DOING THE RIGHT THING!!!

DO YOU ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THING??? WHAT IS RIGHT ANYWAY??? RIGHT IS SUCH A SUBJECTIVE TERM. WHAT ONE PERSON SEES AS RIGHT COULD BE TOTALLY WRONG TO ANOTHER. SOMETIMES IM NOT SURE IF WHAT IM DOING IS RIGHT OR NOT... IN THE MOMENT OF THINGS IT SEEMS RIGHT, IT IS ONLY AFTER THAT YOU REALIZE THAT IT MIGHT BE WRONG... IT IS WRONG... I CANT HELP MYSELF, I TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND SOMETIMES LOOKING BACK WHY DID I DO IT? WHY COULDNT I JUST HAVE DONE IT WRONG, WHY BE THE GOOD GUY AND DO THE RIGHT THING. THERE IS NO REAL PRIZE FOR GOING THE RIGHT THING, YOU JUST FEEL BETTER. SOMETIMES THE RESULT OF DOING THE RIGHT THING IS EVEN WORSE THAN DOING THE WRONG THING... SO WHATS THE POINT? IT ALL JUST ENDS WITH WHAT YOU CAN LIVE WITH. IF YOU CAN LIVE WITH YOURSELF DOING IT WRONG, THEN ODDS ARE YOU WILL DO IT THAT WAY. SOMEHOW IT TURNS OUT THAT I WANT TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND BE ABLE TO EXPLAIN AND LIVE WITH MYSELF... BUT SOMETIMES I REALLY WISH I DID THINGS ANOTHER WAY. SOMETIMES ITS JUST SO HARD TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING. YOU TRY TRY TRY AND YOU JUST CANT DO IT. SOMEHOW TRYING SO HARD TO DO THE RIGHT THING YOU END UP MESSING IT UP... LIFES FUNNY LIKE THAT, AND WHEN YOU REALLY DONT CARE ANYMORE, THATS WHEN THINGS GO RIGHT AND WORK THEMSELVES OUT... FROM WHEN WE WERE YOUNG, WE WERE ALWAYS TAUGHT TO DO THE RIGHT THING... BUT WE SEE ALL THOSE WHO DONT FOLLOW THAT RULE DO SO MUCH BETTER THAT MAKES US RETHINK IT. EVERYTHING JUST WORKS OUT FOR THOSE PEOPLE... BUT REMEMBER KARMA ALWAYS COMES BACK SO THINK OF IT IN THE LONG RUN. JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT TO... IF YOU CAN LIVE WITH YOURSELF... BUT IF YOU DONT DO IT SOMEONE ELSE WILL... SO WHY NOT YOU BETTER THAN THEM??? THAT LAST BIT DOESNT REALLY APPLY TO EVERYTHING... AND IT ALWAYS GOES BACK TO WHERE THERE IS ALWAYS AN EXCEPTION TO EVERY RULE LOL.

NOTHING NEW BUT THE SAME OLD WORK AND LIFE. STARTED A FEW NEW TV SHOWS AND BURNING THROUGH THEM QUITE QUICKLY LOL. ITS 2 WEEKS INTO MY 366 DAY DEADLINE AND I REALLY SHOULD NOT HAVE FOUND THOSE SHOWS... IL GET RIGHT BACK TO THE WORK SOON ENOUGH... LOL

RT