT HIM... COP DIDNT SHOW SO ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS PLEAD NOT GUILTY BUT HE SAID GUILTY FOR SPEEDING BUT NOT GUILTY CAUSE EVERYONE DID IT... ARE YOU KIDDING ME... JUST SHUT UP AND SAY NOT GUILTY AND IT GETS DISMISSED!!! THE COPS NOT THERE YOU DEFAULT AND WIN SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! I SWEAR IF MY COP SHOWED UP I WOULD HAVE BEEN SO PISSED!!! I THINK IT WAS TOO LATE SINCE IF HE DID SHOW UP I NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO BARGAIN... ANYWAYS JUDGE BASICALLY DID EVERYTHING HIM WHILE HE WAS BEING AN IDIOT FOR 5 MINS... HE LEAVE AND JUDGE CALLS ME UP. JUST ANSWER THE QUESTIONS ASKED!!! YES YOUR HONOUR, YES YOUR HONOUR, YES YOUR HONOUR, NOT GUILTY YOUR HONOUR, THANK YOU YOUR HONOUR, HAVE A NICE DAY, AND I WAS DONE. HOW HARD IS THAT!?!?!?!?! AFTER I DID THAT EVERYONE FOLLOWED SUIT AND BAM WITHIN A MINUTE IM OUT THE DOOR AND HAD THE CASE DISMISSED. SOME PEOPLE JUST DO NOT HAVE THE COMMON SENSE OR THE RESPECT THESE DAYS. HES SUCH A LUCKY GUY THAT NOTHING HAPPENED TO HIM... IT JUST BLOWS MY MIND THAT HE CAN GET AWAY WITH IT BY DEFAULT WHEN HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHY HE WAS IN COURT OR WHAT FOR... THAT MAKES MY RECORD AT 23-2 LOL... YA... YOU READ RIGHT... 23-2... IM NOT BRAGGING BUT IM AM LUCKY LOL. ANYWAYS STARTED THE DAY OFF WITH A WIN AND CONTINUED ON :)

BY THE TIME I GOT BACK TO WORK A CLIENT TOOK US OUT FOR LUNCH AND I ATE TOO MUCH... WENT BACK TO WORK A BIT AND THEN HEADED DOWN TO WATCH THE SOCCER GAME :) WE WON THAT AS WELL AND IT WAS A CHAMPIONS LEAGUE MATCH VS HONDURAS CLUB TEAM SO THAT WAS INTERESTING.

OH SO THIS BIT IM PRETTY SURE SOMEONE IS GOING TO READ SINCE THEY ONLY LIKE THE PART THATS ABOUT FOOTBALL AND YES THIS POST IS ABOUT MY WEEK JUST CAUSE I HAD A GOOD DAY TODAY SO IL WRITE WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND YOU CANT STOP ME SINCE ITS MY BLOG :P LOL. ANYWAYS IT SURE WAS A BUSY WEEKEND... I WASNT GOING TO PARTY ON FRIDAY BUT SOMEHOW ENDED UP AT ORJAN NILSEN :) FREE TICKETS ALSO HELPS LOL PLUS ITS 1 OF MY FAVOURITE DJS SO... WHY NOT :) I DIDNT BUY TICKETS ON THE COUNT THAT I KNEW I HAD A FOOTBALL GAME THE NEXT MORNING BUT ALSO SINCE I JUST SAW HIM. SO ANYWAYS I WENT PARTIED HARD AND AS USUAL HE WAS AMAZING LOL. SO MUCH FUN... EXCEPT THE PART WHERE I GET HOME AND SLEEP AT 5AM AND WAKE UP AT 7AM... MEET UP WITH FRIENDS AND PICK UP OTHER FRIENDS AND GO PLAY A 9AM GAME IN POCO... ENDED UP PLAYING VS THE BEST TEAM I WOULD SAY AND LOTS OF US WERENT AT FULL CAPACITY AND ENDED UP LOSING 48-0... YA... IT WAS BAD... SO JUST LET THAT BE AND WHATEVER... JUST LEAVE IT BE AND GET READY FOR THE NEXT GAME... WHICH WAS THE NEXT DAY LOL. WENT HOME AND TOOK A "NAP" ON THE FLOOR... WHICH ENDED UP BEING A 14 HOUR SLEEP ON THE FLOOR... YA... I PASSED OUT ON THE FLOOR AND SLEPT FROM 5PM TO 7AM...  THATS A NEW ONE... TOTALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED THERE... GUESS IT WAS TO MAKE UP FOR THE NO SLEEP BY PASSING OUT HARD LOL. WE ENDED UP PLAYING THE NEXT DAY AND WON THAT 35-0!!! YUP... FUNNY EH IT GOING BOTH WAYS LOL. IT WAS A FUN GAME BUT THERES SOME DISPUTE THING THAT WE HAVE TO SOLVE NOW... BLA WHATEVER. SO THE GAMES BASICALLY WAS A WASH. GREAT WEEKEND, SAW THE BOYS AND HAD SOME FUN. GOOD WEEKEND ALL IN ALL.

BESIDES THAT STUFF WORKS KEEPING BUSY AND LIFE IS THE SAME OLD. I JUST CANT WAIT TIL OCTOBER WHEN EVERYTHING IS DONE AND I CAN FINALLY GO ON MY VACA!!! I WAS GONNA WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT MEH... YOU CANT ALWAYS HAVE IT ALL LOL

ANYWAYS BACK TO DRAGONBALL :) LOL

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BRAIN DEAD...

THAT IS ALL... JUST... AND ABSOLUTELY BRAIN DEAD TODAY... MEETING IN THE MORNING... MEETING IN THE AFTERNOON... MEETING AT NIGHT... AND PREPPING FOR A MEETING IN THE MORNING... OH AND NOT MENTION A WHOLE BUNCH OF EMAILS AND CALLS AND OTHER STUFF THAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO DO BUT HAD NO TIME TO DO... IT WAS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE YOU REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHERE YOU ARE OR WHAT YOU ARE DOING ANY MORE... EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS TO BLUR TOGETHER INTO ONE BIG PILE OF GOOP... OH AND DRIVING 100KM ON TOP OF ALL THAT SURE HELPS... NOT!!! ONLY THING YOU CAN DO TRY TO WIPE IT ALL AWAY BECAUSE TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY AND ITS GOING TO BE THE SAME ALL OVER AGAIN...

SEPTEMBER IS GOING TO BE ONE HELL OF A MONTH... AND IT JUST STARTED TOO... SO HERES MY POST, A POST THATS SHORT ON SUBSTANCE AND SHORTER IN LENGTH TOO. IM JUST GONNA SIT IN FRONT OF THE IDIOT BOX FOR A LITTLE BIT AND THEN GET SOME SLEEP. WHO KNOWS... MAYBE TOMORROW WILL HOLD SOME KIND OF SURPRISE AND MAKE EVERYTHING SEEM A LITTLE LESS BLA...

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THE EFFORT YOU PUT IN

IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THE EFFORT THAT ONE PUTS INTO SOMETHING, WHETHER IT BE YOUR JOB OR RELATIONSHIP OR ANYTHING ELSE IN LIFE. THERE IS NO HALF ASS, YOU CAN ONLY DO THINGS FULLY TO ALL OF YOUR CAPABILITY. YOU REALLY GET WHAT YOU PUT IN, AND IN LIFE DO YOU REALLY WANT TO SETTLE? NOT REALLY SETTLE BUT IF YOU ARE ALREADY GOING TO TRY SO HARD WHY NOT TRY YOUR HARDEST? JUST PUT THAT LITTLE BIT MORE EFFORT INTO SOMETHING AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. YOU CAN SOMETIMES GET AWAY WITH HALF THE EFFORT BUT IN THE LONG RUN ISNT IT BETTER TO GIVE IT YOUR ALL FOR EVERYTHING? AT LEAST IN THE END YOU CAN LOOK BACK AND KNOW THAT YOU TRIED YOUR HARDEST AND THAT YOU DIDNT LEAVE ANYTHING OUT. THAT YOU CANT SAY WHAT IF? THAT YOU KNOW YOU LEFT IT ALL ON THE LINE AND IT EITHER WORKED OUT OR IT DIDNT. HONESTLY, YOU GET WHAT YOU PUT IN. LOOK AT ATHLETES, SURE SOME OF IT IS GENETICS OR NATURAL SKILLS BUT THEY ALL PRACTICE AND PRACTICE AND PRACTICE OVER AND OVER AGAIN. THAT KIND OF EFFORT AND DEDICATION RESULTS IN WHERE THEY ARE. THEY DO NOT JUST GET TO WHERE THEY ARE BY NOT TRYING. THE WAY I HAVE ALWAYS SEEN THINGS IS THAT THERE ARE 3 TYPES OF PEOPLE, IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND IL SAY IT AGAIN...

1. CONTENT

THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST HAPPY WITH BEING WHERE THEY ARE, DOING WHAT THEY ARE DOING. THEY DONT ASK FOR MUCH AND DONT NEED MUCH IN RETURN. DAY IN DAY OUT THEY ARE JUST CONTENT WITH EVERYTHING. NOTHING REALLY CHANGES AND NOTHING REALLY HAPPENS, BUT THEY ARE CONTENT WITH THAT. THERES NO HASSLE OR PROBLEMS OR WORRIES EXCEPT FOR THEIR EVERYDAY LIVES.

2. HIGH ACHIEVER

THESE ARE THOSE THAT DEMAND AND STRIVE FOR THE SKY. THEY DONT REACH, THEY TAKE, THEY MAKE, THEY GRIND. NOTHING IS EVER GOOD ENOUGH OR THEY WANT MORE. USUALLY A LITTLE BIT MORE BRANDED AND NEED TO SHOW THAT THEY MADE IT. SOMETIMES THEY COME OFF THE WRONG WAY AND RUB THOSE AROUND THEM THE WRONG WAY AS WELL. ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO PROVE, AND DEMAND WHAT THEY WANT.

3. SEARCHING

THIS IS WHERE I AM, THOSE IN THE MIDDLE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THEY WANT OR WHERE THEY WANT TO GO. THEY WILL NOT SETTLE, AND WANT EVERYTHING THAT THEY DESERVE. WE WORK HARD AND NEVER GIVE UP. WE APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE BECAUSE WE MAKE OUR OWN. WE ARE NEVER CONTENT AT WHERE WE ARE AND WE DO NOT NEED TO REACH FOR THE STARS. WE WANT TO BE THOSE THAT CAN HAVE THEIR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO.

FORGET ALL THOSE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WIN THE LOTTERY, OR ARE IN THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME. YOU MAKE YOUR OWN  LUCK AND YOU MAKE YOUR OWN PATH. SO WORK HARD FOR WHAT YOU WANT, GIVE EVERYTHING YOU DO YOUR ALL, AND WATCH IT ALL PAY OFF.

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THAT HEADSPACE...

ONCE AGAIN INEVITABLY YOU WILL REACH THAT HEADSPACE WHERE YOU WONDER... WONDER ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING... WONDER WHERE YOU ARE GOING... WONDER WHAT IT ALL MEANS... ITS A NATURAL PART OF LIFE, AND IN EACH OF YOUR MINDS A STORM IS BREWING AND A BATTLE IS WAGED. HOW DO YOU LOOK FOR ANSWERS AND WHERE DO YOU DO THAT... ANSWERS THAT CANT BE ANSWERED BY ANYONE BUT YOURSELF. IVE WROTE ABOUT THIS BEFORE BUT LIKE CLOCKWORK THESE QUESTIONS WILL CREEP BACK INSIDE YOUR HEAD AND MAKE YOU WONDER... MAKE YOU QUESTION IT ALL... QUESTION EVERYTHING YOU KNOW AND EVERYTHING YOU ARE. NO ONE CAN ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND THATS WHATS FRUSTRATING... EVERYONE IS ON THEIR OWN PATH... THEIR OWN JOURNEY... AND NO ONE KNOWS WHERE IT BEGINS OR ENDS. SOME PEOPLE FIGURE IT ALL OUT QUICKLY AND OTHERS TAKE A LIFETIME TO KNOW, AND SOME WILL NEVER FIND OUT THE ANSWER. PEOPLE TAKE TIME OFF TO FIND THEMSELVES AND SOME ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND THE ANSWERS THEY ARE LOOKING FOR. ANSWERS CAN COME FROM ANYWHERE, IT MIGHT BE SOMETHING YOU READ OR SEE OR HEAR, IT COULD BE A MEMORY, OR IT COULD COME TO YOU IN A DREAM AND WHEN YOU WAKE UP, ALL IS CLEAR. ANSWERS COULD COME FROM INSPIRATION, PASSION, LOVE, HATE, HAPPINESS, SADNESS, AND A MILLION DIFFERENT FEELINGS AND PLACES. POETS AND PHILOSOPHERS HAVE ALL TRIED TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND EVEN TO THEM THE ANSWERS ARE NOT CLEAR. TOO MANY QUESTIONS IN LIFE AND TOO LITTLE TIME TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT AND WHAT IT ALL MEANS. I GUESS IL LOOK WITHIN AND SEE IF IT COMES TO ME IN MY DREAM TONIGHT. I JUST NEED TO GET LOST TO FIND MYSELF. IN THE END, DONT WE ALL JUST WANT ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS THAT WE HAVE???

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DOING THE RIGHT THING!!!

DO YOU ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THING??? WHAT IS RIGHT ANYWAY??? RIGHT IS SUCH A SUBJECTIVE TERM. WHAT ONE PERSON SEES AS RIGHT COULD BE TOTALLY WRONG TO ANOTHER. SOMETIMES IM NOT SURE IF WHAT IM DOING IS RIGHT OR NOT... IN THE MOMENT OF THINGS IT SEEMS RIGHT, IT IS ONLY AFTER THAT YOU REALIZE THAT IT MIGHT BE WRONG... IT IS WRONG... I CANT HELP MYSELF, I TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND SOMETIMES LOOKING BACK WHY DID I DO IT? WHY COULDNT I JUST HAVE DONE IT WRONG, WHY BE THE GOOD GUY AND DO THE RIGHT THING. THERE IS NO REAL PRIZE FOR GOING THE RIGHT THING, YOU JUST FEEL BETTER. SOMETIMES THE RESULT OF DOING THE RIGHT THING IS EVEN WORSE THAN DOING THE WRONG THING... SO WHATS THE POINT? IT ALL JUST ENDS WITH WHAT YOU CAN LIVE WITH. IF YOU CAN LIVE WITH YOURSELF DOING IT WRONG, THEN ODDS ARE YOU WILL DO IT THAT WAY. SOMEHOW IT TURNS OUT THAT I WANT TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND BE ABLE TO EXPLAIN AND LIVE WITH MYSELF... BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WISH I DID THINGS ANOTHER WAY. SOMETIMES ITS JUST SO HARD TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING. YOU TRY TRY TRY AND YOU JUST CANT DO IT. SOMEHOW TRYING SO HARD TO DO THE RIGHT THING YOU END UP MESSING IT UP... LIFES FUNNY LIKE THAT, AND WHEN YOU REALLY DONT CARE ANYMORE, THATS WHEN THINGS GO RIGHT AND WORK THEMSELVES OUT... FROM WHEN WE WERE YOUNG, WE WERE ALWAYS TAUGHT TO DO THE RIGHT THING... BUT WE SEE ALL THOSE WHO DONT FOLLOW THAT RULE DO SO MUCH BETTER THAT MAKES US RETHINK IT. EVERYTHING JUST WORKS OUT FOR THOSE PEOPLE... BUT REMEMBER KARMA ALWAYS COMES BACK SO THINK OF IT IN THE LONG RUN. JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT TO... IF YOU CAN LIVE WITH YOURSELF... BUT IF YOU DONT DO IT SOMEONE ELSE WILL... SO WHY NOT YOU BETTER THAN THEM??? THAT LAST BIT DOESNT REALLY APPLY TO EVERYTHING... AND IT ALWAYS GOES BACK TO WHERE THERE IS ALWAYS AN EXCEPTION TO EVERY RULE LOL.

NOTHING NEW BUT THE SAME OLD WORK AND LIFE. STARTED A FEW NEW TV SHOWS AND BURNING THROUGH THEM QUITE QUICKLY LOL. ITS 2 WEEKS INTO MY 366 DAY DEADLINE AND I REALLY SHOULD NOT HAVE FOUND THOSE SHOWS... IL GET RIGHT BACK TO THE WORK SOON ENOUGH... LOL

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DAY 5 OF 366

WELL I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE NICE TO JUST RECAP THE PAST WEEK AND SEE HOW PROGRESS IS GOING... IT IS GOING... SLOW........................ VERY SLOW............................... LOL... BETWEEN BEING CAUGHT UP WITH WORK, SOCCER, AND SOME BDAY CELEBRATIONS I DIDNT REALLY GET A CHANCE TO REALLY BEGIN ANYTHING. I REALLY DONT THINK IL BE ABLE TO START TILL THIS MAD RUSH IS OVER. TOO MUCH TO DO RIGHT NOW AND TOO TIRED WHEN IM BACK HOME. BY THE TIME IM FINALLY HOME I JUST WANT TO EAT AND CHILL OUT THEN GO TO SLEEP. BDAY WAS NICE, JUST HAD DINNER WITH THE CLOSE GROUP OF FRIENDS AND THEN WENT BOWLING... WHERE THEY SCREWED UP AND NOW I HAVE TO CALL THEIR GM TO COMPLAIN AND GET MY MONEY BACK. THE ZONE HAS NEVER BEEN THIS BIG OF A HASSLE, THE PEOPLE THERE THAT NIGHT WAS COMPLETELY USELESS AND DIDNT EVEN UNDERSTAND THEIR OWN SYSTEM. THE FACT THAT I HAD TO EXPLAIN TO THEM WHAT THEY DID WRONG AND HOW ILLOGICAL THEY WERE ACTUALLY MADE ME FEEL DUMBER... NOT TO MENTION IT WAS MY FREAKING BDAY!!! ANYWAYS I GOTTA DEAL WITH THAT SOON. HUNG OUT WITH THE FAMILY ONE DAY AND HAD DIM SUM THE OTHER. OH I DID HAVE A SOCCER GAME LAST WEEK AND IT WAS GREAT. WE WON AND I SHOULD HAVE SCORED LIKE 3 GOALS!!! INSTEAD I WAS THE UNLUCKIEST GUY EVER... LONG STORY SHORT I KICK THE BALL AND IT HITS THE RIGHT POST, WHEN THE GOALIE TURNS TO LOOK AT THE BALL, THE BALL RICOCHETS OFF THE POST AND HITS HER SQUARE IN THE FACE, THEN THE BALL BOUNCES OFF HER FACE AND HITS THE SAME POST AGAIN, AND THEN BOUNCES OFF THE GOALIES HAND AND ROLLS ON THE LINE BUT NOT IN... ARE... YOU... KIDDING... ME..........   THAT SURE WAS UNLUCKY... SIGH... WELL ANYWAYS GONNA GO GET SOME SLEEP, FINISH OFF THE WEEK STRONG AND HOPEFULLY START ON WHAT REALLY MATTERS.

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366 DAYS UNTIL DEADLINE

SO GUESS WHAT!!! IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN :) YES!!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE ITS ANOTHER YEAR THAT SOON... IT SEEMED LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I SAID IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY POST AND NOW HERE WE GO AGAIN. LOOKING BACK IT WAS A BIG YEAR!!! I WAS A REAL GROWN UP ADULT... HAHA. ITS THE FIRST YEAR THAT IVE ACTUALLY WORKED FULL TIME THE WHOLE YEAR AT THE SAME JOB, I ALSO FINALLY FINISHED ALL MY SCHOOLING, AND TONS OF RANDOMNESS HAPPENED THROUGHOUT. FRIENDS WERE MADE, EVENTS WERE ATTENDED, AND I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MYSELF THIS YEAR. I REALLY FOUND OUT WHAT I WAS MADE OF, AND NOW LOOKING FORWARD TO THE COMING YEAR I GOT BIGGER DREAMS AND BIGGER PLANS. IM AT THE AGE WHERE I REALIZE I HAVE TO BE MORE GROWN UP AND THINGS ARENT EASY LIKE THE WAY THEY WERE BEFORE. I CANT KEEP DOING WHAT IM DOING AND IN ORDER TO CONTINUE I NEED TO CHANGE. I HAVE TO BE BETTER, I HAVE TO LEARN MORE, I HAVE TO BE DIFFERENT. WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE TITLE... 366 DAYS UNTIL DEADLINE... FROM MY BIRTHDAY THIS WEEKEND I AM GIVING MYSELF 1 YEAR TO GET TO WHERE I WANT TO BE. ITS AN AMBITIOUS GOAL AND I KNOW THERES A LOT OF HARD WORK AHEAD OF ME IF I WANT TO BE ABLE TO ACHIEVE WHAT I WANT IN THAT SHORT TIME, BUT THERES NO POINT IN JUST THINKING AND HOPING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN. ITS 366 DAYS SINCE ITS A LEAP YEAR THIS YEAR LOL SO TECHNICALLY I GET A BONUS DAY ACTUALLY LOL. I FIGURE THERES NO BETTER TIME THAN NOW AND SINCE ITS MY BIRTHDAY, THE MORE REASON TO START. YOU CAN ALL HOLD ME TO THIS AND I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW HOW IT GOES IN A YEAR. WELL... IM GOING TO KEEP THIS BLOG GOING SO I GUESS YOU WILL STILL GET UPDATES AND I HOPE THAT THROUGH THE YEAR THE UPDATES WILL ONLY GET BETTER AND BETTER TOWARDS MY GOAL. THIS IS GOING TO BE MY YEAR AND JUST LIKE I HAVE SAID IN MANY OF MY PREVIOUS POSTS, THERES NO ONE ELSE THAT CAN DO IT FOR YOU EXCEPT FOR YOURSELF, IN THE END YOURE THE ONLY ONE THAT MATTERS, NEVER GIVE UP ON WHAT YOU WANT, DO WHAT IT TAKES TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE, HARD WORK PAYS OFF, AND NEVER LET ANYTHING STAND IN YOUR WAY OF OBTAINING YOUR GOALS AND DREAMS. EVERYONE IS CAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING, AND IM GOING TO START TAKING MY OWN ADVICE AND DO WHAT I WANT. I REALLY CANT WAIT TO SEE WHERE I WILL BE IN A YEAR, AND I CANT WAIT TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL TOO :) SO LET THE COUNTDOWN BEGIN!!!

AUGUST IS ALWAYS THE BEST MONTH OF THE YEAR, BESIDES THE MASSIVE AMOUNT OF FRIENDS BDAYS THAT I HAVE, THE SUN IS OUT AND TIME TO PLAY :) JUST THE OTHER DAY I HAD THE MOST PACKED DAY EVER... BARELY SLEPT SINCE I PARTIED THE NIGHT BEFORE... WENT TO DENNYS IN THE MORNING, THEN HIT UP THE GOLF RANGE, GRABBED SOME STARBUCKS, THEN WENT TO SING KARAOKE FOR 3...4... HOURS..., GRABBED SOME DINNER AT QUIZNOS LOL, WENT GO-CARTING, AND ENDED THE NIGHT UP WITH SOME BOWLING HAHA. THAT WAS A LONG DAY AND MOST OF IT WAS RANDOM, WE DIDNT END UP WHERE WE WANTED TO FOR DINNER BUT ENDED UP WITH SOME RANDOM GOOD TIMES INSTEAD. ITS WAS A LONG WEEKEND AS WELL SO HAD BBQ FOR ONE OF MY FRIENDS BDAY. LASTLY AND OBVIOUSLY I WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I MENTION IS THAT TOMORROW IM GOING TO WATCH THE NEW DRAGONBALL MOVIE!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! DRAGONBALL Z: RESURRECTION "F" AHHHHH FRIEZA IS BACK... AGAIN... HAHA. I GREW UP WITH DRAGONBALL AND HAVE TONS OF FIGURES AND SUCH AT HOME TOO. I ALSO CANT WAIT TIL I GO BACK TO HK IN OCT SO I CAN GET MORE STUFF TO ADD TO THE COLLECTION. OH OH OH YA SO DID I MENTION I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHERE IM GOING FOR VACA? WELL IM GOING TO TELL YOU AGAIN EITHER WAY IF I DID HAHA. TICKET FROM HERE TO CHINA TO HK BACK TO CHINA TO HOME, PLUS 7 DAYS TRIP IN CHINA, 5 STAR HOTELS, 3 MEALS A DAY, ALL TRAVEL AND ENTRANCE FEES PAID FOR, GUESS HOW MUCH??? ITS REALLY CHEAP!!! WHATEVER YOU ARE THINKING, GO AHEAD AND HALF THAT AND PROB TAKE SOME MORE OFF WHAT YOU ARE THINKING. YA!!! THAT CHEAP!!! ITS NUTS!!! SO CRAZY THAT HOW COULD WE NOT GO!!! IVE ONLY BEEN TO 1 OF THE LOCATIONS THAT THEY ARE INCLUDING IN THE TRIP BUT WHO CARES, SINCE I HAVENT BEEN TO THE OTHER PLACES AND THAT ITS SUPER CHEAP!!! THIS ENDED UP AS A FAMILY TRIP ALONG WITH MY AUNT AND COUSIN AND SOME OTHER FAMILY FRIENDS. THEN I GET SOME TIME IN HK TO CHILL WITH MY FRIENDS THERE. IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS VACA CAUSE I REALLY NEED IT. JUST NEED SOME TIME TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND RELAX AND JUST RECHARGE. ITS BEEN A LONG YEAR... SO I ALSO HAVE THAT TO LOOK FORWARD TO :) WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW, SEE YOU ALL NEXT WEEK WHERE I WILL BE ANOTHER YEAR WISER................. AHEAHEHAHEA

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ITS A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL

1ST OFF I WANT TO SAY THAT THIS IS POST #200!!! HOLY CRAP!!! I CANT BELIEVE IVE MADE IT THIS FAR... EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS... ITS BEEN WONDERFUL CRAZY WEIRD RIDE, AND DONT WORRY THERES ONLY MORE TO COME LOL. NOW BACK ON TOPIC :)

HONESTLY VANCOUVER IS SO SMALL... YOU CAN REALLY BUMP INTO ANYONE ANYWHERE ANYTIME. ALSO, IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE KNOWS EVERYONE, OR AT LEAST YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THAT SOMEONE. ITS BOTH A GOOD THING AND A BAD THING. IVE FOUND MYSELF MEETING SOME REALLY INTERESTING PEOPLE WHO IVE BECOME FRIENDS WITH AND RECONNECTING WITH PEOPLE I ONCE KNEW OR PEOPLE I BARELY KNOW. TAKE RECENTLY, JUST THE OTHER WEEK I BUMPED INTO AN OLD HIGH SCHOOL CLASSMATE THAT I PROBABLY ONLY BUMPED INTO A HANDFUL OF TIMES IN THE PAST 10 YEARS SINCE WE GRADUATED, YES... NOW YOU KNOW HOW OLD I AM LOL. EVERYTIME WEVE BUMPED INTO EACH OTHER IT WAS JUST A HI HOW ARE YOU, GOOD SEEING YOU TYPE OF SITUATION. THIS TIME IT WAS DIFFERENT, WE ENDED UP CATCHING UP A BIT AND NOW IVE FOUND MYSELF TALKING TO THEM REGULARLY. THE FUNNY PART IS WE NEVER REALLY TALKED TO EACH OTHER IN HIGH SCHOOL AT ALL. A SIDENOTE IS THAT WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL I WAS ACTUALLY LOUD... LIKE REALLY LOUD... AND NOW IM PRETTY QUIET... THE ALL CAPSLOCK THROWS YOU OFF EHH LOL. BACK THEN WAS LOUD AND I GUESS YOU CAN SAY INTERESTING, AND NOW IM MORE SOCIAL, NOT TO SAY I WAS NEVER SOCIAL, IM JUST MORE CONTROLLED I WOULD SAY. DONT GET ME WRONG I CAN STILL BE LOUD AS HELL AND IF YOU EVER COME TO ONE OF MY SOCCER OR FOOTBALL GAMES OR BE I THE CITY OF WHERE IM PLAYING YOU CAN HEAR ME HAHA. IM THE TYPE OF GUY THAT LIKES TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH EVERYONE, WHEREVER ANYONE ENDS UP I WILL ALWAYS MAKE THE TIME TO TRY TO CATCH UP WITH EVERYONE. SOME OF MY FRIENDS THINK ITS WEIRD... THAT IF PEOPLE ARENT IN YOUR LIFE WHY DO YOU PURPOSELY REACH OUT? I JUST FIND IT INTERESTING AND WANT TO SEE HOW PEOPLE ARE. IM INTERESTING IN PEOPLES STORIES AND WHERE THEYVE BEEN. SORTA WENT OFF TOPIC BUT ANYWAYS... SO VANCOUVER IS SMALL!!! I MEAN... A WHILE BACK ONE OF MY BUDDY WAS GOING OUT WITH A GIRL THAT LIVED ON THE ISLAND, THE SMALL WORLD PART IS THAT THE GIRL AND I BOTH WENT TO THE SAME CAMP, SAME YEAR, SAME INTAKE, SAME GROUP ABOUT 8 YEARS PRIOR TO THAT AND THE FACT IS THAT WE BOTH RECOGNIZED EACH OTHER!!! ITS NOT EVEN IN THE CITY AND STILL MANAGED TO HAVE SOME SORT OF CONNECTION ACROSS THE WATER. IF YOU THINK THATS A SMALL WORLD CHECK THIS OUT. WHEN I WENT ON VACATION WITH THE FAMILY TO CHINA 8 YEARS AGO, I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF THE CITIES ON THE SIDE ROADS AND SOMEONE COMES UP TO ME AND ASKS IF IM RICKY... TOOK ME A SECOND BUT THEN I REALIZED WE WERE BOTH IN THE SAME CHINESE CLASS TOGETHER YEARS AGO AND ITS BEEN YEARS SINCE I SAW THEM, AND WE NEVER EVEN TALKED TO EACH OTHER IN CLASS!!! THE SAME THING HAPPENED IN HONG KONG WHERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE I BUMPED INTO ANOTHER FRIEND FROM VANCOUVER... OUT OF 7 MILLION PEOPLE IN HONG KONG, I AM ABLE TO BUMP INTO THE ONE PERSON THAT I KNEW FROM HOME AND ITS IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. THINK ABOUT IT... THE TIMING HAS TO BE SO RIGHT FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO BE WHERE YOU ARE TO BUMP INTO THAT PERSON AT EXACTLY WHERE YOU WERE. THE WORLD IS SO SMALL... IT DOESNT MATTER WHERE I GO WHETHER THE STATES, EUROPE, ASIA... OUT OF 7 BILLION OTHER PEOPLE I WILL STILL BE ABLE TO BUMP INTO SOMEONE I KNOW FROM HOME. THE BAD PART OF IT ALL IS YOU CANT GET AWAY... I REALLY WANT TO JUST BE ABLE TO GO SOMEWHERE SOMETIMES WHERE NO ONE KNOWS ME AND JUST FORGET IT ALL. ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE ENOUGH THINGS TO DEAL WITH AT HOME, IL ALSO HAVE SOMEONE THERE TO REMIND ME OF IT WHETHER IT IS GOOD OR BAD IT JUST WONT LET YOU BE AND LEAVE YOU ALONE. ESPECIALLY IN THIS DAY AND AGE WITH TECHNOLOGY AND SOCIAL MEDIA CONNECTING EVERYONE TOGETHER YOU REALLY DO NOT WANT TO DISRESPECT OR OFFEND THE WRONG PERSON, BECAUSE YOU REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHO KNOWS WHO AND WHOS FRIENDS WITH WHO. IF YOU DO, THEN YOU REALLY DONT KNOW WHOS CONNECTED TO WHO AND YOU MIGHT END UP SHOOTING YOURSELF IN THE FOOT. THIS IS WHY I TRY TO BE FRIENDLY TO EVERYONE BECAUSE YOU REALLY NEVER KNOW WHO OR WHEN THEY MAY BE IN A POSITION TO HELP YOU OR DESTROY YOU. IT COULD BE FOR A JOB, OR AN INTRODUCTION, OR SERVING YOU, OR A MILLION OTHER DIFFERENT THINGS, AND YOU DONT WANT ANYONE TO HAVE A GRUDGE AGAINST YOU. THAT IS WHY FOR ANY TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP, BOTH PERSONAL AND PROFESSIONAL IF IT DIDNT WORK OUT THEN IT DIDNT WORK OUT, BUT I WOULD STILL LIKE TO BE FRIENDS IF POSSIBLE OR AT LEAST BE CIVIL IF OUR PATHS EVER SHALL CROSS AGAIN... I MEAN... THE WORLD REALLY IS TOO SMALL.

ON ANOTHER NOTE SOCCER GAME THE PAST WEEK WE PLAYED OUR GOOD OLD RIVALS. A TEAM THAT WE HAVE PLAYED ABOUT 7 OR 8 TIMES AND WE USUALLY WIN AND ITS A GOOD GAME. SOMEHOW WE ENDED UP TYING... FINAL SCORE 1 ALL AND I SCORE THE HEADER FOR OUR TEAM. FINALLY MADE UP FOR THE LOST HEADER LAST WEEK HAHA. OH OH OH AND I ALSO WENT TO MY 1ST EVER WHITECAPS GAME :) BESTIE TOOK ME AND WE HAD TONS OF FOOD AND WE WON TOO. THAT WAS COOL. HAD A MEETING TODAY AND IT WAS GOING TO BE INDOORS, BUT NOOOOOOOO LAST MIN EVERYONE SAID IT SO NICE OUT LETS JUST GO HAVE THE MEETING IN THE COURYARD... AKA THE PLAYGROUND. SO THERE WE WERE... NEXT TO THE BUSHES... AND THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE JUST SWATTING MOSQUITOES... THEY WERE EVERYWHERE!!! I JUST FELT ITCHY ESPECIALLY WATCHING EVERYONE IN SHORTS AND TSHIRTS GOING CRAZY LOL. I WAS IN A SUIT AND EVEN I FELT ITCHY UNDER MY CLOTHES LOL. OH AND THE BEST PART... I START SCRATCHING AND ONCE HOME I CHECK... YOU ARE KIDDING ME... I THINK I MIGHT HAVE BEEN BITTEN 7 TIMES!!!!>@>?!?>@??!@#> WTF!!! THROUGH THE CLOTHES AND ITS LIKE THE THIGH AND INSIDE BACK AND KNEE AREA... THROUGH THE CLOTHES... I HATE MOSQUITOES!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGG. NOW TIME TO SLEEP SINCE I HAVE AN EARLY MORNING MEETING AND ANOTHER MEETING AT NIGHT LOL.

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MONEY MONEY MONEY

MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND. ITS TRUE, EVERYTHING COST SOMETHING AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING HAS ITS PRICE. MONEY IS THE SOURCE OF ALL EVIL AND THE SOURCE OF ALL ENJOYMENT. YOU NEED MONEY FOR EVERYTHING, FROM BUYING GROCERIES TO SURVIVE, TO BUYING A PLACE TO LIVE IT. EVERYTHING HAS A COST, AND THIS DAY IN AGE YOU REALLY CANT DO MUCH WITHOUT MONEY. FORGET ABOUT ALL THE WANTS YOU WANT, JUST GETTING THE NEEDS YOU NEED IS ALREADY TOUGH. WITH EVERYTHING HAVING A HIGHER PRICE TAG THESE DAYS HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO KEEP UP??? HOW DO ALL THE PEOPLE ON MINIMUM WAGE SURVIVE, HOW DO THEY SUPPORT THEIR KIDS AND PAY FOR RENT? I MEAN IM DOING OKAY RIGHT NOW AND THERES NO WAY THAT I CAN GO BACK TO WHAT I USE TO MAKE. ITS NOT EVEN ABOUT BEING ABLE TO DO THE THINGS I WANT, ITS THE FACT THAT MY EXPENSES HAVE INCREASED, AND BECAUSE I LIKE NICE THINGS AND WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO OUT AND HAVE WHAT I WANT HAHA. ITS FUNNY THAT WE ALWAYS WANT MORE MONEY, WE ARE NEVER SATISFIED... ALWAYS WANTING MORE. YOU BECOME ACCUSTOMED TO YOUR LIFESTYLE AND ONCE YOU BEGIN YOU JUST CANT GO BACK. THAT IS WHY SO MANY PEOPLE ARE IN DEBT, OR SO MANY PEOPLE ARE WILLING TO DO WHAT IT TAKES TO HAVE MONEY, INCLUDING ROBBING SOMEONE OR A BANK. IF YOU LOOK AT EVERYTHING IT ALL COMES DOWN TO HOW MUCH SOMETHING COSTS. THE FUNNIEST LINE THAT I EVER HEAR IS THAT MONEY CANT BUY YOU EVERYTHING... I BEG TO DIFFER... MONEY CAN BUY YOU ANYTHING, EVERYTHING, AND EVERYONE. THERE IS A PRICE TAG ON EVERYTHING, INCLUDING PEOPLE. EVERYONE HAS A NUMBER AND IF SOMEONE THREW ENOUGH MONEY AT A PROBLEM, I HATE TO SAY IT, BUT IT WILL BE SOLVED. WE ALL JUST WANT TO MAKE A BETTER LIFE FOR OURSELF, AND IF THE OPPORTUNITY CAME UP DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU COULD PASS IT UP? MY BUDDIES AND I HAVE DISCUSSED THIS BEFORE MANY TIMES LIKE HOW MUCH WOULD IT TAKE FOR YOU TO... SO AND SO OR SUCH AND SUCH. EVERYONE HAS A PRICE. EVENTUALLY EVERYONE WILL HAVE A NUMBER WHERE THEY WOULD GO BACK ON ANY BELIEF OR MORAL THEY HAVE TO ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING FOR THE AMOUNT OF MONEY OFFERED. THE ONLY REASON WE DONT ACTUALLY DO IT, IS USUALLY THE AMOUNT THAT WE NEED TO CONVINCE OURSELVES TO DO IT IS A REALLY BIG NUMBER AND NOT MANY PEOPLE CAN AFFORD IT. I LOVE HOW SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT MONEY CANT BUY YOU HAPPINESS... THAT IS ABSOLUTELY UNTRUE AND INSULTING!!! MONEY CAN ABSOLUTELY BUY YOU HAPPINESS!!! IT CAN BUY YOU ANYTHING YOU WANT!!! HATE TO SAY IT BUT THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO EVER SAY THAT ARE PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE MONEY. LETS BE HONEST... MONEY CAN EVEN BUY YOU LOVE!!! MONEY CAN REALLY BUY ANYTHING. THERE IS NOT MANY THINGS IN THE WORLD THAT MONEY CANT BUY... THE ONLY REAL THING I CAN THINK OF IS TIME. EXCEPT YOU ARE USING TIME TO BE ABLE TO MAKE THE MONEY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT, SO ITS MORE OF AN INVESTMENT IF YOU ASK ME LOL. WITH THAT BEING SAID... MONEY COMES WITH ITS OWN PROBLEMS... SOMETIMES YOU JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME, OR PEOPLE WILL ARGUE ABOUT IT, OR YOU CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH. IN THE SEARCH FOR MORE MONEY YOU MAY END UP GOING TO PLACES YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD GO, YOU MIGHT END UP NOT RECOGNIZING YOURSELF, YOU MIGHT LOSE YOUR FRIENDS, LOSE YOUR FAMILY, LOSE YOURSELF... THE TIME YOU HAVE TO SACRIFICE FOR IT... THERES ALWAYS A TRADE-OFF, AND IF YOU THINK ITS WORTH IT THEN ITS WORTH IT. RIGHT NOW I THINK CAUSE IM STILL YOUNG, THAT MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN A LOT OF THINGS. IM STILL TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING THAT I WANT IN LIFE AND ITS OK TO WANT WHAT I WANT AND DO WHAT I NEED TO, TO GET IT ALL. ALWAYS GOT MONEY ON MY MIND AND MY MIND ON MY MONEY... LOL :)

WENT TO WALK WITH THE DRAGON THE PAST WEEK AND IT WAS THE SAME AS USUAL. WEATHER WAS GREAT... HOT AS HELL... WENT THERE AND CHECKED THINGS OUT, GOT SOME SWAG, PLAYED SOME GAMES. OMG!!! SO THERE WAS A GAME WHERE YOU HAD TO THROW 3 PLASTIC BALLS INTO THE MIDDLE NET TO WIN A TEDDY BEAR... THE BALLS ARE THOSE BALL PIT BALLS AND ITS LIGHT... WELL LETS JUST SAY WE SPENT ALMOST ALL OF OUR TICKETS AND THEN SOME TRYING TO WIN IT... IF YOU MISS THE 1ST ONE BASICALLY YOU CANT WIN... SO WE KEPT ON PLAYING KEPT ON LINING UP NONSTOP AND FINALLY ON MY 2ND LAST TICKET I DID IT!!! ONE OF US FINALLY WON IT!!! OMG!!! CANT BELIEVE IT. AFTER THAT I WAS DONE, ITS THE KIND OF GAME THAT PISSES YOU OFF AND YOU JUST WANT SOMEONE TO WIN, AND WHEN I WON IT WE WERE ALL SO HAPPY HAHAHA. BESIDES THAT WENT TO SING K TWICE THE PAST WEEK AND WORK IS WORK. STARTED WORKING ON MY SIDE THING AND JUST NEED MORE TIME TO BE ABLE TO REALLY LOOK AT IT HARD AND WORK AND GETTING TO WHERE I WANT TO BE. ONCE AGAIN EVERYTHING ALWAYS ENDS BACK UP WITH THE ISSUE OF MONEY... HAHA.

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ITS ALL A MYSTERY

SO THE NEW OUTLET OPENED UP NEAR THE AIRPORT LATE LAST WEEK AND OVER THE WEEKEND SOME FRIENDS AND I DROPPED BY. THERE WAS NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT IT AND THE PRICES REALLY WERENT THAT GREAT AND THE SELECTION WAS MEH... THE ARCHITECTURE WAS COOL BUT THATS ABOUT ALL. OH OH OH AND A FREAKING HUGE LINE UP FOR COACH... AND I WAS ALL ASIANS... HAHA. THEN WE WENT TO ONE OF THOSE MYSTERY ROOMS WHERE YOU HAVE TO ESCAPE AND IT WAS MY 1ST TIME TO ONE OF THEM. WE PICKED ONE THAT WAS THE 2ND HARDEST TO BEGIN WITH... AND LET ME JUST SAY THAT IT WAS REALLY WELL MADE AND WE FAILED PRETTY BAD... HONESTLY YOU HAVE TO KNOW A LOT ABOUT RANDOM THINGS CAUSE THEY WILL HAVE CLUES AND ITS LIKE WOW... HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO RECALL OR KNOW THIS... AT THE END WE WERE TOLD WE WERENT EVEN HALF WAY THROUGH... SO YA IF NONE OF YOU HAVE TRIED IT BEFORE YOU SHOULD GO. ITS FUN. ANYWAYS AFTER THAT WENT BACK TO THE OUTLET FOR A BIT MORE LOOKING AROUND. THEN SPAGHETTI FACTORY, AND FOOD MASSAGE. YES, RANDOM, 6 PEOPLE TO FOOT MASSAGE. WE WERE UP THERE TO PAY AND THEY AUTOMATICALLY PUT A $10 TIP ON IT... SHE DIDNT EVEN LET ME CHOOSE... I DIDNT EVEN GET THE MASSAGE YET... HOW CAN I TIP BEFORE I GET THE SERVICE... ANYWAYS SO THAT WASNT TOO COOL. IT WAS A LONG DAY BUT IT WAS QUITE FUN, NOW WE PLANNING FOR ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE ESCAPE ROOMS LOL

SPEAKING OF MYSTERIES... EVERYTHING YOU DO IS A MYSTERY. YOU GO THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT REALLY KNOWING WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. YOU TRY TO DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN AND PLACE YOURSELF IN A PLACE WHERE YOU YOU KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT, BUT YOU DONT. NOTHING IS 100% CERTAIN OR GUARANTEED IN THE WORLD. EVERYTHING CAN CHANGE IN A SPLIT SECOND AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD COULD BE FLIPPED UPSIDE DOWN. LIFES A MYSTERY AND THATS PART OF THE FUN PART OF IT. NEVER FULLY KNOWING WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. I GUESS THIS IS TOPIC CAME UP CAUSE AS MENTIONED IN THE PREVIOUS COUPLE OF POSTS IM STARTING SOMETHING UP, AND ITS READY. EVERYTHING IS GOOD TO GO AND WE WILL NOW SEE IF I AM ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT TO. RIGHT NOW WITH ALL MY PLANNING AND EVERYTHING I STILL DONT KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN. OF COURSE I WANT TO SUCCEED AND MAKE IT ALL WORK OUT BUT WHO KNOWS UNTIL I ACTUALLY START IT UP. ONLY ONE WAY. ONLY TIME CAN TELL AND THATS WHY THE MYSTERIES OF LIFE IS SO FASCINATING. I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS TOPIC ALL NIGHT LONG BUT IM TIRED FROM WORK AND EVERYTHING SO IM OUT. OH YA AND I TOOK MY FRIEND TO HER 1ST BASEBALL GAME AND IT WAS FUN. I SWEAR WE WERE THE LOUDEST ONES THERE AND IT WAS GOING TO GET ROWDY HAHA. SO MUCH FUN :)

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GOALS

GOALS... HAVE ONE AND GO FOR IT!!! NEED I SAY MORE? IVE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE SOMEWHAT AND RIGHT NOW I FEEL ITS MORE IMPORTANT THAN EVER. I FINALLY HAVE THIS GOAL AND I WANT TO ACHIEVE IT. ITS A BIG GOAL, ITS A HIGH GOAL, AND ITS GOING TO TAKE A LOT OF WORK TO GET THERE, BUT ITS WHAT I WANT. EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE HIGH GOALS. SET RIDICULOUS GOALS AND SEE HOW FAR YOU CAN GET, SEE WHAT YOU ARE MADE OF, AND WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF, AND YOU WILL SURPRISE EVEN YOURSELF. IVE BEEN WORKING ON SOMETHING FOR A WHILE NOW AND ITS ABOUT TO BECOME REAL. SO LET SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN THEN. EVERYONE NEEDS A GOAL, YOU CANT JUST GO AROUND AIMLESSLY WITHOUT KNOWING WHERE OR WHAT YOU ARE DOING. THE PROBLEM IS GOALS ARENT EASY TO OBTAIN AND LOTS OF PEOPLE ARE AFRAID THAT THEY WILL NEVER ACHIEVE THEIR GOALS. PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF FAILING... IF YOU JUST KEEP GOING THROUGH LIFE AFRAID OF FAILING AND NEVER TRYING THEN YOU WILL ONLY GET STUCK IN WHERE YOU ARE. YOU CANT BE AFRAID, YOU HAVE TO TRY, YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO RISK SOMETHING TO GET WHAT YOU WANT. YOU REALLY GET WHAT YOU PUT IN, AND IF YOU DONT PUT IN MUCH THEN YOU WONT GET MUCH. AGREED, SOME PEOPLE ARE CONTENT WITH EVERYTHING... BUT ARE YOU? IF NOT THEN HAVE A GOAL TO CHANGE WHAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE AND DO WHAT YOU NEED TO, TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS. A GOAL IS YOUR OWN AND ONLY ONE PERSON CAN HELP YOU ACHIEVE IT, NO ONE ELSE WILL ACHIEVE IT FOR YOU, AND WHEN THEY DO WILL THEY SHARE IT WITH YOU? NO, BECAUSE THEY MADE IT. IF YOU WANT IT, GO AND TAKE IT, GO MAKE IT HAPPEN. RISK IT ALL KNOWING THAT YOU DIDNT LEAVE ANYTHING BEHIND, AND IF YOU DO FAIL, AT LEAST YOU KNOW YOU TRIED YOUR BEST, BUT NEVER GIVE UP ON IT. IF IT IS A GOAL YOU WANT THEN ALWAYS KEEP WORKING AT IT. RARELY ANYONE EVER SUCCEEDS ON THE VERY FIRST TRY, SO KEEP GOING, KEEP TRYING, KEEP WORKING, KEEP GRINDING UNTIL THE DAY YOU CAN FINALLY SAY THAT YOU MADE IT TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE AT, AND NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU. GO GET IT!!!

WELL, FINALLY GETTING BACK INTO MEANINGFUL POSTS :) AT LEAST THIS IS THE START OF IT HAHA. LETS SEE HOW LONG I CAN KEEP THIS GOING BEFORE I START RUNNING OUT OF TOPICS AGAIN. ANYWAYS WORKS STILL BUSY AS USUAL, HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS ON THE WEEKEND, HAD A BBQ, AND WENT TO THE NIGHT MARKET. 1ST TIME OF THE YEAR TO THE NIGHT MARKET, WENT TO GET SOME FOOD AND SHOP AROUND. THEY HAVE THIS CORK GUN GAME AND IT WILL PISS PEOPLE WHO LIKE SHOOTING, THE CORK HAS TO PUT IN PERFECTLY STRAIGHT AND TIGHT, WHILE THE SIGHTS ARE BULLSHIT AND THE GUN SHOOTS LOW. YOU HAVE TO SHOOT OFF 3 GOLF BALLS ON GOLF TEES WITH 4 SHOTS. YOU COMPENSATE AFTER THE 1ST SHOT AND IT STILL GOES WORSE AND WORSE. YOU LEVEL EVERYTHING AND GO SIGHT TO SIGHT AND IT WILL MAGICALLY GO ABOUT 2 FEET LOW... ITS THE BIGGEST GAME THAT WILL PISS YOU OFF... I SPENT... SOME... MONEY... ON THAT AND DIDNT WIN LOL. HATE THAT GAME SO MUCH THAT I WANTED TO BREAK EVERYTHING THERE LOL. ANYWAYS SO PLAYED THIS OTHER GAME WHERE YOU TOSS A QUARTER AND YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT LAND ON A PLATE, THE ISSUE IS THE QUARTERS SLIDE OFF OR BOUNCE OFF. AFTER PLAYING A FEW I GOT MY FIRST ONE ON THE PLATE, AND A SECOND ONE... AND A THIRD... AND A FORTH!!!!!!! HOLY CRAP!!! I FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO IT AND WON AN AWESOME DRAGONBALL PLUSHIE :) HEHE. SO FROM NOW IF I EVER GO BACK IM JUST GOING TO WIN THE WHOLE STUPID SHACK OF PLUSHIES BECAUSE THAT GUN GAME SUCKED AND PISSED ME OFF!!! LOL. WELL IM GONNA GET SOME SLEEP EARLY TODAY, GOT LOTS OF DRIVING AROUND TO PLACES TOMORROW AND THEN IM GOING TO HIT UP ANOTHER BASEBALL GAME :) SEE YOU ALL NEXT WEEK.

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HAPPY CANADA DAY

WELCOME THE 1ST EVER CANADA DAY POST :) OR MAYBE ITS NOT THE 1ST... I DONT KNOW BECAUSE IM NOT GOING TO BOTHER CHECKING, IM LAZY TODAY. ACTUALLY I KEPT THINKING THAT TODAY WAS THE WEEKEND CAUSE OF THE HOLIDAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WEEK. ITS NICE TO HAVE DAY OFF BUT IT THROWS THINGS OFF BUT ITS GREAT SINCE ONLY 2 MORE DAYS TIL THE WEEKEND LOL. ANYWAYS NOT GONNA WRITE A TOPIC TODAY SINCE IM HEADING OUT IN A BIT. I HAD TICKETS TO A BASEBALL GAME ON MONDAY AND I WENT WITH SOME BUDDIES. IM NOT INTO BASEBALL AND I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT IT BESIDES PLAYING IT LIKE THE 3 TIMES IN SCHOOL. IT SORTA BORES ME... SO ANYWAYS THE SEATS THAT WE HAD WERE IN THE SUN AND MAN WAS IT HOT!!! ON TOP OF THAT I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE WHOLE STADIUM IN A FREAKING SUIT!!! I WENT THERE STRAIGHT FROM WORK AND DIDNT BOTHER BRINGING A CHANGE OF CLOTHES AND WELL... THAT WAS A MISTAKE HAHA. LETS JUST SAY UNTIL THE SUN WENT BEHIND THE STADIUM, I WAS DRENCHED HAHAHAHA. THE WHOLE BACK OF MY SHIRT WAS WET... SO GROSS!!! HAHA. ANYWAYS SO WE LOST 7-NIL BUT IT WAS NICE TO GO TO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. COUPLE OF THE BUDDIES NEVER BEEN BEFORE AND IVE ONLY GONE 1 OTHER TIME.

SO THE CREW DECIDED TO PARTY IT UP LAST NIGHT SINCE NONE OF US WORKED TODAY CAUSE OF THE HOLIDAY... LETS JUST SAY IT GOT MESSY... WE WENT A LITTLE BIT TOO HARD HAHA. THE CLUB WAS PACKED AS USUAL LIKE ALL TUESDAYS... WE WERE ALL TALKING ABOUT HOW WE USE TO BE THERE ON A TUESDAY SO IT FELT LIKE WE WERE COMING OUT OF RETIREMENT HAHA. WHICH LOOKING BACK... MAYBE WE SHOULD HAVE STAYED RETIRED HAHA. EVEN GETTING INTO THE CLUB WAS A MESS. THERE WAS SO MANY PPL THAT IF YOU DIDNT GREASE TO GET IN OR HAVE STAFF LIST... WELL FORGET IT. THE LINE UP WAS SO SCREWED!!! HAVENT SEEN IT THAT LONG IN A LONG TIME. ANYWAYS SO INSIDE IT WAS BOILING HOT, EVERYONE WAS SWEATY, AND THE DRINK LINES WERE LONG. THE AC WORKS BUT NO WAY THAT IT CAN COVER THE WHOLE PLACE, AND ALSO THE CONDENSATION JUST DROPS OFF THE CEILING ALL NIGHT ON EVERYONE. ITS SO MUCH FUN... NOT!!! WELL ANYWAYS PARTIED TIL THE LIGHTS CAME ON. LETS JUST SAY WE WONT BE GOING THAT HARD FOR A WHILE...

WOOO SHORT WEEK!!! LOL EXCEPT THE FACT THAT I GOT TONS TO DO STILL TO CATCH UP... OH OH OH AND FINALLY STARTING TO GET OTHER THINGS GOING. ONLY TIME WILL TELL HOW THINGS WORK OUT. LETS GO GET IT WOOOOOO :)

OPPS I FORGOT 1 THING... WENT OUT WITH MY HOME GIRL TO A CRAFT FAIR AND SHE ENTERED THIS CONTEST TO WIN A GIFT BASKET AND GUESS WHAT SHE WON!!! THEN WE FOR GELATO HEHE RANDOM FUNESS WOOOO. HAD TO MAKE THIS UPDATE CAUSE IT WAS SO MUCH FUN LOL

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KNOWING WHAT YOU KNOW

SO I LITERALLY JUST GOT HOME, JUST IN TIME TO WRITE THIS SHORT POST. IM TIRED AND IM SO FULL... LOL... I JUST GOT HOME FROM THE BIGGEST MEETING WE HAVE EVER HAD FOR THE COMPANY AND THE FULL TEAM WAS OUT IN FORCE FOR THIS. THE MEETING WENT GREAT AND THEN BIG BOSSMAN TOOK US OUT TO DINNER. THE TOPIC TIES INTO THE MEETING WE HAD TODAY. I THINK I WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THIS BEFORE BUT MORE ON THE LINES OF "NEVER STOP LEARNING" AND THIS IS MORE ABOUT WHAT YOU KNOW OR THE KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU HAVE. IN THE MEETING TODAY THERE AND RECENTLY AT OTHER MEETINGS THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT WHAT THEY WERE PRESENTING OR TALKING ABOUT. IT JUST AMAZES ME HOW PEOPLE KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW. THE PEOPLE JUST KNOW ABOUT THE INDUSTRY AND WHAT NEEDS TO GET DONE OR WHY THINGS ARE. I MEAN I KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF RANDOM THINGS BUT THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. IM NOT AN EXPERT IN MANY THINGS, BUT I DO KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. IN MY JOB WE ARENT EXPERTS IN A LOT OF THINGS BUT WE KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. THATS WHAT EXPERTS ARE, THEY KNOW A LOT ABOUT SPECIFIC THINGS AS WELL. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, HOW DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW? YOU JUST DO... OR YOU WENT TO SCHOOL FOR IT. AFTER YEARS OF SCHOOL OR TRAINING, YOU FINALLY KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW. IM IMPRESSED BY WHAT SOME PEOPLE KNOW. PERSONALLY I KNOW A LOT ALREADY BUT I WANT TO KNOW MORE TO BE AT THE POINT WHERE I KNOW EVERYTHING... BUT THATS IMPOSSIBLE. I JUST WANT TO BE AN EXPERT ON WHAT I KNOW. THEN AGAIN HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL THE RANDOM THINGS YOU KNOW... I ALWAYS LOOK RANDOM STUFF UP AND IF YOU WANTED TO KNOW I KNOW SOME REALLY RANDOM FACTS... IVE BEEN ASKED HOW I KNOW SOME OF THE THINGS I KNOW... AND I REALLY CANT TELL YOU... SOMETIMES YOU JUST DO.

SO CAMPING WAS FUN, THERE WAS NO RECEPTION UP THERE AND IT WAS NICE JUST GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL. WE CHILLED AND DRANK AND ATE AND WALKED AROUND AND JUST ENJOYED OURSELVES. THE WATER WAS SO COLD THAT WE COULDNT GO SWIM, AND THE SKIES AT NIGHT WAS SO CLEAR THAT WE SAW SO MANY STARS. I DIDNT SEEN ANY BEARS BUT THATS BECAUSE THEY WERE SCARED OF ME :) IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY AT WORK AND THIS WAS A MUCH NEEDED SMALL LITTLE GETAWAY. NOW TIME TO GET SOME SLEEP SINCE ITS BEEN A REALLY REALLY LONG DAY AND THEN BACK AT IT TOMORROW AGAIN LOL.

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CAMPING

SO IF YOU KNOW ME YOU KNOW THAT IM VERY PARTICULAR ABOUT EVERYTHING... TO THE POINT OF OCD... AND ESPECIALLY I DONT LIKE DIRTY THINGS, THATS WHY I WORK IN AN OFFICE AND NOT IN LIKE THE OIL FIELDS OR CONSTRUCTION OR WHATEVER. THIS WEEKEND THE BDAY GIRL DECIDED TO GO CAMPING FOR HER BDAY. I DONT MIND SINCE IVE GONE BEFORE... WHEN I WAS LIKE 14... AND I ALSO GOT A HUGE TENT THAT I BARELY USED AND A SLEEPING BAG, SO TECHNICALLY IM DONE AND EVERYONE ELSE... WELL THEY ARE ON THEIR OWN HAHA. WE GOING UP TO SOME PLACE CALLED SKAGIT AND ITS SOMEWHERE IN HOPE. I WENT TO CHECK THEIR WEBSITE TODAY AND ONE OF THE 1ST LINES I READ IS THAT THE "BEARS ARE VERY ACTIVE" IN THIS AREA... WELL... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL BASICALLY IT MEANS THAT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS YOU KNOW WHERE I AM HAHA BUT IM THINKING MORE ON THE LINES OF IM GOING BRING A BEAR HOME AS A PET LOL. IM GOING TO FIGHT IT, GAIN ITS TRUST, LIVE AMONG THEIR PEOPLE, AND SOMEDAY RULE THEM!!! THEY WILL NEVER SUSPECT IT OR SEE IT COMING. ANY WAYS ITS GOING TO BE ONE MASSIVE GONG SHOW LOL. SO THERES NO WATER, NO TOILETS, NO RECEPTION, NO ANYTHING FOR MILES AND MILES, WHICH MEANS CRAPPING IN THE BUSHES HAHA. ITS GOING O BE FUN, I HAVENT DONT IT IN A LONG TIME SO LETS SEE HOW IT GOES. ITS GOING OT BE INTERESTING FOR SURE. WOOOOOOO

TIRED AS USUAL AND PASSING OUT AS USUAL.PLUS I HAVE A MEETING IN THE MORNING THATS GOING TO LAST FOR HOURSSSSSSS. OH OH OH SO I WAS WORKING LATE ON MONDAY AND WHEN I WAS GOING TO GO PICK UP MY DAD MY CAR DIED... THANK... BATTERIES DEAD SO I CALL FOR A BATTERY CAR AND TURNS OUT THEY CLOSE THOSE DOWN AT 10PM... LUCKILY THEY WERE BUSY AND THE BATTERY CAR WAS STILL WORKING. I WAITED AND WAITED AND SOON ENOUGH THEY CAME AND GOT ME A NEW BATTER AND BIM BAM BOOM ITS DONE AND TIME TO GO HOME ALMOST AT MIDNIGHT. THINGS DID COME IN THRES... WELL... I PASSED OUT AGAIN SO IM GONNA CALL IT QUITS FOR THIS WEEK. I NEED ME SLEEP!!!

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NOTE

OK... I PASSED OUT 2 TIMES BEFORE I EVEN GOT THIS POST STARTED... I REALLY NEED TO START WRITING THIS EARLIER LOL. SO THERES NOT MUCH OF A TOPIC TODAY AND ITS MORE OF A NOTE TO EVERYONE. IF YOU HAVE NOTICED, I HAVENT REALLY EVER WRITTEN ABOUT THE OBVIOUS TOPICS SUCH AS LIFE, FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT. THE PROBLEM IS THAT THERE IS SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT THEM AND I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO START... WELL IF I DID START IT WOULD BE A EVEN BIGGER MESS OF JUMBLED WORDS. THE MOMENT YOU WRITE IT DOWN IS THE MOMENT IT BECOMES REALITY AND FOR SOME OF THE STUFF I RATHER NOT SAY.

TIRED, PASSING OUT, BUSY AT WORK, OUT OF THE PLAYOFFS FOR FOOTBALL, HANGING OUT AND JUST REALXING. NOT MUCH ELSE RIGHT NOW, STILL WORKING ON HAVING SOME OF THINGS RUNNING BUT THATS TAKING SOME TIME IT SEEMS. WELL THERE YOU GO, A VERY VERY VERYYYYY SHORT POST LOL.

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LOOKING FORWARD... CANT WAIT...

EVERYONE HAS AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER LOOK FORWARD TO OR COULDNT WAIT FOR SOMETHING. THE RESULT OF THAT IS EITHER OF SADNESS/DISAPPOINTMENT OR OF HAPPINESS/PURE JOY. THERES NO POINT IN JUST BEING OK WITH IT SINCE YOU ALREADY HYPED IT UP SO MUCH THAT IT WOULD JUST FEELS LIKE YOU WASTED TIME IF YOU ONLY FELT OK. WHY DO WE SOMETIMES PUT THINGS SO HIGH UP ONLY TO HAVE US REALIZE THAT IT HAS SUNKEN SO LOW? WE ALL WANT IT, WE ALL THINK WE NEED IT, WE ALL THINK WE DESERVE IT. WHO MAKES THIS DECISION THAT WE SHOULD GET WHAT WE GET? I MEAN WE REALLY ONLY GET WHAT WE PUT IN RIGHT??? OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE THAT LUCK OUT AND GET MORE THAN WHAT THEY DESERVE OR JUST HAVE THINGS HANDED TO THEM, BUT MAJORITY OF PEOPLE JUST GET WHAT THEY GET. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE AND WHY DO YOU THINK THAT... I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR YOURSELF. NO ONE WANTS TO WAIT OR UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEY DESERVE IT. YOU KNOW... ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT THEN I STARTED THIS TITLE AND EVENTUALLY IM NOT EVEN SURE THAT IT MAKES SENSE OR IS EVEN RELATED TO THE FIRST PART ANYMORE. THE TITLE IS A LITTLE CONFUSING TOO I SUPPOSE. YOU CAN TAKE IT AS LOOKING FORWARD TO SOMETHING AND CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN, OR YOU CAN TAKE IT AS YOU WANT TO MOVE ON. RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS ANYMORE... I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND OUT... AND IM GOING HAVE TO WAIT TO SEE WHICH IT IS. 

SO IM NOT EVEN QUITE SURE THE PARAGRAPH UP TOP MAKES SENSE... I PASSED OUT QUITE A FEW TIMES WRITING IT. WORKS BEEN GETTING BETTER AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL THESE LAST FEW THINGS ARE TAKEN CARE OF SO I CAN HAVE SOME MORE TIME. FOOTBALL??? WELL... THE PAST WEEKEND WAS A MUST WIN SO WE CAN MAKE PLAYOFFS FOR SURE... LETS JUST SAY WE DIDNT DO AS WELL AS WE WOULD HAVE LIKED. WE WERE SHORT PLAYERS AND THOSE WERE OUR FAST GUYS TOO... SO THAT HURT US. NOW ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO MAKE IT SINCE WE NEED 1 TEAM TO WIN, 1 TEAM TO LOSE, AND OH YA... WE NEED TO WIN AS WELL. IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS THEN WE WOULD NEED TO WIN AS WELL. THE ISSUE IS THAT WE PLAY THE #1 RANKED TEAM TWICE AND THE TEAM THAT WE ARE IN A RACE AGAINST IS PLAYING THE BOTTOM BOTTOM RANKED TEAM. THAT BOTTOM TEAM EVEN FORFEITED THEIR FIRST MEET AND THEY GOT EASY POINTS. THAT BOTTOM TEAM HASNT WON AND I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME FOR THEM TO :) HAHA THEN WE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE OF MAKING IT. JUST WATCH THEM FORFEIT AGAIN... THEY DONT CARE ANYMORE SO ITS LOOKING LIKE WE SCREWED :( SIGH. WHO KNOWS THOUGH :) WE CAN STILL MAKE IT. REST OF LIFE IS FINE FOR NOW. STILL THINKING OF WHERE I SHOULD GO FOR VACA... ANY SUGGESTIONS ANYONE? WELL WHEN IM NOT TIRED OR LAZY IL ACTUALLY WRITE A FULL POST. UNTIL THEN... GOODNIGHT.

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BEEN THINKING... BEEN PLANNING... WHATS NEXT

A CONSTANT THOUGHT THAT KEEPS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND IS WHATS NEXT... IVE BEEN THINKING AND IVE BEEN PLANNING BUT I CANT REALLY FIGURE IT OUT. CURRENTLY EVERYTHING IS GOING GOOD AND IM IN A GREAT PLACE IN MY LIFE FINALLY BUT IM ALWAYS WONDERING WHATS NEXT... YOU KNOW HOW IN THE OLD INTERVIEW DAYS EVERYONE ASKS YOU "WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 5 YEAR?" THAT QUESTION IS SO HARD TO ANSWER. OF COURSE IN AN INTERVIEW YOU ALWAYS ANSWER THAT YOU SEE YOURSELF IN A MANAGEMENT ROLE OR EXECUTIVE LEVEL BLA BLA BLA AND PERHAPS ITS TRUE, BUT HOW MANY OF US CAN REALLY SAY WHERE WE WILL BE IN 5 YEARS. WE CANT EVEN TELL YOU WHERE WE WOULD BE IN A YEAR. SO MUCH CAN CHANGE IN A YEAR, A MONTH, A DAY, A MINUTE... SURE YOU CAN TRY TO PLAN THINGS OUT AND THATS WHAT IVE BEEN TRYING TO DO, BUT THERES JUST TOO MANY VARIABLES, TOO MANY QUESTIONS, TOO MANY DECISIONS TO MAKE TO REALLY KNOW. IF I LOOK BACK 5 YEARS AND THINK IF I HAD ANY IDEA THAT I WOULD END UP WHERE I CURRENTLY AM NOW THE ANSWER WOULD BE NO. I REALLY HAD NO IDEA WHERE I WOULD END UP... I HAD A PLAN AND HAD HOPE TO END UP AT POINT BUT THINGS CHANGE. THE SAME COULD BE SAID ABOUT NOW LOOKING FORWARD AND TRYING TO SEE WHERE I WILL BE. ONCE AGAIN I HAVE A PLAN AND HOPES BUT WHO KNOWS IF ITS GOING TO CHANGE. IN A WAY THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF NOT KNOWING. I JUST REALLY WANT TO KNOW IF THINGS WILL END UP THE WAY I THINK AND HOPE THEY WILL. 5 YEARS IS SUCH A LONG TIME AND SO MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN BETWEEN. MAYBE WHAT I THOUGHT CANT EVEN HAPPEN OR WONT OR SHOULDNT EVEN HAPPEN. WHO REALLY KNOWS... ONLY THING I DO KNOW IS DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO, TO GET TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE, AND DONT LET ANYTHING STOP YOU. THERES NO POINT IN WAITING FOR 5 YEARS TO SEE IF YOU END UP WHERE YOU THINK YOU WILL END UP... START NOW AND MAKE SURE YOU END UP WHERE YOU SAID YOU WOULD END UP 5 YEARS AGO.

EVERYTHING ELSE? WORKS BETTER, EVERYTHING IS FINALLY FINISHING UP AND IT LOOKS LIKE NOT MUCH MORE OT :) PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS HAVE BEEN ROUGH... JUST TOO MUCH TO DO, BUT THE REST OF THE YEAR IS LOOKING GOOD AND ESPECIALLY GOOD SINCE ITS SUMMER TIME WOOOOOOOOOO. FOOTBALL IS GETTING INTENSE... PLAYING TO MAKE IT INTO THE PLAYOFFS RIGHT NOW AND LETS JUST SAY THE LAST GAME GOT REALLY REALLY LOUD AND ALMOST PHYSICAL... MULTIPLE TIMES... AND PEOPLE GOT KICKED OUT. SO NOW WE JUST CONCENTRATING ON FINISHING THE SEASON IN A PLAYOFF SPOT. THIS WEEK IS A MUST WIN NO MATTER WHAT AND WE GOT THIS!!! NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP US!!! I SAY NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOCCER SEASON IS OVER... TURNS OUT OUR VERY LAST GAME THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST FOR FUN SINCE WE LOST THE QUARTER-FINALS WAS CANCELLED... THE FIELD WAS BOOKED FOR THE AUSTRALIAN NATIONAL SOCCER TEAM FOR PRACTICE... SURE... AND THE REST OF LIFE IS THE SAME. JUST HERE AND THERE DOING THIS AND THAT. ENJOY YOUR WEEK EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT TIME.

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FLIGHT TICKET PRICES

WELL THIS SHOULD BE INTERESTING... THIS TOPIC WAS SUGGESTED BY A FRIEND... I BET THE ONLY REASON IS CAUSE SHE IS LOOKING FOR PRICES RIGHT NOW FOR HER TRIP HAHA. ACTUALLY COME TO THINK OF IT... I SHOULD START LOOKING AT TICKET PRICES MYSELF... IM PLANNING ON GOING SOMEWHERE IN OCTOBER/NOVEMBER-ISH. THE PLAN IS MOST LIKELY THAT IL END UP IN HONG KONG AND MAYBE... MAYBEEEEEEEEEEE... JAPAN :) TICKETS ARE CHEAPER THE FARTHER AWAY THEY ARE AS ITS ALL ABOUT NUMBER OF BOOKED SEATS IN ADVANCE. THIS IS ALL THAT STUFF I LEARNED BACK IN SCHOOL... THE CLOSER THEY ARE THE MORE EXPENSIVE THEY ARE CAUSE THEY KNOW THERE WILL BE A DEMAND AND IF YOU REALLY NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE THEN YOU WILL PAY FOR IT EVEN IF ITS AT A PREMIUM. SO FAR THOUGH... EVERY TIME WE BOOK FLIGHTS ITS ALWAYS BEEN THROUGH A FAMILY FRIEND WHO WORKS AT SOME TRAVEL AGENCY... ITS NOT ALWAYS THE CHEAPEST BUT ITS THE EASIEST... THE PARENTS ARE LAZY AND DONT KNOW HOW TO LOOK FOR FLIGHTS, SO THEY RATHER JUST GET IT DONE BY SOMEONE ELSE. I REALLY DONT CARE, I CAN SEARCH OR JUST GO BY WHAT THE TRAVEL AGENT CAN FIND. THEN AGAIN, I REALLY WANT TO TRY THAT KAYAK OR TRIVAGO... THEY MAKE IT SOUND SO GOOD... THEN AGAIN HOW TO THEY MAKE MONEY??? I MEAN I KNOW FOR A FACT SOME OF THEM MAKE COMMISSION BUT NOT ALL... IF THE TICKETS ARE SO CHEAP THEN HOW CAN THEY CONTINUE WITH THOSE LOW PRICES? YOU KNOW WHAT? IM GOING TO START LOOKING FOR PLACES TO GO FOR MY VACA :)

SO WORKS STILL BEEN BUSY AND AFTER THE LONG DAY AND MEETING I HAD I DECIDED TO GO TO A&W. I LITERALLY PASSED ONE A BLOCK AWAY FROM WHERE I HAD THE MEETING BUT FIGURED THAT IL GO TO THE ONCE NEAR HOME. I GET THERE I WALK IN AND IM ABOUT TO ORDER... WHEN IT GOES BZZZZZ... AND POWER GOES OUT...!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?!?!?!?! JEZZ!!! SO THEY CLOSE UP SHOP AND I DONT GET MY DAM ONION RINGS :@ ARGGGG. SO I START DRIVING HOME AND TURNS OUT MOST OF THAT AREA HAD A POWER OUTAGE... SO BEING UNHAPPY I WAS THINKING OF JUST GOING TO WENDYS BUT IM STUBBORN AND SAID NO!!! I WANT MY DAM ONION RINGS SO I GO TO ANOTHER A&W JUST TO GET ME SOME ONION RINGS AND BURGER AND ROOTBEER AND MY FREE PIE :) HAHA.

OH OH OH LAST WEEK THERE WAS THIS INDUSTRY EVENT NIGHT AND THEY ALWAYS MAKE IT INTO A THEMED EVENT AND THIS YEAR IT WAS 60'S CASINO NIGHT... ITS ALWAYS CASINO NIGHT EVERY YEAR BUT THE THEME CHANGES. LAST YEAR IT WAS SPORTS BUT I COULDNT GO. THIS YEAR ITS 60'S... SORTA FUNNY SINCE LIKE 99% OF THE PEOPLE THERE WERENT EVEN ALIVE IN THE 60'S YET HAHA. ANYWAYS SO ATE AND THEN WENT TO PLAY WITH FAKE CASH... WE EACH WERE GIVEN $10,000 TO START WITH AND MY CHIPS WERE ALL GONE IN ABOUT 2 HANDS LOL. SO I BORROWED MORE OR PPL GAVE ME SOME AND I WAS BASICALLY DOWN $40,000 IN ABOUT 20 MINS BUT AT THE END OF THE NIGHT I WAS UP TO $800,000!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ACTUALLY RAN OUT OF CHIPS TO PAY ME AND IF THAT WAS REAL MONEY I WOULD PEACE IT FOR THE WEEK AND GO ON A VACA!!! LOL. THEN AGAIN IM PRETTY SURE I WOULD HAVE STOPPED WHEN I WAS AT $400,000... PROB EVEN AT $100,000... AHEAHEHAHE MORE LIKE IF I WAS UP $50,000 FROM DOWN $40,000... ACTUALLY I WOULDNT HAVE EVEN GONE DOWN $40,000 IF IT WAS REAL MONEY LOL.

I WASNT GOING TO GO ANDREW RAYEL ON THE WEEKEND... I DIDNT BUY THE TICKETS WHEN IT FIRST CAME OUT... I WASNT GOING TO... WASNT GOING TO... ANDDDDDDDDDD I WENT LOL. HE CANCELLED THE SHOW THE NIGHT BEFORE IN EDMONTON OR SOMETHING CAUSE HE GOT FOOD POISONING AND WASNT SURE ABOUT VANCOUVER, BUT HE WAS WELL ENOUGH TO COME THE NEXT DAY. IT WAS A GREAT SHOW AND I ACTUALLY GOT TO MEET HIM AFTER THE SHOW AS WELL WOOOOOOO :) TOO BAD HE BLINKED IN MY PICTURE :(

GONNA START NEEDING MORE TOPICS SOON... GIVE ME TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT PEOPLE!!! MAKE SUGGESTIONS IN THE COMMENT SECTION OR YOU ALL WILL BE GETTING THESE RANDOMLY RANDOM POSTS WITH UPDATES LOL......... WELL IT IS RANDOM AND I GUESS THATS PART OF THE NAME EH HAHA.

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