EVERYONE HAS AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER LOOK FORWARD TO OR COULDNT WAIT FOR SOMETHING. THE RESULT OF THAT IS EITHER OF SADNESS/DISAPPOINTMENT OR OF HAPPINESS/PURE JOY. THERES NO POINT IN JUST BEING OK WITH IT SINCE YOU ALREADY HYPED IT UP SO MUCH THAT IT WOULD JUST FEELS LIKE YOU WASTED TIME IF YOU ONLY FELT OK. WHY DO WE SOMETIMES PUT THINGS SO HIGH UP ONLY TO HAVE US REALIZE THAT IT HAS SUNKEN SO LOW? WE ALL WANT IT, WE ALL THINK WE NEED IT, WE ALL THINK WE DESERVE IT. WHO MAKES THIS DECISION THAT WE SHOULD GET WHAT WE GET? I MEAN WE REALLY ONLY GET WHAT WE PUT IN RIGHT??? OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE THAT LUCK OUT AND GET MORE THAN WHAT THEY DESERVE OR JUST HAVE THINGS HANDED TO THEM, BUT MAJORITY OF PEOPLE JUST GET WHAT THEY GET. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE AND WHY DO YOU THINK THAT... I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR YOURSELF. NO ONE WANTS TO WAIT OR UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEY DESERVE IT. YOU KNOW... ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT THEN I STARTED THIS TITLE AND EVENTUALLY IM NOT EVEN SURE THAT IT MAKES SENSE OR IS EVEN RELATED TO THE FIRST PART ANYMORE. THE TITLE IS A LITTLE CONFUSING TOO I SUPPOSE. YOU CAN TAKE IT AS LOOKING FORWARD TO SOMETHING AND CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN, OR YOU CAN TAKE IT AS YOU WANT TO MOVE ON. RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS ANYMORE... I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND OUT... AND IM GOING HAVE TO WAIT TO SEE WHICH IT IS.
SO IM NOT EVEN QUITE SURE THE PARAGRAPH UP TOP MAKES SENSE... I PASSED OUT QUITE A FEW TIMES WRITING IT. WORKS BEEN GETTING BETTER AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL THESE LAST FEW THINGS ARE TAKEN CARE OF SO I CAN HAVE SOME MORE TIME. FOOTBALL??? WELL... THE PAST WEEKEND WAS A MUST WIN SO WE CAN MAKE PLAYOFFS FOR SURE... LETS JUST SAY WE DIDNT DO AS WELL AS WE WOULD HAVE LIKED. WE WERE SHORT PLAYERS AND THOSE WERE OUR FAST GUYS TOO... SO THAT HURT US. NOW ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO MAKE IT SINCE WE NEED 1 TEAM TO WIN, 1 TEAM TO LOSE, AND OH YA... WE NEED TO WIN AS WELL. IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS THEN WE WOULD NEED TO WIN AS WELL. THE ISSUE IS THAT WE PLAY THE #1 RANKED TEAM TWICE AND THE TEAM THAT WE ARE IN A RACE AGAINST IS PLAYING THE BOTTOM BOTTOM RANKED TEAM. THAT BOTTOM TEAM EVEN FORFEITED THEIR FIRST MEET AND THEY GOT EASY POINTS. THAT BOTTOM TEAM HASNT WON AND I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME FOR THEM TO :) HAHA THEN WE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE OF MAKING IT. JUST WATCH THEM FORFEIT AGAIN... THEY DONT CARE ANYMORE SO ITS LOOKING LIKE WE SCREWED :( SIGH. WHO KNOWS THOUGH :) WE CAN STILL MAKE IT. REST OF LIFE IS FINE FOR NOW. STILL THINKING OF WHERE I SHOULD GO FOR VACA... ANY SUGGESTIONS ANYONE? WELL WHEN IM NOT TIRED OR LAZY IL ACTUALLY WRITE A FULL POST. UNTIL THEN... GOODNIGHT.
RT
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